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okay so, i hope this isnt a bother but i wanted to get to the root of this so: I contacted Haihe's customer support.
first image: the wechat contacts of said customer support which i got by scanning the company's website so it's not like i got some third hand information off a shady website.
second image: my chat with the customer support, which might i note is so patient with such a non-purchase, non-product issue question?
customer support: hi, how can i help you?
me: im looking for the packaging designs that Haihe had used from past till present. specifically ones used in the 90s and shaped like a pyramid.
customer support: im sorry. i don't have [the information.] we're unable to provide it to you.
me: alright, thank you. sorry for the trouble.
customer support: you're welcome.
me (couldn't bear just giving up and going home): then, may i know when your company had changed their packaging?
customer support: I'm not sure about that.
me: can i at least confirm that there was a past design shaped like a triangle? like the photos attached below?
customer support: [i] have never seen triangle [packaging].
customer support: it's bull horn packaging.
me: could you show me a picture of that so i can be sure how it looks like?
customer support: you can look it up online
me (ive lost braincells and wasnt thinking at the time just googled it and...): the search results are all croissants...
customer support: the official website.
(it took me Too Many minutes to figure out that they meant their company's official website and not like Baidu or sth and lo and behold theres image 3 right on their front page... half blocked by the fact that im on my phone and it loaded weird. so i used a picture i downloaded earlier)
me: is this the bull horn packaging?
customer support: mhm mhm
me: alright, thank you so so much! else i wouldn't be able to sleep with this on my mind.
THUS, here this sidequest ends for me. Of course, there's still the possibility that the customer support has no idea what they're talking about or that the pyramid packaging was a limited run in a specific area and that specific timeframe is niche lore even for employees etc etc. So... perhaps unless someone from Tianjin had childhood photoes of them drinking from a pyramid Haihe milk packet, the case shall remain... unsolved?
(also, i just wanted to say that when i first saw the taobao listing, i immediately thought "oh yeah, thats a triangle for sure, it's wide on the bottom and narrow on top." despite having already seen the korean milk photo, which in hindsight, what *was* my brain on...)
but anyways, thank you for the fun sidequest! now i know what ill be doing if i ever hang by Tianjin: try all 9 flavours of those milk + whatever other crazy new flavours they came up with.
okay google images is giving me nothing but cartons and novelty products,
chinese tumblr
pls tell me i haven't made up this memory
do you remember getting milk in like, these triangular bags? they were shaped kinda like pyramids, you could put straws in em?????
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Hooray... it's 7 in the morning and I stayed up all night listening to the imperium... I feel so happy and satisfied with my life choices...
I am feeling very much not cowabunga, dude
[SEVERE rambling in tags]
#ouww it hurts!! it hurts!!! this is the stuff you're supposed to leave for angst fic writers not make canon in an alt universe?? ERIK PLEASE#i hate the whole entire world right now. genuinely cannot speak to anyone normally for the next 3-4 business days.#I have no one irl to rant to about this FUCK im stranded. im quarantined. im being held against my will free meee#The irl friend i have who knows anything at all about redacted only knows freelancer s1 i cannot drop this bigass plot on them#Genuinely i might start going mad out of repression. Erik writing “hope you enjoy” in the desc as if that wasnt the most painfully torturou#experience I've ever had in my life. The fucking inevitability. I knew Echo was going to pull some shit. IM JUST GLAD VIN AND FL ARE OK#they were NOT the turning point just let them live their cabin in the woods fantasy for however long they can okay...#Also I kinda love imp!vega. not the biggest fan of prime bc of the whole child beating situation but i sure loved this guy.#really knew what he was talking about when it came to revolutions and stuff. Like he's good. no disrespect to avior but vega did good#and he was so gentle with his partner which i find more appealing than torture but that's just me. that's just me i get it#And uh. speaking of that. Imp!sam. Yeah i get why some of yall are goin wild over him and i wish i could say i shared the sentiment but hes#too scary im weak like that. when i know a bastard would simply kill me without a care im just not into that yknow? or maybe you dont#Glad we got twisted gay damihux at the end though MUAHAJAJA that's one of the only redeeming lights that kept me alive#FUCKKKK SHIT FU K SJIT DAM ASHERS ENTIRE SCENE WITH BRACJIUM GOD HELP ME. ID DIE FOR THAT MAN#he's so fucking sad!!! he just wants his husband back!!! HE WANTS HIS FAMILY BACK!!!!!!#No even I don't understand how it's possible to get this attached to characters. I don't know. Im in deep shit.#Is this the end for me? Is my life over? These are the questions I have today. I probably just need to sleep because again#it's 7:30 in the morning. but regardless. These characters mean so much to me and this silly anthology has pulled emotions out of#me that i am terrified of feeling [survivors guilt hits me right in the fucking heart] and im scared. of what? don't know#That little shit Echo was right about one thing. It may not be real but the emotional damage it caused me is real. AND IRREPARABLE#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted imperium#redacted imp!asher#redacted echo#redacted imp!vega#redacted imp!sam#redacted vindemiator#tired of tagging. hitting the pillow. good night.
