#the fucking noise oh my god
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getting an mri is lit top 5 worst experiences. hated that
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I am a good person. I am a powerful person, I don't believe in evil. I think that evil is an idea created by others to avoid dealing with their own nature. I understand my own nature, good and evil have nothing to do with it.
#this is specifically post canon in a way idk how to articulate and also pertains to super specific headcanons idk how to articulate either.#I'm normal. I'm normal . I'm normal#The implications of Tommy becoming gman didn't do anything to my brain chemistry it's like fine. I'm like. Normal.#[LIE DETECTED]#SORRY . YOU CAN TRY AND ASK ME ABOUT IT BUT ILL PROBABLY JUST. MAKE NOISES AND GESTURE VAUGELY#it's so fucked. It's so fucked up. Oh my god#tommy coolatta#benry#benrey#hlvrai#half life vr ai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#...#tomrey#..........#CAUSE LIKE. OK. its implied gman does Something with Benry at the end of hlvrai. I think he's in some form of stasis like gordon.#do you guys remember. Holly's benry stream. Yeag#BUT LIKE... OKAY.... with Tommy being gman this is again not just some creep keeping anyone in stasis. It's TOMMY.#It's TOMMY and those are his FRIENDS yknow.#Is he protecting benry? Is he protecting everyone else from benry? WHOS TO SAY . who's to say.#I don't knowwwwwwwwwwwww#ouuighhghhh#This could be a companion piece to the Tommy & Gordon one I did months ago. Aoughhh#My art
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Man idk
#mcives#citizens this is me coming out that i have feelings for this man#i was skeptical about some aspects of the design but i made the mistake of pulling up ow w my homeboys on a rando friday night#hear some ridiculous fucking scottish yelling and the most bizarre noises ever#what in god's name is that#oh it's this big lug#and i've been gone over since#hazard#hazard overwatch#findlay docherty#eldritchdilf art
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Do you ever yearn, bro? Do you ever pine? Do you ever melt? Do you ever soften your gaze?
Drew these during the week leading up to the election, the bottom two were going to be from a bigger page but the burnout and despair hit hard
#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#pressure oc#oc#oc x canon#my art#sebastian solace#aster hawkins#sebaster#was gripping my hair and making horrible noises while drawing this they were in love#idk guys I’m just a sucker for the trope where big scary guy is actually pretty chill and hopelessly in love with his tiny wife#because when I say Sebastian melted for this girl I mean he *melted* bro was so in love#she loved that emo man and it got him turned into a fish :(#and oh god Sebastian might’ve actually killed 9 people for her#I didn’t make Aster solely to be shipped with Sebastian but her specific character traits just accidentally clicked with his and godddd#they made each other so happy FUCK URBANSHADE
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If OC x canon has 0 fans i am being dissolved into a vat of acid they are going to get me for this theyre gonna get me they're already here oh god please somebody
The lore I have crafted for them in the span of like a week is absolutely ridiculous. Feel free to ask me questions about them *Giggles*!! TURBO AND SID TURBO AND SID TURBO AND SID FROTHS AT THE MOUTH
EDIT: This is slightly outdated now btw; ive changed my mind about some of their traits and how they interact. it was just like an exercise to help me get a better idea of who they both are :-] doesn't help that a lot of these are very context dependent LOL (like PDA for example)
edit: original tem plate 🥸
#Im not gay guys#Im not gay. Look. No. Look at me. Im not gay Okay? Okay#i am cringe i am not free#Somebody get me outta here!!!#oc x canon#turbo wir#turbo#turbo wreck it ralph#obligatory i don't support disney ⚠️#self ship#how can one truly enjoy the potential of a character without making up some guy to play pretend with them#They beat each other up and then make out and make their silly weird noises together#The Ideal relationship (This is a lie#Theyre very strange#I dont really know whats wrong with them. I think theyre broken#their dynamic is turbo trying to get a rise out of sid but they dgaf and think hes funny which makes turbo unhealthily obsessed with making#-them strongly react to him#he wants them to admire him like in a god way but theyre like Hi Turbo haha the weathers nice today and hes like SHUT THE FUCK UP. SHUT THE#oh yeah wait#sid oc#wreck it ralph#my art! 🎨
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He called his boyfriend Zaddy. If you even care.
