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Hey bullying me about TKN all the time is not fucking funny to me!!!
#joy’s rants#the king of the nameless#not directed at anyone who’ll probably see this#the person never checks my blog#but i’m fucking pissed rn#i’ve literally had this story in my head for over a year#i’m slowly making progress#slowly building something out of my fucking head#and all you say is that i have 50 ocs I do nothing with and that my worldbuilding sucks and that i’m writing too much angst#and other bullshit#i made charlie actually fucked up from events even before he was a kid#but ohhhh that’s too much or whatever#but if he was left unscathed you’d say it’s unrealistic wouldn’t you?#did i fucking talk about my writing too much? huh?#back when it was a shitty ass fanfiction that had ai art that i started when i was fifteen because my blorbo died you were supportive!#and again.#why isn’t this original story i’m slowly building after a year+ of thinking and writing and worldbuilding interesting to you?#why don’t you read fucking anything i write except to gain an edge in an argument?#pretty sure i’ve told you to ya know. stop multiple times and i’ve tried to stop talking about it to you#but somehow i keep going back thinking things are gonna fucking change but they don’t#rant over#i guess
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Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.
#fallen london#ambition: nemesis#mr.cups#Happy belated birthday to me: I finished my Nemesis ambition. I get to make a fun comic about it. THAT WAS THE DEAL!!!#...Is what I would have said had I not spent *four* days trying to draw a cool dramatic comic. This is all I have to show for it.#I also missed posting this on the Flondon anniversary so I'm double Smad and frustippointed at myself.#This is niche content but I know there are flondoners following me who will understand.#I had to make a second account because all my friends who I played with *also* picked Nemesis and dropped the game at various gates.#I failed every possible check at Knifegate. I was on the verge of madness. And yet I still love this game.#Little known secret about me: over 70% of the blogs I follow on tumblr are flondon rp blogs.#The cool art and character lore brings me a lot of joy!#With that said; what the hell is the coincidence that right as I finish Nemesis -#The flondon community starts a Nemesis Race.#Guys. it’s not worth it. It is a revenge quest about losing everything you have to see your task through.#All to culminate in the discovering that you are beefing it with a fanfiction writing bat.#That said; I do feel like this story was very satisfying for my melancholic doctor.#I knew I would get the choice between sparing or killing my nemesis (the bat) and I had a long time to think it through.#Someone who wants to save lives and (does as much as possible to do make things better for others) choosing against mercy?#Someone who never permitted themselves to let the city truly become a home because they were not a person - they were a tool for grief.#Alright..Yeah the ending was really good.#I will be back with a part two. Clearly I'm tenacious enough to commit to what I started.#If I am not excommunicated on sight by the flondon community I will be back with comics for the other ambitions.
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A little costume with eyebrow whiskers again.. making their return lol..
#fantasy costume#fantasy fashion#fantasy aesthetic#No idea what to tag this generally or which tags are even used on tumblr lol... I think thats the thing I'm worst at with social media#is just knowing how to understand and use tags. I think I take them too literally or something or have trouble categorizing#Since I go to the tag and check it and it's too scattered of a group of things then I'm not sure whether something fits there#or not since it's like 'eh.. well.. there are also a lot of things in there that ARENt like what i'm posting''#I have like the opposite problem of those spam blogs that will tag their posts with 800 barely related things. like a picture of a random#girl in a dress and it's tagged 'the simpsons. macklemore. downton abbey. fortnite. girly things. gothic horror. vibes. brad pitt. golf.''#or whatever lol.. where I will feel like if less than 85% of the tag is exactly completely related to what im posting then its like 'eh...#maybe I shouldnt post there...who knows what its even for.. . what if theres some tv show named 'fantasy costume' which im unaware of#and people will assume i'm mocking the show' or some weird thing like that. Anyway lol#Another one I almost didn't post since I've just hated all my costumes recently.. I'm not sure why.. maybe my camera is getting old??#Because they look fine in person - it's more specifically that I dont like the PICTURES of them for the past 2-3 yrs or so. like i know#it's not my facial features it's more like... the lighting or something?? I just always feel so much like it looks nothing like how it#did in the mirror in real life. Like the colors will be off or it will be too bright or weirdly shadowed or something. maybe one day I#accidentally changed a setting on my camera and never changed it back. But it used to be a lot easier to find images I was okay with. -_-#I did just really want to do the eyebrow whiskers again though since I've always found them fun. And also to use the star things as part of#mouth jewelry. They're actually just star shaped paperclips that I kind of bent to be larger. Then the green shawl thing is a pillowcase#Looking back on it I would've liked to do horns or something since the top of the head is a bit bare lol#self
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maybe, just maybe, i'm reading the chats incorrectly... but something about dm-ing your former special person (platonic) who was basically your cg without the "cg" label and them outright implying that they've forgotten your birthday already whereas you're unable to find anybody new to take their spot because you believe they're the only one who ever did it properly... it hurts? am i allowed to feel hurt?
