#maybe i will elaborate later hmmm

[witchspeka]

I wanted to make an analysis but I made this instead

[ID: A three-way Venn diagram with Shou, Teru, and Ritsu from Mob Psycho 100.

Shou: 🔥child of divorce🔥

Shou + Ritsu: misplaced sense of responsibility over op family members

Ritsu: too much self awareness, outwardly polite

Ritsu + Teru: inclined towards violence, superiority complex that compensates for insecurity, impulsive

Teru: not a gram of self awareness, "humble" (in quotes)

Teru + Shou: developed main character syndrome to cope with The Horrors, neglectful/shithead parents, blunt

All three: psychic middle schoolers with issues. End ID]

[thewickerking]

had a dream I had a boyfriend and he wanted to come to a therapy session to talk abt smn unrelated to our relationship (this was 100% cool with me) but my therapist instantly hated him and she was like "justify to me why you're here 🤨🤨🤨 name something u like abt ridley and then maybe ill let u talk" like what 😭😭 it was just me being a mediator bc they were arguing. Which is insane it was like couples therapy but evil

[leclercsbunny]

maybe if you loved me ♡ c. sainz

part six ♡ masterlist

f1chai sainz and ricciardo allegedly got into a scuffle, sky news report. the two have come up on recent news due to their involvement with yn, as both drivers have been closely linked with the spanish socialite. the f1 management is reportedly investigating this matter, and are adamant to deal out swift and just penalties for both drivers involved. neither teams have expressed their side regarding this matter.

username i would pay good money to see them fist fight

username and nobody caught it on their camera ?? LAMEEEE

username see i would have screamed world star‼️

username hmmm arguing who's the daddy

username will forever be astounded of yn, bagging these men in the same breath

username yikes

username penalty for ocon!!

username don't let these men back on track fia (10392)

username so... private school fighting? pointing at eachother and then screaming?! 🤔🤔🤔

username "sainz and ricciardo had to be separated by several staff in a fit of blind rage."

username "the australian driver emerged with an upset expression, a bruising prominent on his jaw and a crimson eyebrow. the spaniard later on followed suit, an expression of annoyance evident, armed with a busted lip and a limp to his gait."

username so a fight FIGHT. they were scrapping to scrap 😳😳

username oh i know they were just swinging wildly

username ten bucks daniel would have laid carlos on his ass

username disagree. have you seen carlos's hands? he's punching to knock some sense into daniel

username yeah but daniel has the force of justice behind his blows

username not if he's the father. screwing your mate's ex girl while they're on the rocks?

username what do you mean on the rocks?? he cheated on her publicly. then they broke up. then partied like his life depended on it? 🙄🤨

f1chai daniel ricciardo adds fuel to the fire by posting a shady instagram story amid the controversy surrounding him today. several news outlet reports that the australian pilot have been fined a sum of 5,000 euros for recklessly behaving and have been reprimanded alongside sainz. to waive the penalty, the pair were urged to make ammends, and publicly acknowledge their wrongs for disrupting the peaceful atmosphere present in f1. his response is as follows; "i won't apologize."

username ATEEEEEEEEE

username stop playing with him 😳😳😳

username yeah that will tell them🤦🏻‍♀️😂

username they keep letting these men buy their way into being a decent human being... they'll cash out everytime !!

username i love when men are shady

username DANIEL WE ARE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU

username what if they used chairs ?? would that be atleast 10k ??

username that's spare change for these men 😭😭😭 who assigned these amount?

username it's a minor misdemeanor, it's already blown out of proportition🤭

username yeah but that's like what?? one tyre and a steering wheel ?? 😭😭😭

username so close !! steering wheels could go up to six figures 😂😂

username i stand corrected

username daniel: ... so can i pay in advance to throw hands? 🤔😂

f1chai both sainz and ricciardo have declined to elaborate regarding their public spat, and have expressed very little about their issue. no direct apologies were addressed to eachother nor was there any indication they regretted they came to blows. new reports claim that the reason of them being tight-lipped had everything to do with the paternity of yn's alleged baby, and although at odds with eachother, both sainz and ricciardo are adamant on maintaining her privacy at this delicate moment.

username enemies 4 life

username awww yn's boys🥲🥲

username the boys you speak of would push eachother on the track if given the opportunity🥰

username yeah boys‼️

username daniel probably talked maaaaad smack

username only reasonable explanation

username not necessarily, i would have been throwing hands regardless. like wym you've been comforting MY girl?!

username they broke up though

username on a break** this has been yn and carlos' dance since forever

username man shut up. yn deserves better than a man who has a very fickle sense of loyalty.

username he has some serious issues

username ALLEGEDLY okay ALLEGEDLY daniel took a swipe at matteo's parentage and said something along the lines of "you're gonna fuck up another kid's childhood just because you can't keep it in your pants?" non verbatim 😳😳

username YOOOOOOO

username that's WILD to even comprehend, imagine hearing it directly.

username ngl i would have been throwing hands with daniel aswell

username nicki type of line

username who's matteo's mom anyways 😭😭

username i know we're all mad at him but look at him 😩

username yn this isn't you‼️

username look away we can do this!!

[padfootagain]

Love in Verses (XXXIX)

Chapter 39: ‘He grew so tender and I so grateful which maybe tells you something about how it was’

Hi! Here is a new chapter! It's dinner with the family!

I hope you like this chapter! Tell me what you think!

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Pairing: Hozier x fem!reader (professor!AU)

Warnings: slow burn, angst, hurt, hurt/comfort, tooth-rotting fluff in later chapters, some scenes in later chapters will have heavy sexual themes even if it’s not explicit nsfw description, so no minors here

Summary: Your life seems perfect. You're engaged, your career is thriving as you become an assistant professor at Trinity College, and this Andrew Hozier-Byrne you're sharing an office with seems to be a nice guy you hope to call a friend soon. Life seems to be smiling at you... until everything goes sour. When your fiancé breaks up with you, your perfect world shatters. And when your colleague also gets his heart broken soon after, your shared office seems to be a curse rather than a blessing. But Andrew seems determined to mend your broken hearts... Will things finally go according to plan?

Word Count: 4508

Masterlist for the series – Hozier’s masterlist – Main masterlist

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After it ended badly it got so much better which took a while of course but still he grew so tender and I so grateful which maybe tells you something about how it was I’m trying to tell you I know you have staggered wept spiraled through a long room banging you head against it holding crushed bird skulls in your hands your many hearts unstrung unable to play a note their wood still beautiful and carved so elaborately maybe a collector would want them stupid collectors always preserving and never breaking open the jars so everyone starves while admiring the view you don’t own anyone everything will be taken from you go ahead and eat this poem it will help

Kim Addonizio

“You should bring Y/N over next Sunday.”

Raine’s invitation wasn’t the first one of this kind, and Andrew smiled as she offered to welcome you to Saturday’s family dinner. Still, he didn’t want to push you, you had been together for merely a couple of months, he didn’t want to rush you.

“Soon, I promise, mom.”

“You know we like her already… but your dad and I want to know her better.”

“I know, mom.”

“Then bring her next week.”

“I’ll think about it.”

The door of your shared office opened, and you walked in, smiling as you saw him. God, you were so beautiful today…

“I have to go, mom. I’ll call you later, yeah?”

“Sure, honey. Have a nice day.”

“You too, mom. Bye. Love you.”

“Love you, Andy.”

He ended the call and turned to you as you walked around your desk, putting down your bag.

“How was your meeting, babe?” Andrew asked, walking over to you, bending to avoid the lamp hanging from the ceiling and burying his hands in his pockets.

“It was… interesting.”

“That bad, huh?”

“We’ll see. For now, some professors are reluctant at the thought of organising a full set of conferences around women and the female gaze. They fear there ‘won’t be enough speakers’.”

“Bullshit.”

“Yeah… it’s okay, I can still convince them.”

“I’m sure you will. You can do it, babe.”

“Thanks, honey.”

You smiled up at him when he moved even closer, so close you had to lean against your desk.

“Did you want something else, professor?”

God, his heart was beating so fast… it was so fucking hot when you called him that…

He had to remind himself that you were working, that he couldn’t simply devour you…

“Professor…”

“Stop it… we can’t.”

“Hmmm… I know.”

“Then why are you teasing, professor?”

Your lips parted for a second, and he smirked at the tortured look on your face.

You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer, until he rested his hands on your desk, right next to where your lower back was pressed against the furniture, enclosing you between his arms.

“I like it when you blush,” you confessed, making him laugh.

“That’s still pretty cruel…”

You let out a sigh when he connected his lips to your neck, when he bit and kissed your pulse, his hold on your desk tightening so he would keep his composure. Your fingers got lost in his hair.

“Was that your mother on the phone?” you asked, breathless.

He merely hummed in response.

“How is she?”

“Fine…”

Gently, you pulled him away from your skin.

“We can’t, not here…”

Andrew nodded, trying to hide how hard it was to pull away.

“How are your parents,” you asked while he took a step back, remaining close to you, but none of you touching the other anymore.

“They’re fine. Just… the usual. My mom is working on a new painting.”

“Amazing!”

He thought about asking you, then. But it was too soon… it was too soon…

Were you really over Frank? Would you really stay? He couldn’t get his parents involved if you simply chose to disappear…

“Yeah, it’s pretty nice.”

He shook himself, put his hands into his pockets again.

“I should go back to work,” he reasoned. “I need to go to the library this afternoon, will probably work from there for a few hours.”

“Yeah, I should go back to work too… I have so much to do.”

“You’re still coming over tonight, right?”

“Of course!” you answered with an excited grin.

“I might not come back to the office before heading home…”

“Okay, I’ll see you tonight at seven, then?”

