#there are more but i cant remember for the life of me the names of these animes
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The handfull of accounts i follow for my kist/horrordust/mtt poly content are all like my personal lil jesters and im a incredibly autistic monarch
#sans au#undertale au#utmv#klavier yapping#murder time trio#kist#horrordust#Dustcrumbs#Gaylordscooter#A bunch more but i cant remember names for the life of me
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alright I'll cave and finally post about this, I've sat on it for at least two weeks at this point.
this is inspired by Snakes in the Garden by Miss_Ginger_Bread on AO3. fantastic fic, I've never read anything and have images come to my head the way this fic made me.
idk or I could just be a sucker for sibling bonds and this hit the right spots. either way, it is phenomenal and I really enjoyed it.
me rambling about art below, really not important I just feel I had things to say. for better or for worse.
traditional art kills me. forgive me, I don't have the motivation to set up my drawing tablet so I've done everything traditionally for the last month or so. yes I am aware I screwed the gravity falls style up a bit, I promise it bothers me more than it does you. this piece went from being in a completely different style to borderline gravity falls style and I'm still not 100% sold on it, but I'll live.
also stan's right (left..?) hand, the one gripping the wheel, makes me angry. I screwed the lines up and then couldn't fix them the farther along I got so it just looks goofy. and the colours just aren't right. but it's markers, you gotta do what you gotta do. I could go on, but I'm going to stop now.
okay I'm posting this now before I chicken out and save it in my drafts for another few weeks I'll come back and fix any issues if I can look at this post after this
#gravity falls#art#fanart#sketch#traditional art#stan pines#stanley pines#ford pines#stanford pines#honestly who names their kids stanley and stanford. everytime I remember that I die a little more.#fanfic#??? is this an appropriate tag?#how do I tag this.#inspired by a fantastic fic#I've never loved something as much as this one it's#I need to punch a wall or something#that's the only thing that will quell the feelings this fic gives me.#have I rambled enough?#i am cringe#but i am free.#cant believe I'm posting about a fic on main. someone kill me.#time to either regret this or really love it but either one way there's no coming back from this one#I love this fic so much however I must remind you of how scared I am.#fic authors do the work of god every day#you are my life blood please keep doing what you do
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tagged by @mysterycitrus for the "last sentence of your most recent wip" tag game!! ty greta <3 the problem is. im not actually sure which wip is my most recent, because its been all space adventures but i just posted that one. so... i grabbed a few paragraphs from Something i scribbled out a few weeks ago that's. probably it? (paragraphs, to make up for it being not necessarily the most recent. um. i dont know. anyways.)
Kon takes a breath. Lets it out slowly as the man keeps going. He thinks he deserves some kind of reward for not rolling his eyes at this man. There’s, like, a mini-Kal sitting on one shoulder saying he’s proud of his restraint; a mini-Kara on the other shoulder is chanting Tell him to fuck off! Tell him to fuck off!, though, and as the officer makes another dig at superheroes, mini-Kal has to admit, he’s starting to come around to her point of view.
“—young people tend to be reckless, and this is a hostage situation! I really think we ought to wait for Superman—"
“Okay, officer.” Kon cuts him off. He’s already taller and broader than Officer Whatsisname, but just to add a little flair, he floats a couple inches up into the air and lets himself hover there, unnervingly still.
Officer Whatsisname’s eyes widen a little. Yeah, take that, Kon thinks. You’re lecturing a superpowered alien.
“I might be younger than you, but I can easily handle a few guys with guns. I’ve been operating as a hero since I was fifteen, and, I mean, I don’t like to play this card much ‘cuz it feels kinda mean since you can’t trump it, but hey. I literally died to save the world, remember? So chillax, pal. I know what I’m doing.”
aaand i will tag!! @dio-icarticaae, @lemonlimestar, @radioactive-earthshine, and @loisinherlane <3 last sentence of your last wip. or paragraphs. do whatever you want forever yayyy
#rimi talks#i thought ''i know what i'm doing'' is a really boring 'last sentence' so maybe ill include more. and then i included too much more?#but shoulder kal and shoulder kara are important to me. so here we are#shoulder kara says LET KON SAY FUCK. and i think thats beautiful#the officer is based on that one guy whose name i cant for the LIFE of me remember but hes a hater in the mpd. works with maggie. fuck#he was the one guy who didnt give a shit on the day mxy gave everyone superpowers WHAT is his name......#oh well. whatever#kon
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Dear noritoshi cult leader!!!!!! I wanted to know if you have any recommendations for other artists or content creators that post for our boy noritoshi?
my devout cult member!!!!!!
