#in that case go on ahead i guess??
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“stop making fiddlestan angsty” THE ANGST IS THE APPEAL OF THE SHIP TO ME IM SORRY
#fiddlestan#gravity falls#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford#stanley pines#stan pines#IVE SEEN SO MANY PEOPLE COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW FIDDLESTAN IS DRAWN TO ANGSTY#as if that isnt the point!!!#honestly making every ship you see fit into small fluffy predetermined boxes sucks the joy out of it for me#if not placed in proper context#its literally just another projection of who you want to be#and the kinds of relationships you have#in that case go on ahead i guess??#but since im lowkey aro i dont fw that shit
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they have now revealed another character for ride kamens, hayate, and it looks like he's a kr jin homage? glad they confirmed that it's not only titular riders getting representation, but still, a pretty off the cuff surprise for me
yeah, Jin is a welcome pull, but a pretty weird one! I saw the post when it dropped (don't ask why I was looking at twitter at 3 AM) and the replies were. very confused. :') nice to see some Jin rep though! and if this opens the door to characters based on more deepcut riders, all the better!
of course, if they really want to stay true to the spirit of Jin, we know what he'll be like
#art#ride kamens#gun#(this is me still pretending like i'm not going to end up drawing all of them)#(gonna have to go back and draw saigo at some point)#i guess jin scored high in the algorithmically-generated list of characters popular with female fans#seriously though i am happy it's not going to just be main riders! the POSSIBILITIES this opens up...#in that case i'm gonna go ahead and say that one silhouette with the ponytail is absolutely gonna be brave#(which covers the ex-aid rep so i don't need to face the possibility of an ikemen poppy)#anyway hayate seems like fun! a bit of a 'what if jin was a small business owner' take which i am VERY into#i do think so far the doubleboys are my favorites#but we got two more reveals this week and many more left so we'll see if that holds!#who will tomorrow bring...
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the once and future king
#the mechanisms#the mechs#high noon over camelot#arthur hnoc#how do i tag this shit. skull emoji.#hnoc#mmmfmmmgfjmfjfmfmfmdmdmdmfm#i listened to this album four times yesterday#in case you were wondering#guess what my favorite themechanisms album is now. do it go ahead#i keep postponing listening to you dee ay dee .#because of this .#mr dies at dawn im really sorry#im being really normal about this fucking .yeag#augh#art tag
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Unmasked and bare he stood and gazed upon this world consumed by raging storms. His reflection stared at him with eyes so stern at the figure of a fragile man with a mind so strong but the flesh so humble. The task ahead near insurmountable that a man no longer he shall be. For his desires and the future he foresees a stalwart idol he must become to defend from all the lies and things depraved. He shall destroy himself to do what no one dared - to fight for an Empire unmarred.
#swtor#darth marr#oc: darth marr#my writing#my edits#does this need a title? nah#have a fancy schmancy something for my most beloved <3#there are some very weak rhymes in there#it's got a pattern and all#but it's barely noticable xD#'bare' is meant in terms of 'not wearing any armour' and not 'completely naked'#but if that's how you'd like to understand it go ahead xD#i lied in my other post#i said i wouldn't show his actual self#but here's a teeny tiny peek at him#i forgot i put him in the edit xD#poor man's got a very bad case of 'not looking his age'#smh why can't we customise the faces to look a bit older :(#i kinda imagine that this is how his master came up with his name#looked up words to describe him and his actions and came across 'unmarred' and was like 'guess he's lord marr now'#sounds like something she'd do xD#i have so much more to say but I'll leave it at that
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Me, being hit with a late night brainwave: -I know for sure that the N1 protag has a canon name, I know I saw it from one of the concept/teaser/release trailers, but I can't figure out where! I've already combed through in from the official channel and I can't find it! I know his name is perpetually blank in Extinction cause it's a completely different game (and devs just leaving it up to interpretation), of course he's the nameless hero cause he's never mentioned by name in his own game too (though it's extra funny that the Micromon protag had their name mentioned more than five times), but still! I know I don't want to look for the official Discord channel to get it from the big man himself, but I know it exists, believe me!!
