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thinking lots of arranged marriage nanami thoughts with a touch of ex-boyf satoru
#the urge to write is so strong#but ever since I started working after college the actual ability to write has diminished so much I am so tired#but the gojo fuckers got to me so bad I’m thinking of writing this and actively including gojo in it#someone help
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#i've got a camgirl!au x bestfriend!seokmin fic idea i cant get out of my head#the urge to write is so strong#but the problem is i have no experience writing smut#that's a lie once i wrote BAP smut and that was terrible DJDHDKDGD#i feel like it could be a fic i enjoy but the smut part is so hard for me 😭😭😭😭#if i knew how– god the filth i would write#maybe i'll do a side blog for my attempts idk#lieu rambles
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" just know that i'm always here for you, okay? "
i'm finally finishing up my s2 rewatch and getting to the 24th episode awoke a beast in me. so i wanted to make a fake screenshot based on some of their lore that takes place during that episode. i think they'd end up having a heart-to-heart moment since kuroba went through similar struggles after their grandfather's own hospitalization...
also have a bonus doodle bc i need to even out the balance between serious & goofy with these two.
#my urge to attempt writing a fic based on this is SO STRONG. even though i do not have a lot of experience w/ fic writing#buT GAAAA I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THE LAST TWO EPISODES AND KUROBA....#it's hard to put into words rn but god there's so much.....#like. kuroba trying to help out matsuyo behind the scenes since they sympathize with how hard things can be when i loved one ->#is in the hosptial due to something that could've been life threatening ( matsuzou's heart attack & chouji's hip + leg injury )#i also think they personally delivered some get-well flowers to matsuzou and checked up on him in the hospital#that's not even getting into everything that happens after the sextuplets die...#i won't go into it rn but there's a reason why matsuyo & matsuzou are very keen on kuroba marrying into the family#ALSO I FINALLY DREW A BACKGROUND AGAIN AFTER 50 YEARS#now ya'll have a lil insight on what the inside of kuroba's shop looks like hehe#hopefully my rambling is making sense rn. i hope it is 😭#osmt#yumematsu#osomatsu-san oc#karamatsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#mj draws
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Orc boyfriend head canons
Warnings: mentions of sex, swearing, mentions of war, mentions of hunting, brief mention of blood.
Minors Don't Interact!
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Big scary orc boyfriend whose taken down dire wolves with his bare hands terrified by a little mouse. His tiny human lover has to catch the mouse and put it outside while he freaks out.
He'll give you all the kisses in the world after that praising you for being so brave.
May or may not give thanks by burying his face between your legs for a few hours.
He likes bring you back his trophys of war and hunting, he knows he doesn't have anything to prove but he still likes showing off to you.
Loves rubbing his tusks against you while cuddling in bed. Heart eyes and smitten if you kiss his tusks.
Would die on the spot if he saw you wearing only pelts from animals he killed. Run back to that bed or else your getting railed on the closest surface he can find.
Is ok with doing you in front of all his friends but if your not comfortable with it he won't push the topic at all. He respects your choices
Will try to take you hunting though, mostly so he can show off but it's also a bonding experience for him.
Likes picking you up and puting you on his shoulder like a sack of potatoes with his hand on your ass. He'll walk around your home and even outside if you let him.
He thinks putting a bear pelt down in front of the fire place with a couple of bottles of mead is the most romantic thing in the world and will pull this move any time he feels romantical or if you need a night of pampering.
He also thinks battling side to side covered in your enemy's blood is just as romantic.
Lord this man is bad at reading, he's more a himbo type. Sit on his lap and read out loud to him he will absolutely love it. His arms will wrap around you holding you close as you read to him. Better yet let him use your lap as a pillow while you read to him.
If you have hair long enough please let him brush and braid it he loves it. Do the same to him he finds it intimate and rather romantic.
Oh boy oh boy ask him about his scars and his tattoos, he'll spend hours telling you about them in great details.
In his mind your alredy married but if you explain to him you want a wedding he will be more than happy to listen to how you would want it and try to get as close to that as possible. He's going to go all out for the wedding sex too.
He has a tattoo in honor of you. May have more than one.
Would be so happy if you got a tattoo that had to do with him but wouldn't be disappointed if you didn't.
If you have any pets he treats them like their your children.
Will bread you in hopes of having your kids even if it's impossible for number of reason's. Still fun to pretend.