I don't know many artists who are still active or still draw Noritoshi stuff. I mostly get my content from pixiv or pinterest even if it's.... severely rare.... and even then, they've only drawn him once, and that's all but it's something!
btw when I say some aren't active, I mean they haven't posted in a while. fingers crossed they cOME BACK PLEASE GOD I MISS YOU.
My list is in no particular order unless you count who came to mind first?? nonetheless, here are some Noritoshi artists that I know of/taken inspiration from
kamo_sympathy [Twitter] haven't been active for a while, but I still enjoy the stuff they have there. Very good!!
getou_0203_ [Twitter] also semi inactive. they're a Getou, Gojo, and Choso enjoyer too. how they drew Noritoshi is smth I inject in my soul.
ohayo_akachan [Twitter] again... kinda inactive, but still. I enjoy their content a lot while I can't really understand what they're saying. DeepL my saving grace.. their style is v similar to the anime style, which I find super cool!!
Gotharcheologist or @/alegnace [Twitter and Tumblr] They're a chosonori shipper and active! I really like how they draw Noritoshi and Choso. how they draw blood is so good, how they draw faces is so good, THEIR ARTSTYLE IS SO FUCKING GOOD
magical_candy15 [Twitter] They didn't post a lot, nor are they active as of now, but the few scenarios were really good and fed me in my drought for a while. I love u..
rin5su0605 [Twitter] A Todo×Noritoshi account with some love to the rest of the Kyoto group too! This person was active as of June 2023, but I'm using copium. I really like how they draw.. and the color choices oh my fuck.
mecuru_MECU (?) [Twitter] I'm a bit iffy on this one. They look to not be doing jjk anymore, but they were once into Noritoshi if you go to their earlier posts. Their linework is beautiful, like their colors! there's something about their work I really like.
and that's all I have, I think? I know there are others out there that i don't know or don't remember, but I'll probably add them over time if i find more or if anyone else has someone in mind to recommend in the comments of this post!
yoshida_jyu [Twitter] They mainly post in a comic format! theres also some Megumi×Noritoshi shipping so if thats your thing, this dude's your dude. i have no idea what theyre saying but they draw cute expressions. also draws mainly Noritoshi, Kokichi, and Megumi
16shelter [Twitter} also a Megumi×Noritoshi shipper. Little warning: their art can be nsfw/suggestive at times, so be careful w that if its not your thing. Their anatomy is good AND POSING im grabbing my pen.. also, this person finds Arata cute, so theres some art with him too!
#noritoshi#kamo noritoshi#noritoshi kamo#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#cult leader cameo#i had to scrape the bottom of the barrel and go through so many rabbit holes to find these artists bro#the rest of the content i get is fr just from my delusions#there are more really cool artists out there but theyve only drawn him once or twice so i omitted them#theres also some who DELETED ALL THEIR OLD SHIT OF HIM PLEASE COME BACK I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENED I MISS YOU#AND THEN THERES SOME IN MY HEAD WHO I CANT REMEMBER THE NAME OF OR HOW I FOUND THEM FOR THE LIFE OF ME#I KNOW THEY EXIST BUT I CANT FUCKING FIND THEM RN#if some links dont work/you dont trust links try looking up the username!#null brainwash#cloaked cult member
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sorry but im still just thinking about how batman 105 (aka the comic where bruce gets his tits out and asks khoa to stay) begins with them having a sloppy breakup in the rain and khoa offering bruce to travel and save the world together, they'll live lavishly and gather resources. and then MAYBE they can tackle gotham together. hes trying to convince bruce to stay and that hes going to get himself killed because of his stupid bleeding heart and how he blames himself for every loss. that together they can conquer so much more. and bruce responds by calling him broken and telling him he's angry that bruce is always going to care about the people he saves. he's still determined to go, still choosing gotham over his best (and only) friend.