#small rant post#long tags#nexomon#nexomon spoilers#nexomon extinction#nexomon extinction spoilers#if anyone's willing to go down the rabbit hole as well go right ahead#or just see if JV's up to solving this case that the wiki couldn't do#still up to other people's names too. they're neat#but yes that why the Ghost of Nexomon Past is named Keith in my fic#I just remember stumbling on it a few years past and the memory hit me a couple days ago :')#*Also me figuring Metta's “canon” name is James/Nate*: And why is that the one fact I completely ignored when I “knew” the protag's name?#I thought his fake name was Nexo cause it's funny (and fits a bit story and/or etymology-wise)#Oh well guess the fandom is just like that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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#random personal stuff#whining ahead feel free to ignore#after a little over two weeks with my family I guess it was hard today to go back to church here and#be reminded how easy it is to feel utterly disconnected for some reason#I have a small amount of friends whom I do very much appreciate#but otherwise it's like going through life in a glass case#which is probably my fault somehow#anyway I miss going to a smaller church (it got assimilated into this huge one)#and I miss smaller more intimate Bible study groups#there are more people around now whom it's not easy to be real or vocal in front of#(including the lady who once asked if I were one of the then-pregnant women and can't remember my name etc.)#and that's not their fault and they have every right to be there#it's just a different dynamic and unfortunately it's one that I haven't figured out how to be comfortable in yet#feeling like you belong with particular people is just really hard you know?#it has to be earned and proven and mulled over sometimes for years#before it's ever even believable#I got assigned a while back to consider why the whole disconnect thing#still drawing a blank#probably supposed to have an epiphany about what I'm doing wrong#if so can it be shipped a little faster because I don't have time for this nonsense
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#very good to see this question being adressed finally since it's the only thing i've been talking about for the past two episodes!!#also ugh. nothing makes me more stressed out than this eternal (eternal since episode 3) question of#whether or not beato is putting on a facade. or something in between. i'm not even joking it makes me SO upset#though i figure at this point i just gotta go ahead and put my hand near the fire hoping it doesn't burn me. which is what i want to do#cause i think i'd rather make a fool of myself (again) than to be forever in deep mistrust of everything. who lives like that?!#without love it cannot be seen i guess?? lmao now i'm just saying whatever but yeah i don't think this is a story that's#insincere and cynical at it's core so. obviously i will think as well lol use my head but yeah. you know what i mean#in any case my clown hat will be ready. ughh it's all lambdadelta's fault#anyways changing the subject completely. remember when beato called herself furniture in the balcony scene#that was so funny of her wasn't it 🥴#umineko spoilers#umineko liveblog
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My goal here was to get more confident drawing digitally and not let myself get caught up on a bunch of details or imperfections.
The drawings are far from “perfect” but I had fun drawing and I think they turned out pretty cute! I haven’t actually had fun draw in a while, so I’ll definitely be doing exercises like this again soon!
#my art#my characters#the top 3 characters are just random designs I came up with#the 3 characters on the bottom are 3/5 magical girl charac I’ve been twirling around in my head for like 3 years#maybe I’ll draw more of them later#I guess I should go ahead and tag them just in case I do draw them more#weather girls#(that’s their team name lol)
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i love how over time ren has become hairier and he's slowly gaining weight... and he keeps getting shorter.... that's character growth babey LMAO.
