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What do ya’ll like to do to pass the time during high pain days / migraine days / days where your pain literally stops you from enjoying all your usual types of leisure?
#24h without being able to look at a screen for more than a few minutes or move around or talk fucking sucks#chronic pain#migraine#medical#they’re not usually this long for me
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This is an RE: Dracula (Bloody FM) appreciation post 💕💕
#I LOVE THEM#first of all love me a good full cast production of anything and Dracula was practically MADE for that kind of production#taking the idea of Dracula daily and going but what if it were an audio version?? as a man who loves audio books I’m obsessed#the suspense builds SO WELL I am just like Mina I am so worried for my boy Johnathan where is he!!#is he well?? I don’t know!! it’s been so long!!#and then of course there’s the content warnings#massively appreciated because some of ‘em are things I handle much better with warning and you don’t really get that with audiobooks often#I just. love them.#only possible complaint adjacent thing is the ads but even that!! yall need sponsors I totally get it#and they’re only ever in longer episodes and they usually keep the majority at the end#I simply adore this silly little story and the way it’s being presented#Dracula daily#re dracula#not a quote#not cosmere#my post
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To my homies who encouraged me to get Twitter, thank you so much. There are so many gorgeous Kabrus there and the overall Kabru content is plentiful. Also I just saw this absolutely divine jawdropping enchanting gorgeous stunning beautiful Kabru art and I am in a state of shock. Like look at this holy shit?????? Like click on the link and click on the image and zoom in on the details and stuff this is so incredible. I mean you don’t have to but this is so good and I’m losing my mind and there are so many little details you won’t see unless you zoom in so I recommend it.
For anyone looking quickly this is not my art it belongs to the Twitter user in the link and it’s so good I would recommend looking at it
https://x.com/Neruchiru_08/status/1841319033632862418
I get insane under the cut
It’s been like 4 hours and I cannot stop thinking about it. Every time I stand up I start shaking. I feel nauseous and am coughing constantly. I feel like I am choking. That image will be burned into my brain for a very long time. Why doesn’t Twitter let you reblog with really long comments I need to say a million compliments. My voice is cracking. My heart is hammering. I’m warm and sweaty. Holy shit I am fagging it up bro. It’s beautiful as an art piece because the composition and colors and stuff are absolutely amazing and it’s beautiful if you’re queer (or straight and like Kabru too) because Kabru looks so good. His shoulders are showing and something about Kabru’s shoulders showing makes me insane. Like I thought the whole “you can’t show your shoulders” dress code thing in school was a bunch of dumb bullshit but oh boy I understand now. Every time I see Kabru’s shoulders I think “I want to bite that man” and then I’m all like “WOW who just thought that” but it’s me I’m thinking that I’m going insane over him I want to bite his shoulders he makes me crazy he’s so pretty oh goodness wow oh wow oh wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww IM GOING INSANE a lot more people have seen it now but I need to show this to everyone you guys don’t understand how this makes me feel I’m going to pass away and fall over and cry you guys look pretty Kabru art guys guys it’s Kabru being gorgeous oh my fucking god guys guys I am going to be sick guys oh god guys do you see him he’s so pretty guys guys guys holy shit dude guys. I am an enjoyer of the arts. I enjoy this art. For sure. Wow. Awesome. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you guys. Guys. Guys. Guys. I am going to lose my mind. Ough. Guys. Guys guys guys. Do you????:!: seee????? The Kabru??????? Oh my god. Compliments to the artist. Beautiful. Beautiful lovely fantastic work. Awesome. This is great. I’m losing it. I showed my discord friends and I reblogged on Twitter and stuff but I wanted to show you guys too because I am a big fan of this beautiful Kabru art. I love this insanely much. Kabru fish…I love this creature the Kabru fish. Great 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 chat I am gonna die this is too beautiful Ough beautiful Kabru
I’m being so dramatic you guys but do you understand the power this art has do you understand my feelings I love this art so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Kabru 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Kabru fish 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 gorgeous 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#long post#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru#kabru dunmeshi#kabru of utaya#kabru dungeon meshi#cw slur#the artist doesn’t say anything I call myself a fag because I am#idk if anybody is uncomfortable with the f slur or not#I’m queer btw I can reclaim that#usually I’ll just say I’m being gay but the emotions I’m feeling can not be described by anything as well as ‘fagging it up’#I’ve never felt this way for a man before this is like next level gayness#like I’ve found fictional guys attractive and stuff but I’ve never felt for them the way I do for Kabru#I would fall to my knees and bark like a dog if Kabru asked me he’s so attractive#he makes me feel fuzzy and stuff#Kabru disease…incurable. fatal. I am passing away#you guys don’t understand I love him so much I feel like I am going to explode#Kabru 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#this post feels crazier than normal but whatever#these are my true feelings they’re from my heart#Kabru 💕💕💕💕💕 love forever 💖💖💖💖💖💖#kabru posting#rope/spider post
