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sometimes people need more support than one person can give.
#having feelings™️#it was so very good but every time i remember certain parts i feel ill#sometimes#and hear me out#i wish i fell apart more in front of people#watching nick during the party scene with tao caused within me a visceral panic#i want to express my emotions!!!!#i want to connect with other peope during highly emotional times!!!!!!#i want to cry and have someone hold me!!!!#oh and yes i’m having my yearly panic about over whether or not im aromantic#because yall.#the *concept* of having a significant other is looking rather appealing#anyways#i’ll be 21 in two days#things are pretty okay generally#i love you#heartstopper
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ngl, I'm beginning to take issue with how in conversations about anti-intellectualism almost automatically, the face of girls and women will be slapped on the problem.
#'all those tiktok girls who only like marvel films and' - why do you always say girls and women? are the guys filling opera halls instead?#'women in their mid 20s who still only read YA novels' okay sure that's an example and relevant discussions can be had#but it reminds me of the mocking tone in which people speak of 'chick-lit' to use women's interest as an indicator of lower value#while in fact women are reading more than men in EVERY single genre of fiction. Women are doing a lot of (often unpaid) labour#supporting libaries supporting theatres supporting cultural events#meanwhile there is a pretty big overlap between toxic masculinity and anti-intellectualism#(especially misogyny and homophobia)#especially when it comes to things like ballet or opera or musical or generally dance#in fact it is often the female investment in specific things that makes them less 'valuable' in general consciousness#for thousands of years the theatre was well-respected and a high form of art - and now it's a 'wife-thing'#the father who will teach his son that theatre and dance are for girls - how is that never an example for anti-intellectualism
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#yyyYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH#WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE THIIIIIIIIIIS THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII#IIIIIIIIIIIIIIING#wooloo#MY FUNNY LITTLE FUCKIGN CCREATURE. jSJFLKHALFASJHFSALJ:DAb.#okay hi. this thing was my icon on tumblr for a while after it was revealed before gen 8 came out#pretty much every generation that comes out there's just that One pokémon that makes me go ouoouhruhhghuoHRUOgHOURGHO#and this was that one for swsh. for hisui it was growlithe. and for sv it was fidough#but this thing. oooooooohohohohohoho this thing#i liked this thing through some. strange identity parts of my life where i was still figuring out who i even Was#and it's gonna stick with me because of that#if only it was like. good. to use. in-game. and also. was in sv. i think it was only ever in swsh and never anything else#yeah it was only ever in swsh. which is sad! for me‚ specifically. and the other wooloo fans out there who may or may not exist#but it's fine if you don't because i have enough love for wooloo to go around for all of us
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FELIXXX doodle dump. because i love him dearly and i also think he's a freak i need to push down a flight of stairs. he truly is convinced he's the most sane of the heroes.....and to be fair he is surrounded by...some pretty Strange guys. but like attracts like my dude. you are NOT the straight man (or a Straight Man!!!!!)
annnnd furthermore, what brought YOU into this weird world of superheroism in the first place, felix?? 🤨 HMM. wonder if he'll ever get comfortable enough to share....
