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Mr. Puzzles' backstory! (Complete)
Alright!! It's here!! To the people who were waiting for Mr. Puzzles' complete backstory thank you so so much for your patience! and sorry for keeping you all waiting for so long as well.
!Disclaimer! this isn't canon! in the full show SMG4 this is for the 5⭐️ Rivals AU, there will be some canon materials but mostly will be filled with my and others hcs.
!Warning! There will be mentions of abuse of different kind, and mentions of smoking. I also want to mention that I didn't give Puzzles an abusive childhood for shock value. It is something that was at least to me felt necessary for my AU.
For some context here are the names of the characters:
Mother: Rosetta Johnson Father: Alexander Adware (He's a doctor) Child Puzzles: Adam Johnson Adware
Adam's childhood wasn't great, he lived in a living hell.. both in his home and at school. No matter where he went he was suffering than living.
He would be bullied or ignored at school and, would be made fun of because of how different he was compared to other kids, he had a wild imagination and those thoughts were considered weird from the people around him. Not just at school but at home as well.
At home... It was terrifying to him. If any of you have seen the short film Opal then it's something similar.
Whenever he came home from school going from the entrance to his room was a scary adventure every day.
He would have to go pass his mother Rose who was in the living room smoking or making a call to her side of the family.
He had to slip pass her as quietly as he could but, when he wasn't careful Rose will start using him as a therapist, venting out all of her struggles to him for hours. But, she would also hit him when she was enraged and would go far as to put cigarettes on Adam's arm just to relieve her stress even for a little while.
His father would just ignore it all. And if he had to he would intervene when his wife went too far with the abuse, which would lead to them arguing most of the time.
When that happens Adam would run up stairs to the one place that was safe to him. His room. Where he would watch TV all day just to forget about everything bad that happend to him. (Headcanon from @bstroobery)
But sometimes he wasn't so lucky.. often times his father would come home late so when he was being abused by his mother his father wouldn't be there to intervene. So all night he would be beaten, used as a therapist, as a punching bag for his mother. Just to relieve all of her struggles onto her son. To feel relieved even just for a little while.
This whole routine continued until his 10th birthday which is on the 30th of Octorber, where he was taken to the place he loved: Disney World.
He loved going there, but since he could only go there on his birthday he tried to enjoy every single moment there was. While his parents enjoyed their vacation. Adam wished this day could last forever, where he would have fun going on the rides and enjoy everybody else having fun! It was also the day he thought of owning an amusement park when he grew up.
His parents both disapproved it. For two different reasons:
Rosetta: She needed someone to vent to and didn't want her one and only stress reliever to leave her alone.
Alexander: He wanted his son to chase a more realistic dream. Calling it childish and not creative. And to prevent him from potentially humiliating the entire Adware Johnson family (Partially inspired of @scimagic's hc of Puzzles' father)
Eventually, Adam was homeschooled because of how bad the bullying was getting. This leads to him isolating himself from his family in his room locking himself up with his only comfort friend his TV, continuously trying to come up with a way to escape from this horrible world that was supposed to be his HOME.
He was slowly killing himself, having not eating for a long while and not leaving his room. His room was filled with his father's tools on how to fully escape this dull and horrible place.
You see.. Adam had a plan, a very risky one at that. He had an idea on how to escape his HOME, and to create a new world where he had friends and everything he could have ever wanted. And he would get his friends by gathering children all around the world whose lives were miserable just like his to his new TV dimension! a place full of colors and full of everything anyone could ever want.
And the plan was to become the very thing that had helped him in his life. His TV. So he would operate on himself little by little and painfully to fully become his precious TV. (hc from @bstroobery) And he was scared when he decided to cut off his head, he could hear his child self begging him to reconsider. But, he already made up his mind and did the deed.
At first he actually died, his lifeless body on the floor lying there. Until something sparked inside him! Then he woke up, he was finally free!! He changed his name to Mr. Puzzles to cut ties with his family, and also because it reminded it him of not so pleasant memories of his life.
He also had one more wish: To show his father (the one person he still had a little love for) that he did have creative vision!
But after the fight with the SMG4 crew in the PuzzlesVision movie, he lost his powers to return back to his homeworld to show his father his success, So now he's after the SMG4 crew for what they've done to him and while doing so he met his new rival: Entroric.
ANND THAT'S ALL!!! I'll show his new and final reredesign of my AU of Mr. Puzzles! although this post contained some heavy topics such as abuse, I hope this was informative for you all. And again, thank you so much for your patience. And if you have any questions about Puzzles' backstory, or anything I missed feel free to ask and tell me about them!
