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Is it weird that I find the smell of old books really horrible? Everyone seems to romanticise the smell. But Iām reading an old book right now and I feel like I can hardly breatheā¦
#books#old books#bookblr#old book smell#smell#scent#sensory icks#autism#unpopular opinion#this smell is too intense#sensory overload#personal#sorry to people who like old books#if you like them then good for you#itās not even a very old book#it was published in 2014#but it smells like one#itās from a library so I donāt know where else itās been
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zhongli and neuvillette fighting over their reader š¤š¤
scary dog privilege wherever you go, draconic courting gestures that would scare any regular person, they send each other deadly glares the moment you turn away,
stealing your clothes to just get a whiff of your scent, marking their territory all over your house - making it a battlefield basically, neuvillette (in my hc) is cooler and zhongli is warm so the cuddles are always so comfy āŗļøš,
they give you anything you want - you don't even have to lift a finger, they make you travel between the nations a lot though š sooo clingyyy, extra gentle in their dragon forms as to not squish you, don't even get me started on the size difference šš
just a little thought š¤āŗļø
- šāā¬
Neuvi being colder is so real and canon. I see him as being colder + a lot more lithe, kinda lanky with smaller but sharper canines versus Zhongli who's warmer and a bit shorter then Neuvi + bulkier with bigger but not as sharp canines.
They've also got very different habits ā Zhongli is very prideful not just of himself but his nation. He'll personally give your a tour and purposely drag it out as long as he can. Complimenting Liyue is basically complimenting him, checkmate Neuvi. Especially if he convinces you to try on some local Liyue fashion. Harmless and just a nice gift to anyone else but Neuvi sees it for what it is (since your wearing something from Liyue, technically wearing something of his. He loves his technicalities when it comes to staking a claim over you). Adds salt to the wound by touching you in totally innocent ways like to adjust you towards something he wants to show you or accidently brushing against you when he takes the bags of spoils he's practically drowning you in but really he's just making sure his scent sticks. He's just a sweet, nice gentleman with absolutely no ulterior motives trust.
Neuvillette does love Fontaine, but his habits are more about himself then the nation. He'll take you around if you ask or if the idea strikes him, but you'll probably stay around the making city area or the opera house specifically. He enjoys more personal time with just you and him then anything else. He values the immaterial to the material. Zhongli spoils you with gifts, but Neuvi tries to offer quality time irregardless of physical gifts (though he still gives them just not to the extent of Zhongli). He'll take you to see different operas if that's to your fancy, or leverage a bit of his authority to maybe see a few films since those seem to be hitting off in Fontaine recently. Bet that creaky old archon doesn't have those huh. He feels awkward if you want to watch a trial, but he'll reluctantly agree because. well. it's you. just don't wave or anything he's trying to work and he just Really wants to see you smile at him like that again and it makes him lose his train of thought. gets custom clothes designed by Chiori to replace your clothes from Liyue because they smell of Zhongli and it makes him sulky + he likes to match.
G-d forbid these two are in the same room as you because it's a war of attrition at that point. Constant accidental brush of the hand against your shoulder or elbow but it's just them trying to get rid of the others scent. they are side eyeing each other behind your back while being all smiles whenever your looking. If it's hot and you lean into Neuvi more he's practically GLOWING. not even smug he's just absolutely smitten and happy to be of service. immediately takes off his gloves and presses his hands to your face asking if your okay and if you want to go back with him. if it's cold out and you seek out Zhongli more hes smug as hell beneath the calm veneer. Offers you his coat and stay as physically close to you as he can under the pretense of being worried you'll catch a cold if he doesn't warm you up.
don't even get me started on your house either because you probably have tons of gifts from both of them accumulated everywhere. if Neuvi sees you use a tea set from Zhongli suddenly he had a fantastic gift idea he thought you'd like. he even got some tea included with it so why don't you let him make you some? Zhongli sees you using a goblet Neuvi gave you (totally a coincidence it's similar to his) and suddenly you have 27 square cups in your cabinets that you have no idea where they came from. if the goblet is mysteriously missing oh well. who knows :]
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#asks#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#is this actually cult au?? csnt tell tagging it anyway#its like 1 am brain not working#šāā¬ anon#shaking them both like shaker charms#zl feels more possessive too. neuvi is possessive but i dont think snyone could get near zl level of possessiveness#its like having two cats constantly trying to get your attention.#neuvi is more mellow imo so hes not as intense in the rivalry but sometimes he feels PETTY#only if it actually benefits you though because you still come first even if he cant stand zl snd hes not dragging you into it#zl has no issue tossing out gifts neuvi gives you unless your REALLY attached to it but neuvi probably wouldnt yknow..#sometimes neuvi is just clueless he did not gaf abt zl at first he was just smitten with you. he did not want 2 get involved in this rivalry#but hes still a little possessive snd having you come back smelling like zl dressed in clothes from liyue with other gifts from zl..#it rained for like a week straight he was in shambles. acted like a kicked puppy until zl scent was gone š#also theres a joke somewhere here abt zl snd his square cups..hm.#just clingy possessive dragons trying to subtly be the only one you pay attention to š«”#this has been my loser girlfail neuvi propaganda post enjoy
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he was so good and chill this morning
#until he smelled a girl 5km against the wind and started whining and shivering#boy please you need to just chill#female dogs do usually like him but he is way too intense and they nope out really quick#male dogs either like him or hate his guts#we have this one Labrador in the village who decided he is his nemesis#unfortunately leon suffers from socially inept himbo disease and still tries to get him to play with him#idk he is pretty and good at learning tricks but dense as a brick when figuring out other animals
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Warrior Nun characters and their perfect fragrance

