#they have me by a chokehold ok
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he fell first, she fell harder
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Not in the sense that he would love her less. Falling first just means he saw it for what it was, what was coming.
Not in the sense that she'd love him more. Falling harder just means the realizations hit with that much more force.
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He fell first; she fell harder.
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The former is a snapshot instance: a pivot in perspective that turns the world on its head. Sudden, abrupt, and all at once life-changing.
The latter is a rush, a wave of realization: a slow but steady accumulation of moments that you didn't realize you were collecting.
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It came to him like a plant seeks water; easy as breathing, face turning to sunlight, following its path through the sky.
It came to her like a river seeks the ocean; meandering, gathering in ponds and lakes, until it all started overflowing.
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It's in the epiphany of "love is a person" for him; he would give the world to her, as she gave the world back to him.
It's in the culmination of "love is a feeling" for her; a warmth in her chest she can carry with her wherever she goes, always knowing there is a place — a person; the source of the feeling — to return to.
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He fell first; she fell harder.
#cor writes#niloy#niloy poems#aloy x nil#kinda meta but not really#they have me by a chokehold ok#didi posted a gorgeous gifset on twitter and my brain was set spinning#my original quotetweet was the middle bit “it came to him like a plant seeks water/ it came to her like a river seeks the ocean”#and then my brain wouldnt shut up about them#so have a longer bit of freeform poety contemplating niloy's dynamic
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"no one can remember what happened in the previous seasons"
(except scar was totally playing dumb)
#wild life desert duo has me on a chokehold.#they started with toxic enemies situationship that shared a bed and went onto a healing era after an extremely long divorce#we love to see it!!!!!!!#lots of thoughts about this scene.#i wanted this to convey the actual tone used in the conversation more or less#but then its less obvious that scar is just straight up lying hsjdhskfhsks#we all saw you answer nearly every question correctly scar!!!! you more than anyone know what happened in third life!!!!!!#anyways. first mcyt art!!!! would have liked to give more thought to wild life grian design but i dont have enough braincells#settled for 3 useless belts for the 3 bridges#ok enough commentary.#grian#gtws#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#wild life#third life#art tag#comic#life series#life smp#traffic series#traffic smp
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i liked the sparring scene from the start of siege of darkness a normal amount
#ugh i've been working on this for like several days#it's been so long since i fully shaded and rendered something so the perfectionist in me is tempted to just keep adjusting shading opacitie#but no i'm posting it now and then i'm never going to look at it again#lest i notice a mistake#artist things. you understand#these two... they are sooo good to me i love them they're adorable#i love them and their stupid personality flaws and their stupid will they won't they romance and their stupid mutual pining <3#ordinarily a male mc ogling at their love interest might come off as creepy but 1. drizzt has emotional issues so it's ok and 2. he's a gir#i almost put a lesbian flag behind him in the doodle of him staring at catti but i reeled it in#but for real transfem drizzt anyone? i've been thinking of this nonstop am i the only person to ever have thought of that?#i actually legit am shocked i've not seen anyone else in the fandom make that observation yet cuz he's SO transfem coded to me#it makes sooo much sense and catti-brie's relationship with wulfgar is like TEXTBOOK comphet too BUT WHATEVER WHATEVER it's fine it's fine#don't even worry about it#one day i'll rant about it#The Cattidrizzt Yuri Rant#it's on the horizon#but the point is they're cute & i like them#starless night and siege of darkness are def my favourite books so far#ESPECIALLY STARLESS NIGHT LITERALLY SUUUCH A GOOD BOOK#you know how long it's been since i got so obsessed with something that i drew this much fanart of it??? YEARS#it began SO SUDDENLY but these books have me in a CHOKEHOLD#legend of drizzt#drizzt do'urden#catti-brie battlehammer#catti-brie#putting 2 tags for her cuz realistically who is searching her name with the clan name on this site.#lod#forgotten realms#dnd#i feel like because of lighting my drizzt design's skintone looks comically different in every drawing i do of him
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new brain worms festering the horrors THE HORRORS!!
