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#leave me here to die#things i wish i wrote tbh#i’m so in love with this fic ok#& it immediately reminded me of this post#syd x richie#otp: you smell good
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can't believe this hasn't been said before but unhinged!scarlett and unhinged!dave would be an iconic duo. shame pi didn't get a second season bc these two in an alliance would basically succeed in destroying the island, they'd wipe everyone out
the fact that they're both versions of the nerd character so they're already smart in their own ways, the fact that they have absolutely zero fucks to give anymore, their individual darker sides have come out (whether it was hidden consciously (scarlett) or unconsciously (dave)), and they've each attempted to kill/seriously injure one or more contestant(s) (and mess up the island in the process) just to reach their end goal. imagine if these two found a common goal somehow, literally nothing could get in their paths (except possibly each other)
#these two in an alliance that ends with one or both of them turning on the other would be wild#tbh i know ppl talk abt wishing roti getting a second season but the potential in a second season for pi?? there is so much!!#literally half the dynamics have changed and so have personalities for most of the characters in pi#max and scarlett's dynamic change and their shifts in characters#topher could easily shift from chris lover to chris hater. two extremes!!#he just wants to get chris fired or in pain or smth lmao#dave becoming more competitive and less romantic he turns more heartless (and a bit more reserved and unpredictable)#his heart is there its just v shrouded. and repressed memories dave of the finale!!#he knows smth big happened but the memories of exact details are fuzzy (when that mental curtain is ripped away its gonna be chaos)#amy and sammy's change in dynamics. sammy standing up for herself!!#i wanna say sky would join a second season to get a chance at the money (im a shawn winner truther)#but idk if after all that she'll want to lmao#but skave dynamic total shift if sky comes back!!!#dave doing anything to get her eliminated sky slowly starting to retaliate#it'd be interesting to explore ella and sugar's characters if they've changed or not#evil scarlett who doesnt hide it!!#jashawn ain’t gonna join i think lmao they deserve a nice break plus they split the million so#rodney who is still a romantic but starts to understand the truth of boundaries and the rose colored glasses start to break#(he gets a sexuality revelation when he crushes on one of the guys)#just imagine how wack things would have gone with a second season#the different interactions and alliances and friendships and enemies#and the interactions/dynamics in the first season def would have changed in a second one#this is making me remember the whole layout for a second pi season younger me wrote with new and old contestants#anyway! second season pi was so deserved it would have been wack#noahtally-famous#total drama#td dave#td scarlett#tdpi
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(reads my own fic) woah. I'm so good at my job
#im so ngl though. i entirely forgot i wrote that one#like when i posted it i thought it was kinda mid and i think i like. banished it from my awareness#and just set it loose into the currents#apparently people really like it!!! im glad yall enjoy it!!!#ik anyone not following me wont see this but uhhhh#did you know that only on like my 20th new file did i realize hadvar is. following the convoy#at the beginning#somehow i never connected like. him parking his horse where it glitches into your face as him being with you#like i just figured he rode in from somewhere else in the fort#need yall to know that i had an entire fucking draft going for that thing where hadvar begs for reassignment#desperately#when he reads over the prisoner list and gets threatened with insubordination--over an enemy no less#and like he was up all night sobbing his little heart out about how he was killing his beat friend#and i was ALMOST DONE WHEN I REALIZED HE HADNT BEEN COMING FROM THE FORT#HE WAS BEHIND US#WHICH MEANT. RAGH (throws writing tools off desk)#unless i actually posted that one too and just completely forgot#but i think it was the og draft for the hadlof intro angst post#<- guy with memory issues#wish i had writing ideas more often tbh but i gotta sit on something for like. months#cant make a simple post to save my life unless its abt celann and even then its only simple bc i cannot coherently elaborate
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can't stop thinking about how i flipped through the veilguard artbook today and how my perception of what it was going to be from seeing chatter about it online and what it actually was were completely different. (obvious in hindsight) like i thought the core concepts laid out in joplin were really not far off from what we ended up with and honestly, im not sure how much of a difference getting the game 5-8 years ago instead of now would have made.
like it probably would have been a much different game in execution but you can't tell me the reactions would have been less severe bc 'people wouldn't have had the time to make the game they wanted in their heads' bc have you been in this fandom? people were making up the game they wanted the second trespasser ended. that was never going to be a battle da4 was going to win.
