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Bingqiu AU where Luo Binghe's the chosen village sacrifice to the evil deity who lives up the mountain.
Normally the village sends maidens, but they've more or less run out of expendable girls of the right age and, ahem, "virtues". So of course Luo Binghe's early life bad luck kicks in. In the wake of his mother's death there's no one to really care about what happens to him, he's fairly pretty, and the village leaders decide that if they dress him up like a girl the teenaged homeless kid should pass well enough. And hey, y'know, he's probably got a hard life ahead for him anyway -- dying in a brothel of some venereal disease or on the streets of exposure or starvation. At least as a sacrifice, everyone else gets to benefit from his loss! And the kid will get added to a shrine and be remembered as a hero! If anything, he should be happy about this!
Binghe is not happy about this.
But he's also a skinny underfed nobody who is easily overpowered, dressed up like a bride, and tied to a post. So. Not much he can do but wait for the evil deity to come and do whatever horrible thing he's gonna do to him.
Meanwhile, Shen Yuan is pretty sure he's been isekai'd into the over-powered hero of some kind of supernatural adventure story? He's not totally sure because he doesn't recognize the setting, but the signs are there. He's got a shrine-like base of operations (though it seems to have become corrupted/ruined, probably he has to restore it somehow), he has a very resilient and handsome new body with spiritual energy of some kind flowing through him, and a very clearly magical sword. Plus lots of neat starter powers! Though it feels like he has other abilities that have been blocked somehow? Probably he has to level up in order to access them.
When he treks out of his "base" and finds what seems to be a distressed maiden, he takes it for his beginner hero mission. The girl claims that she's been doomed to be sacrificed to an evil god. That sounds a little above Shen Yuan's pay grade for dealing with, so he unties her and decides that they had better just get out of the whole region altogether. He already packed up anything useful from his base, anticipating he might get caught up in an adventure once he left, so they follow the river away from the settlement until they reach another one.
While they travel, Luo Binghe tells Shen Yuan about the cursed deity, Shen Qingqiu, who was cast out of the heavens for slaughtering one of his brethren and has apparently being do-who-knows what to maidens from the local village in exchange for his "protection" ever since. Sounds like a real asshole! And also mid-level boss type bad guy at least. Shen Yuan hopes he doesn't have to fight him, but he probably will.
Thank goodness he found Binghe, though! Clearly the helpful little sister type! He's definitely going to require her assistance if he's going to figure out how to navigate this world and level up his skills enough to take on a god.
#svsss#bingqiu#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain#luo binghe: I don't know why the evil deity toys with me this much but as long as he is amused then he's not killing me#luo binghe: each day he lets me live is another blessing especially since I have no hope of escape#luo binghe: is it for some sick amusement that he drags me to and from the dens of monsters and feigns ignorance?#luo binghe: if I reveal that I know the truth will the ruse end? does he do this with all his sacrifices?#luo binghe: or is he toying with me because he knows that I'm not really a maiden at all? standing on this knife's edge is unbearable#luo binghe: and yet somehow this is the most stable my life has been ever since the death of my poor mother#luo binghe: the world is cruel -- perhaps if I become whatever it is this god desires I might be shielded from more of it for another day#luo binghe: wait I have heavenly demon blood? then... perhaps my dark master considers me a suitable companion thanks to this?#luo binghe: are we two companions in this wretched world? outsiders sharing scorn and thus only able to find solace in each other?#luo binghe: is this what it feels like to care and be cared for? it's been so long I had almost completely forgotten it#shen yuan: gosh these upgrades are getting convoluted I wish I had a skill menu or something#shen yuan: oooh neat a slime! easy exp!
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Oh my god, it got worse?!
So to summarize, so far (from what I can remember):
The gold on the covers peels off. They say this affects a small number of copies, but I haven't seen one without a "distressed" look, and Dark Horse has said that very common look is not intentional.
The translation was not updated, which they never promised, so whatever. But there are twenty-year-old, well-known typos and obvious mistranslations. They didn't even proofread it despite adding sound effects and a year of delays. And this book retails at $50 USD.
And on this awful printing note, there are a few copies I've seen floating around with severe binding issues, like the faux leather peeling off.
Friendly reminder that if you are able, you can let Dark Horse know you're disappointed. Leave reviews and upvote ones you agree with. Reply to/@ them on social media and be loud. If you're willing, cancel and/or return orders. It's all about publicity and financial gain in publishing. If they don't get that, they will have to change something.
Trigun doesn't deserve this.
