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✨MASTERLIST✨
(fanart, longfics, oneshots)
Welcome to my blog!!! Here is my masterlist of ALL of my little sketches, artwork, writing, and general brainrot related to Hogwarts Legacy💘
🌿 - Madeleine / Maddy / myokk
🌱 - AO3
🌿 - likes and follows come from my main blog, @oerflink, because this is a sideblog (🥲)
🌱 - Eloise Babbit, my MC and basically the whole reason for this blog🫶 I don’t necessarily view her as the game’s MC, as my fic is quite canon-divergent and she is sweeter than the evil gremlin I played in-game😆💓 [link to her character sheet]
🌿 - my art tag🫶🫶🫶 here you can see basically every drawing I've done since joining the fandom!
🌱 - tag for all of the art the lovely people here have gifted me🥹🥹🥹 I feel SO honored whenever anyone takes time out of their day to think of me and draw my little gremlin♥️♥️
Writing:
Before It Felt Like A Sin (AO3 / tumblr - ongoing)
Sebastian Sallow x F!MC, canon divergent, longfic, wip, dual pov Eloise/Sebastian
Summary: Eloise never wanted to be different.
And yet, her differences are what have defined her life up until this point: growing up as a squib in one of the most prominent wizarding families, being exiled to muggle society, and then attending Hogwarts at the age of sixteen.
She finds herself thrust into the life she should have been prepared for from birth but was denied. As she navigates this new life and her new precarious position in her family, she must come to terms with the fact that maybe what she dreamed of her whole life isn't turning out how she ever expected it would.
Tags: slow burn, angst, magical theory, mythology references, pureblood culture, occlumency, legilimency, hurt/comfort, family dynamics, eventual romance, eventual smut, sacrificial magic, blood magic, dark magic rituals, implied/referenced child abuse
[coming soon] - an excerpt from the Ominis longfic I’m working on💘
Oneshots:
clumsy (AO3 / tumblr)
pairing: Sebastian Sallow x f!MC
word count: 9,1k
rating: E
summary: sebastian is clumsy.
or: two stubborn brats make things more difficult than they have to be.
cw: fluff, mutual pining, idiots in love, two really stubborn idiots in love to be exact, sir cadogan guest appearance, anne and imelda are the gremlin best friends every girl needs, smut (18+ ONLY), oral (f. recieving), no y/n
note-taking (AO3 / tumblr)
pairing: Sebastian Sallow x f!MC
word count: 3,6k
rating: M (language and sexual themes)
summary: mc loves flustering sebastian with her notes during class😇
cw: NONE this is just fluff, mutual pining, idiots in love, it takes a while for them to admit their feelings, I rated it M for some language/sexual themes
legilimency (AO3 / tumblr)
pairing: Ominis Gaunt x f!MC
word count: 1,7k
rating: M (language)
summary: (His parents and Marvolo insist it’s a gift handed down from Slytherin himself, just like the Parseltongue Ominis despises. It is not. It is a curse.)
or: The Gryffindor student has caught on that Ominis can read her thoughts and decides to get her revenge.
tags: ominis is a natural legilimens, he is entirely too introspective, fluff, no y/n
remembering the snow (AO3 / tumblr / tumblr (old))
pairing: Imelda Reyes x Poppy Sweeting
word count: 3,3k
rating: G
summary: Imelda remembers the first time she saw snow.
Her parents always started the story telling her that she cried and cried and cried.
