#this is so self indulgent and i had fun making it
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one thing to know about me is i love ballet, and i will indulge that love if anyone gives me an excuse to so! balaerra, as mythra, the queen of the willis from the ballet giselle, bc @thesolemnhour was very nice and was assigning variations and ballerina's to ppls ocs. here's balaerra's!
#ama doodles#balaerra (oc)#this is so self indulgent and i had fun making it#the pose was taylors suggestion and i love it#also the dude on the ground is her teacher and the ppl behind her are supposed to be his other murdered apprentices#he. probably didn't have that many. but lol it's important to have so many behind mythra for composition sake#theyre all wearing veils bc im not drawing that many faces. and i like the veils they wear in the ballet sometimes#this is a redraw of a screencap btw! it's based off a specific picture and the anatomy i got from that
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#centaurworld#the nowhere king#first finished piece of the new year!#this one is admittedly v self-indulgent#I feel a way about tnwk going from 10 years in a dark cell to a featureless white void to... war and the battlefield#I want him to experience freedom and spend time in the world again#and I think he should just get to go on a nice beach vacation lmao 🦌🌊#I will say for the point it was trying to convey this is prob overrendered- I was imagining a much simpler toony style orig!#and I think that might've worked better and not as far from canon if that makes sense#but I enjoy drawing scenery so I had fun C:#my art#scenic art
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I’ve been wanting to draw this silly Dragon Dancer Rai and Lion Dancer Lee thing since last LNY but never had the time - so here it is now for this year!
+ Some extra sketchies as well - Happy Lunar New Year!!
#pokemon#gym leader raihan#champion leon#raileon#dnkb#lunar new year#illustration#I havent seen múa lân & múa rồng in yeaaaaars so this is pretty self-indulgent / nostalgic haha#PS yeah I couldve made them both be lion dancers and make up a full lion but uuuhhh I wanted to draw Raihan w a dragon hehe#so they’re technically missing their other dancers but lets see the first pic as them showing off their moves#(or doing a mating dance like birds. lol??)#anw I had a lot of fun stylising these creatures. Yes I’ll find any excuse to draw dragons even though its year ofthe snake
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something something stress desperation and murder
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#great god grove spoilers#hector#ggg hector#hector ggg#capochin#ggg capochin#capochin ggg#Sigh.#tw blood#doodle tag#if youre asking this is just par for the course. for me#Self indulgent. Shit n whatever#but also i just think itd be fun if hector made desperate grabs for publicity#or... something#murder is the most fun option for Me but like#hector sabotaging other people and making himself look like a hero...#hector doing terrible things and artificially raising his public opinion. with capochin helping or smthng#Am i crazy. Yeah. Whatever#pregame hector can be crazy as a treat for Me#capochin being like in love with hector and watching hector go crazier and crazier is like my . jam. or whatever#inspekta having homicidal tendencies but it doesnt just come from nowhere#like maybe hector was already a bit homicidal. what do you know#sorry in this hypothetical im laughing at capochin just coping by being like hah#yeah. i Know him so much i know his deep dark evil secrets heh. haha. (trying not to go crazy)#telling this to godpoke years later like I have BLOOD ON MY HANDS#also this is like related to the letters being like#back where i came from you had to WORK for praise#this doesnt. have to make sense its for me WHATEVER
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at the very least heres this. go my suitloon qpr
#drawing my kitty cat designs is really fun. i get to flex my character design muscles AND be self indulgent#this one goes out to 9 year old me who couldnt draw anything but cats and really wanted to draw suitloon a lot ‼️#that reminds me i need to try to get back into my scratch account. ik i had some ii art on there i need to share it with the world#that second one is my favorite. its been a while since i drew a beast making the signature sadface#inanimate insanity#my art#ii suitcase#ii balloon#ii suitloon#suitloon#like i said theyre qpr to me! theyre just so important to each other and both trust each other more than anyone else#but i dont see the romantic aspect i used to apply when i was younger anymore- this feels a lot more fitting if i had to like. define them#im soooo insane over the poem balloon wrote for suitcase. two ideas for it#1.) he wrote it pre-ii2 finale with suitcase in mind since she's probably a really good source of inspiration for him#2.) he wrote it post-ii2 finale in celebration of her win....#sorry for all these tags. can you tell suitcase and balloon have meant a lot to me since i was young