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so there’s this game…… .. …
#dead plate#wip#dead plate vincent#dead plate rody#i binged the whole game last night and i am in love ..#here’s a ?secret? i’m a sucker for indie horror games#they’re my bread and butter#this one has got toxic yaoi and i am all for it#i don’t usually draw stuff like this so uh#idk i’m still embarrassed when i draw creepy or quote on quote edgy art for some reason#first non vocaloid related piece in so long my god#dw alotta vocaloid is on the way#tw uncomfortable#tw cannibalism#SORRY IF THESE ARENT CORRECT TAGS PLS TELL ME IF I SHOULD ADD OTHERS
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sometimes i feel vaguely alone and sad in my royal trio/romantic shipping but also idk it’s fun to be small island big ocean throwing my random drawings and ideas arohnd. not sure. at the same time tho i wish more people loved them the way i do …(?)
#ok i rly have to sleep#usual disclaimer that idgaf how they’re paired as long as they’re 2gether 4ever im happy#and also my /romantic shipping is hardly romantic anyways LOOOOL#in any case they mean a lot to me.#CURSE OF SHIPPIJG RAREPAIRS#cele talks
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#this question is very hard for me to answer so obviously I have to torment everyone else with it#cause like. like I can really see the potential in either answer. both are feasible#I will say. most realistically. to me. edwin first charles harder#because I think…..I think the reasoning behind the other way around usually tends to be about how edwin absolutely was slower to bond and#open up in general whereas charles hit the ground fucking running#but i don’t think that particularly applies to their romantic relationship#if you mean ‘fell for’ in a general sense rather than a romantic one then yes 100%#but that’s not what im talking about here#I have a few different reasons but generally I think edwin fell first because like… the way he attached himself to charles and accepted him#as his person and etc is so unlike him to do with literally anyone- especially at the point where they first met/the first years they knew#each other. charles just seems to have hit him as something very very special and irreplaceable quite quickly for him to open up the way he#did and change and flourish into a fully realized person because of how safe and worthy charles made him feel#he took to charles with an unusual amount of ease and trust and I think that says something about how charles struck his heart Early#whereas with charles… yes on one hand he did stay on the mortal plane largely because of edwin and absolutely would’ve been impacted by the#tender act of mercy that was edwin reading to him as he died so he wouldn’t be scared. that’s absolutely what got him to trust edwin and to#want to be with him and protect him and so on#but charles would still do that and be like that under intense platonic circumstances I think#but most importantly I just think charles fell harder. when he fell is less important to me here- more important is that by GOD that boy is#down so fucking bad and outright SAYS IT in so many ways that he doesn’t realize– the sheer amount he restates how he’s content so long as#he’s with edwin. how he doesn’t want to be anywhere where edwin can’t follow. would and Did go to hell and back for him. believes him#to be the kindest and most incredible person he’s ever met. prioritizes him above anything and everything. etc etc etc#that’s not to say edwin doesn’t feel a similar amount of devotion– but charles just. really loves him with his whole person. loves him as a#fact of his existence and a piece of his very soul#idk man. it just feels like he is so incredibly smitten and he doesn’t even know it.#like I said though I can see both options and give reasons for both options so this question EATS at me I GENUINELY don’t have a super#strong feeling either is absolutely correct. it’s so difficult to answer they’re both so smitten and have such a history and GRAHHHH#payneland#dead boy detectives#rambling#polls
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It is SO funny to me when people try to justify their top-or-bottom preferences in canon like girl I promise you can just read whatever makes your dick hard<33
#like one thing to talk about why you prefer that and canon examples in good fun#and another to be like… idk how to explain it but ykw i mean#in the same vein as trying to overcompensate in order to not fall in ‘harmful troupes’#also in the same vein as the everyone switches arguement (not me i’m a sadistic top)#*argument#girl there’s no such thing as reading/writing switch for moral reasons#personally i do usually read fics where my fave bottoms (there are some characters who are exceptions and i’m never opposed to seeing them#top. like very few characters i see as strictly bottoms)#because i personally want to fuck them#and that there’s comparatively less works where the top is written in a way where they feel interesting and sexy#i also don’t care if the character would have a particular kink#so long as it is sexy to me#also preferences change when dealing with specific ships but at that point i am out of the picture. putting the fujo cuck chair away#and instead taking a notepad and a pen to take notes like they’re insects in a jar to study#like when dealing with like otps where i fuck with both characters. i have no preference.
