#this man is hiding something
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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I love how Wilson is just like, involved in all of the teams' cases. You are an oncologist. Why are you sitting with the diagnostic team discussing if their patient has lupus? There's literally a scene where he just sits down with them and says, "I was lonely." I'm convinced Wilson only ever actually does his job as an oncologist when House is not available or there's a terminally ill patient to have sex with. Which is rarely
#Like is mans not one of the leading oncologists in the state or something?#Specialists including oncologists can take FOREVER to get into#especially really good ones#There is no way there's not people with appointments scheduled ridiculously far in the future due to alleged lack of availability#Man people in your specialty are DYING and you're hiding chickens around the hospital with your person as some form of weird foreplay#I'm making that last tag its own post#house md#house#greg house#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#hate crimes md#hatecrimes md#housemd#hannibal#house/wilson
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Why do they do this
#i hate hate hate HATE when people do this#asking you if you have a crush when you actuslly do and squeeing about it? cute and fun#but when i say ‘i dont like anyone here’ i mean ‘i dont like anyone here’ in THAT way#and its like. wh. they cant believe#that i dont like a single man from a group#like. yeah?? just bc People Exist doesnt mean im gonna crush on someone 100%??#why is it SO HARD FOR THEM TO BELIEVEEE UGHHH#i dont consider myself asexual but if someone does this again i might reconsider 😭#look lady my boyfriends are skeletons and robots. do you see any skeletons/robots in the group#no? thrn its 1% chance i Crush on someone#sorry its just so annoying when people do it orz#i dont like using the word bc it feels cring but p. normie behavior jjfrnjrfj#aka doodles#i trll them i dont like anyone but theyre like BUT WHOS YOUR TOP PICK#and take thst as yu trying ot hide your crush#fucking. no. i just dont#ok rant done jjffjvfnvf#something something heteronormative too much focus on romance thngy
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Oh, the silly boys!
#logan and wade can't stop teasing each other#they just had to say something or the other just to hide their feelings initially#and whatever poor johnny says gets him in trouble#deadpool and wolverine#wade wilson#james logan howlett#johnny storm the human torch#cassandra nova#poolverine#deadclaws#old man yaoi#imagine your otp#otp writing prompts#marvel memes#mcu avengers edits#ryan reynolds#hugh jackman#chris evans#deadpool x wolverine#mischievous thunder
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yes i’m drawing 15-years-later ib AU comics 12 years post release date. what about it.
#ib#mary ib#ib garry#ib spoilers#ib game#ib AU#ok but what if though#mary over-confident until she realizes the paintings don’t listen to her anymore#garry like “i’m going to tell them the truth and explain the situation”#and then meets them and immediately crumbles#“HI JUST A NORMAL GALLERY ATTENDEE TRYING TO ESCAPE”#ib is suspicious of both of them the whole time#garry because suspicious nervous man who she feels like she’s met before#and mary because she can tell her sister’s hiding something#oh yeah and garry thinks mary doesn’t remember anything#(she does)
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Imagine little Leo having trouble sleeping so he ends up watching tv and movies with Splinter to pass the time. Splinter often just passes out in his chair, but Leo likes the company anyway.
One day, Leo’s rifling through the movies his dad brought back for them (usually 70s and 80s stuff - Splinter has a bias) and he gasps.
Leo runs over to Splinter and holds up a copy of The Last Unicorn, begging that they watch it that night.
Splinter remembers absolutely nothing about the movie, but hey it’s got a unicorn and it’s animated so it’s gotta be fine, right? So he turns the movie on and passes out near immediately.
He’s woken up roughly an hour and a half later by Leo climbing up onto his chair and sobbing hysterically into his chest.