#monster fucker#orc boyfriend#gay orc#orc#orc x reader#orc x human#orc x male reader#orc x female reader#orc x nonbinary reader#orc lover#orc smut#orc slice of life#monster#orc fucker#should i give into my urge to write about big strong monster men and create the fanic i so strongly crave?#pretty orc man#orc man#orc husband#orc daddy#orc writing#orc romance#i just want to kiss a big strong orc man who will gently hold me in his big hairy arms
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a day late but!! this is for @intrulogicalweek day 3! the prompt was coffee. i combined it with the alt prompt lesbians cuz i skipped day 2!
#rem art#intrulogical#I LOVE YURI!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is the stupidest shit ive ever drawn#Also i love he/him lesbians 4ever. Thats why it says him at the end#I also had a verrryyyy strong urge to write smth inspired bby coffee by chappell roan So maybe that will happen soon.#sanders sides#remus sanders#logan sanders#intrulogical week 2024
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Ride 787: The back that was pushed!!
Pag 1
1: Packed with the passion of everyone in Sohoku... a full throttle injection of will-power!!
Pag 2
1: Iitsuka-san!!
Goo Fukuoka!!
Oh, Tomaribata!!
Fukuoka, take the mountain!!
2: What about Hakogaku's Manami!?
3: Don't worry about him. He did catch up to me but then suddenly stopped
When I shouted at him, he closed his eyes and fell silent!!
4: Is it because he found out that Iitsuka-san is Fukuoka Josei's “mountain shogun”?
Yeah, probably!!
Amazing!!
5: Let's take the lead now!!
Ahead there's also Fujiwara-san from the Kyuushu team Kumadai!!
6: But anyway for a moment I was so scared....
Pag 3
1: When Hakogaku sent ahead their ace Manami!!
2: I can hear it
4: The first day's mountain prize!! Let's take it, at our hometown's Inter High!!
5: Wait....!!
6: “The sound of wheels”? “He's catching up”?
Could it be that Manami is waiting for someone?
Pag 4
1: And that's why he slowed down....!?
2: Raise your pace, Tomaribata!!
4: We're still at the start of the mountain, if we use up our legs here....
It's fine, we'll establish a good distance now
Huh!? But
Think, idiot!! If you think about it, you'll get it!! The person Manami slowed his legs down to wait for....
Pag 5
1: It's Sohoku's “Mountain King”!!
Pag 8
1: Mountain King!!
2: Fo-fo-for the first day's mountain!?
Why even the Mountain King, even the Mountain King!!
I don't know!! I don't know but that doesn't change the reality!!
3: Last year so many times we couldn't race each other
So I thought that maybe this year too...
4: What do I do if he doesn't come, I thought....
5: I was scared
6: For a while I couldn't even open my eyes
Pag 9
2: I caught up
4: Thank god it's real!!
Pag 10
1: You came, Sakamichi-kun
Yeah!! Manami-kun!!
Pag 11
1: Can we race?
2: Yes!!
Pag 12
3: Everyone in the team pushed my back!!
Pag 13
1: Onoda-kun!!
2: He should have caught up with Manami around now!!
3: Onoda-san!!
4: Hahaha!!
5: Back-gate slope-senpai!!
6: At full throttle!!
At full throttle!!
Run!!
Please run!!
Pag 14
1: Nghh...!!
2: “Nghhh” it's right!!
3: Ahaha
Hahaha
They're suddenly laughing, let's raise our pace!!
Yes!!
4: It was during your training camp on our first year
5: When we raced for the first time
6: I remember I was so excited when I heard that our names were “Sakamichi” and “Sangaku”
It's the perfect combo!!
Pag 15
1: I was surprised you didn't even have your feet fastening on
We stopped at the summer house and talked
2: We were so free back then!!
We didn't have any responsibility, not teams nor jerseys!!
3: Ahaha
4: When you're in second and third year the things you have to do increases so much....
5: I'd throw this “captain” title away anytime!!
Hahaha I get it, it's difficult for me too
Pag 16
1: If someone on my team heard that they would get angry
Doubashi-kun especially would get angry!!
Sounds scary...
4: You're wearing the number “3”
Ah, yeah, uhm, we talked with everyone on the team
Huh.... on official races the winner of the previous year should wear the number “1”
5: I see, leave it to me then
I'll push through, hahaha!!
Thank you!!
Is.. is that alright?
Waa, Pierre-sensei is so reliable!!
6: Your teacher....!!
Then...
7: Yeah, “3” like Makishima-san's “173”
Pag 17
1: I'm also wearing Toudou-san's number “13”
2: “Sleeping beauty”!!
Kuah!! Toudou!!
Pag 18
1: That day, the first day of the Inter High two years ago
2: While we were pulling the team, I imagined those two fighting for the mountain prize....