or: a character study on Imelda and how she grew up because I love her & she doesn't get enough appreciation :)
tags: character study, fluff, romance, first kiss, emotional hurt/comfort, I just wanted to write a sweet story & explore Imelda as a character
Illustrated scenes:
(aka where I illustrate little scenes from my longfic and oneshots💓)
🌿 - the summer before Sebastian and Anne’s first year at Hogwarts🥺💓
🌱 - Sebastian hates Eloise’s guts😳
🌿 - Eloise is really, really bad at chess😔 (this scene always makes me laugh SO MUCH)
🌱 - right after the pensieve scene🫶🫶🫶
🌿 - Eloise and Sebastian’s first kiss😇😇😇
🌱 - some angst after their first kiss😇😇😇
🌿 - sebastian overthinks things a lot😔
🌱 - an excerpt from my oneshot, clumsy💘
🌿 - another scene from my clumsy 🫶 I really love writing Sebastian’s pov & this was just so much fun to paint and write😫💓
🌱 - Eloise and her mother😔
🌿 - Eloise is NOT flustered by Sebastian😤
🌱 - late night in the common room 🫠
🌿 - comic of note-taking 😇
🌱 - right before *that* scene in clumsy 🫶 (as requested by Mallow bc of the lighting🤭)
#hmmmmm I had a lot of fun making this & obviously I need to actually sort through my disaster blog and add more links/organuzation/etc#this is what 6 months of procrastination gets you🥲🥲#when I started posting in April I didn’t care but now it kind of stresses me out#also I chose this picture bc a) it’s horizontal; but b) choccy said it was one of her favorites#and it IS cute#and drooling Sebastian deserves to be my header for a bit😤😤#ok im going to organize my art later😵💫😵💫😵💫#also maybe there is a better way to do this??? idk I’m just making things up😭😭😭#I literally have gone quite crazy no chill since I started posting and there is SIX MONTHS WORTH OF BRAIN ROT TO SORT THROUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!#i just focused on the writing for now bc it’s a) what I like the best and b) easiest to sort through#but I really want to put links to all of my art & organize it#& ALSO put links to all of the amazing art I’ve been gifted🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 even if it’s just for me to go back and look through😌🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#ominis gaunt#ominis gaunt fanfiction#hogwarts legacy fanfic#sebastian sallow fic
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"so i thought, who needs him? i can give it a try"
#six the musical#six the musical fanart#i've got So Much to Do and instead! here we go again.#i've got the storyboard out for a aramour comic/animatic thing it's just like. i have to draw twenty frames to clear it up which is akdhkdhf#not worth the brainrot oops#also i heard the audio for you ruined love for me' and my mind was like. khoward??? khoward??? might be the pink hair but what do i know#the lyrics also. aaaa.#sorry everyone i will be Super Super slow at asks /drawing requests. like you can send them in but it might take Months to get a response#that's all :/#have a good day i guess?#this is a khoward doodle lowkey insp by her line in SIX and like. if you look closely you can see headphones akshdjdhd h#katherine howard
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Atsushi impulsively getting his ears pierced, then making an appointment to get a tattoo just so he can once again see the hot tattoo artist from the tattoo and piercing shop down the road from the café he works at (he had never had earrings, and he never would have even thought to get a tattoo before seeing him)
#dick had him doing things he never would have imagined doing just six months beforehand#bro was cock-blinded#i don't blame him tho 🤷♀️#and yes this is abt I Prefer Tea Anyway#and yes this actually happens#currently at 4k words cuz of the piercing and tattooing scenes#but its gonna be worth it 🤞#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bungoustraydogs#sskk#shin soukoku#akuatsu#bungo stray dogs fanfiction#fanfiction#IPTA sskk#bsd atsushi nakajima#atsushi bsd#bsd atsushi#bsd akutagawa ryuunosuke#bsd aktugawa#akutagawa bsd#kotex~♥︎
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Just when I was finally getting back to writing, my laptop malfunctioned. Did not get the chance to back up everything so hopefully it's fixable. I'm being very brave about this.
#by being very brave i mean I'm crying#like i got most of the fics backed up but not all#and i was so panicked i didn't even think of my poetry collection#so that might all be gone which is cool because that's only like six years of work#probably not worth it to panic but like i can't help it#the last few months have been So Much Hell and I'm tired of life and everything#i just wanted to write about my two favorite fictional guys kissing because i finally got an hour to myself#but nope. another bullshit thing had to happen#normally i try to be positive but like this sucks and life sucks and I'm so close to just being done with everything
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Okay but the tattoo addiction is real:
I have so many stupid little ideas since getting my second one :'D
My newest idea(s)?