#Fanart#nikola orsinov#Tma fanart#Tma#The Magnus archives fanart#tma nikola#THIS PODCAST#HAS ME#IN A CHOKEHOLD#funny I drew this the day I listendes to the ep#So that was like months ago#I now have lots of tma stuff I need to post#BLAME WIZZ FOR THIS#I JUST STARTED S5 AND IM NOT OK#My art
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does anyone else obsessively scroll through their own art tag or reread their own fics scrutinizing every detail and trying to determine whether it’s Actually Good or not or am I just a freak lol
#I’m always staring at my art like ‘ok if I were just scrolling and came across this piece and it wasn’t mine would I think it was good#would I look at my stuff and think I was worth following#as if it EVEN MATTERS !!#‘good’ is subjective and all art has value bc it is a creative expression of meaning to the artist!#what’s this bs part of my brain that wants so badly to Be Really Good at things like I’m having a nice time isn’t that enough for u. omg#me rereading my own fics: how would I rate this on a scale of 1 to 10. if I weren’t me would I click out or keep reading#puts myself in a chokehold. literally get over urself bro
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watch as they alter my brain chemistry in real time
redraw of this panel! :D
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#Ough. THEM#trimax actively sold me on the vashwood cult and i will be stuck here for the foreseeable future#they make me so happy and so depressed at the same time#i love them. so much#its insane#oh sweet neptune#they have me in a chokehold evidently#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#ok bye
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I always thought I might be bad Now I'm sure that it's true 'Cause I think you're so good And I'm nothing like you Look at you go I just adore you I wish that I knew What makes you think I'm so special If I could begin to do Something that does right by you I would do about anything I would even learn how to love
#THEY HAVE ME IN A CHOKEHOLD#no joke I spend all my free time drawing them#guess who actually remembered his vestigial wings for once hehe#w101 art#w101 fandom#wizard101#wizzy fandom#dasein#wizsein#w101 oc#listen ik the song is from a kinda sus show/creator but I LOVE IT OK#nobody can stop me#the show also had a huge impact on little me :’)#steve-brules-art#oh my GOD I give up with this text formatting thing. this sucks
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OKOKOK i know that ive been awol for… so long. but!! it is october and october means whumptober which i have been waiting for, and also my junior year is so ARGH that i need to write.
SO PLEASE SEND DRABBLE REQUESTS!!
i pinky promise ill get to them. pinky pinky promise.
if i don’t u can yell at me.
#cinna’s asks#dickgraysonsbitch#batfam#batfamily#jason todd#dick grayson x reader#jason todd x reader#tim drake x reader#bruce wayne x reader#damian wayne x reader#superbat#birdflash#jayroy#timkon#damijon#i write slash ships now apparently#bc all of those have me in a chokehold#😏😏😏#little do they know im into that#ok this is a bit tmi now#SIKE#batcat#selina kyle#stephcass#ok i love women#bye bye now#nvm i have more#wally west x reader#conner kent x reader#clark kent x reader
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destiny intersects with the ruined reactor...
little details!
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#here i go establishing new questionable habits...#'oh yeah lemme just uhhh create an entire soundtrack to accompany my art! lmao no biggie'#but DUDE masashi hamauzu is a legend and his music sounds SO good in the ffvii soundfont ok#it's irresistable. i don't have a say in the matter. my brain says 'ok music time' and i am at its mercy like cloud giving in to jenova.#ALSO i learned so much about the soundfont while recreating the reactor section!!#you know that subtle triplet beat 'train chugging' sorta sound in the mako reactor theme?#it's actually acoustic bass plucks getting cut off SUPER short in rapid succession!#the same track uses a very deep pitched reverse cymbal sample as a spooky atmospheric 'breathing' noise.#idk man i just admire how creative og ffvii is in general with its limited tools.#ok the nerd urge has passed i'm good now#just kidding. gongaga has me in a chokehold. i'm obsessed with this place. do not talk to me about it because i will not shut up.#ffvii#ff7#ffvii rebirth#cloud strife#my art <3#my music <3
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i see your old man yaoi and raise you: old woman yuri
(arlene’s outfit is based off katerina bartokovsky’s from BTE, but if i draw her again i might put her in rimmer’s outfit just for funsies)
#i think about yuri rimster a lot#they have a chokehold on me i love my sapphic rep ok#red dwarf#arnold rimmer#dave lister#arlene rimmer#deb lister#rimster#red dwarf fanart
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She would have easily given him the therapy he went through at Harrenhal.
