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patrickispinky · 3 months ago

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Sometimes I wonder if my psychiatrist even knows me.... That might be caused by me not telling her about the fact that I created so many fake scenarios in my head to the point that they all get jumbled together and keep me awake at night... But yeah it's my psychiatrist fault that she can't put a name to what I have.

#theres actually something wrong with me #i get no sleep #seriously its a problem #ive slept 5 hours this week #blame the psychiatrist

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verflares · 2 months ago

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miphvali

#revali #mipha #botw #loz #zelda #tloz #totk #this is one of those instances where ur working on it and you realise its not even funny anymore. alas #the sunk cost fallacy has been applied #i literally already did this revali pose too but hes like. naked here. my bad (forgot his scarf and shoulder pads existed)#dont actually tag this as ship art. or you can i cant actually stop you <3 but the only intent is that theres something wrong w me #legend of zelda

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meamiki · 4 months ago

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mira !!! :]

#isat #in stars and time #isat mirabelle #isat spoilers #<- due to act 3 optional content !#the img might be being chewed due to weird canvas size oops ah well #one of these miras is not like the other #one of these miras doesnt belong ASFASFSDAFA #a majority of these are based on things mentioned / that happen in the house cuz i thought itd be fun to draw :D #so like the wilting plant is from gardening room dialogue #the poster with ppl holding hands and sparkly eyes is (i think??) from some SAPSAPSAAP dialogue in one of the first rooms #i tried looking around ISAT to see if it's also in there too but couldnt find it so uh correct me if im wrong if thats NOT an exclusive LOL #side note the 2 in the poster are some old nuz ocs isatified ASDFASFA #funnily enough tho they are from 2 different games if they actually ever met they would hate each others guts i think. hmm...#however both are also the most qualified to help with promotional stuff so theres that ASDFAFA #mira looking at her bonding proposals is sorta on the tin but #the fact that she has like right next to her while she sleeps in her dresser makes me :(#cuz to me it potrays how much theyve been weighing over her cuz of how close shes been keeping them with her vs putting them on a bookshelf #or something idk if that makes sense i dont have proper words atm #but uhhh moving on chalkboard is from one of the optional events #which i think is! important!!! i dont think ive seen many ppl talk about it but!! yeah!#however i too do not have words on it atm but!!! yeah!!!! moving on for now!#the 'mira' that is really just the change god is ofc from the change god event :]#aaand ofc the iconic finish from mira towards the king #and then some misc miras with swords for funsies tbh ASFAFA #but yeah! i like mira a lot actually but as with many things i do not currently have many words to properly articulate *why*#all i know in my heart of hearts is that she is near and dear and special to me personally #one day. one day i will be able to gather my thoughts in a cohesive manner but that day. is not today!#anyway tag talk over :]

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casualavocados · 1 month ago

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Chen Yi + gentle hands in Ai Di's hair KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userrain #userspicy #userjjessi #pdribs #*cajedit #*gif #NOT TO BE GAY BUT #watch me gif the same scenes over and over and over in wildly different contexts every time and not get sick of it or them #and JESUS CHRIST this is some gay shit. ai di does this too but not as Much #and some of these just make me wanna scream and lay down on the floor While Screaming #they are so tender and it makes me a little (a lot) insane about how gentle chen yi is with ai di #how chen yi is the only gentle thing in ai di's whole fucking life and how he takes SO MUCH PRIDE in being CAREFUL with ai di #yet never treats him like hes broken or like theres something wrong with him he simply Adores him and shows that #through these adoring and indulgent touches. hes just so Content to be the safe home ai di returns to #because he LOVES HIM SO MUCH AND WANTS AI DI TO FEEL AND KNOW HE'S SAFE AND LOVED!!!!!#okay anyway yeah i dont have much to actually add here i just havent giffed in a while and when i got this idea i got possessed #slightly inspired by the last kiseki set i made from the bts bc god. god.

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jerrsterrr · 10 months ago

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i luv solarlunacy

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eougggheoeuggeh

Shakes them around instead of doing anything i need to. do.

#falls and dies a thousand times #dca #Dca fandom #i luv solarlunacy #solar lunacy #They look at eachother and think “i can fix him”#theres something wrong eith these guys i need them all executioned #this is my self insert. by the way. execute me.#HEHE #okay bye im gonna actually do things (maybe)

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pagesofkenna · 6 months ago

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anyway my favorite mormon joke made by a nonmormon was in an episode of Skyjacks, wish i could remember which one; someone says something like 'we need more men here' and JPC in-character responds something like 'uh, i think they prefer to be called church of jesus christ of latter-day saints' and its my favorite joke because a) i was so ready for that to be a belittling jab that it actually took me a second to realize it was actually very funny, b) i learned recently that my best friend who studied comparative religions didn't even know what the deal was with 'mormon' vs 'lds' so the fact that JPC knew enough mormon lore to make an informed joke and he stuck to an actual funny one is a delight, and c) i'm pretty sure no one else in the scene even clocked the joke

#jpc literally makes another mormon joke in a dear uhuru thats even deeper mormon lore and which i also dont think #anyone in the scene clocked lmao #i could be wrong and the others were just moving on with the scene lol #theres also something about the 'i think they prefer to be called-' trans joke script getting flipped on its head #that can often be stupid or unfunny but is actually very funny to me here #i think its something about the sheer technical accuracy of it #anyway. nonmormons can do funny mormon jokes so i no longer have any tolerance for meanspirited or belittling ones. do better #lds things #religion things #queerstake #i dont often tag things as queerstake but ive got to remember to do so more often!

