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@maki-nsi TT wah sorry I’m incompetent and deleted your ask by mistake, but thank you so sm for the nice words re: my various iterations of these guys!!! I’m glad the different-ness is good and that my art feels friendly and comforting ;; anyways here’s the doodle I did based on your doodle :,)
#truly they are goobers#that forced perspective is so shrinkifying they’re just tiny palm of my hand#also just learnt I have#like several v old asks#that I never saw#:’l welp#i feel like the clocks run out on those lol#I swear it’s not just that I’m bad at app#tumblr on mobile is busted#tho I am also bad at app#it’s the impatient double tapping…#I’ve deleted my own posts before by accident lol#bugthots#harry potter#draco malfoy#drarry#hpdm#hp fanart
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You should draw even more midoyuzu actually trust me i'm a doctor
more midoyuzu but you didnt say what kind. transgender lesbian beams your idols
#THIS IS A REALLY OLD ASK FROM LIKE MAY IM SO SORRY DJGSKJDKJGDS#duck scribbles#doodles#anyways theyre both trans girls here because i said so#been trying to do femstars week doodles for myself since sunday i am not posting the rest tho o7#enstars#midoyuzu#yuzumido#asks#rqs#anonymous#to very few reqs left in my inbox i am very sorry for the wait but i DO see you im just trying to rack my brain for a specific idea#that or not in the right mind to draw it just yet my bad o1#and to that one anon from a bit more recently ill maybe repost the doodle once i have a few others to lump it in w in a doodle dump 👍#hope thats alright w you!#i wrote a very short fic based off of this doodle too actually but that is also staying in my notes app its. embarrassing#yuzuru fushimi#midori takamine#femstars
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I play a video game called Vintage Story, been playing it since 2020. Absolutly love it. It's a 3D open world voxel game, like Minecraft, but that's about where the similitaries end. Anyways, on my current world, I have a 3x3x3 bunker room with some clay in it, I call it the Clay Hole. Whenever the storm that spawns monsters pass through, I bunker down in the clay hole and work on my pottery whilst the storm rolls on.
I'm telling you this to give context for this conversation I had with a friend who recently got the game
My friend's message, "I love (clay) hole", is the last thing my phone saw before it bricked itself. My phone's screen went VERY bright when that message went through (I always keep my screen on the dimmest it can go), before powering down, and entering a boot loop.
Connecting it to iTunes, it failed both a restore, and a factory reset, going through the whole process, finishing, and still having a boot loop. Error code 4013, which is everything from Face ID to the motherboard to the USB cable/port.
): IDK what to do. I don't want to buy a new phone right now. I'm trying to save for a new laptop. I've had this iPhone 11 for 4 years now, and it's been such a great phone. Maybe buy a used 11? Assuming I can find a trustworthy reseller . .. Going with a same model phone will allow my old phone to be kept as parts for the new one, so there is that. I could also just get the latest, a basic 16 model, and use that phone for another 4 years. IDK, all I know is that I'm upset over losing 4 years of photos, from having to do the factory reset.
Anyways, take some humor out of my misfortune. The Clay Hole was too powerful and killed my phone.
