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fawn-tongues · 3 months ago

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Safe Bet

#part 500 of me just slapping my brainrot onto a canvas and calling it a day #don’t read the tags if you haven’t done 2hats #here’s a mini explanation #so here it’s been maybe a month or two since Loop started traveling with everyone #and they were like man I’m tired of literally only being touched by my weird time clone #it doesn’t feel great #and Isa is off limits for obvious reasons #Bonnie for less obvious reasons #that leaves Mira and Odile #but they’re worried that they would be forcing Mira #if they asked. which they’re too scared to anyway #cause she’d feel bad #so Odile. process of elimination!#and they’re still to scared to ask Odile.#so instead they offer to be touched #like ohhh you’re a researcher you have to be curious. right #I’ll let you touch me if you’d like <3 #and she sees through this obviously but there’s no harm in humoring them!#and she is curious.#and then she touches loop and they light up like a glowstick #and they have to be normal for the next week #done. goodbye #in stars and time #isat #isat loop #isat odile #ISAT spoilers #loopdile #<- still platonic they’re just weird #fawntonguesart

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m4ggotm0ld · 6 months ago

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yayyyy cowboy hobie:D

from @the-kr8tor’s fanfic it’s rly good and you should read it if you haven’t yet

i fucked with the colors ‘cause the original one looked weird to me lol

the one on the left is after I messed with the colors and the one on the right is before

i promise I’m gonna do a full finished drawing of cowboy Hobie but it’s gonna take a while so this was just a doodle in the meantime

#I’m just now realizing that the the eyelashes are uneven #ending it all goodbye #why does posting my art feel so weird 😭 like the way I phrase things is so awkward wtf #also one of my moots said he looks like Jesper from the shadow and bone show #just wanted to add that idk #I’m sorry I’ll shut up #hobie brown #hobie fanart #spider punk #cowboy au #cowboy!hobie

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cerealmonster15 · 2 months ago

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jamiazu / ashenviper week day 3: angst

boohoohoo wahhh

i chose to sketch out a scene from a fic i wrote a few years ago[help hows time passed like that...] and i was initially gonna draw the comfort scene at the end instead but. well. i did not do that LOL...

this scene:

more or less lol

#ashenviper week 2024 #jamiazu #ashenviper #azul ashengrotto #jamil viper #twst #twisted wonderland #cereal tries to draw #if azul looks weird it's bc i redrew his arms/face like ten billion times before just settling lol #i couldnt make up my fuckin mind and was fighting for my life over here #i spent too much time on this and most of it was on azul who is. the smaller part of this image LOL WAHH #this isnt the first time ive drawn jamil sulking and azul staring after him lol #i feel cringe every time i do it and yet i continue to do so #i listened to the overblot themes on loop a few times to get into the zone to help me finish this #then i put on gollums song for good measure #and now im listening to i want to live bc i was playing baldurs gate earlier lol #kinda forgot to revisit the ponytail sorry jamil im sleepy #okthats enough GOODBYE

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coern-art-very-cool-and-nice · 4 months ago

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enc dump 👍

#mb for not posting #art block artfight and ash ketchum have been kicking my ass and I either haven't drawn anything or don't feel like posting it lmao #encore au #I like that Nene and tsukasa. a lot. so they get to go in front #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #emu otori #wonderlands x showtime #my aus #project sekai #my art #also I might change my theme soon #cause I have a good idea for a banner and pfp #so. goodbye siffrin. soon #pjsk #i also drew rui but it looks really weird and I'm not sure why #he's too long? I think? idk #I will post his design. when I get around to it lmao

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paranormal-creativity · 3 months ago

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hey google show me boys kissing

#they're both so pretty i can't stand it #danganronpa #danganronpa 2 #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #komahina #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #danganronpa fanart #i totally fucked up hajime's hair but too bad i'm not changing it #this is what i get for drawing them from memory #weird ass aspect ratio for this one idk i was feeling silly

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logray · 2 months ago

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GOODBYE (2022) dir. Vikas Bahl

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#angelslatte #filmedit #bollywoodedit #goodbyeedit #useradi #usersunny #shahrukhlove #usermarina #<- again. rb to make you watch it. it's on netflix it's essential viewing #I feel so weird every time I watch this bc Abhi and I are like. not friends but we're letterboxd mutuals.#we talk sometimes he recently commented on my big lebowski review. and his performance in this is genuinely god-tier like second to none #so every time I watch this it's so odd. like. there he is! hello!#gifs**#goodbye #pavail gulati #karan bhalla #abhishekh khan #nakul bhalla #vikas bahl

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outlying-hyppocrate · 17 days ago

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i have officially returned. ask me anything.