#CHAT what do we think of human felix....or well fear in general bc i wanna use this as a canon design too for the most part LOL#i really wanted to incorporate the shape of his Nerve into his hair....im pretty happy with the result :]#dooon't think i've talked about it on here yet. but trans felix real 😁 and trans sammy WHEEEE#also . sorry about the horrid bootleg plush but if i had to sift through a bunch of bootleg fear merch to draw it#you have to see it Okay. 💜 even sol is pretty spooked by it. thing's Haunted.#inside out 2#inside out#inside out au#inside out fear#inside out disgust#inside out joy#inside out sadness#inside out anxiety#AND....a certain guy in a VERY tiny bit of the canvas. whom felix may be missing 😔#superhero au#sketchbook
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red giant starlo au doodles
#red giant starlo au#red giant star#astronomy#starlo uty#uty starlo#starlo#ceroba ketsukane#ceroba uty#uty ceroba#orion uty#uty orion#undertale#undertale yellow#uty#digital art#doodles#generally i think orion is pretty avoidant of touch and stuff but like. if his brother is like dying or something#he’ll give him a solid pat on the back if he’s the one of the only ones who can do it#oh and ceroba isn’t happy about this either btw. she has a LOT to deal with already and this is just another thing#imo all he wants is her company. to help him feel a lil better. and also to make sure she’s okay LMAO#i think the feisty five….. try and take care of him
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I just had a realisation
#okay but for real though#if you don’t even bother to get their hooked noses in then what even are you doing#the fact that both Wolfwood and Haurchefant have hooked noses but are drawn/modelled in a way that still makes them attractive#is part of what also makes their faces unique#one of the things that made me really mad about Trigun Stampede is how they completely flattened Wolfwood’s hooked nose#and gave him a pretty much generic face#when it was those kinds of features that made him unique#and then of course that was carried over to fanart#thank goodness haurchie didn’t get the Tristamp treatment#but the thing is#seeing him drawn without his hooked nose reminds me too much of that *shudders*#like honestly#*sees haurchie fanart without his hooked nose* eww get away from me you white bread milquetoast dollar store kindom hearts looking twink#but honestly though#any ffxiv girlies here who are also Trigun girlies would get me#final fantasy#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#trigun#ffxiv haurchefant#haurchefant greystone#trigun wolfwood#nicholas d wolfwood#meme
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very much not a youtuber fanart person but the end of hermitcraft season 9 really got to me so here's ya boy grain.
#cringefail minecraft fanart I KNOW OKAY#IM SICK ALL I CAN DO IS SIT IN BED AND DRAW#grian#grian fanart#hermitcraft#secret life#life series smp#hermitcraft smp#my holiday season kinda sucks okay give me this one#its wild how long ive watched hermitcraft tho its very much my no thoughts head empty watch while eating thing#but i remember watching like. season 3 when it came out?#which i think was like a decade ago#jesus.#also like. gaming youtube is pretty nuts i have a general rule not to go near any content that like#doesnt get that their main audience is 12#like if they swear im taking it as a red flag#and so far have not been proven wrong#Bitter Content#fanart#digital art#no one look at me okay im too tired
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Something that’s been bothering me, in Cyberverse Season 1 we hear about the Decepticon cause being made because Megatron wanted to fight against and change the corruption on Cybertron
But like, we never actually saw any of that in the flashbacks. Best you can say is Starscream having a high opinion of himself due to being a jet (or at least that’s what I think was going on? It was something about Starscream and being a jet), but you can also assume Starscream’s just being an ass, not that this is a systemic issue on Cybertron. Outside of that, everyone seems to have been doing fine, they got along and everyone was vibing and having fun, going to Cube games and chilling at Maccadam’s, going out to do some racing on a vacation to Velocitron
I do suppose we were limited to only seeing things that Bee witnessed himself, but he was there for other important events before war was declared, we could have seen some more evidence that things were bad on Cybertron before the war and why Megatron and Optimus were so intent on changing things
As it is, it feels more like telling and not showing, and I don’t really understand why the Decepticon cause was needed in the first place. Well I mean I do, but that’s because I know the story in other continuities, not because Cyberverse told me
And if I can pivot slightly, I feel like this is an issue in other shows as well. Earthspark barely went into the backstory of the war at all, only making vague allusions like the “lower-class” remark and Orion Pax getting the Matrix (which honestly I don’t remember why he got at all and if it was related to the war). And yes, Earthspark was about moving forward after the war, but also the show wanted to portray Decepticons in a more neutral light, allowing them their second chances to do better after the war. Not to mention Megatron switching sides due to realizing how far he’d strayed from his original cause. I don’t feel like telling the Terrans the original causes of the war would be out of question, it makes all the sense. Also if we’re trying to portray the Decepticons as not being pure evil, explaining the horrible conditions that drove them to starting it would do wonders. Megatron is here, he can tell the Terrans with all the correct info if the Autobots can’t
Prime also has this problem, but I’m willing to give it a lot more leeway because it was part of the Aligned continuity, which was made up of more than just this one show, and Transformers Exodus I’m told went into this backstory a lot more. So okay, it’s explained somewhere. Though personally, I wish we went into this backstory a bit more in the actual show, because all I know from it was that Megatron was a gladiator fighting for change, Orion Pax met him and agreed, then they proposed their ideas for change to the Senate and it caused them to split. I don’t actually know why they were fighting for change. Again, I know Exodus did and it was around at the same time as the show, but we don’t all have access to Exodus. And honestly it might be the reason the other shows don’t go into it much either, despite it being the only one with an excuse
Like I think this annoys me because it feels like the shows expect you to know the general backstory so we don’t have to go into it. But you’re supposed to tell us this, especially when this isn’t like Batman or Superman’s origins where everyone knows the backstory of the war
I know what the backstory is, but not because these shows told me. It’s because Emperor Kumquat told me in a YouTube video where he was explaining the Aligned backstory from Exodus, while making the point that people who only watched Prime wouldn’t know all of this. How was I supposed to know this information if I hadn’t?