Getting an Eevee next to my Flapjack since Eevee was my fave Pokémon and also the Eeveelutions speaks to my transheart - maybe give Eevee a piece of cake to symbolise my ace identity :3
Oh and Bulbasaur with a spiked collar - I am not sure I need to explain that one x'D
#this is on top of still wanting a ccc tattoo on my chest after top surgergy#and thinking of making a brainstorm of other käärijä lyrics I love to make little tattoo ideas I'll probably never use#good thing I have my no-buying things to yourself ban on until christmas#because tattoos are expensive :'D#also then I have time to let my second rule to myself play out: Do I still have these ideas after six months?#then they might be worth pursuing x'D#micahs thoughts#micahs foolery
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Sometimes a family is a banished dwarf prince with a huge chip on his shoulder and a penchant for talking his way into trouble, a half-elf bard with a banjo whose back is about to snap from carrying the entire party’s emotional stability, a recently resurrected ex-necromancer with a bit of a screw loose (did he come back a bit wrong or was he always like that?) who just wants to atone for his crimes against the natural order of the world and open a noodle restaurant, and their preteen halfling assassin surrogate son who takes jobs to provide for his 6+ puppies back home
#it’s nearly taken me six months to get through Sneak Attack and I’m not even done yet but it’s been worth it 😂#one of the funniest things to me about this campaign is that instead of the cliche of the party being needlessly murdery they keep trying#to redeem npcs who the dm clearly meant to be irredeemable and his solution is to go along with it for a bit and then make it blow up in#their faces 😂#case in point: teagan—I am DEEPLY disappointed that we keep getting glimmers of promise from#him only for them to get crushed mercilessly 😂😂😂#sneak attack podcast#sneak attack
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Sorry to drop this heavy load on top of ya outta nowhere. Consider this a sort of vent, tryna recall the day before I went to the psych hospital. It's been four months since then.
We're still working on me hehoo
Have Mr. Octopus with donuts.
#im at work hating it still and thought it was appropriate to post this while im at work haha#happy four month anniversary you hell hole#my time at the psyche hospital#i have six pages worth of silly things that happened while i was there#the partial hospital didnt have much notable stuff. six hours in group therapy. made lotsa art haha#comic#egg king#vent art#i guess#suicide#suicide tw#mental health
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one more chapter to go before the deadline gf
#:)#i have until the end of this month to get the novel excerpt done and then all of november for the accompanying thesis chapter(s)#HOWEVER the book is a slow burn folk horror mostly about familial abuse in the first act so i'm leaning on my uminekobrain hard to carry me#very very very fortuitous these things intellectually overlap to make my life easier. this will not be the case in my second year however#still quiet rn but please understand i am being made to do six months worth of work in just under two and it's. A Lot!#like my bad for being in a disabled fugue state from april to september this was account on the disabled fugue state i got into. it happens#academia sees bitches with chronic fatigue and organ problems and goes 'you should kill yourself for not being able to keep up'#but ough i will not be beaten.............this i swear......................gotta win at all costs.................
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A thing I pre-ordered months ago has shipped!
What's the thing?
Keepsake Quilting, and several other quilt companies/stores, put a sort of gift box together with fabric, notions, patterns, and gift cards in them. You don't know what you're getting, making it a surprise. I have never purchased one because they're expensive. This was 50% upfront, 50% when shipped, for a total of $150. Considering how much is in it, and what reviews were left the last several years, it's a steal. Plus, I wanna treat myself after having such a stressful and unpleasant year.
My mom and one of aunts have ordered such boxes in the past, but according to my mom, they're disappointing because she has so many of the things in the package, or no use for many of them. Rulers (some of which cost $30), needles, rotary cutters and extra blades (blades can be $10/each, new cutters up to $50), fabric marking tools (chalk pencils, disappearing ink, etc), precut fabric collections (jelly rolls can be $80, fat quarter collections up to $100 depending on number of FQs), and yardage ($12.99-$21.99/yard). She's been disappointed by "ugly" fabric too many times.