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bloodborne my beloved
#im soooososo bad at this game but i love it so much#i finally restarted it bc i fucked up my stats so bad the first time around that it was bonkers expensive to level up#also bc. when i ended up actually drawing jules he did NOT look like the in game character lmao#(even tho game jules came first. but he wasnt like a Character character yet so i didnt really know how i wanted him to look & also i kind#of hate the character creator so i just took the first halfway decent thing i could make & went sure yeah whatever & then later on when he#became An OC i was like. wait actually this kind of sucks lmao. so he ended up looking VERY different)#so now game jules looks more like himself lmao. still not. perfect. bc god this character creator. but better!! closer!!!#what was it like. four months? between when i started the game & when he really Developed#the original notes about his personality were from early march 2018 but idr when i first drew him. hang on#OH okay there were doodles from Before the notes actually#but it looks like i didnt draw his first Actual Ref until august of that year#god this got so off topic this was supposed to be about bloodborne & then i just started talking about my oc#but its. u know. bloodborne is why he exists. anyway i love this game but its past 4am so i should probably stop for tonight lmAO#sorry meant early april not early march but im not going back & fixing that bc im on the appppp#(it was april 3rd which is why i mixed it up lmao. remembered the wrong number)
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Me when I get fixated on a ship so niche one of them barely has screentime and the other DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A NAME OR AO3 TAG AND HAS 0 TUMBLR POSTS ABOUT THEM 😭
#this is about lillith malevolent and the writer who murdered and then pretended to be edward william allan 😭 i love them. i have wips of#them theyre like everything to me now and theyre so doomed by eachother core. NO LIKE HE FRACTURED HER AND SHE PROBABLY KILLED HIM OR#CONTRIBUTED TO HIS DEATH#AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAS PROBABLY HIGHLY MANIPULATIVE AND TRANSACTIONAL AND THEY BOTH HAD ULTERIOR MOTIVES (she wanted to enter the world#and he wanted a passage to the realm of the outer gods 😭)#BUT LIKE?? I STILL FEEL LIKE THERE WAS SOME LEVEL OF FONDNESS FOR EACHOTHER AND SOME ATTRACTION GOING ON AND LIKE GLIMPSES OF VULNERABILITY?#he literally wrote that there wss something more to her and that he could tell she was playing a character and hiding something and wondered#if she was a prisoner... LIKE?? IDK. THEY DOOMED EACHOTHER BUT YOU CAN NOT CONVINCE ME THERE WAS 0 ATTACHMENT THERE#i need to draw them... i love insane bisexual people#<- oh yeah he literally they thems her like. he canonically wasnt sure of her gender but that didnt stop him from being 'in awe“ of her so-#wow im normal about them#txt#pipe dream#<- THATS THEIR SHIP NAME. HAHA GET IT? BECAUSE THEYRE DOOMED#okay sorry
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if native north america vol 1 is so good how come they can’t make a vol 2
#fun factttt when i was 14 and in therapy i mentioned this album to my therapist#and she was like. oh yeah my friend was the one who compiled that haha#LIKE WHAT??? i was two steps removed from fucking native north america my all time favourite album since i was in middle school???#anyways. idk why there wasnt another seeing as we are now 10 years(!) removed from vol 1 but oh well cant win them all#i think i hear rumour of another one but clearly that has not come to fruition#well okay tbf these recordings were like. DEEP in the cbc archives like im sure it was a pain in the ass to make it#anyways. i <3 light in the attic records they produce so many good albums#like ur telling me you did this and willie dunn and karen dalton and jim sullivan and rodriguez and MICHAEL HURLEY(!!!)#and so many other good ones#music
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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun
