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smh i had some good asks waiting for me on this blog and now the man the myth the legend has returned to finally respond and it seems i must have thrown them out at some point :((
#they were such good ones augh#ooc#also hi shiny new url for our loserking conner#most of the asks/answers on here have been silly but i’m also so ready for Serious Conner Moment#ascendance ask blog gang rise UP
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fandom talks too little about hylla and reyna. reyna killed her father when she thought he'd killed hylla. hylla dragged them out of puerto rico and found them sanctuary and employment on circe's island AND became one of circe's favorites. then when they got captured by blackbeard hylla also got them out of that situation by out-pirating literal immortal pirates. then in a span of three years, they split up, found their own ways to the amazons and cj, and became the leaders of their respective factions. when hylla's queenship was being threatened by otrera in son, she plotted a counter-coup and defeated an amazon queen who couldn't die two nights in a row in one-on-one combat, THEN led her cavalry to camp jupiter. (ik this woman slept like a corpse for a week afterwards). hylla used reyna as an absolutely ruthless bait-and-switch to capture orion, and all reyna said in response to that was, "bet." reyna carries insurmountable amounts of both guilt and gratitude towards her sister. even though they havent seen each other in a while, hylla still drops everything and does everything in her power to save her baby sister when she knows reyna needs her.
#like they are an ABSOLUTELY insane sibling duo. NO ONE IS DOING IT LIKE THEM#also the siblingism of committing indescribable sacrifices for each other then. never talking about it ever again. not even to say thanks.#so real#if not for the running trend of rick's female characters needing to either get a love interest or become celibate#i could almost accept reyna's joining the hunt as a 'ITS AWKWARD AROUND MY SISTER OK' thing LMFAO#also like can we talk about how shitty it is for rick to have written the amazons Like That#like ah yes the two women-run societies in the greco-roman verse:#the eternally celibate pre-teen girl scouts and the takes-femdom-too-seriously corporate shipping evil overlords#kmsing#rick wanted to do adult stuff soooooo bad in hoo but he cant write things that require more than 5 minutes of planning and worldbuildin#and the amazons were such a good example of that. so what we get is a 'teehee feminism girlboss men are beneath us' joke that feels#VERY UNCOMFORTABLE and wildly out of place in the pjoverse#the hunt is very often discussed in rr crit but the amazons not as much#unless it's to say like 'augh the amazons are so gross they're literally pro-slavery' which. my guy hylla and co did not make that#autonomous decision. rick did.#i need to stop this tag ramble somewhere so this will be it but i have so many thoughts about how hylla and reyna were handled#hylla ramirez arellano#reyna avila ramirez arellano#rr crit#my meta
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my secret santa gift for @gay-witches-are-the-best ! @song-tam
#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc fanart#kotlc sophie#sophie foster#biana vacker#kotlc biana#sophiana#kotlc sophiana#kotlc secret santa 2024#THE QUALITY....... TUMBLR SHAT ON IT#beloathed site needs some fkin glasses ong#anyway. biana holds sunflower because i think the meaning of it suits them. from ehat I've seen#the corners got panakes tree and also smooching. and one (1) nonsense thing cos I didn't know what to do for it. it looks good tho rightttt#right. you agree.#O MY SECRET SANTEE I HOPE U LIKE 🙏#they r dancing up top as well if u see. you see them. they swayyyy#the colors were way wonky when i transferred this from my tablet to my phone#had to work it around so it'd be less murky but not oversaturated. augh. IT TURNED OUT GOOD THOUGH#that is if tumblr hadn't shat on it. sigh
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this too is yuri
#fellas is it gay to base your perfect cunty robot form on your narrative foil#and vague ominously about how much you respect her#anyway one of the great tradgedies of arcane only having two seasons is we never get to see them interact#girl where’s my toxic melvik arc the POTENTIAL#deep professional respect softened by time into an enduring fascination and tentative friendship slowly decayed by jealousy and conflict#mel always caring deeply for viktor and his well being but not lnowing how to express that or knowing if it was her place#viktor always admiring mel but too embittered and isolated to express#meeting again after never getting closure totally unrecognizable to everyone else but completely familiar to each other#sharing the burden of trying so so hardnto be good even when it’s hard even when you fail constantly#even when that means you can never speak again DO YOU SEE THE VISION?????#WE WERE ROBBED AUGH#also also the ideal melvik is NOT healthy and would fix NOTHING this is what took me sonlong to get on board dude#so much content about them is like ‘we’ll fix this with polyamory’ NO WE WON’T WE’LL RUIN IT WITH POLYAMORY AND THAT’S WHAT I WANT TO SEE#mel medarda#viktor arcane#melvik#mel x viktor#arcane#arcane league of legends
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And who says scientists aren't passionate! 😉💖 here's a little comic based off an ACTUAL moment I shared with my irl partner @cherry-bomb-ships last night 😂
Taglist♡: @crushes-georg @changeling-selfship @me-myself-and-my-fos @sunstar-of-the-north @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @adoredbyalatus @dearly-beeloved @squips-ship @sunflawyer @miutonium
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self shipping community#self insert x canon#fictional other#the powerpuff girls#professor utonium#ppg blossom#ppg buttercup#ppg bubbles#ugh i need a familial tag for those girls cause theyre MY BABIES TOO 😭😭💖💖💖#but hehe take this for now!!#and for context my partner and i were in bed and i came across one of those 'would u pass a fifth grade science class ' things#that was one of the questions and we DID 100% make out after answering in sync#and a little confession....im not all that good at science#BUT when i was in middle school i memorized what dna stood for cause i thought itd make me sound smart 😂😂😂#i was trying to impress imaginary people who MAY ask#and tbh my s/i isnt all that smart either shes just quirky#she has my autism after all!#and yeah AUGH FIRST DRAWING OF THEM KISSING??? AAAAH??
