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What! Are your top five reveals in One Piece! Which ones made you go âholy shitâ or âhell yeahâ the most!
i'm taking reveal here to mean 'points at which previously-hidden information is revealed to the audience,' not just where we're told something new. so:
THE FREEST MAN ON THE SEA: maybe not as dramatic or seismic as some other things on this list, but to me luffy telling rayleigh that to him being the pirate king just means being the freest in the world is the single most important thing we ever learn about luffy's character, and it defines the themes of the whole series. it recontextualizes everything about luffy and the way he interacts with the world and the way he pursues his goal because now we finally know what that goal actually is, and what it means to him. and for the whole first half of the story we don't know this! it's easy to forget because we're, what, six hundred chapters past it now, but we get all the way to sabaody without really knowing what drives luffy, and then we get it and it slides into place perfectly.
WORLD SANK: a recent one, but so satisfying and well-placed. the sunken world reveal is the best kind of big lore reveal, to me, because it's something that makes so much sense it was completely possible to predict it years ago (and people did), and now that it has been confirmed, it's opened up a massive world of implications and questions that are incredibly fun to think about. i'm really excited to see where the story goes with it.
NIKA: i'm sort of rolling everything we learn about gear 5/nika/joyboy in the 1040 chapters of wano together here; i've written at length before on this blog about why i like the nika reveal so much, so i'll just say now that it takes one piece's most fundamental and powerful themes and symbolism (liberation and joy and the sun) which have been built up across the story and reveals to you that those things are a real literal force in the narrative strong enough to turn a draconic tyrant into a garden snake. and having established what he has now about nika, the way oda has continued to explore the implications of that figure existing in the world has been absolutely fabulous to read.
RAIZOU IS SAFE: a smaller and more arc-specific one compared to some of the others on this list, but i just really like the way this reveal is done. the interval between the dressrosa team's arrival on zou and the reveal that raizou was there the whole time isn't even particularly long, but it's the execution which makes it; the devastation of the city, the solemnity of the whole moment, inuarashi and nekomamushi bowing their heads, luffy and the strawhats' reactions. i like the minks a lot, and this is the moment that defines them as a group, as well as establishing the themes of loyalty and sacrifice that will go on to become very prominent in wano.
ROGER WAS DYING: i've talked before about how i really like the handling of roger as a figure and how our knowledge of him evolves and becomes more personal and human over the course of the story. the turning point in that evolution is the introduction of rayleigh; his reveal that roger was not caught, that he turned himself in because he was dying, and that they found the truth of the world there at the end of the grand line. it shifts the whole presentation of the story; we've been told about roger from the very start of the very first chapter, and it's here that we learn the information we thought we had about him has been woefully incomplete. there's a bigger mystery here, one greater than just 'what treasure did roger leave.' and i really like we get this context about roger in the very same scene we learn what it means to luffy to be the pirate king.
#conclusion that one sabaody scene where everyones just sitting there talking is the most important in the whole series#one piece#jonny answers#not japanese#opspoilers#<- for the egghead stuff here#arc: sabaody#arc: egghead island#arc: wano kuni#arc: zou
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Unveiling the Mind-Reading Wizardry of Sanchit Batra: India's Famous Mentalist
In the realm of mysticism and mind-boggling performances, Sanchit Batra stands out as a famous mentalist in India. With his exceptional skills and captivating stage presence, he has mesmerized audiences across the country and gained a well-deserved reputation for his astonishing mind-reading abilities. Let's delve into the enigmatic world of Sanchit Batra, the famous mentalist who has taken the nation by storm.
Sanchit Batra's journey into the world of mentalism began at a young age. Fascinated by the power of the mind and its untapped potential, he embarked on a relentless pursuit of understanding human psychology and honing his intuitive abilities. With an insatiable curiosity and unwavering determination, Sanchit delved deep into the mysteries of the mind, exploring various techniques such as psychological manipulation, suggestion, and subliminal messaging.
What sets Sanchit Batra apart from other mentalists is his unique blend of showmanship and authenticity. He seamlessly combines his profound knowledge of human behavior with theatrical elements, creating a riveting and immersive experience for his audiences. From small intimate gatherings to grand stage performances, Sanchit's shows leave spectators spellbound, questioning the very nature of reality.
One of the hallmarks of Sanchit's performances is his mind-reading prowess. With incredible accuracy, he can seemingly pluck thoughts and secrets from the minds of individuals, leaving them astounded and mystified. Whether it's predicting a person's chosen word, revealing personal information, or uncovering hidden objects, Sanchit's ability to tap into the inner workings of the human mind is truly remarkable.
Apart from his mind-reading skills, Sanchit Batra also specializes in hypnosis and suggestion. He can effortlessly guide individuals into a trance-like state, where they become highly susceptible to his commands. Through the power of suggestion, Sanchit can influence people's thoughts, perceptions, and actions, creating mind-bending illusions that challenge the boundaries of what we believe to be possible.
Beyond his captivating stage performances, Sanchit Batra is also deeply committed to empowering others with the knowledge and tools to unlock their own mental potential. He conducts workshops and seminars, sharing insights into the art of mentalism, psychology, and personal development. Through his teachings, he aims to inspire individuals to tap into their intuition, enhance their communication skills, and unlock their hidden talents.
Sanchit's impact as a mentalist extends far beyond the stage. He has been featured on various television shows, spreading the wonders of mentalism to a wider audience. His performances have garnered critical acclaim and earned him numerous accolades, further solidifying his position as one of the most influential mentalists in India.
In a world where skepticism often reigns, Sanchit Batra brings a sense of wonder and magic. His performances challenge our understanding of the human mind and remind us of the vast potential that lies within each of us. Through his artistry, he bridges the gap between science and the supernatural, leaving audiences awestruck and questioning the limits of their own perception.
As Sanchit Batra continues to push the boundaries of mentalism, he remains a beacon of inspiration for aspiring magicians, performers, and anyone fascinated by the mysteries of the mind. His unwavering dedication, combined with his exceptional talent, has earned him a well-deserved place in the annals of India's entertainment industry.
In conclusion, Sanchit Batra's journey from a curious young mind to a famous mentalist in India is a testament to the power of passion, perseverance, and the human mind. His performances transcend the realm of entertainment, provoking thought, and igniting a sense of wonder within all who witness his incredible abilities. Sanchit Batra is undoubtedly a force to be reckoned with in the world of mentalism, and his impact on the field is sure to endure for years to come.
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Everyone, I am absolutely overjoyed to introduce you to...
The Fists and the Furry: a paperback collection of grimmichi short stories written by myself, in lovely collaboration with the amazingly talented @trevoshere!!! â¨
Containing all my short stories including Love Potion #9, Fangs for the Memories and Something Fishy, wrapped in a delicious bodice-ripping cover completely designed and laid out by Trevo, this beautiful piece of shelf candy legit looks like an aged and weathered romance paperback that youâd find in a local library somewhere. And itâs amazing. đ
We (I use the term âweâ loosely) have been working on this in secret for a couple of months now, puttering about with formatting and proofs (thank you @peppertea!) and generally putting a fingerprint or two on this project when time permitted. Today itâs finally ready, and itâs so gorgeous I canât even deal.
As I mentioned before, Trevo did the absolute vast majority of the work on this, which I canât begin to thank her enough for. From the cover art to font sourcing, index, header work, down to the adorable art on each story title page, she turned this thing from âAO3, but printedâ to a truly epic piece of grimmichi collectorâs merch. I am not worthy. đâ��ď¸
Now, to business! The book is offered as zero-profit, meaning Trevo and I donât earn anything off the money you pay for the book. The order pricing is flat-rate worldwide and includes shipping.
At 336 pages, it contains the following eight short stories:Â
đšÂ Love Potion #9 đ¸Â See You Never đšÂ Something Fishy đ¸Â Beans đšÂ Bushfire đ¸Â Soul Asylum đš Fight Me đ¸ Fangs for the Memories
...and each title page comes with its own @trevoshere original doodle. Gasp! âĽ
Really and finally, Trevo and I just hope you enjoy. Thatâs what this whole thing is for, after all!! A little physical chunk of fandom to hold onto, wedge doors open with, bend and dog-ear and whatever else you might like to do to it. Go nuts.
Trust us, The Fists and the Furry can take any punishment. đ
Update 2/3/24: I am choosing to no longer make my fics available for zero-profit purchase. While I truly love that people wanted a physical copy of my fics, I don't believe it's the right thing to be doing as a responsible member of fandom.
For those who missed out, Iâm very sorry, however these wonât be made available again.
#grimmichi#the fists and the furry#trevoshere#whew!#the grand and most likely very predictable mystery revealed#hehe#this is so exciting#grimmichi paperback#murderwrites#my apologies if the cut doesn't hold for mobile users#i tried! but i rambled!#because i'm excited!#holy shit!
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Part nine of the More to Love series
Summary: Plans for the ball are in full swing, the concealment of your relationship with the knight dwindles and you make a deal with one another that leads to both of you learning a new and valuable skill
Word Count: 8.9k, NO USE OF âY/Nâ
Warnings: SMUT (oral sex F receiving, fingering, multiple orgasms), swearing, mentions of wounds
Authorâs Note: and weâre back to your regularly scheduled royalty and princesscore writings. this chapter is very chill honestly, but i still really enjoyed writing it! thereâs also the introduction of THE DRESS. yâall this dress is insane you really arenât ready i am OBSESSED with this dress.
Part eight
âAre you listening, Princess?â You hadnât even realized you had zoned out. Your cheek was bright red from resting against your palm, and your eyes had glazed over with boredom. You hoped you didnât look too uninterested, but considering the literal Queen of Mandalore looked down at you with folded arms and one arched eyebrow, you were less than confident that you looked engrossed in the conversation.
The Queen, Lady Reeves and yourself have been inside a yellow-themed parlor all morning discussing plans for the ball. Your Knight stood patiently by the door, overseeing the entire meeting. You wore a long sleeve dress that was too hot for the summer sun, which was slowly drying out the mud and puddles from then two-day long rainstorm that no one predicted. You spent the entire day yesterday pretending to rest from the exhausting day previous, but you were really hiding your arm from everyone else. You tried to argue with Koska that a long sleeve in the middle of summer would look for more suspicious than a simple bandage on your bicep, but she disagreed to say the least. The Knight stopped limping this morning, although you were convinced he was just faking it for good measure. If others knew he was injured, it could raise suspicion that you were too. You also think he didnât want you to worry about him. The stab wound really wasnât that deep, but you knew it had to have hurt more than he was showing. You thought he should take a few days off to rest his leg and to really spend time with his son, but he refused to.
You look up from your emotionless stare out the window, which showed the sea in the distance. The ocean was so different here compared to what itâs like in Corellia. There are sandy beaches and the waterâs warm, whereas back home, itâs often frozen over, and is lined with rocky fjords and coves. You wanted to go down to one of those beaches soon if you could. They looked relaxing and much more intruiging than a wordy meeting that you stopped listening in on Lord knows when.
âSorry, I just⌠zoned out for a minute.â You clear your throat, looking up at the ginger above you. You bat your eyelashes, trying do play off innocent and truthful. She shrugged, and turned around to pull something out of Koskaâs hands.
âI was saying that now that we have the food and decor arranged for the ball, we can talk about the important things.â She says as she whips around for the big reveal that you werenât expecting: iher arms was the most extravagant, fluffy gown you had ever seen. It was a soft rose gold, the skirt was huge and round, tulle pillowing out from the bodice which had clearly been hand-beaded by nimble fingers to have five-pedaled flowers with curly vines growing out of them. There was a soft sweet-heart neckline, the lace and beading of the bodice came up past the structure to overlap where your skin would be, The sleeves were off the shoulder, which was common for Mandalorian summer gowns. The skirt had a soft hint of sparkles and real diamonds had been sewn into the centers of each flower along the gown.
You perked up as you saw the ornament, your attention being drawn from the crashing waves of the ocean to the prettiest dress you had ever seen. You think you sighed, but you werenât really sure. Dresses have always been a part of your life, designers from all over the world would send you their best sets, and itâs rare for you to wear the same gown more than once. This isnât the first time you had been presented with a dress that costed more than some of the houses in the kingdom, but there was something different about it. It had a special glow to it, unlike anything you had ever seen.
âHer Radiance Ahsoka brought it, itâs a wedding gift from the Woodland elves.â Koska speaks up when she sees your reaction. Both her and the Queen were amused at your childlike awe. âThatâs why it has that shimmer, they used silk spinners and gold.â
âI⌠I canât accept this.â You wanted to, but you were desperately trying to be humble and calm in this situation. The dresses never meant that much to you, itâs just a piece of clothing. You have always been far more into the politics that came with royalty, not the fashion, so this was a first.
âWell of course you can.â The queen chuckled, âIt would be rude not to.â You wished you could tell her that wearing such an extravagance would feel in vain because you did not feel affection towards the person youâll be wearing it for. However, you supposed she was right, it would be rude to turn down a gift from the literal elves. You stand up from where you sat, walking over the dress that took your breath away. You wondered what the Knight thought of it, and you turn around to look at him. You know that he wouldnât show any type of reaction over this thing, especially if the Queen is watching, but you wanted to show him that you were thinking of him. You smiled, raising your eyebrows to really show how beautiful you thought the gown was, youâll get to talk about it with him later. This is the second time Koska seeâs something like this between the two of you, and she first looks at you, and the knight, raising a sharp eyebrow.
You place your hand over the fabric, running your palm over it. You did nothing to deserve this, but you were honored that itâs yours. âItâs like a faerieâs dress.â You sigh. âItâs wonderful, when can I thank her Radiance?â
âSheâs out and about, she usually meditates in the gardens on sunny days, I can retrieve her, if youâd like.â Koska speaks up.
âOh thatâs alright, Iâll find her eventually.â You smile.
âInteresting that you brought up the faeâŚâ The Queen brings up, âAllow me to ask, it is your engagement ball, is there anything specific you would like to have incorporated?â A few days ago, you would have had no answer, because a few days ago there was nothing about Mandalore worth it to you. However, things have changed. Youâve spent sleepless nights thinking about the boy in the beskar armor, and you would give anything to dance with him at that ball. You knew damn well that if you asked nicely, and maybe gave him head in return, he would do almost anything you asked. He would happily dance with you alone in the room after the events of the night, although you werenât even sure if he knew how to dance. You did want to waltz with him, but not in that way.
So, last night you stayed up late, laying on your back with the balcony doors just cracked open to let in the smell fo fresh rain and a cool breeze into the hot room, thinking about him. You especially thought about the soft skin of his thighs and the way he shuddered when you raked your fingernails down his abdomen. But you also thought about how you could dance with him at the ball, where everyone could see. You knew that you would be dancing with far more people than Korkie, it would be many peopleâs last (and only) chance to dance with you before youâre married, and so youâre expected to give everyone the opportunity and attention they desired. It wasnât your favorite thing youâd have to do, especially considering you would be dancing with a number of complete strangers and total creeps of Viziers, Grand Dukes and old viscounts who would probably whisper dirty things in your ear. And that is part of why you wanted this one thing for yourself so badly.
Dancing with a mysterious stranger wouldnât be a problem. You wanted to share your affection towards him, and you especially wanted him to see you in your true element of balls and parties and gowns and tiaras. You knew it was risky, especially considering you can hardly control yourself around him, who knows what the crowd may be whispering as you dreamily look up at him. But after having to move and change your entire life, marry a man you resent in a kingdom that goes against everything youâve ever believed in, you owe yourself this one thing. Just this one.
However, dancing with a literal knight would be far too suspicious and obnoxious for the biggest event in the western part of the world. And you knew that he would never remove his helmet, even if his life depended on it. It would be no easy feat to convince him to do something like that in such little time, but thatâs when you got the best idea to have possibly ever cross your mind.
When you were just a little girl, your nursery caretaker would sit you on her lap when you had droopy, tired eyes, and read you a story. You canât remember what it was called, itâs been so long since you heard it, but it was your favorite. It was the tale of the masquerade ball where the young peasant girl fell in love with the handsome magician. You were always drawn into it, because you once hoped you would fall in love with a mysterious and handsome man, too.The point of the story was that she never saw his face, as they both had on extravagant swan masks covering their eyes. If everyone had their face covered, it wouldnât look suspicious if he did, too. You knew it would be a big thing to ask, and he may not even agree to it if the Queen approves of the short-noticed theme, but you wanted to live at least one night as the young peasant girl.
âYes, actually.â You began to reply, âI would love for my engagement ball to be a masquerade.â You made sure to add in the âmyâ to reinstate that it is for you. The Queen stopped to consider what you asked, and Koska looked suprised. Itâs rare for anyone to ask the Queen for something like that out flat. But, she was the one who brought it up.
The Queen made you wait in suspense for her answer, and every fiber of your being wanted to turn around and wink at the knight to let him know that you asked for him, but even you, the naive princess, knew that you needed to be more careful with sharing your memories with him when others are around. âI suppose we could arrange that.â She thinks out loud, and you canât stop the smile that stretches across your face. The Queen really only agreed because she knew it would cause more buzz and conversation around her last event as Queen. Even you could see that, but if it meant you would get a chance to share the memory with your guard, it was worth it.
âYour Majesty, forgive me, but the ball is this weekend, I fear we will not have enough time to prepare for such a change in plansâŚâ Koska spoke up.
âWell, not if we donât have everyone in the palace working double time,â Both yours and Koskaâs faces dropped, that is not what you wanted at all. âEvery servant will be required to make ten masks before the ball on Saturday. Knights are exempt, obviously.â She placed the rose gold dress back in Koskaâs arms. You immediately felt guilty.
âOh that wonât be necessary, Your Majesty, I donât want everyone to-â
âOh nonsense,â She interrupted, âI love the masquerade idea, it will be grand. It will be the envy of Coruscant.â Was everything a battle for her? An endless contest of whoâs the best between Mandalore and Coruscant? If everyone had extra work to do on top of their usual load, you would feel absolutely terrible, but there would be no changing the Queenâs mind. âAs the head of the servants, you will oversee the masks, Lady Reeves.â Your face was in shock, pale and sick. Koska shot you an annoyed glare. You tried to respond with an apologetic smile, but the Queen was speaking up again, pacing as she spoke. âOf course we need the royals to stand out from everyone else, weâll already have our gowns but the masks will make a difference tooâŚâ She thought out loud. âKoska I would like an owl mask as per usual, there will be gems incorporated as well I trust?â
âYes, your Majesty.â She was not amused with her new task.
âAs for our little Princess,â She was referring to you, but you couldnât even listen out of guilt. Everything you tried in Mandalore somehow backfired on you. âHer dress is lovely, but her mask must also be the most extravagant in the room, after mine, of course. It would also be best if hers and my nephewâs matched, Yes?â Koska nodded, struggling to hold the heavy dress with her small stature. âLovely, arenât you just full of surprises, Your Highness?â The Queen smiled at you, and you forced a polite smile. âNow, excuse me, I have a designer to meet with to get as many feathers and adornments for masks as possible.â The redhead hastily exits the room, her high guard following her, leaving just you and Koska with your knight.
âWhat the fuck was that about?â Koska asked afterwards.
âI didnât mean for any of the extra work to happen, I swear.â You defensively respond.
âYou just love giving me a hard time, donât you?â She asks.
âNo- that not at all what-â
âLet her be, Koska.â Your knight steps into the conversation.
âUgh you knights are so frustrating sometimes.â She rolls her eyes. âI mean, what is going on with you two?â She asks and your heart drops to your ass. Was it that obvious there was something more there? Your knight tensed up, too. âYeah, I can see exactly whatâs going on here. Would either of you like to explain?â She asks.
The two of you stood awkwardly like children who got caught stealing sweets from the kitchen. You wondered how you were going to get out of this one. Your entire world could come crashing down right now if you didnât play this out correctly, and a thousand outcomes of this situation simultaneously played out in your head. Would she rat you out? Would it lead to your knights expulsion? Or would she keep it to herself? She seemed to have a history with your knight, although you didnât know what that might be. Maybe she would be on your side, but you highly doubted it.
You blame yourself for all of this. You should have put a stop to all of this long ago, but you couldnât bring yourself to. He has you tied around your finger, and you like it. You wondered what was going on through his mind, was he as nervous as you? He had to be, if not more worried about what would happen. Someone knowing about your secret relationship would only lead to you getting a tap on your knuckles and then they would try to hide it from society to keep your reputation clean, but it would be the end of his career and safety for him. You were selfish for this, and you knew it.
âWhat?â Is all your stupid mouth says. As if you hadnât just had the most sporadic and stressful thought process of your entire life. After all that, the only thing you were able to come up with was âwhat?â. You thought your body might be shaking, but you werenât totally sure. You wanted to look at the knight by your side, but you couldnât bring yourself to do it. Koska must have thought the same thing as you because after you just responded with an arrogant rhetorical question, her eyebrows raised like a mother angry with her teenage son. She scoffs, and walks to the other side of the parlor to place the gown down on a sofa. When her back was turned to you, you were somehow able to muster up the courage to look at the beskar-clad figure to your left. He didnât look any different than, well, ever. Tall and broad and stoically looking ahead as if nothing out of the ordinary was happening. But you knew better. He had to have had a similar thought process to your own. He never turned to look back at you, and thatâs when the guilt really set in. This could have been prevented. It should have been prevented. You fiddle with your sleeve.
Koska comes back too soon, her arms folded over her chest and the same unamused look on her stupidly perfect face. âSo, one of you better start talking now, or else Iâm going to get impatient and go catch up with the Queen to do your chore.â She nods to you. Why was she doing this? What did she gain out of knowing any of this? It could be to protect Korkie, although you found that seriously hard to believe. From what you can tell, Koska could care less about the Mandalorian Prince.
You sigh out of embarrassment mostly, but know that you are the one who needs to speak up. This was your mistake, and so it was your responsibility to fix it. âThis is all my fault,â You have to clear your throat after beginning because of how uncomfortably your words sit in your throat. âI take full responsibility for everything. Donât blame him for anything.â You nod. He turns his head to look at you after you say this, and you wanted nothing more than to look back at him, but Koska had your gaze trapped.
âAnd what exactly do you mean by âeverythingâ and âanythingâ?â The lady-in-waiting asks.
You sigh again, knowing this was going to be hard to say. âI...allowed myself to beâŚâ You carefully considered your word choice, âi-infatuated with the wrong man.â You finally get out. That was the first time you had said it in front of him, and only the second time you had said it outloud ever, the first being to the Elven Queen last week. âI shouldnât have let it get so out of hand, but I fell under the spell of this Knight, and I donât even know his name. Iâve never seen his face. In many ways, heâs a complete stranger to me.â You debated saying the next thing, but it just kind of spilled out, âA stranger whoâs plagued my thoughts and actions since the day I got here.â It was hard for you to say, but there was something so liberating about saying it.
He never took his eyes off of you the entire time you spoke, but this time you were able to look back at him. Your eyes first looking down at the floor guiltily, and then they slowly make their way up his armor and to the visor on his helmet. You just looked there for a little bit while Koska processed what you were saying. You smiled genuinely at the knight, desperately trying to show him that everything you just said was true. For a moment, you werenât sure if she was going to say anything at all, and the room fell silent.
âWellâŚâ She begins, you canât hear any disappointment in her tone yet, âYouâre terrible at hiding it.â She sighs. Of all the things she could have said, you did not expect that.
âWhat?â You say like an absolute idiot for the second time. You look back at the woman.
âLook, Iâve known him for a long time.â She shakily breathes, looking at him, âWeâve actually been through a lot together.â He was still looking at you, âAnd honestly, Neither of us were ever cut out for the Royal life weâve been living for a while now.â You wondered what she meant by that. âAnd to be frank, I could care less about your personal life.â She said to you about you, âBut since heâs a friend, and you really donât mean very much to me, no offense,â
âNone taken.â
âI suppose Iâll just keep it to myself-â
The relief that overcame your body was unmatched. You canât stop the grin that goes from ear to ear or the sigh of relief that danced on your lips and out of your lungs. You look over at him, who still hasnât looked away from your face, but he sighs of relief, too. You see it in the way his armor shifts.
â-Under one condition.â
âOkayâŚâ
âYou have to start hiding it better, no more over the shoulder glances. Okay? This is me looking out for him.â She gestures to him with a nod. Was she really going to do this for you?
âNo more glances, got it.â You repeat.
âThereâs no telling what might happen to him if the wrong person finds out.â She clears her throat, and that statement scares you. You try not to let it take up too much of your thought. âAnd you have to act like nothing is different. Youâre still engaged to the Prince and youâre still the future Queen-consort. I donât give a damn about what happens behind closed doors, but when others are around you have to behave yourselves. This is me looking out for my kingdom, understood?â
âUnderstood.â You nod back, although you werenât the biggest fan of that condition, you knew that was the price you had to pay to get what you wanted⌠well at least what you think you wanted. âYouâre not going to tell the Queen?â
âIf you do those things, she wonât hear a word about it.â Koska shrugs.
âAnd what about Korkie?â
âStars, I cannot stand that boy. I donât even talk to him.â She rolls her eyes and you chuckle. Youâre happy you arenât the only one who feels that way about the prince. âBut Iâm not going to cover or lie for you two, Iâm not going to help you hide it or anything. Alright?â
âOf course.â You reply.
âGreat. I have over five-hundered masks to make by Saturday, so Iâll be leaving now.â She finished and on her way out, she pushes the knight on the shoulder playfully.
The door closes.
âStars.â You clear your throat and turn to look at him, before you can say anything, though, heâs picking you up by the waist, throwing you over his shoulder like a sack of weightless flour, and carrying you over to the second sofa that isnât taken up by a ridiculously large dress. You giggle when he does, blushing at his enthusiasm. Youâre placed on your back and he kneels between your legs.
âYouâre excited.â You chuckle and he hums in response. There isnât very much room on the sofa but he makes his place. He then grabs the hem of your dress, pulling it up over first your thighs, then up past your hips, over the corset and up to your face. He covers your eyes with the skirt and it hides the cheesiest smile on your face. light still poured in from the fabric, but you werenât able to see anything.