3: I'm sure they must be having fun
Fighting until you're empty
It can't not be fun!!
4: We can't go right now, but let's do it
A fight until the last drop, until our limits!!
Yeah!!
5: We promised to race
Today may be the day to truly make that wish....
Pag 19
1: come true!!
Pag 20
1: Our third year, the last Inter High
2: The first day.... a fight to compete only for the colored bib
3: The purity of this race is infinitely high!!
4: Yeah!!
Pag 21
5: Let's do it, Manami-kun!!
Pag 22
2: I've been waiting to hear those words!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 787#THEYRE SO CUTE YOUR HONOR I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#pag 15 is the cutest thing ever#MANAMI IS SO EXCITED!! LOOK AT HIM BEING SO HAPPY!!!#he couldnt even open his eyes at first bc he was scared it wasnt real and onoda wouldnt be there#EXCUSE ME WHILE I CRY#i love this so much you have no idea#manami being like 'id throw away the title of captain tbh' and onoda being like 'yeah i get it mood' lmao#i love seeing how their friendship goes both way#bc we always see onoda liking manami so much ya know#like hes the one whos always thinking about him etc#while manami takes 3 months to reply to him via text lmao but thats just manami being manami#i swear if kiji or midosuji crush this sansaka date imma throw hands#(i know it will probably happen tbh)#oh another thing! THE PARALLELS!! man i love parallels so much and the fact that theyre paralleling exactly maki-chan and toudou is#making me emotional#and also it makes me think that the end of this ih will parallel the first one meaning the two finalists will be first years#like roku vs tobirama and roku will win! wishful thinking? perhaps!! who knows!!#anyway the urge to write a sansaka fic after this chapter is strong. specifically some sort of 5+1 fic
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just told myself I’m gonna finish writing this chapter today and then laughed cause I knew that was a lie
#I love lying to myself#Great motivation really#Bc maybe I will who knows#Maybe the urge to prove myself wrong is so strong that I just have to#books#writing#fiction#orginal writing#creative writing#writeblr#writer#writing memes#writing problems#writing humor#original writing#writer stuff
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You do not understand the extent to which this image has taken over my brain
All I have been able to think about all day is a modern bookstore Imodna AU. It has consumed my soul
#critical role#imogen temult#laudna#imodna#imogen x laudna#southern gothic#I have so many idea written down for it#and the urge to write it is very strong#just them being losers running a bookstore while also being sickeningly in love
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Fall makes me feel whimsical so here's a kitsune Suna :P
The fur colouring was inspired by the Tibetan fox so here's a version w/o the additional lighting and the (rushed) background!
#the original concept was Suna having an abandoned roadside shrine and Osamu being a traveller that leaves a small offering on it#but alas I am too lazy to make a whole comic lol#suna rintarou#haikyuu fanart#haikyuu#hq fanart#my art#kitsune#kitsune au#the urge so write “kitsuna” was strong#i tried to do some research on kitsunes but if this is inaccurate in any way please let me know!
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Me: Okay, I have homework and test to study for, so no distractions.
My brain: Okay but what if you got the sudden creative desire to write a HOTD fic that focuses on Alicent and studies her relationship to her faith and how that influences/ties into her relationships with her parents, Rhaenyra, and her children?
Me:
#and if i said i spent about an hour writing nearly 800 words 😭#i thankfully pulled myself back but the urge is too strong! like that quote of “mother is like god” something something around those lines#had me in a chokehold bc it's so alicent & aegon coded (& probably mirrors alicent's relationship with her own mother to some extent)#or how using religion and playing on alicent's relationship with rhae#“targs are closer to gods than to men” alicent not getting that fully until she meets rhae 😭#being so connected to her that it transends oceans & the pull is so strong that it's only been mirrored by her religion#i could go on! idk when it'll be finished or if it'll involve s2 but it's working me#also if i publish it on ao3 it would be a big jump in themes from my bridgerton one to this so whew 😅#alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#helaena targaryen#aemond targaryen#rhaenys targaryen#current wip#hotd#house of the dragon
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Mark Me
Beelzebub x MC
Pronouns: You | POV: Second
Tags: Submissive kink, light domination kink, mentioning of bruises, mild nsfw, 16+
You've learned a few things about Beelzebub since your arrival in the Devildom. He loves to eat anything and everything, sometimes literally, he is a lot calmer than most of his brothers, sensible and level-headed, he's protective and reliable, he's dedicated to his sports and training, and he has strength that matches his muscular build.
That particular detail excited you a lot.