“Yeah, sure.”

You rose to your tiptoes to peck his lips, before turning to your computer, and Andrew walked back to his desk to gather his things.

He kept on wondering if bringing you to his parents was a good idea or not…

Andrew was an overthinker, which meant that he had a special talent for ruining his own life.

His day had taken a bad turn after that shared moment in your office. He was frustrated with the article he was working on, and the conversation with his mother kept on being played on repeat in his head.

And he simply… doubted himself.

There were days when his brain got too busy, too loud, and darker thoughts and doubts were enhanced in those times. And now that he was torturing himself on whether or not he was going too fast, his own insecurities were coming back. Was he really good enough for you? So far, he hadn’t had to change to make you love him, wasn’t that strange? He was used to tune down some of his interests, to be quieter than he wanted to be, so Sam would love him.

Wasn’t it strange that you were still talking for hours? That you were still interested in him? That you… didn’t ask for him to change?

And what if you longed for Frank still?

Lost in his thoughts, he barely noticed the knocking on his front door. Only when Elwood sprinted across the room and barked at the wooden surface did he realise that it was already 7 pm, that you were waiting on his doorstep.

He heaved a sigh, forced himself to hide his pain, before walking across his flat to welcome you in.

You greeted him with a grin, and a pizza box.

“Brought dinner!” were your first words, and he couldn’t refrain a smile as he took the box you were handing him.

“Thanks, baby.”

You went to your tiptoes to kiss him, and while he pecked your lips he wondered if it would be too much if he yielded to his impulse and hugged you now.

Yeah… probably… he would be too much…

“How was your afternoon?” you asked, taking off your shoes and jacket, before giving Elwood some scratches.

“Erm… yeah… it was fine.”

You looked at him, something expectant on your face, but he didn’t want to bother you with some unimportant problems. Sam was never interested in those anyway…

“Are you hungry, then?” he asked, already walking to his kitchen.

“Erm… sure! Yeah! Starving actually!”

“How was your afternoon?”

“Nothing very important happened… but I’ve found some interesting articles…”

He let you babble away for a while, nodding while he set the table.

You started eating, but then you grew quiet, and he wasn’t sure why. You had been excited, and then you simply… stopped talking.

Was he being annoying? Was that something he needed to change?

At the back of his head, his mother’s voice was still asking to invite you, and he was still debating on whether it was a good idea or not, and what about Frank? Did you still think about him? Did you still want him? Did you…

“Andy?”

He looked up at you, surprised that you were using his name. You hadn’t in a few weeks. The pet names were all you used when you were alone by now.

“Hmm?”

“Is there something wrong?”

“No… why?”

“I don’t know, you’re… you’re very quiet tonight.”

He couldn’t tell you that he was asking himself a thousand questions, that he was doubting himself, that he wanted to hold you close, because he would be too much then, and anyway he couldn’t talk about his feelings, he was never good at it and…

“Did something happen this afternoon? Are you okay?” you insisted, and he looked away, rubbing at his collarbone now.

“No, no… I’m okay.”

You remained quiet for a while.

“You can tell me anything, you know? I’m your girlfriend, I’m here for you,” you offered in a gentle, soothing voice.

“I’m fine.”

“Okay.”

“You… you were talking about your seminar… what about that speaker you wanted to contact, then?”

“Erm… I’ll contact her tomorrow.”

“Okay.”

He waited for you to speak some more, but you didn’t, and the silence that settled was awkward, at best.

This was so unusual for you. It was supposed to be easy to be with you, what was happening,? What was he doing wrong?

Would you leave? Would you regret Frank all over again?

“Andy.”

“Yeah?”

“Please, tell me what’s wrong. Why aren’t you talking to me? Is there something bothering you? Have I done something?”

“No, no… nothing, I’m just… tired.”

You stared at him, but there was nothing else he could say without talking about his feelings, and he couldn’t do that. He didn’t want to bother you, to be too much, and anyway, he didn’t like talking about his feelings, so what was the point in burdening you with those…

“Oh, okay… do you want to go to bed early?���

“Erm… sure, yeah…”

“Okay… I’ll clean up with you, and then leave you to it, then.”

He blinked up at you as you got up and picked up your plate.

You were leaving? You were supposed to stay the night…

“You… you can stay, if you’d like.”

“It’s okay, I understand that you’re tired. We can have dinner again tomorrow.”

“Okay…”

You gave him a bright grin. Were you happy to leave?

He started fidgeting, hurried to clean up the table. He noticed the way you seemed disappointed when you moved to his hallway though.

He was doing everything wrong, somehow, what was he doing wrong?

You wanted Frank again, of course, because he would know how to hold you back, and Andrew didn’t, and…

“Andy?”

“Hmm?”

“I get that you’re not in the mood to talk, but… I wish you’d tell me what’s wrong.”

“Nothing’s wrong, babe.”

“Please… you’ve barely said a word tonight. What’s going on?”

“Nothing, I just… wanted to listen to you.”

You frowned at that.

“You… you didn’t say anything.”

“I had nothing to say.”

“Now, that’s not true. Why are you lying?”

“I’m not.”

“Andy…”

“I said I’m fine!”

Your eyes grew a little round at his harsh tone, and he regretted snapping as soon as the words passed his lips, but it was too late to take the words back now.

“Why are you mad at me?” you asked, hurt evident on your features.

He heaved a frustrated sigh.

“I’m not mad at you, I’m… I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Alright… well, I’m here if you change your mind.”

He watched as you grabbed your jacket, couldn’t refrain the words from passing his lips.

“Why are you leaving?”

You turned to him with a puzzled frown.

“You said you were tired, and you don’t want to talk to me… I thought you didn’t want me to stay.”

“I… I didn’t mean for you to leave.”

“Then… talk to me.”

He heaved a frustrated sigh, ran a hand through his hair.

“I… there’s no need, I’m fine.”

“That was almost convincing, I’ll give you another try.”

“It’s not funny.”

You put on your jacket, and he was so frustrated right now, by his own thoughts, by you leaving, by his stupid feelings making him vulnerable and overreacting and…

“Are you angry?” he asked, but you shook your head.

“No… disappointed, rather.”

You were disappointed in him… of course, you were. You thought he was worth the trouble, but he wasn’t, and you were realising it, and Frank was better even though he was a fucking jerk and…

His hurt came out of his mouth as acidic words.

“Right, leave then.”

You froze, flashed him a glare.

“What’s wrong with you?”

He rubbed at his neck, until it was painful, but he didn’t care.

“Nothing’s wrong…”

“Of course, something’s wrong! I’m not blind! I’m not an idiot!”

“Why are you leaving? You said you’d stay tonight…”

“That was before you acted like you didn’t want me here.”

“I didn’t…”

“Of course you did!”

You started to put on your shoes.

You were leaving… you were leaving…

“Alright then, leave!”

“That’s what I’m doing!”

You were leaving because you didn’t want him, because he wasn’t enough, because he hadn’t changed for you, because Frank was better, Frank…

“Well, then… go back to Frank!”

The look of horror on your face sobered him up, made all traces of frustration or annoyance vanish. Instead, he was just afraid.

“You don’t mean that.”

Your lower lip trembled, he saw tears glimmering in your eyes.

What had he done? What was he doing?

“Take that back. Andy, take that back…”

He remained silent, staring at you and rubbing at his shoulder and collarbone.

He was fucking up everything…

“I don’t know what’s wrong with you tonight, but I hope you’ll tell me once you’re calmer again,” you said in a cold voice, and he hated that tone.

And then you turned around, your hand on the doorknob.

You were leaving, you were leaving… because he couldn’t open his fucking mouth and be honest…

“Don’t… please, don’t leave.”

His voice was fragile now, and he hated it, he hated the weakness that transpired through it. You stopped your movements, turned to him, but your fingers remained on the doorknob.

“I just… I want you to stay,” he pleaded, but you raised an unimpressed eyebrow.

You crossed your arms before your chest. You were angry, but at least you weren’t about to open the door anymore…

“Really? Cause you don’t look like you want me around tonight.”

“I do. Please…”

“What’s happening? What’s wrong?”

“I just… I’m sorry… my head’s all over the place… I do want you to stay though. I really do.”

You heaved a sigh, took off your jacket again.

“Talk to me, then, okay? If you don’t want to tell me what’s bothering you, then… tell me about your day. Or anything… I just… I want to understand what’s in your head right now. And please, stop this, your skin is all red.”

He was surprised when you reached for his hand, stopped his nervous gesture, and rubbed soothing circles in the back of his hand.

“Why did you talk about Frank?”

Andrew looked down at his feet. You were still wearing your shoes.

“That…that was really hurtful.”

“I’m sorry…” he mumbled under his breath.

“Why would you say that? Did you mean that? Do you… do you want to get back with Sam?”

“What?! Of course not!”

“Why would you say something like that, then?!”

“Because I… I don’t…”

He heaved a frustrated sigh.

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

Slowly, you nodded. He could see you were hurting though…

He was hurting you. He was hurting you… his silence was hurting you…

God, it was so painful to admit it all this out loud.

“I’m afraid.”

You gave his hand a reassuring squeeze, your expression softening.

“I’m afraid… about this. About you… leaving, and… I’m afraid you’re going to regret Frank. I’m afraid you’d choose him over me. And I’m… I’m afraid to go too fast, and to make you freak out. And I’m afraid because… I’m not changing for you, and that means I’m not giving you what you want, and…”

“Wait… what?”

“Sam… I was quiet with her, and I knew what parts of me she didn’t like, and so I tuned them down, but you’re… tonight you said you didn’t want me quiet, the way she wanted me, so… so what should I do? What should I do, so you can love me?”