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tommygotwrittenoff · 6 months ago

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i just think if roles were reversed and buck was the one saying those gay ass lines to eddie, eddie wouldve proposed like four seasons ago

#like if buck had a kid and he said to eddie “theres no one in this world i trust with my kid more than you” eddie wouldve given him head #if buck had written him into his will and said “because eddie (cuz im sorry but buck loves eddies name too much to not use it)#you act like youre expendable but youre wrong“ eddie wouldve been like on his knees begging for buck to move in already #or if eddie did something reckless and after told buck he had to do it and buck just looked at him fondly and said “i know you did”#eddie wouldve dragged his ass to the nearest jewelry store to get them matching rings #or if someone off handedly mentioned how long he was dead/underground/uhhh bleeding out from his gunshot wound #and buck corrected them and said “um no actually it was 3 minutes and 17 before we got to the hospital” eddie wouldve done unspeakable #things to him in the bathroom of that underground poker club #or if eddie came out to buck and buck gave him a similar supportive little talk and said “this doesnt change a thing between us”#eddie wouldve been like “uh no actually it does get in the fucking car rn” and driven them to the courthouse so they could get married #basically #eddie says the gayest shit to buck all the time but buck just hears it as Normal Bro Things because hes never had a normal friend before so #he had nothing to really compare it to #but if buck were to say this kinda gay shit to eddie #eddie would immediately be like oh youre in love with me because eddie is a romantic and knows declarations of love when he hears them #however #buck communicates his feelings with flirting but eddie is fucking stupid and has no game and no rizz and doesnt realize hes flirting #eddie communicates his feelings with grand declarations of love but buck is fucking stupid and doesnt realize people actually care about hi #they need to flip communication styles and then theyll realize #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #get him out of there #let eddie free so he can finally have game #omg no or if eddie had done something that kinda pissed buck off and buck just looked at him after eddie apologized and said “ofc i forgive #you“ well there wouldve been something freaky going on in the firehouse closets that halloween #me thinks

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deiiamorte · 2 months ago

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Lucanis Dellamorte | Sea of Blood

#lucanis dellamorte #dragon age lucanis #dragon age veilguard #veilguard #my posts #my gifs #i kept mentally calling this set 'god i wish that were me' bc those hugs look pretty good actually #yes theres something wrong with me thanks for asking #accidentally rendered this at 59.9fps & didn't want to rerender the videos oopsie #gamingnetwork #dailygaming #dragonagenet #does that exist? Idk guess ill see

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queerferalgremlinnooneaskedfor · 6 months ago

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I just realized something and now I can't unsee it

Goddamit Togashi

#i realize two of them are kind of a stretch but still #does anyone see my vision #theres something to be analyzed here #i actually dont remember the personalities of the amateur hunters so this might be wrong #still allow me to contribute to the hxh analysis #hxh #hunter x hunter #hxh2011 #chimera ant arc #hxh analysis #gon hxh #killua hxh #gon freecss #killua zoldyck #kite hxh

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druidonity2 · 1 year ago

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It was surprisingly hard to develop a chibi style.

#world of warcraft #anduin wrynn #wrathion #wranduin #varian wrynn #LIKE theres a head to body ratio that cant be messed up and drawing the eyes wrong will make them look weird #And youve got to consider how to put detail in a small area and how to represent different body types its such a hassle #That said chibi styles are so fun to do and you can do fullbody work with (usually) slightly less work then an actual fullbody #so figuring out how your personal style is translated into chibi is so worth it #So this was me making a chibi style #but i drew these in 2021 so i should do a redraw or something #but i havnt drawn many chibis since so its probably not changed much

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dynamitekansai · 3 months ago

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THE USOS REUNITE WWE SMACKDOWN (OCTOBER 25, 2024)