#neververy4#iPhone#Worst part is no matter what route I take#it all ends in me having the latest version of the Tumblr App#Which means that the chats will now look bad and I can't see what Prev tags are#Also if you tell me to try Android I will strangle you I am NOT masochistist enough to use that shit.#Android was specifically designed to torture you and watch you suffer#): I wish I could get a Windows Phone tho. I miss my 950XL. Microsoft killing off Windows 10 Mobile is why I even got this iPhone#After spending a few months fighting with an android. I took a hammer to that phone I hated it so much
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lov and peace on planat earth... ✌️
#just read some crazy tumblr drama and man...#makes me glad i'm not being hyperscrutinized#also makes me glad though that i can admit when i was/am wrong. it's difficult but important#granted i probably haven't done it enough. atonement is... difficult?#navigating what's the right thing to do... it helps to be honest with yourself#and lead with compassion. 🫶#it's kind of a delicate balance to keep but you need to be really hard on yourself but at the same not too much#it's a little maddening but i guess that's just life when you have a morality complex#and i've settled in that. would much rather obsess insanely about morals instead of abandoning them#the hardest thing isn't that but a lack of connection with others#i try. so hardd to make connections and even with other queer and nd people i'm failing so bad. 😭 and it makes me wonder like.#what is WRONG with me#i am content for the moment though i feel bad for my one friend whom my mental state is entirely reliant on#i try very much not to let them know that it is though 😭 we're both busy#do online friendships and dating app things usually just not turn out? maybe i just need to stop getting so down about it.#it'd be easier to do that with a healthy amount of friends though#not giving up overall tho... might for a little bit. you know. take breaks of the Will#but it's not over til im wiped off of this godforsaken rock#have my journal entry tumblr
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about to be sooo nosy so. my apologies. but. morgan frost? girlfriend? do share (or don’t! again this is so nosy i’m sorry)
for legal purposes i can neither confirm nor deny anything about morgan and his girlfriend but afaik i think he’s single right now? at one point (within the past four years 😭) he did for sure have a girlfriend and that is the extent of my wag knowledge
#anon PLEASE i am the nosiest person in the world i understand i want to know everything. ever. however#because i have no evidence and don’t want to spread unfounded rumors i will state for the jury i am not a gossip blog#& anything i say should be taken with a grain of salt. or a vsco deep dive & also maybe a dig into the flyers media archives. wrt UNfounded#but i will gossip in your dms because it’s a vital method of communication and important for community building.#also i’m like 95% sure i just osmosed the fact that morgan and his girlfriend broke up sometime earlier in the hockey season from someone#else (probably flyerskay) and accepted it at face value like absolutely i’d trust kay with my life. she would never lie to me and therefore#i can’t be lying to you. i can’t remember morgan’s gf’s name tho but i can like. vividly remember her artsy possessive vsco photos 😭 help#that man posts more about tom petty than he does anyone else in his life besides joel so really how would we know if hes posted her less#the answer is we wouldn’t and i want to say her name is katie SO bad but i know that’s tyson’s gf it’s like. victoria or stacie or somethin#& i want to see if SHE deleted all her vsco pictures of him bc that’s how we’d know they broke up. frosty stop following so many girls#i want to try and find her and see (she’s a model and she was public and had her vsco linked so all of this is public info btw.)#ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA OANDJRIWNDHOWHDB IT IS 1:38 AM AND I HAVE JUST MANAGED. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD ANON HOLD ON#BUCKLE YOURSELF THE FUCK IN FOR AN ANSWER YOU DID NOT ASK FOR BECAUSE THIS IS A R I D E AND I NEED TO YELL ABOUT IT I CAN’T MY GOD I CANNOT#B R E A T H E i’m about to start crying again but the backstory is that. i have had a fic that i have been working on for literal years.