He blinked tears away, and he hated it, he hated being so vulnerable before you, you could destroy him entirely with how much of his heart you owned and…

You reached up to gently stroke his cheek, and he was taken aback by your tender gesture.

“Andy… I don’t want you to change anything for me. I love you. Just as you are. I don’t want you to be quiet, I don’t want you to tune down any part of you. I just… want to be with you. That’s all. And I don’t regret Frank, not at all. I’m very happy with you.”

He blinked, trying to process your words.

“Really?”

“Yeah, really. And I… I would choose you over him. If I had to make that choice, I would choose you. I love you, not him. Not anymore.”

He brushed the tear that had begun rolling down his cheek, nodded.

He wasn’t sure he believed everything you were saying, and yet he knew you were earnest, that you weren’t lying.

“I’m sorry for tonight, I just… got really into my head, and just… I really doubted… everything, and… I’m sorry. Please, don’t leave, Y/N. I don’t want you to leave.”

“What do you want then? Earnestly. What do you want?”

“It’s embarrassing.”

“Why would it be? I’m your girlfriend, you can tell me anything.”

He forced the words out of his mouth, despite how vulnerable it made him feel.

“I… I really want you to hold me, right now.”

He let out a wry laugh.

“Christ, that’s pathetic…”

But before he could add another word, you were holding him in a tight embrace. All he could do was to hold you just as tightly.

“What about we go to bed, and cuddle?” you offered.

“Yeah… please…”

“Alright, I’ll get changed, okay?”

“Okay.”

You took off your shoes, picked up the pyjamas you had left in his drawer a couple of weeks ago, and disappeared in the bathroom. Then, Andrew got changed as well, and when he walked inside his bedroom again, you were already in his bed, waiting for him.

“Come here,” you invited him, opening your arms for him.

Slowly, like he couldn’t quite believe it, Andrew walked around the bed, lied down and nestled into your embrace, burying his face into your neck. For the first time that day, he let his body fully relax.

“You’re okay?” you asked, and he hummed in response.

“Yeah… much better. I’m sorry…”

“It’s okay. We can talk about it again tomorrow. Let’s just rest now.”

You turned off the lamp on your bedside table, and in your arms, Andrew was out like a light.

Andrew woke up to the smell of coffee.

You had closed the door of his bedroom when you got up, to let him rest a little longer. As classes were over for this year, you could allow yourselves to arrive later at work. As long as the job was done, no one cared when you arrived or left.

He checked the time, it was almost 8 am.

He forced his body to move, to get up, groaned as he stretched the sleeping muscles of his long back. He almost hit his head in the doorframe, forgetting for a second that he needed to bend to avoid it.

You were there alright, in your pyjamas, putting butter on toasts and talking to Elwood. Andrew’s heart melted at the sight.

You fitted so well in his life, in his home… this was obvious, you and him. Everything about it was obviously right, so why was he sabotaging himself?

You turned to him as you heard him enter the room, welcomed him with a smile. But it wasn’t as bright as your usual ones, and a lump crept up Andrew’s throat.

“Morning, babe,” you greeted him, voice soft.

“Morning, love.”

He wanted to reach out, to hold you close, to kiss you and apologise, but he was too afraid of messing up everything again…

“Slept well?” he asked instead. “Thanks for breakfast.”

“Yeah, I slept well.��

You poured him a coffee, stared at him as if gauging his reaction.

He heaved a sigh.

“I’m sorry about last night,” he let out in a whisper.

“It’s okay.”

“It’s not. It… it really is not. I’m sorry.”

“I just… I don’t really understand what happened.”

He started fidgeting, but he spoke anyway.

“I… like… I was stressed, and tired, and got stuck into my own head and… I think… I got really insecure.”

He heaved a frustrated sigh.

“I’m not… I’m not very good at talking about how I feel in those moments. I just… get stuck in my own ugly thoughts, and I fuck up everything.”

Slowly, you nodded.

“I see… is that okay if we talk about last night some more?”

“Sure… yeah…”

“Andy… Look, I’m sorry if I didn’t react well. Maybe I could have handled that situation better…”

“It wasn’t your fault, it was mine,” Andrew shook his head. “I told you, I got stuck in my head, and was a mess…”

“Maybe I’ve triggered this…”

“You didn’t. Really, Y/N… none of this is your fault. I’m sorry.”

“Last night… you said some things… we need to talk about them.”

“Do we?”

He averted his eyes, spinning his toast in his hand, without taking a bite.

“I don’t want to make you uncomfortable,” you said in a weaker voice. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologise, it’s not your fault.”

He knew you were right. You needed to talk about last night. He needed to clear the air, make up for the stupid things he said.

The stupidest of all was easy to remember.

“I’m sorry I mentioned Frank. It was cruel, and uncalled for.”

“Why did you say that?”

He shrugged.

“I just… I don’t know.”

“It hurt.”

“I know. I’m sorry. Like… I’m scared, Y/N. I’m really scared you’re going to wake up soon and regret giving me a chance, and regret not fighting for him more and…”

“I’ll never regret you, Andy.”

He looked up at you again, let his heart bloom with hope.

“I… I don’t have everything figured out either when it comes to us,” you admitted. “Sometimes, I worry too… that you’re going to leave, that you’d rather be with Sam. But I need to believe that you’d choose me over her. And you have to believe me when I tell you that I would not hesitate for a second. I would choose you, Andy. Even if Frank came begging to get me back, I would not hesitate, and I would choose you. I don’t love him anymore, I love you.”

Slowly, he nodded.

“Do you believe me?”

He couldn’t lie to you, he simply couldn’t. He knew you were being vulnerable now, and he couldn’t answer with a lie, even if it meant to make things harder for you.

“I know you’re telling the truth,” he nodded. “But I… my brain just… like… I’m really struggling believing that’s the case.”

“Why? Don’t you trust me?”

“I do. Of course, I do. But I’m… I’m not used to having someone who loves me the way you do. And with how Sam left, I… I thought she was a safe place, and it turned out she wasn’t. It’s hard to come back from that.”

Slowly, you nodded.

“I understand.”

“It’s not that I believe you’re lying, or that you could hurt me on purpose. It’s more that… I feel like you’re going to wake up one day, and realise you’ve made the wrong choice, and you’re just going to leave…”

“The way Sam did.”

“Yeah…”

“I’m not her, Andy.”

“I know. And I’m not Frank. Could you love me the way you loved him?”

He was surprised when you smiled, and even more so when you got up and walked over to him. He pushed back his chair so you could stand between his parted legs, wrapping your arms around his neck.

“I don’t want things to be the way they were with Frank,” you answered, staring intensely into his eyes, and he lost himself in the shades of your gaze. “I want better than him. You are better than him. I want to love you better than Sam loved you, too. I want this to be better, Andy. I’m not going to love you the way I loved Frank. I’m going to be happier with you.”

His heart grew warm at your words, at the sincerity in your voice and eyes as you spoke them. He blinked tears away…

God, he was such a sap, these days… crying over everything…

“All I want is for you to be happy, Y/N,” he whispered.

“And I want you to be happy, too.”

“I’m happy with you.”

You held him close, he nuzzled his face into your chest, his forehead resting against your chin.

“I’m happy with you,” you confessed. “And Andy… last night… I meant what I said. I don’t want you to change. I want you. Okay? I want you to be yourself when you’re with me. I want to talk with you. I want to hear everything you have to say. And I… I don’t want you to be afraid when you’re with me. I love you. I want to be here, with you. I’m certain about this. This… us… it feels so right…”

He took a moment to let your words sink in. And perhaps he could learn to believe them. That you could love him fully, like that. Yeah… yeah, he could believe that, with a little bit of time…

“Loving you is… I feel like myself when you’re with me,” he admitted in a fragile whisper. “And it’s… it makes me happy. But I’m not quite used to that. I’m sorry, if it takes me some time to adjust.”

“I understand. You can take all the time you need. Just… just promise me you won’t use Frank and Sam against me ever again…”

“I won’t. I promise you, I won’t.”

“Okay… I promise I won’t either.”

“Thank you.”

You heaved a relieved sigh.

“We should get ready for work.”

“This is nice, though… give us five more minutes.”

You chuckled, making him smile.

And he thought back about his mother’s words, and he forced himself not to be so scared anymore.

“Baby?”

“Hmm?” you hummed, kissing his hair, holding him close to you.

“Would you like to come to my parents’ for dinner this weekend?”

He was surprised when you started laughing.

“So… we’re resolving our first real fight… and you directly jump to bringing me to your parents’?”

He couldn’t help but laugh too.

“Yeah… that’s a way to change the subject, I guess,” he joked, making you laugh again. “My mom asked for you to come, though.”

“Really?”

“Hmmm…”

“And you want me to come?”

“Yeah… but I’m worried I’m going too fast. I don’t mean to freak you out.”

“Who will be there?”

“My parents and my brother.”

“I’ve never met your brother.”

“No… but you’ve met my parents.”

“Yeah… and you have to warn your father, by the way… I will ask for our bet to be honoured. He lost. I was right about the rugby match we placed bets on. He owes me a beer.”

Andrew laughed.

“Alright… I’ll warn him. Do you want to come, then?”

“Of course, I want to come.”

“Is it not too soon?”

“No… it’s okay… I want to see them. And I want my free beer.”

You were laughing at your own joke, but he quickly shushed you with his lips.

Yes… perhaps, one day, he could believe that you loved him as much as he loved you…

[pendwelling]

hello !!

