#things i draw to cope with my life
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They love each other so much.
They can't properly hug because Luke would just pass through him, but they kept trying for decades
#star wars#luke skywalker#anakin skywalker#anakin and luke#force ghosts#sequels era#my art#things i draw to cope with my life#also ty everyone who tried to cheer me up
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I don't have a silly cheeky comment for this one besides it leans heavily on my headcanons and stuff on Grujaja. (that's how you know ur in the tranches for a character.)
^face of a guy that keeps hurtin his bonds w anyone close to him. Bonus doodles i made while drawing this that are semi related due to being tied to my Gr headcanons unda the cut lol:
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#ggg capochin#ggg grujaja#ggg gr#ggg hector#<- in the readmore lol#Capo is so used to my Grujaja just quietly doing what he asks even after the bizzyboys dissolve it throws him through a loop when told no#<- this is a fact ive drawn in past images. i did that on purpose. Grujaja doing what he's told no hesitation or input#spent 3/4s of his life following these guys and not having his own personal hobbies. or having many personal items. it was his life#devoted to a cause and what it stood for because to him it saved his life meanwhile its just another festering wound.#capo is also drunk and girlrotting#capo lashing out at things and going too far fans where are u im right here#also please note the use of โkidโ to a 40 year old man.#Capo still seeing gr as a small scared kid despite it being 33 years later#and getting the smack in the face this guy is a more mature adult than he is#because capo straight up broke the one thing Gruja wore on him he really cared about and instead on attacking that man he just gets up#and walks away#i cope with my evil images by drawing tiny gr because he brings me joy lol. little animal.#anyeay sorry guys for the insanity sometimes it controls me like a puppet to commit crimes and heavy headcanoning
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I dropped off the face of the Lupin III fandom for six months and now I have to relearn how to draw these idiots from scratch
#my passion for lupin iii went on vacation for a while because life was Happening; a Lot; All at once#and apparently my brain decided that a good way to cope with stress-#-and seasonal depression was to yeet the special interests out the window?????? for some reason???#anyway I AM BACK BABY!!!#i need to get back into drawing too. urgh so many things to do!#lupin iii#daisuke jigen
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judas, kiss me, if offensed
#kinda quick kinda messy#did most of this in my sound design class lmao sorry rudi#my art#arcane#league of legends#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayvik#tumblr gets to see this first#got really self conscious about only drawing fanart again lol i gotta get over myself#things have been. hm. not great. in many respects#and getting way too invested in fiction is still my healthiest coping mechanism so#here. have at it#i cant for the life of me draw the machine heralds skin texture but i tried. e for effort#LOVE the religious connotations of their whole thing btw and i ESPECIALLY love how viktor is jesus moses and the virgin mary in one#the ultimate idol
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Guilty Challenge but he also got stuck
#haha radio silence only to come back with Genshin oop#Hi I love Itto#He's rly rly fun to draw and im mad at myself for not drawing enough of him#I've been going through months of burnout and demotivation when it's come to art due to various things happening in life#only now am I feeling the desire to draw again#idk or maybe it's also coping with my last sem of school lol#Anyway I wanna draw things tht interest me again#It'll be nice to get back into the ease of uploading too...but man social media's daunting and tiring hghfgf#man does drawing Itto's canon body bnring me joy#his canon body that clearly not been nuked in game#canon buff idiot that's canon to me and you cant tell me otherwise#im not in denial shut#genshin impact#arataki itto#guilty challenge#redraw#10 points and a head pat to those who know where the 2nd pose comes from#taemin guilty
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(trying to be) happy to be here
#a doodley#1st pic is from last yr#im an easy crier and lately its bc i hate the way my life is going but then i think abt how one day ill be dead and i wont be able to#draw anymore or look at birds anymore or eat things i like anymore and it also sends me into insane crying hysterics#i want to live so bad.... but idk... i shld make the best of what i have. and try to cope with what i have (hence the images)#bc like idk. i want to leave so bad but my parents will be gone someday too so why am i in a rush to not see em...idk.#i dont knowwwwwww chimp image#copium. i have to find anything to be excited about. trying.#sorry its those nefarious 3 am thots -_-
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comparison!! yuu as I drew him in 2024, february 5th; and this panel from my latest post that just so happened to be drawn in february 5th 2025...