#age regression#sfw agere#sfw age regression#agere community#agere blog#sfw little blog#sfw little community#sfw littlespace#age regressor#agere#agere vent#vent ramble#short vent#vent post#personal vent#vent#safe agere#agedre blog#sfw agedre#sfw little#age regression sfw#sfw blog#agere sfw#im upset about this cuz this person specifically was the first to put a label on my littlespace#like they caught onto this faster than myself or anyone else can#“you're little?” and all of a sudden things started making sense cuz they put a word in it so i could look up what that even entails#and now it's like none of that mattered and i'm stuck thinking about things that never should've happened?#anyway have a great afternoon or night or day everyone#check my pinned#age regression blog
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every time there's a rise in fascist action and power in the us, there's an en masse feminist response of like. affirming that gender is an ontological trait, you can tell what gender someone is without them directly stating it to you, appearance is indicative of gender (rather than just being correlative particularly in conservative populations), gender is a useful signifier of ideology separate from factors such as class and race (and may even be more causative regarding fascist ideology than class or race are), there is no form of gendered oppression targeting men, and there is no form of gendered privilege afforded to women.*
it's annoying! i do not like it.
*nb4 someone gets on my case about how gendered targeting of men is "just" racism/ableism/etc and gendered privilege afforded to women isn't "truly" privilege as men who reap the benefits of patriarchy are still higher in the social hierarchy than women who reap the benefits of patriarchy: we have entirely different modalities for viewing interactions of privilege + power + hegemony. your modality is, in fact, part of what i'm critiquing. it refuses to recognize gender itself as the oppressive structure, and patriarchy as a structure enforcing gender. we can chat in good faith if you want to understand this lens better but like i'm not going to be arguing about it or trying to make a Discourse Post(tm) defending my ideology.
#so many people come to this blog acting like i'm trying to defend an ideology or convert them or create educational resources#in actuality i am just saying things that i don't want to say on my main because i do not affiliate myself with online activism#(not that i think it's bad if other people do. however it would be truly truly horrific for me personally if i were to allow myself to view#the internet as an appropriate space for my activism. it is not and will never be and it is simply a place to speak my personal thoughts.)#and quite honestly as a result i do not think i owe a theoretical ''audience'' defenses or explanations#i will write them out if i am thinking about it and find it interesting and fulfilling#but like. this is a blog. it is not a resource. it is not a fount of activism. it is my space to write out thoughts i do not want to#put out into my low-stakes fandom-based social spaces due to this stressing my friends out irreparably.#(tag ramble fairly unrelated i am just... so tired. this is why i rarely use this blog and i do not check my notes when i do#because the way tumblr users interact with this blog is absolutely fucking miserable and antithetical to my purposes using it)
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people joke about cyberstalking all the time, and like granted the jokes can be funny, ive made them too- i've doxxed transphobic politicians before i promise i have no moral highground on the issue- but it is so deeply fucking unsettling when someone's actually Watching You. and they know about 0-follower vent accounts you've never told them about, and dug through years of posts on abandoned accounts, saved old selfies from 4+ years ago, etc etc etc. and you have no way of knowing if they're still watching you, no matter how many new accounts you make or how many times you change your url. the only way i could be sure is if i completely nuked my entire internet presence and started over and i'm just. not willing to do that and give up the friends + mutuals + memories + mundane to do list posts + the people who know me by url and dislike me over discourse opinions (hi). but i've been very close to doing it, and i did delete my old blog with 6 years of my life documented on it bc of it. and this was years ago now but i still think about it basically every day because of how insanely violating it felt. idk what my point is or if i even have one i just am thinking about it again i guess
#text#paranoia tw#personal#hi if he's reading this btw. i would say i doubt it but the hypervigilance never stops lol#but it is objectively unlikely bc if he WERE still checking my blog after Years and DOZENS of url changes. well that'd be lame and cringe!