I have been reading your content for a while and I really appreciate it especially your detailed answer to people questions I really like it 😄😄

That's why I want to ask my questions too☺️☺️

Hmmm so first , you know in chapter 805 yuseo called gain his Earth and in chapter 850 or close to it when yuseo knew his friends forgot about him ,he was having a breakdown 😭😭 and he said might even resent them for it but deep down he knew he can never hate his Earth forever 😭😭

Yeah so here yuseo only meant gain without Cedric?? So that means deep down yuseo has more affection and love gain more ? Cause I always thought he loves them both equally

Is gain maybe more important in the story thank Cedric? Cause I noticed that gain has many many POV in the story meanwhile Cedric having POV is very rare 😞 especially when yuseo left for his world almost all POVs were gain's ...so does that mean like she's 2mc after yuseo ?

I Know my questions may sound stupid but I actually care and notice these things while reading😅😅 like noticing that gain had also more screen time with yuseo than Cedric in the lastest chs 😅😅 that's why that thought occured to me

Hmm I have only another question ( sorry I talk too much but this novel really took my mind these days 😭😭 so I'm thinking about all kind of stuff) ... U know that Jesse suggested to yuseo to tell the people that they share a plate and yuseo accepted but Cedric refused? But eventually I didn't understand whether they did tell people that or just said that they were twins?

Cause honestly if they did do that wouldn't making a covenant with Cedric be quiet no possible since people know that they share plate

Honestly even now I think making a covenant might be really impossible for many reasons:

1/ yuseo already goes to his world and he spends most time there (he only spends two days in reister ) and the timeline is quite different?? Like a few days in his world are many months in reister??? Wouldn't that make him absent a long time??? When they become religious companions they can't be appart from each other a long time or they suffer like Fred and Aurelie right ? So I feel like yuseo wound not accept it

2/ when he becomes religious companion he can't share his ether with others (except gain maybe cause she and ced already have a connection ) it might be a dump reason but I feel yuseo would still want to help others with his ether especially Johann and future holy knight kids (Lynn and cerise)

3/ finally even if it's one sided yuseo and Jesse do share a plate so it would make it diffecult to form covenant cause Cedric emotions and thoughts will be shared to Jesse too ? It feels like he shared his plate with the two of them

So what do u think?

Man I really wrote a whole essay 😭😭😭

I'm sorry that u have to read through all of this 🥺🥺

And thanks for your answer in advance

Hello!!! Sorry late response 😭😭 I'm assuming you probably read more chapters ahead by now and might have gotten answers to your questions yourself, but I'll still give my own insights too haha

Anyhow—Yeah! Yeseo and Ga-in do indeed get some very notable moments during the later end parts of TWSB, but I personally think that the moments between Ga-in-Yeseo and Cédric-Yeseo are both equally spread out, and both with their own respective moments to shine, and sometimes all together and in different (equally important) ways. Cédric's POVs might not be as much in comparison to Ga-in's in certain moments, but (again personally) I find that this is because Ga-in's character and personality allows for certain scenes to be viewed and conveyed in much more appropriate ways than it could be in Cédric's. Cédric's POVs are also notably... dramatic. Intense (haha). Surprisingly poetic and heartwrenching at times, but it's always an elaboration of his inward emotional state, and not as much outward action.

Cédric is the kind of character whose internal narration is better when taken in small doses, especially because his unique perspective as a Crown Prince archetype (back in the 300s, for example, it was especially interesting to see Cédric's through outsider POVs and in an environment of—not equals, like with "Prince Jesse" and Lady Christelle and their other noble friends—but of commoners and soldiers who cannot interact with him as easily). His POVs are always very emotional (sometimes despite his outward actions seeming so abrupt or sudden or even "out-of-nowhere" if you havent seen his POV), and often related to his own psyche, his internal turmoil, the way relationships affect him personally and the childhood trauma that in turn affect how he goes about life and relationships, and even more particularly, Yeseo.

But as for the moments that you are talking about (800s+), in a way, it makes sense why we get more of Ga-in's perspectives. Both she and Yeseo, after all, are transmigrators who can both relate and understand on deeper levels the dilemma of having to leave one world for the other, and the struggles that come with this very unique experience. She's also undeniably WAY MORE emotionally intelligent than Cédric in this regard, and as the eldest, the noona of the trio, I think it was especially important for Ham Ga-in to have been the one taking the lead in this very emotional goodbye and see-you-later.

Yeseo can be thought of as the glue holding the three characters together, but Ga-in's role as the understated emotional pillar is also just as important and very vital to their dynamics as a whole!!!! 🥲

In the scene of 805, I think it's noteworthy that when Cédric and Ga-in are both leading Yeseo to the Paten, "walking him home," the way the two of them do so is very indicative of the roles they play in each others' lives and in this moment. Cédric holds Yeseo's hand with his right, leaving his dominant left hand free to wield the blade—physically and visibly demonstrating the silent support that Cédric is towards and provides for Yeseo. It should be noted that in all previous situations during fights where Cédric has had to carry Yeseo over his right shoulder, he always, ALWAYS, keeps his sword arm free to both fight and defend his partners. And even when he does have to give up the sword while fleeing with Yeseo over his shoulder, he'll have Ga-in under his sword arm as a "backup weapon" haha. This has been a recurring trend throughout the story, even when it's sometimes used in comedic scenarios, but it's a characteristic of his nonetheless that even the author acknowledged in one of their A/Ns xD (604 Munpia). BUT ANYWAY BACK TO 805—in contrast, Ga-in's support extends more to just supporting him with silent and strong gestures. She constantly talks to him, reaches out, reassures him, she appeases him with words and promises, speaking on both the behalf of herself AND of Cédric. She's the spokesperson for the two of them—her wishes are also Cédric's. If Cédric didn't feel the same way, he would have spoken up (heck, he probably wouldn't have been there in the first place lmao—him growing to care for both Yeseo and Ga-in is one of the most integral parts driving the story too, after all!)

This moment is very emotional, and Ga-in is the emotional anchor keeping them all together. I definitely would NOT say that she is more important than Cédric. They are BOTH EQUALLY very very important to Yeseo, and they both demonstrate their different outward ways of caring for and supporting him 🥹 In this specific situation, however, Ga-in's emotional outspokenness naturally takes the lead and gives Yeseo the more active verbal comfort that he needs. Had she not been there, I fear Cédric would have to deal with an emotionally crumbling Yeseo all alone haha—of course, that isn't to say that Cédric would just stand there and do nothing, but this guy is HELLA internally emotional but without the proper ability to dish out comfort the way Ga-in does. He just keeps it all inward. This situation was hard for all three of them combined, but Ga-in took the reigns and gave the final push.

She's the eldest! Their noona... She has to do her best, smile, and stay strong, because one guy is too soft-hearted, and the other guy is unexpectedly soft-hearted, too, so she must be the strong one and ease the mood. That has always been our Ga-in's specialty 🥹🥲

Ga-in is Yeseo's "Earth" because she's their anchor, the one who grounds them all—"my only rock and hill", as Ga-in once said in reference to own older sister.

Thus, we have Cédric with the unstaggering physical support and strength. Then, Ga-in with her vocal reassurances and emotional support. I have a LOT to say about 805, but anyhow, I think I made my point haha. It a brilliant chapter imo, and really displays the facets of CYC's relationship and dynamics, both inward and outward. Cédric does get his own moments with Yeseo later on too:

Most notably, off the top of my head, that scene in Chapter 917 where Yeseo visits home again with Cédric tagging along, where he presents Cerise to Hyunseo like "Ta-da~ It's our baby" as if they're two newlyweds presenting their daughter to the family for the first time 😭. OH and then in 898, where Cédric snuck into the Jung apartments and clumsily tried offering Yeseo, his family, and EVEN HIS DISTANT FAMILY 😭 all titles and riches and lands just so that Yeseo could permanently become Riester citizens and stay there with him and Ga-in... (Yeseo naturally puts his foot down and refuses lmao, but he appeases Cédric's worries by saying that Riester is still his second home, and that he has no intention of leaving them behind again BUT STILL OMG 😭)

Look. You gotta understand. Ga-in and Yeseo's relationship is so so meaningful and caring and sweet, but Cédric is always on a whole other level. This guy is so crazy about Yeseo, he's just disguising it under a stoic handsome face LMAO...

YEAH OML ANYWAY. NOW FOR THE HOLY PLEDGE/PLATE QUESTION—

For Pledge Concern #1, regarding the time differences between the TWSB world and the "IRL" world, if you continue reading (and I'm assume you might have? already read to that point by now since it's been a while since you sent this Ask wkdjsksk), you'll find that this issue resolves itself haha. I'm glad you took notice of this, however, because it is a concern that Yeseo HIMSELF also shares, even vocally too, back in Chapter 736 during a discussion with Jibril which started with Yeseo expressing relief that Jibril would be a good supporting figure for future-emperor Cédric (to which Jibril slapped back with basically "why would he need me when he's got you?"). Yeseo is so worried about hurting Cédric with the long-distance effects of a Covenant/Holy Pledge, but with time, this thankfully gets resolved 🥲🙌 Even the charas themselves kinda refer to his dimension-hopping being akin to something like "our family' daughter hopping to their new household (the one they married into)" LMAO. Yeseo could also leave Cédric (and perhaps Ga-in, if they go the double Pledge route) with a bunch of holy stones to soothe the soul ache, like what Frédérique and Aurélie have previously done, too.