#I care so fucking much oh my god#BLESS YOU SAMBA FOR THIS DELICIOUS FEAST#that noise you hear is my screeching#what the fuck even#happy friday to me#rhys darby#taika waititi#ofmd bts
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waking up feeling like a cinder block & having two meetings & at the end of those get a call to find out that I didn't get the apartment because I had to have been employed for 27 more days than I currently have been. I need to put myself into the washing machine on the carpet cycle. forever. goodbye.
#IT'LL BE FINE THEY SAID#at first i didn't get it because they went ahead with another applicant. then they called and said i got it as long as#my credit check was good. which it was. then the deposit. it was fine. then this and *buzzer noise* im out#what a fucking roller coaster#i was so excited for that patio too 😭#oh well. what to do. at least now i can buy a heater and just bunker up and save money until the next unicorn apt with#good rent and location shows up#GAH. ANGER BITING CHAINSAW LOUD NOISES BLOOD SPRAY EXPLOSIONS#TO BE FAIR the employment limit was already very very lenient (its usually 6months and it has to be a diff type of employment but)#everything else was lined up perfectly 😭 not me absolutely sobbing to my agent and her getting choked up too#we will live. but god damnit it hurts to fall flat on the finish line
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YES YES YES YES OH MY GOD WE WIN THESE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans#wild life#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#wild life smp spoilers#wild life finale#FUCKING AMAZING LETS GOOO OH MY GOD I FEEL SICK#crying sobbing screaming you know how it is#sorry its 2am for me and i cant make noise so its all coming out here BUT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#and i CALLED IT with all the wild cards for the final sesh (only said it to my sibling tho but ill rub it in their face)#fuckkkkkkkkkkk its over but we winnnnnnnn#life series#trafficblr#mcyt#moss' madness
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Why is Erik taking a shower and is fully prepared to fight naked in that panel 😭
my man turning into a baby is a typical tuesday activity but the second he wanna little naked shower fight NOW its suspicious 🤨
#snap chats#cant a man be a lil hostile and naked in his home ... 'his' home ... w/e ...#this is the part where i reward tag readers CONTEXT TIME#i mean. it's not crazy context but anyway#erik went for a swim and As You Do went to shower off once he was done. cant have chlorine in the hair.... gon damage his beautiful locks..#he was shavin in the shower when he hears someone come in so Naturally he assumes the worst as this is Xavier's School For Gifted Youngster#never a moment of peace not even to shower and shave ..#'whyd he go for a swim' I Dont Know he really just decides on that. maybe it was a complex way to give him a weapon#maybe they just wanted to draw him naked and in a speedo I Dont Know 2x sounds like something id do frankly#the context is pretty much isolated from the story- like it's more of a scene starter and reintroduces tom and sharon into the plot#CONTEXT: tom and sharon are Effectively erik's coworkers at the school who caught one of emma's students- empath- acting a fool on site#empath- as it may be assumed- has the ability to mess with people's emotions and so. how we say.#'had tom and sharon distract each other' for a few hours while he fucked around the mansion and more specifically#fucked with erik's emotions to make him depressed enough to give up the new mutants to emma#Hence the mansion was virtually empty bar danielle and warlock which probably didnt help make erik Less paranoid of sudden noises#hence .... razorblade combat time ... but yeah once he realizes its just tom and sharon he's like Oh Fuck The Hell Happened#and then he gets super pissed once he realizes empath kinda tricked him into giving up his kids ��#god i love this issue i really do .. cant wait til next month where i can read what happens next ..#'snap you have the internet' OK AND I LIKE MY PHYSICAL MEDIA. plus i like this arc so far i want a physical of it ...#but yeah thats why eriks naked and prepared to cut someone with a razor. you can learn more in The New Mutants number 39 :]
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Yes these have all already been posted, but 2023 Vettonso comp post for me because I'm going to have an emotional breakdown