#my version history says March 15 2021 and it started in my notes app about 3000 words before that and it’s based off of a tweet i thought#calla had quoted and just said ‘Joel’ about but in my notes i never#saved the actual tweet and many times throughout the years i have gone back and advanced searched every version of joel and joelle and bee#and behavior on calla’s blog that i could possibly think of and just assumed like. it must’ve gotten deleted or the account suspended and i#could never remember the wording well enough to just google it but believe me i tried and put in every variation. never found it in 4 years#i try periodically. fast forward to about twenty minutes ago i am looking through kay’s twitter and searching vsco because i SWEAR she has#the picture of frosty’s gf’s fingernail marks in the back of frosty’s shoulders i am talking about / I can’t find her vsco linked anywhere#but i’m like ok. search up a couple other things and think about who might have it and on a WHIM look up vsco in ash notthequiettype’s acct#no results okay whatever i think about what else could maybe pull it up for me so I have SOMETHING for you. I search frosty. I scroll. GUES#WHAT I FUCKING FIND FROM NOVEMBER 13TH 2020 it is THE FANTASTIC TWEET THAT SPAWNED 16K OF NOTES & FIC & A SPREADSHEET OF JOEL’S CLASSES#AND I NEVER WOULD’VE FOUND IT AGAIN IF NOT FOR THIS!!! LOSING IT!!! by it I mean my mind and my sleep schedule!!! it’s 2AM now good night!!#liv in the replies#morgan frost#philadephia flyers
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*breathes deeply* My brainrot is so out of control at this stage, I cannot draw fast enough to keep up with my own demands lmao so I would like to know; would any of you also be interested in reading some fics about Ruza/her time in the hunt/her relationship with both Arianna and Adella etc. If I actually wrote and posted them? As like supplementary material to Altar and future comics especially. There is a whole series of moments that leads to where Altar started, so 👀
#sin speaking#(i havent writ fanfic since i was a teenager 5000000 years ago. but i never stopped writing in general. i just did it for rp instead LOL)#(but now i am 👌 this close to opening google docs at any given moment friends. THIS close.)#(my phones note app is just stuffed with scripts rn. most of them about ruza and arianna if that surprises literally anyone LOL)#(yes i AM being affronted by my own ship that i didnt even mean to ship but got infected with so bad it keeps me up at night.)#(i mean. im glad about it tho im having so much fun here lscldllffl)#(itd also be a nice way for me to expound on ruza as a character more hrrrmmmm)#(so yeah lmao if u would be down to read about my ruzianna brainrot as much as look at art of it 😂 let me Know.........)#(well. my ruza brainrot in general tbh too akdkslldls)
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#Sometimes i match with ppl just to make a shitty joke#like i think im so funny its almost embarrassing#almost#anyways i matched with someone to make one of those jokes and i feel a bit bad since they seem decent enough but theyre too young#its crazy that that was one of the most effortless interactions ive had on taimi#but also could be cause it was short#but they actually talked back at a decent pace!#i think thats what the main issue is#okay#im gonna start replying to ppl right away and see if that does anything#tho i cant always#and some ppl are just not that invested in talking#such is life....#dating app adventures *does a spin*#ppl my age where are u!!#why am i getting likes from a bunch of youngins!!#and the ones near my age are of course ppl i have nothing in common with
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tagged by @sameensass thank you 💜
rules: tag nine people you want to get to know better!
favourite colour: my answer is always purple but honestly might be green at the moment?
currently reading: on earth we're briefly gorgeous
last song: from now on by shinee (i'm having A Day ok)
last movie: the fablemans
last series: the 100 lmao who's surprised
sweet, savoury or spicy: sweet
craving: a hug a pizza maybe
tea or coffee: tea but i love both i just drink way more tea
currently working on: getting back to language learning and finishing a course (read: i'm thinking about it a lot without doing either)
tagging: @fugglecases @cocoabuffster @a-fake-empire @red1ight @sassymajesty @villanevehaus @cvsseulgi @rn0na-lizard @driluth (no pressure tho)
#thing is i can't decide on the language and it's probably a bad idea to immediately jump into learning two#i wanna pick up finnish again and i also miss learning korean idk#im gonna need a new duolingo account for finnish i think but i have an app for korean that i PAID FOR and am not using#so i should probably go for korean idk#i rly enjoyed the finnish tho#anyways from now on is the most beautiful most heartbreaking song in existence#also i know im tagged in two more similar things and i will do those this week
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Hahahaa he's so "bright talented young man alters himself to attain greatness and escape a life he was unhappy with but despite warnings (he ignored them) fails in the end and dies while his father lives on without him"
Secondly though I also HAD to throw on some Mother Mother. Notably, Body (tbh a disabled bitch anthem imo) and Arms Tonight (y'know. Bc the end of the game). Stg I'll send you the playlists for the Arakawa's when I'm done with them. I take my sweet ass time tho v sorry hahaha 😂
Litcherallyyyyyy thats what im sayin bro..... esp when in the story of icarus his father helps him escape the island/helps him succeed and when icarus does fail his father is left imprisoned.... does that not happen to our icarus too.... does that not happen to his father also..... wild....