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Weekly Pond Newsletter
What's so funny about this gif is I searched for "SPN apocalypse" and this was in the top row of the search results. 🤣
On a more serious note, though, this week has been just A LOT for many people. We feel you. Our flabber has been completely gasted, our dumb is well founded, our gobs have been thoroughly smacked, and our asses are so tonished you could see your reflection in them. Though we usually don't like political talk in our waters, we have loosened the reins a bit this week, allowing it in the #funky-town channel as long as it remains respectful. People need to process current events, and sometimes it's necessary to talk to get through things.
Besides talking things out, though, we want to encourage you all to KEEP WRITING. We know that what we're feeling right now is exhausting, but the world needs writers of fantasy like us more than ever. We all need a break from reality, and what's a better distraction than sexy times with our favorite SPN characters? Or cuddle sessions in the Dean Cave? Maybe a little cloud-seeding? And no one would blame a writer for maybe sending Rowena to D.C. in January, or perhaps letting Chronos kill a few folks to zap us forward a few years.
We know you're tired. We're tired. We're sad. We're fearful. But do not let what's happening suck all the joy out of the world. We must keep our candles lit in the darkness. If you feel yours going out, let us share ours with you. 💗
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My food fell on the floor and i couldnt help but start crying
#this was just not a great birthday so far#had to fast#get blood taken#i did have an okay breakfast and a free smoothie#but i also had a killer headache and my sleep deprivation hit me just when we got home#slept in one hour intervals bc something is always happened#and when my dad grills me some hot dogs i was like great!#but i fucking knocked the plate and i really wanted to start sobbing#like why me#but i didnt start sobbing#only a slow cry#its fucking miserable to be crying while fixing a hot dog#i just rinsed one of the damm things off and fixed a new bun#didnt taste great but i doubt anything will taste great after that mistake#anyway im sad so im going to sleep until i have to wake up to eat again#vex spits out random shit#i will get a makeup birthday i swear it#and i wont have to get a needle stuck in me and i wont end up with my food on the ground
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i've had these scenarios written down since volo's debut in pokemon masters and i just really wanted to scribble them down and finally release them
#pokemon#volo#pokemon volo#pokemon jacq#n harmonia#pokemon rei#trainer rei#clai's art#trying to write n's specific brand of being mean is hard to me for some reason#in the initial idea i had him outright call volo stupid but i didnt know if that was too far so i just took it out BJFBFJF#but anyway volo being a historian who had to have studied many walks of life but has still come to the conclusion that the world is hopeless#jacq being someone who's very positive and sees the best in people even if they are very much not great to him (see: raifort)#finally realizing someone he knows is like. inexcusably horrible#n's situation wasn't even that different from volo's. both saw injustice in society and sought to change it#but even n. who hated humanity for what he thought they were all responsible for. didnt want humans to Die for what they did!!#and rei. rei was a scared kid who saw the very worst of volo firsthand. rei needed friends and one of them despised him in the end#isnt it soooo funny how volo thinks he's alone yet keeps pushing away all the people who want to connect with him :) i hate pla so much :)))#as another note too. perhaps the rei thing could end in two ways#satisfying good ending where it kicks off volo's realization that hey maybe people do trust me unconditionally#or no good bad ending where volo takes this as another betrayal. rei only liked him for his facade like everyone else so why does it matter#volo almost makes me feel as ill as n does. hate this stupid guy i shouldnt have bought pla for my birthday i should have gotten. p/kmin idk
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Ibuki at the In This Moment concert, what will she do
#my friend has taken me for my birthday and its been great so far#taking these just made me laugh#mint rambles
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oh great in episode 6 of 4 minutes my beloved. he's so fucked up. i love him.
#can you believe this was the best episode of the whole show so far#it was so messed up this is all i wanted from this show#like is it my birthday or something#im so obsessed#everyone was displaying unhinged behavior and i am here for it#also great is so multifaceted#like he's not a bad person perse but he does do bad things#due to his upbringing and his complacency and his fear cause he is a bit of a coward yes#but like he does feel bad about the effed up stuff he's done#he is just trying to drown it out and ignore it#i just love it when a character is allowed to do the absolutely wrong thing sometimes#and suffer the consequences of their actions#while still also not being an awful awful person deep down#great is a person that's not that good but not that evil either#and he is lonely af and deep down seeking genuine human connection and doesn't even realize it#love that#4 minutes#4 minutes the series
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#thriller bark#ch472#oh yeah i started a3/act! addict! actors! recently like. the anime#i'm enjoying it... i'm only 4 eps in to the spring/summer season but its fun so far#idk if i have a favorite but as much of a. caricature of middle eastern culture as he is i do think citron has some#really compelling character writing so far i'm excited to see more of him...#and itaru too. man itaru's va is insane#i've sent the video to all my friends basically but he also voices leo ensemble stars and samatoki hypmic#as well as a character in uh. mr devil's day off or whatever its called its almost 11pm i cannot remember the title#but its smth like that and anyway. the fucking range that man has???? like just compare gamer's high to birthday of music#and any mad trigger crew song with a heavy samatoki feature and like. you will notice.#and its the same guy doing all of those voices. what the fuck man#anyway. hoping by the time this posts i'll actually be further in a3...#i'm really into idol anime rn idk if you could tell................#or things that fall into very similar subgenres since a3 is kinda. adjacent#but i7. great. amazing. you should watch it#<- only finished s1....
