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Guess who wrote 800+ words of their first fanfic in like 5 years at 12 am last night instead of doing homework
#tma is all consuming for me#and guess who caved into the temptation to make tma ocs#look you cant give me some banging worldbuilding and not expect me to eventually get inspired#anyway anastasia warren beloved <3#cal dean too <3#ofc i also love ozzie/clover/cleo#and lia#but like#theyll get their turns later#once ao3 sends me that invitation ill be unstoppable
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🗡 mad cowboy disease....
#‡ ooc#high noon tbt.#thinking of Them while walking to the shops... on my own little quest...#there may be typos but ignore them#listened through mars hn yone playlist i loved watching the 2 hr movie in my head#listening through my hn playlost now maybe ill make tals a spotofy thing too for easier listening....#got so many little scenes in my head#talon munching any lil bug/lizard critter they catch. whether they actually Need to eat is unspecified#but you know. probably. anyway thinking evilly at how i can describe their meals as either tantalising or DISGusting#talon being afraid of ending up an almalgam of feathers and sludge but ove talked abt that before#need to write more talon monologues or story times#reminiscing now. will add more later#talon trying their best to get through a Normal Human interaction on a bar or smth tryong to hide what they are and keep their hat low but-#and theres always a but- someone either catches a glimpse of theor face n compliments them or gets in theor way like 'hey-' or they catch#a glance at feathers or brimstone....#talon getting chased to be put in one of those carnie 'strange encounters' shows... they either do get caught or...#get rid of their would-be captors#time for more thoughts. i need to design talons demonic form and maybe even what their gradual corruption looked like 🤔#i also need to decide on a few factors abt how im treating their cape as tendrils instead... like if they naturally had 5 or lost one...#and how much control over individual segments they have#thinkin abt talon getting in trouble but not like. threat of death danger maybe a malevolent third party who wants them for something else#be it their blood or feathers or smth like that. maybe even after REDACTED and they get a bounty set by the sulfur king for REDACTED reason#to be brought back alive and hunters go after em......#oh. who can a demon slash half angel turn to in these trying times... 🥺😔 not that they want to rely on anyone#talon would rather die than rely on another creature for help. im kidding. :] or am i#thinking abt the thing i said to mars like. after their travels together talon tries to keep their distance from rell and yone but.#fate or something worse keeps bringing them back together. i said it better beforehand but anyway.#if its during this time of being hunted and they cross ways i can imagine talon not staying long at all or just turning 180 at the sight#part the fear the other two will join this hunt as well. the other part is that theyll be in danger if talon asks for help...#nor do they want to owe a debt to these two ough 😒
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finally put my little postcardy art things up on the wall and put some of my photographs on the fridge like wow maybe life is worth living and you can surround yourself with beauty 🥰👬🌊
#actually soooo stoked w how a lot of my photos have turned out theyre so warm and bright and soft#i wanted to put more on the walls so i can see them yknow bc they make me feel happy#but theyll get sunstained which would suck. need to find which walls dont get any sunlight and do them there later
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#i didnt get selected for my volunteering work with kids#i really dont understand#theyll explain it later they said#i just feel like such a loser for being turned down for volunteering work#how is that eveb possible....#am i really so dominating???#just because i was having fun???#and nervous too???
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do you have any idea how disappointing it was to visit stormhail before picking up temenos and see this and be like "oh hey octopath 2 is actually gonna reckon with the Implications of having an all-powerful psuedocatholic church the entire continent follows which has a standing army" and in general see that the church was being painted with any degree of moral complexity as opposed to ot1 looking you dead in the eyes and having the clerics story be violently suppressing the only alternative religious leader bc he is an evildemon satanist, only to pick up temenos, and it turns out that the "complexity" is that the evildemon satanist brown woman has infiltrated the church and corrupted it and also the entire thing with the beastlings backstory and also temenos' path action is literally interrogation but uhhhhhh its actually Fine, when he does it, because he just uses his empath powers and so it totally doesn't hurt them at all and also all of his deductions can be trusted completely
#c.paradisi#octoposting#im playing ot2 again bc i got the emulator working. just another normal playthrough i might do low level or challenge later#when kaldena was revealed i literally said to myself. oh. i shouldve known that the only brown character was gonna be the twist villain#literally what in temenos' story couldve possibly made me as hopeful for kaldena as long as i was#but no i kept being like. well maybe theyll turn this around!#i kinda wanna rewrite temenos' story but i just know i would end up getting bogged down in worldbuilding for 3mil years#i do kinda wanna do castti and osvald rewrites#the thing with those is that theyre both Good but i think they couldve been Better