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faux book cover for the fic Mr. Bluesky by omnidirectional because i read it a few weeks ago, it rattled around in my brain for a while, and I realized i had to draw something for it lol
#top gun#tgm#top gun fic#omnidirectional#i couldn't find if they had a tumblr or not but i'll tag their name!#it's such a good fic i SOBBED#tom kazansky#tom iceman kazansky#top gun iceman#bradley rooster bradshaw#top gun rooster#top gun fanart#top gun fanfiction#art#digital art#digitial art#artists on tumblr#csp#clip studio paint#mr bluesky#like WOW!#idk it spoke really well on like grief and making mistakes against yours parents and it just kind flashbanged me and haunted me for a bit#and then i even googled how to address letters to the military so the letters would look legit lol#now this is NICHE but it was so self indulgent and fun
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Sorry for the lack of posts, have some more headcanons!!
#MYYY self indulgent V headcanon number 234 is that shes a huge fucking dork#i.e she was a huge bookworm as a worker#well she was a dork in general#reading. painting. dancing. all of it#but alot of that. was kinda things she had to leave with the rest of her. when she became a Disassembly Drone.#And while alot of her died in the manor. she still kept some things close.#and one of those things is reading!!!#she cringes at like 90% of what she used to read but still goes out of her way to reread the copies she finds or is given#N usually gives her copies#She acts like she hates it but still reads them alone anyway#theres a reason she has bad eyesight and its because she reads with the book 3 inches from her face in the dark#also Uzi probably makes her read Twilight at some point and laughs the entire time (they both hate it. Uzi just likes messing w/ her)#anyway i just like the idea that in a world where V is finally allowed to start her life again#she looks for the things she loved that she had to leave behind#and finds new joy in them as who she is now#she might not be that little worker anymore#but shes still the girl who loved to curl up in the library when no one would notice. reading any book she could get her hands on.#idk i just like the idea that V deep down is still just a girl who wants to have fun.#i just want her to be HAPPY#anyway do you guys wanna hear why Chappell Roan's “Pink Pony Club” is so V code- (i fall down the stage stairs)#murder drones#serial designation v#serial designation n#uzi doorman#also for context ive never read Pride and Prejudice despite meaning to#its just one of the only actual romance books i know off the top of my head#imean no offense to it. I just like joking abt V reading romance sdkfjkldsjf
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geordi and data read a 21st century visual novel
#star trek#star trek the next generation#tng#geordi la forge#data soong#data tng#higurashi#mion sonozaki#rena ryuugu#fan#2024#comic#had this written out for awhile but was too self conscious to actually draw it.......#bc its such a silly self indulgent concept that i felt like i needed to justify it by making it otherwise artistically valuable....#but terrible comics day the other day got me to stop thinking too hard and just draw it ^-^ so thanks terrible comics day#anyway if this makes no sense or is ooc or is stupid or weird. thats ok because i had fun making it (<- affirmation im trying to believe)#ypu know what fuck it. ill tag this as#daforge#who give a shit!!!!!!!!!!!#(<— the 3am insanity talking)
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Me watching any movie: how do I make this about plastiscene (< just watched Xanadu)
Proshippers/adjacent dni. 100000 shark attack 🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈 also Zooble self ship doubles dni
#self ship community#self ship#f/o x s/i#safeship#safeshipping#safeship community#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc zooble#tadc self ship#🔺️🍥 Plastiscene 🐶🌈#I tried to make a version of kira's outfit that I would feel comfortable wearing. sorry if it looks bad lol#is this too self indulgent to post? probably but idc. I worked too hard on this to just Not post it#idk the backstory of this. they jusf decided to dress up because it was fun#< btw not pictured is Wafflez having no idea how to stop so they both end up crashing lol#also I would've done a full outfit for Zooble but I didn't get the jdea to do that until I had just finished everything#and I didn't feel like going back and adding it