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life comes at you so fast
#tw personal#tw death#tw cancer#not my usual silly goofy post but it’s hard to remain that way when there’s a lot weighing on your mind#cancer sucks#and it’s unfair how quickly it can take people from us#one moment they seem fine and the next they’re in the icu with a week left to live#he passed two nights ago#i wasn’t planning to post about it but i have the tendency to disassociate from my grief#so here i am instead of wherever the hell!#it’s heartbreaking because he and his wife weren’t just my mum’s bosses - they were long-time friends#i have clear childhood memories of playing at their house with their son#his youngest child is only 3 years old#as soon as he found out he started giving his final messages to his staff#obviously nobody wants to die in that situation#but you could feel how much he *wanted to live*#when i was told about his death it was in the morning and it didn’t feel real#every time i had seen him in the last year he always had a smile on his face#it’s always been hard for me to deal with the prospect of death#and understand how fragile life is#how REAL mortality is#it hits even harder when it happens to someone who was so FULL of life#sighs#life comes at you fast#sometimes in all directions and in every possible and testing way imaginable#i’ve been trying to write and feel any sense of normalcy this evening but for a multitude of reasons i have a sinking feeling in my stomach#sometimes when i’m upset i try recycle the feeling into excitement or happiness over something else#yeah … i can’t really do that tonight#apologies if my energy is bleh. hold your loved ones close. now i return you to my regular scheduled programming
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i dont ever really get gender dysphoria anymore but i do wish i didn’t always feel so frustrated whenever people use they/them pronouns on me even if they’re well intentioned or forgot or don’t know. i haven’t used they/them since i was 13-14. it’s absolutely not a real issue unless someone’s purposefully misgendering me, i just wish i wasn’t so frustrated by it
#yeehaws#i don’t even get bothered when people she/her me because they usually correct themselves quickly after seeing my beard or hearing my voice#but i look queer enough that well intentioned people will they/them me and even though they’re not doing anything wrong it’s frustrating#especially because i have long hair and have a stereotypically gay tint to my voice#neither of which i will change
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My biggest pet peeve in the malamute breed is “giant malamute” people (in general, but more specifically when they complain about people “breeding malamutes smaller so they can win races”. Are the malamutes smaller than historical and similarly purposed ancestral breeds like Greenland dogs in the room with us? Can you show me any instance a malamute team has “won” a sled race? Like…hello? Why aren’t you answering??
#dogblr#alaskan malamute#seriously the 140+ pound malamute people drive me insane#Sigurd is 30 inches at the shoulders and couldn’t meet this weight even if he was obese#please point to any race where malamutes bred specifically standard size have won#they’re usually coming in last#heck even Greenland dogs often come in last#as long as Siberians and Alaskans are the competitors we ain’t winning shit lol#I know of no single malamute breeder that is so deluded to think their dogs will be competitive#in this venue in this way lol#like yeah I have a problem still with malamutes being able to be titled in work#for doing short distance races#while the expedition rules for the SAME title are significantly more difficult and breed appropriate#but that’s a different subject
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omg! ur OCs are so cute! can we send in asks about them?
