#this month has drained me
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#waking up and remembering what i was doing last night#am i f*cking insane?#f*cken...where is my head at right now someone tell me#i watched e#deliberately#not a whole episode obviously because im still here this morning#and from my search history i seem to be using it as inspiration for todays fic so uh. WHAT#still trying to refuse the call of g/r/r2 btw#this month has drained me#the mere prospect of s8 drains me#everything is weird#but i canNOT let it send me in that direction#'i find myself fighting the future' i say#trying to inject some txf humour but actually just sounding extremely pretentious#hoo boy this is definitely a#and then i kept it so.#the scientist speaks#i guess
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Pt 2 and the final part of LL Megatrons conversation with an aware G1 Starscream
this one wasn’t as dramatic as the first part but there’s only so much emotional vulnerability Screamer can do with his new free will heheh, thanks for all of the comments encouraging me! I’ve never drawn longer comics like these before and it’s pretty fun so hopefully I can improve with the next comic I make!
#Starscream doesn’t completely trust Megatron at the end of this comic but he will eventually#if he was that possessive over og Megatron he’s NEVER letting this one leave#btw that decepticon logo on Megatron is actually just stickers#if it gets damaged he sticks another one on#he’s kinda attached to his autobot badge cause it’s the only thing he has other then his weapons from his og world#he gets them commissioned on Etsy because they need to be so big and it’s been draining the decepticon budget for a month#or whatever the 80s version of Etsy is#starscream finally makes him an official badge and he finally lets go of the autobot one#he still keeps it somewhere#transformers#transformers lost light#megatron x starscream#transformers fanart#transformers g1#starscream#megascream#megatron#megastar#edit: I fixed a grammar mistake hopefully no one saw that#OK THERE WAS A COUPLE OF TYPOS WHOOPS I’m not used to typing on my tablet rip#i cant wait to look at this in the future and hopefully by then i would have improved#i mean this entire blog is me tracking how my robo art improves +some official content but specifically for comics#G1 x LL AU
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as an apology for being gone for a month, have a uquiz i spent a week making! pls feel free to reblog with which character you got, i worked way too hard on this silly little thing. there are eight different characters you can get that are varying levels of unknown, with comic recommendations for each character <3
#necrotic nuisance#batfamily#uquiz#batfamily uquiz#reblog for sample size#some of these characters are my fave but some are not#so I apologize if I didn't do them right I tried my best I swear#I can promise i've read all the comics recommended for each character tho!#so this was based on. something idk#I have no explanation for why I vanished for a month. it felt longer. but it also was a short month#it took time getting settled in and figuring out a routine with a baby#also answering those rlly long asks started draining me I got daunted kjjhgjkhjg#I love them tho! I will get to them#but expect them to be answered veryyy slowly now#I tried to post like 5-10 a day#and with my current life rn that is absolutely not feasible#Christmas break is coming up and my brother in law has two weeks off so! I should have spare time over the holidays to get back into it#also idk why but i've been fighting with writing#it's not even writer's block it's like I can't write well#idk what happened.#i think i'll go back to finish up the whump prompts bc it'll let me write without pressure#so expect those to come out!#i am proud of this quiz tho pls take it.#it took me so long.#I will not say which characters are in it bc I don't wish to clog tags#and I want it to be a surprise#of the ppl i've made take it so far tho I will say the breakdown of the most popular result is fascinating to me
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Until then, folks ._.)/\(._.
#SALUTE#I'll be done soon and off to a new chapter!#Im incredibly ready to be done with school#its been exhausting and draining and frustrating recently#i am proud of my accomplishments though#so excited to get my diploma tho hehe!!#hopefully ill have more energy for art then too#school has been mad burning me out art wise#welp#im gonna go most likely disappear for the next 4 months#sayonara lovelies <3#digital art#mlp#art#pony#oc
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october november 29 (lol) - crack
heeeeeeeey everyone, i am not dead and neither is this comic!
i got a little stuck trying to figure out how to handle chris draining the aqua ring. i definitely do not want to just… draw a panel by panel recreation of an re puzzle. no thanks 🤣. but it felt like maybe skipping a little too much to not mention it at all.
we shoooooould be timeskipping next time tho. chris has made his intentions clear so hopefully it will be less jarring when i just… go there.
i am going to be so happy once these sharks are dealt with you guys don’t even know.
also I am so relieved to get something posted this month.
