#this makes me really teary eyed
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wackypomo2003 · 2 months ago
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#mp3#this makes me really teary eyed#it plays at the start of the film and it's the last song to play in the end credits....#and its so somber . it just reminds me that the film is over and there's nothing else afterwards .#leaving me to just restart the film again and again and again#idk it just reminds me that this movie is such an underrated gem and deserves some more recognition and it makes me sad!!#i remember reading somewhere that there were plans for a tv show but it (assumbly) never made it past the devlopment stage#...mainly because the movie bombed at the box office when it was released but i would've loved this!!!!!#the characters were so endearing to me and it would've been cool to see their personalities being explored even more .#also randomly found out that the contents for some of the dvds are drastically different from each other .#the european versions of the dvds have a lot of bonus features and the menu screen has a lot personality put into it#but here in the states we basically got....Nothing .like its so bland . the only two options are to play the movie or to select a scene .#i think it kind of puts it into perspective on how whoever was in charge of distribution for the film in the states just did not care .#it also shows in the cover art they choose for the us dvd like omg .#ok now i'm just rambling in the tags . sorry .#this is what happens when u grow up watching an obscure film repeatedly as a young child#my love for this film was recently rekindled and watching it again just reminded me of how much i really love it .
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ohitslen · 2 years ago
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OMG the sillies!! ✨✨
Also I’m sorry (not really) Wolfwood, but since you became one of my favorites it was only a matter of time until I did a drawing of you all beaten up 🦅🔥🔥
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skibasyndrome · 1 month ago
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#not to be a broken lil man on main#but I was on the phone with my dad for 30 minutes just now (that's a lot for a phone call with him) and like.... damn. yeah. i do have one#parent who's not horrible huh#we talked a lot about my plans for the future...... which I only now told him bcs scary and bcs........ I never ever during my 25 years of#being alive got the impression from my parents that something like this would be an acceptable career choice or something they'd support#and I mean. my [redacted] of a mother is the best example for how. not alright it is with her that I'm doing something that's not very...#traditional for this family#but anyways. my dad was absolutely fucking lovely#to the point that I get getting teary eyed and felt my throat closing up cause. huh. i guess in his own way he does love me and believe in#he asked me to send him a link or a pdf of my first conference report because he wants to keep it somewhere 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'm....... ouch. ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch#you know the ghosting I am really good at with tumblr chats (sorry guys. ilu. I just suck at communication)???? i'm also extremely good at#that with whatsapp chats and just. not calling my irl loved ones#so idk. hearing him say he understands and just wanted to make sure I wasn't upset with him and like. wanted to know if I was doing okay.#damn. okay. damn#idk#this was such a good talk and he was so suppertive and non-judgemental and I actually told him about my birthday and how my mother's call#upset me and he was like. yeah. same. and like... he's basically gone no contact with her as well as it turns out#idk. I really should give him more credit and like... I feel like there's so much shifting and change and development happening while I'm n#not there and sometimes it's hard to remember that he actually /could/ understand some things. just cause I've always been so used to not#sharing anything about myself because it wasn't safe when I was younger and... idk........ lots of emotions going on rn#so glad we talked though. so glad#simon.out.#if you read all this.... idk man.... sorry for oversharing but thanks for caring ig <3
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teememdee · 7 months ago
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I’ve been showing my parents Scavengers Reign while I’m at home, we got to ep10 tonight and when Azi and Mia kissed my dad gasped and said “She [Azi] should be kissing the robot instead!” so I’m glad he understands the show perfectly
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faggotstump · 12 days ago
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Funniest recent memory: crying in the school bathroom while Dancing Queen was loudly playing from the gym during homecoming (which was about 3(?) weeks ago at this point)
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maggot-baggage · 4 months ago
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Cleaning my grandmas room was supposed to be cathartic in somw way but really it just relieved the pain in my chest thinking she'd be yellin at me for not doin it sooner
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thedeafprophet · 1 year ago
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ambition swap au?
ough ive had many thoughts for Ambition Swap concepts but the big one I have is for Alex doing Nemesis with Jamie being the one killed
general warnings for discussion of major character death obvs and spoilers for nemesis
The general timeline and balance of the backstory here is inherently shifted - since Josephine's brother wasnt killed in this timeline, this means she never ends up at the school, and never met Alex and Jamie (and never will meet Jamie). Alex and Jamie do end up meeting the same way, but without Josie there to balance out the dynamic things are steadily more codependent between the two of them, and the arguments also a lot worse. Both of their experiences are impacted by the fact neither of them meet Josephine, but especially for Jamie to have never had their first friend.
Alex has always been in a more of caretaker role with Jamie when they were younger, even more so here. Jamie's mental health situation develops much quicker in this timeline, a crudge between the two of them with Jamie's unhealthy habits. Alex storms out of the apartment one night after a particularly bad argument.
That was the last time he ever saw Jamie alive
Loosing Jamie is a fundamental crack in Alex's psyche, and not something he would ever be able to move past. I always like that trope in stories where the protagonist hallucinates/maybe sees the ghost of their lost one, so that would be at play here (See: The Mad Ones or Next To Normal). In the story this would serve as a outword vocalization of Alex's doubts as he argues with the figmant of what remains of his friends memory. He can't bear to let go of even this unhealthy aspect. There's nothing else left.
In the main timeline, Alex is never a fan of murder and will always choose to deal with things in other ways if he can. That is not the case here. The ambition would resolve with a full murder route, a hollow and empty conclusion, but a conclusion none the less
(bonus: i like the idea of Alex finding a way to get some of Jamie's writing published after they passed. So something of theirs can live on; what they always wanted)
Send me a potential AU and I’ll tell you five fun facts that would happen in a story.
