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do you think ponyboy stayed gold?
This is such a good question, thank you for asking, like I think about this all the time.
Short answer, yes.
Long answer;
Nature’s First Green is Gold: Ponyboy at the start
In the context of the poem, it ‘to be gold’ is to be pure and uncorrupted as all things are in the beginning. Yet life and time leaves changes and leaves marks on all things. Pony starts off the poem as pure and untainted, gold like the sun. Even the first line gives a subtle reference about this:
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Cherry sums Pony (at the start) up best here;
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It’s not fair to say Pony has gone through suffering at this point because he very much has. His parents have died, he’s often in danger because of the Socs, he has problems with Darry, he sees the suffering of his friends and knows he can’t do anything about him and the injustice of it hurts him. And he’s 14 which is rough enough without dealing with all that.
But he’s ‘not dirty’ (dirty having a double meaning here). He hasn’t been ‘tainted or corrupted’ by life yet, instead having played a passive role throughout all these events. He’s gold. But of course, nothing gold can stay.
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Nothing Gold Can Stay: Ponyboy throughout the novel
The Outsiders is a coming-of-age story. It’s the story about Pony transitioning from a boy to a man. It’s about identity and belonging (the song ‘Great Expectations’ from the musical following this theme). It’s about figuring out who you are and where you fit in, which Pony especially struggles with because he’s a greaser and greasers get the short end of the stick in life. It’s about a boy is even an outsider among outsiders (as @obliqueletterkennyreference pointed out to me during one of our conversations), because he can’t fit into the standards that have been places upon greasers (he’s both heavily embedded in greaser culture yet not greaser enough. It’s about Pony realising that the status quo hurts young kids and turns them into byproducts of a system that dooms them to either perpetuate the system or succumb to it.
Throughout the novel, Johnny and Dally symbolise the two paths Pony can take; to ‘stay gold’ or ‘get tough’. And it is only after they both die is Pony forced to choose between them both.
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It really seems that Pony decides that it’s better to get tough. You can’t stay soft and good, because it means you’re keeping yourself open to hurt. It means you end up like Johnny, dying too young. The world is unfair and kills off those who are good and keeps those who aren’t alive. Thus, there must be no point to being good.
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And yet, Ponyboy picks up the glass so it won’t hurt anyone. He decides that the only reason someone should ever use violence is in self-defence and that Johnny is right to reject violence. He becomes more understanding towards others like Randy, Bob and Darry.
And when he reads Johnny’s letter, he realises how prevalent the issue of this systemic abuse, violence and oppression is and how it hurts all those involved and that it cannot be left as it is (i kinda talk about this here). Not only does he reject this but he takes an active role, different from all the other characters who recognise these issues yet accept them as a part of life and never challenge it, by writing the Outsiders.
And thus he decides to
Holding onto the Hardest Hue: Will Ponyboy Stay Gold?
‘Staying Gold’ basically means for Pony to stay soft and true to himself, to not close himself from the world’s good just to steer clear of its bad and harm, to always choose to do good and be kind. To continue loving the world and appreciating its good and beauty.
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The poem itself states: ‘(nature’s first green is) the hardest hue to hold’. And I think that inplies that staying gold will not be easily for Pony. Being gold is no longer his inherent nature; it’s a choice he has to make. It won’t be easy to stay gold. We see Pony internalise that ‘being tough keeps you from getting hurt’ and Dally isn’t entirely wrong.
But as Soda says, ending up like Dally is no way to be. To constantly be fighting and to harden yourself from any good. You can argue it’s not even possible because even though Dally says he doesn’t let anything affect him or care for anyone, he loved Johnny and Johnny’s death was what drove him into aggravating the police and killing him.
I think there may be a lot of back and forth for Pony. Growing and regressing and failing and getting up to try again and persisting. And he has the potential to get worse, to become tough and hardened. But it’s thematically important for Ponyboy to choose against it and staying gold, no matter how hard it can get.
And I’d say that this passage does imply that Pony will eventually get away from their town, the way Johnny, Dally and many others don’t.
