#these wips are just for one story each
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Me: Maybe I should open prompts for my writing blog. Something to get my ass back into writing.
Also me: *has two WIPs for a Macul short and three for an Isaacul short, because I cannot get Mathias or Isaac's personalities right.*
#why is writing outside if LoS crew pov so fucking hard?!#Mathias Isaac#please#work with me#also#these wips are just for one story each#but im struggling with their chatacters#toadscreech
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All right so I haven't been active in the Julie and the Phantoms fandom in a long time, and although I know there are definitely still people creating and reblogging in the fandom it tends to be a much smaller handful of people than it used to, which for me felt disheartening and was part of why I've backed off from it. I'd love to see new stuff more regularly and start recirculating older things just to remind myself and anyone else who needs it how much I love this silly little show.
All this to say, I am putting out feelers to see if anyone is interested in a blog that runs consistent, casual event-type things for the fandom to try and revitalize interest in jatp fanworks, like featured weeks for individual characters here, fic rec events, etc. I'm toying with ideas to inspire people to pick up their wips, spark new stories, and highlight older content that didn’t get much attention or would just be nice to see again. I’d like to create a community space to liven the fandom back up for people who miss the show or got into the fandom after the hype died down. Does that seem interesting to anyone?
#julie and the phantoms#jatp#I'm filled with both hubris and resolve and I feel like. with other people modding the blog as well. this would be doable#i already have a LOT of ideas about wip events to get stories written that have been sitting untouched i know i'm not the only one w/h thos#so i guess if that sounds good to you interact with this in some way? and if you're interested in being involved/have ideas#please share! if it's just me on a reblog spree it won't work but if we all pitch in to talk to each other#(and i know. if you know me you know i'm not always great at that. but having a Format for it makes me good at it so)
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my favourite polycule
#i recently finally saw all the ddlc plus side stories and they were very sweet#there's no way they didn't notice the sapphic overtones while writing them lmao#esp the last one; they just about went around the whole class calling each other cute but yuri bailed before it could get that far#i lub them#plus timeline is canon in my heart now idc#doki doki literature club#doki doki literature club plus#ddlc#ddlc plus#ddlc sayori#ddlc monika#ddlc yuri#ddlc natsuki#my art#doodles/sketches/wips#also as someone who's had long hair i can confirm it's hell to wake up and brush so i've given monika & yuri mercy by having it braided
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📄 I love angst so I think this will be soo good
Hiya anon 🫶🏻
This is a tough one but it’s worth it 💗
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“This is our marriage, Buck. You don’t get to just make the decision when it ends, at least not without talking to me first” Eddie says, feeling his jaw clenching in frustration.
“You were the one who transacted to another station! What am I supposed to do with that?” Buck snaps, watching his husband’s eyes widening in surprise, like that wasn’t the answer that he was expecting.
Make me write ✍🏻
Tagging the wife @tizniz 😘
#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 on abc#buddie wip#evan buck buckley#edmundo diaz#make me write#the second chance fic#literally our boys don’t know how to talk to each other and they are just so stupid#I said like I’m not the one who’s writing this story dhshdjdk
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this writing slump is whooping me… am on the ground rn
#would it be insane if i just completely ditched my previous plots and started anew for all three of my major WIPS#because . each one is really tough and i’m wondering if i’m pigeonholing myself in w each story#all three stories are dear to me and i want to do them justice#maybe i should scrap the plot for each and just re-outline them all?#like think of a new story that makes me THINK of things to write#hmmmmmmm#anyways. went 2 a new café and the barista was so pretty & nice! she made the most Delicious iced pumpkin chai :3#i told her she was beautiful OBVIOUSLY and she said that made her day :’) WOOHOO#complimenting people is so fun i love the beaming smiles afterwards like yesssss queen know you’re a bad bitch and revel in it 🩷#personal
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blatantly making [DnD character’s] backstory a steddie fic for wip weekend please I am so intrigued!!