#my fanart#leon kennedy#resident evil#chris redfield#october art challenge - now in november!#traditional media - ink#ink#mermaid au#i have an idea where I want to pause this au but we aint there yet#watch me carry this all the way to mermay#planning to make a little update post later about my plans for the next month#probably do that tomorrow so i don’t bury my own post tho 🤣#anyway chris has seen leon talking at the surface#he’s making the gamble that leon is going to be okay - or at least be able to breathe - if he drains the water#he doesn’t really have any other options to help#also he’d himself like to keep breathing#eventually chreon
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how do rich people spend so much money without feeling like they're dying i spend £11 on a water bottle and i feel sick
#bishop.txt#i say that as if i haven't drained my savings in the last month#so much of the money my grandparents saved for me has been spent on making this flat our Home#and then my own savings have been spent on a laptop because mine has been on life support for several years#my phone is dying this thing better fucking hang on i swear to fuck#go for another year PLEASE
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jinx drawings from the past couple weeks
#arcane#jinx#jinx arcane#fiona draws#described#this current school project has really drained me this is the only somewhat finished thing i've done since that leela earlier this month...
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I just want my passion back man idk why that's so much to ask for
#pom ponders#personal#my favorite part of the day used to be any extra time i had to write#i desperately miss the days where i woke up early all on my own excited because it meant extra time to write#now even just thinking about writing can make me so tired and drained#i can't write anymore and I'm so upset about it#I've spent the last four months sobbing because it's basically ruined for me#i was so happy...i want it back#i still have stories to tell and i love them so much#but trying to get them out has turned into a chore and i feel like I've lost a part of myself#some days i feel so sick over it that i can barely eat#I've lost so much sleep over this#it's not fair...i didn't do anything wrong...#I'm still being punished for doing what was ultimately the right thing and i don't understand#i want to want to write again#delete later
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ink is not doing well (click for better quality)
so this is a vent? kinda? i mean i did start drawing this when i felt like shit but it turned into its own thing at the end so idk
loosely inspired by this dtiys
timelapse under the cut
#my art#liem art#utmv#ink sans#ink#underverse#rainbow#blood#cw blood#rainbow blood#vent#some context#school has been beating me up with stress for the past few months#and the moment i started to finally relax i got sick#had to stay in bed for a few days#and drained my energy for the next two weeks#thankfully its starting to go away#was a real pain in the ass though#also drawing the pattern on ink's bones was really relaxing for some reason
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this blog is no longer going to be a phan blog
if you are following me purely for dan and phil
unfollow or block please
#still watching dan and phil#still love them#but fuck am i tired of the fanbase#y'all are so fuckin rude#honestly fucked up that none of you could wait for them to announce this thing they've been busting their asses on#fun speculation is perfectly fine#but you all just have to know everything and continuously overstep boundaries#they give people a little bit of themselves and everyone gets greedy#generally the way people have been treating them over the past few months has been gross too#idk how dan and phil have put up with this kind of shit for as long as they have#i feel like im witnessing folie a plusiers#its draining#if you follow me for purely for dnp unfollow or block me#will be shifting into more nsfw/shitposting/political content#im honestly dumbfounded#dan and phil#amazingphil#daniel howell#phan#dnp#ill probably go see them on tour but idk#idk man
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Yet again closed my ask box. Will do the asks that are currently within it, but I'd like to work on my own personal art after I've done the asks/requests. As I don't have time to do my own art due to requests/asks.
I'll open them back up at some point, but if I do open them, chances are requests will be closed, asks for my characters/I would be open though.
#mono rambles#I really appreciate people sending in all the asks though#as its something that's never happened to me on my time on tumblr. I've gotten more asks within this past month...#than what I've gotten on my main for like 4 years.#so its super crazy for me. I'm not used to it lol#dms are open thou if someone has something specific to say to me. Or you can always reply to a post I make lol#but super sorry for anyone who wants to send me something#I'm just a bit drained by it all
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You alive man?