And to go back to Cyberverse, I can make excuses for Prime and Earthspark; both were set long after the war started and Prime especially didn’t have much reason to go into it outside of what it did. But not only did Cyberverse have the means to show us corrupt pre-war Cybertron vis Bumblebee’s flashbacks in Season 1, it had at least a little leaning to making the Decepticons more sympathetic. They are still for the most part antagonistic, but it did make the point that Optimus originally agreed with Megatron, we had bots on both sides getting along during peace talks and Windblade being angry at Slipstream’s killer, had most of the main threats not be Megatron’s forces that had the two sides forced to team up, and by the latter half of Season 3, had Megatron be more heroic, with him saving the day from the Quintessons and wielding his own Matrix of Leadership, and working to stop the other him that he knows is coming to reclaim his Matrix. They aren’t at Earthspark Season 1’s level, but they weren’t making the Decepticons pure evil either. So I feel like we should really see what it is they were fighting for originally
#admittedly I may have strayed a little from my original point by the time I start talking about other shows#but you get what I’m talking about#or at least I hope you do#and that I know what I’m talking about#can we please stop just alluding to corrupt pre-war Cybertron with assumption we already know#and just show us the corruption?#I think this is one of the reasons I want the backstory to change#because they refuse to properly use this one and explain it to us#TF One actually does this so it doesn’t have this problem#while also changing things but keeping to a lot of the general plot points#I get more of an understanding of the corruption and the Decepticon side of things from fanfiction#and yeah okay fanfics may want them to be more sympathetic than they actually are#but most of these things in the fics are true in continuities where we do know the backstory#or at least I’m pretty sure parts of it are#so can we just see more of this in the actual shows? Please?#I’m worrying that I’ve strayed too far from my original point again#probably should have stopped before I went into Earthspark and Prime#but they’re relevant and I don’t think would stand on their own post without it being too similar#also I think I’ve made some of these points before but I’m highlighting them again#transformers#transformers cyberverse#megatron#decepticons#transformers earthspark#transformers prime
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My cat always scratches at doors at random times in the night. Usually around 2, 4, and 6am. That's because this little bitch doesn't have a regular sleeping pattern and takes power naps, and gets a little concerned when she wakes up at night and everyone else is just. Not there??? We're not walking around, we're not talking, we're in our rooms alone and we're sleeping??? My cat cannot comprehend it.
And you know who else takes power naps instead of sleeping at night? You know who I snatched that headcanon from? (Pretty sure it was Dark)
Dust.
Dust literally saves everyone from Killer's cats scratching at doors and waking them up in the middle of the night. His sleeping patterns coincidentally matched up with the cats. So when a cat is wandering around, it would usually just scratch into Dust's room and calm down. Bonus if Dust and Killer actually share a room, and when they go to sleep all the cats are with Killer and when they wake up they're all with Dust. (Upsets Killer to no end.)