#Trigun#Trigun Maximum#Trimax#TrigunBookclub#Trigun Deluxe Edition#I HOPE this is the last post I share about this#I've been trying to keep it a bit quieter on Tumblr#Because DH isn't over here I don't think?#But oh wow#Woooooooow#I am OUT of spoons and I'm SO sick so I'm sorry if any part of this doesn't make sense#But I had to share#Because! I'm pissed!!!#Ok back to being a lump
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i think you guys are onto smth..
i unironically got invested in this HELP
#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭#kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔#dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd#anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!!#takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve#both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year#newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :(#before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work#he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba#so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit#kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it#when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai#he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg#when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration#they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back#dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES)#and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed#ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again#this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws#bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain
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today's a pretty special day.
five years ago, i created tophthedaydreamer and posted my very first art piece on tumblr. since then, i've had a wild time joining fandoms, creating AUs, and generally being my geeky lil self. it's hard to believe it's been five years already. so much has happened, on this site and in my own life!
how can so much time pass just like that? i guess it means that i was having fun.
thanks everybody for sticking around. here's to more years of art, memes, and good vibes.
#topharts#i've had this picture cooked up since august and i'm so excited to share it!!!!!#moomins#moominvalley#snufkin#i wish i could say more but i'm really tired. still sick and it sucks!#but in the words of my boy beetlejuice: hey guys. love you guys.
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my ridiculous lovely man who wears his heart on his sleeve. he is so so silly. why are you looking at your soulmate like this while doing an ad read 😭😭😭😭😭
#i can’t with them#cooking a post but I just had to share this one#tears in my eyes combing through screenshots yall this past year has been so good#they’ve fed us so much#like I just want to share 100 different screenshots I just saved that are just. SOOOO#they look so grown up when my pinterest boards are mixed up and it puts a 2024 screenshot next to a 2017 one I feel sick to my stomach#and that doesn’t even feel that long ago#i have so much to do but girlblogging remains a top priority#will return to it when I have a face mask on in bed#dnp#dan and phil#phan
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living for alhaitham's inherent curiosity about kaveh being the catalyst for an odd textual mystery...??
he already read the Very Bad novel in the house of daena before kaveh got hold of it? but then seeing it in their study and knowing kaveh must have checked it out, he... opened it anyway despite already knowing the contents?? 1) because he knew kaveh wouldn't mind, and 2) because he was curious what kaveh thought about it?? considering that he knows kaveh makes annotations in books??
he saw kaveh circle the killer's name in permanent ink, effectively spoiling the novel, no matter how terrible, and joined in by circling a name to create a red herring, but also because he thought circling names was funny <3
he put the book in the same place in the study and didn't say anything to kaveh when kaveh went to return it, and kaveh went about believing alhaitham knew nothing about it, until the quest comes full circle and kaveh returns to alhaitham to tell him the news, only to find out that he and alhaitham were jointly the instigators for the conspiracy.
the quest is THEIR fault!! but.. the conspiracy wouldn't have happened if alhaitham hadn't made the second circle,, so… if he hadn't been curious about something that occupied kaveh's time..., that’s so !!??
#haikaveh#kavetham#alhaitham#kaveh#an odd textual mystery#im absolutely sick and disgusted by this behaviour#chronologically alhaitham must have read the book before kaveh found it?? so he saw kaveh reading it and wanted to see if kaveh had#annotated it? if he already read it and knew it sucked then why...#alhaitham your mind.. tighnari is so correct you really are too much i dont care about permanent ink kaveh is innocent#kaveh doesnt even question alhaitham looking through the book in the study because its their shared space like its only NATURAL alhaitham#would look through it??? okay i take it back im sick of both of them#we get it youre domestic and now youre inflicting that on the whole of sumeru city!!!
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they’re best friends. they’re inseparable. they’re codependent in the unhealthiest way. they’re soulmates. they don’t know how to be. their souls contain multitudes. they’re a lit match by a gasoline leak. they each worship their partner like a god (it’s the only way they know how to love). they’ll never recover. they’re haunted by millions of possibilities of what could have been if only their life had been even a little bit better. they’re one and the same. they’re worlds apart. they’re connected in ways nobody else could ever fully understand. they’re sick and they know it, but they don’t know who they’d be if they were healthy. they’re in love, and they aren’t, they always will be, they never have been. they’re sleepless, silent nights when you both know it’s over. they’re torn nails and bleeding cuticles, chapped lips and blood-stained hems. they’re heavy rain to send you to sleep. they’re life in and of itself, and they’ll never feel quite like they’re alive. they’re dark circles under your eyes. they’re second chances, but not with each other. they’re ugly. they’re beautiful. they never learnt to kiss without baring their teeth.