Ava: Angel by Mugler

Lilith: Inexcusable Evil by Toskovat

Beatrice: Light Blue by Dolce & Gabbana

Camila: Ego Stratis by Juliette has a gun

Adriel: Noir Extreme by Tom Ford

Mother Superion: Jazz Club by Maison Margiela

Jillian: Baccarat Rouge 540 by Maison Francis Kurkdjian

Mary: Wood Sage & Sea Salt by Jo Malone

Yasmine: Vanille Antique by Byredo

Michael: Luna Rossa by Prada
#angel is literally ava in a bottle and i'm still mad i didn't get my hands on inexcusable evil#warrior nun#warrior nun fandom#ava silva#sister lilith#sister beatrice#sister camila#adriel#mother superion#jillian salvius#shotgun mary#yasmine amunet#michael salvius#lilith villaumbrosia#perfume#at first i thought about something sweet and sunny for camila but no i think she'd prefer a fresh unisex not too intense cologne#when i smelled noir extreme i went āIT'S ADRIELā it's elegant and luxurious perfect for a fallen angel cult leader with a taste for brandy#you don't get how much i love jazz club and how much it suits superion unless you've smelled it#it's literally āmysterious lady at the bar dressed in black she drinks neat bourbon she has a gun and a stellar taste in musicā#come on... there's literally no better perfume for yasmine ā” she may be a sister warrior but she'll always remain an academic#michael would for sure go for something light and fresh and masculine#when i first read people describe angel i thought about ava but when i tried it it's just... HER it's fun it's sweet but with an edge to it#it's a personality alright#and lilith come on it's metallic it's smoky it has notes like blood and gunpowder it's quintessential interdimensional demon queen#for mary aromatic salty and marine would work perfectly it's extremely subtle i think that's what she would love#with jillian it was either chanel no. 5 or baccarat rouge and while no. 5 is timeless i went with the āi'm super richā perfume#i mean it's BEAUTIFUL it's exactly what i imagine her wearing in the event she hosts in s1#light blue is perfect for bea i think citrus would work well for her and in general it's this light fresh simple scent that's lovely#as you can probably tell... i love perfumes#noir extreme bf + inexcusable evil gf now THAT'S a power couple š³
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by Friedrich SeidenstĆ¼cker
#in winter my gf grows out her underarm hair and without getting too biological about this fact ā¦ it makes me intensely happy#a thousand hours clocked up just laying in bed absentmindedly tickingling the soft hair there sigh sigh#i feel Darwinās ingenious hand at work#looks and feels and smells heavenly#she also throws a mean javelin pow pow#personal notes#tickling* although umph i love that typo āØ#Friedrich SeidenstĆ¼cker#n.
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whoever invented scented pads should be drawn and quartered
#vastly prefer to smell basically nothing and maybe a tiny bit of blood than feel like im a cockroach caught in a glue trap at a lush#every time i move or open my legs too far#these things seriously smell like floral fucking death. even bad bodily smells are like. less intense and unpleasant
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Got this + the body spray at my work so I tried the body spray and it's nice! Someone on fragrantica said it smells like grandma's house and I agree, but like, if your grandma is a cool lesbian
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Gambling Apocalypse Tenma AU
As I rewatch Kaiji I inevitably end up wanting to combine show I like with other show I like and stuffing fav characters into show. So here we are.
This was uh going to be a short summary type thing but I accidentally wrote a novella about it sorry
This AU starts off with a much more depressive Tenma. After Tobio's death, rather than immediately pour his grief into developing a robot version of his son, he recedes into himself, psychologically paralyzed, likely turning to alcohol to drown out his anguish.
His mental state is taken as an opportunity within the Ministry of Science to have him ejected from his position; Tenma was never the most well-liked director, and there were those with ambition to usurp him that would jump at the chance. Not that he especially cares in his state.
He's eventually dragged out of his stagnation by Ochanomizu - who, inadvertently, becomes the very catalyst pushing Tenma to develop a robot replacement to his child. This was not what he meant by encouraging Tenma to fill the void left by his son.
...But, well, he is no longer the director of the Ministry of Science. His access to limitless government funds and resources for "scientific research" has been cut off, and this is a project he cannot finance on his own. He can't ask Ochanomizu for help, but...interestingly...a representative of a certain shady organization known as the Teiai Corporation reaches out to him, offering to finance and support his project. A sane and well-minded Tenma might think better of it, but grieving and desperate, Tenma accepts their offer and is able to create a robot in the image of his beloved Tobio. For a while, there's joy in his life.