You then heard the sound of metal being placed on the floor next to you, and to your pleasant surprise, his lips and pressed tightly to yours through the fabric. The kiss obviously doesnât make any contact, but youâve learned that with the knight, itâs the thought that always counts. Youâre smiling into the kiss like a dork, and you shudder when you feel his bare hands against your bare thighs. He pulls your legs open, and then pulls away from your separated kiss.
Your first moan comes when you feel his lips against your soft thighs. He licks up and down your right thigh first, his fingertips strong and faithful against the outer part of your legs. Your breathing hitches, and you hum with pleasure when he moves to your left thigh, taking the same amount of time to kiss, nibble and suck on your pillowy skin.
Then, before you can think any more about the heat and want in between your legs, heâs pulling down your petticoat painfully slow. You bite your lip, you knew where he was headed with this, and you were more than happy to welcome it. His index and middle finger run soft lines around your cunt, massaging the swollen and wet skin around your opening that only got wetter. Your clit begged for attention, but your arms were trapped under the position of the dress skirt, and you didnât want to risk adjusting it in a way that would make him stop. You would have to patiently wait as he teased and prodded your lips, his free hand rubbing your thigh and occasionally making its way to firmly squeeze your ass cheek. Your breathing was needy and short as he took his time to get to know your core with the tips of his fingers, which were now wet and slick and making the friction smoother.
He then gently places a light kiss on your clit. Itâs so soft that youâre only able to feel it because of how sensitive and hungry you are for that type of contact. You slightly finch when his lips touch the nerve, and youâre able to feel him smile against your skin. What you would give to see his face right nowâŚ. Then, before you can think any more, heâs licking a flat stripe up from the bottom of your cunt up to your clit where he flicks three times with the tip of his tongue. You gasp at the sensation, and try to suppress a moan. He then take his time to lick each separate lip of your sex, avoiding your actual opening but teasing in such an addictive way that you were willing to be patient for him.
The knight then finally wraps his lips around your clit and sucks, pulsing with his lips and flicking back and forth quickly with the tip of his tongue. You do moan this time, a broken cry falling off of your needy lips. It was a euphoric feeling unlike anything youâve experienced before and you loved every moment of it. His arms wrap around your upper thighs, holding you in place around his head as he moves down to lap at your pussy lips. He moans at the taste of you, diving his tongue into your folds and prodding your sensitive clit with his nose.
You whine short and quietly as he does, biting your lip and bucking your hips every now and then as he took care of your sex. He must have gone down on you for close to ten minutes straight, never coming up for fresh air and never stopping the steady pace he had. You arenât sure how you didnât cum immediately at the feeling of his plump lips against your clit, but you also arenât sure how you didnât blackout from the sheer pleasure of the feeling. It was addictive, and it only got better after he pulled away to spit on your cunt. He spits onto your folds and then brings his fingers up again to start fingering you, sliding in his pointer finger with no resistance and slowly pumping it in and out. His mouth finds its way back to your slit, sucking on it as he fingers you. The sound was filthy, it filled the parlor with wet, obscene noises accompanied by breathy moans and gentle hums. Every time he hummed against your clit, your back arched from the added pleasure. The vibrating of it was pure euphoric, and you knew you were a sopping mess in between your thighs.
His chin was wet from spit and arousal and for one quick moment he pulled his wet mouth away from your core to kiss and rub the juices of your cunt on your thighs. He nibbles a few times on either thigh, marking each with a litter of purple and red hickeys. Before adding a second finger, he pulls his hand out to gently and playfully slap your cunt. He uses his wet hand to tap your core five or six times, each tap getting harder. You moan out at the feeling, and squeeze your legs together against the feeling in a horny attempt to get more pleasure from the moment.
âHuh, would you look at that?â He asks, his voice low and hungry and full of lust. Itâs the first thing heâs said in a while, and the indulgence of the oral sex cause you to nearly forget how much you loved his rough voice. âDo you like it when I slap your cunt?â You whine in response. âWith your words, Princess.â
âYes, Sir.â You whine like a bitch. He chuckles and slaps it again, harder this time. You shudder at the feeling and feel your climax coming on. You want to delay it for as long as possible, but your thighs start to shake when he puts his mouth back in you and pushed both his index and middle finger into your opening, pumping and curling and twisting his wrist to make the most wonderful combination of finger-fucking you could of have imagined.
âIâm gonna cum.â You barely get out before your spine is burning and your stomach is flexing as you cum hard and long against his tongue and on his fingers. You cry out in broken, heavenly bliss, and look for something to grasp onto as you hit your high, but you canât find anything, which leads to your sporadic back arches. Youâre panting, and he doesnât stop kissing against your core while you cum on his tongue. You bite your lip and swear you might make it bleed a little. His grip on your thighs tightens while he pulls you against his mouth, preventing you from pulling away from the addictive exhilaration that is his kiss.
He licks you through the entire orgasm, and then some after. You think youâre being over-stimulated but you never have been before, so you arenât really sure. Just when you think heâs going to stop, he doesnât and he just takes his sweet old time lapping against your core and slowly pumping his fingers in and out of you. You sharply breath in, your chest heaving against the dress and you desperately want to pull your dress down to see him and breath freshly again. The way he eats you out is so methodical, like heâs done it a thousand times (which wouldnât necessarily surprise you), like itâs the only thing heâs ever eaten or the sweetest honey to ever grace his lips.
It begins to turn you on again, the pleasure shooting into your spine and down your littered thighs and melting against your clit. You can feel the gentle rub of his fingers against your thighs, stroking your skin as he takes you in. Itâs heavenly and is the only thing you can think about. Your thoughts go numb and the only important thing in the entire world is the curly-haired boy at your expense.
You mutter and whisper swears, dirty words that arenât meant to come out of a princessâ mouth but you canât help it when youâre seeing white hot behind your eyes. He groans a few times too before his fingers speed back up to the pace they were at before you came the first time. Your dainty hands stroke lightly on your collar-bones as the pleasure fills your soul, licking your lips and trying to hold on for as long as possible before you cum again but you can already feel your second orgasm coming on. He uses a third finger to outline your lips, coating the tip in your slick and then slowly inserting the third and final finger into your cunt, helping you chase that final hit of release. The stretch is amazing, and you were surprised you were able to take it so well. This is when you realized that heâs been training you for something much bigger. The first time he fingered you wasnât even any penetration, the second time was two fingers, just enough to stretch you that it hurt the right amount, and now this time, three fingers that felt amazing. You remembered the size of his cock, you knew it would be a challenge to take, but he was making sure you would be able to handle it and enjoy it as much as he will.
His focus goes from licking your clit to the fingers inside. He twists his wrist to make the curl and stretch your entrance. He collects the wetness and lets it make the glide and pump smoother. Youâre so drenched and needy that the fluid is running out past his fingers and dripping onto the sofa cushion, staining it with your lust. He nips so slightly at your clit and just like that, your whole world comes crashing down. The orgasm is actually mind-numbing this time, and all you can do is moan and sob and claw at your own skin. Your scratch into your shoulders and collar-bone and itâs deliciously painful. Your thighs clamp against his head and he continues to finger you long and hard through the climax, cleaning your folds up as you cum against his tongue and fingers. Youâre finally able to catch your breath, painting with droopy, lustful eyes but feeling completely fulfilled. He cleans up all the juices around your entrance, collecting the cum on his tongue and happily swallowing it down like itâs his last meal. You arenât able to see it, but he then puts his fingers into his mouth, cleaning off the three that were knuckle-deep into your cunt. He groans at the taste, and wipes his mouth before planting one last, gentle kiss to the soft, angelic skin of the mound between your legs. You're so sensitive that the light kiss makes you flinch, and he chuckles at the involuntary reaction.
He puts his helmet back on and then pulls your dress skirt down to see your face. Youâre surprised by the light initially, and you blink a few times to adjust to it. Your lungs fill with crisp air and you look at your favorite sight: the helm of the knight you think youâre falling in love with. You canât stop the smile on your face. He chuckles and then readjusts your dress to cover you up better. He takes such good care of you. You see him freeze when he sees the scratch marks on your skin, and his bare hand softly runs over the red lines, outlining the marks. You blush at him, looking up at his expressionless face with a puppy-love look.
âEverytime I think it canât get any better, you prove me wrong.â You sigh. Every orgasm has been better than the last.
âJust you wait.â You hear the smirk under the helmet and it causes butterflies to flutter in your tummy. You sigh, still catching your breath and you just take him in, looking up at how heâs propped up above you. He has hands on either side of your head and heâs just a brudding force of metal and sex and good kissing and caring about things that you didnât even know you needed someone to care about. You probably look like a dork just smiling up at him but you donât even care and now your hands are free to wrap around his neck and you just wish you could see his face and kiss it all over right now.
Your fingers lock behind his neck and the positioning of his armor and the way his head is bent makes it so you can just barely feel the skin of his neck. You move your index fingers up to look for the curls at the nape of his neck. You think you could sing out when you found the prize: some strands of dark, brown, thick hair hidden under the helmet. You twirl them around your fingers and that action alone is worth a million kisses. The feeling in your heart is second to none and you wished you could stay in this still moment forever.
âDid you mean what you said?â He speaks up in reference to what you told Koska about him.
âEvery word of it.â You state, genuinely meaning it as you said it. He did respond but something told you he was smiling under all that armor. He sighs, and then lets his arms go weak so heâs falling onto you. You groan at the surprise and the sheer weight of both his broad body and the heavy armor on top. The air is pushed out of your lungs but at least heâs pressed into you, your hands still toying with his curly hair. You can hear him chuckle, and you wanted to freeze time.
âSomeoneâs gonna see us if we stay like this.â He mutters as you tilt your head to have it rest on top of his helmet.
âThen let them.â
He doesnât reply to what you say, and you debate if it was even the right thing to say. When youâve gotten everything youâve ever wanted, itâs hard to grasp the concept that someone may not want the same thing. Youâre selfish for not caring about his safety and status in these types of situations. He grunts as he pushes himself back up and stands again, leaving only you on the sofa.
âHowâs the arm?â
âItâs fine.â You roll your eyes, you donât want everyone to worry so much anymore.
âAre you sure?â
âYes.â You reply more forcefully this time, sitting up on the couch.
âJust making sure.â
âYeah, yeahâŚâ You sigh, and consider your next words, âI was wondering if I could ask you something.â You sit with your palms flat against the cushion, making aware of the wet spot on the fabric and smirking fondly at it.
âAnything, your Highness.â He nods.
âWell⌠I wondered if maybe I could teach you how to dance?â You were nervous about what his response may be.
âOh Stars-â He chuckles.
âWhat!?â
âI had a feeling that masquerade might have something to do with me.â He puts his hands on his hips like heâs scolding you but thereâs a guilty part of you that you like about it.
âWell it isnât just about you.â
âAre you sure about that?â
â...no.â He already knew you so well. He chuckles at your response. âSo⌠whatâs your answer?â
âDancing isn't my styleâŚâ
âI donât believe that.â You tilt your head. âCome on, itâs super easy and it would mean a lot to me.â You try convincing. He sighs and considers what youâre offering. âI can give you something in returnâŚâ You bite your lip, teasing. He chuckles just once.
âAlright-â
âWhat!? Really??â You stand up from excitement, you werenât really expecting him to agree.
âBut, only if you let me teach you something in return.â You nod in agreement, your hands coming to fold in your lap. You were expecting him to refer to something sexual, but his words prove you wrong, âI wanna teach you how to fight.â
âWhat?â Why would you ever need that?â Itâs rare for royals to learn such a skill, especially princesses. You understood that it would be valuable, but you werenât completely sure if you were up to the task.
âWell more than anything, I want to teach you how to defend yourself. So something like Keldabe doesnât happen again.â
âOkayâŚâ You were tentative to agree.
âAre you sure?â
âYeah.â You shrug, âIf it means I get to dance with you at the ball, I would be more than happy to learn.â
âGreat. Letâs start then.â He takes a step back and holds his hand out for you to take.
âWhat?â You place your palm in his and he pulls you up off the couch, âright now?â
âYes, câmere.â You were nervous and honestly your legs were still weak from cumming twice, but you follow him as he begins to talk. âIâll just teach you a few things and then you can teach me how to dance I guess.â
âStop being a pill.â You tease.
âOnly if you stop, too.â He teases right back at you which leads to a scoff from your lips. He ignores you. âWhen you're defending yourself, you always wanna protect your face, okay?â
âProtect my face, got it.â You repeat. He holds his arms up in front of his helmet, his hands fisted.
âMimic my pose.â You roll your eyes but mirror him, holding your arms to guard your face. âSee, is that so hard?â
âShut up.â
âYes maâam.â He sarcastically replies. âYou canât do much if you canât see, so thatâs why you gotta protect your face. If you wore a helmet you wouldnât need to do this.â
âBut I would always be wearing a helmetâŚâ
âItâs not so bad.â He shrugs.
âSomething tells me that you donât believe that.â You drop your arms from your face to say that, which was obviously a mistake, because instead of responding to your claim (which was probably right), he's jabbing his arm out towards your face. Heâs not close enough to hit you but the quick and unexpected action is enough to startle you back. You lose your balance and fall down on the ground, wincing when you hit the ground and regretting agreeing to this. Your arms wrap into a frustrated position and you frown up at him. You look up at him surprised and a little pissed, and he just starts laughing. âWhat was that?â
âYou let your guard down.â He says between laughs. He does hold his hand out for you to help you back up, and you take it to your own dismay. He hoists you up quickly, and you have to re-establish your balance.
âYou are impossible.â You put your arms back over your face, ready to try again.
âYou like it.â
âAre you gonna teach me or not?â He wasn't wrong but you figured youâd have to try and beat him at his own game.
âAre you gonna let me?â
âJust go.â You roll your eyes again.
âThis will also protect your ribs. Canât do much if the wind is knocked out of you, either.â He explains. âYou also want to stand wide, itâll help you keep your balance.â He kicks your feet out to be shoulder width which breaks every rule in the book of princess manners. âAnd prevent⌠falling on the floor.â
âThis isnât exactly easy to do in a corset, you know.â You argue.
âAnd dancing wonât be easy in armor but here we are.â He shrugs, and you suppose heâs right. Neither of you are cut out for the tasks at hand. âWhen fighting someone without armor, youâre gonna want to go for their face, their eyes are vulnerable and you can do real damage on their nose.â
âOkayâŚ.â You try to remember what he was saying, making a mental note for any future situations, although youâre still skeptical. âAnd what about someone with armor on?â You ask, trying not to show the smirk on your face.
âWell the guy in Keldabe did everything right, he found where the weak points of my armor was and attacked them-â
âSo here?â You ask before reeling back your arm and swinging it as hard as you can into his shoulder where there was only chain mail. Your fist crashes into the metal, and you immediately regret it. âShit!â You pull your hand back and look at your bright red knuckles, shaking your hand a few times as you try to brush the shock away.
â...Yeah, right there.â On the bright side, he seemed to be surprised by it enough that he made a little groan from the contact that turned you on way more than it should have. âBut now you fucked up your hand.â
âYou think?â You place the angry knuckles at your mouth, trying not to be too upset about the pain shooting through your hand.
âPunching chainmail is always gonna hurt, especially if you do it wrong⌠like that.â
âSo how do I do it right!?â Youâre determined now. No one has ever put you in your place, youâve always gotten what you wanted, and you wanted to prove to him that you could do it.
âWhy are you so eager to inflict pain on me?â He asks, you can hear the teasing in his tone but you canât blame him for feeling that way. Perhaps you did come off a little anxious.
âI donât know⌠I guess I just want to prove something to you.â You sigh, still pissed off by the pain in your hand. Youâre so distracted by it that you hardly notice him walking towards you. His gentle and soft bare hands take your fist away from your mouth. Youâre tentative at first, but let him take it in his hand, cupping it in between his and looking down at your red skin. You frown mostly out of frustration, but the pain is unlike anything youâve experienced before. Princesses arenât supposed to feel pain.
Before you can blink, he pulls his top hand away and takes it to lift up his helmet just above his lips. The angle makes it so you canât see any of his face but you understand. He bends down and kisses your knuckles in the same fashion one would when greeting you, but this was so much more intimate. His lips were like satin against your skin and the butterflies in your stomach fly right back. The physical pain didnât go away, but the anger around it did. Your heart softened and wished he would kiss your lips but heâs already pulling the beskar back over his jaw. You sigh from the gesture, he was so romantic and you donât even think heâs trying to be. Heâs just trying to be kind and patient with you and itâs doing something to your heart that you donât know if you can handle anymore.
âSo⌠how do you waltz?â He asks, his hand still holding onto yours. You smile and sheepishly look down at your feet. You were unsure of how to begin, but were happy he was willing to learn.
âOkay.â You smile, âWell, you first need to loosen up. Stop being so stiff.â He tilts his head like youâre speaking a foreign language. âLike this.â You press your hands down on his shoulder pauldrons, he tries to rest them but fails and you chuckle just a little. âRoll them back.â You explain and do it yourself, he attempts to follow, and actually is able to relax a little bit more this time. Knights are always so stiff, you think it will be good for him to relax every now and then. âGood, now this hand goes hereâŚâ You lift his right hand to rest on your waist and he immediately settles into it, already feeling more comfortable now that he is holding you. You place your left hand on his shoulder, pulling your bodies a little closer together. He wanted your torsos to be flush against one another, âNo, we have to keep our distance so we have room to do the steps.â You explain.
âWell thatâs no fun.â He sighs. You blush and giggle.
âIf we get this done I promise you can hold me as long as you want.â You tilt your head trying to make a fair compromise.
âFine.â Heâll take it.
âGreat, now we hold these hands.â You take his left hand and hold it into yours. âThatâs the basic position, I learned it as home position, got it?â
âHome positionâŚ?â He repeats.
âMhm.â You nod, your faces are close and you would give anything to feel his breath against yours. âItâs important that we sort of⌠âglideâ like we bounce as we dance, it will make it prettier.â He was convinced you were always pretty no matter what you tried or did, but we guessed he would comply this time. Your voice goes quiet and soft, the mood immediately changing from teasing to harmonious. âAnd your feet⌠okay this is sort of complicated but your left foot will go forward as my right goes back-â You keep looking down at the floor as you try to explain the steps but his gaze is on your face, hardly listening to what you're saying and only being engulfed in your face and the way you talked about doing something you loved. You were so beautiful and you didnât even know it.
You must have been talking for a while without really listening to yourself because he was slowly pulling you into his torso and closing the space without you really noticing that you were inches closer than you were before. â-and then your left foot will slide to meet your right foot-â the last word fades out as you slowly look back up to his face which was now up close to yours, your bodies pressed together and both of his hands on your hips, his thumb rubbing soft circles into your back. Your heart skips a beat and you forget how to breathe as you look up at him and it just felt⌠right.
Your hands lift from his pauldron to his helmet and you want to take it off so badly. You knew it was too fast still, and he would remove his helmet for you when he felt like he could. At least thatâs what you hoped for. It should be his decision, no one elseâs. But your hands are grazing the bottom of the beskar and everything feels so right. Heâs so still and his breath is quiet and for just a moment you think he might let you and then-
The door knob is turning slowly and both of you are splitting away all too fast, trying to make enough space between the two of you so it didnât look suspicious. You both scramble, trying to put yourselves back together. The still and perfect moment was entirely gone when Prince Korkie opened up the door into the parlor. You tried not to look too shocked when his stupid perfect hair and young face looked on you. The knight held his hands behind his back to hide the fact that they were bare and side-eyed the gloves on the sofa that laid by the wet stain on the cushion. He silently prayed that the Prince wouldnât notice them.
âAh, princess I was wondering where you were.â He looked between the two of you. He didnât seem too suspicious, thank the stars.
âKorkie! What are you doing?â You awkwardly laugh. Your hands fold at waist level, and you fix your posture.
âDid⌠I walk in on something?â He asks and your whole body goes numb. You swallow and try not to pass out. The truth is yes, he did walk in on something very important to you, but here we are.
âOh! No, we were justâŚâ You search around the room looking for something to take the attention away from you and the knight, âAdmiring the beautiful dress the Elves gave me!â You walk to the heavy, iridescent gown on the clean sofa, picking it up to show him. You smile desperately, hoping that would be enough.
âAh yes! It is beautiful, isnât it?â He nods, smiling. You sigh of relief when he falls for the bait. You set the dress back down.
âCan I do anything for you?â You ask,a king sure there was no attention on the knight being you.
âI⌠just wanted to spend a bit of time with you. My aunt informed me of the changes to the Ball. What a wonderful idea!â
âWhy thank you.â You smile, taking a few steps towards him in a hopeless attempt to not seem so suspicious.
âYes! I had just received the RSVPS from a number of the guests. Your parents, the twins of Naboo, the senator of Alderaan and Princess of Chandrila and Iâm pleased to say that weâve found no suspicion of any attack from Coruscant!â Stars, he talks a lot. You arenât sure how he can have any more breath to talk. You were starting to decide that you liked the boys who were more reserved.
Well⌠one boy.
âOh⌠Um, of course. Thatâs great news.â You nod and finish your walk towards him, suddenly hyper-aware of the fading scratches on your collar bone.
âCome with me, we should review the letters together.â You look back at the knight apologetically before walking into the hallway with the Prince. This isnât exactly how you hoped your afternoon would go...
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Part ten
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@realjessicareyesâ | Evening of Tuesday, March 30th outside of the Femenias Estate
Heâs accustomed to the feeling of dread. Often felt at the prospect of a five hour board meeting, or when heâd receive a âhey, where is this going?â texts from his ex-girlfriends. But the weight of his shined Oxfordâs arenât at the prospect of tedium. At this point, heâd welcome the predictability of it. Instead, his pulse is quick against the stiff collar of his pressed shirt. Goosebumps roll up his arm, as his Armani cologne makes contact against his wrist. Even his weighted feet are quick, too quick, against the Italian marble floor of the grand estate. This isnât dread - itâs the feeling of an axe, soon to bludgeon their vulnerable necks.
Unlike when Michaela Pinkett so unceremoniously broke the Truce, there is anticipation. A promise, coated by the man in black and his equally mysterious Seraphim. Imagination allowed to run wild as Leonâs safety is dangled before their very eyes. Itâs enough to make even the most lax of men, like Rafael, worry. And though not many could tell, his namesake felt it, too. The lion of a man appeared an impenetrable force. All passion and rage, coupled with a learned paranoia from a near fifteen-year tenure. But to those who knew his psyche, it was clear - his father was rattled. As Rafael descends from the marble staircase and onto the foyer, itâs confirmed. His bowtie, often steamed and perfectly set, in disarray. His statuesque cousin in close proximity, adjusting the silk with her nimble fingers. âGracias, hija.â Rafael Senior murmurs, though his mind was elsewhere. To their presumed doom, Rafael thinks.
âTu y tu primo pueden tomar el otro carro.â You and your cousin can take the other car. His father suggests, warm hand pressed on Rafaelâs shoulder. The other - reassuringly placed on Jessicaâs. A gentle squeeze, meant to reassure the children. Whatever hell they were to descend into, they would do so together. Familia Sobre Todo. âYou look beautiful, Jessica.â Such a compliment was always genuine, but his voice lacks flourish. It was difficult to muster exuberance in times like these, and Rafael barely registers him and Jessica moving in sync. A passage through the main doors of Femenias Estate, and greeted by their trusted driver. A stretch limousine with its opaque, bulletproof glass welcomes them. The scent of lavender and pine wafting in greeting. As if they were to attend a gala, and not their doom.
Itâs only as the door locks, and they are settled across from one another, that he nods at her. âWe should get ready.â Their essentials, packed into the granite cases that littered the floor of the limousine. His fingers unclasp the hinges, revealing their array of weapons.
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So. Chapter 11. I have many thoughts.
First things first, absolutely amazing, every interaction the characters had felt so natural and fit together so well, and gosh I just...do not have the words to describe how much I adore your writing.
Now time for what I'm here for: you've got me all fired up again! It's been quite a hell of a while since I've done any real theory or predictions, so I might be slightly out of practice, forgive me if I get any details wrong!
And I donât really know what all of it means yet, but letâs try to get the simple facts laid out first:
Bronte and Oralie send cryptic messages.
Sophie finds a dragon scale in a random desk.
Linh has a connection to the dragons, like Marella.
Dragons are connected with thunderstorms.
So, are we getting dragon!Linh? Because I am so here for dragon!Linh. At the very least, thereâs some connection between them. But thereâsâŚsomething else.
So, the messages from Oralie and Bronte are absurdly cryptic, and thatâs so fucking cool and I love it, but I really really want to dig into what theyâre saying now. So thatâs what Iâm gonna do!
Bronteâs message: Secrecy and redundancy compose the toolkit of those trying to hide. It takes a special someone to see the darkness in the world and not participate. Your infectious light is spreading.
Oralieâs message: Secrecy and redundancy compose the toolkit of those trying to hide. Play a melody for me, and tell me what it says. History will have something sweet to say about you.
And you (via Sophie) put a special focus on the words âinfectious lightâ and âhistoryâ.
And I will eat my boots if that is not connected to some grand underlying secret underneath the entire story. Now, given that these two are Councillors and have access to confidential files, and Bronte as old as dirt, and the focus on the word history, Iâm willing to bet thereâs some dark secret within elven history (shocker, I know) that somehow relates to all this monster business. Cause likeâŚitâs hard to make monsters! Itâs crazy that the Neverseen and whatever the new group is called have managed to make so many!
(And I haven't figure out the Secrecy and Redundancy part yet, but I will tell you when I think I may have understood it.)
And whatâs even weirder is how easy it was for Sophie and the rest of the kids to develop specific monster traits instead of just. Literally dying. And from weird potion mist, too.
Is there something about elves that allows them to turn into monsters? We know the monsters are unnatural, and when Iâve brought up the idea that elves are being turned into monsters you havenât really denied or confirmed it, just kind of skirted around the topic. And this could also be the reason the humans havenât been attacked by the monsters- the monsters are made of elves because elves areâŚsomehow compatible with whatever the Neverseen are doing, and they attack other mythical creatures because Iâm assuming they share traits similar enough to elves that the monsters have an interest in them.
