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pathologicalreid · 10 months ago

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if you've been following along, i have an important update to share with you all

I JUST FINISHED MY LAST FINAL LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO

#FUCK FINALS #ALL THE HOMIES HATE FINALS #this semester drained me #i feel so devoid #yall im so happy #and i have like three weeks until summer semester starts #so i can finally fulfill my destiny of writing x reader fanfic #my requests aren't gonna know what hit them #yapping #margot v grad school

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havockingboo · 1 year ago

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wink

#winter semester draining me aaaurugghh #wish i had the energy to draw more of these boys #monkey wrench #shrike sanchez #beebs #doodles

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perseusx42 · 2 months ago

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Amaris (Mari) Burton

#ts3 #simblr #sims 3 #my sims #ts3 simblr #ts3 screenshots #yall don't knowhow bad this semester drained me #omf #so glad this shit is overrrrrrrrrr #my ocs <3 #<33333

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mikupepsi · 2 months ago

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Short doodle of my au Laura. I'm not done yet tho... sorry for the lack of posts I JUST finished the semester!!

#x men #marvel #laura kinney #x23 #wolverine #this took FOREVER.#and it shouldnt have bc it was supposed to be a doodle but oh well #hi im back btw #this semester drained me. but ill try.

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romans-empire · 1 month ago

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I miss my wife (Lucky Patch), Tails. I miss her (making them suffer) a lot.

#Missing Lucky Patch but I genuinely feel too tired to do anything about it #Preparation/start of my 2nd semester is draining me to the point I can't do anything :(#Save me Lucky Patch... save me... save me Lucky Patch...#undertale yellow #uty #lucky patch #🍀🌼 ramblings #🍀🌼#🌼🍀#luckypatch

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ghosting-fox · 2 years ago

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you all know that audio from bladerunner? "you look lonely i can fix that"?? my brain wouldn't let me rest until i haven't drawn that with Sun n Moon

but jokes aside, really self-indulgent comic bc both Security Breach and Ruin came out when i was at a low point mentally and helped me greatly just be able to move forward and get through each day (and i won't even be getting into how much these 2 fictional robot jesters have helped me refind my passion for drawing)

i really hope that more people can relate to this :))

#anyways i mean it when i say my brain wouldn't rest until i whipped my pencil out n started drawing #tbh i stumbled upon the audio waaay back like 5-6 months ago??#but just now like literally just now i though #damn that REALLY fits Sun n Moon #i think it might be bc this semester was really stressful for me #and this last month has been hell #i was honestly drained physically and mentally #but i managed to go through each day and move forward #n just when my whole energy was running out n just when i had a couple of days left where i had to work more than my body could carry #right then Ruin came out and it was like;; really a breath of fresh air #my brain was suddenly thinking about the lore and theories and not anymore stressing abt projects and exams #while i still had to work Ruin gave me a push to be able to finish what i had to do #now i'm taking a small 2 week break where i'm gonna go easier with uni work and letting my body heal itself :))#but anyways enough rambling n everything #i really hope more of y'all can relate to this comic :))#now onto the tags #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf superstar daycare #sundrop #moondrop #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #moondrop x y/n #sundrop x y/n #tw eye contact #doodles #traditional doodle #comic #Ghost doodles

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thisfuckingdork · 6 months ago

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University has been KICKING MY ASS so its been a struggle getting motivation (or time) to do anything more than a sketch/doodle for the past week. But with all my assignments either done or 90% of the way, here's hoping that changes

#what's worse is they're not even particularly hard #these are probably some of the easiest classes I've done since semester 1 #they're just incredibly tedious and time consuming #and draining #my art #sketch #me #fursona #furry art #complaining

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hunsa-jars · 5 months ago

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Dread be dreading

#ughg #i usually have awful thoughts randomly popping up here or there #make me pretty anxious for a few days then i won't think about them for a while #but man i can't handle doubts suddenly resurfacing #like this monday i was listening to my last lecture and everything bad i cooked up a in the past few months hit me like a truck #couldn't even focus i was too busy internally chanting shit fuck i don't want this i made a huge mistake shit shit #i won't be able to handle all this responsibility i'm so tired this will butcher my mental health should have chosen media studies fuuuck #what was i thinking what am i gonna do help #then proceeded to distract myself with an electric outlet otherwise i might have started crying #:/#and those thoughts aren't wrong unfortunately #i love this university and the classes and the things i study #the teachers and my classmates and the kids i got to take care of #but i don't think i could do this for real #i'm not even struggling with anything i'm just scared and tired as hell #and thought i could just. power through it- like if i'm stubborn enough it won't matter that it's draining #but damn #and hell originally i came here because i wanted to teach english to kids #i guess my expectations were too high i don't feel like i've learned anything that useful this far #and turns out it won't get better #we just gonna do presentations again #to be fair i loved researching nursery rhymes but i hoped we would have... more. of that #also about media studies. chief... i crave to be there #could have picked the english specialization there too- i'm a moron. a bozo. holy shit #well. gonna go through this semester either way. because again everything i study here (almost everything) is genuinely great and useful #and perhaps i'm just in a Pit right now #the dread pit #should probably break this to my sister. somehow #random squeak