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why not both? 😋
#'ok now kiss' ... 'and fuck the living daylights out of each other while you're at it'#damn this scene has a chokehold on me since the first time i saw it#and boom. chaos cousins was born#house of the dragon#rhaenys targaryen#the queen who should have been#daemon targaryen#the rogue prince#matt smith#eve best#the chaos cousins#hotd#daemon x rhaenys
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Do I know every little thing about Reaver and Ben Finn and their life stories, to the point where its bordering on concerning? Yes, mhm. Do I still read Reaver's Diary and The Life and Adventures of Benjamin Finn every time I come across them, hanging on to and obsessing over their every word like its the first time I'm hearing them, every time?? Yes. Yes, I do.
#fable#fable 2#fable 3#fable reaver#ben finn#and i won't apologize#the chokehold these two have had over me for the past decade of my life should be studied#i just love hearing bout my boys ok?#i love that both their lores are explained via missable story pages#they are both my roman empire
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oh so NOW y'all rushers wanna talk about James Diamond/Jett Stetson and Jo Taylor/Lucy Stone?!??!?!!! NOW y'all wanna go and totally get behind that like it's the next big revelation?!!??? WHERE WERE Y'ALL WHEN I WAS OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALONE IN THE FRONTLINES COVERED IN BLOOD AND RELENTLESSLY HERALDING THESE DAMN RAREPAIRS WITH EVERY INCH OF MY BATTERED CONVICTION AND YET NO ONE FUCKIN LISTENED?!?!!!! ISTG I'M GODDAMN CASSANDRA RN FINALLY WATCHING FORETOLD PROPHECIES GET FULFILLED AND YET. THE VINDICATION FEELS ALL TOO LATE AS THE LEGACY I HAVE BUILT IS ALL BUT FORGOTTEN NOW
#THERE ARE 16 JAMES/JETT AO3 FICS AND GUESS WHAT. 10 OF THEM ARE FUCKING MINE. AND COUNTING.#6 JO/LUCY FICS AND 3 OF THEM ARE MINE ISTG AM I GOING INSANE??????? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I AM SO PISSED BRB CHEWING ASPHALT RAWRGRHGD#ok fr i love jocy but it's been around for a while so i'm not taking credit for it. JAMETT HOWEVER. THEY ARE MY GAY HIMBO BASTARD CHILDREN#THE FUCKING WAY THESE IDIOT BOYFRIENDS HAD A CHOKEHOLD ON ME BRO I. HAD TO WRITE ALL THE CONTENT AND DRAW ALL THE ART AND EVEN MADE#QUESTIONABLE SHIT MY ACE ASS REGRETS TO THIS VERY DAY AND FOR WHAT. THEY CALLED ME A DELUSIONAL FOOL FOR IT. NOW HOW THE TURN TABLES#Y'ALL WANNA TALK ABOUT TOXIC HIMBO BOYFRIENDS YAOI????? DO NOT CITE THE DEEP MAGIC TO ME WITCH I FUCKING WROTE IT MYSELF ETC ETC.#I STILL HAVE FIVE MILLION JAMETT DRAFTS WORTH 100K WORDS AND A WHOLE JOCY AU AND I'M TEMPTED TO REVIVE THEM ALL OUT OF SPITE NGL#IT INCLUDES HURT/COMFORT ANGST HAIR FIC AND SECRET BF REBOUND JETT+REPRESSED GAY JAMES FIC AND A WHOLE JAMETT REWRITE OF BIG TIME SURPRISE#EVEN IF ALL MY OLD BTR FIC DRAFTS ARE TRAPPED IN MY BROKEN LAPTOP;;; I'LL GET MY BROTHER TO PRY IT RIGHT OUTTA THERE IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKE#ALSO IF Y'ALL WANT MORE RAREPAIRS HI KENLOS NEEDS MORE LOVE. IDC KENLOS IS FUCKING ADORABLE AND PERFECT AND IN THIS MANIFESTO I WILL#AND DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT KENDALL/JETT OR EW LOGAN/JETT GET. THAT SHIT AWAY FROM ME THAT GARBAGE IS TRULY VILE WHAT'S THAT BROTHER ÆÜGGÖH#I'M NOT EVEN IN THIS FANDOM ANYMORE AND YET. AND YET!!!!!! I CAN'T LET IT SPIT IN MY FACE LIKE THIS!!!!!! MY CLOWN MAKEUP WILL MELT OFF!!!!