#random thoughts #i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that #i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts #not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered #so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie #and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.

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marclef · 5 months ago

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okay so uhhh. definitely wasn't expecting this any time soon. or ever. but unless my tumblr has been lying to me for 3 days straight then i guess it happened.

uhhhhh. thanks for 700 followers bros 👁👁💧

like. i didn't even see my tumblr get to 400. unless i've been hallucinating that it's been at 300 for the last month. am i going insane? maybe. but uhhh. that's a lot of people looking at me. kinda freaking me out a little. but thanks regardless i guys, it does mean a lot to me ✨❤❤❤✨

anyways. i die. nervous. some various rambling under the cut and in the tags but here's an artistic rendition of how i feel right now. enjoy.

so yeah. i don't know how the hell my follower count has doubled in like, two months. maybe it's the Fake Peppino Hugs? a lot of people have been wanting hugs after all. it uhhhh kinda makes me feel weird knowing there's this many of you. but i'll try to manage.

speaking of hugs, yes i've seen the new asks and requests in my inbox i promise!! i will get to them when i can, but for now i'm gonna try to focus on getting a couple other big important things done. mainly, a large Fake Peppino headcanon-related post i've been planning, and getting a few more characters up on Artfight before July.

and also.... i might be getting commissions up soon too?? i don't know how soon, but it'd be a way for me to get income right now since i don't have a job. or, if you don't wanna commission me but still wanna show support, i have a link to me Ko-Fi on my intro post as well! really any support is welcome, but i'm trying to figure out how to do commissions and pricing and stuff since it'll be the first time i *officially* do them. i hope you'll think about it though!!

but yeah, i've got a good few things i've gotta get done with, i'm trying to take things a liiiiittle slow right now though so i don't burn myself out fully. i will try to get stuff done soon though! expect that big Fakey post in maybe a week or so, and i'll update you all on other things that happen as well!

thanks for reading if you have, love ya's ❤❤💗💗💗❤❤

#Local Weirdo wondering how the fuck this many people have decided they like his art of Frogs and Cats.#but ye. i will be a little slow responding to asks for the next while but. i will get to them eventually i promise!!!#i just really wanna get some of the stuff i've been wanting to do for a while done #there is only so many Hugs one man can draw at a time but goddamn will i try to draw them when i can!!#uhhh. feels weird though. like i still don't feel like that number's real but. how would it not be?? unless tumblr glitched real weird #i am glad you all like my Frogs though i guess?? i also enjoy this funny frog as well so i mean i can't judge 👀💧#i am. excited to share my headcanons soon though. and nervous. they're. kinda weird. but fuck it. we're all weirdos here.#you gotta be kinda weird to be a Fake Peppino fan i think. it's the law.#my art #pizza tower fake peppino #okay anyways. i die now. goodbye. ✨

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shopwitchvamp · 5 months ago

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All DFW Alamo Drafthouse locations were suddenly closed down today (due to bankruptcy) and I am now lost, adrift, and in despair

#not something i expected to see today ;__;#i feel so bad for the employees there especially! the locations were all just fully closed down & everyone was let go effective immediately #on the selfish side of things i had a gift card that i suppose now i can never use up :[#i was just looking a couple days ago at picking a time to go see furiosa #loved 2 go to alamo for my quiet me time #though i suppose the fact that i was often the only or nearly only person in the theater when i'd go was perhaps an omen of this fate #i'd go at weird weekday times tho so i figured they're a normal amount of busy in the evenings or weekends #but maybe they weren't #idk #very sad tho #goodbye alamo D;#text post #irl stuff

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katierosefun · 9 months ago

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my cancelled-able trait from the queer community would be that i really apparently love messy endings. i love u happy endings and i also love u such sad, messy, ambiguous endings . . . i love u endings where u have this weird pit in the bottom of your stomach because you know that there's love here but u have no idea what to do with it and u just have to deal with the fact that someone is profoundly affecting your life and you're not gonna get closure from it anytime soon . . . i love u queer love stories where it's really just "u don't always get to see the sunshine and rainbows at the end of it . . . sometimes all that's left is just one big question mark and the quiet hope that they get their shit together" . . .