But the bill, as ever, comes due: Tenma must pay up, and the very resources that had been at his disposal will certainly ensure that he will, or else. Of course, he doesn't have the money; instead, he is given a choice. He can relinquish the robot Tobio in order to wipe out his debt - the child is a sophisticated and powerful robot, after all - or he can participate in a certain illicit event hosted by the Teiai Corporation.
It's nothing major...just a four-hour gambling cruise with a collection of desperate, damned souls that were also swept into debt with Teiai. The conditions are simple: Those who choose to participate are given a chance to clear their debts wholesale should they win. And should they lose...?
Well...no one really knows what happens to the losers seized by Teiai. It's said that they labour away their debts under Teiai's watchful eye and are freed once their work has covered their debts, though it's rumoured that most perish before they reclaim freedom.
There's only one answer Tenma can give, of course; he's not willing to lose Tobio again.
Thus is Tenma's debut into the Gambling Apocalypse, where he must become cutthroat in order to survive; if he wants to see his son again, he must make choices that will doom the hapless to miserable servitude, with a nonzero chance it ends in their death.
He survives the cruise, but of course, it was hardly enough to clear his debt; the cruise was never going to be the end of it. Teiai doesn't let go of its victims that easily. He will be called on again: this is a weight that hangs over him, all while he returns to his son Tobio. The same hands that have pushed innocents into hell must now be the hands that can embrace his child.
He wants to protect Tobio from the truth and enjoy what peaceful moments he's allowed with his son, but it's difficult. It's difficult to be the parent of a child who cannot understand the danger that looms ahead; this "happy" home is not to last. Tenma angers quickly and easily. He turns that anger onto Tobio.
As Teiai's games become more and more vicious and unrelenting, as his conscience holds onto the last vestiges of thread that remain, Tenma even threatens, once, to give the boy in: it would all end, then; the debt would be clear and no longer would he have to endure Tobio's childish annoyances, his ungratefulness.
The next time that Tenma is beckoned, Tobio takes matters into his own hands. He does understand, now; and he would have, if only Tenma had bothered to explain sooner. If it's a debt that needs clearing, he will work. He will help his father clear his debts however he can. Of course, it's difficult to find work as a child; but a circus troupe finds amusement in the idea of a child robot, and takes him in. He is whisked into a certainly unpleasant working situation, but he remembers his father, and what he must be enduring. Tobio, also, will endure.
When Tenma returns, Tobio is gone.
All that held Tenma back from becoming something monstrous has disappeared. All that kept him going has disappeared. When he is called upon by Teiai, there is no knowing what sort of person might come out the other end; whether a monster clawing his way to freedom regardless of what actions he must take, or a desolate husk surrendering defeat.
There is still a light, however dim: Found by Professor Ochanomizu and rescued from the circus, Tobio - now Atom - is able to shed light on the situation which Tenma took great pains to keep hidden from his old friend. With time running out, Ochanomizu and Atom must do what they can to save Tenma - from Teiai, and from himself.
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UHHH and that's a wrap!!!! I couldn't quite decide which way Tenma would go after hitting Rock Bottom in this AU, and tbh it would really depend on the kind of mental state he's in at the time. On the one hand I like the narrative of Ochanomizu and Tobio racing to prevent Tenma from crossing a line (actual outright murder probably) - or having to pull him back into humanity (and yknow, his ensuing penance)
But on the other hand having him get sent to Teiai Evil Hell Prison would be interesting because a) there's a lot of narrative potential having Tenma faced with what Teiai is doing with the people that lose the games and b) need him to decimate the foreman at chinchirorin Kaiji style
Tenma's whole character is definitely a much different guy in this AU, he starts off pretty sympathetic, the guy you wanna root for, he just ends up having an inverse character arc where he gets worse instead of better. His conflict with "Tobio" is also kind of reversed, less about being unsatisfied with Tobio as a son and more not being able to handle the fact that he probably has intense PTSD now and isnt capable of coping with it in a way conducive to being a parent (or like, coping at all)
Anyway that's gambling apocalypse tenma!!!
