#this makes me really teary eyed

[ohitslen]

OMG the sillies!! ✨✨

Also I’m sorry (not really) Wolfwood, but since you became one of my favorites it was only a matter of time until I did a drawing of you all beaten up 🦅🔥🔥

[skibasyndrome]

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[bilestat]

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[teememdee]

I’ve been showing my parents Scavengers Reign while I’m at home, we got to ep10 tonight and when Azi and Mia kissed my dad gasped and said “She [Azi] should be kissing the robot instead!” so I’m glad he understands the show perfectly

[faggotstump]

Funniest recent memory: crying in the school bathroom while Dancing Queen was loudly playing from the gym during homecoming (which was about 3(?) weeks ago at this point)

[icewindandboringhorror]

Recent things.. mostly just writing screenshots lol

[girlivealwaysbean]

so tired of being a shitty bandaid for my parents' loneliness. like have u ever considered you passed your curse to me and some days i feel so lonely it's like i can't breathe around the emptiness in my chest????

[maggot-baggage]

Cleaning my grandmas room was supposed to be cathartic in somw way but really it just relieved the pain in my chest thinking she'd be yellin at me for not doin it sooner

[thedeafprophet]

ambition swap au?

ough ive had many thoughts for Ambition Swap concepts but the big one I have is for Alex doing Nemesis with Jamie being the one killed

general warnings for discussion of major character death obvs and spoilers for nemesis

The general timeline and balance of the backstory here is inherently shifted - since Josephine's brother wasnt killed in this timeline, this means she never ends up at the school, and never met Alex and Jamie (and never will meet Jamie). Alex and Jamie do end up meeting the same way, but without Josie there to balance out the dynamic things are steadily more codependent between the two of them, and the arguments also a lot worse. Both of their experiences are impacted by the fact neither of them meet Josephine, but especially for Jamie to have never had their first friend.

Alex has always been in a more of caretaker role with Jamie when they were younger, even more so here. Jamie's mental health situation develops much quicker in this timeline, a crudge between the two of them with Jamie's unhealthy habits. Alex storms out of the apartment one night after a particularly bad argument.

That was the last time he ever saw Jamie alive

Loosing Jamie is a fundamental crack in Alex's psyche, and not something he would ever be able to move past. I always like that trope in stories where the protagonist hallucinates/maybe sees the ghost of their lost one, so that would be at play here (See: The Mad Ones or Next To Normal). In the story this would serve as a outword vocalization of Alex's doubts as he argues with the figmant of what remains of his friends memory. He can't bear to let go of even this unhealthy aspect. There's nothing else left.

In the main timeline, Alex is never a fan of murder and will always choose to deal with things in other ways if he can. That is not the case here. The ambition would resolve with a full murder route, a hollow and empty conclusion, but a conclusion none the less

(bonus: i like the idea of Alex finding a way to get some of Jamie's writing published after they passed. So something of theirs can live on; what they always wanted)

Send me a potential AU and I’ll tell you five fun facts that would happen in a story.

[stellamancer]

oh. since dawntrail's early access (which i won't be playing because i'm still behind) goes live tomorrow maybe here is a list of five ffxiv songs that i love hehe (in no particular order)

[rotzaprachim]

look i have the andorst of us going full blast in my head but the piece of apocalypse media that it’s really in washing machine rotation with is station eleven. there’s something to me about how andor is a show that full on gazes straight into the eyes of the most horrific human evils, and yet also is the first piece of star wars property that has convinced me, utterly convinced me, that a better world was possible in the galaxy far far away. that community and love and collective action really could be found anywhere, could save people anywhere, that this is a world in we which we climb together. there is a hope! there can  be a rebellion BECAUSE there is a hope!

something about how station eleven by refusing zombies or aliens or any easy We-Just-Shoot-’Em targets of the apocalypse to go straight for the silent, jaw dropping horrors of a pandemic and social collapse ends up far more terrifying than any zombie film, and yet is the piece of apocalypse media that makes me bellieve anyone would want to outlive the apocalypse. that shows that through community and love and art between strangers and family alike we might want to survive. we survive because the brute action of survival itself is insufficient! 

just like. the show that said a community marching band playing a funerary dirge would be an ultimate act of rebellion handshakes the book and show that say after the end of everything a travelling shakespeare troop will go around lake superior again and again and again to keep on playing and keep on playing and keep on playing....

[atsu-i]

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[kimmkitsuragi]

i know i said brat is a no-skip album but realized today that i always skip "so i" when im in public. no need to cry in public another day thank you

[lovelornnobodyknows]

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[redrobin-detective]

1 and 3 for the fanfiction ask game.

1. Share a song that makes you think of [fic title]

Oh boy, i have to choose a song and a fic. Umm Disloyal Order of the Buffalo by FOB has really given me vibes for my lockwood fic. And I'd promise you anything for another shot at life is SO Skull

3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?

I enjoy most of my fics to an extent but as for fics I really think I did well on, it would be ad perpetuam memoriam, Innocence and Experience and rise up and hear the bells.