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#i’m so sorry i kinda went on a tangent here#ajsjsjjsjsjs#sorry i’ve kinda been meaning to ramble about pony for a while and a lot of this is wildly off topic#this is sooo messy#i’ll try to fix it up one of these days but here’s my thoughts#ponyboy curtis#the outsiders#se hinton
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They should have been friends
#id in alt text#art#digital art#mlp#my little pony#pony art#rainbow dash#vinyl scratch#mlp fanart#mlp rainbow dash#mlp vinyl scratch#this is sooo messy it was just for fun
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Delicious in Dungeon PV 3 | The Canaries
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#mithrun#cithis#lycion#otta#fleki#pattadol#tansu floke#cithis ofri#mithrun of the house of kerensil#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#every time i forget what a pain colouring anime is#so this is too messy for my proper blog#but. mithrun.... <3#i cant wait for his fight scenes#also his voice is sooo good hsdfsdhf
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washed out agent 4
#super fast messy sketch bc im sooo stressed rn#tiz art#side order#agent 4#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#inkling#splatoon fanart#splatoon
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I've had this pose ref saved for a while and the Superman set photos just gave off the same energy 👉🏻👈🏻
The reference is this photo of Katharine Hepburn as Antiope and Colin Keith-Johnston as Theseus in the 1932 play 'The Warrior's Husband' (and I'd love for people to turn into a draw your otp meme pls pls pls this pose is so good)
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And also, of course, the Superman (2025) set photos
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#superfamilyweek#superman#dcu#clois#lois lane#clark kent#i was actually gonna post this a few days ago but then i found out about the superfamily week#it wasn't made for it but i hope you can accept this humble offering even if it doesn't really fit the prompts#art#digital#fanart#live-action#dc#regular#final#colour#this actually from june when the set photos came out and i just got completely obsessed and went into a clois haze#it all looks so good though!! the whole thing!!!! i'm vibrating with excitement just thinking about it!!!!!!!#if this film isn't good i'm gonna be sooo disappointed you guys have no idea how much i'm looking forward to it#but anyway. ART RAMBLES: as i mentioned on the tags of my last drawing this piece gave me SUCH a headache#i think it's probably cos it was just supposed to be a quick sketch so i used a more stable pencil brush#but then i really liked it so i decided to properly colour it instead of just doing the watercolour thing i usually do for sketches#but with finished pieces i like the lineart to be kinda messy and the sketch to even show through bit#and since i used the more stable brush for the sketch it ended up looking WAY too clean. not like my stuff at all.#so i just started throwing stuff at the wall to see what could make it more interesting. full background! actual lineart! texture layers!#and this here is what i was the happiest with. i don't... love it though. it should be looking way more interesting given the pose#and then i also did the purge girl halfway through this and it looked SO good right out of the bat (pun intended)#so i went a bit into a spiral. did some realistic stuff i'll post soon. and now am trying out a thick black lineart style.#(i'll definitely still use the coloured lines for the sketchy watercolour stuff though. it just looks way too cute)
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Hey I love your art. Also if you’re taking requests right now, may I request Robin Steph, I love her.
asdjnh yea i love her too
#sorry the b&w wasnt working so i coloured her in afoji#im def gonna render this one later this is so messy ugh#stephanie brown#steph brown#robin!steph#robin#spoiler#batgirl#batfam#batman#dc fanart#ash's doodlings#ahh ive been sooo busyy but all i wanna do is drawwww
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Starting this year's art journey strong with this diva!!
My traditional skills are getting rusty but we'll get em back
Asks are opennn you can request characters or AUs or anything (appropriate that is!!)
#the back is sooo messy but that's just the way is with paint#i wanna take reqs out of aa too but im still working on my intro sheet to show what other shows/games im into#its taking a whileee#ace attorney#franziska von karma#eighteenth's art#asks are open#first Franziska of the year many more to come
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natty + midas touch era ↳ for @yoohyeon ♡
#femaleidolsedit#femaleidol#natty#kiss of life#korimilook#awekslook#useranusia#useroro#ninqztual#danablr#cries i hope this isn't too messy.. i feel like the camera moves sooo much during her parts#bellagifs
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the devil's minion devil's minioning // Amadeo
#OIL PASTELS SAVE ME OIL PASTELS SAVE ME OILS PASTELS#the results of pretty relaxing oil pastels night after a terrible day#messy and chaotic but sooo enjoyable to draw!!#old man yaoi where one is 70 and the other one is 500+ just as god intended#the devils minion#armandaniel#iwtv armand#iwtv daniel#daniel molloy#iwtv fanart#iwtv#iwtv amc#interview with the vampire#the vampire chronicles#oil pastels#artists on tumblr#my fanart
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The roomba’s name is Norman (the floorman)
Eclipse design notes
#this one was not supposed to see tumblr for experimenting-with-new-brushes reasons but this blog functions as an archive sooo#sorry for the messy#quirky’s art#tsams#eaps#the sun and moon show#the eclipse and puppet show#eaps eclipse#eaps puppet#eaps jake#tsams eclipse#tsams puppet#I need to figure out how I wanna draw puppet
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quiet and reserved megumi who becomes the sloppiest, lewdest pussy eater when he gets between your legs. he can't stop himself from moaning at your taste, eyes screwing shut as your slick hits his tongue. a mixture of your own arousal with his drool slides down your ass and makes everything so much louder. the wet smacks and slurps drowning out all of your cries for him.