#umataro tenma#long post#well that became a novel. sorry lmao#in my mind teiai's evil hell prison in astro boy verse would probably be quite a bit different than regular kaiji#like. fuckin. weapons manufacturing for teiai or something like that. or scary bad danger robots. horrifying concept#Tenma would be a valuable asset to them whether by giving up Atom or by losing in death game hell and being forced to work for em#and if he dies? they can just take atom#get him out of there.#I'm also thinkin of who Teiai would be represented by.....the snakey loan sharks u could easily put skunk in there.#but who is an evil fucked up sadist billionaire. theres probably someone who could be fucked up enough I just dont know offhand#and im allergic to mischaracterizing in AUs lol im not gonna make a slightly bad guy into an evil freakguy. so. Hyoudou is just himself.#if you squint this could be considered an 80s astro boy AU..has a cruise arc & not actually giving atom away#but man. that tenma LEAST of all deserves this fate lmao#do I want to write fic of this? yes. will I? not likely!#I can just smell it dude this would be some crazy fuckoff 100k shit I am not ready brother#also it would just be soooooo so so so so so edgy. I dont really enjoy writing intensely grim stuff w/ little to no respite#also tbh. I am too stupid. LOL. I cannot write clever gambles alas
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sensory overload monday
#everything is too loud. everything is too bright. everything smells too intense and its giving me a headache.#my body weights three times more than usual and im aware of everylittle movement i make. at the same time im driving it in autopilot.#everything moves too fast and im constantly dizzy#<- that felt like the first couple of days after getting a new glasses prescription#(im doing better now that im at home but today has been A Dayā¢ and i still have a headache)
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was feeling sad but i made a salad with dandelion greens and mint and red onion and pomegranate and dried cranberries and mushrooms and olive oil and apple cider vinegar. still a little sad, but i have a very nice salad.
#got most of these things from the farmer's market#i forget what kind of mushrooms they are but they're a real hit#i think i'm gonna make a fake palak paneer (thanks fran for the idea ahaha) with some of my leftover greens tomorrow#torn between attempting a paneer with the powdered milk i have since i don't usually get fresh dairy#or doing a fake one with the mushrooms since they're nice and thick#i got some mystery brassica too that i don't remember the name of but it has biiiig ol rosettes and smells a little like broccoli#it is however completely infested with bugs so i'm gonna have to do some intensive cleaning of it#i have it in some water so hopefully that will deal with a chunk of them#gonna boil down the red onion and pomegranate skins to see if i can make some ink or dye#yay :)#oooh think i'll make some haldi doodh if i've got enough almond milk#ugh i can't wait for it to warm up more so i can start foraging dandelion and mustard and other greens#had some bomb ass pancakes today too (thank you nat for the idea too) (i didn't follow your recipe as much as i just flung my own)#(but the inspiration was there)
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whether in a room full of fags or a room full of jocks, i am just as alone.
#my art#me talking#myart#inspired by the horrible university meeting i went to yesterday#i felt so alienated#i wondered what was wrong with me: is my voice too harsh?#my clothing too masculine#too plain?#my thoughts too intense?#i felt just as i did in school at the lunch table#surrounded by eyes who couldnāt see me#and noses that could smell me out from a mile away#like a possum smells a rat
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Has Aspen watched Wolfwalkers before? I think he would absolutely love that movie :)
YESSSS YES YES ASPEN FUCKING LOVESSSSSS THAT MOVIEEE
AND SO DO I!!!!!!! like iāve never seen that movie before but iāve wanted to watch it for a long time and this ask FINALLY made me watch it and oh my god HOLY SHIT ITāS ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES NOW. i literally JUST finished it and i donāt even know what to say besides this
i need everyone to watch this clip in particular because holy shit i cried during it /pos. like i canāt even describe how much i love this movie and how much it means to me just wow WOW itās absolutely fucking amazing and i definitely recommend it to everyone. the animation is stunning i love the main characters and everything is just so EXPRESSIVE and the COLORS ANR AHHHH THE WOLVESSSS
Aspen loves it. itās one of his favorite movies now too (maybe his favorite idk iāll have to think of what other movies he likes) but guys i donāt even know what to sayyyy that movie is sooo good
thank you so much for sending this ask because wow i donāt know what it is with me and wolves now but wolves are COOL and i LOVE this movie iām so happy i finally watched it!!! :D