oh thank you!!! You have no idea how excited I am that you requested this, this fic is my (very neglected) baby !! (and based on my favorite PC who is a human bard called Max in a modern campaign setting, i just wanted to share that lmao)
“Steve? Eddie?” Someone calls from the other room and they spring apart. “Where did you go?” “Uhh,” Eddie says and Steve rolls his eyes. “Just getting water,” he calls back, “we’ll be out soon.” “Get me an ice cream too,” the someone, who Steve now realizes is definitely Dustin, shouts before he hears the back door sliding open and then shut again. He waits a couple of seconds to be sure they're alone again and then raises an eyebrow at Eddie. “Uhh,” he parrots. “There’s not a lot of blood in my brain, kinda difficult to think” Eddie snipes back but he’s smiling. Steve tilts his head, “I make it hard for you to think straight?” Eddie gives him an unimpressed look, “that’s the worst thing anyone has ever said to me Harrington, and I had an angry mob with pitchforks after me.” Steve shrugs, “what are you gonna do about it?” Then he lets a slow smile spread across his lips, and glances down at Eddies ‘no blood in his brain situation’ “big boy.” Eddie’s jaw audibly snaps shut and when Steve looks up he’s giving him a wide-eyed look. ‘Yeah, got him back for that one’ Steve thinks, satisfied to have some leverage back between them. Eddie closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. “You are gonna have to stay so far away from me Harrington, or I will jump your bones and traumatize all our friends even more than they already are. Then when everyone has left I will deal with all,” he waves a hand between them, “this.” “You keep calling me Harrington,” Steve points out, “what, no more baby? Sweetheart? Princess?” Eddie turns on his heel. “So far away,” he shouts over his shoulder.
(very late) WIP weekend (Wednesday)/make me write
#i think steve using big boy back on eddie is something that can be so personal#this wip brings something out of me and that something is steve and eddie endlessly going back and forth teasing each other#...this is how my dnd characters act if anyone wonders#anyways bc the title is not descriptive this is my fuckbuddies to lovers story with like...some bad choices inbetween (there's running#bc i love writing running apparently) i have a whole scene written for the resolution? kinda? idk but either way im so excited about it#i just gotta write more of the in between parts and i will i will#i am just so excited about all my wips i cant pick one and i gotta focus a little on one eventually so#my post#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#steddie#ask#dels steddie thoughts#my writing#amusingdisplacement
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Thanks for The tag buddy!
(And soon I will answer it, 'cause I need to organize my ideas :)
But, The Clone Action Movie Pitch actually got me.
I'm all ears 👀
YESSSS I’m so happy, I was hoping somebody asked about this one! This idea came to me two weeks ago and I’m STOKED (And also I am defo ready to see what you have cooking 👏)
So basically the thought started with the beginning to a familiar action movie setup of a group of guys having to reunite after over a decade because somebody has been coming after the members of their former squad and killing them off one by one, and now they have to get back together for one last job to find out why and put a stop to it. Despite the fact I started writing this with the express purpose of using all sorts of action movie tropes for the formula, there’s still new and fun twists on how they happen because we’ve set it within the world of Star Wars. It’s a good old fashioned action movie, babyyyyy!
It’s also all original characters, which I know may not be some people’s thing, but it means that this is unconstrained by most of canon, in terms of timeline consistency or connections to other properties��� stories. I have plenty of canonical Star Wars elements, but I wanted this to be a case of “Hey do you like Star Wars and don’t want to do any homework to understand what’s happening? Do you like action movies? Come on in!”
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Taking place ~16 years after the end of the Clone Wars, the story opens with fifteen-year-old Rio and his father living simply in a city on an Outer Rim planet. Most people didn’t know what the clones looked like beyond their armor, and that— along with its owners— was phased out a long time ago. Rio doesn’t know much about his father’s past beyond his own life, but it doesn’t come up in conversation much and Rio doesn’t know of a life any different than the one they’ve always had.