You have a submissive kink. You won't deny that. You're just shy about admitting it. Despite your hesitance about mentioning it, Beel naturally has a pressure to his touches and handling when he holds you that you're oh-so fine with.
Neither of you have done much aside from vanilla stuff, kisses and cuddles and a hungry makeout round against a wall or few. The way his hands simultaneously melded with yours and immobilized your arms sends a delicious shiver down your back every time you thought back on the moments.
Beel had just left you in a stupefied daze, your head light from lack of oxygen, as you stumbled back to your room before any of his brothers could see you in such a disarrayed state
Normally, you weren't so winded by the intensity of your canoodling sessions, but then again, you're the one that usually instigated them. Beel had startled you when he had clamped onto you from behind, spun you around, and pressed you against the closest surface, a space between two oversized paintings in the stairwell.
He took any words out of your mouth, along with your air, and swallowed them as he began placing a too light yet sweet kiss on your lips. He peppered quick pecks on your cheeks, the shallow part of your temples, and the curve of your jawline before resuming the kiss on your parted lips more fervently.
The tight grip that Beel had on your hips was possessive and made your body feel hypersensitive. You clutched onto his arms, even though you had no chance of crumpling to the ground, and returned the passionate kiss, feeling the warmth of Beel's mouth and tongue pass down your throat and twist into a simmering knot in the pit of your stomach.
A sudden ping brought you back to the moment, fuzzy-headed and annoyed. His phone pinged again. The air that rushed in between your heated bodies as Beel pulled away to check his D.D.D. was like a splash of cold water, and you became further frustrated when he took a step back and turned to leave.
"Oh, it was my turn to do shopping for dinner. Sorry, MC. If I don't go now Lucifer will be mad."
That was how he left you. He sprung a surprise attack on you, then left just as quickly. You were more discombobulated than needy, so you decided to just return to your room to relax before joining the brothers for dinner later that evening.
It was a fuss like usual when Beel was the one on cooking duty. You could hear the commotion from the kitchen, and you knew either dinner was going to be late or you would be ordering take out again. After an hour passed, famished and tired of waiting at the table, the proposal to eat out was brought up. You weren't entirely up for going to a restaurant, but the majority voted yes, so you didn't have much choice. You were the last to walk out, lingering behind the brothers.
As you stepped a foot over the threshold of the doorway, you felt a sudden force around your waist and you were pulled back into the House of Lamentation, the door closing firmly in front of you. You noticed the familiar hold from the firm yet gentle hug, and you let out a shaky breathe you had unconsciously sucked in.
You were going to have to put a bell on this boy, because this was the second time he had caught you off guard way too easily. You were confused, though, because you were sure you had seen Beel be the first one out the door.
Twisting as best as you could to see him, Beel had a soft blush on his cheeks and his eyes avoided yours. When you asked him what he was doing, he admitted that while he was kinda hungry, it wasn't necessarily for food.
You assumed he had filled up mostly from the food meant for dinner, otherwise he never would have turned down a trip to Hell's Kitchen. It was a gracious turn of events that you weren't going to pass up though!
After you pried yourself from his embrace, you sheepishly tugged him to your room. It wasn't too long before he had picked up where he had abandoned his earlier encounter with you, now on your bed. His height completely submerged you in his shadow before he leaned down and started placing hungry kisses on your neck and collarbone.
The heat in your stomach reignited when you felt his hand slip under your shirt, his hot skin against yours causing you to shudder in response.
You felt Beel lift your shirt higher, tugging it under your weight, and you paused him long enough to remove the clothing entirely, allowing him complete access to your upper body. He had just started a fresh trail of kisses down you chest when you felt him shift above you, leaving an absence of his warmth, and you opened your eyes to see that, no, he hadn't left, but he was more interested in your left hip. You looked down to see what had caught his interest.
On your side were fresh bruises that you hadn't noticed before, most definitely from the tight grasp Beel had held you with from earlier. He'd never left a mark on you before. Beel had been careful about his touches and strength whenever he got a bit rough.
If you had known you had bruises you would have revered them in awe and adoration. You felt tingles of excitement shoot through your nerves that set off your arousal more as you studied the sizes and shapes. The bruises were like fingerprints on your skin, like Beel had accidentally claimed you as his. Despite your excitement over these bruises, you noticed a regretful expression on his face, and it donned on you Beel wasn't finding these marks as interesting as you.
You touched Beel's arm to get his attention. You saw the unmerited guilt the moment your eyes locked. He opened his mouth, probably to start an apology, but you cut him off before he could say anything. You explained to him that you hadn't even felt anything to indicate that he had done anything to you. The fact that you had been "injured" was news to you as well. You reassured him that he hadn't done anything wrong with a soft kiss.