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nah its weird being in your early 20s, being surrounded by friends going thru some sort of early adulthood crises and "holy fuck im never gonna amount to anything im already 21, im never gonna be making money im never gonna be famous" -thoughts when like. all of the media you consume is by people who are well into their 30s and often, 40s
like i feel like im so chill about this partly because i feel like if this random mid class guy who got famous for the first time off of a podcast he started at 35 after working restaurant and retail jobs ........ anythin can happen u can do new shit after 27 girl
#idk#rant#tw existential crisis#tw existential dread#tw existentialism#of COURSE not to say retail or restaurant jobs arent important#in anticipation of the comments im prolly gonna get cause this is tumblr#but like i know those are the jobs 95% of people HAVE to work and dont like and ppl get worried theyll get stuck-#-in jobs they dont like#idk man.#so many of my favourite artists have only started to BEGUN pursuing their art after theyve turned like. 31#a bit chunk of the critical role cast was like. almost 40 when they STARTED!! the show!!!#not that they are now but that they started#granted all of them were sorta famous already ig but thats not the point bcs cr is what theyre known for and they started it later#justin mcelroy was a married 30-something at the beginning of mbmbam#like. idk its weird i sometimes wanna just like take my friends by the shoulders and go Hey.#u were a teenager Yesterday. give yourself some slack and enjoy your life#no matter what it looks like#and not to say that having crises and shit isnt valid god it is i do it all the time#but its good to keep urself grounded yk. remember that everything Will be okay even if youre not a lawyer by 23#or if you dont know where youre going at age 23#i just think its given me so much perspective and chillness to this whole. life is long thing. to have these “”“role models”“”“-#that are older than me#idk reminds me that literally Nobody. literally nobody achieves that influencer lifestyle at 19 life#its nice. anyway#rant over#vent
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I have learned that debating things I have Big Feelings on makes me sad
#like. i just dont have time for discourse anymore because i get upset#if im thinking about the feelings too much i get reminded of everything wrong with society#that sounds weird but genuinely it does#a convo about how i disliked the 3d mlp movie because it was 3d turned into a convo about depersonalization of media and how kids are-#-being born into a world where they dont even know if theyll be able to pay rent in the future.#anyway#will probavly delete this later im just not having a great day anymore
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Ok so I mentioned lore, I will delve into it a bit more but basically Byte has a redesign that'll be implemented after interacting with Puralin, and they have new lore alongside Pixel and Terri
Also new character is planned and will be inspired by the stitchpunks 3 and 4 from the movie 9 as well as Faust from Guilty Gear (specifically Strive but as far as I can tell that isn't important)
#either ill remember to get the redesign or ill ask the person who made it since i know they have tumblr#and a sneak peek for the new lore; technically there are two new characters but they turn into familiar faces later on#their nicknames are Veritas and Lexi but thats how theyll be referred to here
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Sometimes I feel guilty for disliking the people I should like :(
#sometimes I just get a bad feeling#like theyll do something later or theyre hiding something about themself#most of the time its unfortunately right :(#but sometimes i feel guilty bc theyre friends w/ my friend and I dont like them but cant explain why#i feel like my friends always hate me when this happens.#i bet they wished i just was able to power through the feeling#but i cant#bc i guess i dont want to be hurt?#idk#its selfish#like rlly fucking selfish#bc its been happening more recently#i wish i could turn my brain off
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thinking about mq and fx and. there's this guy you hate. you've hated him for 800 years. he hates you too. his is the only face left of home. the kingdom from which you both hail is gone and so is the person who tied you together in the first place. you're together all the time and that's the way it should be. you can't stop fighting. he thinks you're a pretentious cunt and you think he's a a graceless idiot. it's funny to tease him. it's not when he does it back. you're forced to share a territory like two children being forced to share a toy and it's really not even that bad. you saved his life despite knowing he always expects the worst of you. he carried you on his back when you were too injured to walk. you're not friends because the loathing between you is too real but you're not enemies because you share too much pain. you have never been understood more and you have never been understood less.
