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thedisablednaturalist · 1 year ago

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If you get diagnosed with sleep apnea, don't go ANYWHERE near Lincare if you have a choice. Ask your doctor who they are placing the order with and beg them not to use Lincare. If it's your only choice, DO NOT SET UP AUTOSHIP WITH THEM.

Just got a $1200 bill along with a giant box of cpap supplies even though I told them I no longer had insurance and wanted to cancel, and THEY CALLED ME for a final confirmation of cancellation. But apparently they still tried to bill my insurance to milk it of more money despite me no longer being covered.

#wrenfea.exe #cpap #sleep apnea #theres no way in hell im paying it #ill contest the charge with my bank if i have to #im gonna get all my future supplies from cpap.com #fuck lincare

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akimojo · 1 year ago

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people love to use ffxiii’s messy development as a reason to completely shit on the game but honestly the fact they managed to sneak in so many little details in the gameplay in a way that reflects the characters and story despite all the miscommunication between the dev sections is just impressive to me

#was xiii horribly planned out and missed out on a lot of important feedback because of the poor time management? absolutely #does that mean you cant be impressed with what the game achieved regardless of whether you liked it or not? fuck no #also the fact theres next to no bugs (not counting the pc port because... yeah) is amazing all things considered #and the graphics still hold up to this day #the linearity is everyones main issue with the game but look at x dude #x was linear as hell too but it makes sense bc yuna had a pilgrimage to follow #just as how it makes sense for the xiii cast to not have time to stop and explore cocoon while they were being hunted by the government #thats why you have so much more freedom to explore when youre on pulse #theres not even anything objectively wrong with having a game be linear in the first place #and the people complaining about the story being ''incoherent'' are just... wrong?#they give you enough hints within the dialogue to piece the story together yourself while also not leaning on exposition dumps to tell it #and if you cant do that then the datalogs are right THERE #games have relied on ''notes'' to tell parts of their story for ages now and i dont understand why its suddenly bad when xiii does it #i dont like sitting through exposition dumps and i like being able to analyse and theorize about a plot WHILE im experiencing it #and a lot of other people feel the same way so its not an objectively bad aspect of the game's storytelling #you just need to pay attention and be patient and wait for the story to unfold #i went off the rails but ANYWAY #aki stfu #final fantasy xiii

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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Considering the. Ahem. Ways this year has gone, I've not been thinking about it all that much, but. I did start this year with the motto of Year Of Unfucking My Life. With a few goals involved in that.

I got an official adhd diagnosis, as well as a diagnosis for PCOS. Other diagnoses in progress. Gotten adhd meds and birth control to regulate periods. I've gone back to school and I'm keeping up with it better than ever before. I've even been working on practicing driving, something I've been largely neglecting since I first got my driving permit, um... 11 years ago...

I just need to actually Get my license. And I need to get it before the end of the year. If I can accomplish that, then I'll say the Year Of Unfucking My Life was successful.