Okay, from here cw/tw? for schizophrenia and a semi-detailed hallucination episode
With my headcanon that Dust has schizophrenia, this would be an absolute nightmare for him.
A symptom of schizophrenia is hearing voices and sounds that aren't there. His main hallucination would be Phantom, and I've read that the voices schizophrenic people hear are usually far away. Like they are literally in the walls/srs.
Now imagine Dust hallucinating Phantom, while also hearing cats scratch at his door. Do you know how badly it would fuck with him. He would hear a voice from the wall, and assume that someone is trying to crawl into his room and scratch open the walls. So he just sits on his bed and hyperventilates. Bonus if the episode would involve physical hallucinations, with hands roaming on his face, head, shoulders, neck. And then with the sound of the scratching his brain would automatically make him feel nails scraping at his arms and legs.
#ceask rambles#utmv#undertale#undertale au#killer sans#dust sans#phantom papyrus#schizophrenia#cats#holy fuck I went dark for a moment#it was supposed to be a fluffy headcanon that Dust just attracts the cats with his sleeping schedule#how did this#what#okay I guess#I literally know about schizophrenia because me and my friends made a high school au#and I added Dust having schizophrenia#because its generally a big misconception/headcanon in the russian utmv community#i got it from there#and I made a ton of research to make Dust's teenage schizophrenia as accurate as possible#I even have a document with things I pasted from a pretty much trusted website#there was this interview with a schizophrenic woman and she was talking about an episode of hers she had#she thought her arm was gone#was pretty interesting to read abour#shes also the one who mentioned voices being in the walls rather than in your head or next to you#shit is crazy#sighs I should rewrite Cross from my hsau hes low key shit and just pining over Killer#anyway
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ghuuhh..... important.... announcement i must make.....................
I have an Etsy shop now!!! :DDD I just got it finished up and actually opened last night, so I still need to add like a custom pfp and banner to my shop, but I officially have oneeee single listing of a bulkhead pin on there 😼😼😼 if you are at all interested in checking this out I would mighty appreciate it gang!! :DD https://www.etsy.com/listing/1734745938/the-bulkpin
I'll be getting my shop more customized and pretty looking very soon, and eventually have more than just one single pin listed. So stay tuned !!!! ^^ <33 I love you guyzzzz bai bai!! runs away really fast cartoon skittering sfx
#sorry if anything sounds a bit odd the way i worded anything here#im feelin a wee bit sheepish siiigghhh#maybe when I get things customized and stuff I will feel a little more professingnallllll#need a pretty pfp!!!!!!!!! a cool banner!!!!!!!!1#oouwwhhggg wobbles around like jelly falls over.#if you have any general advice about etsy stuff at all im always always open to learning more shtuff btw!! :D#this is a brand new endeavor for me i wanna make sure i do wellllll#i am done with my rambling okay baii baii byeee bye bye baiiiiiiii explodes into a billion pieces#my art#etsy#transformers#maccadam#transformers animated#tfa#bulkhead#tfa bulkhead#my etsy#i suppose that shall become a tag neowwww#heart
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so i just spent like 4 hours writing the text to and recording a murderbot-themed song to the melody of jingle bell rock, because i've been forced to listen to jingle bell rock on repeat at work and my brain helpfully suggested that "jingle bell" and "murderbot" have the same amount syllables on like repeat number 3 and ever since my brain's just been going "murderbot, murderbot, murderbot rock"
(the lyrics are like /so/ bad for the amount of time i spent on this, it reads like a 15-min project, also i /can't/ sing, i was literally told to "stop intentionally singing this badly" in music class in school at one point, and it's recorded on my phone mic, on a phone that cost under $150 new)
but man i am so happy/excited about this and im legit thinking about like if i can learn how to 1. make videos with karaoke text in them, 2. fucking ANIMATE a short video with like simple chibi-like drawings (i can't draw either), (and also maybe 3. get some vocaloid-like voice program to sing this instead of me) in the next 48-ish hours to make a murderbot-themed video for christmas