I, on the other hand, have significantly fewer tools. I make things for people to buy, and some folks love fabric I cannot stand (like x-mas and patriotic prints). There have been fabrics I consider well and truly hideous, and those I list in my shop or sell to people here. One person's trash is another's treasure, right? I've met people who think pastels are ugliest things to have ever existed. I think baby pink and green military camouflage look fantastic together, as well as turquoise and light hemp brown or terracotta and peacock blue. My mom finds them hideous. I think pink and any shade of brown look terrible together, or red and khaki (likely from working at Target and seeing is everywhere). Again, personal taste.
If any of you ever fancy treating me to one of these random collections of fabric and/or notions, feel free to do so. They're the sort of surprise I enjoy (that and people purchasing my work, especially from my shop). Sure, there are things that may he of no use to me, but others can use them. Nothing goes to waste.
This package will be arriving on November 18th, and has me giggling with excitement!
#words from the artist#my year has been filled with my husband nearly dying and us having thousands of dollars in medical bills to pay AFTER#the financial aid program forgave three of the six bills. we have around $5k of thag left to pay off#and one of the bills has gone to collections#plus my ear issues that cleared up after over six months of torment. my husband had to quit his previous job because working in#kitchens was slowly killing him and is now working fulltime in theory but not getting enough hours#i've sold virtually nothing and have had to beg for aid because not enough money due to lack of hours and lack of sales#my asthma throwing a fit and my sewing room being entirely too hot to work in and remaining that way for weeks at a time#then my left wrist being injured and leaving me unable to do virtually anything.#my husband then being taken to court by Unemployment three years after receiving the money. oh and being denied Unemployment#this year so for 10 weeks were on thoughts and prayers while he hunted for a non-kitchen job#plus his major surgery over the summer that was 100% covered by financial aid because we opted for a different hospital#there have been good things like he has insurance now and i'm abke to walk without feeling like i'm walking on glass#plus a few commissions over the summer. but those have been among the very few good things. oh and he won his court case#i would just like to have the rest of the year be filled with good things like all or most of my listed quilts selling. someone#commissioning me to finish the quilts i have listed as available to handquilting. the tops are finished but if i finish the quilts#completely they're gonna take up sooooo much space. even folded and rolled up. i store them in plastic bins to protect them but the#bins take up a lot of space. people praise my work and tell me hoe much they wanna buy it or will buy the things as soon as i list them...#and then no one buys them and the things just hang in my closet or rest in a bin. it's extremely disheartening to be repeatedly#disappointed. it has made me cry and question if it's worth making anything at all.
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Oh my god its only three weeks and then Campervan Part 6 is finished, it feel like yesterday when I read the first chapter :D
augh MOOD i'm like. sat here side-eyeing part 7 nervously (it's gonna be a while until that one's posting, kids, sorry!) but aaahhhh I am really really excited to post these last three chapters!
#i had an entire SIX MONTHS to write and i did like....10k#it's PITIFUL#but. in my defence i have written a few things in that time#it's just two of those things were scripts rip#we'll seeeeeeee how the script call goes#i will most likely not get past stage one but yknow. that's how she goes#still worth it#taka replies#anon#campervan au
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it isn’t the end of the semester but i’m already having my end of the semester breakdown oh my GOD I am going to have a heart attack. sprite save me
#nothing is done!! not my applications not my interviews etc#I am running out of time to graduate in June and I could just graduate in august but then I have to admit to my family that I fucked up bad#it takes 3-6 weeks to get IRB approval I need to step on it#it’ll take at least 4 for my paid leave forms for work to go through and I don’t know if it’ll get approved#and if it does when do my benefits start#I feel like an idiot where those forms are concerned because it needs an occupation code and I don’t know if it’s specific#or if I can just select the one that best matches my job description and I can’t find that info anywhere#my body is literally shutting down I have two golf ball sized tumors and I can’t get out of bed but I can’t sleep#my car is kaputt and I have to call several different shops to get it seen because the one I took it to couldn’t fix it#and is any of it worth it!! is any of it!!#I cried for like three hours today bc I tried to talk to my mom about it and. well. she was very much a mom about it and not helpful#like yeah! obviously I want to graduate in June! but my research isn’t even approved because I haven’t been able to get myself#to complete the application for the last six months! Jesus Christ!#I can’t sleep and I’m so tired I’m so so tired my brain just straight up isn’t working!#I swear to god if I finally meet with my advisor and he does his well you don’t seem to need my help bullshit again#I’m gonna actually snap and kill him#anyway. need to do three things by end of Wednesday. just three things#clean. irb. and paid leave. that’s it that’s all.#it’s what I’ve tried to do the last four days and I’ve accomplished none of it but. Jesus Christ it’s gotta get done#FOUR THINGS I have to call the shop to get an estimate for a car I’m not even going to bother to fix#ok vent session over#delete later#fkdjdjshhaa im a MESS#sprite save me 😭#save me sprite. save me
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I am pretty sure I'm not trans. Like, I check every few months, usually around the time a doctor gets weird about my genes. I do, however, also regularly consider removing the gender marker from my ID, even though it would seriously limit my ability to travel unhindered.