#speculation nation #i had some pretty major negative And positive influences for this goal of mine.#primary negative influence of course being my dad abruptly dying.#but that also led to the primary positive influence of the life insurance payout that's letting me just focus on school for my final year.#it's like a monkey's paw curl kind of moment. i got a genuinely astounding amount of money #more than enough to live off for a year+ and pay off the rest of my schooling.#with this i have finally exited the purgatory of part time school full time work to pay my way through school #a setup that led to endless stress (both physically and mentally) and suffering grades.#failing some classes and taking longer bc part time Anyways. locking me into years and years of this perpetual fucking Hell.#ive escaped it. school is so so so much more manageable when i dont have to work a job. im actually keeping up with my assignments.#for once theres no uncertainty about passing any of my classes. i Will pass them all. and i expect As in most if not all of them.#it's been fucking Amazing. everything i couldve wanted. and it came with the low low cost of losing my father when i was only 26.#... 'low' being sarcastic here of course. he was the 2nd worst person i couldve lost in my life. second only to my sister.#the 2nd worst grief i will Ever experience. bc he was my Good parent. hes the very reason i have a future at All.#and losing him fucked me up Severely. im still working on recovering. i kind of figure i always Will be.#thank god id already been taking spring semester off bc that would've been Horrible to go thru while in school.#i honestly probably would've just withdrawn from the semester. theres no Way id have kept up with it #given how damned BUSY those first few weeks after were. between funeral prep and inventorying and packing up his house.#so fucking much involved in settling an estate. and im the lucky one in that my sister's been handling all the legal shit.#so i simultaneously was dealt one of the most severe blows i ever Will be dealt #while also being given probably the biggest boost i'll ever get in my life.#if everything goes well with graduating and getting an IT job then i'll never want for money again.#considering there was a time early last year when i got as low as literally $7 in my bank account. this is a pretty big deal.#it's just... strange. the ways things go in life. this has been a very strange year for me.#just doing my best to use this boost to the best of my ability. even if it feels like im taking advantage of his death.#it's what he wouldve wanted me to do.

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odysseys-blood · 9 months ago

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begging on my hands and knees please pb stop killing your own game its getting quiet in hereeee

#cliffnotes/.txt #whb #its like #yeah once again i get its a small company #but the way players keep dropping bc of how hostile/predatory its already gotten with paid content #im not going anywhere any time soon but man #ITS AGGRAVATING TO SEE IM SAD ABT IT #like i said when this started in like december its just #it feels like they jumped the gun way too early #no gacha is ever gonna be player friendly i get that too but like #usually they stwrt easing up on f2p content into more paid stuff later #game launched in what october? its april #only half a year and the way i keep seeing less and less is fr sad #and like ik im just a player i dont have the answer but like #if the focus switched from pay for characters to some of the other stuff that was supposed to be implemented by now #text chats/ the seraphim dungeons/ hell even the friends feature #like theres been no word on any of that and im just pulling from the promises announcement made in january #pools already feeling oversaturated for l cards #and its just. it gets real empty feeling real fast now it feels like nothing was rly. planned well if you get me #but idk #its just upsetting to see smthn dying this fast #i wanna have hope but ehhhh...#i rly do wanna wait it out bc im not like a super devoted pb fan #but i found love unholyc when the pandemic first was kicking my ass bc going from being on campus and-#being out all day with friends to being stuck at home was...tough #and the games janky but i liked the chars #same with whb #so like. augh

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skrunksthatwunk · 5 months ago

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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight

#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here #it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening #and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time #we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please #idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest #but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work #sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon #ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for #my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell #happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and #when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends #and i don't wannaaaaa #i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but #it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being #the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it #we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line #i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know #and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot #but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class #even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig #i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me #and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh #i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like #The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed #but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me #and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it #and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh

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astranauticus · 11 months ago

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todays orv mood: standing at the water dispenser under my dorm building waiting for my instant noodles to cook just pacing in circles and swearing

#orv liveblog #should i tag spoilers for like. ramble in tags??#ok i'll do it just to be safe #orv spoilers #idk in case my webtoon only irl friend suddenly decides to log back into her tumblr after 3 years #context chapter 311/46th scenario #ok theres a lot going on here #first off 1863th round yjh is a character made to haunt me specifically so when the name hell of eternity came up wow i was feeling like #500 emotions at once and none of them were good #second i saw someone on lofter say today that most of the talking kdj and yjh do in this book is through fights and just #LIKE I JUST. cannot get over how our perspective of their relationship is just always being filtered through these two people #who are just fuckin INCAPABLE of TALKING ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS like NORMAL PEOPLE #like it drives me so insane that this book is so show dont tell by necessity bc kdj is a fucking moron so we just get these #insanity inducing details like yjh paying to extend his midday rendezvous with kdj for 3 years and just using it as a personal journal #and then you get past all the fuckin. the two of them beating the shit out of each other by way of communicating and its like #'i want to lock you up so you'll stop dying because im scared im not strong enough to be able to stop you and we cant lose you again' LIKE?#SIR WHAT??????? HELLO??????????????#also the line that made me start pacing in circles around the water cooler while swearing in mandarin was specifically #'i couldn't be the protagonist. i couldn't save someone else'#says the DEMON KING OF SALVATION. like damn its 'sacrifice's will is a stigma that didn't really suit me' all over again #like i love that kdj has the nerve to be like 'of course i dont want to die' and yjh just absolutely does not buy it for a second #god. i want to hit him on the head with a brick.