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speaking of veilguard kind of going nowhere. i am so mad over there being no in depth epilogue. at least tell me what happens to the factions that are being led/guided by people rook influenced !!!!!! all these companions have obvious obligations outside of the veilguard, and they're all dedicated to the lives they lived before they joined this team, so of course they would go back. what effect did bellara deciding to keep the archive have on the elves? neve decides to protect dock town by any means necessary, so what does that mean for a blighted minrathous? everything to do with harding and the titans ????!!!! and solas just accepts being trapped because he's been 'outplayed' DO NOT MAKE ME LAUGH!!!! somebody has got to tell me what happens after the world gets 'saved' because the south in chaos, minrathous almost destroyed and the last of the elven gods being dead is like. crazy. and the companions just commenting things i already know is really not cutting it for me
#not even like. including the fact i thought the romances were primed to go worse#davrin + short warden lifespan + hesitation + guilt#lucanis + family obligation + first talon + long distance + dorian style 'i have to leave' speech#neve + cynicism + refusal to commit + unable to picture a life for herself that doesn't include losing loved ones#and how a rook's backstory would change that. a veil jumper who refuses to leave arlathan because their history means so much to them#clashing with davrin who barely thinks of himself as being dalish anymore#it was so clear to me. go girl give us nothing#i am being quite mean because there are things i adored in veilguard. especially with companion to companion relationships#neve-bellara i think is a good example of this. where you see them meet early and then continue to look out for each other#how blood of arlathan is kind of primed for you to take both of them which adds to this idea that they are close#so there can be good writing its just bogged down by a lot of other things. augh#dav spoilers#dav#dragon age spoilers#txt
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oh merrill...
#I LOVE YOU MERRILL YOU MAKE ME INSANE#she did something mountainous and nobody cared. she reversed the effects of the blight with blood magic!!!#the lengths she went to to try and rediscover elven history...marethari how could you blame her when you were the one who taught her?#you told her how important elven history is#can you blame her for listening#i think isabela would understand.#merrill did something people didn't want her to do#and just like that people turned on her#her whole clan wanted her dead and the party slaughtered them..........augh#the banter between merrill and fenris after you kill the elves...fenris have you no heart#fenris! she LOVED THEM she did it ALL FOR THEM#you know what it's like to be betrayed by family#you know what it's like to kill the people you loved!!#yes i am talking about his sister#i believe he loved her#oh merrill.#merrill is so empathetic and powerful and perceptive. if you think she's stupid YOU are the stupid one#she might be the only one in da2 that knows what's going on#she is so? kind. even when people (anders and fenris) treat her like a child to be chastised#anyway. temporary companion amell who learns of what merrill's doing to fix the eluvian#and realizes that blood magic could hold a cure to the calling#my amell is like. neutral good. but it's been so ingrained in her that blood magic is dangerous and bad that she shies away from it#her holding a dagger to her hand squeezing her eyes shut and slashing her hand open#blood pours and circles around her like a hungry animal#dragon age you haunt me like a wronged spirit that craves to be heard#merrill#merrill art#dragon age#peren procreates#calm down per
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So I've been rewatching/Reading wikis of later season 2 episodes for fic reasons, and I've noticed something
The Star Saber, and Dark Saber, are both shown to be able to cut through giant things. They can be blocked, definitely, but if it's not it's game over
So episode 21 "Alpha/Omega" (WILD episode name by the way), the one where Arcee and Smokescreen are searching for key #1. They both get hit by a Dark Saber blast. Smokescreen twice, the second sending him flying to the pyramids
How are they not dead
Like sure you could say they could control the power level of the energy or whatever, but Megatron?? He's not doing that he's been fully ready to kill both of them. They should be dead, if not injured. That would make the whole "Smokescreen is dead" Thing MUCH more believable instead of assuming that because he..Got flung into the pyramids? Arcee, you've all survived that. You didn't even see a body how could you know. THE PHASE SHIFTER WAS ONLY ACTIVATED TO NOT HIT THE RUINS. Not the Dark Saber blast