#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much#anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events#ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people#or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know#ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD#welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on#surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like#yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part#to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably#not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day#yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name#this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this#and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it#and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly#but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me#or shown me much physical affection#my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on#but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while#ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit#i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart#then getting some footing#then it falling apart again#okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD#hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good#damn i gotta use that more#welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol
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#i am so in love its unreal. never have i ever before felt this wealth of human emotions so concentrated over the past month and a week#genuinely mind boggling how talking to logan more and more and then dating him has literally made me feel likr a new man.#not that im different or that i absolutely need him to function in my day to day life#but its the richness that being in love brought to my life that was unexpected#i had a thing with another online friend like 4 yrs ago and it never felt like much admittedly. i almost gave up dating when he broke it off#bc i thought there was something to online dating that wasnt cutting it and i didnt stand a chance at meeting someone irl#and that entire time i knew logan at least a little bit but we didnt really begin talking often until like#6 months ago maybe? and just the more we talked the more we clicked ajd i liked him so much but i was so afraid that it wouldnt be mutual#and i was so afraid that even if he is in what feels like a pretty open polycule hed never ask me out or anything#and then he did and my world felt like it exploded into a cacophony of colors and sounds and feelings and emotions#like something had been unlocked in me that hadnt been touched in years. my ability to love.#and with that came some of the most upsetting spiraling intense depressive states of my life. but it was okay. it still is okay.#its only been a bit over a month but it feels like so much more than that bc i feel like everything is so much more vivid now#i also think im beginning to take a very particular fondness to someone else in the cule but im so not stating who or expanding upon it#he also makes me really happy but i dont think im ready to take that step yet. even if it would be a dream come true.#i love what i have now and i dont want to complicate it yet.#a extremely loving and charming boyfriend and a couple of other close friends who happen to also be dating him is good. its awesome#i just. i dont know. i dont know how logan would feel abt it. i dont know abt how other guy would feel abt it.#sometimes im not even sure how i would feel abt it#aughghhhhhhhh. yeah. human emotion. love for my boyfriend who is beautiful and loving and charming and funny and talented. ueh#i dont think he reads these rambles. sometimes i hope he does. sometimes i hope he doesnt. i love him so much#i dont want to worry him with my shit constantly but it would also be nice to worry him with it occasionally#logan if you see this i love you more than words could ever describe. im so happy that ur in my life and that you chose me to be in ur own#gamey rambles#💜
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#Yakuza liveplay#kiryu literally always gets what he wants though like honestly he kicks up such a big fuss about battle#but whenever anything happens hes already rolling up his sleeves and salivating and wagging his tail like#'i really didnt want to do this...' like my god just say you want to wrestle you friends its not that weird#thats why he likes majima so much its because she attacks him regardless of what he says to her shes always giving him what he wants#whats with the 'not even you' does he have something against akiyama that makes him more precious than the rest of his pals#wait actually i take it back its not weird to want to homoerotically wrestle with your friends but what kiryu wants is a no holds barred#fight like honestly i think growing up he was constantly at nishikis throat if he wasnt going off doing his own thing#disappears halfway through the school day and comes back covered in scrapes and bruises and requests a battle from nishiki#and hes like wuh okay yeah sure then kiryu beats the fuck out of him and hes like okay lets go home#im making this sound so one sided its because back when kiryu was a girl nishiki would just let him hit him because hes a feminist#but it turns out his brother is not a girl so he was like yuss i get to defend myself now