But itâs also weird how Bronteâs letter (while actually being kind of a compliment, which I find so funny because it absolutely does not read like it, 100/10 characterization points) implies Sophie is spreading something, something infectious, and Iâm sure the usage of the word âlightâ isnât coincidence either.
Light is really important to elves, like really important, and it doesnât seem like something Bronte would say, either, what with hisâŚseeming respect for it (from how he acted when at the Point of Purity and journey back). Heâd more likely say something like âbraveryâ or âstrengthâ, given that (iirc) heâs even used those words to describe Sophie before. So thereâs something about the word light specifically that was important, and something about the light being infectous.
And now, elves are living underground. And the monsters were said to appear out of nowhere, too, justâŚout of the blue. Are the Neverseen using the light to create more monsters? What are the monsters for? Can they turn whatever theyâre doing off? Are the Council somehow aware of what the Neverseen is doing because they have access to lots of knowledge the main crew donât, and thatâs part of why they fled underground?
And whatâs the connection with the dragons?
(I nearly forgot about the dragons.)
From what youâve posted, you seem to really enjoy the part of dragons that is unknowable and out-of-reach, so much greater than pretty much every other creature in the world. And that also sounds like a way you could describe the void!
And if dragons could access the void, then that would explain how they appear and disappear so fast, and if they control weather that would be how the thunderstorms donât come in over the horizon, and simply just happen.
But what does it mean? Why did Marella go to them inâŚwhat chapter was it again? I canât remember. Why did Linh react to strongly to the dragon scales?
And Marella may have the wings, but Linh has the scales on her face (although iirc theyâre a different color to the one Sophie picked up, so I donât think itâs hers and I donât see why sheâd attack if it was), so is she a dragon as well? And if they are, are they different kinds of dragons? And since dragons are extremely territorial (from what weâve seen and can infer so far) is that going to create problems? Linh already reacted terribly to another scale, so if her and Marellaâs dragon instincts get worse, I can see how that would go terribly. Or is Linh a different kind of creature?
Thereâs justâŚso many thoughts. I barely got into any actual theories here, oops. But thatâsâŚmost of my thoughts for now. Hope you enjoyed? I know I personally enjoyed Chapter 11 immensely, thank you for this wonderful AU!
- pyro
woa this is a lot!! pyro!! i am speechless!! I am. I am ahhh!!! I'm glad the interactions felt natural, I was a little worried they'd feel too out of character but sometimes my need to let them mess around with each other takes over
those first four facts you've laid out do seem to be what I'm hinting at--whether you're correct though, I'll let you find out in later chapters. I have more to say about Bronte and Oralie's messages but I'll get to that later. also, I do have more planned for the dragons, which will be fun!!
will be entirely honest i forgot you all don't know what wings Linh has--but!! her connection to the dragons may be related to her wings! everyone has a pair of wings unique to them, so how that translates to her remains to be seen. Marella with the dragon wings and the interests may seem more obvious, but I think Linh is gonna have a lot more mysterious, confusing connection to the way everything works.
Now! onto Bronte and Oralie's messages!! these stumped me for a while because I needed them to be cryptic, but also riddle-like with some kind of meaning that sophie could figure out if she gave it enough thought. of course, as of chapter 11 she hasn't even tried to figure it out, but it's planted that seed in her mind
a cool thing that I just want to point out: there are a few lines throughout the au that i have taken the structure of directly of from the books and altered their wording. One of those was in a previous chapter where I took the "but her mind was stronger than her body" from book one and changed it. I don't remember exactly what i changed it into as it's been a while, but I know that's one of them. and i did it again in this chapter! if you remember the message Bronte had Mr. Forkle give Sophie, "It takes a special someone to see darkness inside of someone and not condemn them," that's the quote I based his unique portion of the message off of. Oralie's also has a meaning tied to an interaction with her, but it's not tied to a specific quote.
for the "infectious light," you are right, that does have a meaning, and it was important it was those exact words. what it turns out to be, however, may not be entirely what you're expecting. and then there's the "history will have something sweet to say about you" which is a little hint to Sophie, whenever she figures that one out. they are trying to send her a message but she needs to figure out what they're trying to say first!! also, the secrecy and redundancy part does have something more to it, but I'll let you continue theorizing about that one.
my apologies if i'm focusing on this part for too long, but I legit spent like half an hour trying to figure out how to word this to set up future scenes and reveals, so I want to share some of that process!
and it is curious how the elven world is the only one affected...
there's a lot of theories for why it was so easy for them to develop those features, maybe their minds adapt to abilities so suddenly that they're predisposed to other changes as well, or they go quicker. maybe it's fragile, guilty minds that enable them to be taken over by horrors like these, whereas humans are exposed to violence and guilt and grief on a daily basis. I might touch on this later in the chapters, so I don't want to spoil anything, but there so many possibilities!!
moving on to the dragons!! you're right, i do think very highly of dragons and like the inachievability of them in this context. they're not just mindless creatures, they're a lot more complex, as we saw with them having abilities like elves. Sophie doesn't know exactly what it was, but she thinks it was tied to the explosive sounds she heard and the change in the weather. and I could tie them to the void! if we going with intelligent creatures having access to the void (like silveny, though her intelligence is very different) then it would make sense to continue that pattern. and it could explain a few of the mysteries left behind after chapter 7 (6? i forget which one)
like i mentioned before, I do have more planned for the dragons, and that does involve both Linh and Marella specifically. so!! I think some of your questions will be answered in the upcoming chapters, but for now I can't exactly answer without spoiling. but! you are asking the right questions!! you are on the right track!!
and it wasnât exactly scales on linhs face, more they had they same pattern (the iridescent one) but I might've worded it weird so I can see where that came from. as for whether or not she's a dragon, the only thing I can tell you right now is that she doesn't have the exactly same wings as Marella, and i told you in chapter 9 (i think?) that she could easily hide them like Sophie, Wylie, and Biana. The whole mystery with the scale, however, is one of the things that i can't answer without spoiling, so I guess that tells you there's a lot more to that too.
i also have so many thoughts about the au and !! I loved reading all of yours!! I enjoyed it thoroughly!! chapter 11 may seem slower than some of the more action packed chapters, but it sets up a lot of the lore and background we'll need for future endeavors, so i'm glad you liked it!! I think i introduced a lot of questions in this one too...
I might've missed some of your points (there were a lot, which is excellent!!), so if there was something important I glossed over feel free to send another ask so I can go back over it!!
but thank you for reading this au!! talking about it motivates me to write more and make it more complex!! I mean, we're about 84,000 words in and I'm still going, so. there's a lot more to come!!
#when I first started writing it my goal was 15.000 words#and uh#we are a long ways past that#i've read novels shorter than this fic#and it's not even done#there's just so much I want to do with this world!!#ahhh!!#i loved this ask so much thank you pyro#you're insights are so cool and I love you're theories/thoughts#and I wish I could answer all of your questions but some of them would spoil!!#so just hang in there!!#we'll get there eventually!!#kotlc wings au#wings au asks#kotlc#shattered upside down#pyrokinetic-loser#long post#keeper of the lost cities#quil's queries#nonsie love
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Some of my own Danganronpa non-despair AU headcanons/imagines this time! (THH edition)
I was inspired, so I decided why not write down some headcanons/imagines/character adjustments for my Danganronpa non-despair AU! Iâm gonna be doing this as a series, starting with the THH characters, then the SDR2 characters, then the V3 characters (although I will mention characters from other games in my headcanons). Enjoy!
Makoto Naegi | čć¨čŞ
Heâd definitely lend a listening ear to whoever wanted to vent to him.
When he first comes to Hopeâs Peak, heâs such a fanboy over everyone
He has an inferiority complex and self worth issues because heâs surrounded by insanely talented students, but Sayaka and Kyoko quickly help him get over that
Heâs pretty good at keyboard, and plays alongside Sayaka a lot
He actually got noticed by Kaede, who offered to teach him, which obviously he was ecstatic about
Heâs the only one in Class 78th, and possibly all of Hopeâs Peak, who is neurotypical
Sayaka Maizono | čĺăăă
Her and Makoto are basically best friends
Sheâs still a total cinnamon roll, but she loves to play little pranks on the rest of Class 78th and have a good laugh over it
She, Ibuki, Leon and Kaede tried to form a music group together but they fell apart really quickly due to their different styles
She has a huge crush on Makoto, but sheâs afraid to admit it
Leon Kuwata | ćĄç°ććŠ
Heâs almost always the only one in class, just so he can avoid playing baseball
Ibuki taught him guitar and heâs been playing nonstop ever since
He *tries* to get along with Sayaka, but prefers hanging out with Ibuki since they almost always end up playing together
Everyone in Class 78 calls him the Ultimate Guitarist because... reasons
Toko Fukawa | č
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She doesnât have the weird thing for Byakuya in this au
She doesnât slut shame the girls either
Sheâs still really shy tho
She initially dislikes Hifumi for writing fanfic, but they eventually bond over their mutual love for writing
Sheâs also close with Tsumugi, and the two of them collaborated to write a book that was loosely based on Tsumugiâs favorite anime
Genocider Syo is friends with Sonia, but sheâs a bit put off by Soniaâs obsession with her and other serial killers
Kiyotaka Ishimaru | çłä¸¸ć¸
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Initially, the rest of the class shys away from him because he has a stick up his ass about the rules, but Mondo and Chihiro quickly befriend him
After a while, he loosens up a bit, but he never stops being the Ultimate Moral Compass
He tries to bond with the class by telling jokes, but heâs always super awkward with it and is usually unsuccessful
Heâs SUPER gullible â heâll believe anything anyone tells him, and you better believe Class 78 uses that to their advantage
Once, he dyed his hair white on a dare, and ended up liking it and kept it that way
He also tries to do impressions of his classmates (mostly Mondo) but, again, is painfully bad at it
Everyone actually finds these funny tho
Mondo Oowada | 大ĺç°ç´ĺ
He, surprisingly, likes to play card games, which everyone was shocked to find out
Except Celeste, who is fascinated by his interest
Heâs very protective of his friends, and will do anything for them
Especially Taka and Chihiro, his two best friends
Heâs an amazing hairstylist, and secretly loves to play with and style peopleâs hair
Everyone in all of Hopeâs peak knows to go to him for hair care tips and tricks
He also taught Chihiro how to ride a motorcycle the two of them rode around together a lot, until Taka ratted them out
He still hasnât forgiven Taka for that
Chihiro Fujisaki | ä¸äşĺ˛ĺĺ°
In this au, heâs a bit more open about his gender, but still has loads of insecurities
At first, heâs completely in the closet, but after rumors spread online about him being a boy, he decides to live as himself and goes to Mondo for help
Mondo became his first real friend to him because of this, and him (and eventually Sakura too) helped him become strong
Eventually, he became an honorary member of Mondoâs gang and would often hang out with them in his free time
His hidden talent is being a voice actor, but heâs super embarrassed to talk about it since heâs the Ultimate Programmer
His first voice role was in a video game he developed himself, which led some talent scouts to notice him
He eventually voiced in several anime and video games, some of which he also helped develop
Heâs almost as passionate about acting as he is about programming, but the only people he feels comfortable talking about it to are Hifumi and Tsumugi, who both become huge fans of his, and Mondo and Taka
When he found out Junko had created Monokuma, he was fascinated and offered to help her with ironing out all his kinks
He, Chiaki, Mukuro and Miu also created the Exisals in this au, for the sole reason of fooling around
Although, Chihiro himself was a bit intimidated by his creation at first, but after Tsumugi and Junko pressured him to try one out for himself, he fell in love
Yasuhiro Hagakure | čé 庡ćŻĺ
Heâs less of a dumbass in this AU, although he still has a tendency to get himself in sticky situations
Celeste and Hifumi played a prank on him by getting him to dress up in the Robo Justice suit and go around scaring people, but it backfired after Hiro fell down the stairs and broke his leg
Being the only one in the class who can, he often buys wine for Celeste and Mondo (and whoever asks, but only those two ever do)
He and Mondo use the same hair gel, so sometimes heâd take Mondoâs without knowing, which would lead to some awkward misunderstandings
Interestingly, he once predicted the world would end and theyâd all end up dead, but that never ended up happening
Thatâs where the â30% accurateâ thing came fromâ before that he was almost always right
He constantly makes jokes about being an old man (even though heâs only in his early twenties)
Hifumi Yamada | ĺąąç°ä¸äşä¸
Heâs no longer solely attracted to anime characters, but he still loves them very much
Heâs also nicer in this au
Heâs besties with Tsumugi, and they bond over their love of anime and fiction
Heâs also a huge fan of Chihiroâs, after he found out Chihiro was on the development team for his favorite game AND voiced two of his favorite anime characters
Low key has a crush on Celeste
Angie constantly makes jokes about how his first name is just âone two threeâ in Japanese
Whenever heâs watching an anime Chihiro was in, heâll hound him with questions about what it was like recording, which Chihiro doesnât mind because he doesnât get to talk about his voice work a lot
Someday he wants to write and direct his own anime, and Tsumugi and Toko give him a lot of writing tips
He formed a LARP group with Gundham, Tsumugi, Chihiro, Junko, and Kaito
Celestia Ludenberg
She doesnât treat Hifumi like a servant in this AU, but sheâs still mean af and has a superiority complex
She eventually revealed her true identity to the class after she got inspired by Chihiro, but it didnât change anything with her classmates
Except Hiro, who constantly made jokes about them having the same name, much to Celesteâs annoyance
She occasionally brings Grand Bois ChĂŠri Ludenberg to school with her, but she doesnât let anyone except Hifumi, Sonia and Gundham pet him
She high-key has a crush on Sonia
She doesnât actually know how to do her own hair, so she has to get Mondo to do it for her
Sakura Oogami | 大çĽăăă
She and Tenko become friends SO QUICKLY because of their shared passion for martial arts
Sheâs still friends with Aoi tho
The three of them hang out together a lot
She and Tenko developed a new form of martial arts combining Neo-Aikido and Sakuraâs own style, which they named the Oogami Method
Junko bullied her because of her ripped uniform, but after she explained that nothing would fit her, Junko offered to have one made for her
Kyoko Kirigiri | é§ĺéżĺ
She and Shuichi are very close, obviously
She gives Shuichi a lot of pointers on improving his investigative skills, and they work together often to solve cases
She and Makoto still become close, but their friendship is overshadowed by her and Shuichiâs
She notices this after a while, and makes a concerted effort to spend more time with Makoto
Sheâs less distant in this AU, but she still tries not to show her emotions
Her hair is naturally black in this AU, she dyed it purple after she lost a bet (with Celeste)
Aoi Asahina | ććĽĺĽčľ
In this AU, she doesnât just love donuts, but she loves all sweets
She was a fan of Junkoâs before coming to Hopeâs Peak, and the two of them became friends quickly
She and Akane are also close, and everyone jokes that theyâre sisters, though in reality they arenât
She once got recruited by Kaito to be in a play his class was putting on, but sheâs such a terrible actor that they gave her part to Junko
She once walked in on Junko and Mukuro testing out Monokuma for the first time, and they were super freaked out, but Aoi was fascinated and wanted to try controlling him
Mukuro was against it, but Junko was cool with it, so she got to in the end
Byakuya Togami | ĺçĽç˝ĺ¤
He and Makoto are both obsessed with true crime, and the two of them actually become friends because of that
They both love digging into Hopeâs Peakâs files and his familyâs files to find mysteries they could try and solve
Sonia joins them a lot too
He unofficially became the classâs French teacher after they found out he was fluent
Heâs nicer in this au, and heâs kind of the dad of the class
When the Imposter was impersonating him, the two of them got into a little mini-war over who was the superior Togami (Twogami surprisingly won that war, albeit barely)
Mukuro Ikusaba | ćŚĺăăă
Sheâs away from Hopeâs Peak A LOT, usually doing soldier things
When she is at Hopeâs Peak, she spends most of her time either developing new weapons or looking after Junko
Sheâs usually the one who has to clean up after Junkoâs shenanigans, even though she partakes in them herself
She helps Junko with a lot of her projects, but usually she ends up working on her own things while Junko does her thing
Despite this, she loves working with her sister when she gets the chance
Her proudest achievement is the Exisals, even though she collaborated with Chihiro, Chiaki and Miu to create them
Junko Enoshima | ćąăĺłśçžĺ
While sheâs obviously not Ultimate Despair in this au, sheâs still very chaotic and loves causing shenanigans and playing (mostly) harmless pranks
Sheâs friends with Sayaka and Kokichi because of this (both she and Sayaka are members of D.I.C.E. too)
She still puts on different personas, but she does it as a joke
Sheâs actually a very good actress, and she loves to act, but just like Chihiro, that gets overshadowed by her Ultimate talent
She loves to build and create things, just like her sister, which is why she created Monokuma
She uses Monokuma for her pranks a lot
Sometimes she goes through severe depressive episodes where she doesnât have the energy to leave her home, but she usually uses Monokuma as a sort of telepresence unit so she can still talk to her friends
At first, no one knew that Monokuma was her, but Aoi ended up spilling the beans
She also learned animation from Ryota, and wants to make an anime starring her, Kaito, Tsumugi, Chihiro, Mukuro and Hajime
She loves to share her projects with her friends, and often lets other people control Monokuma or model for her
She gets hurt a LOT, and usually Mikan has to care for her
Her proudest achievement is replacing the Exisalsâ weapons with water guns (even though Mukuro did most of the work)
They actually decided to leave them like that afterwards, since the Exisals were only ever used by her friends to mess around in
She suffers from PTSD, and part of that is recurring nightmares that the world ended and all her friends were forced to kill each other
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BotW Link X Zelda
Rating: M
Word Count: 4.5k
WARNINGS: suggestive themes, implied sex
Summary: Ten long years after her return to the land of the living, the queen of Hyrule takes her first steps out of her comfort zone with her groomâs hand in hers.
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âTighter.â
I suffered through my struggle to breathe as my ladyâs maid tightened my corset to its limits. This was for an occasion that would occur once and never again. If ever had there been a time when Iâd needed to look my absolute best, it was now.
My eyes constantly kept returning to the clock on the wall. There was only one hour left before the ceremony was scheduled to commence. I wasnât even at the Temple of Time, and yet I already felt close to fainting. I looked in the mirror, and I still had the waist width of an obese hynox. âHonestly, canât you make it any tighter?â I snapped.
âYour Majesty, please try to remain calm,â pleaded one of my maids. I nodded; she was right. I was really letting my stress get the best of me. âMy deepest apologies if Iâm speaking out of line, but, ehm...I feel it necessary to mention something that your lover spoke to us about.â
When had Link possibly found the time to seek out my own group of personal attendants to tell them something? âNot at all. Go on.â
âYes. He told us to put your comfort at the highest priority rather than your appearance. He said, quote, âToday means more to us than any other day of our lives up until now, so itâs imperative that her memory of it is not plagued by discomfort.â He was quite insistent about it, I tell you.â
My heart fluttered. It was just like him to go out of his way like that for my sake. I swallowed my pride. âVery well.â
âWould you like me to loosen your corset then?â
âYes, please,â I heaved. âThank you.â
Iâd recently been blessed with the rare opportunity to be freed from my royal responsibilities for a few days. This was something that only happened for me once or perhaps twice a year. Luckier still, Link had managed to secure a week-long leave from his duties as general of the Calamity Defence Brigade in conjunction with my time off. Since it had been ages since weâd had the chance, we decided to go on a proper adventure like weâd used to in the days when our kingdom had still been in its early stages of restoration. I suggested we spend our few days of freedom in Kakariko Village to pay a long overdue visit to our old friends who lived there, and he proposed that we set out on a hiking trip as well just to make things more exciting and to get outside for a change.
However, Iâd neglected to discern that âhiking trip,â in Linkish, translated to âlong and arduous climb up a near vertical mountain range.â It was now an hour or so past midnight, and the two of us were making our way up the side of the cliff just south of Lanayru Road. As one might expect from someone whoâs spent roughly the last half decade cooped up in the castle and filling out scroll after scroll of political documents, I was remarkably out of shape. My partner, however, was just as full of energy as heâd been in those olden days, scrambling up the rocky hills with ease. Even by the time weâd reached a level where he was able to stand and walk, I was still trudging along on all fours, barely able to carry my own weight. The gracious gentleman he was, he offered to carry me on his back for a ways when he saw what a sad state I was in.
Not long after Iâd recovered strength enough to walk on my own, I started to feel a chill in the air. It was already quite cold to begin with on account of the high altitude, but now my snowquill tunic was beginning to fail me. I stiffened, watching my breath come out in billowing puffs of fog. With Link just a few steps ahead, he looked over his shoulder and came to a stop, nearly causing me to walk straight into him. He smiled mysteriously.
I turned in the direction he faced and spotted the cause of the sudden drop in temperature. In the distance, but steadily drawing nearer, was none other than the spirit Naydra. My eyes probably looked like they were ready to pop out of my skull in that moment.
Before I could fully grasp the situation, heâd already begun retrieving his paraglider from his bag, which heâd propped up against one of the monumental stone pillars dotting the hillside. âHold onto me.â He held his hand out, holding both handles of the glider in the other. The dragon of ice and snow continued her rapid approach. âZelda, quickly!â I rushed to his side. He hooked his arm around my waist, and I clung to him tightly by his shoulders.
âLink, are you sure thisâahh!â
A biting gust of wind came our way, and then the feeling of solid earth beneath my feet vanished.
I cried out in terror as he and I were swept upward. Iâd used a paraglider beforeâI even had one of my ownâbut Iâd never considered the thought of sharing one with another. And yet, to my surprise, we were still alive. I summoned the courage to open my eyes, and the moment I did, I was mesmerized.
Naydra was gliding around the two of us, encapsulating us in a vortex created by her flowing, river-like body that shined in a brilliant array of colours the likes of which Iâd never beheld up close before. Silently, I gazed up at Link, whose cheeks were coral-coloured from the cold and whose locks danced about his face in the breeze. He wore the serene expression of one whoâd had many a chance to experience this sort of thing, but was still just as awestruck as heâd been the first time. Despite the arctic winds nipping at me constantly through my clothes, feeling his arm around my waist holding me fast to his familiar frame filled me to the brim with a tangible sense of warmth and safety.
Naydra guided us with her winds to the top of the stone pillar, and I relaxed at the feeling of the ground beneath me, which was covered in iridescent blue flowers of all different kinds. The spirit of wisdom looked at us with respect in her ancient eyes. Linkâs arm stroked up and down my back passively, still wrapped around my waist. Her icy breath touched my face gently and gracefully before she turned and disappeared into the sky.
âZelda...?â
I turned around in his hold and bumped noses with him on accident, making us both crack a smile. I hadnât quite finished laughing when he cupped my face and touched his lips to mine. Our embrace lasted an age. A symphony of strings had burst into song deep within my heart. It almost felt like weâd left the ground again as the sound of the wind caressing the flora flew into my ears.
When we parted, he touched his forehead softly to my own. I mirrored his blissful smile, whispering an, âI love you,â and laying my palm over his hand which rested against my cheek.
âI love you,â he echoed. Behind him, the sky was awash with tears of the Goddesses. Down below, the lights of the village shined just as brilliantly. I no longer felt any hint of the cold.
Link let go of me and knelt down on one knee. He then reached into his pouch and pulled out a small box, which he opened to reveal a ring. My hand flew up to my parted lips.
âWill you be my wife?â
My eyes became damp with tears. Of course, there was only one answer.
âYes.â
Six tireless months of preparation had passed, and the ceremony was now underway. My whole body was more tense than the string of a bow. After an eternity of holding my breath as I waited outside in my carriage, watching the parade of participants walk one by one through the temple doors, my moment had arrived. I made my way up to the looming Doors of Time, and I peered in to see a grand sanctuary decked from one end to the other with stunning floral decor courtesy of Magda, a lovely lady Link had introduced me to with a passion for gardening and flower arrangement. At the far end on either side of the Goddess statue were our bridesmaids and groomsmen all standing in a row. At Her feet stood the priest and, in front of him, my soon-to-be husband whose jaw had dropped to the floor at the sight of me in my full regalia.
I tried my best to keep breathing normally whilst I took in the vast number of attendees filling up the main floor and the gallery through my peripheral vision. They were all trusted friends of ours, of course. However, my level of acquaintanceship with them did not change the fact that most were important figures of society who had high expectations of me, the queen of Hyrule. It was with this in mind that I held my head high, staying vehemently focused on my posture and the way I put each foot in front of the other as I walked down the carpeted aisle.
I held my bouquet in one hand and lifted the skirt of my dress with the other as I ascended the stairs leading to the altar, my train trailing gracefully behind me. I took my place beside Link and turned to face him, allowing him to remove my veil. It was subtle, but Iâd without a doubt caught his lips forming the word, âBreathtaking.â I wanted to comment on how he looked equally as stunning in his regal, ivory attire accented by the various bits of gold decorating him from head to toe, but Iâd save that for later.
At this time, the priest opened with the customary âDearly Belovedâ speech. I spotted the blur of court painter Pikangoâs brush out of the corner of my eye. Although photographs were commonplace nowadays, Iâd requested that he do a small-scale portrait of the ceremony with the reason being simply that Link and I were fond of his paintings.
Once the priestâs heartwarming introduction had reached its end, he looked to us and requested that we declare our vows to one and other. Weâd worked out ahead of time that Link would go first. Yet if I could have predicted the true depth and authenticity of the words that were about to pass his lips, I would have taken the lead, for his vows would set the standard for my own far, far above what I could possibly meet.
âMy dear Zelda,â he began in earnest,
âI still often find myself looking back on the days when I knew nothing but the sweet sound of your voice. In those days that I spent scouring the land for little scraps of my life from one hundred and ten years ago, the thought of seeing your face with my own eyes and hearing your voice with my own ears was what gave me comfort during sleepless nights. I may never regain most of my memories of our past relationship, but that no longer bothers me, because since then, I have made countless precious memories with you that I will cherish for the rest of my life. Like the time we spent living in our little house in Hateno Village, where every morning I would make us breakfast while youâd try and think up new ways to use me as a test subject for your research.â
This earned a collective chuckle from the audience and put a crooked smile on my face as I tried not to laugh.