#anyway im dizzy from the sheer volume of matt rhodes art in there#also i think ppl should be sad that we didn't get xenon's private island more than explicitly laid out evanuris lore#(that you can easily piece together yourself from the content in veilguard)#hot girl (possibly genderfluid?) imshael spinning at 10000rpm in my mind the funniest thing they could have done w that character#the mage davrin drawings...#i do wish the scoundrels concept as-pitched could have made it in there as someone who got into the fromsoft titles during the wait#like i get why they ultimately moved away from this but 'the professor' more like welcome back micolash host of nightmares#batman b-list villains was kind of the flavor of all the companion quest antagonists so we kinda got it but they needed a little more yk#i think a lot of my veilguard appreciation exists bc i played dark souls tbh lmfao#besides the fact that i love dragon age good and correctly#wrote this drunk last night but still posting
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22 for fic writer asks 🖤
22. do you ever worry about public reaction to what you're writing? how do you get past that?
ooh honestly, i don't think so? i think i'm lucky in that for the last 3-4 years, the people i've managed to attract as an audience to my writing are people who have mostly similar tastes to me, and who enjoy similar types of characterizations and themes and stories. so i feel pretty confident about the stuff i write (aside from like... the typical writer spiraling during the process when i think everything is bad LOL) and while i'm writing it i don't think i ever get the feeling that it's going to bomb or turn people off or that people will generally dislike it. or rather than not getting the feeling, i don't really think about it all. it doesn't occur to me that ppl might not like it bc i don't care bc i like it😆 i haven't written too much stuff that's "out there" or controversial in some way in a few years now (rly want to though), but even when i did, i got great reactions from likeminded people, so i haven't ever really been scared out of it 🙏 it's my own procrastination and being daunted by my own ideas that's stopping me
if we're talking "reaction" in general like comments/engagement, i'm kind of used to writing for like, myself and my corner of 3-5 freaks, so i don't expect many reactions in the first place 😆 so any comment i get is always a joy and a surprise! these days i don't find it too demotivating to think only a few people are gonna read what i write bc i'm pretty focused on just wanting my ideas to exist in my writing style and if ppl happen to like it that's an extra perk. and also the few people who are gonna read it are gonna go apeshit about it so that's really all i need and i'm always grateful for it kjsdhgjksd
so overall i think i'm lucky that i have that kinda self assurance and comfort bc like, fearing how people will react to your art is one of the fastest paths to suppressing yourself and your creative instincts and it sucks a lot. but there are a lot of judgmental and closeminded people out there who can't accept that people have different tastes than them and it can be hard not to worry about people like that seeing your work and having something to say about it. but interacting with like minded people and trying to form a community with the same values goes a long way in finding people who will support you unconditionally and enthusiastically, and that seems to be the best way to stop caring what other people might think about your art!! "me and my 2 freak mutuals" will save you, trust me
✍️ fic writer asks
#thank you for sending an ask!!#ask games#like don’t get me wrong i want comments more than anything#and not getting them is a bummer#but i feel like i do move on from it pretty quickly when it happens and i wouldn’t say it discourages me#it’s more like#i thought this thing i wrote was rly good and i still think it’s rly good but i still wish for praise LOL#and also tbh i think if you have even ONE person#who just REALLY gets what you’re trying to accomplish and feels that you’ve accomplished it#nothing else could compare
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happy two year anniversary to mirrorverse, I’m sorry to everyone I’ve inflicted this on (not really about the inflicting it on you but about the length) (how did it get so long in two years)
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[id: a bit of the ao3 work page for the first of the mirrorverse stories I’ve written. it has the publication date of July 9, 2022, circled]