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Re-design of my un-named Beetlejuice OC from back when I was thirteen

Original Reference under the cut:

#my art#beetlejuice#toonjuice#beetlejuice cartoon#beetlejuice fanart#beetlejuice movie#procreate#I don’t really make OC’s for fanwork anymore… but the ones I had when I was younger almost never got named 🥲#When I first made her I really really liked her- and her story was very self indulgent#Looking at it now is almost way too weird for me… (and honestly a little unintentionally homophobic???)#Basically she was one of the girls from Dante’s inferno… except she got kicked out because she only had attraction to girls#(This was BEFORE I suspected that I was a lesbian— mind you.)#Yeah but anyway she went to the Deetz/Maitland house looking for a place to stay but drove everybody crazy#She was super flamboyant- loved everything pink n fluffy- and was well meaning but did more harm than good trying to do nice things for the#She had this one sided crush on Delia??? Like musical Beej and Adam except less perverted and more flirty/sappy? I was an odd kid- okay? 🥲#Anyway… the old design didn’t really do much to show off her personality… so I ended up upheaving the whole thing#It was okay for what I knew at the time- but I know what I was trying to say then and now I have the knowledge to say it better#Also— the reason I gave her horns here is so silly.#When I was younger I was in a Christian school where I wasn’t allowed to draw witches-ghosts-demons-etc.#So even though I based her on the Dante girls… I refused to give her horns because I thought that was ‘too sinful’#I even remember having so much guilt while looking for references of the Dante workers#I couldn’t even look for more than five seconds!#Anyways… she really pushed the boundaries for me at the time and it’s fun to see how I’ve changed and grown since then.
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‘born in the wrong generation’ but I mean I’d have been so fucking good at writing edgy, lore breaking doctor who missing adventures books in the 90s
#I have so many ideas that would never be considered now but I fully believe would have been lapped up back in the day#it’s pure ego but man I wish I had time to write them even just for fun#virgin missing adventures#wilderness years#Doctor who#and I don’t mean it would make a good big finish outing or comic or whatever#I mean campy lore breaking edgelord sci fi goodness#like they’re so self indulgent but that only makes me think they’d fit in even better
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hiii so uh hopefully this isn't odd but i just wanted to let you know your reconstruct au popped up into my head while i was doing my bored-at-work daydreaming today :'3c i think it's really cool and my brain was like 'huh (my oc from gen 7) is a universe hopper basically, i wonder what would happen if something went totally wrong and he ended up meeting those guys...', idk i would think it's cool if this happened with some of my characters so i figured i'd let you know! anyway have a good day!
Imagine being in the endless space between dimensions and then you happen to see another person! What do?? D:
Ok joking aside, can I just say I made such a happy giddy sound when I read that my AU was something you were thinking about in your "bored at work daydreaming" x3 What an honor! That is really neat to think about tho! I have to wonder how they would react too. I could imagine Wish would be surprised, but also very curious. Reconstruct I would imagine as being more apprehensive. As far as he is concerned, everything is a danger and should be treated as such until proven otherwise. Fun fact! When I first created Reconstruct, I had a tempting thought to make an ask/role play blog with him. I figured since his job has him universe hopping it might be fun to see how others would interact with him and vice versa (given that my main ask blog is very.. uh.. set in place xD). I thought it might give me a chance to expand on my ideas but I ended up convicting myself that it wasnt a good idea. Then I made Wish and started to get really invested in this duo, and with the few questions I got here, I cant deny that itch keeps coming back and I am trying really hard not to give in xD Its really cool to know that someone else has a character that can also travel to different universes! I would love to know about them if you ever want to share 👀 This really made me happy and thank you so much for sharing!