As for Pledge Concern #2!!! Hahaha, that's a valid concern. I totally understand why you'd think Yeseo might want that, but it's also understandable why he would also choose the other. Yeseo is actually quite recipient to the idea of forming a Holy Pledge with Cédric—or at the very least, officially accepting the man's Covenant proposal and becoming his Religious Companion—but the only thing that held him back was the concern of the universal distances causing him pain. But with that now out of the way, suffice to say, there's now plenty of reason for Yeseo to no longer postpone the proposal. I feel I should also bring back Juliette/Julite Statia, who, historically, has been one of the (if not the only) recorded Priests to have supplied ether to two Holy Knights at once. Ga-in even referenced Julite's circumstances wayyy back in early-TWSB before the Holy See, and now that Yeseo is pretty much the Pope with Paten as his Plate/Vessel, we can assume that a double-Holy Pledge is on the table of possibilities (not to mention Cédric and Christelle's funky little soul bond haha).

As for him supplying ether to others, again, that's very valid. Yeseo is the type that likes to help others when he can. But also, I think he is also capable of trusting their other reliable priest friends, even more so when the war is over. Johann has (his future-daughter-in-law~) Eva and even our dear Priest Sand; Cornelisse has Isle; and Lynn and Cerise are young kids who would probably find their own intimate connections with priest companions of their own, once they grow up, too. After all, they can't rely on Mama Yeseo forever hehe (but the image is very sweet and tempting... maybe Yeseo will hold off the Holy Pledge just to nurse baby Cerise and little Lynn for a bit longer xDDD). But anyhow, it makes more sense for them to eventually find their own Religious Partners later (especially for Cerise Riester, who is actual Imperial Royalty).

As for your Pledge/Plate Concern #3, I remember I answered a similar thing on discord, so I'll just largely reiterate my response for there unto here haha:

The Plate-sharing between Yeseo and Losna is said to be one-way, as Yeseo's original plate was given to Losna upon his resuscitation, while the Paten in turn became Yeseo's. So while it's true that Yeseo's emotions and memories have been transferred to Losna, Yeseo doesn't get anything from Losna—so in terms of a Covenant, Cédric would probably be fusing his plate with YESEO'S PATEN, instead of his original Plate (which is now within Losna). So the ether sharing would be respectively between Cédric and Yeseo's Plates/Paten, and their souls would be connected from that point.

We can also naturally assume that Losna would still be able to feel Yeseo's emotions since he's the owner of Yeseo's Plate, but whether or not he could feel Cédric's is more ambiguous, but here is what I take from the affair:

1.) Losna owning Yeseo's Plate = Feeling Yeseo's emotions and having his memories.

2.) Cédric forming a Covenant with Yeseo's Paten Plate = Merging ether reservoirs and souls, thus knowing how the other feels (and to an extent, how they think).

—SO, WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?

Losna, who has Yeseo's Plate but not the PATEN plate, would still feel Yeseo. It's one-sided on Losna➡️Yeseo's part, and so perhaps Losna's indirect link to Cédric (who would be linked to Yeseo) would ALSO be onesided. He could feel what YESEO feels, but not what Cédric feels.

And re:Twins and Plate sharing—while Yeseo was fine with it, Cédric didn't like the sound/implications of selling the story as "Losna and Yeseo share a Plate" LMAO, so in the end, what happens is that the Frédérique ordered the Palace (or rather Bérénice haha) to basically fabricate a whole mythos surrounding Yeseo and Losna's origins as "twins" to sell to the public. One who was born with divinity, one born with mortality. There's a LOT to say about TWSB's use of religion and (fictional) religious propaganda throughout the series, but I won't get into much detail there haha. But just know that I think about it a lot, and again, I love love love how much politics and religion play a part in TWSB. It makes the world of kingdoms, empires, aristocracy and the everyman feel very real.

But anyhow, I don't believe Yeseo forming a Holy Pledge with anyone will cause any issues with Losna, too.

THOUGH!!! On Munpia, Sookym has finally released information on the Side Stories (WHICH IS COMING OUT THIS JANUARY‼️‼️‼️🥹🥹🥳), so perhaps we'll see a glimpse into the aftermath and how Religious Companionship is faring for Yeseo and friends!! I'll personally be totally fine with the story as is ending the way it did and with a lot up for natural interpretation because there are also a lot of other storylines and characters to explore even more in depth to hehe. But I'll probably be happy with whatever Sookym cooks 🥹 Maybe we can even hope for more modern setting shenanigans... who knows!!!

Anyhow, yeah!!! I hope this helped answer any questions or concerns!! Sorry for the late response haha, the questions that take longer answers generally require more energy on my part (both to gather my thoughts, to do some re-reading and research to avoid accidentally spreading misinfo 😭, as well as just writing out everything WKWKKWKW)

Again, I'm assuming you probably(?) finished reading TWSB till the end already, and I hope you enjoyed/are enjoying the rest of their journey!!! I hope you (and whomever might be reading this haha) tunes in for whenever the Side Stories come out in January!!!! 🙌🙌

[solanasreality]

okay so hiii. religion often appearing on your page so I'd appreciate some thoughts on the matter. not sure I'm not being weird here bc have no idea what's your deal with it. but I thought that if opinions abt shifting, law and all that matches mine then maybe I'm safe-ish here. so. I am not religious whatsoever. do not have any history with religion besides something very insignificant. know stuff here and there history all that social impact bc it's interesting. but for some reason. it bleeds its way into my drs weirdly. still not making myself religious. but I blink and then it's some symbols here some history with it there and next thing i know I spent a decade in a convent with an insanely elaborate plot that goes with it. I won't word it as "is that okay" bc like...who decides that it's not? but sometimes I feel like I'm doing something like fetishising but obviously not exactly. romanticizing? not really but. fairytalecizing? hmmm. me having drs that have supernatural stuff in it plays a big role bc where magic there's religion in the modern setting yk. opinion?

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﹒okay, to start, i think it’s completely fine what you’re doing. i’m not religious either, and i still believe religion can look totally different in other realities, in my main reality, there’s two gods that are mainly worshipped despite there being a plethora of them, based on where you’re from. think christianity, but the main difference is the fact that they resemble yin and yang. along my later years, i’m a devoted worshipper to one of them due to the fact that she becomes a consciousness in my head (loooong story, but it ties into magic & spirits). does it mean i’m fetishizing a concept? no, because religion just works differently there.

i really hope this clarifies things! <3

⊹ 𖥔

[taegularities]

My rant about CMI 13🥰

Hiii Rid, I just finished catching up with CMI and pls I loved it so much. Reading the 2 chapters gave me so much comfort. I really needed it so I am very grateful for you and your writing. I am happy I found you! The whole hometown arc was AMAZING! I think this chapter was my favorite of all time. I loved how jk‘s mom and his brother were so welcoming and nice. 😭 Ria is such a sweetheart I loved her! And it was so interesting to see how the jealousy slowly grew from the beginning of the chapter and later exploded at the wedding. I personally loved the bicycle + strawberry plucking scene and the fountain +gift scene the most! It was so heartwarming and so fluffy. Their love is so pure and innocent like it makes you wonder if a love like this truly exists and if it does how lucky they are to have it.🥹 I wrote many things down for this chapter so I am having troubles typing it down LMAO. But the whole NARA situation goddamn it was so good, like I am a sucker for drama so it was chefs kiss. Oc‘s overthinking and her insecurities were portrayed so well, I could feel everything she felt and this shows how great of a writer you are! I am happy Nara spoke to Oc at the end and that they both cleared the air. I also felt a little sad for Nara cuz it’s hard growing up with your first love and yk growing apart and breaking up with the one you thought was the one for you… but tbh I am glad the Nara plot ends here cuz I love my girlie Oc. THO I must say I am interested in Nara‘s life like what she does and who she will meet and fall in love with. She deserves all the happiness cuz she seems like a nice and kind person. LET‘S GET TO THE MAIN TOPIC THO! HIS FATHER! He is such a freaking jerk! Jk didn’t deserve this at all like no one does… poor guy… The fight between jk and his father was soooo damn intense. I stopped breathing while reading. I am happy tho that he realized his mistakes and will work to better himself. It was DAMN late but at least better late than never. But it will understandably take jk a long time to process this and (maybe) forgive him. He deserves so much better… I LOVED how Oc supported and him while he broke down and confronted the jerk of a father. She is really an Angel. You did our boy Christian dirty tho LMAO (The smut was amazing as always🤭) BUT YK WHAT BROKE ME ? THIS:

“But even though you colour in all the spots in his room—

You think that in turn, he colours in every patch of your soul.“

This owned my heart right there and made me tear up. Thank you for your hard work! Sorry that this got so long.💜

NAWH and i'm happy you found me and have become my friend, too <3 oh gosh, your fav chapter ever?? that's a huge thing for me – i'd been planning it for so long and genuinely loved writing it, so this means a lot, love. with the jealousy as its key part and then things resolving, i was so curious what y'all would say lmao and the reactions to cmi13 were just what i wanted and needed.

i bet a love like this exists somewhere… things might seem hopeless at times, but we deserve this, too, so let's keep hoping and manifest the words i write into reality. also, i am so happy you could view the nara situation from all perspectives. like yeah, the whole thing was intense, but honestly, i feel a bit sorry for her, too? after all, jk wasn't just her boyfriend in the past, he was her friend as well. so to lose all that, even though she's moved on, must sting at least a bit. hmmm, maybe i'll elaborate on nara's life someday!! good point hehe.