but he tells him this as theyre in the rain and khoa is still trying to convince bruce to change his mind despite the plane being there and knowing that bruce wont. bruce is one of the only people thats seen his face and knows his name, the only person that truly knows him—yet all those years they spent together still isn't as important as that vow bruce took as a mourning 8 year old boy. so he demands for bruce to never say his name again—he doesn't get that right or the one to see his face ever again. and bruce still doesnt change his mind, leaving khoa behind without so much as a glance behind him.
while batman annual 2021 is khoa bragging about his greatest feat—taking down madame midas, the woman who laughed as his mother was killed and as her father strong-armed his father's independent business. he doesn't tell bruce this but it still ends with bruce pointing out there has to be a reason he cared and spent so long on it. khoa denies it, of course, repeating back what he tells himself constantly. he doesnt care about anything (and, by extension, about anyone). but the comic literally just showed us, the reader, between those two pages that this isnt true! he had a personal motive, he recired back the words she told him all those years again! but after khoa says he doesnt care about anything is the first time on panel that bruce calls him khoa again (as far as i remember :p)
but then khoa is suddenly changing the topic!! not allowing bruce to continue, not even acknowledging the name or all the years it nust have been between the last time someone called him that—the last time BRUCE called him that. and its only after the accusation of khoa caring like how he does—of khoa not being ‘broken’ like how he said the last time he attempted to use that name!! AND that this is their last chronical interaction (on panel) before khoa is the one leaving bruce behind to train bao...
im sure bruce used it off panel before this (and it was probably during sloppy old man sex) but this being it on paper has been making me go >:3c!!!!
#remember the more sloppy you are with your emotions the more sloppy that pussy will hit....#no but seriously unless im missing a panel somewhere where bruce calls him by name before this.....#like only after the accusation of khoa having a secret motive or caring for this hes shown to use khoa's name#watch it be like. one line from batman 115 or whatever thats the first instead but GOD they make me feel insane.#does any of this make sense. am i making sense.#just the way they recognize each other—the other like a shard of glass from the same broken mirror#in the way it reflects each other's ‘worse’ qualities.#bruce's ego and his dedication and obsession to the mission he vowed his life to—who he may be without his guilt and compassion#khoa and his moments of caring and getting close to someone else despite the pain it inevitably brought#and how hes been told his entire life hes a psychopath and cant (and how he wouldn't allow himself to)#anyways. hi. who actually reads these ramblings... sorry if you do i love you i hope youre doing ok....#posts from the crypt#ghostbat#c: batman | i: 105#c: batman annual 2021#c: batman | i: 118#crypt's panels#bruce wayne#minhkhoa khan
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im at the point in my rgg hyperfixation where shit i say about kiryu is like. nigh unintelligible unless you can piece together my scattered riddles and/or have access to the inside of my brain
#even i cant explain whats going on in there#im writing fic about him and yumi at sunflower and about his unnamed father it's that bad i fear#forget rgg8 im on that rgg prologue shit#what the fuck do you mean your father died when you were four years old kiryu what do you MEAN you cant drop that on me#if kazama killed your parents (plural) what in gods name was he doing for years in between#yes i WILL be going insane thinking about kiryu's early childhood that he most definitely remembers and trying to understand why#he for some reason wouldnt know that kazama killed his father and what kind of fucking. brainwashing took place for that to happen#how was the news broken to him how was this explained to him at four years old#did kazama show up to Rescue him. was he made to think it was all one big coincidence#i think kiryu is sort of uniquely in a place in gaiden/8 where hes more willing to accept that his life is built on a shaky foundation#and upholding those lies aren't a priority anymore he's just nowhere near as fragile and can accept that kazama is Not the man he thought#like. at all.#k2 was too early for him and he wishes he never found out at all but he's been sitting on this for almost 20 years now#i need kiryu to remember his dad as a man who did the absolute most just as he's done his whole life for his kids#like. that's where he gets it from. not kazama. his worst qualities are from fucking kazama.#ada speaks#we do a little rambling as a treat
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my existence makes me feel awful for my family
