#this place lowkey sucks
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every time an american jokes about moving to aotearoa to get away from their admittedly SHIT political landscape i get mad bc sure we’re better but all our prominent politicians support trump, healthcare here is shit and the “free” part is shoved out of reach to anyone who doesn’t fit a specific criteria, there’s a bunch of getaway with not paying minimum wage clauses, the current government is actively fucking over renters which are a majority of the young population, heating is dead unaffordable, and everyone here has an atrocious defeatist “we’re too small to make a difference” mindset to any global problem. like yes its BETTER here but we already have a fucking collection of shithead false hippie upper middle class white liberal americans who moved here “for the experience” who are all over instagram calling us ungrateful for not being content w what we have.
#also my local newspaper had a. front page article#about some kiwi trumpie who flew to america to watch trump be signed in#he owns a shitty overpriced pub#this place lowkey sucks#if i’m honest and fr#there’s a reason we have an everything shortage#everyone moves to aus for work#anyway this is a personal tangent#about how i’m rlly tired of how americans talk about my country#bc they make it sound utopian#which i get is probably smth to do w them living in a dystopia#but idk pick somewhere else#this is also prompted by an american telling me i was lying#when i said we don’t have free healthcare#and getting rlly condescending when i said mental health expenses#do not come under healthcare here#neither does dental#and btw it’s 150 and upward for a dentists appointment
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“stop making fiddlestan angsty” THE ANGST IS THE APPEAL OF THE SHIP TO ME IM SORRY
#fiddlestan#gravity falls#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford#stanley pines#stan pines#IVE SEEN SO MANY PEOPLE COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW FIDDLESTAN IS DRAWN TO ANGSTY#as if that isnt the point!!!#honestly making every ship you see fit into small fluffy predetermined boxes sucks the joy out of it for me#if not placed in proper context#its literally just another projection of who you want to be#and the kinds of relationships you have#in that case go on ahead i guess??#but since im lowkey aro i dont fw that shit
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as someone who knows what ur prev old man yaoi obsession was it checks out you like cherik.... same dynamic id say
For but a moment i thought you were referring to arasawa but nay you meant xehaqus 😔
#snap chats#as we have covered many a time … thats ok i still love them lowkey ……#‘your prev old man yaoi obsession’ do you have any idea how little that narrows it down#the list is small tho …. its barely a list tbh but anyway#yeah 😔 sorry i like old people in messy divorces …..#girllllll no cauuuussse the kh bbs novel still fucks me up idc if its been years eraqus being so whipped got me twisted …#i mean arasaw could be applicable too ig. Cute Old Man And His Attack Dog Husband yeah that checks out#even got the whole ‘dog’ thing going on an everything… cept one of thems a FREAK ABOUT IT <- charles#anyways. moving on.#i havw to drive in three hours and im gonna be mad all morning but then it’ll be over and my day will significantly improve#shoulsni get myself noodles after class yes or no !!!!!!!!#i wanna save money tho … but now thats its 1AM and i forgot to eat dinner noodles sound so yummy …..#no yk what sucks my fave noodle place aint evwn open on mondays. like excuse me.#WHATEVER i havw TWO noodle spots so CHOKE. i am rambling.#and ill ramble more I Kinda Wanna Get More Comics but all the comics i want arent available at my shop </3#im done rambling now …… goot bye …
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I've been looking for this one au where Len basically becomes a mad scientist and turns his friends into robots one by one for a while now, and I'm beginning to realize that I just read through your blog while half asleep a few months back and mixed together my memories of your flower hivemind and composite au
this is very funny to me. i'm absolutely honored this blog's posts were enough to evil-farming-game an entire vocaloid au into your memories 😂
i can give you this doodle; it's composite au but i'm sure it'd fit very well with this theoretical mad scientist len au lololl