#youre also stupid4stupid and will yell at each other on a snowy mountain and get yourselves caught in an avalanche <3#now that ive actually written smth for mq recently that means the stopper on all my thoughts abt him has been pulled#he makes me insane a little bit. what does it say abt me that him and hx (guys with the most convoluted thought processes) are my favs lmao#‧ study. → 「 mu qing. 」#HATE BTW. that i have to turn rbs off on these posts. what if i wanna rb and add to them later!! but the personals :/ theyll get my ass
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never let any1 film or record u in a time of distress, as they can not only use tht against u 4 blackmail in various ways, but can also show it 2 authorities whenever n get u taken away! if they dont hav proof of u being depressed or mentally unstable, u can claim tht theyre lying abt u from a place of malice or superiority! ^_^
#n on a more lowkey note honestly dont tell ppl abt ur problems Period o_o ppl like 2 claim u shouldnt keep silent abt ur problems#then will turn on u when ur shown 2 b things like suicidal n get u Detained. they Lie. u want support n theyll throw u in a white room.#tell them 2 Choke. tht their pity is a vile fucking disease. tht their smile is a fake fucking lie of a facade. always remain alone n#explosive but Safe. they cant help u. what can they do. other than Hurt u. or u give them Ammo 2 do so.#delete later
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as big as the friend confession scene is i love this part best. laios is ofc still under the impression that kabru likes monster food and went thru this big effort to make something special for him and then kabru goes out of his way to be so warm and sweet, and frankly a bit flirtatious like i know he thinks that exit killed it
and hes kinda right bc laios cannot stop staring after him when he leaves and i cannot attribute all that to him being confused about what kabru meant by "dont forget me next time". like laios means it if he says something like "meeting you was the best part of this" those are not empty words even if hes under a false impression about kabru--i dont think its just that kabru shared his interest that has his attention either. i think its bc kabru really engaged with him. i dont think his opinion wouldve changed much if kabru said "nahhhh im good i wont eat a monster cool for you tho have fun" instead of saying he would try it
(and he really is trying the 'laugh at anything he says so he'll feel special' strat here huh.....)
and kabru despite being a stranger he helped get thru to shuro about falins resurrection
and he does it with a sensitivity and care that laios wishes he was capable of and he know it limits him as a leader
the thought laios keeps having about kabru isnt "wow he loves monsters too!" its "wow he is sooooo nice :3" which he is! at this stage he likes kabru bc he feels heard by him and kabru has qualities he knows he lacks but admires greatly and didnt make fun of him or call him weird for his interest in monsters
the way kabru acts and thinks about laios at this point feels allegorical to how people feel in new relationships. can i trust you? are you who you seem? if i tell you how ive been hurt, will you use this to hurt me or to protect me? i dont know yet, but i like you so far, so im going to show you the self that i think you'll like best. i want to impress you. i want you to trust me so maybe i can trust you
so much of dungeon meshi is about the way that we accidentally hurt our loved ones because we cant always understand them, or we dont know whats best for them when theyve been hurt in such complex ways, or because were too scared of being hurt again to tell them not to press into the bruise (see: chimera falin, falin giving up parts of her life to suit/protect marcille and laios bc she loves them, laios driving marcille deeper into the winged lions grip TWICE with his advice in the nightmares and again with the dungeon rabbits, everything chilchuck has ever done in his whole life, laios' father's everything also, and this is a labru post so ofc kabru lying about wanting to eat monsters to impress laios) i wouldnt be surprised if the allegory was intentional
anyways this part of their relationship budding into a toxic little flower theyll have to prune later is very cute to me and i really like reading it again knowing how they turn their relationship around later into one built on a mutual understanding and trust
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late night listener rambles
Angel loves the way David's hands feel. during casual or intimate times, feeling David's hands clasping their own, rubbing their back, gently holding Angel's body close to his own. David's hands make Angel feel safe and secure, and they love playing with them, complimenting their features and grinning at David's slight blush
Babe loves rambling with Asher. they love listening to Asher just talk about whatever interests him, even if they can't quite follow what the topic is about. theyll make little mental notes to look up a certain tv show or game later on in the day, so that they can have a better understanding. they love how attentive Asher is when Babe is the one rambling, taking every opportunity to explain the details in case Asher gets lost
Sweetheart loves cuddling with Milo. morning cuddles, just-got-off-of-work cuddles, post intimate time cuddles, they love them all. they love feeling Milo's skin touch their own, love rubbing and tracing small patterns on his skin. sleepy-time cuddles are their favorite, burying their face in Milo's neck and just feeling everything
Darlin' loves sleeping with Sam. not sex sleeping, literal sleep. they love knowing that they can show such a vulnerable side of themself to their mate, love that they can curl up next to him and drift off without a care in the world. sleep comes easier to Darlin' if it's sleep with Sam
Lovely loves Vincent's kisses. they love it when Vincent comes up behind them, wraps his arms around their waist and kisses their neck, reminiscent of before Lovely's turning. they love it when Vincent gets a bout of cuteness aggression and peppers their face in kisses, loves it when he gently kisses their scars when they feel like they're not good enough. they love kissing Vincent in return, feeling that slight spark of surprise and delight through their eternal bond
Treasure loves being held by Porter. when people held them in the past, it was always predatory, possessive; a clawed hand staking its claim on their hips, suffocating them. being held by Porter is different. it's softer, gentler, and always always easy to break, in the event that they want to step away (not that they ever would). they love being held in his arms, their head against his chest, listening to his subtle heartbeat. they love how gentle he is with them, and how warm he feels despite being a vampire
#originally wrote these for my listener ocs but figured id share :3#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted audio#redacted angel#redacted babe#redacted sweetheart#redacted darlin#redacted lovely#redacted treasure#redacted headcanons#vinn yapping#vinn says fandom things#vinn says really dumb stuff#vinn headcanons things#if a name or pronoun that isnt gender neutral is here i apologize 😞#as i said this was originally written with my listener ocs' names and pronouns 👍#not tagging the speakers cuz this aint about them#listener appreciation post‼️
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I feel like something that is underutilized is the concept of chronic lycanthropy. sometimes theyll turn while under stress, under pressure, while hungry or tired, or sometimes for no reason at all. it gets worse during the fuller stages of the lunar cycle and is pretty much guaranteed during the full moon.