#...genuinely in the case of the weight tho. he doesn't eat super well in any verse. and it's for a different reason in each one.#but once we become friends we start cooking for each other / together and ordering-in yummier food#instead of just 'gotta eat my slop to keep my body moving i guess' ;;;;#so while i don't think he's fully skinny at the start and while he doesnt end up as fat as me he does get a tummy and chest going. :] hehe#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#✨ [ oc lore. ]#🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ]#🧃 [ who is in control. ]#🦦 [ can't escape it. ]#🐸 [ look ahead. ]#food -#disordered eating -#<- JUST IN CASE. for the 'gotta eat my slop' bit. bc i'm well acquainted w how that mindset feels ;;;
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finally catching up with we are ep 6 on last minutes, i wish i could watch the ep 7 live or else i would be missing the tags for two whole weeks 🥹🥹
#april.txt#i had so much feels. but mostly about phumpeem that i'm finally warming up to. but especially peem. i love this boy :“)#and the not-surprisingly unexpected bittersweetness behind qtoey post-it story. can't wait to see q's perspective :')#also. pun's face when chain kissed his forehead. i can't :((#i really love all their friendship dynamics as the core of this series instead of the love lines#although i'm pretty sure we'll eventually get there with different things from each couple for everyone#these boys truly gave their 100% and MORE for this series and brought their respective character to life in the best ways possible#i love them and this series will never be that of no substance for me because it has everything i had been wanting in a series#(i guess it's just that a friendship-centered slice-of-life romcoms drama is not for everyone)#but also. i don't wanna go too early underestimating the potential angst or conflict ahead :')#(by saying it's lighthearted. bcs that might not be the full case.)#so far it's the midweek slowdown button that i very much need <3
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#if you notice I've been particularly active on this website#it's because I'm trying to pack for a trip#usually packing isn't this much of an issue but the journey ahead of me#is a combination of conference for work and then staying with my sister for a week#(she had a baby btw!!! today!!! I'm an aunt this time instead of an uncle lol)#but anyway#different levels of casual vs professional dress I can only begin to guess at#and I have to cater to have everything go with one or two pairs of shoes which is the crux of the issue#not to mention a variety of weather#and ughghghg it should not be this difficult it is past my bedtime already#like. kinda want to bring my green pants bc they might be the in-between nicer and casual that I'm going for#but that's a more noticeable color so would it be weird if I wore them two days in a row??#with the dress I'm thinking about bringing I was going to bring my red sandals#which actually go with a lot of different outfits but it's supposed to be cold and maybe rainy so idk if I can get much mileage out of them#and I kinda want to bring a backup outfit in case I guessed wrong about something#but I also need room for something cozy to wear while I work remotely and snuggle the niblings#so you see my dilemma
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"this was so obvious to me" wasn't for me. "this game is so easy who would even enjoy this" i did and i found it challenging actually. "nobody would ever fall for this" i did.
when you talk about a video game through the lens of your own experience, you are speaking as a player with your own capabilities and preferences. remember that
#ppl say this about ace attorney for example#that they saw what was wrong with the witness' statements the whole time and they felt frustrated that the game forced them to go and#present evidence in a certain order to uncover the lies but#i was lost for Most cases. i was savestatescumming and randomly guessing MOST of the time.#another example in media more generally is twist villains. like that guy in meet the robinsons.#granted i watched the movie as a kid but#even as an adult i dont think i would have been able to predict that goob = bowler hat guy#it still seems so out of left field#i get what MADE him bowler hat guy in RETROSPECT#because they EXPLAINED it LATER ON#but i simply would not make that connection otherwise#and im ngl#the time between bowler hat guy's introduction and the next time we see goob is enough to make me forget he exists by that point#granted#since i already know what happens#that scene between goob and his future self gets me with the reminder of “oh yeah thats right this is a thing bc theyre the same person etc#but if i didnt remember that i feel like itd catch me off-guard all over again#as a final note#the point of a piece of media is (GENERALLY) not to catch you specifically off-guard.#twist villains arent a challenge issued by the creator. you dont “win” if you guess them ahead of time#congrats#youre perceptive#watch the damn movie#play the damn game#or dont. thats fine just dont whine about it like it's a fault of the story#it's not. it's really not#axolspeaks#eyeoftheaxolotl