#the idea itself is actually three or four days older and was Artemis’s idea on discord#there were a bunch of people spitballing and throwing ideas around and then somehow I wrote my very first fanfic I posted on ao3#(and then after that it really kinda ended up not being a community thing so much and I wish it still was#cause tbh it’s now me and two other people really and I’m writing all of it and I miss when other people were writing it#and I’m sorry for taking it over sorta but also I’m not bc this is my favorite thing to write)#(usually)#(I just miss not feeling like it only matters to me)#murderbot mirrorverse#anyways if you’ve ever written or wanted to write a mirrorverse fic please do I will die for you#(and Artemis if you see this you have two things that should go on ao3 even if they’re not *finished*#and also I think you should finish the punching one but I’m not poking you about it unless you want pokes)#alternate universe#murderbot#fanfic
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lowk feel bad on tumblr dot com sometimes bc ik most of my following came from my alhaitham x reader x kaveh fic and now all i do is talk about blade and sae like i am truly no longer much of a genshin blog i'm so sorry T^T
#cora talking#i'm not a popular blog by any means obv nor am i pretending to be#[insert long convo about why i think clout on tumblr is meaningless]#but like i got asks everyday during that time i was alhaitham x reader x kaveh writing#and i never wrote for any of the prompts or reqs ppl gave me and i still feel bad about that tbh HELP#not that it's anyone's fault except for mine like i LOVED receiving them#but it was just such a one and done thing for me like i really didnt have any more ideas apart from the ideas i put out alr#and i really REALLY wish i had more to say about them#but it is just like a fluffly lovely relationship#i defs still do think about it from time to time#like i'll come back to it maybe ?#i juuuust idk
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holy sh¡t a Deception fan in the year of our lord 2023?? how does it feel being in a fandom with 4 people in it bestie
Do not cite the deep magic to me, child... I was there when it was written!
#jokes aside#I remember when the fandom had a somewhat active 200+ fans that made fan content for the show#I was 18 when I started this blog#I'm 23 now and... wow#I made jokes about how it'll be five years and I won't be over this show... apparently I was not wrong lol#though now it's more of a fond nostalgia#I have fics I never finished#though I kinda wanna make little summary posts to just explain how those fics would've ended#in the summer of 2018 I wrote SO MUCH fanfic content because I didn't take summer courses my first year#tbh sometimes I wish I never even heard of the show but then I think of the good things it brought me#like the cool online friends I found#to discovering that I love to write and pulling me out of my first year depression#wow this got kinda sentimental#point is...#I am still kinda a fan#I make incorrect quotes now and then when I find something I think would work#I would love to see some sort of closure to the story#and tbh I still get excited by new fics#especially the Kaymeron ones#but I would love to talk more about it#if people were interested#deception
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somewhere in the shadows | chapter two
Boop! I just posted chapter two here! Anyways, here’s a random gif because I feel weird just having a five word post.
#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy fanfic#tbh this might be the longest chapter I’ve written in the history of chapters I’ve written#my attention span is zip for some things#this chapter was so hard to write and for why#writing is hard#writing fights is hard#why did I write fights two chapters in a row#I DONT KNOW because I h8 myself apparently#goddamn Elly control your attraction towards Sebastian#I kinda wished I wrote a duel with sebastian and someone else#so Elly could marvel about his rolled up sleeves more#HAHAHA I’m jk I have plenty of opportunities to do that#fanfic
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have u ever felt like crying writing a scene
#cos i think it b me now writing col#just wrote the hardest scene i've ever had to write ever#tbh still writing it#wish me luck#shotorus.process#also i think ill be dropping 2 things for the next col release bc#i think it just flows better if i release 1 long thing + 1 supplemental shorter/indiv thing that expounds on a specific scene more#if i put the full scene in the long fic the mood/tone doesn't rlly fit w everything else#but ive also written it in its entirety alr so its a waste if i dont put it anywhere... HAHAH
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Spn blogs in my recs and they WILL NOT LEAVE.