But if it caused that major injury and he got hit twice and then flung? Yeah that makes sense. And adds the dumbassary of "You explored a pyramid. Injured. To get a key" Which would in turn, add to his whole narrative (Intentional or not) Of young soldiers and war propaganda
Anyway, point being. Lemme fight the TFP writers
#i accidentally reawakened the obsession help#tfp arcee#arcee#smokescreen#tfp smokescreen#transformers#tfp#transformers prime#they were SO CLOSE to making such good commentary augh#please hasbro hire me I'll do it better#sidenote The smokescreen blog found one of my posts hello I did not freak about it
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THE BROTHERS SFORZA
augh. there sure is a lot going on between them. tfw you know your older brother is wary of you so you have to navigate that fine line of proving you're useful, but not dangerously so. tfw your younger brother has the potential to be a knife in your back, but he's your brother. don't think too hard about what happened with the galeazzo. unfortunately, you're both visconti as well as sforza, and the visconti were prone to conspiracy. fucking RIP.
this definitely won't be upsetting years down the line when ascanio is near death and ludovico will be desperate to figure out how to bring his brother's body back to milan so ascanio can be interred in the same place as ludovico's recently deceased wife, beatrice d'este, and where ludovico himself has been haunting in a perpetual state of grief.
& the background of the first panel are public domain scans of two cards out of the visconti-sforza tarot deck.
Ascanio Maria Sforza: la parabola politica di un cardinale-principe del Rinascimento, Marco Pellegrini
#ABSOLUTELY BANANAS PHRASING abt one of these paragraphs btw#'metafora della sottomissione del figlio al padre' okay!! like going into that dynamic with your older brother is so. sooooooooooooo#like it makes sense. this is a dynast family. the father is dead. the eldest son was assassinated.#so now your older brother who was not the eldest brother WOULD assume the father-head of household role#and in the case of an emergency. you would fall into place as his right hand#which was. which was formerly occupied by your mother. and your older sister to the assassinated brother. so. WELL#that IS how you would prove you were useful to the state-household. it's just that.#NOBILITY IS SO FUCKING INSULAR ALL THE TIME. christ#the claustrophobia of being suspicious of your brother but having to rely on him#better to follow the plan your parents and eldest brother had in mind and marry him off to the church#italian renaissance tag#ascanio sforza#ludovico sforza#komiks tag#drawing tag#anyway eventually i'll figure out an art style i like for the renaissance cast. i think im getting close#but AUGH im still missing that feeling of 'yes. good.' im leaning towards the dead lineweight tho. that feels Right.
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We’re half a day in and Westminster already pissed me tf off 😂 the judge put up the worst dog in the ring and then WITHHELD select dog. Two of the other males are speciality winning dogs (of huge specialities beating out over 60 dogs) under well respected breeder judges, and the other male is multi-group winning and has I think three owner handled best in shows.
I hate all breed judges gdi.
#text post#Westminster 2025#ABSURD#the number one male and number 3 overall borzoi withheld on#the number two breed and bitch got an AOM#I think just about the entire community put that judge on their DNS list so fast lol#the winning dog was on a handler who had just won Scottish deerhounds under the same judge directly before borzoi#the three males withheld on are also more representative of Midwest dogs which#ya know is the part of the country deepest in quality when it comes to borzoi but sure#put up all the west coast nonesense#and even then they were all more show style than our typical borzoi here!!!#Augh the raagggeee#oh oh and not even to mention frankly the bitches kinda sucked this year#and all three of those males were nicer than all of them#its kinda weird Westminster has lacked bitch quality the last few years#but the bitches in our breed are far superior to the males#at a good specialities you’ll usually be spoiled for bitch choice and have a few nice males
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I need to be weirder about the scavengers and cannibalism...