The movie is now one of Leo’s favorites.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt splinter#Leo: you wouldn’t let ME leave would you?#Splinter: no of course not my son!#but it was never a matter of letting by those left#rather it is a choice by those leaving#it’s one of the many moments that flashes through Splinters mind when he hears his boy sacrifice himself#anyway leo loves unicorns so obviously he gets to be emotionally devastated and terrified by the last unicorn like the rest of us#he considers forcing his brothers through the same emotional turmoil he went through#but he hides the movie instead#wanting it to be something just for him#man this really hits harder for all those ‘future leo lives’ AUs huh
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Mirror Twins
#emmet#ingo#submas#pokemon#pla#apparently there was an anniversary- happy not-so-happy 3 years in hisui ingo! hope you find the man that looks like you!#anyway i had an idea to draw a mirror meeting and thought 'that's way above my skill level' especially with pov but!#that's how you fucking learn so i learnt how to do a kinda reflection (mostly the hand which you can't even see)#but I KNOW IT'S THERE so it counts#partway through drawing this with weird layer visibility (intentionally since i wanted to sample stuff from layers i wanted to hide after)#emmet's glove looked like his sleeve and so now i have in my head he wears short sleeves#alongside the fact that i did the fandom thing and made his shirt colour black#to contrast ingo who would've had long sleeves#something about ingo doing bad with the cold (very horrible for hisui) and emmet doing bad with the heat (maybe not the best when overworke
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the thing about hide is that he never once expressed visible hurt abt kaneki not telling him he's a ghoul. it was never a topic of discussion between them, not even in re when it's a much safer conversation to have. he never (at least openly) feels betrayed about it, and still uses his every action to get closer to kaneki and the ghoul world despite how cut off he's been from kaneki's life. and i'm sure hide was smart enough to realize that kaneki's avoidance was always about protecting him, but it's hard to imagine that he wasn't at least a little hurt at some point that kaneki wouldn't tell him. and then a couple hundred chapters later kaneki's stumbling over his words in a sewer and hide's telling him how he's always known, while offering up his own life for his.
#hideyoshi nagachika the man that you are#the tokyo ghoul brainworm has me good rn can you tell#i wish my frontal lobe was developed in 2015 old tg tumblr would have ate this up#born to be a coherent 2015 tumblr blogger forced to be a coherent 2024 tumblr blogger#hide is loyalty in it's purest form#i feel like with loyalty in media you normally see it as something that corrupts but hide's is just#it's pure#that's what makes him so special#if he cannot support kaneki on the front lines he will support him in the shadows#no matter how far he and kaneki drift#because hide is the embodiment of undying loyalty and love#tokyo ghoul#tokyo ghoul re#tokyo ghoul manga#hideyoshi nagachika#ken kaneki#hidekane#i suppose#is this really how i'm ending pride month#hide nation rise#where y'all at
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Dennis Reynolds - The Son of Man
#iasip#dennis reynolds#art#it's always sunny in philadelphia#sunnyblr#iasip fanart#fanart#digital art#rene magritte#mac and dennis break up#always sunny#anmmbposts#my art.#a painting that delves into reality versus illusion and a man slowly facing his reality crumble around him#always hiding behind something afraid to show his true face#why does mac peel your apples for you? because they're poison of course. (verifiably false) Not because I love him...
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#Jurian the man that you are#at least jurian took action & stood up for something he believed in and wasn't an inactive coward who hide behind his city walls#Imagine being the most powerful immortal fae in your world and still getting cucked by a mortal man who's people were enslaved by your kind#sjm critical#acotar critical#jurian acotar#pro jurian#anti rhysand
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some more comic panels I liked :>
#Hilda and twig: twig experiences a microaggression#hilda the series#Hilda and twig hide from the rain#this comic is lovely#it fleshes out twig and how he views his place in Hilda’s life in a way that feels like a natural continuation (or prequel ig) to the show#there’s some little nods to the show too which is fun#man I didn’t realise how much I’d missed the comics#the show is AMAZING but there’s just something about the pen drawing style and colour palettes and comedic beats in the panels yknow#and despite luke making it to be more geared towards younger kids than the OG comics were#(I believe he said the idea came from seeing how his daughter struggled with the OG comics#and he wanted something that was more ‘bedtime story’ material)#but this feels exactly the same as the others#it’s just things are arranged a little differently across pages for easy following. the panels are bigger and the story is smaller#i think it’s sweet that the core feel and writing remained and it’s just more accessible to younger kids now#anyway that’s my ramble lol#also I liked the robin that got given one (1) breadcrumb and pledged allegiance to hilda instantly#best character
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Do you think Cole used to help Nya with feeling comfortable in her own skin again and feeling flesh and bones, as well as acting alive again, whilst also helping her keep her form and be more conscious and sure of it after merging with the sea, simply because he gets it?