#night's art#my art#my characters#codename: wish#wish#project reconstruct#reconstruct#asks#answer#night talks#night rambles#I wasnt really planning on drawing out a reply but I also couldnt help it#Wish somehow keeps getting cuter every time I draw him??#anonymous#scroodles#self indulgent draw#hnng the urge to make an ask blog is so real#but at the same time I dont have much time/energy to do the things I need to be doing so its like#id just be setting myself up im sure |D#still how fun it is to think on it~#I have really loved the idea of getting the chance for them to meet others#side note#its interesting to me to see how much these characters have grown in the time Ive had them#Especially Reconstruct#He has really grown and changed so much and it makes me emotional#Wish also grew a lot too for that matter!#I just love them a lot ok????????????
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I don't have time to do a full art piece or writing piece for 4/13, so instead I pulled out my dice and threw together some dice palettes! Key for which is which under the cut, but see if you can guess (keeping in mind that I am one person with a not fully expansive dice collection and I'm short a few key colors) :3
June - Jade
Rose - Dave
Jake - Jane
Karkat - Sollux
WV!!!!!!!
#homestuck 413#me vibing#dice palette#its not my usual work but its something#i had a lot of fun making them at the very least#im not going to maintag any of the characters but. this is my 413 celebration so#and yeah i got real self indulgent with that last one lmao
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✨Happy wip Wednesday✨

Vegas doesn’t usually spend his evenings being punched in the face while preventing his brother from being kidnapped. So when this very scenario happens one balmy Friday night, he is wholly unprepared. And when a handsome stranger comes to his aid, he’s desperate to find him again when he disappears without even staying to tell Vegas his name. Or, the one where Macau helps Vegas use the power of the internet to find his soulmate.
Coming soon to an ao3 near you lol
#another wip wednesday#this is very self indulgent#and very silly#and I had a lot of fun making fake reddit and Instagram posts#so get ready for those lmao#vegas theerapanyakul#pete saengtham#macau theerapanyakul#vegaspete#vegaspete fic#vegaspete fanfic#vegas x pete#kinnporsche the series#kpts#my writing
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what skins do u wanna see in the game if charles gets added
For Sure i'm gonna need the Warlord/Shi'ar armor to be added at some point... it already got a big fuck-off helmet too...
#snap chats#less-legendary-type ideas though could def be one of charles' suits he wore with cerebro and maybe one (or all) of his gala outfits#at least the yellow one..... idk.. i mean i always make fun of it but maybe netease can cook..#to be REALLY self-indulgent they could still add his combat outfit: if theyre going krakoa its not like he hasnt run around in it before..#if they added that Evil Sheriff outit charles has in X-Treme X-men id howl JVBVELKJELKJ his hat is so stupid..#im pretty sure i had more charles outfits in mind but i cant remember them rn... travesty..
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Books of 2024: November Wrap-Up.
Hi, y'all! I'm actually shocked that I managed to get through four (4) books this month, because it was NANO and I also WROTE A WHOLE BOOK!! The (written) book in its two notebooks is pictured beneath the pen and NaNo Earrings :)
All of these reads were NaNo-adjacent, somehow (I like to stack my reading with my writing project so all the Vibes are Correct)--either Space, or Haunted, or Fucked Up Fungi (I wrote a weird book this month)(I had a great time).
Photos and/or reviews linked:
A HALF-BUILT GARDEN - ★★★½ I enjoyed this! It was very slow and contemplative, and I was surprised by how long it took me to read (#NaNoProblems), but I'm glad I did, and Rhamnetin was a DELIGHT.
JUST LIKE HOME - ★★★★ Reread for me, holds up very well! Star rating unchanged from first time through. I actually do recommend rereading this one, knowing exactly when Daphne dies.
GRAVEYARD SHIFT - ★★★½ I enjoyed this one too! Short fun weird little insomnia romp. Love a good fucked up fungus and a motley POV crew.