And take your time with your playlists, no rush ! A dude knows what its like tryin to make it Just Right
#snap chats#the icarus comparison is more ironic considering in the story icarus plummets to the ocean and drowns...#And If We Say Irony. Since Arakawa Was Dumped In The Ocean. lol....#but noo i gotta be so guilty since growin up i always took Body as a trans allegory. or at least adjacent#and ik i havent breathed about it in Months but aoki did evoke trans energy... to me... to my delulu-ass brain...#but then i feel bad cause aspects of him that Yell trans to me are actually about his disability so i feel like im disregarding it#even tho thats not my intent i was just too silly playin y7 the first time around 😭☠️☠️ its generally why i dont talk bout it tbh..#too delulu.. and i feel awkward talkin bout hcs like that BUT MOVING ON THIS IS NOT ABOUT THAT#either way body Does fit. esp with the whole Take My Lungs Take Them And Run bit ☠️#Take My Tongue And Go Have Some Fun can also be representative of aoki’s influence and- apparently- the publics inclination to follow him#I.E. with His Tongue anything can be passed or anything that has his backing can be validated#BUT IM NOT HERE TO DO AN ANALYSIS ON MUSIC AND AOKI even if i really want to.........#i will say tho... im 90% sure theres a line about Taking Eyes but i cant look it up rn lest my tumblr app reser and i have to type all this#but anyway That Refers To This Bitch’s Eyesight Getting Worse#im gonna go listen to that song now its stuck in my head.. uh oh...#everyone always say Mother Mother is Basic and that may be true but so am i so let me listen while i be sad THANK YOU.#ok bye <3 ive prattled too long and my phone will surely die soon and i want One (1) listen in <3
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oof, super cute emo girl with big mushroom earrings working at the gas station, and then I saw her a couple of hours later at the walmart nearby 😩
#I’m yearning HARD#I feel creepy tho. I wasn’t stalking! it was just a weird coincidence lady I swear! I needed snacks and both places are nearby!#but like… what a good look#and I was wearing my old My Chemical Romance shirt so I was internally like I’m cool! I’m down with the sad times! am I cool to you!?#I get it! I used to go to hardcore shows! I was straightXedge! I roadied for local bands! I had a devilock! I’m cool! I swear!#I had a shitty MySpace punk band! I wore all black! I’m just older now! I’m still punk!#I don’t care about anything! except how you perceive me!#I miss early 2000s emo girls#listen… if you’re an emo/goth/punk girl/(and/or)just a generally weird girl… hi I want to marry you#but also awesome big mushroom earrings#so so cool#this is kind of cringe#ugghhh gross#I’m gross!#neediness is gross#and I’m just like… super needy now#yearning and lonely#but whatever… I got coffee and that’s… that’s just as good as human companionship right? right?#you know it’s bad when you’ve been thinking about dating apps again but I CAN NOT allow myself to open those back up#I don’t need that kind of pain#ugggghhhhhhhhhh… gross. my heart is gross.#I need to be fucking held you assholes! don’t judge me!#it’s been like about 100° in arkansas lately so I’ve been extra gross and sweaty and ugly feeling.#fuck you sun you subpar star#I’m sorry. yeah this is kind of cringe but it’s my blog so… I guess we can both deal with it. together. if you want 🥺#oh well 🤷🏻♂️ it is what it is#ok I love you bye FOREVER!#if you even care 😒😒😒#you can ignore this#text
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The only downside to my parents having friends close to my age is that I dont talk much so they tend to talk to me like im a lot younger than I actually am
Like bestie I am 5 years younger than you at MOST
I get that you're cishet and married and have a kid so our lives are VASTLY different here but im TWENTY FOUR
Im quiet and awkward and autistic and won't look you in the eye and you dont see me a whole lot cuz im very noise sensitive and you people are loud
But you dont need to talk to me differently than everyone else here thanks
It just feels condescending
