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A quest to know myself better though synesthesia
I’m beginning to sense that in synesthesia lies the key of so many aspects of my long running chronic pain. If I could only gain a better viewpoint of what actually happens to me when I sense things, I suspect I might be able to catch a glimpse (like some sideways-on reflection of myself reflected back at me in a shop window) of some of the causative aspects of pain where no other provocation for…
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#articles#auditory-tactile synesthesia#autism#chronic pain conditions#electrohypersensitivity#EMFs#empath#Highly Sensitive Person#hypervigilance#mirror touch synesthesia#neurodiversity#over-stimulation#pain#synesthesia#thin boundaries
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Good Morning, World.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang yanli#jiang cheng#'Good Morning World' because to wwx the jiang household is what grounds him. It is his burrow and blanket.#The familiar soup and banter is his home. The familiar arguments and tension are also his home.#Notice how quickly he throws LWJ to the side once he has JC back in reach! 'He was so boring; I wish *you* were there!'#WWX is very quick to constantly remind himself that he fits within a very specific power structure and role.#He pushes boundaries but almost always only the boundaries that he knows he can push against.#Sitting here now and realizing that if WWX did take life more seriously and act more diligent he would totally usurp JC.#Because the contrast with Them (tm) is wwx is the one that gets in trouble and JC is the one that sticks to the rules.#That responsible appearance especially in contrast is the thin line that holds JC's self-esteem together.#And lets be fully honest. From JC's perspective the last week was also extremely intense and stressful.#It truly was a feat to travel so far so fast despite also being exhausted. Never knowing if it is all in vain.#JC said with his actions 'I would move mountains for you and dig through stone with my bare hands if it meant reaching you.'#and WWX said '[read]'#It's about wwx chronically asking 'why would someone care for me? I'm always tool to be used' than accepting that people love him.
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I love thinking about how jack learns how to be human and a family from the WINCHESTERS. like. the poster boys for incest. ofc jack gets weird and creepy with them, he learned from the best after all
#loveee thinking about jack crossing boundaries that were paper thin to begin with#and not even knowing it's a boundary bc they are ALSO the poster boys for codependency#which can coincidentally overlap with incest as well.#i might come up with some hcs of how jack is weird with the two of them (esp sam.....)#jack kline#samdean#wincest#winkline#spn#nep speaks
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Godstiel in between transormers lol
I only had enough for one full art what happened to me
I wanted to show his "mutation" from an angel straight into a god, where he clearly looks unnatural even for his own people
#but this design looks normal to be a mutation#the boundary between god and the vessel of leviathan is as thin as spring ice#artists on tumblr#art#character design#spnfandom#spn fanart#castiel#godstiel#supernatural#supernatural castiel
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#house md#james wilson#lisa cuddy#gregory house#screencap#s01e11 “Detox”#oh season 1 where house and wilson still have a thin layer of decorum#which quickly (2 seasons) evolves into “doesnt sound like her” “sounds like you tho”#the more cuddy and wilson ally against house the more he attracted to them both#id say he gets off on boundary erasure - taking back control and all
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I decided to reread the 39 clues out of boredom and I saw a couple of your posts in the 39 clues tag and I agree with a lot of what you said. That series had such a hold on me when I was younger and it’s actually been fun to revisit it(even if it’s more chaotic than I remember lol). I also find myself being a lot more interested in the OG founders of the Cahills(Luke, Katherine, etc), because I feel like there’s so much potential for their stories xD
Sorry for taking forever to respond to this! I'm so glad you're loving them during your reread! And YES. The founders have had a death grip on me since forever! I still occasionally wonder about Thomas' must've-been-batshit-insane trip to Japan. Or Katherine in Egypt. And phew. Luke and Jane just live in my head rent free. There's so much to unpack with those two. So much to unpack.
I still think the Interim book between the original series and Vespers is one of my favorite books because we got those snippets of Olivia, Luke's, and Madeleine's characterization.