#i dont want to sound like a maniac but. i manifested this JDKFLGLVLV#okay but understand. ive been vettonso posting for like 3 or so weeks now#have been drawing them like its my god damn career#have been squealing and screeching over them with everyone#and like oh hey! they're both gonna be at suzuka! and seb is having a bee event! maybe nando will go!#BUT THEN NO I DONT HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITH SCRAPS. I GOT A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL#I AM GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY AND ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR#*i say as if i haven't done all of those things in quick succession after seeing these#yknow very fortuitous time for my parents to have gone on a vacation. so they didnt have to be witness to the emotional breakdown i just had#i was making noises that have not been uttered by human beings before :)#BUT LIKE INWAS LITERALLT JUDT DRAWING VETTONSO FANART#AND I FINISHED IT AND SCHEDULED IT#and was all silly in the tags like 'haha wonder if we'll get any interaction'#and then i go to scroll tumblr one last time before slepeing and I RECEIVE THIS FUCKING 12 COURSE MEAL#i cannot actually describe the emotion i felt when i first saw the pic#like genuine fucking shock through my body like just was like 'is this actually happening'#i said to C today 'i will be happy if we even get a pic of them within eachother's vicinity'#and well wow. theyre certainly within each others vicinities rn#if we actually get any more pics i think i will keel over i think i will actually turn into dust and powder on the floor#UGHHHHHHH JUST THE TIMING!!!!!! THEY DID IT FOR ME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#sometimes manifesting does work. after you draw like 20 hours worth of art of them#im trying to be concise but i really cant#because its literally just animal screeching and whining noises in my head rn#HOW DO I SLEEP AFTER THIS???????????????#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2023 japanese gp#we do a little bit of f1
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I've never had noise canceling headphones before and I feel like I'm having a religious experience. I feel like a blinkered horse. Like this is WHY they were blinkered. Apparently the hypervigilance is stored in the ears for me and this not only takes that WAY down to a level I never realized was possible, it also clears the cache of that part of my brain and I can THINK.
What the fuck. Where have these BEEN. I feel like I purchased a (frankly cheaply made) superpower.
#The reason is I once had some knockoff ipod airs that said yet we're noise canceling#Dad gave them to me when he realized they weren't apple#And I didn't hear much of a difference so I was like huh. Okay. Don't need to look into that any further.#I tried them out on the train and was like :/ they just sound like the in-ear headphones I replaced#And those were cheaper#Anyway I wonder if the noise canceling is already on or if I push the button to - OH MY GOD THE TRAIN IS SO LOUD WHAT THE FUCK#So it turns out that over ear headphones that sound like in ear headphones are pretty fucking cool actually#Because they sound like the in ear sound I was always trying to get#Wiggling the damn earpiece further in trying to muffle more and hear more clearly#And these can just. Do that.#Mundane adventures
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Watching good omens and scrolling through my many many tabs of good omens fanart and good omens textposts and good omens fanfic rn
#new hyperfixation unlocked#i blame my dear @mostlikelytobeobsessed#you CANNOT show me a show about two horrible gay slugs who are bad at being in love and expect me to not obsess#i love good omens#so much#so so so so much#little gay men#angel#demon#(gay squealing noises)#good omens#ineffable spouses#ineffable husbands#ineffable idiots#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#oh theyre just#so#just#oh my god#eeeeeeeee#adore them#neil gaiman is a dick though#feel gross about him#fuck you gaiman#azirowley#azicrow#aziraley#aziraphel
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me at work: oooh thats some odd beeping in the background of the new cellar letters episode its really making my skin crawl
the alarm in the warehouse i'm cleaning: (:
#it made my skin crawl because its the oh god run to the alarm panel noise#comm fails making the alarm go off bane of my fucking existence#noise canceling headphones good though#i have the sound CRANKED UP for this show always its so good#🥔#the cellar letters
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Training Camp 24 | 9.20.24 (x)
#gustav forsling#florida panthers#2425#preseason#yeah this is like sex to me#the way he hockeys makes me swoon#someone stop me before i start spouting things that sound eerily similar to what ekky says#oh god youre gonna have to stop me#the last fuckin gif especially god#i open my mouth and fucking dolphin noises are gonna come out#jesus man#im in my goose feels dont look at me
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WAUGH . OUGH . YOWCH
#- 1000000000 dmg#TAT#oh my godddddd oh my fucking god#I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU#ari noises ✩#ari & the lads ✩
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I don't believe liking immoral and downright evil characters says anything about you as a person, but I think acting like this definitely does.