Ghost Cole you will not be forgotten.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago cole#ninjago nya#man i love cole#i can imagine him sitting Nya down after seeing her hide her struggles#and just telling her he gets it#and immediately starts helping her#they rope Zane into it with the whole feeling like you are you part#cause nya defo had a small indentity crisis#and Kai just there as a shoulder ti unconditionally loved her and understood things even she didn’t get#and whilst he could tell get it he was always there ti comfort and distract her#Jay flat out loves her he was one of the ricks that helped keep her calm and less frustrated everytimes she failed or took a step back#LLOYDDDD he defo understoof becoming something else when yiu didnt want to be#joined aome of her lesson with cole to help supprt her and cause he needed supprt with the whole oni thing#pixal told her that on the off chance that she does become the ocean again#cause lets be real nyas defo an overthinker on some things#pixal said that she would create a special body just for Nya to use and still remain her self#Wu said he’d gi through every scroll#every forbidden one too and use anything to make sure she will he brought back again and help pixal#agh i love them all#nya smith#nya jiang#ghost cole#cole brookstone#nya seabound
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A 'what if Nari had Wings" doodle that went way out of hand. He's angry he splattered bbq all over himself :( So sad.
heres the sketch if u wanna peep at it:
#Tumblr hates me so much STOP BLURRING EVERYTHING#cotl#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl narinder#cult of the lamb narinder#digital art#mewnie art#cw blood#Fun Fact: His wings are torn and bloody cuz I headcanon when he overuses a lot of power it starts to melt him (hence his fucked up arms)#So yeah. Ouch#also his man dress is so short cuz I didnt want to hide the legs :P#I spent time on them so u gonna look at those fuckers. Pretend its his battle robe or something. Shorter for efficiency
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can i ask for larry and kabu.... is it allowed......... if not i can ask for something else lol
Day 2 - Warm feelings
#My art#Requestober#Pokemon#Larry#Kabu#Firebland#There's so many ship names but that one's probably my favourite hehe - right to the heart of them!#Silverstreakshipping#Yes of course* you can ♪#*That's what the trade rule is there for! Hehe ♫#Obviously I had to read their fic - for research purposes of course <3 Hehehe ♪#They are cute! This is known haha#Had to have Larry with his signature Komala hug - I forgot while drawing but I'm gonna pretend it was on purpose lol#Give me a man in a suit and I'll give him a holdable waist that's just the rules around here#Although Kabu's not going for his waist is he hehehe#So - why Is Kabu's design Like That lol#Like don't get me wrong he's very cute at his base! But his clothes are so busy lol#So much so that for a bit I thought his fire-sleeves were hiragana pft - looks like らく from certain angles haha#So I opted to hide as much of him behind Larry as possible - didn't do all That much but it's something lol#But then it went too far! I wanted Larry's arm to be lower but the posing didn't work out so now you can't see his face properly! D:#He had a smirk in my sketch! Ah! Well you can still see it in his eyes but wahh cute smile#I also like how his smile line is generally portrayed on the one side lol - a true smirk line! Silly#I really don't draw crow's feet often enough they're so pretty#I had fun finagling Kabu's foot to the outside of Larry's as well - fully boxing him in in return? Staggered feet between? You decide :3
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Wade: I have an idea for an Unsolved Mysteries episode.
Logan: And what is that?
Wade: They need to dedicate an episode to investigate how I get blamed every single day for everything that goes wrong in this household even when I'm gone for two days.
#logan: it's because you always do something stupid and try to hide it#althea: you were responsible 100% of the time we had to evacuate the flat#laura: both of my dads are insane- just my luck#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#wade wilson#james logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#laura kinney#old man yaoi#imagine your otp#marvel memes#mcu avengers edits#otp writing prompts#ryan reynolds#hugh jackman#dafne keen#deadpool x wolverine#mischievous thunder
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I desperately, DESPERATELY wanna know what Viago’s face looks like if Crow Rook even mentions the word “Elope”
#He’d be horrified#flabbergasted#Scandalized#in complete distress#‘What do you mean you want to *elope*’#You are a De Riva! We do not eLOpE like unmarried pregnant girls that are trying to hide something!#He’d say ‘elope’ like it’s a dirty word#Rook would go to Teia hoping to have someone on her side and Teia has a similar reaction#Mostly because she wants to help plan the wedding so she’s against it lmao#viago de riva#crow rook#rook de riva#Even better if it’s Rook x Lucanis or Rook x Emmrich because that would make the subject of eloping even MORE difficult#You think you’re gonna elope with Emmrich man of big feelings and great renown in nevarra Volkarin#or Lucanis in a similar situation Catarina might actually kill him if he elopes with rook Dellamorte and comes back?#emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte
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