#i really need to come out to my parents so they stop referring to me as their daughter#it didnt used to bother me but its starting to REALLY bother me#also i got ma'am-ed at the grocery store twice last sunday (which ive always hated) and came home and drank 3 glasses of wine#and then felt like shit for like 3 days#ive been avoiding anything that needs to process through my liver to give it a rest which means ive been without pain meds all week#cuz the other pain med i have is ibuprofen which makes my acid reflux worse and it was already pretty bad all this week also from the wine#SO#no more alcohol for awhile#because ive spent most of this week feeling like death#i am going to be making myself a nonalcoholic mango margarita later tho#*frozen* mango margarita#with chamoy sauce to make it a little spicy so its not just a mango slushy lol#and tamarind soda if they have it#walmart app SAYS they have it but ive never seen it and ive LOOKED for it#but its supposed to be in the same place as the chamoy sauce#which they better not be lying to me about
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i finished loa 2 and it was very good <3 better than the first one even i loved it!!!
#and that concludes my week long choices spree!#may continue following guinevere as it updates? but also i am impatient so maybe not#aislinn tanaka#i will never forget u loml#laws of attraction#surprisingly very good!!!#first book was a little boring but taking down the big bad in the second book was def worth it#playchoices#goodnight#after that terrible ending that was foreign affairs#loa rlly came thru#if anyone deserves to have a happy ending it’s aislinn#sweetheart type lis my absolute beloveds#also unrelated but aislinn’s consistent exhibitionist tendencies 😭😭😭😭#did the writers sit down one day and decide they were gonna keep her kinks consistent 😭😭😭#i appreciate it tho 🫡✊#nothing else i’m interested on that app now but aislinn is making me miss hana#but wth am i fr gonna start playing the royal heir 😭😭😭
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i have never been to a new year’s party, and i have never had a new year’s kiss. this year is no different x
#not being sad just stating facts#tho tbh i hate having to preface my emotions so ppl don’t freak#i exhale and i got ppl up my ass like ‘are you depressed???’#bruh i’m a human and humans need to breathe#but anyways#would like a new year’s kiss#but honestly at this point maybe i should take comfort in other things#and accept that it’s totally fine to spend new year’s reading a book on pompeii#bc like it’s not like it’s different from any other year#i can count the years on one hand i’ve had a gf or something like that#and one of those i was trying to work out if breaking up would be the right move bc then i would be alone again#honestly i’m kinda done with relationship drama#i’d rather be a dork and read my book than have to deal with that shit#i’ll look into working out that shit later#if it’s possible without the apps bc long distance is kinda a no go for me nowerdays#i’ve done it too many times#but also the apps kill me inside so that’s also kinda a no go#so alone it may well be keep on being#i’m also done with pining for ppl who clearly don’t want me#and using all my energy to try to make them pay attention to me#bc it’s really fuckin boring#i’m leaving that shit behind#i don’t really have new year’s resolutions but at the very least i’m gonna try to be healthier in my habits and not fuck my mind up so bad#if i can that is#basically i’m gonna try not to keep getting myself caught in the same old traps i always do#if i’m not on here again before midnight: happy new year <3#if i am bc i got more wine drunk than i intended then oopsie 🤭#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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#i have an interview on friday i think#which is conveniently right after getting back from a trip lmfao 😀#bruh when i gave them my interview availability i said like available after 6/20 or smth#and they originally scheduled me for the 13th 💀 which like whatever human error and i emaied and they fixed it#and thenscheduled for the day after i said i would be on a trip lmfao#i have a bunch of shit to do to prepare for it too / complete for them beforehand#and i just realized i also have to prepare a 10 min presentation#without powerpoint or anything like i just have to tak abt smth for 10 mins ?????