âAlthough I said, âYes,â when you first asked if I still loved you despite everything, I didnât realize just how many things about you that I would later discover and fall in love with one by one: your brilliant mind, your kind and affectionate heart, and the true depth of your inextinguishable passion, just to name a few. These past years that Iâve spent by your side are what have shaped me into the man standing before you now. My hope for the future, as well as my promise to you, is that we will continue to set out on new adventures and forge new memories together for the rest of our days as husband and wife.â
To say his words had hit me straight in the heart would be an arrant understatement. It was all I could do to hold myself back from prematurely tossing my bouquet over my shoulder and kissing him to death right then and there. Instead, however, I retained my composure and proceeded to recite what I had prepared.
âLink,
âAs you may have noticed, we are surrounded by silent princess flowers, a once rare breed that hadnât yet found a place to thrive amongst civilization a century ago, but has now flourished into a prospering species that can be seen from every window in this beautiful kingdom of ours. Now, since I know youâre already renowned for your role as the hero of Hyrule, Iâll talk about something a little more personal between you and me. And that something is that youâre not just a hero to Hyrule, but even more so to me. For as long as Iâve known you, youâve never once left my side willfully and Iâve always been able to rely on you in times of need. Itâs thanks solely to your undying support over the years that my dream of taking a fallen nation and rebuilding it into something greater than ever before has since blossomed into reality.â
It was around then when I looked up to see tears forming in his eyes. He nodded curtly, urging me to continue.
âI promise to be there for you whenever youâre being too hard on yourself, and to turn to you for guidance when I do the same. I promise to remind you, when you lose sight of who you are, that you are perfect in every way no matter how many doubts you may have. I promise to always make time to spend with you, and to respect your need to be alone at times. And above all, I promise to you absolute love and trust, for although today marks the start to the rest of our lives together, I know it will not be enough time to spend with you.â
Linkâs face was fixed in a sentimental smile that mirrored my own. Heâd managed to hold back his tears, but it was clear to see how moved he was. Glancing around the room, I realized he and I werenât the only ones who had gotten emotional.
With that, the time came for us to exchange rings and join hands.
âLink, please place Zeldaâs ring on her fourth finger.â I raised my hand out, and he held it with the utmost care while he slipped the ring onto my extended finger. âDo you, Link, take Zelda to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, in the good times and the bad, treating her as your equal for as long as you both shall live?â
He never took his eyes off me as he gave his answer. âI do.â
âZelda, please place Linkâs ring on his fourth finger.â I did as instructed, glad to hear the priest drop the honourifics for the occasion like Iâd asked. Linkâs ring fit perfectly on his slim, calloused finger as I put it on for him. âDo you, Zelda, take Link to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, in the good times and the bad, treating him as your equal for as long as you both shall live?â
âI do.â
âVery good.â The priest closed his tome and placed it under his arm. âWith that, by the power vested in me by the Goddess Hylia, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may seal your vows with a kiss.â
Of course, we couldnât just stay in our current positions and have a light, chaste kissâabsolutely not.
Link just had to set fire to all established formalities by sweeping me off my feet and dipping me almost to the point where I was parallel with the floor. Only then did he dive in for the kiss. Roaring applause ensued. Flower petals showered down from above. In the midst of all the excitement, I couldâve sworn I heard a stifled chuckle before someone mumbled the word, ââSeal,ââ under their breath.
During the procession following the ceremony, my subjectsâsoon to be our subjectsâwere all lined up along the route to the castle, waiting to get a glimpse of the newlywed royal couple in their specially fashioned horse-drawn carriage. Upon arriving at our destination, the butterflies in my stomach began fluttering up a storm when I noticed the throngs of people that had gathered. For years, Iâd hesitated announcing our relationship to the public for fear of their disapproval. But seeing their smiling faces and hearing their joyous cheers from the balcony filled me with hope. On top of that, the proud smile worn by my husband as he waved to the crowd from beside me was infectious.
The reception was spectacular, which only made it all the more terrifying. For the whole of the afternoon, the castle grounds were open to the lucky winners of a raffle that people from all over the world had been given the opportunity to participate in. To kick it off, Link and I each gave a brief speech encouraging guests to make merry and celebrate to their heartsâ content. From then on, the great hall was alive with music coupled by the din of friendly conversation, and every so often, the names and titles of new arrivals would be announced from the main entrance.
My aversion to large social gatherings like this was no secret to Link. If not for royal traditions, we both wouldâve preferred to have a nice, simple wedding in the countryside and to keep our invitations limited to a select few of our closest friends. Even so, he would not accept my perfectly appropriate inclination to simply preside over the festivities from my throne. Instead, when people were beginning to partner up in the middle of the ballroom, he dragged me down one of the soaring flights of stairs by force straight into the heart of the crowd. Everything came to an abrupt halt. My stomach sank. Link, clearly pleased as punch to be the centre of attention, bowed and offered me his hand as if to say, âMay I have this dance?â
Given that all eyes were now glued to us, I was left with no choice but to digress and take his hand. The moment he drew me closer and placed his other hand on my waist, the orchestra raised their instruments and began playing, which prompted the dancers to begin dancing. The tumult of twirling and sidestepping and switching of partners that then ensued had my head spinning.
At some point when Link and I were back in each otherâs arms amidst the whirlpool of dancers, weâd gravitated toward the rim of the ballroom floor where a few steps led up to an expanse of tables and chairs beyond which stood a doorway leading outside. My partner was looking around the room with intent. I glanced over my shoulder to see whatever he had seen, but I was swept off to the side as soon as my head was turned.
Half of me was filled with relief to be away from prying eyes as I followed him to Hylia knew where. The other half was filled with doubt that our absence would go unnoticed for long. And the second half was prevailing over the first. He didnât answer any of my continuous demands to know just where he was taking me. All he did was continue along on his happy-go-lucky way. Perhaps even he didnât know where he was going.
We hadnât gotten far when weâd reached a small pavilion overlooking the castle gardens. He turned to face me with a worrying glint in his eye. âWait, what are you doing?â He gripped my shoulders. âLinkââ
Before I could get another word out, he backed me up into the banister and began slowly ravishing my mouth. I gave into him, my fingers weaving themselves into his modestly groomed locks out of habit. He drew away sooner than Iâd anticipated, and my eyes fluttered open.
âKissing my wife,â he finally answered, flashing that charming smile of his. My shoulders shook a little in laughter as I pulled him in for another kiss. He crooned happily, taking me by the waist. His hands roamed across the bodice of my gown, feeling every little intricacy embroidered onto its surface. âI must say,â he muttered, âI couldnât have imagined something thatâd make you look so gorgeous.â
âWell, you really have the tailors to thank for all this,â I blushed, playing with the pleats of my elegant skirt. âIâm quite pleased with their work myself.â
âWhile it looks magnificent on you, darling,â he began, running a finger under where it scooped up and cupped my breasts, âI am looking forward to seeing you take it off later this evening.â
I pushed him away gently. âStop it. Someone could hearâah!â He grabbed my behind through my dress, without warning.
âSorry,â he lied, snickering. âI just canât help myself around you.â He gave me a quick kiss to the temple. I glowered at him, praying heâd get the message that this wasnât funny to me anymore, but he paid no mind as he bent down and started hiking my skirt up my leg. My face burned as hot as the touch of his fingertips trailing up the skin of my thigh. I looked around frantically for anyone we mightâve been in plain sight of.
âLink,â I whined, âfor the love of the Goddessesââ
âHey, does anyone see the newlyweds about?â He and I both froze at Prince Sidonâs jolly and boisterous tones booming all the way from the great hall. âI figure itâs about time to roll out some old Hyrulian traditions!â
The next thing I knew, I was sat on a big throne that had been set up in the dead centre of the ballroom, and my groom was kneeling at my feet with an utterly victorious smirk on his face. Kass and the other musicians had stopped playing. All of the guestsâevery single one as well as some staff membersâhad gathered in front of us. I cursed Sidon under my breath, making Linkâs grin grow wider. Everyone was cheering and whistling like they were watching the semiannual shield surfing tournament. I laughed halfheartedly, feeling humiliation sinking in.
With no hesitation, Link raised my right leg over his shoulder and ducked his head under my dress. I didnât have time to react before I felt him nip gently at my inner thigh. I jumped, biting back a yelp. The audience hollered out in excitement. The ten seconds or so that it then took him to take my garter between his teeth and inch it along the length of my leg seemed like a century. When he emerged, he looked up at me with a sultry gaze that made my blood boil.
With the garter still in his mouth, he stood up and tossed it over his shoulder like a dog with a stick. This did me in. I erupted into uncontrollable bouts of laughter, and Link and the rest of the audience followed suit. Regrettably I was too hysterical to notice who had caught it.
The rest of the reception went on without a hitch. Immediately following Linkâs grandiose display of shamelessness, I performed the long-awaited throwing of the bouquet. This time I remembered to take note of the catcher; it was none other than Impaâs granddaughter, Paya, whose complexion had taken on a shade similar to that of her Sheikah facial markings. After that, there were one or two more traditions that needed to be taken care of, such as the cutting of the cake. Link and I had to be given a ladder to stand on in order for us to be able to reach the top tier. Even so, the amount of effort needed was befitting of the delectable prize waiting for me at the end. My lovely husband even offered to feed me the fruits and berries off of his slice, and who would I have been to decline his generosity?
A short while later, I was out on the dance floor again. Compared to before, I was feeling a great deal more relaxed as I mingled with the the many, many partygoers.
Then I heard the thunderous crack of an explosion.
I looked out through the great hallâs lofty windows and witnessed the shimmering hues of fireworks painting the night sky. My plans for them had completely slipped my mind. By the time theyâd begun, many people had already made their way outside. I scanned the room for Link and, upon spotting him, asked my current dance partner to excuse me and made my way over to him. Then he followed me to the balcony where weâd enjoy the show for as long as it would last, until the clock struck midnight and the celebration was drawn to a close.
The night had already progressed into the small hours of morning when my husband and I had made it back to our shared quarters. Our lavish ensembles were folded neatly away inside a box in our wardrobe, probably never to be worn again. Iâd never revelled so much in the sensation of lying down on my bed and feeling all the tension in my body melt away. What a day it had been.
âI love you.â Linkâs voice was low and warm as his fingertips combed delicately through the roots of my hair.
âI love you too,â I smiled, idly tracing each of the scars littering his chest one by one. âBe honest. How long did it take you to write those vows?â
He donned a prideful grin, saying, âMade them up on the spot.â
âI said, âBe honest,ââ I giggled, giving him a light shove.
âI am! Itâs the truth!â And yet his ear-to-ear grin did little to back up his claim.
âReally?â I gave him an incredulous look, which he challenged with a raise of his brow. âWell, I, for one, wrote out draft after draft and spent hours of my precious time memorizing and rehearsing them.â
âI figured as much,â he chided into my neck. A chill raced through my blanketed body followed by another bubbly laugh.
I rolled my eyes. âIf you are telling the truth and you really did improvise that whole thing, then...I admit, Iâm impressed.â
âAm I not brilliant?â
âOh, yes,â I smiled, craning my neck to kiss his jawline. Then with a slight yawn as I laid my head back down on his shoulder, âAbsolutely.â
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January 24, 2021: Speed Racer (2008) (Part 1)
Car Action Weekend Concludes!
Anime! As Iâm sure Tumblr is aware, Japanâs most famous television format has spread far and wide, especially in the United States. It started on American TV with Astro Boy in 1963. A few series premiered after that, but one of the series that made the biggest splash was a little show about a boy, his girlfriend, his friend, his father, his little brother, and his little brotherâs chimpanzee.
Oh, also cars or something.
Mach GoGoGo, AKA Speed Racer in the USA, was a classic series about car racing, with wacky enemies, crazy cars, and about a yearâs worth of runtime. Still, it lasted for YEARS, to the extent that I remember watching it at some point in the early 2000s! But I didnât grow up with it. The Wachowskis, however, might have.
Oh yeah, itâs THESE gals. Directors and creators of the Matrix, the Wachowskis were looking to direct a more family-friendly movie, and hopped onto a Speed Racer adaptation thatâd been in development for years. Since 1992, Warner Bros had been trying to bring the enigmatic racecar driver to life, with Johnny Depp as the lead...in 1995.Â
He left, though, and actors Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Shia LaBeouf, and Zac Efron would be considered over the years. For the director, Julien Temple, Gus Van Sant, Alfonso Cuaron, and Hype Williams were recommended. Eventually, though, the Wachowskis would accept the job, and Emile Hirsch was brought into the project, alongside a surprising cast. But, weâll get there.Â
So why Speed Racer for this month? Why not save this for Sports November? Or, better yet, why watch this at all? Honestly...I wanted to do this one. Mostly because in recent years, itâs become controversial with reviewers and critics. Why? Well, lets get into it, rather than explain here! SPOILERS AHEAD!!!
Recap
Speed Racer - yes, Speed Racer (Emile Hersch), that is his ACTUAL NAME - is awaiting an upcoming race, when we get a glimpse into his past. A distracted kid at school, much to the dismay of his mother, Mom (Susan Sarandon), heâs not doing great at school, thinking only about races and his brother, Rex (Scott Porter).
In a legitimately neat touch, he daydreams being in a race, with the original Speed Racer theme song playing in the background. His daydream is bright and colorful, and looks like itâs drawn by a little kid. Which is funny, because the entire movie has a cartoon aesthetic, it turns out.
Weâll see if I get used to THAT. He gets in the car with Rex, and they go to the RIDICULOUS racetrack, holy shit. Itâs like Mario Kart in here. From the track, we transition to the modern day. The world is watching, as Speed Racer tears up the track, and also as I GET A SEIZURE GAAAAAAAAH. This is an insanely colorful world with some very confusing and complicated visuals. This movie is...something, thatâs for sure.
During the race, we find out that something happened to Rex 8 years ago, during which Rex set the track record. We also meet his girlfriend, Trixie (Christina Ricci), father, Pops (John Goodman), brother Spritle (Pauline Litt), and...chimpanzee, Chim Chim (Willy and Kenzie, interchangeably, YES I CREDITED THE CHIMPS). Speed Racer. I keep forgetting that this is Speed Racer.
More flashbacks to the past show us how Trixie and Speed met, as well as a STRAIGHT UP MURDER ATTEMPT WHAT
Whoof; cutthroat business, that racing stuff. Rex leaves Racer Motors as a result, and leaves Speed his car, apparently turning to the dark side by taking out other racers with increasingly dirty tactics. This lasted until a brutal crash that apparently killed him. But, if you know your Speed Racer mythos even a little...
Back to the race, where Speed is about to beat his brotherâs record, but purposely slows down just enough. In any case, he wins the race, as a shadowy figure that totally isnât his alive brother watches on.
The next morning, the family, Trixie, and road manager Sparky (Kick Gurry) are having breakfast. Theyâre interrupted by E.P. Arnold Royalton, esq. (Roger Allam), an executive whoâs come to recruit Speed, proposing to act as a sponsor for not just Speed, but for Racer Motors. While Pops isnât inclined to sign up with a big company, Royaltonâs offer is intriguing enough for them to go to MY EYES!!!!
OH CHRIST MY EYES WHAT THE HELL
OK, look, this film is gorgeous, and also looks like Robert Rodriguezâs imagination vomited all over the screen. Seriously, I appreciate the artistry here, but...OW. And this ENTIRE SEQUENCE is an exercise in my visual tolerance for 2008-era graphics and ridiculously bright colors.
The Racers are taken for a dizzying journey through Royalton Industries, and my entire brain is melting, God. After the tour, Pops tells Royalton that, while his money intimidates him, heâs open to an alliance between RI and Racer Motors. And then, we transition from the bright and poppy world of Royalton Industries, to -Â
YO WHAT??? Talk about a complete opposite tone! This crime boss, Cruncher Block (John Benfield), is beating and torturing a driver, Taejo (Rain), and heâs pretty obviously bloodied. Before feeding Taejoâs hands to his pet CGI piranhas (yes, really), theyâre interrupted. Also, did I mention that this office is INSIDE OF A MOVING TRUCK WHAT.
The intruder is the mysterious Racer X (Matthew Fox), who takes down their battle truck with his carâs weaponry. And I gotta say, this is a neat, if extremely wacky, battle sequence. Cruncher throws Taejo out of the truck, only for Racer X to save him and try to recruit him to stop Cruncher. He might be a bit of a vigilante, it would seem.
While Speed and Trixie have a romantic getaway - which is spoiled by an intruding Spritle and Chim Chim - a shady deal between Royalton and a competitor is taking place, revealing that he isnât entirely on the up-and-up. The next day, Speed meets with Royalton, thinking on signing the contracts. He decides not to, citing an interaction with his father from shortly after Rexâs death, and stating that he couldnât abandon his family like that.
Royaltonâs not very happy about that, though, and taps into his inner Tim Curry something FIERCE. He monologues on the invention of the modern racing league, as well as the financial implications of races through history. In other words, racingâs about power and money, and he reveals that races like the Grand Prix are rigged from the get-go. And SMACK-DAB in the middle of that villain monologue:
A sugar high. The editing of this film is hyperactive, I swear. Forgot to mention that Spritle and Chim Chim snuck into RI with Speed to steal candy - yes, really - and discover that the cars being built by RI have dirty tricks literally built in. Speed turns Royalton down, and Royalton tells him that Speed wonât win or even place in the next race, which we cut to immediately.
Taejo from earlier is racing, and gets in a crash that he somehow survives? Speed also crashes and loses, as predicted by Royalton, which destroys the Mach 6. This leads to Racer Motors being sued for copyright infringement, disgracing them in the media. He also speaks to Ben Burns (Richard Roundtree), one of his racing heroes, and finds out that his classic race was indeed rigged in his failure. This, of course, breaks Speedâs racing spirit.
After a pep talk from Mom, Racer Motors gets a visit from Racer X and Inspector Detector (Benny Furmann), who ask Speed for help. Taejoâs asked them for help, but only if Racer X and Speed help. Unfortunately, the race is on the same dangerous track that Rex died on. However, if they win, it will cause trouble for the crime boss Crusher and his secret ally, Royalton. While Pops fiercely objects, Speed goes in secret, with Trixie as support.
Speed finally wears the classic Speed Race outfit while in the classic car, they go to the race track, and I STROKE OUT AGAIN GODDAMIVWHBROVQJQ
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And somehow THIS IS ONLY HALF OF THE GODDAMN MOVIE. See you in Part 2!
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dandelion ⤠hwang hyunjin
â genre : strangers to lovers!au; fluff; angst
â word count : 12,2k.
â warning : explicit languageÂ
â summary : itâs funny how youâve been second-guessing every single thing in life to the T but the only thing you didnât just happens to be running after a total stranger named Hwang Hyunjin.
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âAnd that, my friend, is the end of the chapter. See, that wasnât so hard, you just need to pay more attention to the details.â Minho shuts his textbook closed and grins at you from your laptop screen.Â
Your typical Monday starts with online school and ends with Lee Minho since your non-existent brain cells furiously agree to comprehend zero ounce of what your teacher rambled about accounting. Being the sly snake that he is, Minho âkindlyâ offered you a weekly tutor session with him. Kindly, that is. And you simply cannot see that specific word in his less than appropriate vocabulary when all he did for the past ninety minutes was repeating the same damn things that your teacher did last week.Â
You groan rather quietly. âHow am I supposed to pay more attention to them when theyâre so fucking small ?â And you donât even have to think twice to see that smug smile appearing on your friendâs face.Â
One that pops up whenever heâs clinging onto Han Jisungâs back like the sloth that he is, one that also occurs when heâs mentally prepare himself to clapping back at you with the most obnoxious yet witty comment thatâs gonna make you wanna jump through the laptop screen and strangle him until he begs you to stop.
âWell, arenât you being unreasonable ?â Minho tuts. âIn fact, the smallest details are by far the most important.â You canât help but scowl when heâs talking all calmly in his wisdom glory as if heâs Sherlock Holmes and youâre John Waston, running after him from one place to another as he keeps lecturing you and acting all mysterious with his stupid deerstalker.Â
As if heâs asking you to examine a dead body with grand conclusions and spits at you afterwards âNice one John, you missed every single essential detail thatâd give us a lead, again.â A stark contrast compared to when heâs yelling and running around spontaneously. Tsk, so unnecessary.Â
You feel a rush of air rising up in your rib cage as you cough harshly into the sleeves of your shirt. âAlrightâ smartie pants, how about youâ go find Han and just makeâ out on Changbinâs expensive leather couch, yeah ?â You say between coughs, hand reaching for the oxygen tubes thatâs carelessly thrown on the side of your bed.Â
The boys always come over to Changbinâs place for a movie night every Monday. You believe that theyâre planning on seeing the sequel of âJumanjiâ to switch it up instead of watching Woojinâs sappy dramas. How fitting.Â
Minho pouts. âCome on sour patch, donât be mad. I didnât mean to point out how much of a dumbass you are.â And itâs no doubt that those words of his are dripping with sarcasm and fake empathy. Heâs too predictable at this point.Â
Normal people would have freaked out to see their friend choking on air like this but itâs been countless times since Minho saw you hacking up lungs and had people yelling at him âWhy the fuck are you just standing there ? Sheâs dying !â But truthfully, you do that all the time and he just doesnât want to waste a single chance to at least make fun of you.
You sneer at him. âHold your fucking tongue, you hypocrite.â As you put on the oxygen tubes and loop them around the rim of your ears, you breath adjusts itself slowly and steadily until you donât sound like a drowning donkey again.Â
âWhatever Y/N, I hope you donât fail Parkâs accounting class because thatâd ruin my reputation.â Minho rolls his eyes dramatically as if the scene heâs just caused wasnât dramatic enough in the first place. âDo you have the slightest idea of what I was trying to teach you for the past hour and a half ?â He asks semi-seriously because no matter how passionate he is about pestering you, you failing a subject because of him is the last thing he wants to go home with on his conscience.Â
âNope.â You beam.Â
Minho closes his eyes and takes in a sharp breath. Heâs trying so hard not to scream out loud right now, such an amusing sight. âItâs fine, itâs fine.â He repeats after himself, sounding more like heâs trying to prevent himself from exploding rather than comforting you about your stupidity. âWe can just start over, Iâll just make a quick summary and you try to do the assignments by yourself after this, okay ?âÂ
âFine.âÂ
And as Minho starts blabbering about the mere basics of accounting, the door swings open to reveal Jackson - your nurse - whoâs pushing a cart full of medications inside your room, the wheels screeching against the tiled floor. âHaving fun with maths again, I see.â Jackson comments with a mischievous smile.Â
âHey Jackson !â Minho inquires innocently. They both used to share a room when Jackson was still in college. Not to mention, he was good friends with 3racha and made dope music for Minhoâs auditions. So you can say that Minhoâs technically allowed to fanboy a little over your nurse. âYou best believe that Y/N has been doing the most to comprehend what I was saying since she just appreciates me so much.âÂ
Jackson cackles loudly, too loudly for the sake of being in a hospital. Heâs lucky that they spent a good amount of cold, hard cash to make the walls soundproof. âJust bear with her until freshman year is over. Donât pick on the sick kid, thatâs not very nice.â And now all you want to do is to put both of their heads on a stick because you know that having both Jackson Wang and Lee Minho in the same conversation is equivalent to the definition of âoneself against the worldâ. Because Jackson too, acts like an old bitchy cat and loves to laugh his ass off at your impending misery.Â
You grit. âSquare the fuck up.â But the scowl on your face soon fades as your nurse reaches his hand outwards underneath the blue fabric that has the whole cart covered and pulls out a brown paper bag. Now, itâs Jacksonâs turn to give you a dirty look when you gratefully take the McDonalâs order from his hand like a three-year-old. âYou peasants can live for the time being.âÂ
âYouâre lucky that your body needs 3000 calories per day or else Jaebum will fire me for feeding you junk food so often.â He informs you rather sarcastically as he scatters your description medications across the table where youâd chose to put your collection of stuffed animals instead of other necessities like textbooks or plastic binders. âI didnât sign up for this FYI, ugh, I need money to pay off studentâs loan too you know ?â
And thatâs another perfect example of one hundred and one reasons why youâre not pumped for college like other kids. First off, what do you mean if someoneâs privileged then they get to turn the assignment in later than everyone else ? And secondly, how the fuck can a graduate pay off their loans when theyâre struggling like a fish out of water to find a decent job ? Not to mention, college dramas are the absolute worst. Things wonât be as lighthearted as highschool when students are entering bars with fake IDs and do drugs to get their minds off things that are stressing them out, which is almost everything.Â
In conclusion, college is just more of a shithole than highschool so you donât really get the hype about it.Â
âYouâll be fine, Wang, stop being so whiny.â You snicker and drop a french fire into your mouth before chewing obnoxiously. âHave fun with your night shift.â You wave him off as he glares at you while pushing the cart outside. The moment Jackson swings the door open again, you can see a figure passing by but this one in particular catches your attention. And surprisingly, itâs a boy because itâs been ages since you have some kind of interest in guys, non-platonically of course.Â
Not to be one of those creepy people, but youâd admit it, heâs quite the looker. Defined nose, full lips and cute mono lids, the air tossing his black mullet like how every protagonist makes their entrance into the movie. But he also has oxygen tubes put on just like you, perhaps youâre in the same boat ? Either way, thatâs not the point because while pretty boyâs out there looking like a runway model in sweatpants, youâre nothing more than a couch potato because youâve been doing nothing other than staying in bed all day.Â
Good gracious heâs cute.Â
âAnd that is how you can work on simple balance sheets.â Your friend closes in but frowns at your lack of attention. The door finally closes with a soft âclickâ, hurrying you back to reality to find a not-so-happy looking Minho. âY/N, would you be a sweetheart and tell me that you didnât miss a single detail during the last five minutes ?â His smile is rather stiff because his facial muscles are struggling hard not to burst as anger slowly bottles up inside of his chest captivity. For fuckâs sake, he hates it when you donât listen on purpose.Â
You cock your head to the side dumbfoundedly. âWaitâ everything makes no sense.âÂ
Minho sighs in desperation. âOh... what if you were smarter ?âÂ
two.