#ask#anonymous#this is ALSO funny to me bc of 'mad scientist' and 'flower hivemind au' in the same paragraph. it reminds me of an old scrapped idea#i had about where tf the flowers even came from in the first place but i ended up never doing anything w/ it#i've been thinking abt composite au though uag i want to do more w/ it... rip the unfinished refs and one google doc thing i have#shaking myself like ITS OKAY IF THE STORY KINDA SUCKS AT FIRST!! YOU NEED TO START SOMEWHERE#cus i mean i wouldve never gotten anywhere w/ Certain Things had i not started with the og shitty versions. which were SHIT#but its wild to think ~7 years later i transmogrified them into the things they are now. wack. makes me wonder what will happen#to stuff im making now later down the line if i go and revisit it. SO CONCLUSION YES BITCH GET OVER YOUR FUCKING ANXIETY#i think my other problem is i'd loveee to reveal it slowly with like art pieces comics etc but i dont got time for that 😔😔#CURSE WITH LITERALLY EVERYTHING I MAKE TBH not just fandom shit but original shit too. i need to get over myself#cause i do know respectfully not everyone has the skill/time/desire to pick apart things for symbolism so a clearer explanation#would prob be more accessible. and easier for ME TOO TO HAVE SHIT IN ONE FUCKING PLACE MAN. actually how i've been taking notes lately#sorry these are some longass fucking tags im talking to myself. just went into a new academic year w a lot of stress#so thinking abt my own crazy stories keeps me sane and makes me feel like i have control over at least SOME aspect of my life#anyways circling back mad scientist len sounds incredible lowkey though lmao. its always the stem lens 😔💔✌️#JK?? but i do joke abt composite au len partly going insane bc he's a biochem major essentially so yeah bitch i fucking get it 😭 no wonder#composite au#<- ??? putting that tag purely for organizational purposes
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drawring exercises
#art#traditional art#watercolour#pen#marker#in a constant state of making up new warmups for myself so i dont get bored of them LOL this continuous line thing has been interesting#lowkey that was one of the biggest things thats helped me develop my markmaking confidence#early in my fine arts degree they made us do a bunch of half hour long blind contour drawings#so like we'd look at something and draw the contour outline of it without lifting our pencils until its done#but also this is a 'blind' one so we're not allowed to look at the page. again until its done#and we always had time requirements so like a contour drawing for like 30 sec 2 min etc. and they made us do some 30 min ones at one point#and it literally sucked so bad to do. but also it forced me to really painfully feel out that contour line LOL#it didnt make my lines neat or clean or smooth or anything. but it helped make me not care about that in the first place#which is good for someone like me. and it also built my confidence cause now i know any line i draw will not suck as bad as trying to#draw the outline of like i dunno a hammer as slowly as possible for 30 minutes without looking at the page or lifting your pencil#so now i can do anything. now i can do anything#sometimes art exercises teach you by torturing you until you get good? sometimes that happens#anyway these are of course way more fun than a 30min blind contour drawing <3
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Rip Hodgins you would’ve loved Harry Allen
#bones tv#bones#jack hodgins#I feel like he really liked cowboys as a kid and he got really into old west history#(lowkey could’ve been one of the earliest instances he began questioning the us gov. because uhhh lots of yikes there#but uhhh I think he’d find a newspaper abt Harry Allen and go down a rabbit hole#he becomes obsessed with him and starts idolizing him#“sick at the thought of being an outcast of the feminine sex I concieved the idea to make myself a man awoke something in him#sorry for the hyper specific hc#transgender old west history is very special to me#Harry Allen has a special place in my heart#even though he lowkey sucked but#Harry Allen
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when i remember i cant make coworker jokes* online about ppl who believe in het spock pairings
#*saying kys#JFKDHDKDJ#i am lowkey mad as hell they put saavik in that tho just bc i hated they did that shit in the movie in the first place#i literally try to pretend it doesnt exist bc it sucks so bad#and it would suck if spock was straight too
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got our water bill the other day and between that and gas/electric bill im never taking a shower or turning on a light ever again
#im doing everything by candlelight including cooking meals. im gonna buy a fire pit and cook outside from now on#this is insane we're TWO PEOPLE. WHY IS IT SO EXPENSIVE.#i lowkey want them to check out meters bc this is borderline insane i think. i gotta ask my mom how much they spend on water now#gas and electric im not surprised bc we've been running the heat (albeit low like we're keeping it at 66-68) but still..#anyway. i hate being an adult i wish our last place wasnt so GROSS so we wouldnt have to worry ab utilities!!!!!!!!!! this sucks!!!!#im gonna need to get another job again. even tho my boss said i wouldnt have to bc id be getting more hours. where are they 😐.#talk tag