#(this is all /lh btw. like i'm kinda mad ngl but just @ myself. i had jamett brainrot for the longest time and it corroded my frontal lobes#neway rant over lmao i hope everyone's having a lovely day out there <3 will this mark the return of this shitty blog???? idk djdjfjkxl#i been thinking about it for a bit but idk how welcome my obnoxious cringeass still is in the rusherblr space soooo#files this under: SHIT THAT GOT ME SO MAD IN DACLUB AT 4 A.M. THAT I REVIVED MY WHOLE DEAD BLOG TO SCREAM INTO THE MERCILESS VOID ABOUT IT#btr#big time rush#james diamond#jett stetson#jamett#james diamond × jett stetson#himbo boyfriends#jo taylor#lucy stone#jocy#jo taylor × lucy stone#stop it forever#it feels so weirdly nostalgic writing out those tags again ( ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )#ps. did i spend 30mins making that gif just so i have an excuse to show off my eien ni beautiful pink-haired one truest loml on main??? NO
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hear no evil, se̵e̸ no evil, spe̸a̸k̸ no e̵̠͐v̷͍͗i̸̙͋l̸͎̅
#メズマライザー#重音テト#初音ミク#hatsune miku#kasane teto#art#illustration#vocaloid#my art#dooblenauts#i dont know what else to tag#almost forgot my own fucking art tag dude i am so tired#im FINALLY done with this#this tool so much longer than i wanted to and idk if it was worth it#though i like how tetos hair came out a lot#and i kinda like how fucked up miku looks#wish i did her hair a lil differently but. it looks ok i guess#also did this on stream (':#its crazy people watched me go insane trying to draw but its nice they had a good time ahaha#anyway yea this song still has a chokehold on me#one more fanart for this song#that i have planned anyway. maybe later down the line ill have more but right now i just have one#i need to work on something else though#idk what but. literally anything dsfhliduahdfliaudhgf
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No one will care about this but I was listening to this song and was like “Huh. I really like it.” And try checking out the artist’s other songs and they were cool and all but… there’s just something slightly different about this one that attracts me to it and I can’t figure out… Then I scroll down and saw MY FAVOURITE ARTISTS OF ALL TIME also help composing this song and I’m just-
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yeah- ok- it make sense why he’s my favourite artist for a reason…
#this is wild for me ok#because Matt Maltese apparently have a chokehold on my music taste without me even realising it#it’s like eating a cake without knowing that your favourite chef also worked on it-#HE WAS THE BACKING VOCAL#matt maltese
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can’t stop thinking about how it u rly want to understand cyno/alhaitham u have to go through hours of quests. that’s so on brand of them
want to know what their thoughts are of each other? fantastic u gotta finish the whole aq + alhaitham’s sq 🔫 storygated ship fr
#everyone may have moved onto Fontaine but not me#the chokehold cyhaino have on me is rly smth#cytham#haino#dodo.txt#ok but also the way they canonically helped each other grow as a person#shipping aside they have some of the best relationship writing in Genshin#one day I will draw them. Today is not that day so I am just full of thoughts#I will love them thru a series of text posts
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