#its been a long day... but im feeling better now. (thanks for the well wishes and such btw <3-)#(-sending my well wishes in return by tenfold bcs. damn. it seems stuff is really going around rn)#but yeah... just. augh. theres just smth about how the scavs sorta translate into more like. thriller-esque genres pretty well?#like. i feel somehow those themes compliment their characteristics? or could compliment their characteristics in a more rounded out way#sure. theyre generally a light hearted romp of absurdity with occasional themes of a not good not bad handling of 'mental health matters'#but they just really shine a bit in horrific circumstances. esp with the sort of absurdity they bring to the table#theyre odd people. even in the context of their generally weird and alien universe. and that right there feels like a trove of potential#its like. ok. the lost light crew? also odd. but thats a huge ship. full of people and variety and a sense of purpose and normalcy post-war#(normalcy being. whatever all those background folks were getting up too while plot happened around them. cruise ship stuff ig)#but in contrast. with the w.a.p crew. its an ark class ship with like. a handful of people. and a whole lot of junk and free time#both just cruising through space endlessly for years. one with hundreds of people. and one with like 6 people.#so both are technically isolated when theyre not making pit-stops planet or station side. but again. 100s vs 6 dudes.#think. top of the line cruise ship from hell with a small town sized populace vs a big shitty boat and 6 starving guys#both have the capacity to become case studies in madness. both could do really well thriller wise. but the scavs being a smaller group?#it only being the 6 of them emphasis the isolation perhaps. less variety. less change. same 6 people for 5(?) years#things could get weird fast. codependent mentalities. us vs them mindsets. an otherness about everyone else outside of their group#and then! then you add to the mix the fact that theyre eating/drinking from corpses?! *chefs kiss* awesome. love it.#non-stationary isolation + cannibalism. ough. perfect mix. a classic of maritime horror but in space! :D!#a big ship. small crew. living while knowing that as soon as you kick the bucket. your body is the meal. your body is the fuel.#no decorum about it. no faith. no belief. just perverse survival. bcs they might enjoy it. a bloody gluttony. with a bite. a sample. a taste#it takes seeing your buddy as a walking talking burger to another level. bcs every corpse you come across is also a burger. and a gas can#also fulcrum making candy out of corpses is so. particularly perfect when it comes to the horrifically absurd. just. smth about it. idk#but also also. the line. where was the line drawn for each of them? and when did they each cross it?#most of them dont seem like the type to jump head first into that. so how did they justify it to themselves? had they done it before?#and then. when did it become normal? a habit? smth enjoyable?#i might be running out of tags. but yeah. them being weirder. esp about each other and others.#nothing brings a group of people together like the overhanging knowledge that you sort of kinda wanna eat each other#(rlly wishing i could stomach realistic thrillers rn. but i just cant. gotta stick to written or artistic styles or risk panic attacks :/)#(ive tried a couple movies and shows now. and cant get through most of them. praise be synopses and peoples long rambles about them tho :D)#(nothing like reading someones passionate ramble about the meaning/symbolism of some gory nightmare without having to actually see it lol)
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i love transgenderism im so glad girls are real
#its always the transgender blonde + brown roots/undercut w me isnt it. oh well#duck scribbles#doodles#gwen stacy#ghost spider#across the spiderverse#across the spider-verse#spiderverse#watched across the spiderverse last week it was soo. augh#also doodled miles and the rest but i dont like how they looked as much i need to practice more 😔#wanted to draw more but then a ladybug flew onto my tablet pen at the studio earlier today and hung out on it for a solid two or so hours#and then my hand started hurting once it flew away 💀#the theatre i watched the movie at kinda sucked but the most important part was that i managed to watch it at all#<- they were not invited to Any of their acquaintances' plans to go watch together at an actual good cinema like a loser#but its fine. its fine its probably my fault anyways#anyways um. girls :heart_hands:#please dont follow me for spiderverse stuff this is. a one time thing
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its fucking fine. its sooo fine im normal and sane and-
^ thinking about "i think it might be some of the best writing ive ever done" there is no "answer" but eleanor is the answer
#chidi and eleanor have one of the best romances ever i think#like#they literally found each other hundreds of times and continually made each other better#even when they were literally being tortured#they remade the afterlife together#she is the answer for him#AUGH#its whatever#the good place#chidi anagonye#eleanor shellstrop
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If you are still taking art requests, could you possibly do one of V x Thad? Its a ship I really like that isnt really that popular.
So what if you're a ghost of yourself?
You can haunt me.
[Requests are closed!]