#they really wanted someone so much better. im 21 ive done nothing with my life and i cant tell anyone im disabled#mum hid it from everyone but her entirely and now i cant say a thing or ill get her in drama and ill have to keep lying anyway#i had to lie about all the abuse and they saw through it but i still have to lie anyway for all of us i cant say i dont have a job#bc i have no id no nothing to my name no bank account no literally anything and that i have to take care of mum bc they would all just get#mean and give me a million questions and yell at me and dad already stopped talking to me for weeks bc he wouldn't listen when i was trying#to say the id stuff is convoluted ''why cant i just get it with you'' LEGALLY I DONT EVEN HAVE A DAD BC YOU REFUSED TO BE A PART OF IT AT#AT FUCKING ALL AND MUM HAD TO DO EVERYTHING ALONE AND DIDNT WANNA HIT YOU WITH SINGLE MOTHER TAX#I DOCUMENT WISE JUST STOPPED EXISTING I HAVE NO SCHOOL CARDS EVEN LIKE NOTHING AT ALL SHE LOST MY BIRTH CERT BOTH OF OURS AND I JUST?????#im sick of getting into fights about everything. my granddad is dying and i barely see him because dad doesnt like me anymore and its scary#trying to talk to him at all bc he'll yell if i stutter he'll yell if i tell him ive gone out snywhere at all he thinks everyone in the#world is just drooling to assault me but he's violent and scary so i cant tell him that anything has ever happened to me bc the one time i#even just vaguely told him someone wasnt nice to me he threatened to tie them to the back of his car and he's attacked my stepdad with a#screwdriver and thankfully he wasnt hurt badly hut like. im so scared of my dad. and it breaks my heart bc he used to be so gentle to me.#hes always had a bad temper i have haunting memories of him chasing me and mum in his car but he never once hit me. but the more i remember#the more i realise that he fucked me up honestly just as bad as mum did. im constantly scared of getting yelled at i cant be loving with#anyone not sincerely bc im terrified theyll leave me theyll hurt me and im always proven right and i miss my best friend and i miss my dad#i wish i could tell him about anything in my life i wish i could tell anyone anything all the secrets all the expectations n the way i know#everyone views me is killing me inside my family thinks im fat lazy selfish worthless dull stupid they think i dont even like seeing them#but they actively push me out every single occasion i see them i barely even have any photos with anyone i never get happy birthday messages#or calls or anything they all just forget i exist until they have to remember and i cant trll them any of my life bc ill get yelled at by#dad or called a liar or ill have one of my deepest secrets spilled to the entire family while im sleeping again.#whatever sorry
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. noncoherent but also thoughts
#i have such mixed feelings on the solas varric save everyone meme#bc on one hand ya that is whats going on in that dialoge but also!! its not!!#solas *is* trying to save everyone from his pov on several levels (the spirits the ancieny elves the modern people too to an extent*)#*the extent being how far he views them as people/everyone being semi dependant on his relationship with the inquisitor i believe#and he is trying this is his third fucking attempt we know of to save everyone#(which of course he will keep trying and keep trying as alone as possible he isnt named pride for no reason he doesnt have a place -#-in the dalish pantheon for no reason)#and then varric..#my god where do i even begin with varric's pov#da2 varric is EXTREMELY you cant save everyone (so why bother to try) and so very much out for himself (and those he cares about -#-bc those are *his* friends and his friends are part of his life)#but for those outside his circle? varric does not give two shits about anyone outside in da2#dai varric has learned over the past 10 years little. imo. he's learned his friends are affected by things he cannot control (hello.) but#he clings to the idea he can control things he can write their (his) story bc if he cant (and he knows he cant its why he tries so hard) -#then its been meaningless the whole time and he's back at square one#varric has learned the you have to try thing the fucking hard way and tbh he doesnt really believe it (at least not in dai)#i REALLY wanna see dav varric and what development he's had (sorry i havent read the comics and probably wont theyre hard for me to see/read#god i wish i could see what my tags are bc i dont remember where i cut several of these off fuck mobile tagging but anyways#i want tosee what direction varric has moved in - his dialogue inthe trailer is deeply interesting to me. specifically. since it does seem#to imply a real shift in his pov but im Suspicious bc while varric has always cared deeply and has been tryung very hard to keep his friends#read his#life comfortable he's really never picked any sort of side in his life varric is deeply centrist bc he benefits from not rocking the boat#(usually.)#(dai trapped him imo and hes not there to save the world by a long shot)#but dav seems to position him into an instigator role a real shake it up and point role#very interesting to me i wanna see where it goes#anyway.#im gonna take more headache meds and open indeed and blow myself up
