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california-112 · 25 days ago

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#waking up and remembering what i was doing last night #am i f*cking insane?#f*cken...where is my head at right now someone tell me #i watched e #deliberately #not a whole episode obviously because im still here this morning #and from my search history i seem to be using it as inspiration for todays fic so uh. WHAT #still trying to refuse the call of g/r/r2 btw #this month has drained me #the mere prospect of s8 drains me #everything is weird #but i canNOT let it send me in that direction #'i find myself fighting the future' i say #trying to inject some txf humour but actually just sounding extremely pretentious #hoo boy this is definitely a #dl

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starscream-is-my-wife · 10 days ago

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Pt 2 and the final part of LL Megatrons conversation with an aware G1 Starscream

this one wasn’t as dramatic as the first part but there’s only so much emotional vulnerability Screamer can do with his new free will heheh, thanks for all of the comments encouraging me! I’ve never drawn longer comics like these before and it’s pretty fun so hopefully I can improve with the next comic I make!

#Starscream doesn’t completely trust Megatron at the end of this comic but he will eventually #if he was that possessive over og Megatron he’s NEVER letting this one leave #btw that decepticon logo on Megatron is actually just stickers #if it gets damaged he sticks another one on #he’s kinda attached to his autobot badge cause it’s the only thing he has other then his weapons from his og world #he gets them commissioned on Etsy because they need to be so big and it’s been draining the decepticon budget for a month #or whatever the 80s version of Etsy is #starscream finally makes him an official badge and he finally lets go of the autobot one #he still keeps it somewhere #transformers #transformers lost light #megatron x starscream #transformers fanart #transformers g1 #starscream #megascream #megatron #megastar #edit: I fixed a grammar mistake hopefully no one saw that #OK THERE WAS A COUPLE OF TYPOS WHOOPS I’m not used to typing on my tablet rip #i cant wait to look at this in the future and hopefully by then i would have improved #i mean this entire blog is me tracking how my robo art improves +some official content but specifically for comics #G1 x LL AU

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 11 months ago

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Until then, folks ._.)/\(._.

#SALUTE #I'll be done soon and off to a new chapter!#Im incredibly ready to be done with school #its been exhausting and draining and frustrating recently #i am proud of my accomplishments though #so excited to get my diploma tho hehe!!#hopefully ill have more energy for art then too #school has been mad burning me out art wise #welp #im gonna go most likely disappear for the next 4 months #sayonara lovelies <3 #digital art #mlp #art #pony #oc

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theangrypomeranian · 6 months ago

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I just want my passion back man idk why that's so much to ask for

#pom ponders #personal #my favorite part of the day used to be any extra time i had to write #i desperately miss the days where i woke up early all on my own excited because it meant extra time to write #now even just thinking about writing can make me so tired and drained #i can't write anymore and I'm so upset about it #I've spent the last four months sobbing because it's basically ruined for me #i was so happy...i want it back #i still have stories to tell and i love them so much #but trying to get them out has turned into a chore and i feel like I've lost a part of myself #some days i feel so sick over it that i can barely eat #I've lost so much sleep over this #it's not fair...i didn't do anything wrong...#I'm still being punished for doing what was ultimately the right thing and i don't understand #i want to want to write again #delete later

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storekn1fe · 2 days ago

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jinx drawings from the past couple weeks

#arcane #jinx #jinx arcane #fiona draws #described #this current school project has really drained me this is the only somewhat finished thing i've done since that leela earlier this month...

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aeliem · 7 months ago

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ink is not doing well (click for better quality)

so this is a vent? kinda? i mean i did start drawing this when i felt like shit but it turned into its own thing at the end so idk

loosely inspired by this dtiys

timelapse under the cut

#my art #liem art #utmv #ink sans #ink #underverse #rainbow #blood #cw blood #rainbow blood #vent #some context #school has been beating me up with stress for the past few months #and the moment i started to finally relax i got sick #had to stay in bed for a few days #and drained my energy for the next two weeks #thankfully its starting to go away #was a real pain in the ass though #also drawing the pattern on ink's bones was really relaxing for some reason

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endlessfuckup · 5 months ago

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this blog is no longer going to be a phan blog

if you are following me purely for dan and phil

unfollow or block please

#still watching dan and phil #still love them #but fuck am i tired of the fanbase #y'all are so fuckin rude #honestly fucked up that none of you could wait for them to announce this thing they've been busting their asses on #fun speculation is perfectly fine #but you all just have to know everything and continuously overstep boundaries #they give people a little bit of themselves and everyone gets greedy #generally the way people have been treating them over the past few months has been gross too #idk how dan and phil have put up with this kind of shit for as long as they have #i feel like im witnessing folie a plusiers #its draining #if you follow me for purely for dnp unfollow or block me #will be shifting into more nsfw/shitposting/political content #im honestly dumbfounded #dan and phil #amazingphil #daniel howell #phan #dnp #ill probably go see them on tour but idk #idk man

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monodramatic-cannibal · 1 month ago

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Yet again closed my ask box. Will do the asks that are currently within it, but I'd like to work on my own personal art after I've done the asks/requests. As I don't have time to do my own art due to requests/asks.