âKkami !â Someone exclaims from behind you.Â
You stop in the middle of your track and take out a side of your earbuds. The footsteps are getting louder and louder by the second along with the male voice. âExcuse me- pardon- Kkami I swear to God !â You decide to take a full ten seconds to comprehend whatâs happening before turning around. The next thing you know is your head comes in contact with something hard, causing you to stagger backwards and land on your bottom.Â
âUgh, my head.â You wince at the aching feeling on your back as your pupils slowly dilate and adjust your vision on the current surroundings. The moment you lay your eyes on the figure in front of you, your mouth automatically lets out a silent scream. A cute boy just bumped into you, but then again, you wouldnât overreact if heâs just any other cute boy. But heâs that cute boy who managed to distract you from Minho, who got your attention even when you just stared at him through a barely opened door.Â
The boy widens his eyes when he sees what heâs caused. âOh shit, Iâm so sorry.â He apologizes with a smile, offering you a hand to pull you up right. âAre you okay ?â
You take his hand, almost flinching when his touch sends electricity throughout your body. His hands are much bigger than yours and are fully capable of enveloping your smaller ones with ease. You like that about him because youâve never truly experienced what it feels like to hold someoneâs hand in a non-platonic way. âUhm, yeah, Iâm okay but are you though ? You sounded like youâre going through a crisis looking for someone.âÂ
He smiles at you, eyes forming little crescent moon shape. âMy mom brought my dog here and he accidentally ran off.â His laugh is melodic, sounding just like Mozart to your ears and you canât help but crack a smile too. âIt was nice meeting you, and I really have to go find him before he got to the NICUs or something⌠but I think we should get to know each other more. What do you say ?â He chides with a slight smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.Â
You yank his hand away harshly. âI thought youâre better than that.â Itâs ridiculous how boys with A+ look can just slide into your lives and stay for as long as they want then just disappear as if theyâve never been there in the first place. Youâd hate to see a version of yourself who spends all day crying in bed because some bastard doesnât love her back so this pretty boy over here better go before you throw him off a cliff.Â
âDonât ever talk to me again.â And with that, you walk away without turning your head, not even once. Well, so much for a Tuesday afternoon. Tuesdays are supposed to be easy-going for you since you just have to get yourself through several assignments and essays but someone just had to pop up in your life and ruin everything.Â
The scowl on your face drops when you push the glass door of the pediatric unit open. Immediately, the kids see you and quickly abandon their nurses to run towards your direction. Your dad just got back from a business trip in Sydney and he still thinks that youâre a nine-year-old so your room is basically filled with candies and other sweet treats. Thatâd better change today. âBehave well and all of you will have one.â You chuckle at the kidsâ eagerness, personally handing one bag over to each and every one of them.Â
Five minutes later, the amount of treats are slowly trickling down until thereâs only one bag left. In which, youâve saved it for a specific someone since heâs just that obsessed with Australian candies. Your phone buzzes. How convenient.Â
[ 3:45p.m. ]
yongbokie | okay, Iâm here, where are you ?
y/n | seventh floor, just go straight down the hallway and itâs on the right side.Â
âHereâs your worksheets, now whereâs my Tim Tam Slam ?â Felix shoves the stack of papers into your arms as soon as he spots you inside the pediatric unit, surrounded by children, a whole lot of children. He knows your love for kids all too well and the fact that youâre lonely in this hospital is no shocker. Meaning, youâre a part-time kindergarten teacher ( aka whenever you feel like slacking off on school work ).Â
You scoff at him, throwing the bag of candies at him with as much aggression. âChangbinâs gonna kick you out sooner or later if you end up looking like a pig, enjoy it while you can.â Thatâs obviously useless since Seo Changbin is as utterly soft for Lee Felix as you are for kids. Both are annoying little pricks but somehow, your little heart can never get mad. âAnd you better share that with Chan too or else heâs gonna write an entire diss track about me.âÂ
âCB97âs new diss track material is apparently Tim Tam Slam, how terrific.â Your friend snickers and tears the bag open single handedly with his teeth while his other hand tapping away on his phone. He doesnât even need a cup of hot chocolate, thatâs how bad Felix is craving his childhood candy.Â
âOoh, earrings ? And jeans too ?â He cocks a brow at your dainty pieces of jewelry. And you never wear jeans in the hospital, never. You think thatâs itâs equivalent to asking someone to suffocate you as if the hospital isnât suffocating enough. âWho are you trying to impress ?âÂ
Upon his teasing, you let out an audible groan. For once in your life, youâve made up your mind and actually packed something decent because hospital romance is a thing and you need to be prepared at all times. Not to mention, you might as well snatch yourself a guy whoâs totally father material because you hang out at the pediatric unit most of the time. âHaha, very funny. Try and find me someone cute then.âÂ
Just then, very slowly, a familiar figure takes long strides towards your direction. âAnyone, but him.â You deadpan.
âHim ?â Felix says over a mouthful of chocolate as he turns his head to the front door.Â
And holy shit.Â
To your dismay - with a bag over his shoulder, face flushed from running with beads of sweat rolling down his cheeks that make him glow like Edward Cullen and his wet fringe covering his eyes slightly â is the pretty boy from yesterday, well, more like five minutes ago. They say everythingâs uglier close-up but not him. Heâs absolutely breathtaking, undeniably brilliant as if he had just stepped out from an anime. But youâre not falling for that perfect smile again, at least for the time being.Â
âOh hell no.â Felix quickly identifies the boy and hangs his jaw open, the plastic wrapper falling out from his hand. You look at your friend in disbelief, your expression mirroring his - completely lost for words.Â
The boy waves his hand at him and smiles widely. âYongbok !â And just like that, your brain starts to process the new amount of overwhelming information. Slowly, and steadily, all the dots are connected. That guy is definitely heading towards your direction. No one knows Felixâs Korean name unless theyâre close friends or family members. Jesus motherfucking Christ-
Felix demands loudly. âHyunjin, do not move !âÂ
The pretty boy - whose name is apparently Hyunjin - stops abruptly at his friendâs sudden outburst. He turns his head only to accidentally make eye contact with you. Cocking a brow, he averts his attention back to Felix. You too, tug on your friendâs sleeve before questioning him.Â
âYou know him ?â âYou know her ?âÂ
Felix widens his eyes in terror and quickly pushes Hyunjin away. âYou people are insane ! Six feet away at all times, itâs a fucking simple protocol !âÂ
âHuh- wait what ?â You stutter. Soon enough, all of the colors on Hyunjinâs face are completely drained and a worrisome feeling suddenly runs down your spine.Â
You exchange a weird look with him. âDonât tell me that youâre a...â
âAre you also a⌠âÂ
Felix face palms himself. âYou fucking guessed it.âÂ
three.
The next few weeks get a little bit mayhem since youâre wrapping up the semester while being hospitalized at the same time. Meaning, youâre struggling real hard to balance the whole feud with finals and all of the medical stuff along with really boring paperwork because your body decided to fail you once again.Â
No one was really able to give you company since they have to deal with their own problems too. Your parents are busy with their draining business trips while your brother - Woojin is getting his bachelor degree soon. And Minho is graduating in less than a month. Moreover, you havenât met the pretty boy since your first and only encounter.Â
Speaking of the Devil, âFancy seeing you here.âÂ
You peel your eyes away from your laptop and see Hyunjin. In which, almost makes you fall right off the stool that youâve been occupying for the last hour. Youâre still procrastinating like highschool but youâre actually determined to finish your essay because if not, you wonât be able to walk away from your problems again.Â
âSix feet away at all times, not six feet under the ground. So knock it off.â You deadpan, ushering him further away with a wave of your hand. If you were being completely honest, Hyunjin just took the breath right out of your lungs at the slightest glance. Time really does make people blind because you almost forgot that although he did try to flirt with you that one time, heâs also drop dead gorgeous. And that makes your heart tingles, which isnât necessarily a bad thing.Â
Hyunjin makes a âIâmma-need-you-to-relaxâ face and takes a seat on the opposite side of the table. âYou still radiate big passive aggressive energy, not so good of a first impression.âÂ
You laugh dryly. âSpeak for yourself. Talk about some shitty flirting skills.âÂ
âIn my defense,â He raises a brow and throws you a look, one that makes you feel personally attacked. âI was genuinely trying to make friends, you sure know how lonely it is to be hospitalized all the time, donât you ?â
You sneer at him. âWell, you picked the wrong person.âÂ
âHow am I supposed to know that youâre also a CF-er ?! You werenât wearing your oxygen tubes.âÂ
Apparently, you think that life hates you more than most of the worldâs population because you werenât just born with cystic fibrosis, you were born into it. The genetic disease gifts you with constant lung infections and gives you a hard time to breath in order to function like a normal human being. More accurately, the protein inside your body becomes dysfunctional so it loses the ability to move chloride to the cell surface. Meaning, the mucus in various organs can attract more bacteria along with germs, causing infections and inflammation.Â
So naturally, minimizing contact with any kind of germs and other CF-er are your top priorities unless you want to catch their bacteria and choke to death on it instead. With that being said, youâve just come to a realization that Hyunjin touched you the other day, skin to skin without any kind of protection like gloves. Some CF-ers have caught each otherâs bacteria before by touching a doorknob, and that story scared you shitless.Â
You speak up, finally. âUhm⌠so.. were you okay ?âÂ
âIf youâre asking if I got cross-infection or not, then no, Iâm totally fine. None of that B. cepacia shit.â Hyunjin answers while avoiding your eyes. He quietly reaches inside his backpack and pulls out a blue binder that looks like itâs been used since elementary school because plastic never really goes away.Â
You raise a curious brow when he pulls out some pieces of papers that are covered in an awfully dizzy amount of words. âWhat you got there, pretty boy ?âÂ
âNow youâre talking, I almost ended up on the ground laughing when you thought that I was nothing but a shallow fuckboy.â Hyunjin is still pissed off because not only did you despise him, you also happens to be Felixâs best friend. Totally irrelevant, but heâs also mad at Felix for not telling him about you sooner. Maybe itâs because he doesnât want the both of you to accidentally kill each other or anything but still, Hyunjin did hold your hand and nothing happened.Â
You prop your head on your hand, lips cracking a smile. âBut Iâm interested now, no hard feelings. You really need to lighten up drama lama.â Youâre just noticing this now, but it seems like heâs really similar to Felix. Point break, heâs an easy victim to pick on anytime, anywhere. Of course youâre going to take advantage of this.Â
Hyunjin replies monotonously. âI need to practice my lines for the upcoming play for finals season.â Heâs trying so hard not to give in and smile at you because heâs decided to play hard to get.Â
âNo wonder why youâre a dramatic little dipshit. How fitting.â You grin coyly at the scowl on his face. âOkay, sorry, let me tone that down. What are you guys playing ?âÂ
Hyunjin groans. âWeâre trying to fit an entire season of âOnce Upon a Timeâ into a two-hour play. And my fucking God, Captain Hook has a shit ton of lines.â Although it does appeal as a privilege to other people that drama majors can skip through the whole âcramming and cryingâ to pass their finals, what people donât know is the amount of work and effort that needs to be put into a single play. It requires patience, team chemistry, diligence and lots of, lots of caffeine to have a decent performance for the whole school.Â
There was this one time he pulled seven all nighters in a row just to finish âPeter Panâ before the holiday hit. And for the following five days, he basically lived on his bed and fed on leftover pizza that his roommate refused to microwave.Â
You offer him kindly. âMaybe I can help you practice ?â You really feel like a fucking angel with your own imaginary halo shining ever so brightly on the top of your head. âI got nothing better to do anyway, not planning on being stuck with accounting 24/7 or Iâm gonna end up in an insane asylum.â
âThought youâre already in one.âÂ
âSay that again and Iâll skin you alive !âÂ
four.
Hwang Hyunjin is fortunately blessed by whatever gods up there because you finally finished finals way before the D-day of his play. Which means you feel even more obligated to help him practice his lines.Â
But in all seriousness, he technically doesnât need you because all you do is read the other charactersâ lines right off the script anyway. Unlike you, even in the hospital cafeteria with a stainless steel fork as the hook on his right hand, Hyunjin plays the character as if heâs the one and only, non-biological heir of Leo DiCaprio.Â
You can see why he chose the dramatic arts because he embraces and studies closely every movement, every gesture, every inch of flesh, every drop of emotion that his character has to offer. No wonder why they let him play one of the male protagonists because you canât imagine anyone other than him play the iconic Captain Hook. And itâs actually nice to not having him spatting some kind of witty comments at you every two minutes.Â
You clap your hands together. âAct 4. Scene 1.âÂ
âI already told you, Iâm just a blacksmith !â Hyunjin tries to whimper as quietly as possible to avoid dirty looks from other people. Heâs portraying that scene where Hook basically got tied up on a tree so that the others could get him talking.Â
Your eyes narrow down into a glare, mentally throwing daggers at his general direction. Meaning if Hook doesnât spill who he really is, heâs gonna be the monsterâs meal in a matter of time. âYou wonât talk to us ? Maybe theyâll talk to you and snatch one of your limbs for lunch.â
âYou canât just leave me here like this !â He sudden yelps, startling you in the process. You quickly avert your attention from the script to his eyes, clearly they show nothing but desperation and mischief. As the character should have.Â
âSu-Sure youâre not.â You stutter, not knowing how to express the words inside the parentheses.Â
Hyunjin guides you patiently. âSay it like youâre gonna set me on fire if I dare to test you. Be aggressive, talk aggressively, act aggressively. Aggressive is your middle name now.â His voice starts to get louder and louder at the end, a thing that he accidentally adapted from Chan. He doesnât even need megaphones to yell at someone at this point.Â
You give him a curt nod before gripping the script tightly once again. If youâre gonna help him, youâll have to make it seem like youâre not slacking off.Â
âSure youâre not.â You deadpan, cringing at your own attempt to sound intimidating. Acting was never your thing either way. Youâve only been chosen for pity roles like âGirl #2â or âTree #5â for some plays back in middle school and the beginning of highschool.Â
He smirks. âGood for you. You bested me. I can assure you that the number of people who have done that before can only be counted on one hand.â
Another thing, you fucking love Emma Swan because sheâs practically your twin. The only thing is that youâre not even half as badass as her. Sometimes you donât even realize that thereâs a script in your hands this whole time. âIâm sorry, was that supposed to be funny ? Who are you ?â
âKilian Jones.â Hyunjin says with a glint of fierceness flickering in his irises. His intense gaze almost makes you run straight into the restroom and scream for a good five minutes. âBut most people have taken to call me by my more colorful moniker, Hook.â The rasp in his voice sends chills to the core of your bones.Â
You cock a brow. âAs in, Captain Hook ?â
He beams. âAh, so youâve heard of me.â
You pant slightly out of nervousness, gripping onto the edge of the wooden stool for fuckâs sake. âHurry up, theyâre getting closer. Unless you want to be dinner, you better start talking.âÂ
Hyunjin shakes his head gently. âDonât just read out the line. Donât become the character. Make the character yours. Make it seems like her lines are personally tailored to every single detail of your existence.â Heâs mentoring you as if youâre the one who plays Emma Swan and not that one pretty girl from his class. You swear, youâre not a stalker, he literally just spilled everything about his life after very few conversations with you.Â
You nod. âHurry up, theyâre getting closer. Unless you want to be dinner, you better start talking.â This time, you finally got a good grip on the characterâs emotions, slowly falling into a haze.Â
âCora told me to gain your trust so that I can learn everything there is to know about your storybook.â Hyunjin singsongs, lips curling upwards. You really want to deck him in the face right now. Thatâs how good of an actor he is. âShe didnât want any surprises when she got over there.â
You pretend to be in disbelief, jaw dropping in the process. âShe canât go there. We already destroyed the wardrobe.âÂ
He chuckles this time. God you wish you can wipe that stupid smirk off his face, although everythingâs just an act. âAh, my enchantment remained. Cora gathered the ashes and she��s gonna use them to open a new portal.â He looks at you, wiggling his brows to show off his skills before continues. âNow, if youâd just kindly cut me looseââ
âLetâs go.â You say monotonously to your non-existent cast, waving your free hand as a signal for them to walk away.Â
âWait !â Hyunjin slams his fist on the table loudly. It seems like heâs getting immersed in the character again because he canât be bothered to give two shits about the fact that everyoneâs having their eyes on him. More accurately, on the two of you. âYou need me alive !â
You also try to ignore all of the weird looks. âWhy ?â
âBecause we both want the same thing. To get back to your land.â When you meet Hyunjinâs eyes, you nod at him to continue with the script. âI initially arranged for transport with Cora, but seeing just how resourceful you are, Iâll offer you the same deal. Iâll help you as long as you promise to take me along.â
You clear your throat. âHow are you going to help us ?â
Hyunjin proceeds to elaborate, slowly. âThe ashes will open a portal but to get to your land, sheâll need more. Thereâs an enchanted compass, Cora seeks it. Iâll help you obtain it before she does.â
âSo Cora wonât make it to Storybrooke and weâll be one step closer to being home. Sounds too good to be true.â You mock him, the corners of your mouth twitching slightly.Â
âWell, thereâs only one way to find out.â
âIâll need you to tell me one thing then.â You point the tip of your sword (knife) directly at his throat (a good three inches away) as an attempt to threaten him. âWhat does the infamous Captain Hook want in Storybrooke ?â
âTo exact revenge on the man who took my hand. Rumplestiltskin.â Hyunjin finishes his line and claps, breaking out of character. He looks disturbed at the particular way that youâre pointing the knife at him. âAnd⌠cut ! Put the knife down, Y/N. Youâre a sadist, not a murderer.â He pushes the piece of cutlery away as if itâs a ticking bomb.Â
This time, itâs your turn to wiggle your brows at him. âYou donât know me. What if Iâm an actual murderer who preys on the innocent at night, when everyoneâs fast asleep in their cozy beds, when theyâre the most vulnerable ? What if Iâve been living a double life this entire time and youâre my next target ?â Actually, scratch that. Hyunjin thinks youâre pretty fitting for the role of Regina aka the Evil Queen.Â
âAdmit it you moron, youâre a sucker for my acting.â He flips his imaginary long hair and you make a gagging noise. It seems like Hyunjin has adapted the habit of holding grudges from Felix because the shy pretty boy that you met a few weeks ago is nowhere to be seen. Like he has grown accustomed to you, he treats you like an old friend, just catching up on things with each other. But in reality, his confidence level just went from a 100 to Han Jisung because youâve been feeding his ego way too much.Â
âThereâs room for improvement.â You shrug, trying to keep a straight face. Emphasis on the âtryingâ part. âBet youâd do better if that pretty girl was here.â
Hyunjin blows a few strands of loose hair out of his face. He looks really good with disheveled hair, and itâs tickling something at very bottom pit of your stomach. âKinda wish you could play Emma. You two are literally the same person. Sheâs just slightly cooler because at least she doesnât sleep with opened windows.âÂ
âIs this a fucking call out ?â You hold back the urge to slap him with your slippers. âMy roomâs on the third floor for fuckâs sake.â
âRapists can climb.â He smiles cheekily and it makes you ponder about how many more questionable behaviors of his you'd have to deal with for the long future. âYouâre definitely going, donât leave me hanging okay ?â Hyunjin declares and slaps a ticket on the wooden surface, sliding it across the dining table.Â
You blink countless times at the ticket, hesitating to grab it with your bare hands. âTake it, Iâm wearing gloves anyway.â He reassures you, skimming through some of the scenes that he feels like he could do better. Hyunjin might not look like it but heâs really hard on himself. He takes every single scene, every single line seriously and you admire that about him. He even complained to you how he could have done better for the role of Diaval for âMaleficentâ from last monthâs play.Â
âSo the playâs on March 20th ?â You play dumb and pretend to question him after reading the bold letters written in gold.Â
Hyunjin peels his eyes away from the script and smiles, eyes forming little crescent moon shape. âYeah, the day that Iâm turning 21, kinda terrifying but since itâs adulthood, Iâll have to bear with it for the rest of my life. At least I have the right to make decisions for myself now.âÂ
You ask him timidly as your hand fiddle with the sleeves of your hoodie. âUhm so, do you wanna, I donât know, get coffee after that or something ?âÂ
He gives you a dirty look, hard. Clearly Hyunjinâs annoyed. âLook who wants coffee now.âÂ
âThatâs not a ânoâ that I heard.âÂ
âYouâd better pay up then, I havenât got paid yet.âÂ
five.
[ 8:23p.m. ]
y/n | meet me on the terrace.
âOh my god oh my god oh my god.â Hyunjin mutters as he rushes to the dressing room, and even more loops of âoh my godâ run through his mind, faster than a lighting bolt. He totally forgot about you until you made eye contact with him when the cast members took a full ninety degrees bow to the audience. You were clapping, cheering on for him like an old friend. But you were smiling, so brightly that he thought you could have lit up the entire stadium on your own.Â
Chan finally finishes bowing to the rest of the cast and the crew. He feels like he can only breathe properly once the play came out smoothly. Unfortunately, it didnât. Minho slipped over his long coat during the second scene, Seungmin was struggling with the lighting and Jisung nearly threw himself over the balcony. Besides that, everything went pretty okay. Little errors are unavoidable so heâll let everything slide, because the play that he spent months planning out, training the cast so eagerly didnât come out as a flop.Â
âWoah, mate, where are you going in such a hurry ?â He quirks a brow when Hyunjin swings the door open, hair disheveled with âpanicâ written in bold capital letters across his forehead.Â
Changbin supplies unhelpfully as he steps out from behind the black curtain. Little strips of confetti are sticking onto his sweaty hair, thanks to Jisoo who kinda went overboard with the can of hairspray. âHe invited a friend to come in and watch the play, canât leave her hanging now, can he ?â He wiggles his brows in the most obnoxious way possible, being the little pest that he is.Â
âI didnât even say that my friendâs a girlâ sheâs not even my friendâ wait, she is but weâre not that closeâ what, fuck you.â Hyunjin gives up after four attempts of forming an actual sentence. As if heâs forgotten how to speak, his voice fails him once again when a witty retort lingers at the tip of his tongue. He gives in and goes behind the curtain, quickly changing out of his costume. Like okay, pirates are cool and all but their sense of fashion is pretty questionable because leather boots and salt water ? Not compatible.Â
Changbin peels the confetti off his hair before singsonging. âOur Hyunjinnie got himself a date, heâs all grown up now.âÂ
Chan throws his head back and laughs wholeheartedly. This is why heâs not planning on falling for someone soon because having a chaotic, annoying group of friends can only make things so much more difficult. âGive him a break, Bin. A boy can love whoever his heart yearns for.â Then he pauses, and continues. âDo you want to tell us something about her ?âÂ
Hyunjin scrunches his nose and starts singing. âSing a yo ho, you can beg, plead and whine. But yo ho you are wasting your time.â The moment he finishes the line, heâs already changed into his normal clothing and pushed the curtain open.Â
Chan and Changbin looks unimpressed. They both think that their friend should really stop quoting his own lines. Hyunjin throws Changbin the hook, then checks his own reflection in the mirror. Not too shabby, at least he didnât forget to shave this morning. But itâs just you after all, youâd never judge him⌠wait no youâre highly judgmental. You once called him out for having a piece of carrot in the corner of his lips, shameless.Â
âHear me out one last time, mates. Then Iâve got a date with destiny.â Hyunjin continues to sing because heâs absolutely enjoying every moment of Changbin suffering and mentally dying on the floor. He wouldnât even feel bad if his ears started bleeding or something, hanging out with weird people have turned him into a sadist, just like them. Tragic.Â
Before Chan decides to wrestle him to the floor, Hyunjin starts moonwalking towards the door as he jumps straight to the last bits of the song. âSing a yo ho, Iâll meet her tonight. Yo ho must be fateâs design. At last our hearts can be intertwined, canât wait, canât wait, canât wait. God is on my side.â Heâs just making up lyrics at this point nothing makes sense anymore.Â
The door shuts with a small âclickâ, making him snap his mouth closed. Then Iâve got a date with destiny. Right, a date. Well, itâs technically not a date when you asked him to meet up on the terrace where thereâs so much to offer. A brilliant view of the city, the ethereal moonlight which sets the atmosphere, just you and him standing face to face.. holy shit itâs a date ?Â
âYouâre late.âÂ
Hyunjin whines loudly at your cold statement and supports himself on his knees, chest heaving up and down at an abnormal space. Cystic fibrosis and ten flights of stairs are like water and oil, they donât blend. âI was changing, do you know how hard it is to slip out of those leather combat boots ?â Upon your silence, he leans himself against the metal railings and sighs, standing a good six feet away from you. âHey, at least I looked fly in them.âÂ
You automatically groan because fuck yes, he did look hot. Pirates arenât supposed to be hot, theyâre supposed to be smelly barbarians with shitty attitude. âSince when are you so cocky ?âÂ
Hyunjin tuts. âIâm very much aware of how good looking I am, thank you for taking your precious time to care about my tiny existence on this glorious planet.â He cocks his head sideways, narrowing his eyes at your sketchy posture. Both hands are hidden behind your back and youâre trying too hard to keep a straight face. âWhat are you hiding from me ?â
âNothing.â You let out a small giggle. Clearly heâs not buying it. âFine, close your eyes.âÂ
Hyunjin frowns at you but still closes his eyes nonetheless. He has enough faith in you that you wonât have the heart to knock him out cold before selling him off to some kind of mafia organization. âY/N if youâre planning on kidnapping me, you might as well just do itââ The words grow dead on his tongue once a small âpopâ occurs. What the fuck ?Â
âHey Hyunjin.âÂ
He flutters his eyes open at the sound of his name rolling off your tongue. His hand immediately fly to his mouth to stop himself from screaming. âOh my god, shut the fuck up !â He utters, shocked at whatâs happening in front of his eyes. âYouâre kidding, youâre kidding, youâve got to be kidding me.âÂ
You laugh loudly at how frantic he is once you get down on one knee with a black velvet box in your hand. A silver band with his name engraved on the inside. âHwang Hyunjin, can you fathom enough courage to walk with me through your youth even though sometimes you wish you could throw me off a cliff ? Can you bear the burden of indulging an impulsive and indecisive person like me in the long run ? Because if you can, then happy 21st birthday, youâre officially stuck with me with the label of being best friends.â
Hyunjin teases, lips curling up into a smile. âCanât you be a little bit more romantic ?â Although heâs decently attractive, heâs still one of those guys who bury themselves in hopeless romance just because he spends way too much time on Netflix watching some random sappy show while Kkami is watching some stupid dog documentary right next to him on the couch.Â
âFine, I also got myself one. Weâre matching.â You confess, showing him your band resting nicely around your index finger. âSince I just know you so well, are you happy with your present now birthday boy ?âÂ
You finish it off by slipping the ring onto his finger like a cherry on top of a sundae, watching in amusement at how his face is lighting up with joy. âWow,â He manages the breath out, as light as a feather. âYouâre so fucking cheesy, I hate you.âÂ
You laugh wholeheartedly. âCome on, letâs go downstairs. You have a whole party waiting for you to inhale. Cakes and junk food and all.â
When you stand up right again, shivers run down on your spine at the cold breeze passing by. The wind greets concrete and your skin just the same, tearing through the air and banging loudly against your eardrums. Hyunjin suddenly grabs the sides of your face, still keeping a good distance between you two. Your cheeks are instantly tinted pink at his touch. âY/N ! Can you hear me ?!â He tries to shout over the wind but fails miserably.Â
âWhat ??â You ask loudly, not being able to catch what he was trying to say.Â
âNo, you canât hear me ??â
âWhat ? I canât hear you !â
He beams at you and the strangest warm feeling bubbles up inside his stomach. âI have something to tell you !â If heâs doing this now, thereâs no going back.Â
âI still canât hear you !â
Hyunjin ignores your confused expression. He slowly inhales to take a deep breath before shouting his heart out at you. âY/N, Iâll protect you ! No matter what !â Â
You canât quite understand what heâs trying to convey to you but seeing him smiling so widely like this, you know that you could never trade him for anything else. Because no one has ever made you feel this way before, heart pounding inside your rib cage so loudly just by looking at him. You like how you can just see him, and be happy.Â
Heâs irreplaceable.
six.