I am a woman. I like being a woman. Most of the times in my life I thought I hated my gender were related to fashion, but it turns out sewing machines can be laughably cheap and no one can force you to wear dusty pink to your cousin's wedding once you make your own money.
I just detest that a little letter on a little chip on a little card carries so many exhausting expectations. And changing it to "the" other one would only replace those expectations with the same thing in a slightly different color.
So once or twice a month, I play with the idea of just erasing it and making where I fit in statistics and what room I should pick a cubicle in to change into swimwear in and what random ass word should precede my name someone else's problem. Let the people who care figure it out, because I'm quite honestly exhausted with it all.
It would almost be worth the pain of getting all my ID updated. Almost.
#questioning#gender stuff#i am tired of the cis BS#it's not even a protest thing#i flinch when people call me “Ms”#why the fuck is that on my office sign at work#who the fuck decided “vague indication of what someone's genitals look like” are an important factor of ORIENTATION#none of this makes sense#I'm a woman and that is regularly relevant but not as often as some people make it#last time it took six years to get my ID renewed#and my insurance card is two months old#not even sure how the driver's license thing would go#updating the car's registration with no change of address or name should also be interesting#personnel at work would lose their shit if I didn't pick a form of address#would it be worth it?#it feels like it might be#still cis tho
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i want to feel miserable like all customer service workers seem to be, but bc i keep having to smile all day long i am just always so giddy darn it i hate this brain trickery
#tp#so far thr gap year has proven to be .... healthy. suspiciously so#my high school depressed and self loathing days are over and it's all bc i am forced to smile at people#anyhow i have been all over the place last six months lol#not mentally but like literally#oh and the organisation representative thing is going well btw#the 47 pages worth of project proposal was HELL but it's fun#i may be invited to all of the EU meetings which is pretty exciting#it's going to look SO good on my CV#collecting all of the life experiences before hitting 20 is proving to be a rollercoaster but it's worth it#it all feels like a game which is such a psycho thing to say 💔💔
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Osmosis Jones
And Tuesday - REMEMBER TO VOTE!!!:
2:30 PM: SCII - Helix plushies ft. OCs
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Sona reacts to embroidery
Thursday:
2:30 PM: SCII - Helix
Friday:
2:30 PM: Webkinz
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Webkinz
Sunday:
2:30 PM: Yanderapy
Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)
#Weekly TV Guide#And also your reminder to vote if you haven't already! Please vote!#This is another one of those *asterisk weeks in that I'm Pretty Sure this is what we're in for but I haven't actually edited everything yet#I'm trying to implement multiple things to make that all work but it does leave things a little ???? while they're in process lol#Anyhow!! Because I have Things To Say about these >;3c#Picking up right where I left off in September! More of the Osmosis Jones Damned idea ahhh#I actually have like........*checks* Hyah! Six-at-minimum posts' worth of doodles more of that idea but I'm holding onto them for the moment#I'll check back in in like a month lol - I'm like 75% of the way through Ch. 2 and then Dialogue Problems >:P#This calls for more doodling! But first others things lol project has been officially backburnered#But these doodles turned out cute and I Do want to share at least a little bit hehe <3#Tuesday Vote!!! Do it!!#Then come back and look at plush concepts lol#Finally my embroidery love coming to fruition in doodle form - it Is silly so prepare yourself lol#I did mention I as in my Webkinz era again lol >:3c Saturday's a little something different it's not art but it Is Webkinz so#Curious!#And then my boys yay <3 Still so happy for the attention they got this Requestober season ahhh tyyy <3 <3#Update: Oh yeah and Thursday is my birthday I forgot lol
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If I’ve gained nothing good from my med increase at the very least I have stopped picking the skin on my lips to the point that I no longer dry enough patches to actually pick at. I am calling this a win. Also my med increase has been good in general but yknow. Life .