I'll open them back up at some point, but if I do open them, chances are requests will be closed, asks for my characters/I would be open though.

#mono rambles #I really appreciate people sending in all the asks though #as its something that's never happened to me on my time on tumblr. I've gotten more asks within this past month...#than what I've gotten on my main for like 4 years.#so its super crazy for me. I'm not used to it lol #dms are open thou if someone has something specific to say to me. Or you can always reply to a post I make lol #but super sorry for anyone who wants to send me something #I'm just a bit drained by it all

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odoraful · 1 month ago

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big news lovelies... i handed in my thesis today...

#odorachatter #I'M FREE??!???#the past 10 months of my life has been so so draining i'm so happy to be finished :'))#i even put this little blog in my acknowledgements because of how much this space has helped me this year HAHA #oh gosh i feel like my spark has been dulled in this past month i want to feel like myself again after all that headache! 🥺#i can't wait to get back into fic writing !! 🫶

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natandacat · 19 days ago

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Anyone else thinking about a late 70s/80s era where a severely relapsing louis seeks out a daniel whose addiction has just gotten worse post-interview, featuring the worst bender in vampire and human recent history intermingled with a truly toxic and codependent romance... and of course who's there, with mop and mindlessness, to clean it up... by erasing their memories once again...

#to make it even funner lets imagine devils minion happening right after that #'you are a bad influence on louis. but im not louis. start running now fascinating boy'#danlou #do yall see my vision.....#months of louis feeding on daniel whos high on the most insane designer drugs the era has to offer #months of louis draining other boys while daniel tries hard to pretend like he doesnt love it when louis kills in front of him #months before daniel says see louis... we're having so much fun... this could be forever... we could drain these boys together #i need you to picture that line from the devils minion #'dont hit me. you might kill me' <- but its addressed to louis. do you see it #also theres at least a few nights when louis starts crying and calling daniel claudia and daniel pretends like he was too wasted to hear it

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all-that-jazz-93 · 1 hour ago

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After five and a half months working in Evanston, I finally managed to get a job in my own neighborhood! It's gonna be such a relief to not have to spend over an hour on a bus and two trains getting to work every day. The new job is a 10-15 minute bike ride away.

#this evanston job has been such a drain on me #don't get me wrong i like my coworkers and the dogs of course #but the commute has been kicking my ass #to say nothing of the overly regimented and highly inefficient way the place is run #adding in the commute and the hour-long midday break on long days...i put in 52 hours a week toward this job #and i'm only on the clock and getting paid for 35 of those hours #it's just too much of a time investment with not enough return #tbh i WANTED to get out of the doggy daycare industry altogether but seeing as how that doesn't appear to be an option right now #the least i can do is go to a daycare closer to home...that'll solve a lot of my more immediate problems at least #plus it comes with a pay increase and more hours #so if my math is right i'll be making around $600 more per month than i currently make #chicago life #work adventures #doggy daycare adventures

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vampyroteuthid · 26 days ago

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i hate sharing a kitchen as no man ever did before

#somebody In There and i wish they Weren't #the last time i had to share a kitchen it was perfectly fine but now i'm a recluse #i think it was fine before because i actually knew and liked the people i was sharing it with and also they didnt leave it a fucking nasty #mess. its literally in my lease that “no dirty dishes will be tolerated” but my landlord leaves NASTY shit everywhere for days #she literally has an old starbucks cup that shes just filling with the sludge from the drain strainer thing for some fucking reason #instead of walking it an additional 8 steps to the trash can. there are also dozens of eggshells that just live out on the counter idk why #crumbs EVERYWHERE always and we did FINALLY get trash and recycling bins but for a couple months there was only a raw trash bag on the FLOOR #GOD #$1075 was my most recent rent for this. btw. and those are only her kitchen crimes and not her other more insane ones #me

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ghosting-fox · 1 year ago

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you all know that audio from bladerunner? "you look lonely i can fix that"?? my brain wouldn't let me rest until i haven't drawn that with Sun n Moon

but jokes aside, really self-indulgent comic bc both Security Breach and Ruin came out when i was at a low point mentally and helped me greatly just be able to move forward and get through each day (and i won't even be getting into how much these 2 fictional robot jesters have helped me refind my passion for drawing)

i really hope that more people can relate to this :))