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gotta love my schools not-actually-optional optional classes :^)
#my school: oh and u can take electives during this study period in case ud like to get ahead on ur clerkship!#me: oh ok! that sounds great but id rather use that time to just study for this big exam instead#and the deadlines are absurd (each deadline for the classes is every single day. that is absolutely unsustainable what)#my school sends me an email about falling behind bc im not taking the classes 🧍♂️#so. its not optional. apparently.#i went back to reread the first email about it and they were like oh yes heres an opportunity for u to take these classes IF you want!#so like yeah for my own sanity i thought#ok id love to learn from these but its probably better if i just take care of myself and focus on studying#but nope!#im really contemplating more late nights and losing sleep but after last weeks conundrum after losing a whole night of sleep#and having subsequent panic attacks after that. Uh. No.#tw vent#vent#well. ok. i guess.#snow speaks#i sent an email to them about it so i can have a clearer understanding of wtf is going on#but they are sooooo slow#sometimes i wont get a response until the following week 🧍♂️#sighs... ok back to studying ig#i feel like the past two months is me constantly going 'i am THIS close to giving up on this dream and just going off the deep end to#do something else.' but no i wanna keep trying orz
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...... i think if i had a disco oc theyd be a fortune teller who's actually a conman like. genuinely think that with the right skills you could have a great fortune teller conman for revachol
#my posts#and for organization#disco elysium#my ocs#i already have my beautiful girl ft#like she's sorta like that but not quite. she's less of a conman#but for de? an oc with high empathy. conceptualization. reaction speed. maybe suggestion maybe drama?#they will create a beautiful tale of what their client wants or needs to hear#wether it's the equivalent of tarot or palm readings or some sort of divination thing you can get on elysium..#.... they have a jar with pale water. they use it as a tool for scrying#..... i can't sleep so instead this happened help is 5 am#.... but i just like conman characters who like. want money. but also relatively mean well. but not always#'oh no i see a hard time ahead of you. but worry not! for if you buy this bracelet it will help keep that's bad luck surrounding you away!'#and similar.. they would..#also i guess they'd need a decent terrific still level too in case someone doesn't believe them. maybe#still a bit unsure of I'm doing the skills right lmao#gonna go back into trying to sleep now that I'm not worried about fully forgetting about this
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My doctor has me on diabetes meds even though I don't have diabetes as a prophylactic, and it's taken... 2? years now but I've been slowly noticing some weight loss and it's like oh cool so the sudden weight gain when I was in my late teens was indeed due to the whole metabolic disorder thing and not just age. Neat. Awesome. Cool. Not at all unnerving
#diabetes is present in my family and my PCOS predisposes me enormously to it so my doc was just like#let's just put you on this juuuussst in case... cause once you have diabetes you can't like. un-have it#i mean props to her for being ahead of the curve in believing diabetes is mostly due to your innate biology and genetics#rather than behavior e.g. diet. which is what evidence nowadays is pointing towards more and more#but i'm like oh so PCOS was having an effect on me metabolically after all and the meds are actually doing things. great /s#i mean i guess i'm happy the meds are like... working? but that's also kinda spooky#i'm also glad the weight loss is INCREDIBLY slow. all the evidence shows fast weight loss is bad for your heart#but slow weight loss due to legitimate lifestyle changes and/or baseline biological changes doesn't have the same health effects#it's on the level of like 10lbs lost per year which is a satisfactory level of slowness#weight loss tw#i wasn't aiming or expecting this to happen and i don't really care either way but it's an interesting indicator#i gained like 80lbs between the ages of 15 and 18 and at the time i blamed it on hormonal birth control#but i guess looking back on it. it's kind of obvious there was something else going on
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I'm at work and just got a text from my mum asking me if I've added a name. I'm stressed as shit. They weren't supposed to know, that's why I added instead of changed completely. Wtf do I do now 🥲
#they love my name and ive always hated it#and i also havent told them anything and i dont know if i want to#i at least dont want to tell them right now#so i added a name instead of changing my own one immediately#to kind of test-run it#but now im apparently going full steam ahead#the only “good thing” is that i added the feminine version of the name just in case so i guess my subconscious knew id be fucked#trans masc#transmasc#mother why did you go looking???#im gonna have an ulcer at this point
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