basically what im saying is werewolf who shifts during a date because he's just so handsome and the poor guy is very flustered, but his date is understanding and even gives him ear scritches and massages his aching joints.
as thanks the werewolf knots his cunt later, of course.
ahhha a cute little date with a shy werewolf humiliated that he shifted in front of you. you assure him it's alright and stay with him until he calms down again and turns back.
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tim getting a job as a car mechanic after college, brian always coming by to bother him during his shifts to the point where all of tim's coworkers just know brian and don't question what hes doing there anymore. brian going around and reccomending tim's services to all his friends to give him more business, since he knows tim is struggling financially. and one day two fucking losers roll up in the shittiest car tim has ever seen. the driver is scrawny and taller than him with fidgety hands and a distant expression, and the passenger has a nuetral, bored look on his face, constantly pushing his glasses back up his nose as he explains what he THINKS the problem might be. tim checks it out and nope, thats not the problem at all, in fact hes surprised the car is still running with all thats wrong with it. the drivers name turns out to be jay, and this is his car, but he just let Glasses do all the talking for some reason. tim isnt surprised because Glasses seems perfectly happy to talk enough for all three of them. he says he wont be able to get the car fixed up in one day, and theyll need to come back for it in a few days. he asks if they have someone to give them a ride home. Glasses says they do, and lo and behold, ten minutes later tim's best friend brian rolls up in his convertible, greeting Glasses- alex like theyre besties.
idk i dont have more to this yet. i just think mechanics are hot and tim would look good working on a car. and i like polyhornets and annoyed to lovers timlex
#drabbles#tim wright#jay merrick#alex kralie#brian thomas#polyhornets#mh brim#mh jam#timlex#jaylex#brilex#marble hornets#my writing#mechanic tim wright
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can i... request an mc whos really afraid of rats/mice? like,, theyll refuse to go anywhere that has a possibility of having rats. places like the basement, attic, catacombs, deeper parts of the pantry, etc. when they do have to go theyll insist that someone comes with them and when they hear skittering and squeaking they freak out and beg the other person to check it out.
would any of the brothers use that fear against mc or maybe even take it as an opportunity to show how brave they are?
hello! yes of course :)
enjoy!
Mc with a fear of rodents
Lucifer
since he's closest to barbatos out of his brothers, he knows how to best handle your fear
you're not barbatos and he knows you're not as powerful as him, but he still feels bad teasing you with it
just say the word and he'll be there, no questions and no matter how busy he is
even if it turns out there's nothing, he won't be mad and will offer you the comfort you seek
Mammon
you don't even need to ask
either he's already by your side, or he just can somehow sense that you need his help
he's willing to carry you on his back if that's what you want
and, it's all on the house, just for you <3
Levi
unless the rats are in his room, which he's actually not sure how likely that would be, you're totally safe in his safe place
anything that is his, is yours so if you see a rat out there, feel free to hide with him
he doesn't get to play the role of your hero much and he thoroughly enjoys it
while his face will be red, he'll hold you close and comfort you while one of his brothers gets rid of it
Satan
though everything he knows, he is forever fascinated by humans and their fears of the "mundane"
while he does know that rats in particular were devastating a little while ago for humans during the black plague, part of that was self imposed, although the rats deserved some of that credit
but that's not why you're afraid
nevertheless, he doesn't ask questions in the moment because he knows you need him, and saves them for later haha
Asmo
he wouldn't be lying in saying the things didn't freak him out a little
even barbatos doesn't like them, so what does that say about them?
however, he's willing to brave it for you, and his animal is a scorpion anyways
his services come at the small price of a peck on the cheek haha
Beel
he doesn't quite understand your fear at first
to him, it's just a little, kinda cute creature but you hate them
out of respect for you, he won't mention them to you at all or bring you around them
since he's always in the pantry, he does his due diligence for you and always checks for mice and rats
Belphie
he's 100% going to be putting rubber mice in your room
he's half between owning up to it and half between being your knight in shining armor every time
either way, you hide behind him and he gets to spend quality time with you
he will admit though, he feels bad
#obey me#obey me!#obey me x reader#obey me satan#obey me asmo#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me beel#obey me levi#obey me belphie#omswd#obey me shall we date#obey me! shall we date
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