There’s some suspicious activity and murmurings around town, us following Rio through what a normal day should be for him, but as the day draws to a close things start to get more suspicious. His dad, normally a genial and easygoing guy, is strangely quiet and serious, and there’s a moment Rio catches him having some furtive conversation over a comm in the hall; when his dad realizes he’s there he snaps at him to go back to bed.
When Rio’s noticeably caught off guard by his dad’s tone, his dad visibly softens and his shoulders slump, and he goes to him, gently pulling him in to press his forehead to his son’s as he apologizes, asking him more civilly to go upstairs. Rio reluctantly does as he’s told; though his dad outwardly seems much more like his calm self, there’s still something tense about him.
The next day it’s clear there is something going on, the kid seeing people closing up shops, arguments happening in the square, a squad of troopers questioning and harassing people. Rio’s nearly caught up in trouble with the troopers himself before his dad appears out of nowhere and intervenes, making quick work of them before telling him to stay calm and follow his lead, the two of them swiftly making a beeline for their home.
His dad tells him to pack a bag of necessities only, says they’re leaving and they won’t be coming back. Rio, understandably alarmed, desperately follows his dad around the house asking questions, asking what’s going on in town as his dad yanks cords from electrical panels in the walls and burns the databanks on his machines, and the kid’s alarm only heightens as he sees his dad pull burner comms, armor and gear, tools and equipment and weapons he’s never even seen before from hidden compartments all around the house.
His dad hated guns.
When Rio finally stops him and demands to know what’s going on, refusing to budge another inch until he has answers, his father sighs, visibly pained by the anger and distrust on his son’s face.
He takes Rio by the shoulders, gentle despite all that’s happened. “Do you trust me?”
Rio looks doubtful. “… Is the person you are still my father?”
“Yes,” his dad says without a moment of hesitation. “Yes, Rio.”
Rio wavers for a moment, but right now all he sees are the earnest, honest eyes of his dad, and he realizes… Yes. He does trust him.
“… Okay,” Rio says, beginning to help pack gear into a duffel bag. “Let’s go.”
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The kid doesn’t ask any more questions as they head out of town on foot, not even when gunfire starts up several blocks behind them and people start panicking in the streets. They’re at the edge of town when they hear the first explosion and Rio sees his dad’s resolve harden to determination. An old friend of theirs takes them by speeder outside of town; Rio still doesn’t ask questions when his dad leads him to a ship that’s been hidden and well-maintained for over a decade, and eventually the two of them set out to escape off-planet.
They wait in a remote location for other ships and transports to arrive. Rio sees a number beings exit the ramps; there’s a Pantoran woman in a trench coat with a satchel over one shoulder. A mountain of a man in a motley assortment of layers follows her, wearing a visor and partial face mask, accompanied by a droid. Another pilot lands and immediately hops out from the cockpit, sliding down the ladder as a second man follows. The first looks like a stunt racer, dressed in speederbike leathers and boots. The second man looks like a regular lineman, though with a rifle slung across his and a mask covering his features. The pilot unbuckles the strap of his helmet as he joins them, and something about it looks familiar to Rio.
A real, honest-to-gods Mandalorian appears from behind Rio and his dad from the outcropping they’d met at, either having been there the whole time or somehow managing to creep up on them without notice.
The group convenes in a loose circle, and his father removes his hood.
“Lark,” he says, nodding to the woman. “Gentlemen,” he says to the men. “It’s been a while.”
They all look at each other, noticeably glancing at the kid before he puts a hand on his shoulder and says “Rio. My son.”
Slowly, one by one, all of them remove their helmets and masks, and Rio can’t help but look around the circle in astonishment.
Each man there, every one among them for no discernible reason why or how, shares his father’s face.