I'm suddenly wondering if the 39 Clues filled my initial hunger for fucked up family dynamics too, lol. Amy and Dan and the rest of the distant Cahills are fucked up family dynamics on lite mode: Amy and Dan? Tragic. Ian and Natalie? They're neat. The Holts? Supreme fuckery. The Starlings? God, I underappreciated the Starlings. Genius teenage triplets in a power-hungry world-domination clue hunt? That's SO good. I'm not even sure the limit of shit you can unpack with Alistair and Irina's Cold War dead-family baggage. But the OG Cahills? You can't top it. Four genius kids with unique talents who turn on each other after their parent(s) die in a tragic accident they think one of them set? My brain is on fire.
I would reread mine! I had pretty much the full set, but ended up giving my collection away to a friend's daughter. (Absolutely not hoping to make more 39C fans out of a new generation...)
#Thanks for telling me op!! <3 Maybe I'll see if I can grab the books at the library~#I still think about rewriting Forgiveness as an actual Author who knows what I'm trying to say tbh. As a kid I was just brain-dumping#so the end is really bad. There's just so much THERE with the founders. And the boundary between fantasy and science#is so thin in the 39C you can easily mess with history. I think that's the other thing that captures me about the series.#If you just- take one step to the left it's so easy to find yourself in another Situation in another World. It's such a wonderful feeling.#39 Clues#39C
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#i committed to working out again (as of like a week ago) which I do sincerely need to do#but even post recovery I like. see muscles move under my skin and I remember what they looked like when they were so developed#and I had zero body fat then lmao. like Back In The Day i would be so thin I could look at this#*those muscles when I was even getting up from a chair.#I could see the contour of their boundaries (?) and even my ligaments/tendons sometimes. thru my skin. bc I was so thin#and when I look at my legs and arms move forward sometimes that’s all I can#think about. ‘u used to be able to see that move under ur skin but u can’t now bc there’s too much fat in the way’#I should be talking about this with a therapist I guess but I hate all of them and I don’t have a billion dollars and a whole decade to spen#*spend finding The Right One who is a good fit and is trained in this stuff specifically and can actually help me#idk what I’m even saying here anymore whatever I’m just…. ugh fuck.
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hihie ! bit of an offhand announcement but here we go
if your blog theme is any hazbin or helluva boss character you are on thin ice .
if i cannot see a post on your blog stating you DO NOT support vivzies actions (nor financially support her) then you will be immediately blocked.
financially supporting vivzie does include watching the show unless you are pirating it ^_^
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I love it so much when a creature of untouchable ideals gets turned into a Real Person against their will and isn't sure that they want to be one... that's what it's all about!!
#I'm still sleepyyyyyyy I'm half asleep typing this#but this is everything to me............... the special sauce#tristian.............. durge...............#although durge is also hitting the. the wanting to be a real person but constantly being reframed as Something Else#inescapable and under your skin........#that's also so good. and that's the balthazar thing. flip side of human/inhuman transformation horror. tasty#I love when the boundaries around the conception of the self are terrifyingly thin and permeable yayyyyyyyyyy#rambling
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why oh why did i open my hinge preferences to men again
#i am truly having another sexuality crisis#the guy im talking to is nice (doesnt physically seem like my type) but i am going to go out w him after i get back#but he keeps asking for my number and is being respectful when i say no#but tell me why i feel like i have to congratulate him on respecting my boundaries??????????#like why is talking to the opposite sex so weird.#also he has deeply filmbro movie taste (his fave movie is fucking avatar) so he is on thin ice#but other than that he seems nice and we have similar interests which is cool#but i did just throw the 'are you cool to be just friends' and he says he is but only time will tell