"The HH fanbase will defend Valentinoto the moon and back" this and "Val is praised by a majority of the fandom" that, except said majority of the fandom fucking HATES that moth and fans have been harassed, had their art scribbled on to "fix" it, repeatedly called "rapist apologists" and "abuse romanticisers", get questioned or accused about condoning him irl, received graphic death/rape threats and are in general mistreated by the fandom. A Val cosplayer was mistreated and had a gun pulled on them IN REAL LIFE not even a year ago. Even the VA got repeatedly asked or assumed to be like the character he plays because "why else would he want to voice a rapist??" and told they deserve for choosing that role (fucking WILD btw). People that like Valentino as a character are the minority of the fandom, and even there NO ONE defends him. We all realise he's a disgusting individual whose actions shouldn't be defended in any capacity. What kinda bullshit lie is that?
I'm also in the Mouthwashing fandom, and it too has a bunch of issues. Infantilising Curly and minimising his actions, making Swansea to be better than he actually is and ignoring that he knew of the SA, people still debating or not realising that Jimmy raped Anya in the first place, shipping Jimmy and Curly (which isn't even a bad thing or a real problem but this person would see it that way), ect. But sure, conveniently don't bring that up. Anything for the Hazbin Hotel hate, right 💀
These next comments especially piss me off (nevermind how they're talking about an abuse survivor which is gross already). This might be a hot take and I don't care if that's the case, but I think people refusing to call Jimmy by name and excluding him from the cast is not show of a "good" fandom, actually. Jimmy has a lot more to him besides being a rapist. Rape culture, toxic masculinity, capitalistic exploitation, misogyny, male dominance-- there's sooo much more to explore and discuss about his character besides him being a rapist. And he's an incredibly disturbing character in a fucking horror game. If you can only refer to him by some stupid nickname (which takes away the seriousness of his character imo), ignore the significance of his role and themes in the story and the rest of his character and reduce him to a single trait that's BAD. That's not a good thing, and in fact, probably makes you worse than the people that do like his character because they can at least separate fiction and reality and not scrap well written disturbing characters for the sake of "comfort" or moral standing (again, in a horror game of all things). People shouldn't feel bad for liking Jimmy because he's a very good character, and ignoring that completely and acting like there aren't people who could like him... kinda sucks?
Moving over, Valentino is not and has NEVER been portrayed in a positive light in the show. I can't wrap my head around people that genuinely think that. Whenever I hear people say that the arguments I always see are "he shouldn't be attractive" and "he's just a cartoon villain" and "he acts silly and quirky even tho he's a rapist" among other things, and I don't think these people realise they're spouting eugenics bullshit and demonstrating that they don't know anything about his character simultaneously. No, Valentino isn't a "positive" portrayal of a rapist because he's attractive (way to tie morality to appearance btw). No, Valentino isn't a positive portrayal of a rapist because he acts goofy and funny and silly. Those traits are intentional and important to his character. Val is the Overlord of lust and depravity, hell's most famous pimp. His beauty is how he lures in unsuspecting sinners, and his personality is how he gains their trust and gets them to sell their souls for him to exploit (notice how Angel signed his soul away willingly). He's supposed to be appealing. He's supposed to be charming. He's entire persona is meant to be disarming. If he were like Jimmy or just a one-note unlikeable guy, his position in the show and his relationships with the characters wouldn't make sense, so he isn't. That doesn't make him a more positive portrayal or anything, it just means he's more fleshed out and written more complex than you want him to be. He's a very real depiction of an abuser, of their two-faced nature and how being attractive and charming to others doesn't make you less of an abusive monster to someone else. For context, I have been abused by someone extremely similar to Val, so his depiction feels very real to me and it's extremely tiring seeing a bunch of assholes who have probably not even seen the show or have been abused act like he's "romanticised" or "unrealistic" or "bad" simply because he was written by Vivziepop (who's ALSO an SA survivor like what is wrong with you 💀).