#they’re even on my main blog now#at least for me#and like yeah I get it blood and rot and family and whatever#I think I’m getting my period soon because it usually doesn’t annoy me like this but GOD#I don’t WANT these here.#but tbh I just don’t like the fandom. it’s all very clique-y and I am so so lonely#like genuinely I haven’t felt good about a single thing I posted for that in way too long#I like WRITING but posting?? in that fandom? it’s terrible. I hate it#& I’ve taken to writing out all my frustration and anger and grief in a separate doc to be deleted before posting the main work#which is fucking. just. it’s bad. I’ve never had to do that for ANY fandom I wrote for.#and I geeeeeet that it’s because it’s such a big fandom so people know each other and it’s not like my small communities where you#parallel play in peace. but I don’t like it. it’s deeply uncomfortable and isolating and I’m so sick of it#but I also like the writing I do so I try to just stay in my niche and not look at anyone else#I think I unfollowed every fandom blog save for two? three? so I could be alone instead of lonely#but it still washes over me whenever I post something.#oh an! sometimes I’m tempted to just do something super mass appealing so they’ll like me but that just makes me feel worse#I’ve been tempted to delete my blog so many times because I lost my friends from the old fandoms and this one is the poorest substitute#but I also feel like that won’t make me happier either. I wish I’d just never started engaging w that show tbh#okay done. just. I’m going through it
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Work sucks i want to stay home and draw
#i sketched a totk drawing i wanna digitalize it#i wish i could but its alread 130am and i go to work at 10am#:((#ive been posting on a few places some commission examples and pricing but im getting nothing#which is fine#i really want to do illustrations as a job#like stuff for baby books#ive already semi wrote(just want to reword it) and did a story board layout thing with all the sketches#it shouldnt take me too long to actually do#like a couple days#but i have 0 motivation to take out my tablet and hook it up constantly#i need an ipad but $$$$#idk if clip for ipad is any good though and idk if ill like procreate#tbh i found out i can get one with accessories and warranty for 260#could be 220 but i want the warranty
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Every semester, I feel like my instant thought is always "I am dropping every class. They're all horrible." but by the end usually end up really liking it so I really just need to ignore my first impressions, but god looking at the syllabi really destroys my mental state
#yet i dont remember liking the first class i took for my one major and im not excited for it this time either 😐#even tho ive spent the most time around that prof cumulatively i still dont really think i like him all that much 😭😭😭#my department sucks because theres only 2 profs and the one sucks so bad that she has a 1 star review#and the other prof who i feel lukewarm about goes so far as to tell his students to avoid classes with her#so im really stuck between a rock and a hard place 😭😭😭#i think he just gets on my nerves too easily. and he was on the abroad trip i went on so i do feel like ive gotten closer#but like you know those people who the dynamic feels very one sided with? thats him for me. i think its just a cultural difference tho tbh#but otherwise i think my other classes will be fine :D#just feeling a bit 😧 rn bcs i have to make an introduction vid for my online class and I DONT WANNNAAAAAAAAAAA#also i miss all my profs from my prev semester :<#i think i talked about it on here but ahhhh my one linguistics prof she was so nice#but it haunts me bcs she asked if she could use one of my papers as an example paper in the future#and i was of course very honored....#BUT ALSO THE PAPER I WROTE USED F1 DRIVERS AS EXAMPLES LMAO#so im so glad that the first half of the 2023 season is now just a time capsule in that class#like literally a time capsule where you can exactly tell which era it was bcs i used Nyck as an example 🌚#well anyways wish me luck i hate starting things it's like trying to cram yourself into a new skin or something#and then when youre very pleased and comfortable with it all its then over :(#catie.rambling.txt
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I bet you were born in Poland! 🤠
you are absolutely right anon 😭😭
#i wish i wasnt tho#i hate this country#the only good thing we have here is food tbh#pierogi 🩷#anon#i saved every letter you wrote me*
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It isn’t potential, though. Vegeta is famously, canonically, interesting and complex and well written, despite the anime’s best efforts to stifle it. The nuggets you get from Toei are what survived them scraping off Toriyama’s (very good, highly skilled) storytelling and character writing to focus on making Goku as plastic and stiff as the action figures they use the series to market (which Toriyama actively, vocally, and repeatedly did not want or like).