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i’m sooooooooo stressed about a message i just sent but i am glad i sent it bc if i hadn’t i would’ve spent the rest of however long thinking about sending it and i don’t like that at all but also my heart is literally pounding in my chest what if he hates me and doesn’t want to be friends anymore…………………
#I DONT LIKE BREACHING THE COWORKER VS FRIEND BOUNDARY BECAUSE MY BOUNDARIES ARE SO THIN BUT I AM ALWAYS TERRIFIED OF PUSHING SOMEONE ELSE#TOO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT ALSO THIS GUY AND I SPENT SO LONG BITCHING TOGETHER SATURDAY NIGHT AT A PARTY AND HE SMOKED MANY OF MY CIGARETTES#SO HOW MUCH CAN HE REALLY HATE ME#I AM SO FULL OF ADRENALINE RIGHT NOW THIS IS SO SCARY IVE GOT MY PHONE ON DO NOT DISTURB BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO KNOW WHEN HE REPLIES#HORRIFYING. TERRIFYING. I WISH I HAD SENT A MESSAGE TO HIM BACK IN FUCKING JULY THE FIRST TIME I WANTED TO SEND A MESSAGE TO HIM.#HORRIBLE HORRIBLE STUFF AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#IF I FUCK THIS UP THEN I DO ACTUALLY FUCK THINGS UP QUITE SEVERELY BC HE IS ONE OF THE PEOPLE I MOST ENJOY HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH JUST#IN GENERAL. BUT ALSO. I KNOW HE LIKES HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH ME AS WELL SO IT SHOULDNT FUCK IT UP TOO MUCH#BUT WHAT IF IT DOESSSSSSSSDD#AND THEN I HAVE TO SEE HIM. AT WORK. ON THURSDAY.#THIS COULD GO SO WRONG BUT IT ALSO MIGHT BE THE START OF A LOVELY ABILITY TO TEXT CASUALLY#WHICH IS WHAT IM AIMING FOR BUT JESUS CHRIST AM I SCARED RIGHT NOW#HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO SCARED
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thinking about Aabria saying, "Opal, you are knocked off your feet as a massive earthquake rips through the Flamereach Outpost... It's not raining anymore, but there's a strange purple and a reddish orange light, like an Aurora Borealis, but jagged streaking across the sky," and Ashton saying, "I remember, vaguely, watching everything fucking go, everything just rip apart... wind and light and air and people flinging through the air, cracking and breaking and—" and Matt describing the leylines and the storms all throughout this episode: "At night, it's like a natural celebration of color and light. The night sky now around you, as the auroras are more visible, the leylines themselves are breathtakingly beautiful. And matched with the knowledge of what's to come, deeply ominous."
#basil.ramblings#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#also it's worth mentioning that the earthquake was near that fire plane gateway/issylra + the hishari ritual#was also conducted near a gateway + now during the apogee solstice the planar boundaries are Extremely thin#whenever i stay up too late my brain's like. now? think about lore now?#also as always thinking about the luxon + ruidus and how ruidus fucks with leylines and the luxon + leylines#and the elemental connections with ruidus as it was created w/the primordials etc etc etc#it's about the leylines and the planes and the elements. like we know they're all connected but it's really cool to see
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The Thin Man and Mono's relationship boils down to
Mono: [has something on his face]
{wipes his face on the Thin Man's shoulder}
The Thin Man: [never looking up from the book he's reading]
"E̷w̸ .̶.̵.̶.̷"
#the thin man#mono#thin dad#lil nightmares#little nightmares#no boundaries#feral mono#laupiehouppette#i actually got to see mono's idle animation where he picks his nose....#the thin man has reached that point in child rearing that for his sanity he must give no fucks
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Hi, I've been inspired by the composition and abstract style of your artwork for a while now, if I made an experimental art piece inspired by your composition style would you want me to credit you as an inspo? or would you just not be comfortable with me using your art as inspiration altogether? (which is fine btw, i don't wanna do smth that would make you uncomfortable)
oh sure! feel free! I don't mind at all lol