This is a broader point and not entirely related to this specific case, but we don't give people shit like this over people liking murderers and serial killers-- acting like all a sudden liking a rapist character says something negative about their writing or about the people that like them is INCREDIBLY stupid. People don't talk like this about Alastor and Vox-- who are both VERY despicable people. Both of them are also abusers among other horrible things, but they're not (or at least Alastor isn't) rapists so they're "not as bad". This is a sentiment I see all the time in both the fandom and hatedom whenever Valentino discourse comes back up, and this line of logic that rapists are a unique evil that can't be liked as characters in fiction but murderers and cannibals and serial killers are totally Ok is so dangerous and backwards. Liking evil characters says nothing about you as a person aside from the fact that you're a freak in the fun way. Liking evil characters but then going after others who do as well because you consider their character "too evil" and watering down the crimes of yours to justify liking them says a lot about you tho. Saying that the characters you like says something negative you in general does too.
We seriously need to stop bringing morality into fiction and saying that "normal" people wouldn't like certain immoral characters. We need to stop ostracising people for their "problematic" ships, proudly brag about ostracising them and justify it by calling them "weirdos". We need to stop saying villains are "badly written" because they're not written how YOU want them to be written, regardless of whether or not that opinion is valid (which in this case it isn't). We need to stop putting fandoms in some weird competition with each other about how characters are written and spit on people who actually enjoy them, are comforted by them or felt seen by them (gestures at the whole Angel dust situation barely a week ago). And honestly we need to stop giving attention to people like this, who spread a false narrative and kick others down for being fans of a media they don't like or know squat about for whatever reason. Who spread lies about the media or fandom in question in way that's blatantly in bad faith.
This crappy post is sitting a 17k while I'm typing this. The way people can just say ANYTHING about Hazbin Hotel and its fandom-- doesn't matter if it's valid or true or if they watched the show or know anything about the fandom at all, it just has to be negative-- and others will eat it up no questions asked needs to be studied at this point. We saw that in the months the show first aired. We saw that with the Angel Dust video. We're seeing this again here. I don't think we should be harassing anybody over fiction and in general (and needless to say don't harass any of these people) but calling out bad actors who pull shit like this more often and making it uncool to shittalk Hazbin Hotel and its fandom (and any fandom from unapologetically dark media where the people deal with enough bullshit already) for no reason and in bad faith is a change I'd be down with. Like, wash your mouth of its name and disappear into the shadow realm, goddamnit.
#hazbin hotel#mouthwashing#hazbin hotel valentino#jimmy mouthwashing#hazbin hotel angel dust#fandom discourse#fandom discussion#head in my fucking hands#on that note this is the straw that breaks the camel's back for me i'm going private and then on a blocking spree again#i'm so sick of seeing these people whenever their posts blow up like go away and stay gone#“hh fans defend val” “angel dust is bad rep” “the rape is just a fetish” shut the FUCK up oh my god just shut up all of you 💀#i'm so sick and tired of seeing that all the time if you can't fucking read for shit then say so stop making stuff up#i'm sorry for being so harsh kinda but i've seen 1000 too many people repeating that stupid drivel#what upsets me even more is that almost every val fan i've encountered is an abuse survivor themselves and they already treated so horribly#so seeing people who aren't even in the fandom lie that they “defend” his actions and making it easier to be shitty to them is... uggggghhh#ugh it's so gross and i hate how people just agree with them because it's hazbin hotel specifically like uugghh#i woke up to this my page and my tired ass felt petty enough to write this down as a response cuz actually fuck that noise#especially seeing the comments on that post like god i know i should love my neighbour but said neighbours are making it so difficult#does any of this even make sense i wrote this on the fly without planning it beforehand#whatever i'm really tired so pardon any grammar mistake i'll get them later maybe#momento rambles
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