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#genshin impact 3.6 spoilers#nahida story quest chapter 2 spoilers#spoiler warning spoiler warning spoiler warning trying to extend this so my real tags are in the readmore#OKAY NOW THAT WE'RE GOOD WITH THAT.#im NOT OKAY ??? NAHIDA#ahaha when your crippling sense of responsibility makes you reckless to the point of being borderline suicidal#nahida why were you OKAY with that trade off why do you have NO SENSE OF SELF WORTH#the entire time i was like. i dont like that nahidas like 'my responsibility' everything i dont think shes ok mentally#and she WASNT. that is NOT THE ACTIONS of someone who values their own wellbeing#BABY I LOVE YOU SOOOOO SOOO MUCH. GET THERAPY#im NOT OK about her and im NOT OK about her quest#also ???? DRAGONS LORE HELL YEAH#we got a NAME for the dendro sovereign#ngl i was really surprised apep wasn't the sovereign but a loooot of things r cleared up for me re: dragons#so YES. dragons can be full blown & powerful while Not being sovereigns whicg is nice confirmation#Unless. apep WAS the sovereign & there was a dragon that RULED the soverigns and that was nibelung#which biiiig implications there#esp since that means the unified civ ppl knew about the sovereigns but NOT the dragon king#but im p sure nibelung was just a sovereign cause dragon king is used in ref 2 azhdaha too#and azhdaha is implied to have been the earth sovereign#ALSO NIBELUNG RETURNED ?????#DENDRO SOVEREIGN REBIRTH CONFIRMED#ALSO probably confirms the 'new generation' of sovereigns is just the old one reborn#and not entirely new beings#wow this is long. if uve gotten this far and u dont understand it go read that paper i published wrt dragons of teyvat#tho i WILL be updating it with all this Big Stuff#so watch out for that!!!#anyways. off to read der ring des nibelungen#lbf.txt
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working on a visual novel is like “oh thats right im not an artist” “oh thats right im not an writer” every five minutes on repeat
#wwaffles bein' an idiot#i already knew i wasnt a coder#im sitting here staring at speedpaints like. surely ill just absorb this and itll make me a better drawer without having to try : )#yeah no. ive never actually taken an art class even in high school (took an art history class. did one painting and one sculpture)#so now im sitting here like. okay so i have to learn the very basic basics. to do art for a game i have barely a story for (not a writer)#its a win-win honestly because if i can get better at art i can feel better about taking commissions/actually pricing them fairly (for me)#wwaffles attempts game development
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if lasting integrity has one hater it is me etc etc
#okay maya too.#outgoing transmission#im uncomfortable and cant sleep and am plagued by memories that are mostly vague#just... being awake too much and then when i eas finally able to fall asleep#i could Not stay asleep bc everything was too stressful and maya wasnt around and I was worried#about her and other things. half sure id be stuck there#thought a bit too much abt kal i didnt Quite know how much i liked. or loved yk. him then but#i was like ah itd really suck if i couldnt see him again i wonder if he'd find a way or if ill die here#there was a lot more to think about but Often when i felt hopeless i figured at least he was doing better#(he was not /: but he's alive)#i don't think i was the one for LI#i mean I was i guess I just am In There Now#like logically yeah maya was able to talk because of me sort of. because of us. saying me feels wrong.#but without her i would have been fucked#and its a moot point bc it was all fine and yk.. idk. i was Good enough to love my spren to life so i was the guy for the job#but ohhh the. horrors of feeling inadequate in the moment#this is Peak middle of it all. the most stressful part.#im so so tired.#adolin post
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#yeah frankly im 100% overreacting to everthing again because im sensitive asl for no reason rn#but like. what happened to change everything#like idk whats going on with me but every little thing that i do wrong has made me so upset i genuinely cant handle it anymore#like on monday i got yelled at and started crying in class . it was so bad i had to go home#and today i accidentally hurt someone and that sent me into a full spiral#thank god maddie was there cause i genuinely started having a panic attack#i felt so bad and i kept trying to apologize again but i was ignored so i like . genuinely freaked out so bad i couldnt even play music#i couldn't breathe and i was shaking so bad#then it only got worse when we were packing up and he wouldnt leave#like i was so paranoid i just started shaking and crying