#the caption is a reference to a post by notquiteaghost!!! I would link it but I don't want to go digging for it XP#they make me physically ill (positive)#I had to go full analysis mode on these two to figure out what i wanted to draw for this request and AUGH I love them!!!!!#the tender. soft. violence. as a flame is both dangerous and warm.#“I don't need you to be the antonym of violence. If I did I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't ask that of you”#vhad is about loving someone broken and loving them as they are!!!! not who they were before or who they could be but who they are now!!!#if i was a fic writer id be dangerous#anyway yeah these two got me into rarepairs. thanks for the request (sorry its completely self indulgent for me sdkjfsf)#murder drones#murder drones thad#serial designation v#vhad#killingblonde#<-- love that shipname it sounds like a horror movie lol#also if you want a real good vhad fic “They Came From Copper 9!” by doodlingNutjob is one of my faves#theres not alotta fics but yknow
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I am trying so so hard to think and do things but it’s become increasingly difficult for some reason! (I know the reason)
it just feels really really bad to not have a car. if I didn’t have an emotional attachment to my car I dont think I’d feel this awful, but it feels like I just Lost A Family Member (again) and it’s really making things hard to comprehend.
for reference. my car that I drove was my grandmother’s car first, she bought it and owned it. Recently (a couple years ago) I borrowed it to start driving places without using my parents car, and my grandpa just told me to keep the car (my grandma had really severe dementia and couldn’t drive much less leave the house). cut to November of 2024 and my grandmother dies. it’s very sad. on top of her passing, it feels like we’d been mourning her for years, because she was barely able to remember any of us and could not function on her own. [deaths 1 and 2]
The car was an extension of my grandma, to me, on some level. it was Her Car. so when we got the title transferred to me, that was already one step away from it no longer being Her Car. and I’ve been working so so hard to keep that car going for as long as possible; it had a lot of shit wrong with it but I was just glad that It Drove and Had Air Conditioning. bonus points to the speakers, I loved my car speakers. [death 3]
Cut to today, someone blows through a red light in front of me, trying to pass through an intersection, and totals my car. everything about the situation is cut and dry, I am not at fault and nobody is seriously injured. but my car is gone. [death 4]
I’ve spent the entire day having arguments with my manager and a very long panic attack and being at the ER because I panicked so bad I thought I had a concussion (I didn’t hit my head and I was just extremely disoriented). I’ve forgotten how easy it is for me to have a severe response to something that wasn’t “that bad” all things considered. my life has not changed significantly, I am not injured, I got all of my things, my car is totaled, my grandma is dead. I’m really having rough time today.
#autism object connection + OCD item issues + PTSD from various other things 3x combo#I dont even care that much about the car being totaled it’s just that it was My Grandma’s Car#and my last tangible mental connection to her besides some trinkets#and it’s awful to feel this emotional about a car but . Augh#and I can’t even get into the ocd issues of my brain going ‘well you were pribeledged enough to have a car in the first place!’#‘the way you got the car was very lucky and you should be glad you had one at all!’#‘your partner has a car that’s completely drivable what’s the big deal?’#the deal is that I’m sad!!! and I miss my grandma!!!#and things keep happening one after the other and my fucking dissociative disorder makes it so that I forget how time works and forget -#-regular things#so my sense of time is FUCKED#I said ‘my grandma died last month’ to the nurse because I forgot it was January. It feels like it was yesterday#and my schedule keeps getting fucked up because of huge life events so of COURSE I’m having autism issues#and my brain is focusing on little things to get stuck on because the explanation of#‘it happened because someone ran a red light. open and shut case’#is not Good Enough for me. for my head. for my ocd. So I’m stuck here ruminating#why did I wear my new socks if I was just going to crash my car? why did I wear a shirt I wanted to use as a conversation piece if-#-I was just going to crash my car?#why did I leave the house on time to make it to work if I was just going to crash my car?#and this is all just Today things I can’t even begin to go into the rest of it#all of the shitty deaths that have been happening around me are making me so depressed and scaring the shit out of my ocd#everything is so#much.#And now I’m going to be anxious about being in the car again for a while. fuck it all#.txt#logbook#sorry this is a big wall of words I’m going crazy
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It’s so refreshing that there are queer people where I work, it is so comforting
#every day the guy from the home department calls me doll thank you bbgirl#there’s a manager who calls everyone Queen#people are lovingly gay snarky to each other#this is what feels like for enrichment to be in my enclosure#theres one manager who. I think. is a lesbian? I’m not sure though but I’m getting a strong feeling she is#we have nonbinary people working in display and they’re so classy and lovely#they made their own costumes for Halloween at work and they were so good#Augh. aaaauuuugh
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