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starting around 2nd grade or so, i came up with this fantasy world with fantasy animals that can all communicate with each other, and it gradually evolved folklore and a collection of gods that i never quite decided were real or not in-universe
a key figure in said folklore was the god of darkness and ice (and cold and death etc etc) who was stripped of her powers and sealed away by the other gods for being too destructive for a few centuries, gets released by her followers, and regains her powers by gaining the following of the daughter of the 2 most powerful gods, light and life (ie the manifestation of spring), who'd hidden her in a regular village because her physical form was the same species as that of the god of darkness n ice n stuff
i haven't actively worked on anything from this world in a good while, but it came back to me a few days ago and i had the thought that eventually the dark god has a conversation with the god of plague (who's actually the manifestation of entropy and much older than any of them thought) and realizes that she's not cold or darkness or whatever, she's not a destructive force or an absence, but a manifestation of the universe itself trying to reach equilibrium
so she starts to make peace with the other gods because she no longer sees them as competitors but as a part of herself, and she now knows that even without her intervention she'll outlast them and probably see other planets arise with their own gods and she'll outlast those too, until it's just her and entropy
#anyway sealing away the “god of death” didn't stop death or cold or darkness from happening because that's entropy's job#who the other gods had misidentified as plague and was just rolling with it. entropy never overstepped its boundaries so they let it be.#a thing elementary school me thought of was ice/dark having an alliance with wind and water#now me thinks that wind and water ought to have known entropy's (and maybe ice/dark's) true identity before anyone else#i haven't decided whether fire and light should be separate entities but light/sun is the most powerful but also relatively hands-off#so life is functionally the one in charge on the planet#idk how powers work in this world because if power was linked to worship then the most powerful would be some grain god#....which i guess would also be life? huh.#i cant remember any of the gods' names but they each had 2 forms: one resembling a species from the planet and the other is a big ol dragon#elementary school me also had the idea that these stories would be told as stories in-universe#so there's a mix of stories that are mythology or legends and stories that are more historical fiction or biographical#maybe there's the people's perspective and the gods' perspective#where the people start off ignorant (eg separating grain and life) then become more aware than the gods (eg realizing ice/dark isn't evil)
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Sorry for putting this one out so late, life got ahead of me today X__x I know i made a piece for PMATGA's overall bday, but I feel as if i should make a separate one for, arguably, the episode that literally changed my life, as corny as that sounds. So I did :o) Happy 10 years to the middleaged orb couple that changed mine and, in turn, many, many other peoples' lives. <3 (Feat mine and @cogsincorporated's respective designs for sunny and zac as well as the canon ones <3)
#pacman and the ghostly adventures#pmatga#sunny x zac#sunny pmatga#zac pmatga#i genuinely feel so old . i cant believe it's been so long#im turning 18 this year and it feels so unreal ive basically grown up with these guys#whn i say they changed my life i mean it#i found ghostly adventures and these two when i was young and in recovery from a less-than-ideal situation w/ my relatives#and i got attached to them and when i saw how Little fanart there was i got PISSED and said “you know what? im gonna learn to draw”#“AND im gonna talk about them NONSTOP so people never forget them”#and i did! and now im here. 10 years later#and in a way i got what i dreamed for. people draw them more than when i was active in the fandom#maybe not in the way i'd have hoped yk. but theyre being recognised now#and it makes me happy. its what baby me wouldve wanted#i still remember when it clicked for me that i really liked the name sunny for myself . that was a time#i shoulde probably realised i was trans lol#uh. if youve read this far. thank you. i cant explain how much this episode in particular means to me but it's forever in my heart#i wish i could share the love i had with you all in a way that makes sense#but this'll do too#happy anniversary to sunny and zac!