#i was screaming at the tv during the super intense parts like wow WOW this movie was amazing#imagining Aspen running through the woods as a wolf being so so so happy#iām so happy i got the idea to turn him into a werewolf later on in the story so he can finally truly live#like Aspen turning into a werewolf marks the end of Silas feeding on him i think. itās a brand new beginning. heās truly alive and free now#and i love that so much#iām so happy#iāve gotta write down everything iāve been coming up with for silas and aspen because itās a lot and some people might be outta the loop#but basically after a very long time of being Silasās bloodbag Aspen befriends a werewolf and gets turned#Silas was pissed because werewolf blood is kinda gross and Aspen now smells like wet dog and heās overall less appealing#and Aspen is over the moon when he gets turned because heās a wolf therian (otherkin) and he basically just got everything heās ever wanted#and by then he already got closure for some stuff in his past (relating to how he originally died and one of his friends and ghosts)#so like heās Happy. heās so fucking happy. heās the happiest person youāve ever met by then#and also that is past the point where Silas eventually warms up to him (because aspen is literally a delight to be around#even to people as cold and heartless as silas) he still kills aspen for fun though. aspen is used to it and honestly doesnāt mind anymore#their dynamic is just sooo fun.#and i love werewolf aspen so much and need to talk about him because heās all iāve been thinking about and drawing#like Aspen is a bloodthristy werewolf who doesnāt know anything about his powers and Silas begrudgingly helps him because heās Involved now#lots more happens in the story after this. itās gonna take forever to actually get there tho like im a slow writer and havenāt even finishe#the first chapter. but yeah i love werewolf aspen and the werewolf who turned him is very cool too. donāt know anything abt them yet but im#working on it. anyway i love wolfwalkers u all should watch it because itās amazing#ask#aspen oc#silas oc#brc ask#blood runs cold
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All books have that new book smell of course but for some reason the new book smell on this hilda/ book is so strong
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Can you get intoxicated with fabric softener scent? asking for a friend
#i washed my comforter but i think i miiiiiiightve used way too much softener#because the scent is SO intensely my room smells like laundry room#but like FOR REAL#so now I'm debating whether taking it out and let it airdry for tonight or just rinse it again because damn if it smells strong#or just leave it on bc the smell will fade away nonetheless???#but at the same time I'm afraid shit is so pungent it'll make me dizzy or something#??ĀæĀæĀæ#rambless
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oh also bc i was studying until 4am yesterday i was able to take some pics around 3:30 summer nights my beloved
#i dont like summer all that much compared to other seasons but fundamentally i love weather#this sounds silly but it has such a huge impact on me the colours and smells and the way it always reminds me of something else#ig i dont like summer during the day bc its hot im sweaty and i dislike summer vacation#but summer evening/nights when the sky is clouds and the trees are dark too intense green#and its warm but the wind is cold and youre sitting outside eating dark cherries#i need to find the tiktok screenshotsā¦#š
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Shout out to my poor poor friend who keeps sending me video game songs trying to pin down my music taste like oh buddy I'm so sorry but Penny's battle theme is so small beans compared to the stuff I listen to
#rat rambles#listening to it did make me kinda sad I dont like it more tho#it has a rly cool opening and I love the beat but its just too electronicy for my taste unfortunately#it also doesnt carry that thump like neat from the beginning for all of it which is another reason the full thing let me down#can you smell the b&w fan on me yet lol#but yeah I dont generally listen to a lot of video game music except for like. a few splat tunes#well ok Ill listen to certain soundtracks if Im in the mood but if Ill rarely add them to my main playlist#I am having fun watching them try to get a sense of my music taste tho even if I know its a doomed mission djdnfjdv#I can feel them underestimating me soooo bad maybe one day theyll just send me a video of screams and a drawer full of pots and pans being#spilled all over the place and then Ill be like ah yes a true banger#tbf I do listen to other stuff too its not Just noisey shit but that has less of a trend to it I think#like I have to train myself to like a lot of slower songs loud shit just hits#and hey Ill even occationally listen to more low key breakcore stuff#not a lot mind you I tend to actively dislike a lot of low key ~relaxing~ breakcore but I digress#go listen to faith and suspicion by autonon its soooo unit swap kanade core#it has such a strong vibe and manages to be not that intense while still holding its weight and not feeling flat#I wouldnt call it a favorite of mine but it is good and I rarely skip it in playlists so thats smth at least
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