and i just had to hug maddie for a good while before i genuinely passed out from#not being able to breathe#i dont understand my grind AT ALL and its making me so sad#like ok why couldn't i talk to my friends during study hall#what the fuck is this nonverbal grind#im just so incredibly sensitive right now for no reason and it hurts to be hit with so much negativity and then want support from my friends#but i cant ask them because im basically just attention seeking at that point . because i dont want them to complain to me and that makes me#a hypocrite. cause im just telling them about all my problems and then they start acting weird cause they probably dont want to hear about#it either but i need to tell SOMEONE cause what if they just think im being weird cause im acting strange and they dont understand why im so#freaked out or upset and everything and its just like . i wish people could understand exactly whats happening without me telling them#its so hard to tell them . genuinely difficult to get it out and when i do they look at me like im crazy and shouldn't talk to them abt it#so im just . stuck . like i need help someone pls see me im suffocating here i just need someone to tell me its okay and im not worthless#and that everythings worth it and i need to feel it.#and i know im asking for way too much because no one should have to be constantly making sure i dont kill myself but like. i cant help it#i seriously wish i wasnt this way but when u ahve a literal mental disorder its hard not to be#trust me i feel so shit about this i wish i wasnt so needy all the time#maybe i should just shut up and never worry anyone else again
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venting sorry... don't want to just delete it bc it helps to get it out just ignore this post pls 👍
haven't slept much at all and feeling so sick andstressed and in pain bc my period is due and so tired its making me dizzy but i cant sleep more or ill just feel more sick and I want a hug and to cry so hard into someones shoulder but no one cares or will even come near me it makes me feel diseased they think things about me that aren't true bc I struggle so much to communicate and thry all make assumptions insteqd and no one wants to give me space to talk to them about it so I cant undo that now and its all my fault and I'm so. exhausted :-(
#going to try and stay awake until lunch at least and yhen maybe ill take a nap. but i need to be able to sleep rpoperly tonight#at least i know im only feeling depressed bc my period is due which means my meds dont work how they should#like its kind of weird n psychologically interesting to feel so depressed again suddenly bc i havent been at all lately#well theres not much i can do abt feeling sick and in pain but ill take it easy. wasnt planning on leaving the house today anyway#and i do need to find a way to talk to ppl abt shit im struggling to communicate bc it really does bother me. and i dont want to do this#im tired of keeping everything in and wound so tightly i just want to feel seen and safe around someone please. please 🥹#its all well n good getting along with people better than i rver havebut if they still wont support me when im going through it#then it fades into shallowness like our friendship still has value. but im unable to feel close to them or safe around them#and right now im glad im doing so well im glad of so manynthings but its so scary to know that if i start doing bad again there is#noone and nothing there to catch me i dont have anything in the way of a safety net just myself. so better not fall 👍#and irs been makinf me feel so horrible lately bc my mum has been trying to emotionally drpend on me again and its making me feel like#when i was a teenager again and i was fighting for my fucking life against what i didnt know was mental illness and i had no outlet and#nowhere to go and i wanted to die so badly and meanwhile everyone around me was completely unaware and making me handle all of their#emotional issues and i was trapped there absorbing everyone elses damage and not being able to express mine and thankfully i didnt kill#myself and i got out and ive gotten so much bettee and worse and better sinxe and how i feel now is nothing like that really but im just#being reminded of it a lot and how hard expressing myself is and sometimes it feels like ive made so little progress#in thetorture labyrinth out here. but i dont want to do this forever i need to get better at expressing i just need people to support me#but i feel unsupported its like thin ice. but its alsonmy fault for not trusting. i dontnknowwwww.