#caroline talks #don't get me wrong. i love u happy endings. esp when it comes to queer love stories #but i also just. love endings where it's just like. well. u DON'T know for certain whether the characters #are truly going to ride off into the sunset together.#the only thing u know for certain is that they love each other and that they're going to have to grapple with that forever.#maybe it's also just bc like. idk. i took too many film classes and so my head's forever stuck #on this one essay about how some really happy endings feel lifeless.#like how in some ending shots. the characters look like they've had their happy ending. but there's also some weird unease and confusion #and it's like. well yeah. because for every happy moment u get in life. u are still already thinking 'well what's next. what now.'#which is fascinating to me. but also me @ me: god maybe u can just be happy and it's not that deep.#but also. i do love the wonderful ambiguity of just. 'there is so much more to live. so much more to do.'#and i guess it's not just for queer love stories. i think a lot about the ending of my mister.#with lee ji an and park dong hoon walking away from each other but they're happy. u have no idea how their relationship will pan out but u #do know that they love each other.#or like. columbus. with jin and casey. they hug each other and thank each other for being in the other's lives.#and jin says goodbye to casey and casey says goodbye to jin and u have no idea if they'll see each other again. but u know they love each #other so very much. even if they'd only known each other for a second.#or like. beginners. anna and oliver love each other so much and u get this sense that. they're still a little bit uneasy/nervous about how #the rest of their lives are going to go. but they'll try.#or. god. the swearing jar.#the last shot. i think about it a lot.#there is love!!! but u don't always know how the rest of it is going to pan out!!! u just know that it'll pan out somehow!

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faksyan · 26 days ago

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Dropped my phone three times this morning and it died rip king I'll miss you

#it's been a good five years goodbye :(#admittedly it was time for him to go I've had trouble with it for the last two of them #but that's beside the point #good thing I had a backup after all cause all my writing was in the notes app in there #don't worry about it #now let's hope I can actually upload all that to the new one #faksyan talks #this new phone doesn't know my name hah #I miss my wife tails (old phone)#this one feels weird and the screen is so big :(#guy who hates change voice man this just doesn't feel like it should

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afterlife-2004 · 2 months ago

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Reminds me of “The World Was Wide Enough”, a song from the musical, Hamilton!

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#sonic movie 3 #sonicmovie3hype #movie shadow #movie sonic #I’d imagine Movie Sonic being Alexander Hamilton and Movie Shadow as Aaron Burr 😭#🎶The World Was Wide Enough Sayonara… Shadow The Hedgehog🎶#Movie Shadow: 🎶 I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory Is this where it gets me on my feet several feet ahead of me? 🎶#🎶 I see it coming do I run or fire my gun or let it be?🎶 🎶There is no beat no melody 🎶#🎶 Sonic a young hedgehog whom I consider an uneasy ally and had our first rivalry Maybe the last face I ever see 🎶#🎶 If I throw away my shot is this how you'll remember me? 🎶 🎶 What if this sacrifice is my legacy? Legacy what is a legacy? 🎶#🎶 It's planting seeds in a garden you never get to see 🎶 🎶 I wrote some notes at the beginning of a song someone will sing for me 🎶🎶#🎶Earth you great unfinished symphony it was too much of a Mad Mad Mad Mad World for me 🎶#🎶 You let me make a difference a place where even weird technicolour space alien orphan children 🎶#🎶 Can leave their fingerprints and rise up I'm running out of time I'm running and my time's up 🎶#🎶 Wise up eyes up I catch a glimpse of the other side 🎶 🎶My creator my father Gerald Robotnik is on the other side 🎶#🎶 He's with his granddaughter Maria who’s on the other side Teach me how to say goodbye 🎶 🎶 Rise up rise up rise up MARIA! 🎶#🎶 My best friend my sister I’d love you to take your time 🎶 “I'll give them a chance to be happy…”#Company: 🎶 he uses the very last of his chaos energy- Movie Shadow: “CHAOS CONTROL!” Movie Sonic: “WAIT!”#Movie Sonic: “He was unable to maintain his super transformation form any longer” “I tried to stop him but he punched me away”#“I get a drink” = “I get a chilli dog 💀”#🎶Aaaah Aaaah Aaaah 🎶#“I hear cheering in the streets” 🎶Aaaah Aaaah Aaaah 🎶#🎶 They say Gerald and Shadow Were both at her side when she died 🎶#🎶 Death doesn't discriminate Between the sinners and the saints it takes and it takes and it takes 🎶#🎶History obliterates in every picture it paints It paints me and all my mistakes 🎶#Movie Sonic: 🎶 Before Shadow The Hedgehog feel down to Earth he aimed at the sky He may have been the first one to die 🎶#🎶 But I'm the one who paid for it I survived but I paid for it 🎶 🎶Now I’m the “hero” in your history I was too young and blind to see 🎶#🎶I should've known I should've known the world was wide enough for both The Ultimate Lifeform and me 🎶#🎶The World Was Wide Enough For both The Ultimate Lifeform and me… 😭🎶