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andyridgeley · 1 year ago

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#looking at jobs on indeed and co reviews and reminding myself to be happy i love the place i work for so much even if im not paid enough #and its not like im paid BADLY its just...NOT ENOUGH and theres no guarantee another place would pay me what im thinking so!!#i just gotta...push em more cause they told me i'd get a raise like 3 months ago and nothin yet and im frustrated as hell #but also respect them enough to talk it out with them and figure out whats going on instead of just running off #and the way other companies are run is succccccch shit im so happy where im at now just...#you're never gonna be 100% happy its literally just the pay im happy with everything else!! SOCIETY says i HAVE TO HAVE A JOB SO-#personal thingys

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thelaughingmerman · 1 year ago

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Last night waaaas. Bad. So bad. Negative /

I had a dream that was one part ok but 2 parts nope. In it my mom used They pronouns for me and called me benny which was like good. But I was still anxious in the dream, it was the third dream in like a week where I mentioned the prospect of having that surgery done, and for the first time in my life I dreamt my teeth fell out.

I guess I didn't sleep enough because about 4 at work I started losing balance and that sent me into a panic attack over nothing and I started having trouble breathing. And then I was like is this just anxiety and my brain was like NO you are SICK. So that made me more anxious. And I'm so overwhelmed. Like my anxiety has been so so so bad lately I'm in such a spiral and I'm so scared all the time. And I just need to hold out for a little while longer soon I can change my insurance plan through work. But it's no wonder I've been so exhausted lately.

#like ive had panics before and tearful crying hysteric episodes #but im having full blown anxiety attacks and loss of breath now and its just been so bad and so scary which of course makes the anxietyworse #im stuck in this apartment for another year #and i like it here mostly like ive always wanted to live near the mpuntains #but im so scared all the time it might just be better for me to move back near my parents #but theres no way in hell i can get out of this lease like im stuck another year i camt pay the fines to break lease

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phagodyke · 2 years ago

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my graduation is supposed to be in august + im requesting to graduate in absentia but i feel terrible abt it bc im not telling my parents 😑

#just bc if i do tell them they'll probably pressure me into going. and i dont fucking want to its my degree i can celebrate how i like #i wont even be living here in august!! and its a wednesday which is super awkward + im only allowed 2 guests but i have 4 parents lmao #which means i have to choose between my mum and dad. which will end up in hurt feelings either way #and theyre making us pay for our own robes which is stupid bc they literally have like 40k from me already #i cant sit in a stuffy hall through a two hour long ceremony that i wont even be able to hear with no one i know ill commit homicide #no point in doing drinks aftwr bc none of my friends have the same graduation date and i dont drink #like theres not a single reason why i would want to go. so im not going to #but i can already feel how disappointed theyll be.... and theyll be more mad if i dont tell them beforehand but i dont want to debate it!!#ik this is such a stupid thing but its making me stress like hell #ugh #my current plan of attack is not to tell them until they ask abt it and then the decision will be made so they cant do anything abt it #even if theyre upset abt it. but i HATE lying even by omission im the least dishonest person ever this is making me feel sick #and i have to tell them eventually bc ill need to get my diploma delivered to them so arghhhhhh #i technically got my degree over a year ago anyway bc i dropped out this is so dumb #they shouldve just been like sorry no ceremony for dropouts!! and then it wouldnt be my problem #whatever. deadline for registering is at 5 so itll be out of my hands once that passes thank fuck #.diaries #i think im getting unnecessarily worked up abt it bc im just generally in a shitty mood tbh #gonna go for a walk and find somewhere to sit and read outside until i feel more sane i think

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zemnarihah · 2 years ago

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started moving some of my shit over to my new apartment today adn well. its moving.