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huxley and damien are total girl dads
#i’m not explaining myself#but please imagine it#i know we are. FAR off from anything like adopting a literal child#but like. after damien gets full certification. damien and hux move to a bigger place and start talking about expanding their lil family#if freelancer was afab they’d prolly carry the baby omg surrogacy arc#anyways#hux and damien as girl dads because they’d go IN for everything#tea parties??? 1000% princess themed birthday parties and they’re both dressed up as princesses?? 100%#also just damien and hux as parents because they’d be so great to a lil human#or i guess the DAMN polycule as parents in general have me sobbing#i’m in my emotions i need to take my birth control#redacted asmr#redacted audio#asmr boyfriend#boyfriend asmr#redacted damien#redacted damn#redacted damn polycule#redacted hux#redacted huxley
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Guys...
It's my birthday! ♥️
#bookworm updates#so far ive had a really great birthday weekend#and now im gonna stay in and relax today#im gonna watch some musicals#and eat leftovers#and pretty much just do whatever i want#cause its my day 🙃#bookworming
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Toumyu Hanakoyomi 8&9
For something different from usual (no fancy picture because the Hanakoyomi is a drama cd and so doesn't have one), I'd like to give you all the 8th and 9th Hanakoyomi episodes! It's not very likely I'll be posting the rest of the Hanakoyomis, as it's very likely the episodes will be released on CD and I'd like to prevent folks substituting the tls for the actual episodes ^^;
The choice of Hanakoyomis is not at all because I'm biased noooo
Hanakoyomi 8 - Higanbana featuring Minamoto Kiyomaro, Nagasone Kotetsu, Kogitsunemaru, Suishinshi Masahide, Hachisuka Kotetsu
Hanakoyomi 9 - Cosmos featuring Onimaru Kunitsuna, Daihannya Nagamitsu, Kogitsunemaru, Tomoegata Naginata, Heshikiri Hasebe
#touken ranbu#toumyu#kogitsunemaru#honestly the 9th is worth it just for Daihannya “are all our tenkas so soft?” (paraphrased)#but also because Mikazuki's ghost is in the narrative and I really enjoy that#the 8th is nice not just because of the Nagasone Kiyomaro interaction but also because without spoilers general foxiness happens#I am also posting these to prepare myself for the impending final koyomi which I imagine will sting nastily as a KogiMika enjoyer#I'm sorry Sui you're great as a character but I don't think you should be in the narrative position you're in now#especially not at the cost of the space Kogi used to roam#but that's my personal grievance#if you like the concept of Sui as protagonist of myu I really recommend getting the Hanakoyomi cd when it comes out#he's in 4/12 koyomis so far and mentioned in more-- and it's almost impossible he isn't in the final one#my prediction for the 12th one is Sui Kiyo Kashuu Tsuru Mika#but we'll see#let's hope it doesn't release on my birthday because that'd hurt w
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also found a doodle of kryptos’ “suspiciously unmarried uncle” who i mentioned in my post yesterday. dont think he’s ever gonna show up in my fic proper, but he has been mentioned twice so far, and a few times in future chapters— he’s the one who sends andy birthday money
#rene is a character i think about a lot tbh even though he will never make a physical appearance in my fic#he's the only positive famliy figure andy has but he also like... never comes over and (understandably) spends as little time as possible#around his horrible father and horrible brother in law and less awful but still not very kind sister so he just avoids the entire family#so he also just... doesn't spend time with his nephew and doesn't realize just how much kryptos needs like. a nice family figure#he sends birthday money and is actually genuinely affectionate on the very rare instances andy sees him#but he's not even close to being a constant enough figure in his life for him to be an actual trusted adult#he's also a doctor who deals with irregularity so there's that distance because andy doesn't... particularly trust irregularity doctors!#rene himself is like... more compassionate than the average doctor who 'treats' irregulars and attempts to be as 'decent' as he can be#but that only really goes so far y'know. especially when you're still working within a horrible system#which rene very much is#and it's genuinely great for the occasional patient whose life he improves but he is also complicit in SO many horrible things#and kryptos is just.. aware of that so there's always been that bit of distance especially since he befriended bill#my art
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FINAL MIDBLOCK ESSAY DONE!! I AM FREE!!