NAWH THE FIGHT THO… i was holding my breath writing it, and idc if it's my characters, i was very happy jk flipped like this :') oc will always be there for him. let's hope that the only way's up. jksfnksf i know i did christian so fkn dirty, but i had no choice 🤣 maybe i should write original ian fic someday and give him the affection he deserves lmao

the last line… yeah– that's all i'll say. just yeah :') sigh. thank you for always reading bby <3 i will always wait for you, so don't stress yourself about getting to a chapter at all. i'm just so thankful for this msg <3

[the-lonelyshepherd]

3, 12, 25 for jackie bcs I feel like youll have a lot 2 say

HIIII i always have a lot to say don’t i

anyways jack e 🫶

3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?

probably the fact that she kissed a man /hj

noooo ummm. hm. i didn’t like her THAT much the first time around but i think it’s bc i was very much just watching like. from shauna’s pov. i liked her a lot more later.

but like actually it’s hard HMMM. maybe the way she treated nat sometimes. like rghhh nats face every time someone slur shamed her actually kills me

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

OOOGH. gay but she lwk always knew. like she knew but she just tried everything to not be. still shops in the men’s section tho (i know what you are jackie taylor). just like everything is sm more tragic if she WASNT oblivious ykyk.

also this isn’t a headcanon reallyyyy but kinda? it’s canon backed. and also credits to @monstrousgourmandizingcats for introducing this idea into my brain

(warning for drug abuse idk just in case)

so in the pilot jackie is like super casual about just taking valium from her moms medicine cabinet and like she just talks about it so normally that like. she’s def done it before. so like,,,, jackie just causally swiping drugs. maybe before having to do stuff with jeff. we know she dissociates like after having to,,,, so like. why not just blur it out w valium (literally a sedative that you need a prescription for). idk just,,,, she makes me so sad.

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

WAIT NO I LWK ANSWERED THIS EARLIER SORRY,, i’ll elaborate

so when i said from shauna’s pic i mean like i was considering her the main character and that everything she thought abt jackie was true. so i was like oh she’s a mindless manipulative popular girl (I WAS STUPID AND IVE GROWN). like i knew both of them were in the wrong but i was on shauna’s side (??? big brown eyes got to me???)

then later on watching and on rewatches i was like OH. this is just the most girlfailure thing to ever exist i love her so much. and she’s one of my faves :’)

tysm for the ask i don’t actually get to talk about jackie that much so this was so fun 🤭🤭

[junhanndee]

Anyways I need to request a MTL for who's the most into teasing, sensual, long foreplay🤭 and please elaborate as much as you want -🩵

omg sure thing!! this is just the teasing one for now but i’ll add ur emoji to the other two parts when i post them later!! 🥹🥹 🩵

most to least into teasing

- seungmin, jungsu, gaon

these three all strike me as the type to kinda be cocky about teasing you.

like they all go crazy over the fact they can make you all flustered like that

- for seungmin i think he would drive you the most crazy with either gym pics or coming home to you after the gym all sweaty and muscles pumped up!!

- he would come home to you in his gym shorts and his muscle top and….. when you see all that i mean it’s kinda hard to resist!! he would love to tease you about it and sit down next to you while bringing you into a kiss!!

- if he wants to take a shower instead of getting right to it….. he will tease you but you’ll definitely be getting in there with him :,)

- for jungsu, i see him as the type who loves to see your face when you’re all worked up

- if you haven’t seen it, you have to see the video of him slapping gaons ass because the face he makes…….. i will not be able to speak properly if i see that video again rn

- he would probably love to tease you the most while you’re making out!

- he would be able to tell you were getting all worked up by the way your hands were mindlessly wandering all up and down his waist so he would definitely tease you for it

“just can’t help yourself huh? so needy for me you can’t even keep your hands to yourself” he would say while making you look him dead in the eye because he knew it would fluster you even more!!!

- for gaon, LOL. i see him as the type who thinks it’s kinda funny

- the day that he found out he could fluster you pretty easily was the day he took it and RAN WITH IT !!

- listen he would lean you inside and out just so he could tease you about everything

- let’s say you stared just a little too hard at him during one of their practices…. well! if he’s fingering you i think he would say something like “i saw the way you were looking at me during practice….. been thinking about this all day hmmm? my love?”

- he would definitely tease you by smacking ur ass everywhere and anywhere btw

gunil junhan

gunil and junhan both give me a teasing vibe but more in a way that’s subtle!

like maybe giving you cheek kisses or doing things they are oblivious about!!

they both give me the vibe that they wouldn’t really catch on if they did something random that got you going but i can see that if they found out they would have fun with it

- gunil seems like the type to know he’s hot so sure! he knows that something’s he might do or say will set you off but sometimes he thinks it’s almost funny how worked up you can get over the slightest things

- he would honestly find it cute and probably tease you more than anything but i can definitely see him using it toward his advantage!!

- say that during a band practice he kept winking at you during all your favorite parts……

- not two feet in the door and he would have you pinned on the wall kissing up and down your neck teasing you!!

- “did you like the way i winked at you baby? i know you like that” he would say while hooking your thighs around his waist and taking you to his bedroom <3

- junhan is comfy with himself!! so i can definitely see him being like gunil as well! like he knows that you think he’s hot (i mean duh) but he doesn’t always necessarily know that something’s could do THAT much yk?

- if he’s playing his guitar he would definitely notice you staring at his hands and tbh i think he would be straightforward!!

- “baby you keep looking at my hands, want me to help you?” he would say once he’s noticed you’re all worked up

- when he fingers you i think he definitely would whisper littles things like, ‘feeling good hmm?’ or ‘you love my fingers so much, you’re doing so well’

- he would probably coo at how cute you are when you’re all worked up too :,)

jooyeon

- joo gives me the vibe that, not that he doesn’t care, but he just doesn’t rlly tease you that often?

- he’s silly! don’t get me wrong, he’s a goofy guy. but i think when you’re turned on or wanting him it’s more of a ‘omg okay what can i do’ or ‘let me help you’ then him teasing you for being turned on LOL

- overall jooyeon is just a silly lil guy and i think he would try his hardest to please you :,)

[disco-elysium-via-polls]

Alright, let's find a place that makes sense to set this up, how about...

🎵 Whirling in Rags, 8AM

SUZERAINTY: THE BOARD GAME - The 'Suzerainty' box is heavy and slightly awkward in your hands. You give it a light shake, and feel the pieces shift around inside.

3. [Suggestion - Challenging 12] Convince Kim to play with you.

+1 Plenty of time. +1 Intriguing components.

SUGGESTION [Challenging: Success] - What is detective work if not an elaborate game? You need logical inference, attention to detail, the ability to analyse your opponents' motives...

"Come on, it might help us think of more creative solutions to the case."

KIM KITSURAGI - "Hmmm, I do feel like my thinking has become somewhat *rigid*. Maybe a little diversion to keep the mind limber is just what's in order..."

SUGGESTION - See? He's doing the hard work himself. All he needed was a little nudge...

KIM KITSURAGI - "Alright, you've convinced me. How do we play?"

"I don't know, let's wing it."

"I read the rules already, I'll show you..."

SUZERAINTY: THE BOARD GAME - You explain the basic set up procedures to the lieutenant, who seems to be a quick study. You each take your bags of tokens and counters and unfold the board between you...

In the centre is the crown of Revachol. Radiating outward are her colourful vassals, each one supplying some raw material desired by the suzerain...

Apricots from Safre, archaeological treasures from Ile Marat, sugar from the Semenine Islands, and magenta cocaine from Supramundi and Saramiriza...

There's also a neat little log to keep track of your progress, in case you need to put the game away and return to it later...

KIM KITSURAGI - The lieutenant goes first. He draws a contract card and moves several of his workers to the Safre territory of the board and the others to the Semenine Islands...

"Alright, detective. Your turn."

SUZERAINTY: THE BOARD GAME - You have a few options available to you: Will you try to fulfil contracts right away or rearrange your workers to maximize production on future turns?

REACTION SPEED - Remember what the rulebook said! You'll want to choose a strategy early on and stay committed to it.

[guruan]

How does Miguel react to each of the men (Steven, Marc and Jake)?

HMMM I'm not sure

Some things make sense in my head but I can't express them very well 😂 Halfway through this I noticed that I wrote this as the boys reacting to Miguel instead the other way around? So, sorry (though there's parts that I do mention Miguel's reactions) Anyway

Let's see...

Steven is the type to be amazed by things, I'm sure he'd have A LOT of questions. Maybe if Miguel is not in a good mood, he wouldn't have the patience to answer every question, but I mean there's Lyla to explain for him (though prob seeing her will make Steven have more questions 😂). Maybe he'd be too entusiastic, but Miguel has done that before so he's used to all type of first impressions(? And I think he'd eventually be an smartass like "Mmm actchually" for some kind of information 😂 Idk, sometimes he's a little shit (and I love him for that)

Marc... I think Miguel and Marc see too much of themselves in the other (and maybe they don't even realize it), so maybe they wouldn't get along that well at first lol. In case they're "working together" Miguel would get cranky at the way Marc behaves, and Marc would be cranky that Miguel goes like that scene "I'll take it from here" 😂 because he feels like HE is the one that need to take care of the problem. Not saying that would last forever, but they'd need time to get along.

I think Jake is better with people (even if I think he might have a bad temper in some cases), for the most part I think of him being good with in that kind of thing. So I think they could get along easier, he's chill enough. If they don't agree on something, I think he would speak his mind but not in a sassy way like Steven (maybe that would piss off Miguel 😂), nor in a conflictive way like Marc, I think his way being more like stating facts, disagreeing. I think Miguel would get along with him the easiest. Also I was jokingly commenting with a friend (but maybe not so jokingly) that they would bond over food lol Can I elaborate? I don't think I really can

Haven't really thought too much about all this so maybe I could change my mind later, idk

[do-androids-dream-ao3acc]

11, 12, 13 for the writer ask! 💝

It's a fandom ask but I'm assuming you mean the one I reblogged last night :)

11) Most unique merch you have for a fandom?