#rn im like legit considering posting the recording#it's scary af because 1. posting everything is scary but also 2. my singing is SO bad and also im not sure how badly my accent comes throug#but also like. i had fun making this. if one single person has fun seeing/listening to this that'd be great.#but also im pretty sure that if i get like two likes and no reblogs i'll cry lol#maybe i should post it on ao3 instead im generally okay with very low engagement on ao3 for some reason.and i do have a side ao3 account lo#i wish i had murderbot friends to talk to this abouttttt#(and maybe hopefully like one of them would be better than me at any of the things mentioned above ^^^^^^ and also would have lyrics tips)#herr's personal tag#also it's 4 am here now. i have stuff to do tomorrow#i just. my brain wouldn't let me sleep until this was finished at least in its most simple form
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stop being so goddamn cute /s
#Finally watched the second movie. The filmmakers did a really excellent job again.#I've hammered out and deleted several walls of text here and I'm going to try (and fail apparently) to be actually brief this time#the films really do the characters justice#and they benefit SO MUCH from allowing themselves to be an AU like the cartoons like the comics like the original games and like Sonic Boom#I love how they aged down Sonic so as to actually play out his backstory onscreen - he is very believably like 10 or 12#and the obligatory kid stuff in the film - the memes and references- largely came out of the characters believably being That Age#(and Robotnik being immature. I really like how they went the way of the cartoons/games split and made film!Robotnik his own thing#he's not having to live up to literal cartoons so he can kind of be his own brand of malicious and that was absolutely the right move)#The human characters have a tangible role in the story on multiple levels#and I think the family situation helps to differentiate this continuity from the others#Sonic Tails and Knuckles' relationships feel organic as they develop in the condensed runtime of the movie#The beats from the games and the cartoons and comics are either plot-relevant or worked in to where they don't seem out of place#also. SHADOWSHADOWSHADOWSHADOWSHADOW okay Sonic is such a delight in the films (and in general)#But Shadow is MY BOY okay? I'm probably going to see 3 pretty soon#depending on where it is between the normal theater and the late discount theater by now#Sonic#Sonic the Hedgehog#Miles Tails Prower#Sonic (Film)
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Since it's officially inauguration day, here's a playlist that I'll be using as a soundtrack to the fall of democracy. listen if you'd like.
But above all else--please stay safe and remember that this is not normal. Just because awful things are happening on a regular basis doesn't mean they should be normalized. This level of corruption and abuse of power is. not. normal.
Consider giving this opinion piece a read too, if you're up for it.
#I'm generally a pretty open-minded person and am happy to discuss and debate many things#this isn't one of them though#“wE cAn dIsAgReE aBoUt PoLiTiCs aNd sTiLl bE fRiEnDs”#no the fuck we cannot#because this isn't about politics#it's about morals#one of the MANY issues regarding the incoming administration is about the role of government in U.S. society#The responsibility and respectability POTUS *should* have and how that was absolutely desecrated from 2017-2021#and how we will undoubtedly witness even more harm happen over the next four years#Please stay safe. Check on your people. Take care of yourself. and do what you need to do to be okay.#Spotify
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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And they're engaged!
Beginning of Lemon Gen // Previous // Next
#spoiler alert: in the usual sol-gray fashion#it would take years for them to realize they have yet to actually marry each other#but it's okay#they're pretty chill about the marriage thing#they love each other#is that not enough?#it's not that they forgot about it or they didn't schedule it on their calendars or something#it's more like it wasn't important enough for them#what mattered to them most was that they had reaffirmed their love for each other#or as they argued to ashton - the ever rational yet dramatic brother who could not process the fact that these are still not married#soleil arcoberry#grayson finley#arcoberry legacy#nsb lemon#generation 3 lemon#ts4 story#ts4 legacy#sims 4 legacy#legacy challenge#not so berry#sims 4#not so berry challenge#ts4 not so berry
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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