THE NIGHT GUEST - ★★★★ This was DEEPLY fucked up and AMAZINGLY crafted horror/suspense, and I definitely had delayed nightmares about it. I also love a good spec fic in translation (this one's from Icelandic!). Cats are NOT safe, very graphically so, so proceed with caution if that's a warning you need.
Under the Cut: A Note About ~*★Stars★*~
Historically, I have been Very Bad™ about assigning things Star Ratings, because it's so Vibes Heavy for me and therefore Contingent Upon my Whims. (Example: I don't like that stars are Odd, because that makes three the midpoint and things are rarely so truly mid for me)(I have hacked my way around this with a ½). Here is, generally, how I conceptualize stars:
★ - This was Bad. I would actively recommend that you do NOT read this one, no redeeming qualities whatsoever, not worth the slog. Save Yourself, It's Too Late For Me. Book goes in the garbage (donate bin).
★★ - This was Not Good. I would not recommend it, but it wasn't a total waste or wash--something in here held my interest/kept my attention/sparked some joy. I will not be rereading this ever. Save Yourself (Or Join Me In Suffering, That Seems Like A Cool Bonding Activity).
★★★ - This was Good/Fine/Okay/Meh. I don't care about this enough to recommend it one way or another. Perfectly serviceable book, held my interest, I probably enjoyed myself (or at least didn't actively loathe the reading). I don't have especially strong feelings. You probably don't need to save yourself from this one--if it sounds like your jam, give it a shot! Just didn't resonate with me particularly powerfully. I probably won't reread this unless I'm after something in particular.
★★★½ - I liked this! I'll probably recommend it if I know it matches someone's vibes or specific requests, but I didn't commit to a star rating on Goodreads. More likely to reread, but not guaranteed.
★★★★ - I really enjoyed this!! I would recommend it (sometimes with caveats about content warnings or such--I tend to like weird fucked up funny shit, and I don't have many hard readerly NO's). Not a perfect book for me by any means, but Very Good. This is something I would reread! Join me!!
★★★★★ - I LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF THIS, IT REWIRED MY BRAIN, WILL RECOMMEND TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE AT THE SLIGHTEST PROVOCATION (content warning caveats still apply--see 4-star disclaimer). Excellent book, I'll reread it regularly, I'll buy copies for all my friends, I'll try to convince all of Booklr to read it, PLEASE join me!!
#books of 2024#books of 2024: november wrap-up#a half-built garden#ruthanna emrys#just like home#sarah gailey#graveyard shift#m.l. rio#the night guest#hildur knutsdottir#did i mention that i WROTE A WHOLE BOOK??#okay well like. a Compost Draft book lol. a Rotting Slough Of Good Ideas Book (affectionate)#i had a Revelation this year about my prep process and why my last four years have felt so rushed (spoiler: the root cause is LIVING HERE)#BUT! it's because i thrive on two (2) months of prep#it shakes out to like a month of brainstorming and then a month of carding/plotting/prewriting i think#but i've been speedrunning books since. 2021. which. was fine that year#because i set out to make a mess in a month (and it was a retelling)#fine in 2022 because that was self-indulgent crossover no plot or worldbuilding required#NOT fine in 2023 because i had an Actual Book i wanted to do and i rushed the prep and then i was grumpy#because i assumed i was writing a first draft but it was more like a compost draft#but not recognizing that made it not fun#THIS year i FINALLY understood what people mean when they say 'draft zero' (which does not work for me. because a draft on page exists/not0#and i realized i was basically doing that--halfway writing a book and halfway brainstorming on page#but KNOWING that fixed me because it Freed Me lol. so i think of this as compost draft#(appropriate for fungus book)#it's a full mess but it's MY mess and there's some good stuff in there#but for it (like for 2021 which i also knew). i will have to literally rewrite the book from the ground up#to make it a First Draft#i did not intentionally set out to do this with last year's so it wasn't fun :(#BUT I HAD FUN THIS YEAR THIS'LL BE A NEAT BOOK WHEN IT'S LEGIBLE
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