:D!! Thank you!! Yeah, definitely! I’m still figuring out their characters, and so asks may help in doing that :) I’m glad people are enjoying them! Also I saw on someone’s tag that they asked if people were allowed to draw art of them and I say yes definitely omg that would be so neat and cool and make me cry probably /pos
#doctorsiren#not art#siren speaks#I haven’t made actual OCs in so long bc they’re all usually fandom related OCs and so the response so far has made me very happy
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It fucks me up so supremely that Astarion’s name means “little star” and its his child name- HE NEVER GOT TO CHOOSE HIS ADULT NAME AND IT FUCKS ME UP SO HARD-
#astarion#baldurs gate 3#bg 3 spoilers#tagging just in case#for those who dont know dnd elf lore allow me to gush about it#so in elven culture since they live for so long they decide kind of when they’re socially not a child anymore and gain their adult name#its really complicated on how it occurs but it usually occurs when they’ve achieved something or found what they desire to do in life#its a huge sign that theyve matured and grown#to other races tho elves mature at the same rate as humans but they live for much longer#astarion was 39 when he died as a magistrate#but his name is CANONICALLY HIS ‘child’ NAME#it fucks me up so so much that while seeming grown from the outside#to other elves hes still a child#AND HIS NAME MEANS LITTLE STAR#it fucks me up it fucks me up it fucks me up
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I’m not gonna take melatonin tonight :(
#I’m tired of having disturbing dreams/nightmares#which are definitely induced by the melatonin#okayokay HERE IS THE THING: melatonin makes me sleep. right?#it makes me sleep hard and makes me sleep well#it’s very nice! very helpful!#and because I fall into a deeper sleep#I also tend to have very very vivid dreams#and usually the dreams are super crazy and ridiculous and they don’t make sense#and they’re fun! they’re fun to experience and fun to remember!#but lately—for whatever reason—my melatonin induced dreams have been incredibly disturbing#last night I woke up at 5am and for the first time since I can remember#I felt scared because of a dream#and it took me a while to go back to sleep#and it’s just. now I gotta decide which thing I want more: sleep or#dreamless/nightmare-less sleep#the latter will be a much less satisfying sleep#and it will take me a long time to fall asleep#and it’s already very very late now#so I’ll be tired tomorrow#but… no nightmares…#oughhhh#my post#I’m rambling for no reason but all that to say I’m not going to be taking melatonin tonight#and you all are hearing about it!!
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Prompt #167
Villain smiled at the squeal of the door hinges. Hero was always so polite. No breaking walls or kicking down doors for them. They entered through a proper entrance every time.
They took a deep breath before spinning around on their heel. “Ah, Hero, so good of you to— Who are you?”
The figure standing before them was definitely a hero. They had the agency emblem embroiderer into their orange and black suit—a fire gifted then. But they weren’t their hero.
“Oh!” The hero ceased cranking their head all around the room and gave a weak wave. “I’m Other Hero. You’re new assigned nemesis.”
“B-but what happened to Hero? Are they ok?”
An entirely forced smile graced Other Hero’s lips. . “They’re fine. They’re just…creeped out by you…aaaand they don’t want to see you anymore. Anyway, moving on, what’s that scary looking thing the corner? Maybe you oughta give me a monologue?”
“I-I don’t understand,” Villain said. “I only said I liked them; I didn’t do anything. I didn’t even touch them unless we were fighting. D-did they give a reason? Can you tell me what I did? Maybe I can apologize and—“
“Villain.”
Other Hero’s stood mere feet away, their expression dropped serious.
“Hero’s asked for a reassignment. And they’re not coming back. And whether they discomfort they felt around you is deserved or not, that was their decision. Pursuing them further isn’t going to change how they feel about you. Now. If you’d like some time to process this, I can just smash that whatever-it-is and leave. But if you want to fight, let’s fight.”
#sort of starting imagining this angsty idea that Other Hero is always emotional clean up crew for abandoned villains#and usually ends up putting them back together and grows attached to them but never gets feelings in return#so while they’re mending broken hearts#they’re just getting broken further and further#because no one wants THEM#they’re just a nice pick me up#part of this is probably because the agency never allows them to stay with any nemesis too long#they’re good at what they do#so to avoid emotionally volatile villains lashing out and destroying the city#they send other hero#to calm them down#and get them back to regular evil again#hero x villain#prompt#writing prompt#short prompt#hero x villain community#heroes and villains#hero and villain
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Well, I actually have the most mundane of questions, but it’s been so long since I’ve been in an English class that I feel like I’ve completely forgotten (and I’m curious how you do it): how do you go about reading a book as a class? Do you assign them the chapters to read at home and most of them actually do it? Or do you give them class time to read? Do you have the kids who try to spoil the rest of the book for the class? Basically, how does one teach a book in the year 2024? 😀
And do you have your students annotate inside their books? (I know the English teachers in my school require the students to do that, and I get why, but I inwardly shudder every time I see a student marking up a page.)