Felix glares at the silver band wrapping around your finger, one thatâs particularly matching with Hyunjinâs. âSo what ? You two are dating now ?âÂ
âLee Felix I swear to god, for the tenth time, itâs a just birthday present !â You cry loudly at your best friend overreaction.Â
Jeongin butts in. âYeah right, rings, matching and all. Donât you think thatâs a little bit romantic ?â Youâre so fed up with these theatre kids itâs actually ridiculous, youâd rather be cursed than have them singsong into your ears everyday about how you and Hyunjin are acting somewhat sketchy. Sure, being dramatic is naturally what they do for a passion but sometimes you just canât help it but snap at them to go and kiss a statue.Â
âThatâs the point of it, dipshit.â Hyunjin sips on his drink obnoxiously, reading through the final page of his reading assignment in a haze. Heâs a little bit out of it from running around all day to not get yelled at by his professors for being late to every single damn lecture. âIâm desperate, I need something cute to lighten up my sad life so donât judge me.â
Jisung suddenly pries loudly because unlike you or Hyunjin, he actually gives zero fuck about publicity and personal information. âHyunjin and Y/N ? I ship it ! Since you both have been super single and super antisocial for so long, why not date each other ? Get married even, donât you dare forget my invitation.âÂ
Needless to say, he quickly earns a smack on the head from Seungmin, hard. Hard enough to knock some logic and common sense into that little disturbing glimpse of thing that they call âa brainâ inside his head. âGod, Han, youâre so dumb. If you want them to both choke on each otherâs bacteria and die, then yeah, hit a five-star restaurant up with that reservation.âÂ
Sometimes Seungmin wonders why he even befriended Han Jisung in the first place. They nearly threw hands at each other back in highschool because Jisung would constantly forget his stuff inside Seungminâs locker and Chan had to manually pull them apart later.Â
âActually..â Hyunjin fiddles with the strings of his hoodie. âI think I might have my eyes on someone.â Your heart automatically sinks at his words. Is this what betrayal feels like ? How come heâs never told you before ? Didnât he promise that heâd never hide anything from you ? Does your friendship mean nothing to him at all ?Â
Youâd be lying if you said that you havenât once thought about dating Hyunjin. But you donât really see the point because itâs just a label over your relationship, itâs not gonna change how you treat each other. At least itâs not gonna change how you treat him.Â
But in the end, you want nothing but the best for him so youâre obligated to become his dating counselor.Â
Felix tuts eagerly. âOoh, spill the tea. Iâm here for it.â
âLet me guess, itâs that girl from Literature & Criticism 19B ?â Jeongin yawns lazily. Apparently heâs not digging the fact that Hyunjin doesnât have any non-platonic interest in you.Â
Hyunjin shakes his head profusely. âNo ! We barely talk, it was only for a presentation from last month. And also I feel kinda awkward around her. Things never click between us.âÂ
Then, he proceeds to continue with dreamy eyes. âThe girl that Iâm talking about is so beautiful, so smart, so brave. She enjoys food like no other, like no one is watching and isnât ashamed of the fact that she can live off donuts and Netflix for three weeks straight. Sheâs honest, playful but also very gentle and caring. Kinda reminds me of my mom, which is weird but whatever. Maybe people finding a sense of comfort in their partner whoâs similar to their parents is a thing.âÂ
The look in his eyes makes your heart crack a bit. Just a teeny tiny bit. Itâs that kind of look that youâve never seen before but know too well whatâs behind those brown eyes of his. The goddamn look one can only have when theyâre thinking about that special someone who effortlessly makes their heart swell, who puts a smile on their face no matter what. Itâs also that kind of look that you have whenever youâre thinking about Hyunjin.Â
âAlright lover boy,â You crack a smile, rolling up your sleeves because things are about to go down. âYouâve just got yourself a dating counselor. A good old trusty friend whoâs gonna be there if you accidentally have a mini mental breakdown on your first date.âÂ
âWhat do you know about dating ?â Felixâs more than stingy comment just stabs your sky high ego like a needle pricking the tip of a finger.Â
You kick his knee from under the table, earning a low grunt in return. âI am the best in the business. Jackson Wang and Mark Tuan ? I did that.âÂ
Then you lace your fingers together neatly and look at Hyunjin dead in the eye. âSo, whatâs your ideal first date ?âÂ
He makes a thinking face. âI havenât thought about that yet but maybe.. a hike ?âÂ
âHuh, cool.â You take a total of ten full seconds to process what he just said.Â
You deadpan. âItâs a hard no. Consider the fact that she needs nothing but donuts and Netflix in her life, youâre gonna have to rage war with Satan in order to get her out of the house. Popcorn and blankets are total necessities, make them extra fuzzy too. Letâs stick a pin in that, weâll get back to it later.âÂ
Felix asks, followed by a loud yawn. âCopy that, what shows is she into ?â
Hyunjin lets out a prolonged sigh. âIâm not so sure but she hates rom-coms and sappy dramas with a passion.â If youâre being completely honest, he really needs to calm down because if a girl is willing to cuddle with him, sheâll literally watch anything. And by that, you mean she will definitely pass out after the long winded introduction of the two protagonists.Â
âSounds like a gal whoâd watch The Umbrella Academy.â And you totally didnât say that just because itâs your favorite show. Because for once, Netflix actually didnât produce something that was undeniably shitty.Â
Hyunjin sounds uncertain. âI have never seen it before.âÂ
âBut he can ?â Jeongin raises a brow.
You shake your head gently. âThe show is vicious, violent and contains extremely disturbing content along with really shitty relationships between siblings. Also, the humor doesnât suit you. Does a fifty-year-old man whoâs stuck inside a thirteen-year-old boyâs body and is also someone who fell in love with a mannequin, grew up in a broken family, and became a murderer who timetravels sound enjoyable or what ?âÂ
Seungmin makes a face. âThat can be a dealbreaker.âÂ
âMeet us halfway here !â Jisung clatters loudly.Â
âSorry, let me back it up a little bit.â You put your hands up in defense. âHyunjin, it doesnât matter if all you want to do is go out on a hike and she just wants to curl up into a ball inside her blanket. It doesnât matter if you guys have different taste in movies. Nothing matters if she truly feels the same way for you because as long as the feeling is mutual, sheâd definitely do anything to satisfy your picky ass.âÂ
Hyunjin doesnât say anything. He turns his head to face the window and a grin quietly curls its way up on his lips.Â
You should have seen the look on your face.Â
seven.
Woojin growls at you from your laptop screen. âItâs one in the morning ! Get the fuck back to sleep !âÂ
Heâs extra cranky today because he just finished off his final paper before graduation happens. Running on one hour of sleep per day with a cup of espresso doesnât sound like the most ideal thing to do but fuck that, heâs not gonna throw all those years of crying over overdue projects in the trash.Â
You on the other hand, are so fucking close to soil your pants because your heart is literally dangling off the edge. Itâs either gonna roll backwards and land safely as if nothing has ever happened or everythingâs going downhill from there. An endless pit of impending misery. And youâd hate to see yourself shedding tears while hogging a bucket of ice cream in your bed like a psychopath. So your only option is unfortunately, your hard headed, dumbass brother.Â
But heâs not a complete idiot because his brotherly sixth sense is still there, and itâs never been better. âOkay, somethingâs up. Spill before I personally drag my ass to the hospital and beat you up to get something out of you.âÂ
You stutter, tripping over your own words like an absolute fool. âItâsâ uhm⌠whatever, itâs not a secret anymore. Itâsâ itâsââ
âItâs Hwang Hyunjin.â Your brother reads your mind like a magician, leaving you utterly speechless. But itâs not even a surprise because apparently, everyone knows about your feelings for Hyunjin, just not Hyunjin himself. Heâs unbelievably dumb even when Minho and Jisung keep on hinting at him in a not very subtle way. And that makes you wonder why you even fell for him in the first place. Even that fat cat who always takes naps on your balcony knows because youâd be smiling stupidly while FaceTime-ing Hyunjin all the time. Itâs a miracle that the cat has not once given you a dirty look.Â
You sigh. âYeah, Iâm confused.â
âAbout what ?â Woojin huffs tiredly and blows some strands of hair out of his face.Â
You blurt, panic mode is fully on. âAbout why I like Hwang Hyunjin so fucking much when he already had romantic interests in another girl !âÂ
Woojin thinks youâre being ridiculous and stubborn at the same time, which can make things that much harder for him to break it down for you. Firstly, if one is loved, then one is loved. Thereâs no reason needed for loving. This might sound like total bullshit, but âlove at first sightâ is a thing, people are just too heartbroken to accept it these days. Secondly, if you really like Hyunjin all that much, you should be spilling your heart out at him, not at your brother. But whatever, Woojin is one step closer to pushing you towards confessing to your crush because heâs gifted with the ability to prevent you from doing anything dumb.Â
âThen what makes you not wanting to like him ?âÂ
You widen your eyes. âWhat ?â
Woojin shakes his head gently, an exasperated sigh escapes his lips. âYou canât love all of him. This is real life, not a fucking John Legendâs song. If you donât even know what you hate about him in the first place, youâre not gonna know why you like him relentlessly.â His words slowly sink into your mind, trains after trains of thoughts are dashing through your mind at the speed of light. Goddamn, your brother is right.Â
âGosh, I donât know. I canât hate him even when I want to.â Before you can pick every single strand of hair off your head, Woojin once again snaps you back into reality with a serious look on his face. Heâs not messing around this time. âOne, heâs a CF-er. And two, Iâm not gonna be the one who walks down the aisle to have them announce our marriage. Three, he only sees me as a friend.â Thereâs no happy ending for people like you, especially you. The moment you found out that Hyunjinâs also a CF-er, you knew all too well that itâs over for you both.Â
Your brother scrunches his nose in annoyance. He really should have signed you up for a dating counseling session. âYou donât know what the future holds. It could be better, it could be worse. Or nothing would change at all. Whatever happens, humans still yearn for the happy ending of their own imagination. Because after all, we were the one who pushed ourselves towards dead ends.âÂ
âWhatâs so wrong with loving someone ?âÂ
âThereâs nothing wrong with loving someone, but how we love them.âÂ
Again, Woojinâs right. Every minute, every second, every moment with Hyunjin always leaves you completely stripped and vulnerable. All of your concerns, insecurities, and strength are revealed unintentionally. And the walls that youâve spent years building ? Mercilessly destroyed. Someday, youâll either look back on it and smile or youâll realize that once youâve fallen, thereâs no turning back. You just canât control who youâll fall for.Â
Being in love with Hyunjin is another reason why you believe that life hates you to the very core of your bones. Itâs like the whole universe is playing with your mind, because all it takes is to make Hyunjin exists at the same time as you do. That alone is enough to mess up your entire existence.Â
You cover your face with your blanket, voice muffled beneath the soft fabric. âWhatâs your point then ?â
âMy point,â Woojin sits straight up from his bed and yawns in the loudest, most obnoxious way possible. âis that you can still fall for Hyunjin even when heâs a CF-er, even when he likes someone else. Hyunjin is still Hyunjin. Cystic fibrosis or none, heâs still just Hyunjin. And you love him for who he is. Donât ever forget that. And donât get mad when things donât work out because loving is hard, loving is painful. You just try your best not to get hurt. Every scar has a story and it represents how youâve grown throughout time. So it doesnât matter if you accidentally trip and make a fool of yourself. You simply like Hwang Hyunjin, and Iâm not going against that.â
You unknowingly smile. The perks of having an older brother always come at the most unexpected time. You suddenly feel bad for all of those kids who grew up without siblings.Â
âSo are you telling me not to be all sad and miserable ?â
Woojin nods absentmindedly. âPrecisely. One day you might be strong enough to smile as you watch him intertwining his fingers with another womanâs. Give them your blessings, countless words will never be enough. What they want is your genuine honesty, how youâre truly happy for them. After that, take a different turn, or just move on as it is in silence. But do not let the memories that you made with him become meaningless because trust me, that hits harder. And thatâs how you can love someone without being petty about it for the rest of your life.âÂ
You say. âI think I can hold back my tears when Hyunjinâs getting married now.â
âBut he needs to know first.â Woojin interrupts you abruptly.Â
You break out of your trance and ask. âKnows what ?â
âAbout your stupid feelings for him !â Woojin is quick enough to hold back the scream stuck inside his throat because if not, Chanâs gonna grill his ass so hard for making questionable noises in the middle of the night while his roommate is stressing over a song thatâs yet to be complete. The double life between a college student and a SoundCloud rapper isnât as hot as people tend to think. It just consists of a whole lot of cramming homework while trying to come up with a new batch of lyrics every two weeks.Â
âHe deserves to know that. The sooner the better.â
Conveniently, your phone buzzes on your night stand.Â
[ 1:17a.m. ]Â
hyunjin | Iâm gonna do it.Â
hyunjin | Iâll confess to her.
hyunjin | this is so terrifying what do I do ?
eight.
âY/N wait up, you still have to take your medication !â Mark yells after your panicked figure dashing through the hallway while heâs pushing a cart with an awful amount of medicines piled up.Â
You shout back at him abruptly. âIâll be back in an hour ! Donât tell Jackson about this !â Whatever, you hate being on a drug trials anyway. Having multiple pills shoved down your throat each and everyday makes you sick to the core. It seems like youâre only getting closer to being buried six feet under the ground. But thatâs not the point.Â
Point is, if youâre going to die sooner or later, thereâs no way in hell youâd let your life end before you tell Hyunjin how you truly feel about him.Â
âHyunjin, where exactly are you going ?â You manage to talk in between short breaths while having him on the other line.Â
He replies bluntly, uneven breathing and quick footsteps can be heard. âYou know how everyone has their own youth, right ?â You keep running despite the fact that what he said just makes no sense. What on Earth is he planning on doing ?Â
âI also have a youth of my own.â He pauses for a while. âBut it seems like⌠my youth is one to be forever reserved.â
You shake your head furiously, confused at what heâs trying to convey. âHyunjin, I donât get it. One moment youâre talking about how youâll confess to the love of your life and now youâre telling me this ? Did something happen ?âÂ
Hyunjin ignores your question and continues. âMy parents would always urge each other to work harder, to make more money so that I can have a lung transplant and prolong my life day after day. But itâll cost us five hundred thousand dollars, eight hundred even. So I was more than happy to tell them that Iâm ready to stop walking on this beautiful flower path anytime. Then, I saw the heartbroken look in my momâs eyes. That look, itâsâ itâs haunting, and hurt me profoundingly.â
His breath hitches, making your heart drop to the pit of your stomach. Knowing that heâs in such a vulnerable state but thereâs nothing you can do about it hits so hard that you hate yourself. âThere was a man who came up and met me in my hospital room one day, told me that he saw every single play that Iâve participated in. He wanted to sponsor me, to let me fully enjoy my own youth, to give me the money to fly to the States, to get a lung transplant, and lead me to stardom afterwards.â
âBut..â He suddenly chuckles. âI have no desire to receive his generosity. Not even one bit. Now, before you start yelling at me, hear me out. I know that Iâm selfish, I know that Iâm being stubborn but the life that heâs talking about. Thatâs not the life that Iâve always dreamt of. The life that I wanted, is one where all of my family and friends, are eternally safe, and happy. Thatâs it, itâs as simple as that. Hence, Iâm willing to give that chance to someone else. Someone whoâs very special and close to my heart.âÂ
Hyunjin lets out a muffled sob on the other line and youâve never felt so helpless before. You just wish you could run to him, tell him that everythingâs gonna be okay, and touch him. You donât know how someone whoâs so close can be so far away at the same time.Â
âBecause.. well, because cystic fibrosis isnât just leading me on a path thatâs one step closer to death, but itâs also threatening the happiness of the girl Iâve unfortunately fallen for. Unfortunately, that is. Sheâs always been the biggest âwhat ifâ because there were nights where insomnia would creep up on my spine, it was impossible to shut my eyes with her on my conscience. Because why me ? Why me ? I just need a little bit more time, just a little so that I can see her smile, so that I can hold her close, so that I can finally tell her how I really feel.âÂ
âTime is a currency that you can only use, not make. And Iâm already running low. Obviously, I can care less even if I die tomorrow. But as long as Iâm alive, let me live as merrily as possible, as happily as possible, and to be able to see my loved ones as long as possible.â
Just then, it feels like the whole world just stops spinning when all you can hear is the sound of your shoes tapping against the ground, and him sobbing like a distressed child, raw deep down from the inside. You didnât realize that youâre crying uncontrollably until salty drops of tears trickle down on your cheeks and drench the collar of your shirt. They blur your vision but you keep on running because Hyunjin needs you, he needs you now.Â
The icy grey sky is like a piece of fabric draped over the whole town. Dark clouds snuggle closer to each other as they hold in the heavy rain in their delicate forms. All of a sudden, rain pours over you with a roar, thunders grumble vigorously in the distance. The coldness of its touch pierces right through your skin and chills run down your spine beneath your clothes that are now soaking wet. Your footsteps never once falter and continue to move on down the slippery path.Â
âTo love you as long as possible.â Hyunjin breathes out, as light as a feather. âY/N, I hate to break it to you but I no longer want to be friends with you. Because I already love you too much to accept the label of being best friends.â He says with such determination and huffs. âWith that being said, Iâll now consider the ring on my finger as a proposal. And to answer your question on my birthday, yes, I would love to walk with you on this path with the remaining time. I want to be with you for the rest of my life, to care for you, to be someone that you can lean on. So what do you say ? Are you ready to take my hand and my hand only ?â
âYes, I am.â You stop once youâre right in front of the cafĂŠ that Jisung used to work in, where many unforgettable memories were made throughout time. And on the opposite side of the road, is Hyunjin. Your knees grow weak at the sight of him. Damp hair, teary eyes with a smile on his face. Heâs absolutely ethereal and itâll only take you a few more steps to get to him. âHyunjin !â You wave at him, the balls of your feet automatically send you running towards his direction.Â
You feel like youâre hazing because everythingâs all too good to be true. How heâs looking at you lovingly, how youâre yearning for his touch, how youâre so close to have him in your arms. Sadly, the sound of rubber tyres hissing against the concrete floor snaps you back to reality. Before you can even process anything, there are two lights ahead blinding your eyes. With a jolt, you realize that those lights belong to a car.Â
You didnât know how it happened but the next thing you know is the feeling of the entire weight of your body is pinning you to the ground. Every single limb, every part, every organ inside your body feels like they are being crumbled like a piece of paper. Pain, thereâs so much pain. The metallic taste of blood is soaking through your teeth, leaving you in that weird grey area between being awake and being unconscious. You can feel your flesh being torn open, your bones cracking, your lungs caving in for cramped air in silence. Silence, that scares you more than the blow itself. It feels like an eternity, just lying there, completely paralyzed as you wait for Death to arrive.Â
It seems as if the agonizing pain is the only thing that's keeping you alive.Â
âY/N ! Y/N !â Hyunjin calls out to you helplessly as he cups the sides of your cheeks. Seconds later, you can feel his mouth against yours, giving you the amount of air that your lungs has been dying to have. âY/N, stay with me, stay with me.â He mumbles against your ear before wrapping your arms around his neck to carry you on his back. Hyunjin is chasing time through the night, through the hellish downpour to not waste a single minute, a single second to keep you safe. Because heâs just so sick, so fucking sick of life for taking everything away from him. Heâs not gonna lose you, not like this.Â
âHyunjin,â You whisper weakly.
He shakes his head. âDonât fucking die on me or Iâm never gonna be able to forgive you.âÂ
âHyunjin, Iâm kinda sleepy.â You laugh, tasting the coopery blood inside your mouth. âIâll just take a nap, just for a while, okay ?â Hyunjin doesnât say anything, you canât tell whether heâs just being stubborn or he canât hear you with the heavy rain down pouring onto him. But that doesnât matter anymore because youâre far too exhausted to start arguing with him. Naturally, youâre going to allow yourself to black out either way.Â
nine.
Weeks later, youâre standing on the rooftop by yourself to run away from the stuffy air of the hospital, those floors and walls that all have an undertone of bleach. They suffocate you, everything does.Â
You watch the sunset at horizon, enjoying the majestic sight in front of you as if itâs the last thing youâll ever witness. Rich hues of red, yellow, orange blend into one another gracefully, dancing in between the pink fluffy puffs of clouds. Your spirit soars into the distance as you inhale deeply, feeling refreshed after a long day. It does feel nice to not have all sorts of machines attached to your body like ropes that are tying you down into a single place and trapping you inside a tiny box.Â
Everyday, youâd sneak out of your room to come up here, and meet him again.Â
âY/N,â You close your eyes, smiling at the sound of his voice echoing inside your ears. âBy the time that youâre listening to this audio, I would probably, you know, be gone.âÂ
A single tear silently roll down on your cheek. âBut Iâll tell you what. Iâm not scared of dying, because having the persistent information that Iâm always one step closer to hell than everyone else has accidentally made me numb. I am terribly afraid of one thing though.â Hyunjin clears his throat. âI donât want to be separated from my friends, my family, and from you. Moreover, I donât want to see the people whom I love so devotedly suffer just because of me. I know what youâre doing, wipe those tears off your face right now. Chin up, and smile. Or youâll end up complaining about your face getting puffy again.â Â
You laugh at his words, and attempt to wipe your eyes with the sleeve of your shirt. âOnce Iâm no longer walking on this flower path with you, that means a new chapter is ready to be open. I cannot thank you enough for bumping into me that day. And thank you for agreeing to practice my lines with me. I could have never played Captain Hook if it werenât for you. And thank you, for the ring, itâs the most precious thing I've ever had on my hand. But Iâve figured⌠you deserve a new life. I know that five years doesnât sound like much but maybe in those five years, things might change and there will finally be a cure for cystic fibrosis.â
âYou might think, how could you possibly move on without me ? Well, think of me as a dandelion. Oddly charming, with a short life span. But Iâll never really go away because at the end of its life, a dandelionâs pistil will give birth to countless of seeds. Those seeds will be carried away by the wind and continue to grow, to breed, to multiply themselves for so many more purposes.âÂ
Hyunjin suddenly starts crying quietly, you can hear how heâs trying to muffle his sobs and it makes your heart shatter into a million pieces. Thereâs absolutely nothing that you can do. âIâm very content with the life current that I have, or had. At least Iâll die knowing that I have no regrets.â He chuckles. âBut thereâs still something that I need to tell you, just in case. Not to be pessimistic, but just in case.â
âY/N, I love you, more than anything in the whole wide world. Itâs so frustrating because there were times where I wish I could just have you in my arms, to feel your warmth, to kiss you, to touch you. I donât care about labels because that wouldnât change my feelings for you. Iâd still love you foolishly because I care too much. Too much that it hurts. I want to spend the little amount of remaining time with you. I even donât know if youâre the one but I need you in my life. You and only you.âÂ
His voice cracks. â...just donât miss me too much, okay ?âÂ
You can swear that itâs not hazing but if you look far enough, Hyunjin is still there, waving at you with a smile on his face.Â
Approximately six feet away.Â
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Asteroid Iris ⢠The Rainbow Goddess âđâ¨
Asteroid Iris(7) is the symbol of female intelligence (intuition) & is overlooked by so many astrologers. Where Iris sits in the birth chart shows where you must retain hope, be truthful & search for unity and healing. She symbolizes the light of pure consciousness in the astrological chart. A strong Iris connection is also a soul-mate indicator due to the authenticity & intuitive understanding of one other inherent in the bond it creates.Â
Iris in Aries/1st: Here, Iris denotes great beauty. She gives a swift, gentle, wise & versatile energy. Your communication style is very individualistic. Iris indicates having beautiful eyes & being able to communicate through them. (which are said to be the windows of the soul). You can communicate feelings telepathically just by gazing into your loverâs eyes. The Iris person is harmonious, intuitive, truthful & authentic. (Sasha Grey) / (Marilyn Monroe)
Iris in Taurus/2nd:Â Here, Iris teaches you valuable lessons about the transient nature of material possessions. As a result you place a high value on personal relationships, social issues & spiritual values. Youâre likely to be an inspiration to others. You offer a hopeful perspective of opportunities for everyone to be sustained by the worldâs resources. Your intuition is grounded in what is solidly real; youâre driven to ground an ideal vision. (Rachel Weisz) / (Queen Victoria)
Iris in Gemini/3rd: Here, Iris is concerned with the illumination & intuitive mind (right brain thinking). She represents hope, vitality & the power of communication via spiritual channels with the divine. You have an unusual mental connection & are able to easily intuit the real meaning behind words. Often, like the âFreudian slipâ your own slips of the tongue, may reveal an unconscious truth ready to be revealed. (Kate Beckinsale) / (Ava Gardner)
Iris in Cancer/4th: Here, Iris seeks the promise of an exciting life somewhere else away from home. Her dreams are inspired by memories from past lives. Youâre the intuitive psychic of the family, weaving eternal bonds amongst loved ones, subconsciously. Youâre able to connect ancestral memories within your own psyche - immortalising yourself forever. You use your intuition to guide you to happiness. (Hedy Lamarr) / (Adriana Lima)
Iris in Leo/5th:Â Here, Iris is a brave explorer of the inner & higher realms. Your creativity is driven by a restless, questing preoccupation with the things of the mind, which can make you incredibly productive if you have a clear sense of what youâre doing. You spend your time in the delights of creating wisdom & in showing others how to imagine. Iris denotes great intuitive artistic talent. She also grants you unusually intuitive children. (Miley Cyrus) /Â (Lana Del Rey)
Iris in Virgo/6th: Here, Iris is inspired by the arts. Music plays a key role in tapping into your intuition. The harmonies & lyrics of favourite songs can instantly inspire you. You have a love of words and how theyâre communicated. Youâre intuitively interested in configurations, synchronicity, mysteries & patterns. You recognise that thereâs a grand design & a destiny for humanity for which you detail meticulously in the landscape of your imagination. (Ella Purnell) / (Miranda Kerr)
Iris in Libra/7th: Here, Iris brings qualities of receptivity & awareness, and is strongly linked to the concept of Temperance â bringing harmony into an individualâs life based on the ability to adapt quickly & with conscience intelligence to bring the heart into balance. There is something very spacious and accommodating about your mind. Iris also points to truthfulness in relationships. Youâre able to communicate authentically & with intuitive illumination to your lover. (Angelina Jolie) / (Amy Winehouse)
Iris in Scorpio/8th: Here, Iris is alive in your inner world with intense thoughts and feelings & it's colours are many interesting hues of dark. You may feel, or think (sometimes it can be almost the same thing) that you're responding to forces beyond your control. [The subtle realms of desire.] You can gain much insight into the deeper layers of the psyche, but this often involves pain, & may make you defensive. Your intuition is very powerful. (Margot Robbie) / (Eva Green)
Iris in Sagittarius/9th: Here, Iris expands the illumination of consciousness. You have the ability to embrace & comprehend everything. Of course you can get a bit carried away with fantasies about how you want things to be, instead of realising how they are. But truth will come out, sooner or later, & you have the grace to recognise when you've been wrong. You're an idealist & a traveler, and can help to fire up others with the quest to explore & know. (Gene Tierney) / (Isabella Rossellini)
Iris in Capricorn/10th: Here, Iris is on top form, her communication skills are fantastic & a source of great potential for worldly success. You have a particular gift for listening & being present, and taking in everything around you. Your intuition is most powerful when you are subordinate over others. This enables you to tune your responses to situations with particular skill & sensitivity, winning approvals & opening doors. (Princess Diana) / (Grace Kelly)
Iris in Aquarius/11th: Here, Iris is an original thinker. Youâre an empathetic and caring friend, ready with advice and comfort. Youâre popular with people from all walks of life. Youâre a leader because of your ability to intuitively predict future trends. This makes you a brilliant psychic or an astrologer, or any field that requires intuitive thinking & new perspectives. Youâre a true genius, a pioneer & others need time to catch up to you. (Elizabeth Taylor) / (Queen Elizabeth the 1st)
Iris in Pisces/12th: Here, Iris has another symbol; the Caduceus. She uses her capacity to illuminate the mind as a symbol of healing & divine communication through which the kundalini rises with serpent-like energy. This, together with her rainbow symbol, indicates the capacity to bridge the lower & higher self in the evolved individual. Iris also gives the ability manifests through dreams & describes your capacity to give & receive messages in dream states. (Britney Spears) / (Bella Hadid)
*If Iris is [for example] conjunct Venus; read Libra/7th, too, or if Iris is conj. Pluto; read Scorpio/8th, too, etc.