#no useful tags just me bitching lmao #i am SO unmoved #im praying theres more to all this than them just speedrunning this reunion just so certain things can line up in time for ple shows #and so wrestling fans with less than one braincell can get the instant gratification of their favwit tag team together again 🥺#bc oh bite me lolllll #so much of this ~cinema~ is starting to feel rushed and im just hoping theres turns or angles or REASONS for it #but thats asking me to trust wrestling with carrying storylines fully and i do NOT #the things i wanted most from this story were jey getting proper acknowledgement/vindication and apology for his abuse #and explanation for why the family treats solo as they do (and then expect him to be a well adjusted adult lmao)#jey has NO reason to forgive them yet like did they buy him hallmark cards behind the scenes?#and theyve done much worse to him for much longer the new bloodline #you dont get to brag about this being the greatest slowburn long term cinema storytelling and then just....#im HOPING so bad its not just as simple as it looks i am #they keep swearing theres so many more 'innings' to this so idk prove me wrong please literally do #but that still wont make me moved by ✨og bloodline reunion✨#bc what yall mean yall are still the heels in my eyes like why do you have so many family members yall left on the side of the road #while talking about family above all and dont divide family lmao #and i get ~twin bond~ but LORD #actually that twin bond excuse is evil too #solo go bring in jeremiah since hes technically part of wwe canon too and beat their asses together actually lmao #i aint forgot jey saying something like having brothers is great but how being a twin is just different/special #like yeah sure but can you not make your other siblings sound like secondhand brothers or whatever shdhfhjf #ok im done. for now. for this post. maybe.#venting about my interests is fun for me ok #its how i process the information given to me and understand it #and also i like to bitch

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skinny-angel00 · 2 months ago

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Me when someone tells me there's nothing wrong with me (I know there is.) (there always was) (I was just happy a week ago and now I wanna d13 again.)

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dreamersdwell · 1 month ago

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Milk definitely has one of my favorite costumes //^^//

#crk milk cookie #milk cookie #crk #cookie run #hmmm maybe ill draw more of the winter costumes? probably not tho #unless someone requests it ^^ i actually really like getting requests #one of my favorite things is to hear others ideas and drawing prompts #dont get me wrong i have lots of ideas but theres something really satisfying about drawing something for someone else #ok my daily rambling is done

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alexandraundone · 21 days ago

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psychotherapy on Christmas Eve

there’s a droning in the stairwell

there’s a droning in the

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im-a-mint · 2 months ago

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if I think too much about Wyoming I start having a tic in my hand yelling at me to unlock my diary I keep under lock and key and start writing again. and nobody deserves to witness that. not even me. not even god.

#.txt #rvb #red vs blue #agent wyoming #rvb wyoming #he was my first hear me out that had me actually genuinely going insane and has stuck around #i find him endearing. unironixally #theres something wrong with me man/hj

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crittertalez · 19 days ago

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ik most of the wc fandom seems to hate how jayclaw talked to frostpaw/dawn while she was in her coma but honestly i just cant see it as anything but comforting or at the very least not as outrageous as others see it being. like im sorry but i cant look at this

and go auuuugghhh how dare jayclaw tell his dying daughter she doesnt need to live for other people and it should be her choice what she wants to do and she should choose what makes her happy. do i like the idea of frostdawn having given up and died? not exactly? but with how this scene transitions into tree busting in to be like NO YOU HAVE TO STAY ALIVE BECAUSE THE FATE OF YOUR COUNTRY LIES SOLELY ON YOU i honestly think jayclaw is being way kinder here by telling her no you deserve to be happy youre allowed to do whatever you want

the *best* option here is that jayclaw or someone else tells frostdawn that if she chooses to live it should be for herself and not for anyone else. but no one tells her that! no one! frostdawn is what, just over 1 year old? shes barely an adult (in cat ages, 1 year = 15 human years, ~18 months is when they get into their 20s and by 2 years theyre actually an adult and not a junior. at 15 months like frostdawn shes like a high school graduate) and yes she should get to live! but not because her country Needs her. and between the way shes treated by the other riverclan cats and how jayclaw treats her here ill take "father in the afterlife gently reassures his dying child that she'll be okay and deserves to choose what will make her happy and what will make sure she suffers the least" over "grown ass adults tell this teenager that she Needs to save her country and everyone she loves will die if she's not there to talk to God for them"

#idkkkkk #i saw someone compare it to him telling her to kill herself #but i just cant see that here #and as someone whos attempted suicide before idk that i like the comparison #plus idk.. if i was dying and i had lived my whole life suffuring fur others and knew the only reason they wanted me alive was fur their ow #selfish reasons then i dont think id want to go back!#id find comfurt in someone telling me its okay you can rest now and ill take care of you the way no one else did #if theres something i can complain about irt this scene its how it ends up being used #as another nightheart/flamepaw-esque 'my dead father would love me more than my mother who actually raised me' type scenario #and do NOT debate me about whether or not sparkpelt actually raised nightheart she was there fur most of his life #and the times she wasnt were not long enough to warrant the misogynistic undertones of 'dead father is automatically assumed/characterized-#-to be better than the mother who is an Actual character with actual complexities good and bad'#so no in the end i dont like this jayclaw scene much #but not because of anything wrong with how jayclaw acts just because of what the story does with it later on in the book #lamb.og #warrior cats #asc spoilers #star spoilers

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