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once again, "i think it's bad when someone dies" is a hot take
#like check my blog. i'm definitely not sympathetic to the guy. but this is still murder lmao. do i want the guy who did it to get caught?#idk! i think i hope he gets away with it. but at the same time i'll never say that this was a good thing to happen and i don't think this is#something that should be repeated. to people calling this class war: in violent revolutions it is always the most vulnerable who are hurt#the worst. not the most powerful. also i wrote a whole paper on this but look at the history of the ussr genuinely and tell me you think a#reactionary violent act will make the world a better place. news flash if you wanna build a new society that is kind you need to do so with#love for your fellow person snd not hatred of The Other. bc there will always be an Other. Always. and you'll end up spending so much time#trying to kill every Other that your kind society will be ashes#my anarchism#peace activism#ussr history#radical compassion#היסטוריה של עם ישראל
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do u even remember how we started following each other (the first time) i just saw ur one of my earliest remainingly-visible notes on ny art from TWENTY-TWENTY and im like damn 1. its been that long 2. what did we possibly have in common then kjsf was it just IDs.
literally not a clue. but the date range is about right. if i remember correctly there was a route 'hey that post was turf shit' dm b4 any real convo. 2020 i think? so mutuals? or just one way following? for that long. really have no idea. a real zero fandom overlap at the time. just IDs. and i liked your art.
now im sure you didnt send this to give me a research project but i have a blog so i dont have have a brain so. tracking ur ghost on my posts. earliest confirmed interaction i found. oct 5th 2020. INDEED. image description bitching. there are earlier posts with the suspicious (x) notes but have only (x-1) users in the likes. maybeee there was one other blog who was a regular and deleted/got deleted but... not likely more than that.
oct 8. about shower chairs.
nov 11. loona is group, not a person
nov 13. reading the intercept is hard
dec 11. stars align sweep
suspected interactions: dogs and halloween fireworks (maybe on ur blog or maybe at a different fireworks heavy date?? oct 31, naturally), unrainbows your sprinkles (dec 1)
earliest rbing art: nov 17, dec 3, dec 18, dec 24, dec 27
#some shit#the indexers temperament moment... someone should pay me to do stuff like this lol#earliest posts i rb'd from you i could find was sept 5th. but i also didnt check much further back than that either#looks like we started talking more around jan 2021. and the rb form of reply convo has preserved that better#for a while thought there was a chance u were from before i took a blogging break? ...not a break break#but i didnt start personal blog again till 2020. b4 pandemy actually.#at the time. i tended to just check the blogs of whoever was in my notifs... u know. not knowing anyone i was following.#i never got a sense of how old your own blog at the time was. but if it helps i was jojo posting. of all things. winter 2019/2020#cr posting in winter/spring. 2020. mash blogging in summer 2020.#oh and i picked up blase ball benish impact and celeste all sometime in there lol.#AND A LOT OF. more politic blogging. lol. wild stuff in there. fjgbsjdhgjdf. which is were the first use of calling myself wifi came from#oct 27. fucking wild.#okay........ [posts this]....... dfmjs
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in may, it’ll be two years since succ ended, and i can’t ever even imagine leaving it behind
#i’ve been here like nearly three (😵💫) years already and my hyperfixation does ebb and flow but never fully goes away#and i’m still writing fic pretty consistently#it’s like the one fandom i’ve written the most for#even in terms of stuff i haven’t posted#bc literally my notes apps is mostly wips/ideas of the tomgreg fic variety#with a couple other succ related things#for flavour#i feel like the fandom has dwindled since the show ended#and like i understand bc no new content etc#or not much anyways#and i mostly see the same couple blogs#and i love y’all so bad#you are my life support#i check in with your blogs when i’m suffering withdrawals#and it’ll be a sad day when they too go away#but yeah like i said#not going anywhere#i mean i might not post a whole lot for personal reasons or whatever#but in terms of still busy active in the fandom#like hi hello it’s me i’m the only one in this empty room#even if it’s just writing my silly little fics <3#i feel like i’ve made this post a bunch but like#i love this show so much#and my gay businessmen <333#and also just a thing to say i’m still here in general i guess?#if like ppl might be worried about me or are interested in anything to do with me#currently working on my er.. current fic#and just vibin mostly? living my life? livin la viva loca i guess you could say?#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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I wonder if the reason why I tend to get overlooked as an LU writer is because I tend to write for Wild and Hyrule and not the "cool" Links like Legend, Warriors, Time or Four.