#bartylus#barty crouch jr#regulus black#bcj#rab#i'm delirious from sickness so this may be entirely nonsensical but i'm always thinking about them...#i had to share the vision.........#ok time to try to sleep
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I don’t know how to explain any more clearly that it doesn’t MATTER if it seems legitimate to you. You have got to fact check every single headline and post and claim on the left just like you need to do on the right.
The left is NOT immune to misinformation and rushed reporting. And the more emotionally polarizing or shocking the talking points, sound bytes, and headlines are, the worse it is and more frequently it happens.
Learn to verify through multiple independent sources. If you can’t do that, you can’t trust it.
If you have to wait extra hours for the real information to come through vetted channels—NOT just one individual somewhere everyone links to, and not just one single media source either, EVEN if it’s a major news network—thats just how it has to be. What news outside of genuine local disasters near you TRULY needs your outrage and post-sharing in the next hour specifically?
Misinformation works best by not seeming like misinformation and by fitting in with the rest of what you already expect to see. It doesn’t help anyone to not be able to recognize and avoid the stuff.
#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?#and before I get any angry anons saying I’m making the argument that both sides are the same#I am not. and nowhere did I say that#and if your immediate reaction to any amount of criticism of leftist spaces or communication#is knee jerk outrage and defensiveness#this is an invitation to explore why that is for you.#this isn’t about anyone on here this is from conversations I’ve had with a few people IRL who have shared leftist misinformation a lot#so if you’re feeling attacked by this post and I haven’t directly spoken to you multiple times about misinformation with you responding bac#this isn’t. a vague post. about you. okay?#I cannot reiterate enough THIS IS AFTER IRL INTERACTIONS NOT A CAL OUT VAGUEPOST#and as one final note. IF YOU FOLLOW PEOPLE. WHO CONSTANTLY USE. THE MOST INFLAMMATORY WORDING CHOICES POSSIBLE.#YOU SHOULD NOT FOLLOW THOSE PEOPLE NO MATTER WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT.#no one communicating in true good faith to ALL PEOPLE about facts uses loaded language more than occasionally#the sooner you learn that the better. and that really starts narrowing down the pool of who you want to actually listen to (while still#verifying anything they tell you)#get higher standards!!!! and read some books or watch lectures about actual effective communication to broad groups without using tribalism#and also. anyone on the left trying to convince you of massive efforts and conspiracies that are anti everything#is also wrong 99% of the time and not a good source to listen to#never EVER assume conspiracy when it can be more simply explained through either#ignorance obliviousness incompetence financial greed or misunderstandings#the end. I’m really done this time. I’m just sick of seeing so many people fall prey to this#shh katie#cult escapee#politics and current events#don’t get swept up in the constant tsunami of performative online activism#election 2024#world events
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cringe death note oc posting what’s new
BIG PIECE of mello & my dn oc, M, more info about her right here 😈😈⤵️⤵️
i love her sm and i WILL talk extensively about her the second i’m given the chance. she’s literally the reason i got into death note so everyone say thank you M!
#piece so big to make up for being gone ( i got literally super sick 😭😭 over it now! )#and to make up 4 the fact i’ll be gone for awhile 2 go work on my m*llom*tt week pieces :3c#SO EXCITED FOR THAT EEEEEEE‼️‼️‼️‼️#but yes i fucking love M i would die for her#not expecting this to do well BUT IDC SHE MEANS SO MUCH 2 ME I HAD 2 SHARE HER AND MELLO’S MOTHER-SON RELATIONSHIP#hoping to do a near piece with her after i finish up the m*m stuff ^^!!#art#fanart#my art#death note#death day au#death note au#death note mello#mello#mello death note#death note oc#masatoshi miyake#m death note oc#family dynamic#chosen family#fan oc#original character#oc#my oc
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30/11/2023
what're they dancing to?
#daily bunny#334#standalone bunny#dance fucker dance man they never had a chance#safdg I filled a flash drive from work with music to play when there's noone to connect to spotify#of course you're gonna go far kid is on there along with a bunch of weeb music game and anime osts#also obscure indie stuff pop music classic rock etc etc etc#I work in the kids section of a bookstore so we gotta be a lil careful what kind of music we put on#but I think we can have a little bit of acdc and rolling stones and the sound of silence#as a treat#sifting very carefully tru my downloaded songs for stuff to puyt on the flash drive#so I don't accidentally throw on there somet like#gallery piece or sick bitch (anal house remix) or wap dsgfhgk#everyone please share your favourite songs I wanna listen to stuff
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met a VERY charming lil friend yesterday who i have never (knowingly) seen before!!! 🖤💛
this is the Sequoia Pitch moth (Synanthedon sequoiae), yes, moth! these fascinating little creatures bear an incredible resemblance to members of the family Vespidae, like common paper wasps and yellowjackets, and that’s no simple coincidence!
the appearance of these moths is an example of Batesian mimicry, a type of mimicry where one species mimics the warning signals of another species, but without having the same harmful or undesirable defences.
in this case these moths look like they may give you a nasty sting, but really they’re about as harmless as a moth can be! (plus they have gorgeous slightly iridescent black-lined wings and fluffy little shrimp-like tails! absolute cuties!)