Hmmm I guess it's Doctor Who. Some people might be surprised it's not The Witcher, but my daughter owns most of the Witcher stuff I guess ;) For Doctor Who, though, I have shirts, cups, bowls, several little Tardis', some comics and books, coasters... Oh wait I just realized the question is about "unique" merch. Well that would also be my daughter, I guess, but with the help of @deagle and some pretty good connections, I managed to get her an autograph of David Tennant. Well now you might say that's not soooo unique but I assure you, it is, but I can not elaborate 😂

12) Craziest thing you've ever done as part of a fandom?

Oh oh yes I have a story! Though that wasn't me being part of a fandom but as a fan. Anyway, I was like... 15 maybe, and I was a huge fan of Limahl. He was the singer of a boy band back in the 80s and also a solo artist later on. His real name was no secret, so one day I went to a phone booth (yes they were real) and spent some money on a call to London. These days, you would reach the telephone exchange who'd ask you for a number you want to call. Thing is, I thought they could just connect you, so I - in my stuttering English - repeatedly asked for the number of Christopher Hamill and they kept saying they needed a number, or something like that. I mean. That's not even crazy but you see, I'm weird but not that weird 😂

13) Fandom you've been a part of the longest?

That depends on how we define fandom, I guess. I've been a Star Wars fan the longest time, since 1984, but I was only in the fan club for like... maybe 4-5 years, been to like 3-4 cons. Second best is the Witcher, I've read some books in the early 2000s and became a big fan in 2015 when TW3 came out. I only joined the fandom in 2020 and left it like this year, so that makes 4 years. I'm the fan without fandoms, I guess :)

[kaoharu]

happy thursday wednesday 🎉🎉🎉🎉 we are so in sync for real. and ougjhjsdhfg i have a few theories of my own (Aside. from the ones i mentioned already) but!!!!! may i hear your theories. let elie cook… elie theorestaurant (theories restaurant) 5 stars always

rubs my hands together evily heheheh >:]

Ok So . . . i am totally just grasping at straws here but liiiike . . .

rmbr the quotes from the concept trailer . . . Yeah Well What If haru forgetting leads to a divide between him and kao . . . also like. im thinking that hes gonna be the one to do the acting gig work thing that mahi has hmmm. <- still thinking abt the mahi photo . . . anyways that cld lead to further divide considering kao is Avoiding mahi due to him forgetting their promise eueueueueuueuee ( also hi chise quote. i also have Theories abt chise + lihito hehehehhe . . . i will elaborate later i prommy )

and another thing w mahi since this album Shld be mahiryo focus . . . i think it shld go more in depth w ryogas relationship w chihiro + amapro as a whole bc iirc he was a pharmacist before applying to the hanadoll projectim wondering now if mahiryo have a fight again and like. setsu is also there ( hes the bus driver idk )

now then. lihito + chise drama . . . also involving mahi sorry dude. i forgot to highlight lihitos quote But he literally threatens tp kill assumedly mahi + his dad so im thinking thay it im right w the mahiryo thing . . . ryo reveals smth like. the medication or wtvr theyre taking and it cld potentially be affecting chise so in lihitos typicaly fashion yk. hes pissed and yeah. not sure whats going on w chise but it lwky feels like hes regressing a Bit maybe. like he was reliant on his chise persona but kinda even more so now esp w the whole brother reveal hmmm . . . unsure if thats related or not . . . anyways i dont know where im going anymore so i think thay enough ough :flops on the floor:

[swallowtail-ageha]

I joke but i really like this extremely specific headcanon of mine because like... hmmm in my mind most of maria's problems were generated by her being an illegitimate child and the stigma that came along with it like i imagine that she Did Not recieve much if any love at all in childhood which also led her to have serious problems expressing love/affection towards others she does care about which would be worse towards amelia since i hc her to have mixed feelings towards her at best as i think she... didn't really want to have amelia at all? shes like the accident baby that she couldnt manage to get rid of since well. The whole Kos situation impacted her badly to say the least. So like she takes care of a child because well. She is her child lmao but in the way an underpaid babysitter and not a loving parent would i think she'd be pretty emotionally neglectful and resentful whenever amelia misbehaved and like later in life when amelia is old enough to elaborate all that she'd develop a huge complex (despite me hcing that maria died when amelia was a toddler and realistically having little to no memories about her. Maybe someone close to maria talked about how she was like and she pieced it together with her few memories leff? I do think she had a nanny for some time maybe she could actually do something there lmao ) on the line of "god my mother never loved me at all" which led her to become even MORE self-destructively devoted to the church's cause and ignore literally everyone close to her who says "girl you are literally going to die if you keep going like that"

Maria passing her failwoman genes to amelia do you see my vision

[icewindandboringhorror]

i remember being really young and watching inuyasha late at night and i think there was some sort of attack or something that was referred to as a ‘miasma’ but I thought inuyasha said ‘my asthma’ and for a really long time I was like “oh yeah of course... he has asthma... he said it in an episode but it’s weird we never see him use an inhaler, i wonder why they never address inuyasha’s asthma??” like I was just waiting the whole series for his asthma to finally become relevant to the plot hgggh

[thegrandlinesimp]

In honour of Kid’s birthday, I give you how Killer celebrated Kid’s 21st with his beloved captain!

And massive shout out to @kerokerogecko for the lingerie ideas, she is no.1 Killer simp and knew exactly what would look good on him!

(But in red)

Word count: 2.8k

Warnings: Killer being a shy bean and some good ol’ ass eating/dick sucking

Killer stared at himself in the mirror, tugging a little at the delicate lace hugging his right hip.

He looked ridiculous.

It had been on a whim he’d bought the lingerie set, how could he not, what with the scarlet shade of the material that matched the hair of his lover so perfectly. It had called to him like a siren in the fog from the moment he’d seen it in the shop window. Though, the one he’d seen was made for a more petite frame, but he just had to go in and see if he could get one for himself.

The…person(?) minding the shop - someone he could only describe as an okama - was more than accomodating, if not a bit nosy, “Ohh, I’m pretty sure I saw you down at the docks yesterday with that hot redhead, I’m guessing this is for him, hmmm?”

It wasn’t often Killer was overly grateful for his mask, but from the way his face heated up, this was one of those times.

“Go get ‘im, sweetie!” The shopkeeper had cooed, waving after him as Killer made his hasty escape with his newest purchase.

He had nothing against overly feminine men, had slept with more than a few before he started dating Kid and a couple since, it was just the bubbly-ness that made the normally stoic man uneasy.

Now, a few weeks later and out at sea, Killer had snuck away from Kid’s twenty-first birthday party to prepare his gift. His face burned deeper than it had back at the shop, idly wondering if he should just take it off and forget the whole thing. In the near three years they’d been dating, they’d never done anything to do with lace or lingerie before now, so he didn’t even know if Kid would like it. Personally, Killer liked it, least, he’d like it on Kid. The blonde had slept with a few women who’d worn lingerie back on the island Doc had raised them on, though nothing as elaborate at what he was wearing. He had loved the soft feeling of it against his skin, and the ones who wore matching stockings who didn’t mind keeping them on? Heaven. Soft, silky smooth against his waist and back as they wrapped their legs around him. The ones who wanted to take the stockings off, he did it for them, carefully dragging the delicate fabric down their legs with his teeth.

Okay, so, maybe Killer had a bit of a lingerie kink.

But wearing it? Oh, it felt just as heavenly, the smooth lace hugging his muscular frame in all the right places. Cupping his chest and rubbing his nipples with every breath, pressing into his hips in a delicate belt that was connected to his stockings, barely holding them up on his thick thighs. Then there was the light choker around his throat, connected to the bra, that tingled the sensitive skin of his neck. Though he still felt silly, having to constantly readjust his gradually hardening length to fit it under the only bit of clothing that wasn’t sheer, especially now that it was beginning to strain and tent from his own nervous excitement.

He’d heard the sounds of the near ten hour party slowly dying down around the time he’d been applying Kid’s lipstick to himself, silently hoping Kid wasn’t too drunk to preform tonight. He did tell his captain he had a special surprise for him waiting in their cabin, and from the hungry glint in Kid’s eyes, he’d gotten the message.

Killer reached for Kid’s spare coat, careful to not get the golden spikes caught on the delicate material covering his pectorals and shoulders. He climbed into the bed, pulling the coat tight around his body and hiding his stocking covered legs under the sheets. He checked he had everything, lube, water, massage oil, all accounted for. Shifting a bit to lean on one hand, while keeping the coat closed with the other and doing his trying to give his best bedroom eyes, he waited.

It for wasn’t long, thankfully. The heavy boot steps of his captain getting louder and louder - muffled by the near soundproof walls Kid had installed while building the ship - before stopping outside the locked door. The sound of the lock clunking out of place made his heart skip a beat, body tensing as he gave a quick glance down to check the coat was still covering everything.

The door slowly opened with a creak, the young captain poking his head in, gaze immediately zeroing in on the bed, and a grin spreading across his face as he stepped into the room, “Ooh, a wrapped present, lucky me!”

The door was closed and locked in a second, Kid quickly striding towards him, all eager and excited, like a child eyeing a new shiny toy. Killer frowned, shifting to lift his hand off the bed and stop the near charging redhead, who froze, perplexed.

“Shower.”

“Aw, c’mon babe, it’s my birthday,” Kid said with a playful pout, going to lean and kiss his partner.

Killer shoved his face away, getting red lipstick smeared over his palm, “Yeah, but that doesn’t mean I’m letting you stick your dirty dick in my ass.”

The young man paused, eyes widening with glee, “Wait, I can top?”