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does taleblr ever remember. the jennys
they only existed for like one episode i think but i remember them and how they somehow chose the best possible player models for them and i still hate how good a choice those playermodels were
i have no idea what that episode was called or even about so its a lost cause to find unless i go crawling through the channel lol
#taleblr#my post#more and more im like. thinking about characters and remembering more characters#shout out to josh and also woah who also existed for like one episode each but i remember me and my friends latching so hard#for the life of me i cant remember the name of the character or game that was used for jenny ghost#but i remember that toast was yennefer from the witcher#...part of me is scared im making up false memories right now JDJSJFJF#ghosts was some girl with short hair and like denim jacket denim shorts and leggings and it was somehow so fitting#i know i cant be faking memories because onedrive sends me 5 yr old images i saved a lot#and i had a drawing it sent where it was like. i drew all the girls and another where i drew all the boys#well kinda? some were mixed in together idk anyway in those images i drew the jennys
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since people mentioned it tho it IS kind of weird how delkiras crest became a sort of deus ex machina or something like that
#like#where did this guy it from#cant for the life of me remember his name rn#i remember its shape but not the precise letters or pronunciation#anyways#like how did he get it? if he got it from henri bc henri gave the order how did HENRI get it#what does the crest signify? how can people still use it when delkira is no longer around?#someone said freckles could be a double agent or like working for baal or whatever and thats how he got the credt#which i dont quite believe?#like as in baal gave it to freckles to show the new amy guy#cant remember his name either at the moment rip#so the guy can back off#but like? idk seems to suspicious#a lot of this interaction was vague and like#where the characters can do something or look at each other and they know Exactly what is being said indirectly#but the audience doesnt#i hate shit like this but this is mostly in books where the narrator is like so and so said you know exactly what im talking abt#and the narrator is like yeah i do and then its never fucking explicitly said bc supposedly its easy to figure iut#out#but guess what babes im stupid#but not this interaction this chapter filled me with intrigue bc im so curiousssss#it doesnt infuriate me it just makes me more interested#michi tag
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i don't know how common it is, but i LOVED playing with marbles when i was little. i had a little wooden 3-tier marble ramp where you put a marble up at the top, and it rolls back and forth all the way to the bottom. you could also race tiny wooden cars on it!
one christmas, i got one of those special 'marble run' sets, with fancy wooden blocks with special carved out edges and holes that all fit together just right, and little xylophone pieces that played sounds when marbles hit them.
i spent so much time just watching marbles roll around, and also taking aside my favorite marbles so that i could admire them while watching other marbles roll around at the same time. i would stare at the box and wistfully daydream having the full set of all different marble contraptions...
#good memory#marble life was so simple to me.#i didnt 'play marbles' with other people. for me 'playing marbles' was sitting alone admiring the beauty of marbles#not. hitting marbles with other marbles or whatever#i miss the box's design a lot. i cant remember what company mine was from but its NOT the one that comes up#when you google music marble run. it was a lot more simplistic and just had a photo of the run. no kids#and a dark blue swoop in the upperleft corner with the companys name in white text.#tech and games
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I made the mistake of play testing a few games I was planning to give as a Christmas present and now I've grown attached , help
#its steamworld heist its a turn based strategy game that has you playing as robot pirates by what I've seen??#i got it for a 7 year old but since i havent played any steamworld games i was testing it out to make sure it wouldnt be a nightmare for him#or his parents#the issue is its fun. like a lot of fun. but the twerp probably wont even play it!!! but it would be fun for him!!!#i got it used for like $15 i think and its $35 new....#bud ilu but it physically pains me to spend $35 on a game right now#hoping i can find another used game or two that hell like i was hella disappointed with one of the games#i cant remember the name rn but its a game about developing and surviving life on mars#and i was expecting it to be more like Oxygen not included and it WAS NOT#that game was so text heavy with zero tutorials#i tried playing for ten minutes and i couldnt figure out how to do jack or shit#and if an almost 25yo cant figure it out i dont think a 7 year old who struggles to read and primarily plays fps games will understand#i got him a generic driving game he should like plus we found the crash bandicoot trilogy and the Ratchet and clank ps4 game too#like objectively ive found enough games for him i would just like at least one or two more for him cause he isnt getting a lot* this year#*his parents bought him a ps5 but none of us think hes gonna fully grasp the quality > quantity concept#im also trying to avoid any T/M games for him cause little dude has a bad attitude#and fortnite is causing a LOT of problems for that little man#hes easy to shop for online stores are just a bitch to show me the actual games i can buy for him#hoping next year i can get him bugsnax but his mom and sibling think he is gonna see if as a baby game unless he sees me playing it first
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I have talks with Jesus where I tell Him I'm sorry for being so disappointing. I tell Him that I'm sorry for not being able to fight for my life, that I'm sorry for giving up. I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders and I want to rest. God, I'm sorry. You've put beautiful people in my life, yet the one I needed most passed away just when I thought I had my life together. It's been 7 months during which I've kept myself occupied with work, but I can't ignore the elephant in the room any longer. My Enzo's life was what kept me going, and now I find myself running in circles. I'm waiting for Your visit in my sleep, to tell me that You've made the decision to end this pain that makes it hard to breathe, for You to assure me that I'll join my friend in the afterlife.