WIP Ask Game
#the clone wars#hounds speaks#my writing#long post#Clone Action Movie#I’m not a piñata as much as I am an Easter egg filled with loose M&Ms#You just have to poke me and I’ll start spilling the beans#This fledgling story has SO many goodies in it#It’s going to be so fun#(and also a tiny bit angsty)#(In my opinion I don’t think you can have a solid clone-centric story without acknowledging some of the realities of their existence#and also it’s an action movie y’all. someone’s gotta take a bullet for someone.#The idea actually originally started with the main character being the sergeant’s wife#and while I do still like parts of that first draft I didn’t like the (only) clueless woman of the group being the audience proxy#There were still ways I got around it being too much of that stock stereotype but ehhh#I think having a teenage kid in that position makes more sense for him to not know very much and have to be the lense through which we#see the story unfold#and there are still ways to include some of the ideas I had with the wife character and just do them a little differently#We may have to do some Orphan Black tricks to get Mr. Morrison to be each character but by Jove I will make it happen#We do get into themes of autonomy and control and some of the things the clones realistically dealt with#One of the biggest themes of SW is the idea that we are who we choose to be#That it’s our choices that define us not our origins#And that we can always choose to do differently#Here that theme is applied a bit differently:#You should GET to choose who you will be#Q&A#WIPs#my OCs#ask games
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another late night / early morning wip pic under the cut
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#I love that you can just TELL that they hate each other lmao.#I had a lot of revelations about their relationship and about Wymond in general today. It was a lot of fun to figure this stuff out.#morrigan.txt#wip#blender wip#yes I still think about RTQ/ATQH on the regular even though it's been over a year since I posted a story post.#I got the idea to do wedding portraits for Rosalynn and Wymond and also for Maeve and Adelia.#also I'm contemplating changing Rosalynn's middle name?? it literally doesn't matter at all but it makes more sense for her middle name to#be her grandmother's name than her mother's name.#so it would be Rosalynn Gwendolyn Oakes if I remember my family tree notes correctly.#(yes I have family trees of Anvia and Oryn going back to the end of the war. which was ~100 years ago.)#so that's 4 generations for Anvia (5 if you count Fallon's future child) and 3 for Oryn.#I KNOW TOO DAMN MUCH ABOUT THESE DAMN KINGDOMS#I'm never going to get them and their stupid fucked up relationships out of my head.#even though it's not the focus of the story I just love the worldbuilding I came up with for all of it.#and I love Oraine's worldbuilding too. It's so different from both Anvia and Oryn and I love it for that.#and the Empress is SO much fun. She's like a cross between Eleanor Guthrie and this one arcanaloth NPC from one of my campaigns.#but also nothing like either of them at the same time.#idk she's a lot of fun.#who knows if/when I'll ever finish these portrait renders but just thinking about RTQ/ATQH again is a lot of fun.
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I think as writers we should hold funerals for our WIPs more often.
Dearly beloved, gather us here today where this fic of some middle-aged man getting rawdogged and this other fanfic about the importance of friendship are laid to rest, because the author got really distracted playing that new video game.
We celebrate what could have been, cut-and-recycle those really good lines or ideas, because I swear I'm going to use them, I swear! And drag this poor document not to the great recycling bin or trash, but to the "graveyard" folder because sometimes I like to commune with the dead.