#i hate moving so bad. i hate the fact that this is like my 5th(???)time moving in the past #like 4 years?#also like. i doooo think this new place WILL be better but also i really liked my current place:( like i probably wouldve chosen to stay #here but my roommate rlly hated it.#this was the biggest room ive ever had it was sooo nice i love having space.#the new place will be nice bc its v close to my school and my friends and fam like ill be able to walk to school. where i live rn its like #a 20 min drive. and itll be nice to not have to deal w parking at my school bc those parking lots are literally hell on earth. and im gonna #be spending so little on gas #it just is like. well im literally done w in person class until fall semester. so all of that quite literally doesnt matter at the moment.#the only immediate change happening is that. its gonna be smaller #also its gonna be just me and my bestie. which will be good i mean our other roommate isnt that bad by any means but i think it will be #nice to have it just be the 2 of us #also im gonna sneak buttercup in bc its also more expensive and no way am i paying more for a smaller apartment and ALSO paying pet rent #pet rent is insane anyway but especially for buttercup like SHES A CAT.#but yeah they asked if we had pets and i was like no:) and the girl at the desk goes #okay just let us know if that changes bc if we catch you:) theres a fine:) and idk if she like noticed the cat hair im always covered in or #smth but i feel like she knew. but im not worried lol it was funny though #anyway. i will have to oceans 11 heist smuggle her in (take her on saturday when management isnt there)

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washedupburnedout · 2 months ago

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I've been trying to watch the new season of Arcane but all these damn ads on Netflix are reaaaally pissin me off. Like, they pop up in the middle of intsense and emotional scenes and it instantly kills the vibes and makes me want to explode into a thousand bats :)

mini rant in the tags

#its literally ruining the show for me #my immersion!#fuck netflix for putting in ads #and theres no way in hell im paying more for no ads though #while im at it #fuck prime for putting in ads too #i fucking hate it here #I don't know who or how its decided when ads show up #but like why the fuck are they not just showing them at the begining and end of the episodes?#it makes no damn sense #also that one ad on netflix about how awesome netflix is makes me so mad #its so stupid #im alrady here on your shitty service #it actually makes me want to use it less

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oflgtfol · 4 months ago

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i finally called the ticket people and the woman started yelling at me because i assumed there would be a way to handle it online 😭😭😭

#THERES A WHOLE LINK ON THE WEBSITE TELLING ME TO DO IT ONLINE ON THE BACK OF THE TICKET WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT MEEEE #ive had such a rough week and im on my period so im already wildly emotional so now this is like my last straw im like in tears rn #i was like theres no way for me to pay it online and shes like OH MY GODDDDDDDDD and starts yelling #LIKE WHAT THE HELLLLL LEAVE ME ALONE #brot posts #so i just have to mail it in essentially. so problem solved #i dont need to appear in court or anything i just need to. mail it. instead of doing it online.#which is annoying. why in the hell did they direct me to the website on the ticket itself if i cant actually do anything on the website #and she even told me some tickets can be done online some cant #so like what am i just supposed to guess? just inherently know the difference?

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mythicalmarks · 4 months ago

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ohhhh my fucking god this day has been awful.

#first my sister gets me sick #and im supposed to go to a concert this weekend but now im afraid that ill feel too bad for it #and now the insurance has denied my t refill #i dont know why for sure but i think its because i changed my name with it #but im afriad that its bc my next appt is too far away for them to refill so now ill have to wait 3 months b4 i can get it again #if that's the case. i dont know what im going to do bc theres no way in hell im paying 400 for every refill #marcus.txt