Just wanted to check as it's been bout a month or so since your last post
no i'm dead but don't worry about it. tis the season and all that shit ya know?
(all that shit includes, but is not limited to, seasonal depression, art block, retail and food service worker hell, the election, 5 stress induced nightmares in the space of a week, managing a new relationship [first time], living in a capitalist nightmare, etc.)
[more rambles in the tags, as i am often to do]
#its been two months anon im so sorry#ive been doodling but like not getting anything done at all#there is just nothing going on upstairs i am beyond burnt out but i don't know how to take breaks and#its really fucking killin' me folks#don't do this to yourself learn to take breaks from things that are draining you#lean to manage your batteries and dont stretch yourself thin to make other people happy#i know this and i keep doing it to myself anyway#i dont like to vent here so i wont go into much more detail than what i already mentioned in the body and all those tags#just generally exhausted and having a hard time finding the energy to draw and be happy with it#outside of that had a loss in the family that hit way harder than i thought it would#there has been good to though stress and good things#gonna travel outta the country for the first time ever even if it is just up north but im really excited#half the reason im being assassinated by work is because i need the money so i can take this vacation without worry#as well as having a partner for the first time since.... 5th grade? if that even counts?#i feel like a whole years has happened in the span of two months i'm dying chat#not art related
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big news lovelies... i handed in my thesis today...
#odorachatter#I'M FREE??!???#the past 10 months of my life has been so so draining i'm so happy to be finished :'))#i even put this little blog in my acknowledgements because of how much this space has helped me this year HAHA#oh gosh i feel like my spark has been dulled in this past month i want to feel like myself again after all that headache! 🥺#i can't wait to get back into fic writing !! 🫶
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Anyone else thinking about a late 70s/80s era where a severely relapsing louis seeks out a daniel whose addiction has just gotten worse post-interview, featuring the worst bender in vampire and human recent history intermingled with a truly toxic and codependent romance... and of course who's there, with mop and mindlessness, to clean it up... by erasing their memories once again...
#to make it even funner lets imagine devils minion happening right after that#'you are a bad influence on louis. but im not louis. start running now fascinating boy'#danlou#do yall see my vision.....#months of louis feeding on daniel whos high on the most insane designer drugs the era has to offer#months of louis draining other boys while daniel tries hard to pretend like he doesnt love it when louis kills in front of him#months before daniel says see louis... we're having so much fun... this could be forever... we could drain these boys together#i need you to picture that line from the devils minion#'dont hit me. you might kill me' <- but its addressed to louis. do you see it#also theres at least a few nights when louis starts crying and calling daniel claudia and daniel pretends like he was too wasted to hear it
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oh im going to fail this class badly.
#november has wrung me out like a wet towel and im just so tired#everything feels like a monumental effort. i'm so sad because I havent made any art in months. i'm pissed off @ myself for not taking my-#- studies seriously enough. i'm frustrated that even the smallest social event seems to drain my mental batteries for the whole day. the-#- world is going to shit and there is nothing i can do about it. i've neglected all my good habits and i have nothing to show for it.#it feels like when i eat it creates twice as many dirty dishes as usual and i cant wash them all. somewhere children are starving to death.
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After five and a half months working in Evanston, I finally managed to get a job in my own neighborhood! It's gonna be such a relief to not have to spend over an hour on a bus and two trains getting to work every day. The new job is a 10-15 minute bike ride away.
#this evanston job has been such a drain on me#don't get me wrong i like my coworkers and the dogs of course#but the commute has been kicking my ass#to say nothing of the overly regimented and highly inefficient way the place is run#adding in the commute and the hour-long midday break on long days...i put in 52 hours a week toward this job#and i'm only on the clock and getting paid for 35 of those hours#it's just too much of a time investment with not enough return#tbh i WANTED to get out of the doggy daycare industry altogether but seeing as how that doesn't appear to be an option right now#the least i can do is go to a daycare closer to home...that'll solve a lot of my more immediate problems at least#plus it comes with a pay increase and more hours#so if my math is right i'll be making around $600 more per month than i currently make#chicago life#work adventures#doggy daycare adventures
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