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âď¸+ what things do you wish they did with descole (because I am weak and heâs my fave)
Apologies for the late reply to this; tbh I almost didnât want to answer it, cause I feel like nothing Iâll say will be something others havenât already discussed (especially since I just saw you asked someone else this same question), and also Iâve only ever played the prequels once back when they first came out and I havenât reached them again in my replay yet, so Iâm not fresh on everything done with his character and all the Azran/Targent stuff. But nonetheless:
In general, obviously, I wish Desmoleâs character âarcâ if you can even call it that as it is now + plot twists/identity had been much more fleshed out from the get-go and consistent with who they ultimately made him be, that is, Hershelâs brother and someone who never should have legitimately wanted to hurt him or people close to him. While I think the worst of this really only comes out in Eternal Diva, where he literally tries to swordfight Hershel to death and kill Luke on one occasion cause he goes insane once Hershel out-puzzles him, there really just should have been more nuance to him in the first two entries especially (and in Miracle Mask too of course, but heâs barely in that game so) where he shows some level of frustration and hesitance to go up against Hershel and his crew, even if he still does so because he absolutely has to carry out his revenge plan. Just SIGNS that thereâs more to this guy than just a walking one-dimensional mysterious deadly flamboyant badass, beyond just Hershel going âhm he feels familiarâ, like no of course thatâs not near enough. Even if Desmoleâs true identity still wasnât going to be revealed until Azran Legacy, there still needed to be hints, breaks in his facade/character, hesitation, signs of remorse, even if some of these hints are not outright foreshadowing to a familial relationship/desire for revenge. He could still lose it in Eternal Diva, but just make it seem more desperate and broken, and less kill-crazy. Give him moments of humanization, show that Descole can be kind, such as around Melina or Nina; what I honestly wanted to see was him having interactions around girls other than Aurora where his fatherly nature might show (not that him and Aurora arenât great, I just wanted more); he had to have spent a lot of time around Melina while making the Detragan, and the potential for their relationship while she was dying is so much. Hershel should have had more moments of familiarity, and thinking about him when heâs not around, trying to figure him out, demanding to know who he is because he feels like he needs to know for some reason he canât describe, and Descoleâs answers/non-answers are extremely telling/bitter/curious/thought-provoking. And Descole should imo have had a scene to himself at the end of every entry pre-Azran Legacy where itâs increasingly obvious this guy has Angst(tm) and some beef with Hershel that seems personal and not just to do with getting in the way of his plots, along with all the earlier hints obviously (iirc he had a final scene at the end of Last Spector but it was nothing more than showing âhey weâre not done with this guy!!â, so that definitely should have had more to it; at the end of Eternal Diva I REALLY wanted to see how he survived his fall, probably with Raymond saving him, cue more ~mysterious reactions to Hershel~ as he thinks on how Hershel cried out his name as he was falling despite the fact that they were enemies, etc; and then the one at the end of Miracle Mask is okay I guess, but I still wanted more to it, more, idk signs of regret or remorse or sadness from him before he goes after Bronev, and not just âgrrrrrr finally my revenge is close Iâmma take you down all I have is angerrRRRRRâ also for him to not look so damn stupid when all Bronev has to do is knee him to take him down, like this is DESCOLE, THE KING OF BADASS, THAT ENDING IS SO PITIFUL; WE DIDNâT NEED THAT FOR A FAKEOUT UNMASKING SCENE THAT LEADS NOWHERE).
tl;dr, Desmoleâs story being planned from the very beginning would have made it possible for the writers to foreshadow and develop him properly before you finally see him as Desmond, and make you attached to and interested in him much more than just as a cool badass you kinda wonder the identity of but mostly just enjoy watching be badass and evil. The PL series had never had an overarching villain in the main trilogy aside from Don Paolo, who was more of a comic relief villain who they could afford to not make up his beef with/connection to Hershel until the final game because it was a very insignificant reason in the grand scheme of things, and Don Paolo just..... wasnât that integral to the plots of that trilogy, he was more of a bonus background villain not meant to be taken seriously or have any true emotional impact. But then you have Descole introduced as the key threat over the majority of the prequel series (you think itâs the Masked Gentleman this time, but no lol, itâs still Descole!!), and needless to say, âactually the protagonistâs long-lost brother trying to get revenge on their corrupt father, both of which are involved in an ancient civilization that ruined all their lives in multiple waysâ is a biiiiiiit more important than... âjealous dead girlfriend rivalâ lol. And so thereâs a jarring disconnect between pre-Miracle Mask Descole and post-Miracle Mask Descole, because the Azran arenât even a thing until Miracle Mask at ALL, and so in Last Spector and Eternal Diva Descole just seems like this mad scientist with a dramatic flair and nothing more, who mayyyyyyyy be searching for eternal life? Since that seems to be the running theme with the golden garden and ambrosia? But even then literally nothing is revealed about him in that game and movie so who knows (and unrelated but it seems like those two places have literally no connection to the Azran aside from an offhanded mention of them in Miracle Mask? idk man); the point Iâm taking way too long to make here is that itâs very clear the writers had no endgame plan for him until Miracle Mask at the earliest, and even then I wonder how much of it was completely hashed out (considering the... sort of mess that Azran Legacy is, I almost wonder if most of it was literally not decided on until then). My guess is that Descole was super popular after Last Spector so they decided to bring him back (his final scene in that game could have just been to show that he survived and was still âout there somewhereâ, whether or not he came back next entry), but then realized they didnât have a backstory or identity for him so they had to think up something way too late; I canât confirm this though of course.
Then you get to Azran Legacy, and honestly, despite how bizarre and weirdly unimportant and filler-ish 90% of this gameâs plot feels, I love the inherent idea of Descole finally coming to Hershel as himself. Hershel always shows up and gets in his way? Fine, heâll come to him. He always sees through his disguises? Fine, heâll come to him in the best disguise he has: himself. Ask him for his help in a mission his curiosity wonât let him refuse. Because then, of course, even though Desmond is doing this to further and finish his plot, and use them as tools, essentially, thereâs the wonderfully painful obvious second reason for why he chooses to do things this way, and that is he wants to spend time with his brother, whether or not he consciously realizes this. This way, Desmond can be himself, he doesnât have to hide his appearance or (most) intentions and can freely express a lot of his regular personality while still working towards his ultimate goal, but at the exact same time thereâs so much he canât show, that he canât reveal or let himself do, and this has to be a hundred times harder than when heâs posing as Descole because now heâs friends with Hershel and the others, and a part of him must want so desperately to just stay with them forever as he spends more and more time with them and grows more attached to them, (again, no matter how much he may realize this). But this is where his âarcâ continues to fall flat in that aside from one or two hints towards his daughter and having a brother, there is literally no depth in Desmondâs behavior in Azran Legacy pre-Descole/brother reveal, just like in all the entries before it. He should have shown small signs here and there of something being âoffâ with him, of sadness, of hesitation, of trauma and mental instability; strange things said to Hershel alone that makes him and the player start wondering things, just like with Descole. Everyone immediately goes, upon seeing Desmond for more than five minutes, âoh thatâs Descole obviouslyâ (plus Raymond is just... there lol), but itâs not for the right reasons; thereâs nothing wrong with a predictable plot twist, but there needs to be some kind of hints towards it to make you emotionally invested in what you realize is coming, because youâre waiting for it and you know it will hurt but you just donât know when and how it will happen; not that you guess it for no other reason than âwell thereâs this new character who isnât an existing friend of Laytonâs and everything is suspiciously calm and weâre 90% of the way through this and Descole has yet to show himself; itâs probably himâ. For the record, I actually think Miracle Mask does its predictable plot twist a lot better, even if that game still has issues; I see a lot of people complain about how predictable Randall being the masked gentleman is, and it is, but honestly? The flashback plot mechanic in that game is EXTREMELY effective in 1) making it VERY clear who the masked gentleman is very early on, like theyâre not trying to hide it in any way, but also 2) punching you in the gut to maximum effect when you get to the end of the flashbacks and pair it with the present-day plot. Like, they could have just told the player in dialogue/infodumps throughout the game who Randall was and what his connection to Hershel, Angela and Henry was, like Desmond does to Hershel near the end of Azran Legacy, but that would have been tedious and boring and the player wouldnât care near as much, and the game wouldnât have been long enough. Instead, you see it firsthand, you experience it with Hershel, and although Iâm frustrated at how little is done with masked gentleman!Randall and showing connections/hints to who he used to be (look, my exact problems with Descole) and making Hershel more involved with him at the end, which would have been the icing on the angst cake, the entire flashback half of that game honestly left a huge impact on me and I think thatâs why I spend so much time talking about/getting emotional about Miracle Mask despite always saying that Diabolical Box is my favorite, because getting to know Randall and see that friendship and see how it ended just makes it all hit so much harder, as flashbacks should do. The writers knew it would be obvious who the masked gentleman is and they leaned into that, it was a very deliberate choice, what the entire game revolved around, because the point wasnât that it was unpredictable, but that you would feel for that character and it would hurt so much more. And while I donât necessarily think Azran Legacy needed full-on flashback gameplay segments for Desmond like Miracle Mask had, I think having vague flashbacks every once in a while throughout that game, vague enough to not directly tell you itâs him or naming/showing Hershel/Theodore much but clear enough that you can reasonably guess it is Desmond, would have done a world of difference, along with all the little behavioral/dialogue hints I mentioned. Similar to the diary entries in Diabolical Box, or if anyoneâs ever played Super Paper Mario, the flashbacks in that game after every chapter about an unknown person that it becomes increasingly obvious as you play through the game is the main villain. I just.... really, really wish, out of all the prequel entries, Azran Legacy gave Desmond so much more emotional depth and resonance once we finally see him as Desmond instead of Descole, so many more scenes with Hershel, and to a lesser extent the others, so much more development of his character, so much more of an emphasis put on his prior family and how much heâs hurting and caring and yet at the same time refuses to give up his revenge; all of this, no matter how obvious it made his identity as both Descole and as Hershelâs brother. The brother plot twist, too, feels slightly lame and overdone and out of nowhere, but honest to god I wouldnât fucking care at all if they just foreshadowed it properly and made it so painfully obvious how much Descole/Desmond wants to be with Hershel and this family and how much it kills him to turn on them all again at the end of Azran Legacy even if he still goes through with it, and how much he regrets everything as he lays dying in Hershelâs arms, but we get none of that goddammitLevel5whydoyoudeprivemeofsomuch-
*ahem* apparently I still had a lot to say. i just wanted so much more for him; heâs SUCH a tragic character... the stupid wannabe phantom of the opera bread man still makes me cry, despite everything, because i am trash. Oh yeah and he should have held Aurora in his arms as she died. And Azran Legacy should have ended post-credits with Hershel opening his door with his hat off (to show that this is after Unwound Future), his eyes widening, then it shows the bottom half of the personâs face, just enough to see the bread hair tips, and the slight sad smile, and then cut to black. level-5 just hire the PL fandom to make the Desmond spinoff game pls
#replies#professor layton#professor layton spoilers#jean descole#desmond sycamore#meta#'i dont have much to say' *writes a fucking novel*#EVERY FUCKING TIME#NOTHING IS EVER SHORT WITH ME#why did this partly turn into a miracle mask defense/gush fest i am so sorry#but seriously i thought of that point only as i was typing this... that mm's flashback gameplay is why it works so well#and that something much smaller scale would have been PERFECT for Desmond in AL#not before that#but definitely in AL#....but since we can't have that just give me the Descole spinoff entirely please :''')#themadgirlinthefandombox
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TAFAKKUR: Part 332
SYMMETRY, ASYMMETRY, AND SUPERSYMMETRY: Part 2
DOES TIME FLOW FROM THE PAST TO THE FUTURE?
Time-asymmetry is perhaps the most fascinating. Even though all successful physics equations are symmetric with respect to time, we perceive time as flowing from the past to the future: Newton sees the apple fall down, people grow old, we throw the stone and the window is broken. Newton used a time arrow to distinguish between time's forward and backward directions. Einstein preferred a time river that meanders as it passes massive objects. But this sounded unscientific: past, present, and future are only illusions.
Roger Penrose, a prominent mathematician and quantum theorist, suggests that our perception of time as flowing irreversibly from the past to the future should have something to do with quantum mechanics and consciousness. This is quite similar to Einsteinâbut more scientific. Along with many others, Penrose and Hawking have discussed the issue at great length. Hawking says that the observed difference between past and future must come from the universe's boundary conditions. Since the Big Bang was the beginning of creation of matter and energy, and space and time, the reason should lie there. They disagree on the underlying reason for time-asymmetry, but agree that the quantum theory of gravity is needed to describe the complete nature of space-time.
WHAT IS SUPERSYMMETRY?
Einstein spent his last days trying to synthesize quantum theory and gravity to find a quantum theory of gravity. Despite great advances, such a theory remains elusive. This has guided them to the so-called theory of everything, which combines the four fundamental forces: nuclear, electromagnetic, weak, and gravitational. Theories describing the unification of the nuclear, electromagnetic, and weak forces are called grand unified theories (GUTs). The unification of these forces require the unification of symmetries, known as supersymmetry.
However, a large problem arises when trying to add gravity. This is because gravity is located in the field of general relativity, the theory of galaxies, quasars, and black holes, while the other three fundamental forces are described by quantum theory, the theory of the very small, which accepts subatomic particles as point-like particles. Nevertheless, this theory of everything should combine general relativity and quantum mechanics.
Unfortunately, it is not that simple. Right now, the most elegant idea for such a theory is supersymmetric string theory, in which point-like particles in quantum mechanics are replaced with string-like entities. Different vibratory resonances on these strings correspond to different particles in the same way as different frequencies correspond to different notes on a violin string. These strings, however, are not connected to the ends of a cosmic violin, but float in spaceâtime. When they float, they warp spaceâtime as predicted by general relativity. Thus strings unify the quantum theory of particles and general relativity.
Once the theory of everything is completed with its supersymmetry, we might be able to explain many mysteries, among them the existence of atoms, molecules, and dark matter,2 and the asymmetry between matter and antimatter. If we succeed, one more step will have been taken toward time travel. Even DNA, whose double-helix structure is interpreted under X-ray crystallography, which is a fruit of crystal lattice symmetries, may reach a full description with sypersymmetric string theory.
In the near future, if supersymmetric string theory is completed both experimentally and theoretically, we will be able to express bravely that all forces in nature are different aspects of the same thing. Scientists and believers in God's Oneness will adopt this theory, for such a comprehensive unification takes us to God's Unity.
CONCLUSION
Symmetry, which is displayed in art, music, inorganic and organic nature, always has been fascinating to the human mind. Spaceâtime, upon which all laws are displayed, also is constructed on the basis of symmetry. This construction brings an amazing result: the universe behaves the same at every instant and at every pont. Through symmetry, we witness unity, harmony, and perfection. Ironically, the breaking of symmetry (asymetery) is not the braking of prefection, for the universe's perfection is completed with asymmetry, the outcome of which is human life. Today, we human beings are looking for a supersymmetic string theory that will reveal the underlying unity beneath the diverse creation.
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Movie Review: Scoob! (Spoilers)
Spoiler Warning: Alright so this isnât the type of movie that really warrants two separate reviews, but because it was only released recently I feel a spoiler warning is warranted as I will be talking about specific points in the movie. So if you havenât yet seen Scoob! and donât want anything ruined before you do, go and watch then come back.
General Reaction:
So, Iâm having a hard time really getting to grips with my enjoyment level of this movie. Because while I donât think this was a bad movie by any means, I always wouldnât rank it as one of my favourites particularly with this new wave of nostalgia-based movies that seems to be a thing in recent years.
Maybe the problem is I am not an avid Scooby-Doo fan, a lot of people may think that is sacrilege and I did grow up watching the original Scooby-Doo shows and movies, but I wasnât as into it as I was other Cartoon Network shows or even other Hanna-Barbera properties.
On that note, something that fascinated me about Scoob! in its promo campaign outside of it being a stunning CG-Animation movie was the inclusion of other Hanna-Barbera properties. In the trailer it is simply Dynomutt, Blue Falcon and Dick Dastardly, the former two who I believe were spin-off characters of Scooby-Doo originally and Dick Dastardly who of course is Dick Dastardly. Wacky Races and its spin-off Dastardly and Muttley in Their Flying Machines were shows I was an avid fan of, but once you see the movie and you realise that Warner Bros. Animation is really pushing for a Hanna-Barbera cinematic universe to stem from this with the amount of references and cameos of other characters and properties it is fascinating to me.
For instance, The Amazing Spider-Man 2 attempted something similar by effectively shouting about the fact that this movie was supposed to not only set up a third Spider-Man movie but also a Sinister Six movie and a Black Cat movie, then it was revealed Venom and Carnage were supposed to come into play, but then the whole thing got canned because the movie tried doing too much too soon.
Here though, they are subtle references that, unless you know the characters, donât really register. I mean one or two are really obvious like having this universeâs version of Captain Caveman be somewhat of an antagonist here...I will be talking about him further down...but there are also just simply posters and name references that catch your eye if you know the characters. I donât know every Hanna-Barbera character but the one that did catch my eye was a cardboard cutout of Hong-Kong Phooey.
As for the actual movie from a storytelling perspective, again I never really thought there was anything that grand about Scooby-Doo in terms of how they told a story. It was one of the first âmonster of the weekâ shows in how formulaic it was and there was almost always a predictable formula in how each character would play their part.
In hindsight to that, I do appreciate both this movie and the first live-action Scooby-Doo movie for actually making that a satirical plot point, but in not having that much of a plot to base the movie on...I mean you can tell this is really an origin story of sorts in that if they are planning a cinematic universe this is that first rock, but unlike Iron Man they never had that hook that made you want to see the story continue.
I guess you could compare it in-house to what the DCEU did with Man of Steel. I didnât really need more from after seeing that movie but I did want to see what this universeâs versions of some of my favourite DC Characters would be like, in a way this is similar.
It does sound stupid but the plot very much feels like a Scooby-Doo movie plot, in that the movie opens with that classic âmonster of the weekâ unmasking, but the main threat of the movie is a real monster with some type of supernatural mystical twist.
But also, in adding the entire universe of Hanna-Barbera characters to that, you also have the most blatant in-movie Warner Bros. promo campaign with so many of the studioâs other properties being name-dropped it was borderline laughable.
In terms of the actual movie experience, this isnât the first time Iâve watched a movie for the first time not in the cinema but knowing that the movie should have been released in cinemas rather than me simply not seeing it for any reason was rather surreal and, I do feel that this is the type of movie that warrants an audience viewing rather than just me watching it in my bedroom.
I also feel I would have enjoyed it a lot more with an audience, particularly an audience that doesnât mind slightly dated, cheesy or somewhat really obvious plot points at times. I kind of predicted every major plot twist in this movie, although a couple of them I feel the audience is supposed to know from the get go otherwise why make it so obviously unless your pandering to a really young audience that donât have two brain cells to rub together and tell that Fred with a really sinister grin full-naming Scooby is really the main villain in disguise particularly when you just saw him do the same thing ten minutes before.
But anyway, rather then going character by character in this spoilery section Iâm going to break it down into what I liked and what I didnât like. There was nothing I loved but also nothing I hated.
What I Liked:
But in terms of the overall message of the movie, Scoob! really hammers home that old-school notion of Manâs Best Friend, and not just with Shaggy and Scooby which is all I will say on that.
Alright so this movie is obviously called Scoob! and focuses on Scooby as effectively the main character as well as his friendship with Shaggy. The two really are one character in that you canât really imagine one without the other, and the movie really explores that in both good and bad ways...weâll get to the bad.
As a dog lover and dog owner myself, this movie really spoke to me on that level and the bond that Shaggy and Scooby share I finally understood. In all other media for me itâs more a case of Scooby and Shaggy just being friends but here that bond goes deeper because you see them meet and you see them essentially become family.
I really didnât like the plot device of making them fall out only to have them make up later, it just is a very lazy trope at this point particularly as Iâve already seen it in a Scooby-Doo property before.
But they do kind of explain why it is necessary and why it happens because while they do have their friends at Mystery Inc. Shaggy and Scooby had no one before having each other, so when one feels like theyâre drifting apart something flips and they get very possessive.
Also that ending, I mentioned this movie has a lot of things thrown in but while Hanna-Barbera and Warner Bros. references are kind of in sync with this movie, how about Greek mythology to the point where they effectively summon the Underworld to Earth!
Iâm a massive Greek mythology fan, and seeing the main monster of this movie actually being from Greek mythology and animated so beautifully is why this is in the good section, even if the Underworld actually looked like the Cave of Wonders from Aladdin.
The voice cast for this movie is also unexpectedly brilliant. A lot of people may complain that the original cast who are still all alive, I think, werenât asked back but outside of Frank Welker as Scooby I donât think you really need them.
Zac Efron is one of those actors at the moment that can do no wrong for me, he can do comedy, he can do musical, he can do drama, he can do serious gritty drama. I really loved him as Fred here.
Will Forte didnât fool me into thinking it was Matthew Lillard returning to the role because I feel his voice here wasnât as squeeky or high as Lillardâs, but he still did a great job, Ian Armitage voicing the kid version was great too.
Gina Rodriguez is a choice for Velma not just because like a lot of these characters the classic Velmaâs voice is very distinct and almost iconic but to actively race-bend the character and make her Latina I thought added some much needed diversity to this movie and the Hanna-Barbera universe in general.
Jason Isaacs as Dick Dastardly was really a fantastic choice both for the actor and for the character. There were times particularly towards the start when he made Dick sound like Captain Hook and even his design here is very Captain Hook/Gru esk rather than the lanky Dick Dastardly design, and I was missing his classic hat. But for me Jason Isaacs is at his best when heâs playing a villain.
On that note, Dee Dee Sykes and Dynomutt I thought were absolutely wonderful here, Iâd actually say these two and Dick Dastardly were my favourite characters. All the Dâs apparently.