#ask#bakuspeech#tbh I do think this question is like. somewhat redundant in art. or idk unnecessary?#all of art is inspiration man. very frequently from art by artists you're never gonna have the chance to reach out to#large cause bc they've been dead for decades to a few centuries#and like. idk as an artist you kinda have to accept that people will actually look at ur art and interact with it in their own space?#so like. yeah there are things that if I see you do with my art I will block you for. but on principle I cannot bodily stop you#this is all to say that like. if the question is about my personal boundaries it's gonna be more complicated. like if you make something#with ill intention and then cite me as an inspiration source. of course I'd not like that#but also that will be on me to reflect on that and like. do what I need to do#but outside of that. saying 'don't take inspiration from my art' is 1/genuinely patently unenforceable and 2/antithetical to#the way that I do art at all#like! I thrive on remixing! it's what transformative fanstuff is. how would I ever get on someone else's case for doing the exact same thin#anyways yeah don't worry about it I guess all of the above is more like. somewhat of a blanket permission#do whatever you want with my art! if it's cool and u want me to see it feel free to tell me. if u know I wont like it dont get caught by me#I am aware that I have before mentioned things you can't do with my art. those are personal boundaries. I enforce it in my own spaces#I have no power in yours. it's just how it is. use ur judgement. have fun chillin#that's it babey I go get snack now. its past mid autumn so the moon cakes are on sale so Im gonn#a get a bag of dried corn
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I swear to fuck if one more thing happens today I'm going to scream
#it's a big what the fuck day today#several of them in a row in fact#boundaries? who's ever heard of those?!#(sarcasm)#im just done man#i am trying SO HARD not to yell but my patience is wearing *incredibly thin*
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You want to know how bad my memory is?
I was writing last night and I just straight up forgot that Sanji exists. I have been watching this show since 2012, he was my fave Strawhat outside of Luffy pre-TS, and I FORGOT HE EXISTED.
I was like 'hm yes well the ones who would understand are Nami and Robin... W- wasn't there one more I was thinking of a moment ago? Wasn't there another one who'd Get It?????'
'it's not Chopper. Definitely not Usopp. And it's not Zoro. That's all the remaining Strawhats at this point in the story. So... Why am I convinced I'm forgetting someone? Let's go through the arcs in my head agai- OH MY GOD, I FORGOT SANJI'
#When I tell you my memory is shit... 😭 I used to own a Sanji shirt. What the fuck??#When that post about the memory issues finally leaves my queue#Like I joke about it but this shit can be genuinely terrifying. Like knowing my brain is getting worse. Knowing I'm probably forgetting#Seriously important things and just 'oops I can't remember haha'#It's scary.#I'll never get better because I'll just relive the pain over and over because my brain refuses to remember the help and progress I make#Every day I wake up back at step 1 it's so depressing and scary and horrifying and I hate it#I can never process anything bc I just forget and if I do remember it's like a punch to the chest for the first time every time#And people get SO sick of you after a while. Constantly asking for help. Never remembering anything. They get so annoyed with you.#Anyway. On a lighter note (not actually) I'm trying out a new one-shot :)#Not to speak ill of the 'soon-to-be' dead but Garp was a shit grandfather#So I was like What If Me And Luffy Had The Same Reaction#Because self love starts in recognizing your self through the other god damn it#Even if I finish this idk if I'll post it bc of how personal it is but it has been very cathartic to write#Then again I could just publish it anonymously so my irl friends won't see it. No harm no foul.#I (kid) once pushed my mom (grown adult) out of my room when she caused me to have a meltdown so I could 100% see Luffy doing the same thin#In my defense she had a habit of taunting me and destroying my stuff to punish me after inciting meltdowns and I just wanted to be alone#I was like 7 years old at the time (hell year hell year) so I doubt I actually hurt her. She just looked surprised. I remember that.#Sometimes I wonder why I identify so much with werewolves and then I remember ah yes. The childhood of being treated like a monster.#Like a freak because when people kept pushing your boundaries you'd rather bite than let them do whatever they want to you#Oh boo hoo such a terrible thing for a child to be... Protective of themselves...#ANYWAY. like I said this wasn't going to be much lighter.#I want Luffy to punch the lights out of Garp to protect his friends. Not even in-canon just in this fic#Ik in-canon Garp is a complex guy and loads of fans love him but... Smash eggs make sandwiches know what I'm saying?#Yeah GROOVY
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