#fanfic#Writing#I just had to throw out 5k words of a one shot over something I can't change/control but I never delete old WIPs#I do just put them in a folder and still backup that folder with my other files#Yes some of my earlier ideas were horrendous but also there's a part of me still there in each of them#Sometimes it's less about the writing and more about who I was I want to sometimes revisit#Who was the teen girl writing gore at 15 and what would she think of today's writing#Who was the insecure fearful loveless boy who over expressed his masculinity online and wrote tough lonely guy characters#I don't want to be them anymore but when I hate myself sometimes it's nice to read what I've written#You hear the problems you never thought youd overcome in the author notes or in the subject and those fears and pain#You also see the first time you wrote a subject#I wish I hadn't deleted lots of my writing from when I was very young#Some I did because it legitimately could cause or encourage harm if left online#But I think I always smile when I see the old “this year is 8th grade” because by golly#Still think it's hilarious I got really into writing in middle school because I was jealous of someone else's writing ability in 6th grade#I can remember the exact moment I looked at my 2 page story and was filled with jealousy because they wrote 12 pages and my story felt so..#I remember going home and going 'i know I can write something good!' and people will like it!#And then like while looking for some place to upload writing I found fanfic
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pov: you're Abram when he's about to start writing something
#if no one else got me i know the stupid little note at the top of my draft got me#there are many that I've written that are missingfrom this bc i know for sure i wrote one for every chapter of (wit)jitp#but i write each chapter in the same doc and then move and delete them as i work on the next chapter#so at least 10 me have been lost to time :(#also in case this wasn't clear yes i do genuinely do this most of the time when i start writing the actual stories#usually it's if I've been writing notes especially and want to move on the the story instead#but sometimes I'll just open with it lmao#anyone wanna guess at what stories these are all from? fjjsjxjzj#I've posted about several of them... lemme see...#(wit)jitp#wip: laurent stabs damen#wip: i see you you see me#wip: good omens fic#wip: moon fic#that should be all of them#not in order#shh ac#wip: Amaranthus caudatus
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ggghhg i hate vehiclessssssss ghghghhghhhhh [dies dies dies forever]
#just me hi#i'm going to get right back to it but i need to complain or i'll turn into a stale loaf of Bread lmao :3👍#so here it is. why's it gotta be so hard hhghfh#okay buildings suck i hate buildings. but also they don't make me want to immediately explode at the merest hint of actually drawing them#vehicles?? Vehicles ???? i am going to just. what if i just put everyone in magical cardboard boxes and did that huh. what is the point !!#i have to draw motorcyclessss and carssssss and i'm okay with bikes to a degree actually <3 and horsessssssss and truckssssssssssss#god forbid you pick an older model with like 20 articles on it cuz most of them are going to only have a side profile and 3/4s view of that#dang thing. which yea sounds manageable 'why is this a problem keeps' i cannot properly see the FRONT#i have to guess?? i have to Guess ???? my dearest wish i think i'm just going to live in the sewers. with the sewer creatures#GGHHHHHHHHHHHH#i am going to practice drawing this stupid thing that i'm going to use for like 7 panels MAX and then i'm going to commit a FOUL crime. lik#rearranging someone's usual playlist without them knowing so they're confused every time they listen to it afterwards#//okay enough of that. we're good hbfhsfh :3#i have done other things today ! i've actually made a rough timeline for pi.e so thaaaat's cool :D#that and found a cool artist to follow on pillowfort. i. forgor their user but they have cool art .w.#/also i'm past the halfway mark on this first chapter which is !!!#i don't want to jinx myself cuz i know i'm really good at that hfhsv - but i think i'll start storyboarding the next part if i can get a#couple more pages done :D#//also the cowboy au grows stronger everyday hhhgfshvbh#i kind of knew some sort of au was inevitable but i did not think it would be an old west one loll :3#still trying to figure out the logistics#i wanna find some good historical fiction from those eras (1860s-70s) but i do not have the brain space for it rn fbhs - so this will do :>#it won't have any of the magic or gods i think bc of that but i'm having fun regardless :D#it Does have some occult though. because i was playing the story for my brother and i Do enjoy scaring him hhbvhfhsfvh#there are devils on the ranch!! or are they devils?? he hasn't gotten that far yet lol :>#//i also may have some sort of weird lean towards the spooky because Somehow each of my stories end up containing some sort of thriller#element?? lmao rip my siblings#but it never happens on purpose. again; rip my siblings hfhhvsh#//oo running out of tag space lol <//3#i shall return. probably with more wip stuff cuz i started like 4 canvases in 2 days hhghghdvs - toodles !!