#what I mean is that anytime someone makes a “fanfiction authors to check out/follow” list I'm never on it#and anytime someone makes a “recommended fics” list none of my fics are ever on it#(to be fair many of my fics are unfinished multichapters)#I don't get tagged in writer posts when all my other writer friends do get tagged#I've never had fanart except what I've made myself for my own fics#and I also have the Curse of Always Being Overlooked in my in-person life and apparently that extends to online life as well#while I do generally like going under the radar it's annoying to be literally invisible all the time forever#I'm not a big blog (if you saw my follower count you'd know I'm not one) and I don't want to be#but sometimes it would be nice if people stopped forgetting I am actually a writer too
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I SEE THAT YOU'RE ALSO STARTING TO SELF SHIP WITH ODYSSEUS FROM EPIC AND I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THAT !! love him sm <3
(also I couldn't find if you're okay with sharing but if you're not... feel free to block me, sorry to bother you </3)
HII YAYY NO WORRIES !! I'm only non-sharing with two of my f/os and he's not one of them :D
But YEAHH HSUSRHWJRHS funny story I started listening to Epic last month because I know a billion people who like it, somehow, and I started to develop a crush on him before I could process what was happening to me. And I felt really ashamed about it because it felt silly and weirdly shameful or wtv but I saw you rb some stuff of Circe with your tag for her one day, went "wait is this not as weird as I'm making myself believe", saw Odysseus on your f/o list and immediately breathed like 10 sighs of relief. I am a free man now and am gradually becoming more ok with reblogging stuff of him on here and not getting so flustered I die LMAOO!! But AUFBSUTHRH he's so. I can't even word it right because I genuinely have no idea why my brain latched onto him, but it did, and I now giggle and kick my feet while thinking about a greek myth guy™. I have no regrets life is GOOD !!!
#[💌] mailbox#[🎁] friend ; casey#we're mooties so i am hoping the friend tag is ok!#but AHHH THERE'S SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT HIM SHAIRHAHAHAUA that's why i rambled and there's more. sigh#so much embarrassing myself on my personal blog and in my dms with my boyfriend (main reason i checked it out. also made me look at the#characters in the hades games. which did NOT help. i need to scream into a pillow when i see how he looks in hades 2 HELP#*)#I'm considering literally buying a copy of the odyssey because of this. all for odysseus. auauau i swear all of this happened in the span#of like. a month or so. it's so funny. i think me liking him may have been fated or something bc I've never really been into greek myth or#anything like that super seriously. but of course the second i breathe near epic Ohhh Goodness!#IT'S REALLY FUNNY TO ME. HE ENTERTAINS ME TO NO END AND IS SOSOSO. HEHEHE. i am yapping somuch but UHH whateverrr?? shrug#ALSO SORRY IF MENTIONING THAT YOU F/O-ING HIM HELPED ME IS WEIRD?? but like seriously since it felt like#this was a Just Me thing it felt scary and embarrassing like oughgh oh no all my friends are Normal about this and I'm not :( whuh oh#but seriously fhaufhsufb there being other epic selfshippers out there feels very comforting!! so yay!
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only on tumblr.com can someone accuse you of being transphobic because you reblogged a post about tea and added tags using common phrases
#sorry for misgendering you#but also i will never check someone's bio before reblogging something#ive changed those tags now if it upsets you person who has never seen my blog before and who i don't care about
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i genuinely cannot believe i have to fucking say this. again. but if i blocked you, there is a reason for it. it was not a mistake. to see that you have been blocked and then message me from a side account to ask why is so weird. to then message me again when i don't respond months later is SUPER weird. TO THEN SEARCH ME OUT ON TUMBLR TO FOLLOW ME HERE IS LIKE. SUPREMELY WEIRD.