Not only was it a teachable moment for me because I had to look up someone I was pretty sure was someone I thought they were in terms of me knowing Dee Dee originated in Captain Caveman and the Teen Angels, but here was on Blue Falconâs crew with Dynomutt and no reference to Captain Caveman whatsoever I was okay with.
Also, I cannot believe I am saying this but, this movie actually made me like a Ken Jeong performance. I cannot stand this man, I do not find him funny, I do not find him entertaining, yet something about him voicing Dynomutt who originally I swear what meant to have the brain capacity I associate with Ken Jeong, but to make me like the character was impressive.
The final thing on my good list to mention is that opening sequence, after the very heartwarming opening scene of Scooby and Shaggy meeting and a Halloween setting of the team first coming together to battle a monster of the week in a It inspired haunted house, they show a shot-for-shot remake of the opening credits for the OG cartoon which is rather clever.
The only other voice actor to mention in the good section for me is Simon Cowell, not only do they have Simon playing himself in such a brilliant way but also his son Eric also voices a character, very brief and not central to the plot, but really a cute moment. Also I donât know why but Simon in voice over sounds almost like a parody to Simon in live-action.
What I Didnât Like:
Alright so these are really knitpicks but I think theyâre worth noting in terms of moving this universe forward.
Scooby Doo is a dog, a talking dog yes but a dog none the less...so why the heck does he talk so much. I mean granted this is a universe with a robotic dog and a biped martial arts vigilante dog...but they never genuinely explain how Scooby can talk and while itâs understandable in the original cartoons as itâs mostly groans and the odd mispronounced word...here he was having monologues...also as a puppy he should have had a puppy voice, just saying.
As mentioned, I never really got into this franchise when I was younger so outside of Scooby and Shaggy I donât really know these characters...but was Fred always so weirdly obsessed with the Mystery Machine? I get being happy with your vehicle but I thought Fred and Daphne were supposed to be the ship of this property...not Fred and the van.
I really really really really really really really really did not like the cop out ending they had, I didnât let them get away with it in Stitch Has a Glitch and I am not letting them get away with it here. This big dramatic heartstring pulling thing happens, yet itâs almost immediately rectified with no solid explanation other then âwe need to wrap things upâ.
So to see one of these properties not authentically translate I thought was annoying, by which I mean Captain Caveman. Looks wise he is on point and I am fully aware that Mel Blanc is not going to rise up from the grave to voice him again, but the very essence of him being a caveman in his speech was not there for me here.
It would have been better if they allowed some time to go past and let the heroes stew in their sorrow before somehow discovering a way to fix things, but no it is literally as soon as the bad thing happens we are supposed to believe this was thought out?
My final thing is this. The Hanna-Barbera properties I grew up with are Scooby-Doo which I liked, Top Cat which I loved, Wacky Races which I loved, The Jetsons which I wasnât as acquainted with as I would have liked to be, The Flinstones which I loved, Hong Kong Phooey which I liked and Captain Cavemani which I liked.
Iâm sure Tracy Morgan is a likeable comedian, but then play on the comedy of the character and have him be like he originally was.
Hanna-Barbera Cinematic Universe:
I would love to see The Flinstones, Top Cat and the other Wacky Racers get this movie treatment. In fact if they market it correctly, Warner Bros. Animation could have a different genre movie for each property, be that comedy for Flinstones, action for Hong Kong Phooey, maybe a heist movie for Top Cat, sci-fi for the Jetsons, the list goes on.
As mentioned before, I do not see that groundwork for a cinematic universe here. Rather than it showing signs of being like the MCU I think it does stick more in-house as the DCEU by simply giving me the want to see other Hanna-Barbera characters inhabit this universe.
Do I feel this is the start of something big? No, do I feel there is potential here absolutely.
Overall I rate the movie a solid 7/10, itâs enjoyable, itâs cute, itâs family-friendly and I believe thatâs its USP. Itâs not a groundbreaking movie but it does have that cinematic universe potential and, as mentioned, I do look forward to see if more Hanna-Barbera properties get the same treatment.
So thatâs my review of Scoob! What did you guys think? Post your comments and check out more Movie Reviews and other posts.
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bts astro soulmate reading | for elliot
This reading is for Elliot, a very sweet Yoonjin bias who sometimes (often) finds himself thinking about Kim Taehyung. Can you blame him? Thank you so much for your patience, love. I hope you enjoy and are staying safe a well. <3
A Cancer Sun and Libra Moon makes for a very mysterious, contradictory personality, with Cancer existing on a highly emotional and reserved plane while Libra yearns to roam, explore and adapt to their surroundings. You are all at once highly sociable, deeply enjoying the company of others, and private - often swimming away on your own to escape the harsh realities of the world - enjoying  a cozy night in with a good book or podcast almost as much as a delicious dinner out with a large group of friends and acquaintances. Those who don't know you well may accuse you of being a bit unsteady, seeing all the ways in which you adapt to your surrounding and feed off of others energies. Your close friends and family know that you are just water and air, constantly seeking balance and harmony in your relationships above all else. All three of your placements are geared towards security and balance, and at your core you crave stability and a strong foundation in your home that is calming, peaceful and without too much tension or unpleasantness. It is because of this that you are drawn to creative artistic pursuits, though you likely hold a more traditional full time job to ensure you are financially secure and comfortable. Those possessing your star placements are innately empathetic, nurturing of others and self-critical of self. While your Virgo rising lends itself to additional self-criticism, towards others you are incredibly soft, sentimental, and supportive - if only you showed more gentleness towards yourself! It is likely that you are loved by many, serving as a strong emotional refuge for family and friends alike, who admire your compassionate, trustworthy and purposeful nature.
A true lover of life's simple wonders, you are likely to gravitate towards the arts, spending your free time exploring museums, galleries, concerts, and any other large gathering around creative ideals. On one particular early fall afternoon while exploring an outdoor exhibit in the city with friends, your eyes gravitate towards a man playing a piano in the square. His presence is magnetic to you, your eyes immediately  drawn to his slouched posture as his fingers stroke each key, his face covered by short, black hair and a black cap. The shadow of the mysterious figure piques your curiosity, enough for you to approach him to have a closer listen, the melody floating through the crisp air of the changing seasons. It is almost as if in that moment nobody else is in the square - just you, the music and the mysterious gentleman - until his fingers stop moving, as if breaking from a trance. Fully immersed in his own world, he doesn't notice you standing there until several minutes later, his dark eyes moving to meet yours in a moment of instant attraction, one that only two water signs could possess.
Imagine your surprise when you find out that the presumably down-and-out aspiring artist is actually the esteemed Min Yoongi, a fact that he conceals until you're on your second or third date.
Ever the optimist and hopeless romantic, your Cancer Sun lives to love and be loved, both platonically and romantically - longing for a partnership that is all encompassing. This is amplified by your Venus in Leo, which makes you a lover of big love (think grand displays of affection, gift giving, and passionate quality time.) You want to spoil a partner, seeing no reason to skimp or cut corners for the people you love and expecting the same adoration in return. This is especially true once you fall hard, as it often takes some time for people to get past the barriers of your outwardly serious Virgo rising and your impenetrable deeper Cancer shell. At first you will keep your feelings close, waiting for the other party to reveal themselves to be genuinely trustworthy and open before letting them into your inner world. Once in love, you want to pull out all the stops, becoming the most nurturing, adoring lover - almost as if making up for lost time of keeping your emotions reigned in for so long. Yoongi's Pisces is also cautious in love, but it does not take long for him to show the range of his emotions, his romantic energy and empathy all at once making you feel secure and understood in ways that you do not often experience with other signs - signaling that it is okay to open up and be vulnerable. You are drawn to Yoongi's artistry that flows out of him, the sparseness of his words that hold meaning in every syllable, and he adores your compassionate nature - thinking of you as a true friend and companion, though the connection is very much a romantic one. A Cancer and Pisces are likely to spend countless hours tangled up in their sheets, hands softly caressing every inch of each other before even becoming overtly sexual. This is a duo that is incredibly intimate, enjoying savoring each and every delicious moment in each other's company and romantic spirits. You could undoubtedly spend the rest of your life laying next to Yoongi as his fingers graze your hair, cheek and neck, sweet nothings pouring into your ear. You naturally connect on an innately intimate level, the tone of his voice enough to rile you up long before his long, skilled fingers even begin to move down past your neck, chest and belly button. In bed, Yoongi brings a gentleness alongside just the right amount of kink to set you on fire.
Your desire for romance cannot be outweighed, however, by stability and comfort. A Cancer, while a hopeless romantic, is not excited by the idea of a tumultuous, unpredictable love wherein.spontaneity reigns. While you are ruled by water as a Cancer, your Libra heart and Virgo moon crave balance and relative predictability - something that our Pisces Yoongi wants but often escapes him in his quest for greatness. Yoongi's Venus is in Aries, making his love is a bit more impulsive and spontaneous, Ultimately, after many nights in bed alone with your partner huddled in his studio, you realize that Yoongi's more free-flowing Pisces spirit proves to be a bit too fluid for your Cancer heart. The dissolution of this relationship is extremely challenging given your shared emotional depths, and there is surely a continuation of the relationship via long, late night phone calls and sentimental texts until one of you breaks it off to preserve your sanity and wellbeing. This is a pairing that makes a lifelong, profound impact on each other, likely prompting Yoongi to write some of his best work to date.
A Cancer Sun and Libra Moon is not likely to be single for too long, very much preferring the company of a romantic partner to single life. Luckily for you, people are inherently drawn to your warmth, which lies beneath the surface of your Virgo rising but is quickly detectable by some. You're happy to find yourself approached by a handsome stranger while browsing through an indie record shop downtown, his fingers floating across the top of the album you've taken interest in. That's a great album, are you a fan? You aren't sure how long you are in the shop chatting up the boy, who introduces himself as Kim Namjoon, before you're off to grab a coffee at a nearby cafe.
It takes many months of seeing Namjoon the Virgo - who would prefer to be alone with a good book than in the presence of bad company - to reveal a more emotional side of himself. Despite approaching you first, Namjoon is not exactly suave, his endearingly goofy mannerisms a result of his high level of independence and time spent in solitude away from prying eyes. This relationship begins as more of a friendship with two generally cautious people tiptoeing around their emotions, wondering who is going to take the risk of revealing their true self first. But after some time it becomes clear that his more business-like, stoic Virgo exterior does not stand much of a chance against the depths of your Cancer emotion and Libra charm. When partnered, you are your person's biggest cheerleader, and it is your emotional range and empathic powers that can successfully soften the coldest heart as you only see the good in others - never the bad. Early on, much of the relationship is spent with you intently listening to his ramblings or championing his many professional creative endeavors - his words like poetry to you as he workshops new lyrics, projects, or his dreams of the future that he will so clearly put into action as a result of his . The Virgo is happy to open his mind to you over countless walks along the river or through lush parks outside of the city, a bond forming from your desire to be needed and wanted if even as a supportive listener. He senses your genuine interest in his thoughts - not for his status as a celebrity but who he is as a person. Your empathic qualities, while natural to you, are also a form of protection against getting hurt: speak less frequently, and you won't need to reveal many of your insecurities around your own potential. More than anything, Namjoon wants you to open up and let him in to your world. your innate strengths and talents, bringing you away from all of your negative self-talk and doubt around your abilities - something he can relate to deeply as a Virgo Sun. Maybe it is the warmth of his brown eyes as he tells you how special you are, or the way the sun rays perfectly hit his brown hair, but you can't help but believe him.
Once you are able to move into understanding on a deeper level, you find that Namjoon is one of the most sentimental, loyal people you've ever known. Namjoon's Venus is in Scorpio, meaning that despite any hurt he has experienced in the past, he is a true romantic at his core, looking for his one true love and willing to devote it all to that special person. The Scorpio is notably possessive in love, which serves to both frustrate and excite you in just the right ways. While your Libra moon may be naturally flirtatious, Namjoon is the one that holds your heart, and you enjoy being consumed by his love through song and writing - with his Mercury in Libra, you are likely to be his muse in all things creative. This is a pairing that can spend endless hours nestled in bed reading a book, bouncing ideas off of each other, and exploring each other's hearts before diving into the physical. You, Cancer, are the sexual initiator, wanting to know him body and soul - exposing him to an entirely new emotional plane of sexual connection. For the Virgo man, sex is often just another thing to be skilled at, and you are able to expose the innately vulnerable, emotional, and outwardly animalistic nature of his sexuality. The sexual relationship between these two is almost transcendent, with you taking the reins as the boss to show him the ropes, allowing him to unlock a different side to himself and learn how to please you. As someone who gets off to the idea of learning and achieving, expect marathon sessions in each other's arms (and mouths).
Ultimately, Namjoon is the member best able to bring you the stability you crave alongside an unwavering emotional commitment, with an earthly ability to firmly ground you when you are lost at sea. He will allow you to swim into your solitude - as you need from time to time - but you can rest easily that he will always be there when you are ready to return to reality. More than anything Namjoon is a provider, his mind working over time to help you solve your problems and achieve your dreams with his quintessential Virgo intelligence and flare, likely pushing you to pursue your creative ideas full-time instead of shying away from your potential and making sure you have everything to feel secure. You are someone who becomes a better person when in love, flourishing under others affection, and with Namjoon you have a special opportunity to truly come into yourself and achieve more than you ever imagined. Meanwhile, you provide a level of nurturing that he so deeply desires and a softness that he so desperately needs and few others can provide. In this partnership, you are the caretaker of the physical and emotional realm, while he is a provider in a more literal sense: making sure you have everything you need financially to create a sanctuary home base curated for the two of you to create and restore yourselves when the day is done. This is a duo that is steadfast and secure, prioritizing home and family and partnership over frivolity and spontaneity, appreciating travel and gallery openings abroad but also knowing how to take comfort at home with nights in and a vinyl on a record player. It is in this secure, stable lifestyle that you are both stimulating and fulfilled. Overall, this astrological pairing is comprised of two very synchronized and amenable plane, existing on a very calm, comforting foundation that is impossible to shake.
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Analyses of Inspector Thauvin chapter 1: Harsh Glances, Proof of Worth
Noxus. A mighty and fearsome expanding Empire that is never satisfied of its hunger for more power and lands. This desire can be extinguished by the great Trifarian Legion, an unstoppable and dedicated army that spreads rampage on its path.
But, like every regime, Noxus has its weaknesses. There are threats from the inside that can ruin everything in a heartbeat with any tragic mistake the Grand General can make. And because he has foreseen it â like everything after all â he has taken his very drastic measures to combat the possible treason from faces that wear invisible masksâŚ
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âItâs him, step aside!â One of the guards whispered nervously to his companion to the sight of the new superweapon Swain hired for his mysterious plans and military success.
The soldiers stared with faces that betrayed their fear for the unknown, their teeth were almost showing in fear and instinct to put the tail between the legs.
A quiet, almost unnoticed scoff could be heard. It couldnât remain hidden. It shouldnât. They are Noxian soldiers that have seen so many battlefields that something like that shouldnât bother their eyes so muchâŚ
âG- Grand General! Your weapon is hereâŚâ
âExcellent. Bring him in.â
âMove it!â The guard yelled with the most nervous voice he had ever heard, as he shoved his axe threateningly at his direction. The uniquely for the Noxian standards armed man tried to hold his mocking smile. The bloke was too desperate to show his rank superiority, and it was something utterly futile.
He held his smile for the very special moment of standing in front of the Grand General himself, in his own noble mansion.
âYou must be Inspector Beau Thauvin.â Swain sounded very sophisticated as he asked.
âIn flesh and bone, your weapon is here. At your mighty will, Grand General.â Inspector Thauvin is rarely the one that will talk big and fanfaring  words, its other people that will usually flatter him unnecessarily. But, this time he decided to allow a change.
âI cannot hide my enthusiasm that you honour us with your services, Inspector.â Indeed, Swainâs boring, merry impatience couldnât hide deep behind his aged and refined facial features.
âI can see itâŚâ Thauvin didnât hesitate to intensify his remarkable unimpression in his aristocratic leader face. Risky, but thatâs him, either you like it or not.
Swain shook his head and raised his brows in neutral shock the Inspectorâs behaviour caused, but soon his expression changed dramatically to being more interested. He stroked his chin with a stoic face. âYou have the privilege to determine when do you wish to start your work, since it is youââ
âRight now.â The robotic determination of his clear and silvery voice cut Swainâs easiness in pieces, along with his intendedly causal phrase.
Donât try to be at ease with me, General!âŚ
Jerichoâs breathe was cut and hitched to the sharp suggestion, if you want, that the man voiced. He froze for several second clusters, but it was enough to get noticed by the sly agentâs eye.
He cleared his throat. âVery well,â He drowned his uneasiness. âYou have to know, however, that my bidding is never built on a silky, straight road, InspectorâŚâ
âIf this really was a threat, mâ Lord, then Iâm deeply sorry, because, for your information, I never apply for a task that is easy. I donât play the dolls, and I seek to be effective to the common cause I eventually share with my employer.â His eyes were shining threatening bravery and fatal truth. His arms audaciously folded close to his chest, after his rudely bold words towards the very first man of NoxusâŚ
Well, this wasnât really wise of him to do. But he knows. He never lets uncalculated actions pass, and knowing his necessity and utility to Noxus, Swain would never had the guts to risk the Inspectorâs safety for his pride.
âWhatever, ThauvinâŚâ His sharp tone indicated his very restrained attempt to hide his lost patience. âShall we move to the main reason you are here then?â Thauvin laughed so hard in his head with how hurt Swains good intention to be polite was, but outside he looked stern and imperious to the simplest and humblest way.
âThatâs why Iâm here, Grand General. Move on, then.â
Swain calmed his tension down with a deep breath before moving on to explaining his first mission as an agent of Noxus.
âSince you have lived by us for quite a while, you have probably heard of or seen with your eyes the occupied by deviant protesters north-eastern suburban territory.â Swain explained.
âHave heard of it.â
âItâs a pain in the arse the recent weeks!â Swainâs voice cracked with laughter. âCounsellor Dariusâ Trifarian Legion is off to occupation missions, and my capital patrols are pretty inefficient against the savage brutes.â Noble opponents of the Trifarix are a bit more easily controlled in the Empire than openly protesting savage brutes.
âI understand.â That is all he had to say.
âDonât you have anything to add?â
âNot really. Can I have some of your inefficient patrols?â
Swain raised an eyebrow.
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âWhat is the plan, Inspector?â The patrolâs commander asked. These soldiers where more civilized than the guards of Swainâs mansion. Beau liked that.
He didnât answer him immediately. He had to first spectate the situation by himself. That was exactly what he expected: an angered handful of folks gathered in a group, united like a fist and overly concentrated to their pitiful riot.
âInspector?âŚâ The soldier repeated, this time seemingly hesitating to do so, but impatient for an answer as well. Weak mindsâŚ
âThe plan is the following: you go and trap them into a circle made of your unitâs men.â
âB- but, Inspector? Our unit can easily be decimated by these angry people! I- I mean, these treacherous dogs!!â His voice was so nervous in fear of having sounded more compassionate than he should be, he almost bit his tongue. Thauvin really has his time in that city, very fun idiots to work with. A shame he canât show it, sacrificing his urge to laugh on their faces to professionalism.
âYou didnât let me finish.â The rudeness in his phrase didnât drown in his sternnessâ deep bottom. Instead, it floated on its surface, seemingly shaming the commander.
Beau broke the silence again, with his more defined explanations of his plan. âYour circle is going to both trap them and bamboozle them. Here I have a paralyzing detonator that will make them have some sweet dreams for a good while, allowing us to disarm them and send them to the justice they deserve without killing them. This is for the Grand General to decide. They are simple citizens after all. But: be careful not to stand too close to the area the detonator will affect, otherwise youâll get electrocuted as well. Five feet are a good distance to keep from my target. Was I well understood?â
He always uses his charisma in leadership in his tone, combining it with his influencing and confident body language, while at the same time being extremely simple and direct, so he is easily understood. Perfect, as he always aims to achieve by practicing his profession.
And as he predicted, everyone said no more. A positive nod was enough to pass into action.
However, predictions always have their holesâŚ
âI donât think it will work.â A young man, at least in his early twenties, voiced with pure audacity and steadiness in his voice.
Thauvin looked at him with serious, half â closed eyes of caustic humiliation.
Silence. Many of the soldiers turned to each other with confusion and a chilling but suppressed fear.
âAnd who are you to determine it, o genius from nowhere?â He asked, faking suspicion in his tone.
âIâm Tommy Brant, sir! Co â commander of the Capital Patrol!â The boy stood straight with too much pride filling his lungsâŚ
âInteresting⌠And how someone as young as you gained such a high rank in this armed force?â
âIââ
âHe has just returned from the Tokogol fort, sir, one of the best soldiers that got this promotion as a reward!â A woman answered nervously instead of Brant. Her name was Myriam Cole, Captain of the Patrol.
âHmm⌠Weird reward. Oh, and I was asking him not you.â His harsh glance made her look down to her feet in shame.
âYes, sirâŚâ
âWhat was I saying? Oh, yeah. You shouldnât question me, Co â commander Brant. And you really canât, since Commander Achim here takes my orders today.â
The young soldier prepared himself to talk back, but Thauvinâs collected voice was faster than his.
âWith my signal! Ready!âŚâ
The anticipation and worry about failure had filled their hearts. This was probably the riskiest strategy they had ever faced in their lives. Some even though that the Grand General was very desperate to hire such a mad guy to lead them, but obviously kept them for themselves, a thought that should never be revealed for their sakeâŚ
Nevertheless, they tried their best to have bodies and minds alarmed for the signal and therefore the action.
Foreheads wet in sweat, breathes hitched, weapons grasped in fistsâŚ
But most importantlyâŚ
âGo!â
And the mission started. The soldiers ran as fast as possible, choosing paths behind buildings to go unnoticed by the crowd in the square of the northâeastern suburbs.
Thauvin used his long-range binoculars to spectate. He let a small, crooked smirk on his lips, in approval of their clever action. At this rate, no one would get fatally hurt. They werenât that stupid thenâŚ
Enough about the police though. He had to think about his own part as well. The easy stuff. He used his Hextech jet boots to reach the target faster. He jumped on a balcony with the boost of his jets, so he could have a better view of the situation.
He reactivated his binoculars, this time on sniper mode. With the help of his precise rifle, designed by himself to be foolproof like a preying vulture, he would shoot his detonator at the protesters.
Meanwhile, down there the nervous Patrol Unit soldiers were ponting their axes and swords at the people they had trapped â that seemed to be the case. The angry citizens yelled at them, cursed Noxus, demanded more rights and freedom, threatened to attack them and even spat on their faces.
Brant wiped spit from his eye and yelled for order nervously. Some others, more brutal and experienced went farther than just a harmless threat, even on unarmed protesters.
âI should make this quick or it will turn to be a tragedy. I wonât tolerate  making a bad name of myselfâŚâ Beauâs voice sounded quite at ease, despite the pressuring time that threatened his plan tremendouslyâŚ
He just stood there, placing his feet steadily on the narrow surface of the balconyâs railing, and aimed with concentration at the riotersâŚ
SteadyâŚ.
The situation was about to worsen at the square. Someone could be heard warning that heâd light a fire to burn the statue of some forgotten warlord very few speak of nowadays. This wasnât good, Thauvin thought. He had to act quickly, so that he wouldnât lose his unit to a bunch of random people that disliked their countryâŚ
His earpiece was unfortunately connected to the commanders, to be able to have control of the situation in all the possible senses. âWhat takes you so long, Inspector!?!â
âShut the hell up and let me concentrate, do your job, Commander!â
âWhatever, be quick, they are trying to-â
âMuch better.â He smiled at himself for deactivating the earpiece and turned to his target with the greatest focus possible. Letâs end this quickâŚ
It all depended on a press of his trigger, lucky for them, it had to be his.
One last deep breath and the missile went to find its target on the ground. The force that was created by the shot threw Thauvin inside the balcony, causing him to reflexively backflip and accidentally break the window with his heavy equipment.
He swore under his breath as he shook his head to ease the bodily shock. As he turned his head to witness the damage he caused, he faced a scared woman in her nightdress and facemask. Â
âMâ lady? Donât worry about this mess, Iâm paying for it. Oh, almost forgot this.â He pressed a button on his modified ATLAS glove and a bright blue light could be seen from the square, accompanied by a considerably loud noise.
He smirked. âFinally, I started getting bored of this.â
âH- he⌠Actually did thisâŚâ The Commander said in his relieved breath, and almost passed out of shock.
The other soldiers cheered and thanked the gods for surviving this craze. But the three in command still quietly questioned Thauvinâs method, even after observing the paralysing detonator electrocute the protesters that fainted right away in front of their eyes.
However, some reckless and ignorant soldiers were affected as well, as a result of not keeping the right distance like the Inspector warned⌠âHis crazy plans will kill us all! Imagine going on the first mission with someone so popular of his kind and getting blasted men in the process!â Commander Achim exclaimed at Cole and Brant.
âI honestly donât understand what the Grand General had in his mind when he hired that madmanâŚâ Brant touched his chin. His gaze on the ground betrayed his insecurities.
âWhatever he is up to, we must
âWhatever he is up to, we must remain quiet. Any reckless move and we lose our power. Both of you, remember that you are not on top of this anymore.â Coleâs voice sounded sharp and plain, indicating that she was completely serious and plain, indicating that she was very serious.
The two men nodded with clear dysphoria, but as much as they hated to admit it, she was rightâŚ
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Swain was more than pleased to observe on his balcony all of the protesterâs hands bound with cuffs behind their backs and lead in a line to jail by the Patrol Unit. He lowered his telescope and smiled at Thauvin that stood at attention behind him. âCongratulations, Inspector!
âYou promised difficulty.â He faked serious disappointment to bluff, once again interrupting his sentence.
The Grand General almost held his breath. Then a sigh followed. âNot your level, I supposeâŚâ His husky voice was quiet. âNever mind, you wonât get away with so relaxing missions, I assure you⌠DismissedâŚâ
Thauvin nodded and left his quarters with his hands clasped behind his back. He surely expected something actually difficult, but kept that dayâs event in the back of his head nonethelessâŚ
#league of legends#fanfiction#noxus#jericho swain#original character#tag:#analysesITH#katrin writes#my fic
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