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I've had a stupid merlin au idea stuck in my head for days now and I know I'll never get around to writing it the way I want it written but I kinda wanna try anyway even though I am 100% of the target audience
#it's an f1 au btw#so I feel like a merlin x f1 crossovee is very niche#but I just have this idea in my head pf arthur as a driver and merlin as an aerodynamics engineer#and arthur starts off as an ass (as per usual) and thinks that he's god's gift to motorsports and all his good results are because of his#skill and bad results are because the engineers fucked up bad#and lowkey people don't like working with him BUT uther is giving red bull absolute mega bucks to keep him and he is actually a fantastic#driver in his own right. deep down he's not super satisfied though because people keep saying he's only winning because of his car#and his dad's money which is why he's a grumpy ass to most people and tries to claim good races as his and blame engineers for bad ones#also because uther probably taught him that attitude#in this au I think either Newey didn't exist but rb dominance still did or this is far enough after Newey that I haven't got arthur blaming#him for a bad car because y'all I can't do that it's too unrealistic no one would believe it#(yes I am aware that max and checo are currently complaining about a car newey made but shh)#anyway he secretly goes to sign for like. williams or something who currently suck so he can prove to himself and everyone else that he IS#a good driver and can drive a shit car well. he's admittedly doing fairly well in a tractor when merlin joins the team as the new head#of aerodynamics and arthur is giving him shit because he's so young and how could he possibly fix this shitbox#then Merlin's first big upgrade packages comes and makes a pretty big difference and arthur has to rethink a bit#the next season is the first car that merlin was actually mostly in charge of and it's a massive difference and suddenly it's competitive#meanwhile merlin's pov is that arthur sucks ass and he hates him but he keeps being told that arthur is his destiny#he refuses to believe this though and even though he has magic he point blank refuses to use it on anything that would help arthur even#somewhat indirectly like using it to help design the car. his official reasoning to people who know about his magic is that the fia wouldn't#allow it but personally he also just wants to say a fuck you to fate because he doesn't like arthur. but then they get to know each other#more and he realises that maybe arthur isn't that bad and they become friends like in the show#arthur is leading the championship (pendragon dominance could bore fans) but then he has a big crash and is out for a couple of races#by all accounts it's a miracle he's even alive (it's the only time merlin has used his magic for arthur). when he comes back he still has a#chance at wdc but it's way tighter than it was. maybe there's only a few races to go. he gets some podiums and his competition has some bad#luck (genuine not merlin) or something but then at like the second last race he can guarantee wdc if he wins regardless of where anyone else#places. he does it and merlin is the one to go on the podium with him on behalf of the team (maybe not for winning wdc but just his first#win after the crash idk) and it's this big emptional moment#also morgana was as good as arthur as kids but uther only supported arthur so now she works for sky or someone in a role like nico rosberg
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This was cute I wish I could actually see this in the game lolol
#prince's gaming tag#Currently doing the Xianzhou story and saw him left the express after seeing his past has caught up to him#so when I logged in and saw the first text thought it was plot related and went 'huh? what?? you got service back???'#but no it was just the usual daily text you can get from a character to get some stella gems#anyway i just met qingque and i love her shes so funny#first she lowkey slacks off meeting up with us to play celestial jade which is basically mahjong#she explains herself while playing and beats her opponents which was fun#then she takes us to the place where the questioning was gonna happen and the door was locked#and she's like 'why is it locked its never locked and no one told me to take my key'#and then she screams at the door 'hey just because the food sucks doesn't mean you had to lock us out!' and that killed me#im also at rank 31 so the game is a bit harder for me now lol
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(( [WAVES] Heyoooo, activity gonna be sparse this week! I took up more shifts because I’m going on a trip this weekend to a ren faire, I’ll try to work on drafts but I am indeed stuck at work for most of the week 😔✊ gotta make up the funds for the weekend hehehhee ))