Haha I love this question because I too am always asking myself how DOES one teach a book in 2024?
It’s sort of a combination. I absolutely assign reading every night (almost) unless it’s Shakespeare or any play in which case we read it all in class. But for a novel there’s a couple chapters a night. I read aloud to them a lot too. Sometjmes I make them read aloud to the whole class, rotating kids who read. Sometimes I assign a chapter to be read in class silently with questions or quotes due at the end of the reading. Sometimes I put them in groups and make them read aloud to each other. There’s no one way that works for sure and of course ultimately I have no control over how much they read and I’m not naive enough to think that most of the reading assigned for homework doesn’t get skipped most of the time buuuuuut.
My bottom line is that I believe it’s my job to get excited about the actual text itself (easier for me in some cases than others but overall pretty easy because it does fill me with excitement) and then commit to taking them on the journey of the story with me. And my goal—that I’m sure I often don’t reach—is to make that experience so much more fun if you have actually read. And the way that I teach is pretty text heavy which is why I always make sure I’ve read the chapters for the day and am not just relying on my memory because the way I do it is just sort of absorbing it all up like a vacuum-cleaner, schwooooop, and then either pulling stuff out of the reading to look at directly or directing them to do the same thing. So the big thing that I have going for me, if any, is buy-in. Is getting kids excited about actually reading the actual text. I also speak often and passionately about the evils of sparknotes etc. not because they help kids get better grades or whatever but because they present you with the husk and shell of a story, stripped of all that makes it interesting, and that by reading that alone they’re reading something so dry and dull and are not achieving what I always want them to achieve —which is, have an Experience with the Literature.
Again, it never works perfectly by any stretch and there are so many ways I want to explore in my quest to get better at it but overall I think, at my very best, I can create this wave of energy and excitement in the story itself which is the most organic and ultimately most helpful way to get them to want to read.
Also no haha. I don’t let them annotate! Though occasionally kids DO of course. But sometimes they bring in their own copies in order to do that. The spoilers absolutely happen and are annoying but I sort of get by it by moving on very quickly and/or talking about how it’s often not the ending but how you get there that makes it interesting. Because that’s just true!
#gosh does this answer make sense#I am so passionate about doing it well and there are huge gaps in my teaching in terms of concrete stuff#but I am doing ….. Something in terms of bringing literature closer to them#and that’s what I want to do!#also love love love the bonus of getting to reread great works over and over until they start sinking into my brain#and I think (well I usually don’t think about it) but I think that the experience for them of watching me read it again#(and sometimes literally I won’t have time to read I need 10 minutes to finish this chapter and tell them to shut up)#(while I sit there and read it)#reminds them that I AM committed to doing the work with them. that I am actually doing it and that I want to!#and idk I think that is both a rarer experience and one that’s kind of underrated in terms of how much warmth it can create#because I have nothing in common with 16 year olds we couldn’t be friends in real life without it being very weird/possibly inappropriate#but in class we have a Thing to be friends about#we have a shared goal! and not just an arbitrary one but a deeply beautiful one#idk. there’s still a lot of boredom a lot of pushback a lot of disinterest#but I’m always amazed at how often kids do want to …. idk sink their teeth into something real#it’s REAL food for their minds. and the hunger for it is there even if they decide they’re too lazy to join the group#my goal is to —merely by the situation itself—make you feel left out of the fun if you refuse to do the work#so you can CHOOSE that but it’s less fun. it’s cold. it’s boring and it’s isolating#because refusing to do the work and insisting on being a little toad SHOULD come with natural social punishments in the form of exclusion#from the best kind of fun. it often does NOT. but yeah. I think I’m also getting better at shutting down toad behavior from adolescent male#this is where teaching co-Ed helps because there are some girls who are like ‘if you stop my learning I will kill you’#not ENOUGH girls but some#ooooof this is a long answer but literally always on my mind#thank you for asking!!! also haha I assumed you were an English teacher yourself!
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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