#maybe when i dont have to pay for private meds anymore and when i get this raise at the end of the year ill try therapy again#i dont think itll solve the issue bc its the ppl i care abt in my life that i need to be able to talk to. but maybe i can get some#better tools to help me be able to do that. i dontnknow i dont want to think about it anymore actually im going to go do smth else#sorry for venting its been a really nice weekend genuinely feeljng so good in general atm. and yeah i still struggle with the same things#but generally ive been handling their effect on my mental health so much better!!!! like im still feeling okay regardless of them#but they are still there and i will need to go from tolerating them to dissolvjng them at some point if i want to feel okay long term#it doesnt have to be like this. and i do actually truly believe that for once which rly is a sign of how much prpgress ive made!!!!#working on my shit is a fucking lifelong project....as im sure it is for everyone else too. all of our first time on planet earth#we will get through yhis. and anyway how i feel now is super temporary jsut triggered by a few thingsand ill keep reacting to them this#way until i managr to properly resolve them properly instead of folding them nicely and tucking them out of view#bleugh. okay yeah thats enough for now. meds softening the edges too ive stopped crying which is smth#chilling for a bit n then im going to watch some tv or a movie and iron and polish my boots and after lunch i might draw. or not we'll see
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Gort and Maw could’ve one day been an evil autistic power couple if Orin didn’t shove worms where they don’t belong 😔
truly the tragedy of the century but ain't that just like a sibling to cockblock in the most unhinged manner possible
#pidge replies#oc: moss#hdhdhfh was talking to a friend about this#tbh i do still miss the one interaction i was thinking about for maw and gort if maw wasnt actually interested#and its gort trying to flirt and maw just being very blandly 'you are standing very close to me little man. you should rectify that.'#it would probably take a bit bc yes they are both autistic as fuck but maw is a fucking brick wall when it comes to euphemisms#eventually gort would have to be like 'i think we should have sex' and then maw would be like oh? okay yeah sure#tho tbh feel like it would be pretty hot for maw to just pin gortash against something#cage him in and make him feel so so so small (and a little afraid bc holy shit is maw fucking huge and intense)#and just tell him plainly in that soft ponderous voice 'i want you'#wonder if gort would be surprised maw is a bottom 🤔#i wonder if maw would be#augh now im Thonkin about it#think pussy from maw would rewire gort's brain
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marty mcfly and luke skywalker would be oomfs i know this to be true
#sorry thinking abt back to the future idk why?!?!#ive seen this movie ONCE. and it was probably a decade ago now#cause it was def before i moved in 2016 i watched it in my moms old bedroom#and i mustve been little because i remember her telling me i was old enough to watch that#but it wasnt okay to say bad words like they did in the movie 😭😭#like they didnt even swear that bad in that movie?! they never dropped a ''fuck'' (and thats the big one when youre 8 or 9 years old)#actually ykw i just remembered. i saw it before 2015 because im pretty sure i heard about it being the year marty mcfly time travelled to#and i was like oh yeah marty mcfly. i know him. i saw that movie#so yeah it probably has been 9 or 10 years since i saw it LOL#i shoulf watch it again... watch the sequels too cause i never saw those#ok sorry. enough rambling. read my post boy#muffin mumbles
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Honestly. I really should have known better.
#you block me once then come back with excuses on why it wasnt your choice to ditch me for a year#even though we were dating and i had just had major surgery#sure tho okay ill believe you! like my feelings for you in the romantic sense are gone by this point but like#id still like you as friend#except im really busy now#way busier than before#at most i message you a few times a day or every other day#but i try to at least tall to you a few times every week#and everything is great!#yeah theres still a rift between us#you hurt me a lot after all#but its fine!#except then you go and pull it again#blocking me#are you going to vome back in a yeat#telling me ot wasnt your choice again?#because if so#im not taking that chance again#everytime#you lift me from the mud and help me on my feet#then push me back in right when things are getting tough#i cant do it anymore#whatever#im fine being lonely#im fine having no friends#im fine having no social connections#im fine#personal#vent#rant
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