it has been a full year since i started to draw re:kinder like crazy www when drawing yuu i'd always reference one of my own drawings of him for consistency, yet even the way i draw him changed quite a lot www
but im very happy with it๐๐ thought id share this since im amused by the evolution of it
#my art#re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#that also happened to be the starting point where i started to draw rekinder like crazy#not the first time i drew it#but it was when my mind had finally set on. โyo...this...this is so peak i need to draw it really bad i have so many visionsโ#god bless you rekinder and thank you mr parun#imma be so real i have. GENUINELY no idea what i would be drawing if i hadnt played rekinder#what i was into drawing a lot beforehand was Earthbound but. unfortunate events happened that. kind off have soured it for me#even now im still shaken up by thay so . i dont think i would have really gone back to drawing it as intensely imma be real#so with that YEAH i have no idea what id be doing?? drawing my ocs maybe idk but what would i be doing with my brain#rekinder has become such a big comfort and part of my life now that its hard to imagine howd it be if i didnt play it#like indulging in something that comforts me in that way really helped me cope with my illness so. i genuinely dont know what id been doin#anyway fun fact i think its very apparent but the only thin that has stayed the exactly th3 same is the color scheme#which may sound strange but whenever i draw a new character im not one to color pick much rather i pick colors out for myself#in some cases its for value adjustments where id see it fit but mostly i think picking my colors making them my own is part of my style www#dunt know how to explain it but point is the colors have stayed exactly the same www#ITS FUNNT BECAUSE I STILL FOLLOW THE SAME METHODOLOGY I DID WHEN DRAWIN YUU LAST YEAR#i know visually they look different but i see my art with my hands#like. im not good at all remembering things visually and the way i make things stick is via hands and the way ive drawn yuu is the same#hand memory disc.... i think a good chunk of my long term memory is registered through my hands#i think if my hands were to be chopped off i would forget how to speak#but does that imply that if my hands were to be consumed or sewed onto someone elses arms they would gain the knowledge i save there#or is my elbow or full arm is needed to achieve that connection... like what if the rest of the arm if like. the torso to the brain of the h
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Me: *draws for two weeks straight*
Me: Why does my hand hurt so much???
(but I wanna keep drawing anyway๐ฅฒ)
#a part of me wants to power through the pain because I don't want to stop drawing#but the rational part of my brain says thats a very bad idea and will make the pain worse#BUT DRAWING#how am I meant to cope with the stress of life if I can't draw my pookie????#he's the only thing keeping my sane#stupid hands#just work#let me draw forever with no consquences
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my computer died so it did all my stuff in it ain't that funny coming from having a good month
#I lost all my works and uni stuff#luckily I found some stuff in the cloud and a pendrive but my recent drawings are officially lost#I was doing a falco portrait guys I want to fucking die bc I put so much effort on it#and so I did on some wips and old stuff I was proud of#also lost a couple of things like audios and old shite like my writing (when I used to write)#yet I instantly was more upset about losing my wip of falco bc fixation but then I remembered everything else that is also important ykno#I don't even know how to cope with this#I was getting back onto digital and slapped back to traditional in a night. or more like stabbed and kicked back#c'est la vie or something less painful#don't mind me tiny life
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a modern human au where nothing bad ever happenned to them and they got to grow up together. I am making myself cry with this chat