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bucketofbugz · 2 months ago

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okay so for like obvious reasons Evil Paper SHOULDN'T come back (being an awful representation of DID and all) but like. aughghghhhhhhhh him coming back/being brought up after years and years of repression due to the horrific emotional response triggered by OJ's death is such an Idea.

Definitely don't want it to happen though. Unless they can execute it really well and fix the problems with him as a character. can be a really emotional and impactful thing if they DO IT RIGHT but truth be told it's kinda hard to salvage him

#this is never gonna happen anyway so #Evil Paper should probably just stay under that piano #but I genuinely can't tell if him being crushed by a piano and then dying forever is worse than the fact he existed in the first place #I want EP to at least be ACKNOWLEDGED in the finale at some point #but it's been years and the crew have expressed that they know how bad of a plotline that was now #and how awful of a representation of DID it was (because it's literally the evil alter trope)#so I doubt that it'll happen #but it feels weird to just never acknowledge it again???#especially since we've started the train of bringing up Paper's personal issues already in act 1 #idk I'm rambling uhhhhhh #in short evil paper was a terrible representation of an alter but the way they got rid of him was also kinda bad and the finale is-#probably the best possible time for them to be able to bring him up without it feeling out of place but-#it's also super super fair and probably for the best if they don't okay I'm going to bed now goodbye #inanimate insanity spoilers #ii 16 spoilers #II 2 spoilers #II spoilers #II2 16 spoilers #i'm gonna regret posting this #but ohhhhhhhh well

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bright-and-burning · 5 months ago

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#my grandpa passed away today #but he’s had Bad Dementia for several years now so i weirdly feel.#almost nothing? or like . maybe im just gonna get hit at random later.#also nobody told me anything until after it happened #like they got my grandma and my mom there to say goodbye levels of had time #but i didn’t get told anything until long after #which i get. i guess. i just don’t want that to be the prevailing theme #like. if something happens and i could get on a flight home i want to get on that flight home u kno #not find out days later #sorting thru some weird feelings.#cuz the man i knew was long gone long ago. and he wasnt . actually particularly a nice man until alzheimer’s happened #like my mom moved out at 16 bc of their relationship #but. he’s gone gone now.

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floral-hex · 8 months ago

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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buryam-soul · 3 months ago

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Waugh...

WAUGH....

#mixed feelings abt most of the movie itself but. im grateful it gave us this #my screencaps #splash star #cure bloom #cure egret #sakimai #<- to me <3 #sigh. the movie is Fine but splash star was Peak for me so. do you get my disappointment #it felt like it didn't utilize the time theme as much as it could've (esp considering how it'd connect w the series' main nature motifs)#and it didn't play into what i think is the series' greatest strength: the duo's relationships with the supporting cast #+ uh. i feel like the girls' characterizations were a bit. off? for the sake of them arguing #ok ok enough rambling. i was in a weird posture while watching and now my left arm kinda hurts goodbye

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