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spaciebabie · 1 year ago

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im really sad that i wont be able ta do choir next semester but i will make up for it by singing as loudly as possible in my house everyday and annoying my whole family

#spacie spoinks #need ta keep my chords limber #cuz im comin back next fall #ooooh buddy.... oooouuuu #i gotta find a community choir after college #if i dont make harmonies with other people i might die i think #next semester its gonna be like my blood is being drained out of my body #music....save me music......#save me...#GALDIVE #GALDIVE MY BELOVED MUSICIANS #SAVE ME GALDIVE #YOUUUUUU YOUUU ARE THE ONT THAT I LOVE RHE ONE WHO DOESNT MAKE IT FEEL MUNDANE

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beautifully-lumpy · 2 years ago

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words cannot even begin to express how much i adore this man

#caddicarus #he is such an angel oh my god #i hope someone recorded the whole show #i've seen the clip of the proposal that happened!!#and i saw the little clip of jim reading out that crazy hate mail from october LMAO #seems like lots of amazing things happened at this show.#unfortunately i don't live on the east coast where cool shit like this happens!#bro looked SMOKING in that suit holy shit #and it seems like he's picked up the habit of flashing a peace sign in every photo just like me lol #anyWAY i know i said a week ago i was writing a BPJ about TCWOC and it obviously hasnt come out yet...#i keep meaning to sit down and write it but man this school semester has been mentally DRAINING #idk y'all might have to wait a few weeks 😭#but i will say i adored that blu ray

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grymmdark · 3 months ago

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i just want to feel something

#grymms spectacular fucking posts #im so drained #like im so exhausted i cant feel anything #one more week of school and then thanksgiving break #i only get 1 week of break for thanksgiving #which isn't nearly enough #because i did summer school i wasn't able to properly recover from my last year of highschool #ive been running on fumes this whole semester and just hoping that winter break will be enough to get me thru next semester

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istj-mbti · 7 months ago

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this one week of new semester is more draining than the entire last year if I'm being serious

#personal #at least after this year I'll be graduate #but for this I've to survive these two intensive semester #my battery is already drained and it's been just a week #8-9 hours everyday (including commuting) is tiring af #not to mention this horrible hot humid and rainy weather #and I so much miss my last year's courses they filled me with passion and yearning for learning

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fantasybooktournament · 11 months ago

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Hi there!

I recently read The Hands of the Emperor because of your poll tournament and I was wondering if you ever did a compiled reveals post because I haven't seen one and I want more books to read.

Thanks in advance 😊

I am thinking I might reorganize the spreadsheets i use with the google answers and post those . .. soon. . . .one day. . . .but yeah I haven't posted them yet and i realize how much navigating tumblr sucks!!

#and also finish the tournament im sorryyyyyy #grad school is draining me this semester #and on vacation my gf came to visit #and i also had an annotated bibliography to write . ..

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asterdeer · 11 months ago

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not to be like “i miss college” even though i do but mostly i think i miss being smart. before depression and life events had chewed up and partially swallowed my brain. just getting to problem solve and think, being Very Into something as the norm. i know being an english major is basically the easiest thing you can be at the undergrad level but i do feel like that was the one and only time in my life where my natural state was actually a pro instead of a con. i graduated with the highest honors and absolutely no one cared but i cared

#aster chat #family life exploding exactly one (1) month from graduation is still just. it. god. it was almost seven years ago and it still hurts #SO much. i had worked so hard to graduate with the honors i did #i took a 400 level history class in my 2nd semester with one of the hardest humanities profs and i got a B #i basically lived in a break room for a whole semester because my misophonia was so bad with my roommate at night #i stashed pillows and blankets behind a couch and slept there to stay sane enough to write my papers #i got so close to Ending Things three times and DIDN'T #my professors LOVED ME #and then graduation came and it was just. over.#went right back home to sit between my parents as much as i could and get yelled at and watch everything go down the drain #like as soon as i walked out of college i stopped existing except as something for my parents and my job to use up #like. i know it's cringy to still be thinking about college but that was the last time i mattered as myself. you know #people liked me because of my brain! my thoughts! not for what i could do for them or for a paycheck #me qua me #okay lmao Antidepressant Time bye #no offense but my english classes wouldn't have made me feel weird about saying 'boon' instead of 'pro' up there #i changed it to not sound like an assclown but my profs would have thought it was funny.