#north is sad and beige and would have a stupid phone case#also i did a watermark thingy because im such a cool ans serious artist look at me#BTW !!!!! first thing im posting thats drawn on my new tablet :3#north has beige mom energy. idk how i feel about it. im just leettinf it happen#yall have no idea i am SHAKING im so normal about them#i need to get to work on. everything about this. bc i really wanna finally be able to coherebtly tell their story#im very insane about them and THE THEMES !!!!!!!#ARGHHHHH#anyways#murl draws#murls ocs#oc#my oc#oc art#art#my art#artists on tumblr#whatever other tags there are#just you wait. i will make this into something coherent#ughhhg i cant. i need to cope ok#and its smth i myself made up wtf !!!!!#imagine being separated from your sibling who is your whole world at a young age and spending the next several decades being told theyre a#a traitor and eventually hunting them down only to discover that while you werw kept in a bubble where everything stayed the same the rest#of thw world has changed so much including your sibling and you realize the only person you could rely on these past few decades has been l#lying to you and now youre completely unajusted to life and have to deal with the fact everything isnt what you thiugjt it was AND EVERYRHJ#G CHABGED IT CHANGED !!!! CHANGE IS INEVITABLE AND YOU HAVE TO FOR THE FIRST TIME VE FACED WITH LIVING FOR YOURSELF AND DISCIVERING WHO YOU#ARE AS A PERSON HHHHHHHHH I CANTTTT.#i dont event have all the names for characters yet GAHHHHH
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"your wrists are starting to feel better, you could probably draw a little bit"
That is the devil talking
Drawing is the wrist killer, our hubris made this situation worse to begin with
Do not listen to that sweet siren song, you are not fully healed and we still don't even have any sort of ergonomic setup yet
There is a light at the end of the tunnel, but you must stay strong
Resist.

#this is for me#I might be in the trenches a little bit#I'm pretty close to back to where I started before shit got really bad but it is especially crucial at this point that I don't fuck up again#it is absolutely killing me inside though#drawing is one of the few things on this bitch of an earth that still brings me joy and makes life easier to cope with#and it's such an inextricable part of my soul that it's genuinely painful not to be able to do it#like I would firmly rather have my legs blown off-
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Listening to Let Go by BTS while being sad about minecraft diaries is crazy bc actually fuck off
#aphblr#aphverse#aphmau#mcd#aphmau minecraft diaries#minecraft diaries#this is so fucked#i love minecraft diaries so close to my heart#I need to make a post word vomitting about my headcanons sometime#i will do that soon#i don't like diverging from canon too much#so most my headcanons are more about small things I notice line up#but that are never really confirmed in canon#like levin definitely being garroths biological son#obvious lowk by how levins mother asks abotu garroth#and jsut can't remember that bc early season they're jst gaining conciousness again in the area around pd#yk#anyways#i used mcd lowk#and pdh#to cope with my dads death during late 2017#and also bts since i got into bts just before my dad died#so it's a weird mesh of coping methods coming together years later#esp since i've been getting into both again lately#and working on my yr12 major work on grief and how i deal with it in my everday life#that's crazy#i need to finish all 6 of my artworks this weekend and week pray for me#it's 2 hours until sunday so really i have a day#fuck#i spent too much time drawing fanart and playing dauntless
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The Alien: Romulus poster only it's one of my OCs because I am very normal about this movie. It totally didn't ignite an old obsession I had with this series when I was like fifteen and I am not brainstorming ideas for a stroy that involves my OCs. No, sir
Anyway. Something something having type 1 narcolepsy makes Michael an ideal target for xenomorphs something something he also has earrings now. If this isn't character development then I don't know what is
#Implement facehugger anatomy from the 1979 movie because I disliked the modern design of it's tail#Also did the same thing for the anatomy of its fingers because I just think the 1979 movie did it better than Romulus#I have to physically restrain myself from drawing for this whackass AU because I have like 27574394 wips going on#Also like fuckin ten different AUs too#God damn me and my adhd brain#What did you think I'm gonna cope with life like a normal person naah babygirl in this house we brainstorm AU ideas for our OCs#Michael needs a fucking break#Alien#alien: romulus#alien 1979#Michael Tosh#Original character#oc art#My art#artists of tumblr
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anyway to cope with playing ddlc i drew the cast in under ten minutes in erasable pen. natsuki is a scottish fold and sayori is a golden retriever.