#i’m tired and my phone keyboard is lagging like crazy i’m sorry if this reads all jumbled#i just thought they were super cute and cool and wanted to share#this is the second time in a row that i’ve gone to this friend’s house and gotten overly excited about an insect i found on their deck#honestly i think they’re a little sick of my overexcitement but like#c’mon you can’t tell me this little stripy shrimp-tailed cutie isn’t cool af#i think they were injured in some way (legs it looked like) but they were still alive#so after a small photoshoot i left them to do their thing and told myself if they were still there in the morning#and they had passed away that i would bring them home to pin#but alas they were gone by morning#i miss u little friend#i hope you’re alive somewhere#or at least the reason some spider or bird has a fuller belly#Sequoia Pitch moth#photography#(kinda. i didn’t have my macro lens on me and was VERY sad about that)#insects#moth#Batesian mimicry#lepidoptera
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burn your village | female rage playlist
#f1#lewis hamilton#behold I share with you: witch!lewis#the drivers this man has had to contend with seb (❤️); nico; alonso; masa; max like JESUS CHRIST I KNOW YOURE A WITCH#it was v important for this to be dicordant and jarring#that was the most fun part tbh switching & subverting the tonal snaps#this is going to be a lidol series bc I went through my female rage paylist and thought wow... could definitely formula-one-fy this#im trying to be nonchalant but right as i started enjoying making this that STUPID article about lewis doubting himself came out -#and I almost unalived SICK AND TWISTED#anyway literally forever in awe of him.#that one clip from monza 2017 was v important to me bc how the fuck did Lewis take the championship lead from Ferrari IN MONZA#who scripted that. and all the booing and it was so. fucking? much?#always thanks to xavier who is attentive & constructive & insightful & understands every motif even if i am sure they are known only to me#and meg who is always lovely and kind when i send her literally the most BUSTED drafts that are 80% black screens
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I heard it was angst time. CW: MC Death. About the level of graphic (gore/violence) description that is in the source material imo. Be cautious and prioritize taking care of yourself if you are unsure, please. ♡
Mhin can’t find you.
When you don't appear at the scheduled time to discuss the headway you’ve each made individually regarding your mutual goal, they walk away from your agreed-upon rendezvous point with an annoyed huff.
When the next night passes and you still don’t show, they become even more incensed.
It’s not until they head to the Wet Wick and Leander asks them if they’ve seen you that they become concerned.
They look everywhere.
Leander places posters on the corner streets alongside his usual advertisements and soon your likeness is plastered across Lowtown. Large letters reading: “REWARD” peer down at Mhin reproachfully at every turn as they fruitlessly go about their own search when they can spare the time during their day to day fight for survival.
Something nags at the back of their mind.
Guilt, they think. Self-loathing. They should have tried to find you that night.
As the days turn into weeks, they give up on Leander’s methods and start asking their own questions.
They do it under the guise of collecting another bounty, but the genuine, thankful relief they get from Leander, the sorrowful look they receive from Kuras–they're know they're wearing a shallow facade at best.
It leaves a raw taste in their mouth to do so, but they even ask Vere, knowing the fleabag has keen senses which they do not.
Their stomach drops when Vere laughs. A harsh, cruel thing that has them brandishing their dagger, keen to gut him like a fish where he stands. He reads their rage easily, assuring them that he’s innocent, that he had nothing to do with your disappearance.
Which is what a Monster would say–but then–
Vere would be at his most honest while gloating, wouldn’t he? If the truth is a twist of the knife.
He tells them to check their own closet for skeletons. Tells them to check for Monsters underneath their own bed.
The adrenaline hits them immediately. They start to sweat and shake and feel nauseous. For their body, the realization is instantaneous. In their mind, it comes more slowly. Like walking through a dream.
They try to reach back in their memory. Try to tug at that nagging thing.
Unspool it until they can determine where the emptiness begins, ends, anything in between.
And then they find it. They don’t remember it, but they find it.
In one of their many hidden shelters. The one closest to your rendezvous point–a small lacuna in the side of a crumbling building, a nest built into the flesh.