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guinevereslancelot · 3 months ago

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hm am i going insane or is it just november

#is my life falling apart or am i just 27 #it's dark at 4pm and i have no life when i'm not working #😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#and my career plan sucks #it's unrealistic and i can't afford it and teaching pays absolute shit #but its the only job i dont suck at that won't drain my soul or kill my body #so i want to go for another associate's or (kill me) a bachelor's #bc i NEED a job that is full time and pays actual money so that i can get my own car and start my daycare business #and i cant do that without a minimum of an associate's in early childhood #they wont let me work full time as anything except maybe a pre k aide without an associate's in ece #and that job may never become available #but with an associate's i could be lead in prek or kindergarten i think or full time as an aide in any grade #and substituting just isnt reliable enough and there's no benefits #tho the pay probably isnt that different by the hour i dont get enough hours rn so #ughhhhh #im gonna take one class in january bc its all i can afford and idk how hard it will be w my current job #then hopefully the next semester i can do two at a time from then on while still working as a sub #or hopefully by then i can at least be an aide part time and a sub the rest of the time #but anyway 😵‍💫#its all so expensive and unrealistic just to get qualified to get paid not very much lol #and i wouldn't want to work at any other school than the one i'm at either #so while being more qualified will make it easier to get a more permanent position there it still wont open up my job prospects beyond that #anyway why does the world always start ending for me in november lately #how am i supposed to have myself a merry little christmas in these conditions

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orcelito · 4 months ago

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I do find it so funny that I will graduate college days away from my birthday. Like my birthday is literally in between the end of the semester ("graduation") and commencement

It really will be like a joint graduation & birthday party for me lmao

#speculation nation #i dont really do birthday parties anymore. havent in a long time. mostly just go out and do smth fun around my bday. ya kno #also have cake but like not in a party way. just like. here's cake lol #but im probably only gonna graduate from college once. which means i might as well live it up and all.#invite all sorts of extended family and people who have known me. etc etc.#actually it just kinda sunk in that i am. Computer and Information Technology (Systems Analysis and Design focus) w a minor in Communication #like those are words. it's a lot of words but actually it really is pretty accurate?? like that's indeed what ive been studying.#now how much i *remember* is another question. considering how long ive taken to get thru school lol #but that's what people will see on my degree. that's my Thing. graduated in Computer Systems and Talking.#idk it's just weird to have spent so much of my life on this and like That's the culmination. it took so much work.#even beyond a normal 4 years. i switched my major *twice*. switched my minor too.#first year engineering to undecided liberal arts (as a temp major trying to switch to computer science bc i couldnt stay in FYE)#but then computer science sucked so i switched to trying to get into computer & info tech. which is different. and better.#and ive been in it long enough now that ive kinda forgotten but it did take some fuckin work to switch into it.#like i had to take certain classes first & i couldnt take them during the semesters that in-major students would take them #and i had to have my gpa up to a certain level etc etc. so many hoops to jump thru. i think it took me at least a year. or more. idr #but i made it in and thats my major. thats my thing. computers and information systems and communication.#doesnt FEEL like im an almost-graduate. but then i think about all the things ive taken and learned.#and maybe i dont remember a lot of the more specific things from these classes. but i took core lessons away from each one.#wont be able to recite the theories but i can live them. and thats the point of an education i guess.#anyways im gonna have to start job searching before too long and eughhbb. need to get my license first tho probably.#which i will... i will.... i have so many things to deal with... my life will be So Different in a year...#it will require me to put in the work now. but i can do it. and then a year from now. i'll hopefully be in a better spot.#living somewhere else. graduated from college. with a license and a car. maybe even an IT job of some kind.#kind of scared of trying to find a Big Boy Job. aka a job that requires a degree and networking and all that shit.#rather than just showing up and being like Hi i can do this job. i am not a total drain of a person. hire me please 👍#hfkahfks so many things to think about. and through it all i am still dealing with DEADLINES...!!!!#but yeah this is why my writing has largely been put on hold. idk i have a lot of things im dealing with rn.

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