“It’s your birthday,” the blonde sighed, grip tightening on his borrowed coat, “you can do whatever you want with me, so long as it’s within my limits, and,” he eyes flashed as he glared, “so long as you shower.”

“Be right back,” Kid was gone, darting towards their private bathroom, throwing his clothes off as he went and only had his pants, socks and one boot on by the time he rounded the corner to the shower.

“I’ll know if you’ve washed properly!” Killer called out.

“Whatever!” Kid shouted over a loud clanging sound, the force of the shower being turned on so suddenly causing the pipes to rattle within the walls.

The blonde sighed, corner of his mouth curving up slightly as he shook his head, checking once again he had everything.

Kid, at the very least, took a decently long shower, coming back out with his hair still dripping, welding goggles hanging from his fingertips. God he always looked so good with his hair down, disheveled and rugged, with that cocky smirk glinting at him.

Being shirtless - water droplets still clinging to the curve of his muscles - wasn’t helping dull Killer’s arousal either.

“Saw the oil and thought I’d have the decency to put my pants on,” Kid said, placing his goggles on the map table in the middle of the room, he stalked over to Killer, slowly leaning over him, grinning, “since you’re offering.”

He hummed, nodding his head, face flushed, too turned on to speak. Kid went to move behind him, and Killer carefully pulled his legs off the bed so they stayed under the covers, the stockings only being bared once he stood. Kid had already flopped down on his front, head turned to the side, resting on a pillow that he folded his arms under.

He’d even closed his eyes, a little smile on his crimson stained lips, lipstick a little smugged from before.

Killer’s heart fluttered as he moved to straddle the back of the young captain’s thighs. He was the only one who ever got to see Kid like this, calm, guard down, vulnerable. Knowing all the unsavoury details about his rough up bringing, it was an honour in the blonde’s eyes for his partner to bare his back so casually to him. There were fleeting moments during their shared trysts with random strangers that Killer felt the ugly - yet faint - pang of jealousy, but it was these tender moments he was reminded of a very important fact.

Kid’s eyes and hands would wander, sure, but his heart never did.

Feeling bold, he took the coat off, tossing it to the floor with a crumpled thud.

“Hmm, a naked massage?” Kid hummed, still not opening his eyes, though his smile morphed into a grin, “Lucky me.”

Killer chuckled, ‘Not quite,’ he thought to himself, reaching for massage oil.

With those ghastly pants still on, Killer was able to rest his stocking covered calves against Kid’s legs. He poured a decent amount of oil on his captain’s back, the redhead shivering and grunting at the cold liquid hitting his skin. Killer got to work, starting up at Kid’s pale, broad shoulders, kneading into the tight muscles on either side of his neck.

The man under him groaned, “Fingers are fucking magic, Kil.”

The blonde chuckled, “That, or you need to stop challenging every member of the crew to an arm wrestling match every time we have a party.”

Kid grunted, “Eh, gotta remind ‘em who’s boss.”

“I don’t think you have to, they respect you enough.”

Kid just hummed, melting into the bed as Killer slowly worked his way down the younger man’s back, fingers pressing, unwinding knotted muscles and turning his captain into putty.

“Fucking hell, that’s gooood,” Kid slurred, hands no longer under the pillow but relaxed by his sides, face half buried in the soft fabric as a result, “spoiling me, aren’t ya?”

Killer just hummed, rubbing firm little circles on the redhead’s lower back, making him groan and bury his face fully into the pillow, hips arching slightly. The blonde bit his tongue, cock hard and straining against the little thong he was wearing, every light grunt and moan Kid gave was getting him terribly hot and bothered. Through it all he just chewed on his lip or tongue, cock nudging against Kid’s ass every now and then as he desperately resisted the need to grind down.

“You done?” Kid mumbled, “‘Cause I really wanna just turn over and have you ride me.”

“A tempting offer,” Killer said as his body clenches in anticipation, “but I need prepping.”

“Alright, I rollover and you ride my fingers first?”

He couldn’t help but laugh, “So lazy.”

Kid hummed, “‘S my birthday, and you’re already pampering me.”

He could hear the smirk in the younger man’s voice, he rolled his eyes, knowing Kid was going to be particularly bratty in bed for the next couple of weeks.

Nothing Killer couldn’t fuck out of him and back into submission of course.

He climbed off the redhead, who shifted on his hands and knees to reach for the bottle of lube before rolling over.

“Better fucking rock my wor-w-w-…” Kid’s jaw dropped as he laid eyes on Killer.

Killer’s face burned, ducking his head with a faint smile on his scarlet lips, “Happy birthday, Kid.”

“…Is that’s my lipstick?”

“Y-yes,” he heart plummeted as he flinched, “I- sorry, I didn’t ask-”

“C’mere,” the redhead growled, all but tackling him to the bed.

Killer landed on his back with a grunt, face as red at the fabric that rubbed against his nipples and rode up his ass as he looked up at his partner. Kid was staring at him, hungry eyes roving his body, fingers brushing over every little inch of fabric they could reach, one hand coming to rest his chest and the other on his aching length. He gasped as a thumb ran up his clothed cock from base to tip.

“Fucking hell,” Kid whispered, breathless as he stared down at Killer with wide eyes, “shit, you look- you-…”

“Ridiculous, I know,” the blonde said with a roll of his eyes, touching his chin to his chest.

“Incredible,” the redhead growled, pressing the thick tent in his pants to Killer’s thong, “I’m fucking rock hard just looking at you.”

Killer groaned at the touch, bucking his hips up.

“Forget riding me,” Kid panted as he continued to rock his hips, grinding their clothed cocks together, “gonna fuck you like this, want you all under me, feeling it all over me, fuck.”

“You sure? It looks like you’re gonna come in your pants any second,” Killer chuckled through his heavy breathing.

“Sh-shut up,” his partner snapped, still rutting against him like an animal in heat, “fuck, shit, fine, lemme fuck your mouth, then I’ll get you prepped.”

Killer curled a leg around Kid’s hips, grabbing him by the shoulders and flipping the two of them over, the redhead landing on his back with a winded grunt.

“Or,” he purred, leaning down till his lips were almost touching his captain’s, “I suck you off like this.”

Kid shivered, groaning, “Alright, but I’m still taking you on your back.”

“Deal,” Killer said as he undid the redhead’s blue sash, tossing it to the side where it fluttered onto the pillows at the head of the bed.

He shuffled further down Kid’s body, pulling off those gaudy pants as he went, unable to suppress a smirk when he saw the other had forgone any underwear.

“So eager,” he hummed, shoving the eyesore of clothing off the bed.

Kid smirked back, spreading his legs and crossing his hands under his head, cock standing erect, bobbing slightly from the blood pulsing through it, “Can’t help it when you’re looking so damn delicious.”

Killer ducked his head, clearing his throat as he tried to will away his blush. He settled himself on his front between Kid’s legs, the thick scent of arousal coming off his cock hitting him suddenly, making his stomach clench with want. With a soft moan he licked a slow stripe up the underside of the shaft, ending with a light suck on the head, which Kid grunted at, fingers threading through his long golden hair. Killer hummed, going to sink his head down, eager to get the redhead off so he could.

“Wait,” Kid gasped just as Killer had taken the tip on his cock into his mouth, “come sit on my face while you suck me off.”

“So demanding tonight,” he huffed in feigned annoyance, though he couldn’t help but like the bossy side of Kid, especially when he sounded so needy.

“Can’t fucking help it,” Kid muttered, stroking himself and watching as Killer took his thong off, “you’re covered in my colour.”

The blonde smirked, “Why do you think I bought this?” He chuckled, tossing the thong so it landed on Kid’s face.

The redhead scrambled to grab the fabric, burying his nose into the he crotch area and taking a deep breath, fisting his cock as he groaned.

Killer growled, gripping the pale wrist, “Don’t, wanna swallow it all.”

“Fucking hell, Kil, you’re making it hard to decide how I wanna come,” the young captain panted, throwing the thong to the floor, “wanna do it all with you wearing this.”

“What about you?” Killer asked as he crawled up the bed, swinging a leg over Kid’s head to straddle his face, “Do you want to wear it?”

Kid moaned, grabbing his hips and pulling him down onto his face, tongue sliding up his taint to poke at his hole. Killer grunted, leaning forward and fisting the sheets as he rocked back, grinding down onto that deliciously sinful tongue.

“Fuck,” he sighed, before sinking his lips down Kid’s length, taking him all the way to the base.

The redhead groaned against his hole, hands spreading his ass wide and tonguing him open, making Killer moan in return. The room dissolved into lustful slurping and sucking sounds, both men trying to give as good as they got and make the other come first. For Kid, however, it was a losing battle, ever the one to shoot off first yet ready in mere moments for the next round. Killer swallowed around him, the head of the thick cock snug in the his throat, contracting rhythmically around the sensitive flesh. Nails dug into Killer’s ass, the young captain moaning and bucking into his mouth as the came, teeth sinking into his rear, always needing to bite something when he finished. With a whimper Kid pulled his tongue out of his first mate, falling back panting as Killer rolled off him.

“Lube,” was the only thing the blonde groaned, desperate to have the other inside him, he licked the corner of his mouth, cleaning up a drop of cum that had escaped.

Kid was up in less than a second, grabbing the bottle and popping the cap. Killer couldn’t help but laugh hoarsely, throat sore, but the display of desperation was too funny.

“It’s just like the first time you topped me,” he chuckled, watching the younger man fumble with the bottle, “you could barely control yourself.”

“Oh that’s it, you’re getting it,” Kid said with a sneer.

Yet as ever when he prepped the blonde, the promise was empty, lubed finger pressing and rubbing gently around his rim.

But that cocky smirk stayed the same.