#starheehoo#((I’m so excited I’m staying at friends place who lives near the faire))#((we get to NERD OUT WOOOOO))#((pray for me tho lowkey all day shifts gonna SUCK))
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Guys I legit just had a dream where I read a bsd comic on here and it made me cry so much. And now im awake and its not real and I 100% do not have the artistic talent to recreate it (nor do i want to hurt myself that way, wow it made me cry so much)
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#crab says words#it was a soukoku comic and chuuya died and dazai freaked out and it was lowkey anesans fault#because it was a dream there were very casually homestuck trolls in the background that i didnt notice at first and idk why they were there#and like it was a modern au so they had to have been homestuck cosplayers?? like why were they there!! im so confused#in the comic dazai and chuuya use to be together and they did drugs and when dazai decided to get clean he tried to take chuuya with him#but anesan thought he was a bad influence as hes the reason they started in the first place and said she could take better care of chuuya#without dazai around so made dazai leave and not come back and idk why dazai did so but he did and he got clean and made new friends#but then he gets a call and is on a train and has to id chuuyas body cuz he overdosed and idk where anesan even is at that point#and i legit cried my heart out only to wake up and its not even real??? and i still wanna cry over it???#this is not a very detailed retelling cuz i suck at doing that but like guys why is my brain doing this to meeeee
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exciting news everyone I finally got hired please clap!!! I’m really excited and it’s at a medspa and my manager said a lot of trans people go there so I’m really excited to start. the days are long but that’s kind of okay w me because I’ll only work 3 days a week and I’ll still be getting like 30 hours. it also starts pretty early which makes me nervous but I’ll get used to it. and the pay is really good!! better than I was honestly prepared for. so my period of unemployment is finally gonna be over we’re gonna be making some MONEY! hopefully it works out for me, I start on monday so we’ll see how it goes!!!
#I’m nervous that I won’t be able to do it lowkey because my last job was less hours and not as early and it stressed me out so much#but I was also in school and my mental health was a lot worse#things are better now and I’ve had some time off after graduation so I’ll be nice and rested and ready to take on the world#I want to be confident that I’ll do a good job#I am very capable my last job just sucked……..I really feel like things are going to be better this time around#and it’s a new field and new people and new place so!!! yay!!!!!!!
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that awful feeling where there's nothing I can do in the situation to help
#Resorted to lowkey moderating the comments on people's posts on the situation bc I saw multiple threats and suicide baiting happening#Like someone makes a post going “hey so the situation sucks rn for both sides of the conflict” and ppl respond with kys so I report them#And I fixed up the house so when someone needs a place to hide we can have enough space to host in pur relatively safe house#But idk what else to do I've got no platform and I'm a coward and both sides do kinda suck rn and I didn't even choose this government and#Idk I can start super reblogging all my cute animal posts I have saved so everyone can see but would anyone care#ישראבלר
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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."
weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1
#oc liveblogging#ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS#the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS#anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao#ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago#i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk#if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so#hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off#of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people#but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead#a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM#COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like#at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y#I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly#I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK
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hate beinh a median system like why are there so many guys in here and why are they all me but not me .and ehy is that specific one such an asshat
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