You knew how much I loved him.
Please, I've been begging for this since I was young, and I can't bear it any longer. I don't want to keep breathing. Jesus, please make it stop forever. Make my heart stop beating.
#enzo I miss you like you could never imagine#you were more than my best friend and you knew me better than anyone#i want to be with you and hug you#why would you leave me here#you knew i couldnt without you#i need you so much and i miss you even more#i dont get it#we were supposed to have a life together and i already told you what i felt and so you did#what about our little ones#what about melisa and gianfranco#you picked her name and confessed me you'd love to name her like me#we already planned a life together what about those dreams#i feel all my love for you rotting inside me and eating me alive#jesus do you remember my cry when i was little#when i begged you to come and save me#please whats taking you so long i dont want to be here anymore#you said itd get better but i dont feel better all i want to do is rest#im feeling numb again and i just cant take it anymore#enzo#vent#tw vent#tw sucidal ideation
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⋆ ˚。⋆౨ৎ˚ Dancing in the Courthouse
♥ masterlist | request rules | part of my 1k event
♥ pairing: oscar piastri x fem!reader
♥ synopsis: In 2021 you and oscar decided to elope due to your unpredictable schedules. now that you have more stability in your life, you were able to throw a dream wedding with the man you loved most in the world.
♥ smau + written - as always none of the pictures are mine <3
♥ warnings: swearing !!!
♥ a/n: first fic apart of the 1k event!
-Paris, 2021-
The streets of Paris were bustling as you took a seat in your Uber. You could hear a Taylor Swift song playing faintly on the car's radio as you pulled out your phone.
You
hey osc I'm on my way back
Oscar checked the notification and panicked a little internally. He slipped the device back into his dress pants and shook his hands.
"Relax, tout ira bien," Estie assured Oscar. (translation: everything will be fine)
He sighed and turned towards the two French men, "Are you sure?"
All Pierre did was laugh.
"Call me when it's over," Pierre said with a smirk and guided Esteban out the door, into an elevator.
You were in France on a girls night out with your best friend Kika, whom you met through Formula 1. Little did the two of you know that Pierre and Esteban snuck over to your hotel room in order to help Oscar set up a surprise.
You tapped your keycard on your hotel door and called out your boyfriend's name. You set your purse down on a small marble table and kicked off your heels, making your way through the main room.
A small trail of pink rose petals guided you to the terrace causing your heartbeat to pick up.
Was this really happening?
You opened the glass doors to find more rose petals surrounding the floor and a very handsome Oscar. You strode over to him in complete shock until he grabbed your hands in his.
"Y/n you have been my best friend for as long as I can remember," he said as his thumb drew circles on one of your fingers. "You have stood by me since the beginning of my career and I could never imagine a life without you. I know we don't get to spend as much time together as we'd like to, but that is why I wanted to do this today."
He slowly got down on one knee in front of you and pulled out a black velvet box to reveal a silver ring.
"Will you marry me?"
You squatted down to his height and mumbled, "Is that even a question?"
You cupped his face in your hands and kissed him gently, "Yes of course I will."
✧˖ °. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁‧₊˚ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁˖°✧
-July 4, 2024-
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ynln london girl
📸 creds: @/oscarpiastri
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user1 lmao the oscar picture creds
oscarpiastri I risked my life for that first pic
ynln @/oscarpiastri you were on another balcony?
user3 if anyone risked their life for that picture it's Alex
user2 speaking of alex she looks SO pretty there
carlossainz55 red nails for ferrari
ynln anything for you carlitos 😽
iamrebeccad so so true and real
user4 pretties
user9 lets all manifest an oscar win for this weekend
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ynpiastri oops I guess the cat is out of the bag huh! the rumors are in fact true, oscar and I are married. we have been trying to keep it a secret since our elope in 2021, but it seems as though I slipped up with a photo on my insta. at least it was the perfect timing for the reception we're throwing this summer 🥰
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nicolepiastri see you at the sequel wedding!!