#which is not that bad ig considering like they could've made me actually give a presentation on myself lmfao#but i think i can actually talk about anything which is cool#bitch is gonna talk abt flow arts / glowsticking lmfao#but like i want more time to prepare TT and idk if i have that much time / motivation / energy on this trip lmao#ugh whatever#idek if i can get this job bc it requires relocation and i can't rly relocate until after this academic year lol#even tho i am no longer in da academic c:#ugh anyway lmao also have an interview next monday idk why they're so close rip#i also have to prepare for that one TT that'll be an after this first interview problem lmao#i also have a coupoel saved job apps deadlines coming up#........ i have not finished the cover letter even tho i was working on it before this trip like i need to finish before this trip#bc i'm not gonna work on it lol but guess what i did not do before this trip :DDD#i could very much do da cover letter rn bc my brother is suddenly having a random ass call for his student org lol#(bro i already miss being on my student org leadership :'''''''''') anyway)#so ig we're just chilling in our hotel#but what if i dont 😀 i've been reading HELLA j/atp fanfic lmfao idk why that specifically but ig i miss them :')#so i'd much rather keep doing that over doign cover letter 😀😀😀😀😀#anyway we'll see lemme shut up now lmao#jeanne talks
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ouhh sculpting is absolutely my enemy. but i persevere
#txt#nendo.txt#im chipping away at my third nendo project but sculpting how i want is SO hard#well its not .. horribly hard its just kind of tedious#bc i have to wear gloves for safety reasons n it makes it harder to sculpt the longer im.working#so the longer i work the clay starts drying out and then the gloves get messy and its just OUH#this one needed a lot of smallll small sculpted parts too#little stud earrings hoodie strings hoodie patches#and you can tell in the picture that i did NOT get consistent sizes on those patches HAHA but#tbh it doesnt matter cuz only one of those will be on the body at a time#the hair actually was pretty close to begin with and the sculpt i ended up with looks pretty accurate? so#happy with it even tho it was a huge struggle hah#but you can tell how small these are. theyre on my cutting mat with inch markers. theyre tine#tiny *#and im like. placing a blob of clay on these tiny arms and slicing away at them with my#way too big xacto knife until it kind of looks like the right shape#the first star i made was the best and also smallest snd it just got harder lolol#i also had to fill in a big hole in the top of the head cuz the original figure had#the little uhh. ? hair poofs. what are those AHOGE. two ahoges one on the front piece one on the back#which was too many . so i pulled out the back one#qnywqy hi#i dont take as many progress pics or posts with these as i did with the first cuz#im not rly a Poster and i just like working im not as big on doing updates ^^#but rest assured i am still making nendos and i love doing it#downside of sculpting also is that once i start im in clay purgatory until i finish#cant change videos or apps on my.phone cant check or reply to messages#well maybe its not totally a bad thing to just disconnect and work eith my hands for a while
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why are all the tumblr ads lately all gay dating apps 💀 targeting a Certain Demographic much…
#this is the gay website.#I was listening to nisipisas new video the other day where she’s talking abt loneliness and love and it did put me in a mood. and this is#like. not helping 😭#but also I’ve been watching trash reality dating shows and ik a lot of it’s fake but like#the ppl on there just want Someone Anyone and that kinda desperation is so frightening to me like girl it’s oki to be single calm down 😭#and it’s like..idk I’ve been nervous abt dating bc I’d feel bad not going splitsies on dates but I have a job so erm. I guess I could if#I want to…#dating apps scary tho 🧍🏻#I was also trying to wait until I figured out my gender crisies ™️ but I think I got that figured out#I am still an agender lesbian I think just want to use he with they and switch up my presentation :)#it was nice to explore it and I’m excited to have it be Fresh#I think everyone should explore their gendy it’s fun even if u don’t end up changing it u learn a lot abt urself ^_^#gender plus unlocked…#sanchoyorambles
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