#talked more w mom about the possibility of going up north on a budget like a six month worth of living to cover me while I find a couple job#jobs and crash w someone up north (someone I say knowing I mean Millie) idk. hopeful and yet it feels fake but these things always end up#going by so quickly if she’s for real about this I could probably be on my way up north before it snows. I don’t want to get my hopes up but#I also don’t want to be so fucking depressing about everything all the time#ughhhh#I still need to do all my shit down here but even if I work at spirit Halloween down here for half season and then get up north in September#like that could be soemthing !!! idk. idk !!! idk what’s happening I’m confused and scared and excited and my mom wants to help me get on#disability and that’s a lot of paperwork and talking to people and anxiety but I want to like it would be nice I think idk ahhhhh!!!!! and#I have to be poked with needles tomorrow ugh!!!! blarghhhhh#guy who loves needles in the context of getting or giving shots. getting tattoos or piercings. play piercings (surface level shit) but#doesn’t enjoy the feeling of getting blood drawn.#I like it to a degree once the needles in I’m fine but there is always a fear of fainting even though I have never once fainted from getting#my blood drawn. maybe it’s also a trigger a little cause I did get m blood drawn around the time my dad died bc I was dealing with heart#issues at the time god that was weird life is so weird that’s so crazy oh my god anyways. smoking bong in a bathtub what could be wrong with#my life literally nothing everything is good forever
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gonna be honest not only do I begin to not trust anyone engaging with that post like that but I don't even think y'all understood the post concerned about potential collateral damage of revolutionary action and hospitals. you sound incredibly merciless and tunnel-visioned. which makes me think you're in no position to lead a revolt yet alone a country
#redboots speaks#I don't know about y'all anymore but I don't think any hospital anywhere should be put under that sort of nightmare#it's beginning to sound like an eye for an eye and that quite frankly will just continue a cycle of violence instead of#making anything better.#are y'all also forgetting especially in your comparisons that I will not mention by name in case this accidentally gets picked up in the ta#that it's not so much the revolutionaries that will be doing the damage but the state forces that will oppose any uprising?#is the actions of the ongoing genocide not a model shared? do you think that a violent movement will not garner that response?#y'all disgust me. that you think it'd be ok to ignore concern and dismiss anyone who isn't 100% for a plan that's running headfirst#into a goddamn brick wall. not to mention how y'all seem to speedrun the jacobin terror#even though disabled people are treated like dirt you still won't allow the thought of us mattering. we're just collateral for y'all#to cast aside into the fire. any effort to not make things worse is too much for y'all to consider#also none of you know what liberal means. using that as an insult on someone that is not a liberal cheapens that as an insult#and makes you look like a chud. as y'all like to say! deeply unserious#yeah I'm pissed. there is a risk that an improperly planned revolutionary action could result in a chain reaction#and I will not be able to get my medication and I will die slowly over the course of maybe six months. I don't know.#I'm already slowly starting to die because I've had to go without it and I am in severe amounts of distress because of what's happening#and y'all don't even think it's a risk worth taking seriously! how can i trust any one of you to actually care for people like me#I'm being selfish i know but goddamn it's better than borderline eugenicist rhetoric. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.
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