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was thinking about it and i firmly believe that the funniest possible thing to keep the exact same if i write anything in the lmd no-magic-no-apocalypse-au is pallas and calliope routinely just beating the absolute shit out of each other. t4t violence that transcends genre or whatever.
#calliope really went ‘oh you’re touch starved? here *fucking punches you*#it’s even funnier in this context bc no one has violently uncontrollable magic powers they’re just tearing into each other for hatred alone#pallas desperately trying to keep up their perfect student perfect child persona but whenever they talk to calliope they#can’t fight the uncontrollable urge to maul him like a wild animal#calliope getting fired from her job bc she smashed pallas across the face with a serving tray after hearing#them say ‘riddle me this’ in casual conversation#the two of them are literally doing fight club and everyone else is looking on vaguely horrified#wip: ghost story
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Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute
#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys#i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will-#like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!!#i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my#head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!!#also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it#may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc)#anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it#dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify.#i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt#equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there#like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he#doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be#like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in#ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things)#like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get#herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you#like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his#actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior#idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there.#like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be#i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other.#which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around#blah#sui sq
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might post all the tiny self-imposed prompt stuff from a few years back that i for some reason never did. this is your automated warning
#i am TRYING to WRITE but it is HARD#but also i am trying not to try so hard that i have to lie down and do nothing for three months again#thank you for your patience if you are here for the stories!!#yesterday i plonked out half a page in three hours for an actual fic (it's a new wip i'm so sorry i have apparently lost all self-control)#and then an entire page in one but it was just corvo and daud kissing each other okay. treats for me. no stakes no plot just smooching#gonna have to make a new ao3 collection for non-raunchy non-prompts if this goes on#or should i start just posting these individually? i'm scared of tiny fic for some reason#like if i don't write enough people will be annoyed#anyway sorry for writing five times as much in the tags as in the body of the post i'm done now
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still having brainrot over Eight and Lana's own commander-and-outlander relationship bc i can't fucking sleep and have to make flop posts, but the day before he leaves is the day they sit down with one another atop his ship, watching the sunrise. (I guess this counts as a WIP whenever but I've slacked so hard this month I don't even remember how or what i've been tagged in...OTL)
they've both been made aware of one another. Lana's incomparably guilty. Eight looks at her and sighs.
"Be proud, Lana Beniko. Yours is the shield that our enemies dashed themselves on, that guaranteed a new future for all those you held dear. If you're at a loss for what to say to me: don't. No other would go so far. That is why we won."
For once in her life, Lana finds no speeches at the tip of her tongue, no ready-made phrasing that does just enough; she merely stares at her friend, (her hand), and stammers.
"I... don't know what to say. Eight, I..."
"I just told you not to." The spy feigns irritation with a roll of his eyes, then cracks a smile at her, faint and fleeting as the breaking dawn. "Neither of us were very good at listening to each other, were we."
An awkward silence descends on them. Lana is visibly discomforted, now made aware of the exact implications of such a statement. Eight had bent over backwards to follow her sense of right and wrong. Eight had devoted everything to heeding her call. She hadn't even known his reasons for doing so until the very end, blinded by her own eagerness to be saved. Her gloved hands grip the edge of their perch, white-knuckling them beneath the leather.
And she'd been none the wiser until she awoke one day to a slightly panicked holocall from base saying Eight was gone.
He'd fled. Deserted. In the traitor Theron's words, as he put it with uncharacteristic gravity to his features, "was it any surprise that he ran away? you used him-- and now he wants nothing to do with you or the Alliance. It's over."
The betrayal had stung almost as much as the revelation. They'd made up by now, but...
"Lana." Eight's voice pulls her out of her morose reverie, clear and lucid as day. His eyes lock with hers, piercing right into her soul. Lana's breath hitches, and his next words punch the air right out of her chest, like a battered hole in a damaged dreadnaught in the vacuum of space.
