#the government cant stop me

[tiredlez]

I was about to watch Unsolved Mysteries on Netflix, but immediately before that, I received a message that my account had been "suspended".

WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO HIDE FROM US!????!?????

[yikes-ajax]

P...... Party rrocker in the house tonihhgt

[generic-sandbox-member]

many thoughts none comprehensible the majority about gerard way

[gibbearish]

kinda frustrating how we've spent the last few months acknowledging how a lot of well intentioned but guilt trippy social justice posts are like specifically designed to worm into ocd ppls brains and then now every single post abt palestine is "i dont care how bad your mental health is, i dont care how bad looking at all this makes you feel, if you don't read every single post you see on this topic in full you are a horrible person and directly contributing to their deaths. 'waaaah my mental health' well at least youre not being bombed, did you think about that??" and its like. i absolutely get where youre coming from but you dont get to complain that guilt tripping is bad then turn around and use it anyways because you think the cause youre using it for is worthwhile. like. everyone thinks the cause theyre using it for is worthwhile, thats why theyre using it. but its still a shit way to do it

[crazy-lazy-elder-sims]

Hey life hey hello yes just letting you know that just because we passed a bottle neck period of time and survived through a cluster of hardships all at once doesn't mean you should give me another one

Fuck off honestly i dont understand the constant hardships one after the other what the fuck did we do to deserve this

[batty-pham]

I've started (but haven't finished) making playlists for all the Batfam-

So far I have

Dick

Jason

Tim

Damian

Cassandra

Alfred

(Danny/Danyal because I love the lost twin Damian trope)

[heartzcannibal]

Someone buy me mimikyu pokemon merch or I will spontaneously combust. (DONT ILL FEEL BAD IF YOU DO)

[lycanwlf]

hi i just woke up to sonic 3 trailer i have a lot of mixed feelings but my degenerate sonic brain thinks it cute. if the movie turns out really bad im not surprised

[ardate]

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[thepandalion]

and today in "why is fandom so antisemitic" just blocked two more followers in my sideblog, which makes it about 10 of what would have been almost 35 followers over a couple months. because the "all israelis are evil" bs is really big in mcyt circles.

also haven't watched the new season of hc because I don't want to touch the fandom anymore and enjoying things alone isn't as fun when you know there's a fandom. but also the fandom is full of people that wish I was dead so I dont want to be there either. which means right now the only things in my life are the jewish bloggers I follow (love yall) and doing daily challenges in microsoft solitaire. and university ig but it's the weekend and Im trying not to think about my homework rn

also gave up and made a "btw Im israeli plz stop following me if u want me dead" post on the sideblog. hope it works ig.

[rigginsstreet]

like is anyone else not mad every day at the state of the world? im mad all the time lmfao and i look around and everyones just... carrying on with life like shits normal. how yall doing that? couldnt be me im on the brink of a mental breakdown at any given moment

[moriphyte]

just debated a zionist at work i need a fuckin smoke

[theoldaeroplane]

While certainly a portion of my exhaustion after work has to do with needing to build up the endurance to be on my feet all day, having to learn lots of new things, and not getting quite enough sleep, these things on their own don't fully explain the sheer distress I find myself in during the evening upon coming home.

That's rooted in a recognition of how there is just no part of me left over after making myself be out and around people and noise for the better part of my day. Not only do I not have the energy to tackle the myriad little chores one has to handle to simply keep up with life, there is just no fuel in me to draw or write or even hang out with friends, or do any of the things I consider crucial for making my life feel worth getting through. I recognize it because it's the same thing I went through at both my old jobs, which were less physically demanding. Here be dragons: the meltdown might be far off, but it is coming.

Knowing this about myself is hopeful, because it means I can try to head it off. Knowing I can't both work a "normal" job and be satisfied with my life in the long term is a really important discovery, even if it kind of sucks to learn. And I even know why it happens; my brain is simply not built to handle stimuli the same way most people's are. Autism, baybee!

The interviews I've managed to land for jobs that would not do this to me have gone very well and I'm hopeful I'll make it to the next phase for each. I'm a little worried if I don't get either simply because it's so hard to marshal myself to do anything after work, much less things I don't want to do, like send out job applications. Case in point: my taxes still aren't done and they are due tomorrow. Whoops!

In the meantime I guess I just have to strugglebus best I can. Once the paychecks start properly rolling in I'm sure that will help to some degree, as I can offload a few things more easily that would otherwise take a lot of spoons, like preparing food. And I'll eventually build up a physical endurance for the (pretty light) demands of this job. It's a pity I can't build up a similar mental endurance.

[robocops-a-christ-allegory]

“Young men are so unhappy and its why theyre turning to fascism and being incels : (” as a generally unhappy young man I am gonna keep on saying these guys are just jerks who became incels because they were jerks

[tea-with--honey]

Happy pride to the folks who live in countries where being queer is a crime and, in some instances, legally punishable by death. I see you, I'm with you, I'll celebrate with you. Hoping ur celebrating online or in your head or in an awesome private place with your queer companions. Maybe youre not! Maybe youre out there fighting for our rights and if you are then hell yeah! But this goes out to the ones who cant because of the risk. We're still queer and we can still celebrate pride in our own little ways. Love yall :)

[jediplinth]

in 2013 I made a "Platypus Controlling me" cosplay, complete with a Perry the Platypus backpack. I spent an unreasonable amount of time doing the helmet.

he found a poster for a phineas and ferb theme party and just. decided to go. oh my god 😭