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stellamancer · 4 months ago
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oh. since dawntrail's early access (which i won't be playing because i'm still behind) goes live tomorrow maybe here is a list of five ffxiv songs that i love hehe (in no particular order)
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rotzaprachim · 2 years ago
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look i have the andorst of us going full blast in my head but the piece of apocalypse media that it’s really in washing machine rotation with is station eleven. there’s something to me about how andor is a show that full on gazes straight into the eyes of the most horrific human evils, and yet also is the first piece of star wars property that has convinced me, utterly convinced me, that a better world was possible in the galaxy far far away. that community and love and collective action really could be found anywhere, could save people anywhere, that this is a world in we which we climb together. there is a hope! there can  be a rebellion BECAUSE there is a hope!
something about how station eleven by refusing zombies or aliens or any easy We-Just-Shoot-’Em targets of the apocalypse to go straight for the silent, jaw dropping horrors of a pandemic and social collapse ends up far more terrifying than any zombie film, and yet is the piece of apocalypse media that makes me bellieve anyone would want to outlive the apocalypse. that shows that through community and love and art between strangers and family alike we might want to survive. we survive because the brute action of survival itself is insufficient! 
just like. the show that said a community marching band playing a funerary dirge would be an ultimate act of rebellion handshakes the book and show that say after the end of everything a travelling shakespeare troop will go around lake superior again and again and again to keep on playing and keep on playing and keep on playing....
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atsu-i · 1 year ago
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kimmkitsuragi · 5 months ago
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i know i said brat is a no-skip album but realized today that i always skip "so i" when im in public. no need to cry in public another day thank you
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lovelornnobodyknows · 6 months ago
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redrobin-detective · 6 months ago
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1 and 3 for the fanfiction ask game.
1. Share a song that makes you think of [fic title]
Oh boy, i have to choose a song and a fic. Umm Disloyal Order of the Buffalo by FOB has really given me vibes for my lockwood fic. And I'd promise you anything for another shot at life is SO Skull
3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?
I enjoy most of my fics to an extent but as for fics I really think I did well on, it would be ad perpetuam memoriam, Innocence and Experience and rise up and hear the bells.
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cassmouse · 7 months ago
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OKAY so I finally got to watch Taika Waititi's Next Goal Wins and like. That was brilliant?? I saw the mixed reviews when it came out and got worried but couldn't see it at the cinema because of stuff that was going on and I JUST finished it and OH MY GOD?? I LOVED IT
Not as good as Boy or like Hunt for the Wilderpeople but it was a hell of a lot better than some other stuff I've seen recently honestly I really liked it
This man can do no wrong honestly it was beautiful
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maphel-n-doodles · 1 year ago
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i'm always telling my friends to raise their commissions by $5 or so, so when i saw the tags on ur post i was like "huh i wonder what his commission prices are" and oh man. i say this with so much gay artist affection in my heart: you could double those prices easily!!! INCLUDING bringing the percentages up from 25% to 50%!!!
i know u said u were terrified of raising the prices, and if you're anything like me (and you might not be! if so, sorry for assuming!) then it might be like, imposter syndrome type "what i make isn't worth that kinda money" or "why would anyone pay $30 for a left facing bust drawn by me? i sure wouldn't!" AND if that's the case, i do want to counterargue: YOU DID! YOU DO! YOUR ART IS WORTH THE MONEY! regardless how artists feel about their creations (and we are always are harshest critics) that is a skill you have put SO much time into developing! hours, days, YEARS of your life! not just halfassing it either, but you do studies too!!! you put EFFORT in!
i hope this ask isnt too presumptuous (sorry for being on anon but my main is super silly 😭) but. one artist to another. mwah mwah 💚i promise your art is worth the pay, i promise you not only deserve it, you've earned it (YOUR SKILLS! HONEY UR ANATOMY IS EXCELLENTTTTT! UR EXPRESSIONS TOO!) and if ur worried that people won't come, just do art that makes you happy until they do. people will come eventually and be willing to pay the prices you set! sometimes, higher prices even paradoxically encourage people bc the art seems more like...a special luxury for a patron of the arts 💅 a classy lovely special treat purchase for a customer of EXCELLENT taste.
anyway if this ask makes u uncomfortable u dont have to answer it of course! just know that im rooting for u and i think u deserve the best!!! 💚💚
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indigodawns · 2 years ago
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#was feeling stressed and melancholy all day and i just... i really need to learn how to cope with that#i feel so self-absorbed and idk i was upset and teary eyed when taking the train early for dinner with my friends#and then i sit down and my friend says oh oops sorry can't tonight and idk. i was counting on that to sit down and talk for a bit and#this makes me sound awful but i kind of. exploded and texted back very shortly and angrily#and apparently. gave our other friend a panic attack so#and then they told me over text and i did nooot know how to react irl and psychically bc whew self-loathing#which felt so toxic and gross??? and again self absorbed???#and i did reply over text and i apologised and did my best but god.#idk it's like... i think that petulant angry kid is who i am deep down and lord knows i shouldn't post this but#i need some perspective and i feel so manipulative in this too#idk idk. and i was also just wondering if anyone else gets like this like idk this blur in front of your eyes and you just#lose all reasonable thought#and i just think. im selfish as fuck at my core and im scared i don't actually want to change that and i will. try to talk about#it in therapy but that's a while away#anyways. that's also me and yeah.#sorry and also it's my parents' wedding anniversary and all i could think about was feeling mweh and not being able to do#what i was planning to do and i had this assignment blabla and these plans etc#like god??????? god#im calmer now (obviously) but yeah#and now work again tomorrow and im so fucking sick of it the mood is awful and it's busy and bleh
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