#FINALLY. have not been able to relax for like a month that’s the thing about the due dates being so far apart it’s great because you’ve got#more time but it also means everything just. lasts longer. anyway! done now. this one perhaps not my best work but it was harder than i#expected…my us government one will be rough but what else do you expect from 1500 words..and then my theory essay..my best hope for a good#grade perhaps…but we’ll see. the next lot aren’t due until january but im gonna start thinking about them now so im less busy over christmas#insane that that’s not too terrible a thought. uni is crazy when you actually enjoy your degree. anyway! for now i am going to enjoy the#rest of my weekend at home n me and my mum are going out tomorrow n im gonna buy some books with the voucher i haven’t spent since my#birthday in february and ill finally have time to finish the book im reading rn AND to do some writing..start chapter 2 : ^ )#woohoo!! aware no one gaf about any of this but i am first and foremost always the audience for my own posts so. this one’s for me..#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again
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someone called me 1 of their fav twsb artists....🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
#smiling so hard...#along with pen..!!! who i love they r great💖#my lifeline to twsb fandom lol#they have been supplying me w non-spoilery twsb fanart since i cant search thru the tags myself due to spoilers KDJKS🫣#and also was the first to comment on the first twsb art i posted into the void without even knowing if anyone would see it🥺#v nice introduction into twsb fandom... thank u pen-nim...#wild to think ppl think i am contributing to the fandom... since twsb fandom is relatively small (en fandom at least)...#im just rambling now but im rly glad i got into twsb#the fans ive interacted w are all so nice and i get so happy reading ppls tags on my posts#like even tho twsb fandom is small and its only like 5 ppl commenting#ppl still leave nice tags more often than on my cookie run fanart before??#so its a small but dedicated fanbase... love to see it#also ive gotten to interact w korean fans on twitter too and that makes me rly excited too aaaa#i want to make more mutuals but im scared to follow ppl bc spoilers aldjslsk#also i love how dedicated the kor fandom is... like organizing birthday cafes for the charas... thats so exciting to me!!!#i wish us fans did that too ladjks (well twsb is too small here but... like for fandom in general... it would be so cool)#anyway i love twsb the work and ive had positive experiences w fellow fans so far so its nice..#/end ramble
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Happy Birthday to the loveliest of friends, @snoobins <3
Twin stars
A universe apart
Just close enough
To wistfully gaze at the other
Knowing yet not
How fate will lead them together
#happy birthday!!#I hope you have a great day#and spoil yourself to the fullest extent with whatever you like!#I wrote the poem first actually#then I wanted to translate that someway into art#and decided I would make something with two stars far apart#and two flowers close together#to symbolize how we once didn’t know one another at all#but now we're growing alongside one another#bathing in the light of how we admired one another#even before we became good friends#I really hope you like it!!#this isn't all I have for you though!#<3 <3 <3#I hope you're feeling every bit as loved and appreciated as you are!#I'm so grateful we're here again at another milestone for our friendship#This year I know you'll do even greater things than the last!#just being you will always be something worth celebrating#<3#i love you so so so much#ps you're the yellow flower (:
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it truly doesn’t even feel like my birthday tbh
#I don’t mean this in a negative way either it just feels very different than past birthdays!#I’ve actually had a great day so far!
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weird though because like
#it's funny. waking up today was honestly surreal#i didn't ever think I'd make it this far#waking up in my apartment moved out of my parents house#with a job#having turned 25#like. i neeeever in my wildest dreams would have imagined that my dreams would have come true#i think I'll only be equally as surprised when i wake up on my 28th birthday#to be completely honest and i am a little drunk but like#my life is a series of postponed suicide plans#like#I've been through so much and have toyed with the idea over and over again#but i keep thinking like 'well if im planning on dying i might as well wait until tomorrow and see how things turn out'#and then every. single. time!#things just.... work out!#or i realise that my problems aren't as big as they seem#anyway postponed suicides is a great name for a band#OOOH OR A SONG#I GOT SOME NEW GUITAR PEDALS FOR MY BIRTHDAY OMG BRB#I'VE GOTTA WRITE THIS DOEN AND MAKE IT INTO A SONG#anyway sorry for oversharing as always#mine#suicide
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