ynpiastri <3
user1 ...sorry?
user8 PARDON
user12 THEY'RE ACTUALLY MARRIED
user2 POOKIE YOU CANT JUST POST A SHIRTLESS OSCAR LIKE THAT
user7 her username change I am so endeared
mclaren how many of you knew...
logansargeant I did
alexandrasaintmleux I did
charles_leclerc I did
landonorris I DIDNT?!?!
landonorris @/oscarpiastri how come charles knew before me
charles_leclerc @/landonorris he's my son???
iamrebeccad I'm so happy for you!
ynpiastri tysm becks 🥹🫶
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wagupdates the girlies pulling up to the belgian paddock
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user1 the color scheme 🛐
user2 PLS did they plan this for y/n’s wedding?
wagupdates @/user2 we think so!!
oscarpiastri I guess I need to step up my fashion game
charles_leclerc @/oscarpiastri I can help 😁
ynpiastri @/charles_leclerc no you cannot
user7 I love them
user4 they're GORGEOUS
francolapinto 😘
user8 ITS MR STEAL YOUR GIRL
user3 HAHAHA
user9 FRANCO Y/N IS MARRIED
charles_leclerc @/francocolapinto Te sugiero que elijas sabiamente tus próximas palabras (I suggest you choose your next words wisely)
francolapinto sorry sorry! its a joke its a joke 😅
user10 the threatening spanish 😭
carlossainz55 @/user10 I taught him that
fernandoalo_oficial @/carlossainz55 and I taught YOU that
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francisca.cgomes rich bitch energy
tagged; @/ynpiastri @/alexandrasaintmleux
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user1 are you shopping for dresses
francisca.cgomes mayybbe
ynpiastri GORGEOUS
francisca.cgomes NO YOU 😚
aussiegrit @/nicolepiastri do i get to walk oscar down the aisle
nicolepiastri no 😐
charles_leclerc that’s right because i am
user2 the family seating is gonna go crazy lol
user5 so what’s the dog situation?
landonorris bark
ynpiastri @/landonorris NO 😭
user5 I MEANT LEO AND ROSCOE 💀
ynpiastri @/user5 leo we know is definitely going to be there! 🥰
✧˖ °. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁‧₊˚ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁˖°✧
-Wedding Day-
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ynpiastri 💍
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danielricciardo 🥹
pierregasly vous êtes tous les deux magnifiques (you both look gorgeous)
user6 the fact that kika is her maid of honor
user7 IM NOT CRYING
user4 the venue is STUNNING
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There was a salty ocean breeze on a cliff-side of Monaco, the place you and Oscar picked for the wedding.
There were dozens of familiar faces along with beautiful greenery and pastel flowers decorating the space.
You were sat at your table with your husband Oscar as the toast’s began to start.
“Hi,” someone said into the mic with a smile. “I’m Kika.”
There were a few soft laughs from the crowd. She pulled a piece of paper out of her gold-colored dress.
“When I found out you eloped without me that day in Paris my first thought was ‘fuck you’.” she said causing some more chuckles to come from the guests.
“It was only because I wouldn’t get the chance to give you the speech I had planned—but here we are today and I’m so glad I finally get to say it. Over these past couple years you have been my best friend, in and outside the paddock. I have so much love for you and I couldn’t be happier for your relationship with Oscar.”
You got up from your seat and hugged her, eliciting a few ‘aws’ from the room.
Lando stood up next with the mic, “Oscar was the guy on the grid no one could shut the up about,” Lando spoke into the mic and everyone laughed. “I didn’t get it at first, but then I met him, and I got it. And I felt the same when I met Y/n. You two are lucky to have each other. Congrats, mate.”
He raised his glass of champagne causing everyone to clink their glasses and cheer.
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ynpiastri wifey
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user1 this is so cunty
wagupdates we heard that y/n’s heel broke and oscar had to carry her to the car (hence the last picture) 😭
user7 she is SO pretty
patriciooward great to see you again osc!
user6 I. LOVE. THEM.
user2 omg they’re so hot
user3 y/n’s outfits today >>>
lilymhe the reception was beautiful
ynpiastri <3
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