And of course my second favourite meme


#my art#doodles#ddlc#ddlc natsuki#ddlc sayori#the weak should fear the strong#my beloved wife and monika are next#i already know what animals theyre going to be but its a surprise!!#coping mechanism: draw them as animals.#i cant wait to sit down with six reference images and devote two hours of my life to drawing an anthro dog anime girl <333#also natsuki's blazer is covered in pins and badges. and its safety-pinned at the cuffs bcse she is smol with short limbs#also her weird little ribbon things are attached to her ears. because where else would they go.#wait. wait. reexamining her hair. i thought she had funky little ribbon clips. what do you mean she doesnt have funky little ribbon clips. s
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honestly would anyone stop me if i were just super "cringy" being over-self-indulgent drawing niche interests constantly,, even w self-insert drawing
...who knows and who cares, i'm still coming around to loving the art process again and this is an unexpected source of motivation, but i'll take anything i can get
#i'm still ruminating on things and what to do in Life/Art esp to cope w the future + animation industry feeling dire rn;;#i just! want to be with friends and make friends! and maintain my love for friends living and drawing!! it's about love!!#yes i'm still working on my art skills to be a storyboard artist and stay employed for the future#but#i want to love friends. and love art. i want to live life and stay happy and keep going in all these not Just for a job if that makes sense#text#and yeah this is about#protocreed#being an unexpected train of nostalgia that's somehow made me more happy/motivated in drawing now haha
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SORRY TO TAKE SUCH A HARD LEFT BUT HOW DO YOU THINK JO FOUND OUT ARAKAWA WAS DEAD
IM GOING TO SCREAM IF I TRY TO THINK ABOUT THAT NOOOOO I GOTTA GET BACK TO YOU IN 5-7 BUSINESS DAYS WITH THAT ONE............
#snap chats#id shit and cry if aoki was the one that told him in a condescending/bitchy way yk what i mean#like as if to jab at jo like 'oh dont worry about dealing with dad- since you were too incompetent to do it i had someone else handle it'#not that word for word im SURE but yk what i mean. just GENERALLY thats the energy#the timing of this ask is soooo funny i was just talkin to my twit friend bout arasawa#and how youve been inspiring me to draw it more again as of late and this is NOT helping !!!! i am ADDING IT to my LIST#cause i want to be in pain i guess (;ยดเผเบถโฝเผเบถ`) I JUST SEE IT SO CLEARLY IN MY HEAD EGUUUGHH#im still gonna chew on the idea of How tho im still gonna chew on it cause i have other stuff lined up Obvi but..... OUGH PAIN...#verrrrry awkward when i post a thing in liek an hour cause that shit gon be a lil cute so then i just got this in the back of my dome โ ๏ธโ ๏ธ#thank you........#throwing up as i remember aoki being like 'you're acting strange lately' brb#OUUGHHGH dying.#LIKE IM JUST THINKIG OF ALL THE EMOTIONS JO WOULDVE BEEN FEELING- /ESP/ IF HE WAS IN FRONT OF AOKI#how would he even cope... i mean judging by the eye scene Not Well butu OUUGHvLKJVALKJ#ITS THE CONFLICTED FEELINGS AGAIN CAUSE LIKE he SHOUULDNT care as much as he does right...#arakawa was just his boss... but if THAT was the case why not take him out when jo was first asked too.....#aoki is his priority in life right...... arakawa wasn't supposed to be anyone important BUT THEN HE DID BECOME IMPORTANT#making myself throw up#anyway this is why jo shouldve been allowed to rip tendo to shreds. in my humble opinion. <- sobbing#NAWWW IT THE WAY I HAVE TO GO OUT WITH MY SIS RIGHT AFTER THIS WELKFJALFKJLKVJ#I CANT BE NORMALLLLL
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