"Stop it. I know that look. Stop punishing yourself."
He grips her by the shoulders, shockingly earnest for a spy who concealed all emotion. Lana opens her mouth to speak, but instead of words coming forth- something unfathomable flows into her across the bridge of physical and mental contact, whisking her away on the tides of fate.
#swtor#swtor fanfiction#wip whenever#sweats at all the six sundays and wip tags i've missed#bleh. just haven't felt particularly confident lately about writing either and got sucked into uh castlevania#hence the dry spell#this one's... not particularly exciting either but i like thinking about it#just kinda. they're good friends. they're the worst to ever be paired up. they ruin each other's lives.#eight mirrors whoever he devotes himself to in an extreme kind of way#and every single time there was a moment in the story where he got separated he thought about leaving#lana in her infinite pragmatism avoids the responsibility of bloodshed by deferring it to the outlander#but following her moral sense made him kill almost everyone in the way. the body count got so high...#i don't think lana would question her morals. i do think she would question herself if she unintentionally damaged her underling that badly#and then had both theron and eight skedaddle LOL god. the stress#yeah. yeah sheer hilarity of both of them being traitors bc theron couldn't just leave him there and eight would be so curious/onboard to#playing that game as well.
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A drabble about my OC's or:
My first ever light introduction of my oc's
"He should be looking at his goddess when praying to her. Instead he is on his knees in front of her with his gaze fixated on him. His king standing with his back facing him in the door of the small mountain cathedral. Patienly waiting for him to finish. Illuminated by the golden sunlight. A little pause from their travels. A king and his loyal grand army leading commander, his personal knight guard alone on the road.
He should be looking at his soon to be queen, when she talks with him. Instead he glances over her shoulder at him. On the opposite site of the room, standing guard at the door. Causally, the legs shoulder broad the arms behind his back folded in a comfortable stand. The long big orange feathers on his helmet gently waving in the summer breeze of the open castle window. Long and bushy feathers, signaling his many victorious battles, his rank. Sensing his kings eyes on him he turns his helmet at him. It gladly hiding its wearers blush under its shining spotless silver, when he looks back into the kings almost shameless, hypnotised yearning look.
"He should be loyal to his goddess, be a dutyful knight, be pure of mind and soul, saintly of heart and body. And he is. He was. No, no he is. He chose this life at last...but one day he allowed himself to let his gaze linger a little longer that was a mistake. Once you saw the golden sun, warming your heart and mind, you cannot imagine life nor actually life without it ever again.
He should focus on her, his promised queen. Learn to love her, marry her be a role model, be dutyful. He is the king at last....but one day, he came into his life. And the young king let his gaze linger too often. A mistake. Once you saw a fairytale, a magical being, you can't stop looking, in pure awe.
You can't pry your eyes off.
For this simple moment, merely the blink of an eye, there were no restrains no responsibilites no social enclosures, just them. Just for a moment a second, no one will notice. The king would marry his queen and the knight would stay on his guard place where he belongs. It was settled. It was no question. They knew their places, their reaponsibilitys and those were not up for discussion for neither of them. So what could a stolen little glance her and there hurt? It was just a look. It was their unspoken arrangement. Glances, rare, not more, not less......but"
#oof i wrote this on my work break#a....uhm drabble? no a thought? yeah just something about my wip#not even the actual plot of the story#they were normal about each other like actually but one day they suddenly started to look n take the spotlight i had no choice but to adjus#like thats what we do now? thats how the story goes? ok i guess#this wip will last years till i'll finish it but these two in it overtook my mind and i have to yap about them or else i'll combust.#thoughts?#my wip#my book#my writing#my ocs#no use without my permission#fantasy writer#writers on tumblr#writers#authors of tumblr#oc stuff#writing drabble#ocs#writing#queer romantasy#queer romance#queer ocs
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