His worried frown relaxed gradually, but his gaze went back to your hip, rubbing his thumb over the brown-bluish spots before leaning down and kissing your pelvis. His lips sent a shockwave into your nerves that sent an irrepressible tremble through your body.
"I was worried I hurt you with the way I grabbed you earlier. I'm glad you're not hurt, MC."
You couldn't help the smile that spread on your lips, and you brought his face back to yours, caressing a hand behind his neck. "You can be as rough with me as you want, Beel. I want you to mark me as yours."
There was a moment that passed as you felt your cheeks burn from the admission and Beel's wide-eyed stare, and in the next moment Beel roughly pinned you against your bed and kissed you, deeper and more intensely than any prior kisses. It was like a switch had been flipped, and you stumbled to keep up with his sudden intensity.
Hopefully no one needed you for the rest of the night, because Beel was most likely not to let you go.
#this is an old fic i did last year for Beel's birthday#but i didn't like how it read so I tried editing it and sprucing it up#i still don't like it#the urge to just delete it is really strong#obey me#obey me beelzebub#obey me beel x mc#obey me beelzebub x mc#obey me smut#jess writes
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I wanted to make an analysis but I made this instead
[ID: A three-way Venn diagram with Shou, Teru, and Ritsu from Mob Psycho 100.
Shou: 🔥child of divorce🔥
Shou + Ritsu: misplaced sense of responsibility over op family members
Ritsu: too much self awareness, outwardly polite
Ritsu + Teru: inclined towards violence, superiority complex that compensates for insecurity, impulsive
Teru: not a gram of self awareness, "humble" (in quotes)
Teru + Shou: developed main character syndrome to cope with The Horrors, neglectful/shithead parents, blunt
All three: psychic middle schoolers with issues. End ID]
#not complete but im sleepy and i wanted to be done with it now cause ik tmrw id forget it#id loooove to elaborate on this but the urge to mimimimi is too strong think ill just take my leave for now#anyway. woe parallels be upon ye#parallels? similarities? hm#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama ritsu#hanazawa teruki#suzuki shou#cine te a intrebat#point is theyd make a fun throuple. go and wreck stuff up for stress relief purposes#also also theres some stuff that wouldve fit all 3 but i wanted the center to be only one (1) thing so here we are#maybe i will elaborate later hmmm#it is now later and elaboration is still not in motion BUT theres ID now#thank @/ princess-of-purple-prose for that#i can barely write my posts wiehfwiuw
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okay i’ve started to like get into the habit of writing little love letters to people i love in my journal and i don’t send them but they’re fun bc <3 idk i just feel like i have to put it somewhere when its like 2am and theres a lot of it and also i feel like some kind of jane austen male love interest which is always GREAT :’))) anyways does anyone else do this????? if not you should it’s so fun… <33
#although i won’t lie. the urge to like actually send the letters to people after you write them is string so..be forewarned…#*strong#okay got to go write a love letter to one of my mutuals now byeeee <33
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the overwhelming all consuming urge to write an angst, post break up, grayson hawthorne x reader fic without a happy ending
#the urge is strong enough to make me consider writing on phone#I’m doing it#i haven’t had a writing idea in so long 😭#Will be posted on my writing side blog @jamesbeaufortswife 😘#¡! ❞ venus yaps#venus writes ✎ᝰ.#grayson hawthorne#grayson Hawthorne x reader#the inheritance games#⋆˚ yapper olympics 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
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I think Ciel would go through a poetry phase for sure. I cannot write poetry but god do I wish I could, solely to write a very sad and funny fic painting my picture of this boy's psyche. Part of me says I should give it a go since he's 14 and my capacity for writing poetry probably matches that haha. Still, you would know it was me trying desperately to force analogies and symbolism.
#black butler#kuroshitsuji#ciel phantomhive#im a big music listener so the urge to compile and edit songs is strong#feels like cheating and i know it would be a good writing exercise#poetry boy
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WHY IS WRITING A PERSONAL STATEMENT SO HARD
ITS ONLY 5000 CHARACTERS IT SHOULD NOT BE THIS DIFFICULT TO PUT A FEW PARAGRAPHS TOGETHER ABOUT MYSELF BUT I NEED IT TO SOUND PROFESSIONAL OH MY GOD WHY AM I STRUGGLING SO HARD
#the urge to write about my favorite fandoms and stuff is so strong but the admission ppl will take a look and reject me on the spot#‘so I recently got into anime-’ rejected
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