#just... ugh........ he's so messy and sloppy and its sooo wet..#you dont expect it from him the first time...#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk smut#megumi fushiguro#megumi fushiguro x reader#megumi fushiguro x you#perce.doc#.jjkai
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I SWEAR CELEBI'S THINGY IS COMING SOON BUT I REALLY WANTED TO POST THIS ALRIGHT
yeaah... future trio got me too...
and Darkrai is there too, because of course he is.
hey look i drew a cute Drifloon :D
...ignore the rest
whatever started at Darkrai doodles ended in brainrot of future trio + darkrai and I'm blaming @scribz-ag24 for this
#Can you believe between the first pic and the 4th pic is only a week inbetween. I sure can't but like why did I mirror the pose...#ON ACCIDENT??? Everytime I look at the two Grovyles I'm like... how... how did they end up so differently???#also probably blaming @cozybells as well for this but I really fear tagging people so I'm just letting y'all know in the tags because#I do wanna let everyone know who inspired me when someone did <333 better get running [you know who you are!!!!] DusnoirXDarkrai is next...#also: upon seeing scribz-ag24's art my brain said: You need to color too! ah yeah that went well with the doodle batch#I really hope you're able to read everything with how messy I can write sometimes. If not please let me know and I'll add sth in this post!#Also the doodle batch was the first thing I drew so well... never drew dusknoir before and grovyle once i think...#please go easy on me I have yet to explore the relationship between literally everyone😭 and I have no idea what I‘m doing and I'm a little#lost I normally only draw King Boo or Darkrai but I'm sure scribz-ag24 sprinkling in bits of Darkrai got me in love with the future trio to#grovyle#future trio#celebi#darkrai#dusknoir#pmd hero#pokemon#drifloon#totodile#my art#my stuff#tagas friend spoiler#pmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#IS THERE A SHIP NAME FOR FUTURE TRIO... there must be. ...oh... is it just...#futuretrioshipping#i feel sooo stupid rn.#also everytime i drew darkrai i had evil spiteful bastard in mind (except for the one with an arrow pointing out he's redeemed) but i think#i literally mixed every possible version of him in my head so got absolutely no clue what i'm doing :D#anyways i hope you enjoyed this and thanks for reading through my ramblings! Have such a wonderful rest of the day yippiee <333#pmd2
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i miss them so much dude its not funny :( video version below the cut
also just so it's part of the post. if you ship them this is not for you. you did NOT listen to the same podcast i did
(3 seconds, 8fps, 17 frames :p)
#im sooooo SOOO happy with how this came out :]!!!!#i spent about a minute rolling over in the mirror to figure out keyframes lol#ive have this movement in my head for a good while now im SO happy to have it drawn down !!#its a little messy#the silt verses#tsv#the silt verses fanart#tsv fanart#podcast fanart#sister carpenter#brother faulkner#tsv carpenter#tsv faulkner#twin mouths#animation#my animation#fan animation#art#my art#digital art#huion tablet#firealpaca#my gif#my video
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
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#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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while they’re apart iwaizumi is definitely the type who tries to date other people to get over his life ruining long term crush on his childhood friend but ends up aggravating his dates by mentioning oikawa every five seconds without thinking
“oh yeah my friend likes to order that.”
“me and that idiot oikawa used to ride bikes every now and then.”
“oikawa actually recommended us this spot-“
etc etc etc even when he’s trying not to think about him
and when a date does go well afterwards he can’t help but think about how much fun it would’ve been to do whatever it was with oikawa
all of his dates clock his crush on his childhood friend and politely turn him down on a second date offer and he’s never beaten up over it and tries to ignore the reason why he isn’t upset in the slightest
and then he texts oikawa while lying on his stomach and kicking his feet .. and because oikawa isn’t in the room with him he’s able to crack a smile when he’s teased about fumbling another date
and both of them know that they’re quietly relieved the other hasn’t run into the love of their lives yet because they want to remain the closest person to one another for just a bit longer
#haikyuu#iwaoi#iwaizumi hajime#oikawa tooru#iwaizumi goes on a date with someone who tells him he should just get with oikawa alr#and he’s like ????? but quietly like ‘sooo true why haven’t i yet’ <- scared#meanwhile every time iwa mentions a date oikawa is out there overseas#burning candles and using tiktok manifestation sounds to will the date to go wrong#while texting iwa advice like remember to smile ☺️☺️☺️#iwaizumi gritting his teeth bc he wishes oikawa would tell him to have a bad time for once bc it’d indicate Interest#they’re both repressed and messy and i feel like#distance is a huge factor into why they don’t just Get Together#smth smth have to find stabilization in other areas of their lives first#but by the time they do get together they’re both 100% sure that the other is The One ………….#they aggravate their old friends bc they’ve all known for years#no one says congrats when they announc that they’re dating they’re all like ‘FINALLY. damn!!!’
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movie night!
@intotheelliwoods i thought it'd be fun to do a group shot. regret.
#2al fanart#rottmnt#sketch#ooof i merged the final sketch and the rough sketch together and i didn't notice until it was too late to undo it#i kinda rage quit bcs i couldn't think of a way to continue without it looking messy#sooo yeah this has been in my wips folder for months#probably should practice drawing splinter more#ahsart
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