when u like a character for their potential to be interesting and complex more than how they’re actually written
#Vegeta has one of the most *famously* well-written developmental character arcs of all time fjdjd this post was Not About Him#Unless this is someone who has only ever seen DBS’ anime I do not understand this take Geets’ arc is 30 years old and largely unmatched#The anime scrapes off the nuance and love and force feeds you corporate protag worship so you’ll buy branded shit with protag’s face on it#I WISH I was exaggerating but I’m so bitter about Corporate Greed bleeding out good storytelling for the last decade lmao#I remember when I was blaming Toriyama for Toei’s writing. I’m so glad I know better now. Toriyama’s writing is so charming.#And honestly nothing summarizes my beef better than that One Panel of Vegeta and Trunks hanging out with Bulma and Dr B in the lab when Cel#Announced the Cell games.#The Anime 1) took bulma out of the lab 2) has geets start beef for no reason 3) has him leave without trunks and 4) just totally overrides#that despite all the grandstanding and attitude and mistakes leading up to that point Vegeta is there seated in the room with his family#Not pouting or grumpy or forced he’s just chillin in a chair in the lab while Bulma and DrB work on 16#And then when he leaves and Trunks follows and Bulma offers him a haircut Geets STOPS and WAITS for his son to be finished#like that scene is everyone grouped off with the people they’re closest to in the manga and Geets is with his family#That’s Toriyama’s Vegeta. Toei decided to make that moment about beefing with Yamcha and Bulma being out …? shopping…???#And Roshi explaining the Concept of a tournament to everyone before Cell explains what a tournament is to everyone. again.#Anyway old man yells at cloud hashtag ReadTheManga you get it#10 Days Til Daima!#Praying they don’t fuck up the final thing Toriyama ever trusted them with!!!!#But the woman writing it also wrote cells at work so at the VERY least we’re getting a cute funny DB show#Which tbh is all I want at this point
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i genuinely wish a real edwina character existed so bad. genderbent eddie who punches men in the face yelling "HOW DARE YOU?" when she senses slight innuendo but flirts with bartenders to get free drinks and punches richie in the face when he gets jealous and when she has to wear a bra wears one so tight it cuts off circulation to her head so she's even dumber and orders one of every wine bottle and saves women from richie's seduction attempts only to flirt with them herself.... you are real to me and i love you. "just because I'm a bird, it doesn't mean I'm not handy with me dukes!" while beating a man over the head? would be even more iconic if said by an actual female character.
#edwina could be an she/it lesbian.... does anyone see my vision#she'd pull the public outcry “MY MOTHER WARNED ME ABOUT YOU!” thing on richie all the time over the smallest things. female manipulator 🥰#like i realized that so many of the lines said by ade in Finger truly doesnt depend on the “actually a guy doing a scheme” thing to be funny#itd be so funny said by a woman too. and to me it would be even more iconic if she existed. does anyone know a character thats as crazy as#eddie but woman bc im weak for women in comedy#makes me wish rik and ade wrote more female characters tbh (ofc i get that they mostly wrote characters for themselves to play)#nina.rambles#bbc bottom#this is basically a i need more batshit insane silly pathetic female comedy characters post. which is kind of on me im sure more must exist#my mind goes to dee reynolds <3
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