#logan speaks#i am so fucking baffled genuinely like.#block = i dont want to interact with you or see you#what is hard to understand about that#this is about a person i had literally never interacted with before blocking them btw#and now they are fucking. following me around the internet.#checked ur bio and u are way too old to be acting like this lol#anyway ur blocked on here and my main blog now pls fucking give it a rest chief
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mass effect is mass-effect-ively discounted atm so i decided to give it ago!! i tried to make my shepard pretty close to her default look but without the annoying hair in her face & with some of my own flair 💖
#i checked on my blog and apparently i got into dragon age in 2015#but i’ve never ever played mass effect before#the two main reasons are that i find outer space both horrible and incredibly dull#so i hate it as a setting for fiction#& that i also hate (and am awful at) shooters#i have always been tempted bc the thing i love most about dragon age is the plot; most especially the characterisation#so i figured the story might still appeal to me#but i wasn’t willing to risk it at the normal price#i don’t have money to waste on video games i end up not liking unless they’re under £10#but yes i do like this so far!#obviously the setting and combat aren’t ideal for me (see above) but they’re better than i expected#and i am enjoying the story and characters so far#mass effect liveblog#personal
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how many times do we need to learn as people that irony and hyperbole can be harmful because 'jokes' aren't easily distinguished from genuine thoughts and feelings until we stop rewarding people for speaking or posting about violence
like even if you're joking/don't actually believe that/think whoever you are insulting is bad/immoral/fictional therefore deserves it - ad hominem attacks always do more harm to the people who share those characteristic then the individual you intend to cause harm to or discredit
#discourse#long post#its genuinely erased so much of my enjoyment of 911blr knowing i have to check accounts or risk seeing bullying/hate#l like its an odd feeling to know that so many people in the same fandom as you actively hold hate or find hate funny against your communit#like tired of people saying others are too sensitive because we dont want to hear or see a person say they want to hurt themself or others#like sorry i put in the work everyday to not let my mental health backslide and to enjoying being alive and accept my queerness#while others seemingly have not#and i know the content i post/share is not all in the same circles as that certain blog and i hate that it still grinds my gears but#its so frustrating to see the cruel glee people have#saying things they would never say to anyone's face irl and only to other blindly devoted/similar bullies#like do these people realise that they are on a razor's edge between 'ironic jokes' and just outright bigotry and threats - like do they#literally the only thing seperating That and conservative bigots is that the bigots are honest about their hatred towards minorities#like a lot of people in the fandom seemingly still need to deal with a lot of intenalised homophobia/racism and just outright hate-#especially regarding queer men and men of colour#because i can not be emphasise enough#It is NOT GOOD OR HEALTHY to be a fully grown adult that actively derives joy from the idea of enacting hate crimes#like you can hate tommy you can want him off the show even want him to die like weird but go off#but its such a next step to unprompted talk about [a character i dislike/hate/dont ship/disrupts my fanon endgame] in derogatory ways -#with rhetoric that straight up is out of terf/rel. right/homophobic/racists bigots and evokes violent hate-crimes......#well i feel sorry for those people cause what a miserable life to spend so much of it unable to enjoy your own life that you target others#anyways I know this is too long but I'm just a very tired man who has studied history and education and working with kids i have seen it -#too many times- harmful words coming from harmful environments or creating harmful actions and thereby perpetuating the cycle of violence#also not super relavent but as Latino Australian i am genuinely appauled at how many people have in their bio they are also Australian-#while actively liking/reblogging and engaging with post that find homophobic violence a funny haha joke - as if activist in our country -#aren't actively trying to dismantle homophobic and transphobic laws regarding issues like conversion therapy#like I know professors that actively got fired for being gay while teaching in religious education context - and its still happening!#so for people to forget so quickly what progress has been made and how much it took and how easy it is to loose - disappointing#(and its the same people who wanna pretend mardi gras is nothing but a party as if 78rs didn't risk their jobs/safety/lives)
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a certain someone just went to bed 😈😈😈😈 now its time to get back to my EVIL EVIL VERY EVIL SCHEMES!!!!! archiving 😈😈😈😈😈😈😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
#yesterday was aaaaaallll about horror!!!!!! TODAY IS ABOUT DUST!!!!!!!!!#organization wise i need a system to keep his asks in check...... and i know just the place to steal the organization from#sorry dusttalr masterdoc 1.......... i need your headers for a very very very important triglycercule side quest#by friday i should have all of the mtt archived and my killer analysis done FOR A VERY VERY IMPORTANT REASON!!!!!!#someting new by friday 😈😈😈😈 gotta prepare myself for someting new on friday 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁#i've never felt more motivated before!!!! I WILL GET THIS DONE HAHAHAHAHAEHEHEHAHAHEHHHEHAIHIHIHIHIHIHAHEHEHAHA#today has been A Day certainly (not in a bad way today was actually quite nice it was just very emotional)#but as always when things happen the 3 most important characters to me are always there to help ヽ(≧∀≦)ノ#alright! off to my side archive blog i go hehe sorry if i havent been posting guys i've been busy with this personal project :p#IF YOURE READING THIS!!!!!! YOU WILL HAVE A VERY GOOD UPCOMING WEEK!!!!! TRUST ME I SWEAR IT WILL HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!#i am feeling very happy and joyful i'm deciding to share this with the world for those who need to as well :33333#tricule rant#ALSO HAHAHAHA PUBLIC EMBARRASSMENT TIME!!!!! GOOD NIGHT UNTITLED29876011111!!!!! YOURE PROBABLY HABING AN AMAZING SLEEP RN BECAUSE I SAID SO
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