Spooling trails of entrails and ruined bandages. Viscera and bones and gore. Scavengers have gotten to you and contaminated the scene but–
The wounds are unmistakable. Familiar to them, by now.
The soft parts of you that have been picked at and eaten.
The sinking feeling in their gut expands. This type of scene doesn’t make Mhin sick anymore but they wish it would. Wish they could retch and rid themself of this emptiness. Wish they could expel the vision of you–
The remains of you, laid out before them.
There’s something almost graceful about your corpse. As if you’ve been drawn out of a fairy tale, your gruesome demise told as a parable for children.
They try to remember transforming. Killing you.
Your last words, if you could make any around the blood gurgling from between your lips like a fountain.
Maybe in the future your fairy tale will have a moral to it. A reason. Your death will be more than senseless, another body added to the pile.
For now Mhin will have to live without that closure.
The grief drips off of them like blood off of black feathers. It can't permeate their defenses, advantages granted to them by an evolution that was not of their own volition. They can already feel their mind warping around their memories of you, dulling them lest they tear themself apart, fall down while climbing up the tower to meet you and dash themselves upon the rocks, sink into the water below and drown beneath the torrent. A younger version of them would chase after the memories, cling to the waning thought of you.
The person they are now lets it happen.
They turn their back, leaving the empty echos behind.
Bad Ending : "Reward"
#i was sick for most of October but I too was thinking about...#Bad End Bingo#aka scary times for my fav and most wonderful time of the year >:3#touchstarved game fanfic#I hope this is :)#touchstarved fanfic#ask to tag#cw: main character death#cw: described gore#it is not my intention to be in the tag too often but I realized that if I just RB with this the read more system for the CW wouldn't work#and I wanted to be safer than sorry#toxintouch writing#BANNERS ARE FOR ANYONE TO USE IF THEY LIKE i just kinda had them for other things IF YA KNOWWW MORE PPL WANNA SHARE THEIR ANGST (✿◕‿◕)#so uhhh my apologies for posting so much is what i'm saying lol#mhin touchstarved#touchstarved mhin
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Fuck it Friday 🎨
Tagged by @spotsandsocks @diazsdimples @dangerpronebuddie @tizniz
Doing things a little different today and instead of sharing a writing wip, here’s a sneak of an art wip I started today.
I like doing an original sketch on paper and then digitalising it. Something about drawing on paper feels a bit easier for me. Though I do like the undo/redo feature with digital 😅
No pressure tagging:
@hippolotamus @wikiangela @watchyourbuck @wildlife4life @wellcollapse @exhuastedpigeon @elvensorceress @eddiebabygirldiaz @thewolvesof1998 @rainbow-nerdss @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @actuallyitsellie @steadfastsaturnsrings @spagheddiediaz @queerdiazs @queerweewoo @devirnis @diazheartsbuckley @diazsdimples @fiona-fififi @giddyupbuck @glorious-spoon @beyourownanchor6 @bekkachaos @buckera @honestlydarkprincess @jeeyuns @jesuisici33 @lover-of-mine @lonelychicago @captain-hen @missmagooglie @monsterrae1 @kitteneddiediaz @smilingbuckley @try-set-me-on-fire and as always, anyone else who has something they want to share -> consider this your official tag 🏷️
#daffi draws#fanart wip#buddie#my eldest kid has been out sick this week with covid so the brain hasn’t had energy to make words for writing#but art .. art I can do.#it’s actually been really relaxing to put some headphones in and draw#have drawn a few things. both fandom related and not#will share them soon 🥰#okay bye 👋🏻
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CAN'T THINK, NEED DRINK
WRONG KIND OF THIRST.
#fnaf#fnaf dca#fnaf sb#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#fnaf daycare attendant#weepart#cw eyestrain#<- just in case? better 2be safe :-} anyways i promise tht other moon drawing i talked abt in the tags of my voc/aloid sun drwing WILL#be drawn soon!!!! i am dealing with symptoms.#BUT OMG. plz. someone. delirium tremendous felix hagan and the family is SO MOON. ITS SO MOON. SMOEONE HEAR ME OUT HERE PLZ.#drew this sorta with the thought of like. what if the virus progressed to a point where in the dcas headspace when moon was in control.. su#was harder to see harder to hear harder to sense. and like recalled memories that moon had would have like. 'pinked out' silhouettes and .#smtimes hed see sun's silhouette 2 even though they share a body (suns only way of trying to communicate/break through 2 moon at this stage#agh. they make me sick. i love them. also plz dont tag as ship ? it just makes me uncomfy is all. ok ty bye :P
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