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#don juan was very unwell in this play#the face i made when i realised#D:#was instantly reminded of that part in The Best of Times#(a song in The New Albion Radio Hour)#that says: 'she didn’t know me/ she couldn’t you see/ in her eyes/ something missed/#there’s a trick with a pick/ the doctor gives it a nick/ it makes you docile real quick'#so yeah. double the feels for me#imo. bc of the tone. it’s the single darkest shit they said#like. aj are you ok#the meringue haberdashery#sfth#shoot from the hip
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a wild otter-wan has appeared!
do you:
- fight! - give him a little pat!
#please accept this shitpost as art#i made myself laugh with this#hes just a little guy#ive been watching way too many nature docs recently#i was originally gonna draw human obiwan eating a raw sea urchin as well but i totally forgot when i was drawing#tbh he gives me the vibe of someone who doesnt need to be able to turn into an otter to eat a sea urchin raw#he'd just do it for the free food#i just realised ive been saying raw like urchin isnt usually eaten raw but what i mean is eating it right out of the shell#with no fork of anything for sticking his face in there#idk why im still talking about this haha#star wars#obi wan kenobi#star wars art#fanart#star wars fanart#art#otterwan kenobi#sea otter#my art <3#my art
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super quick musings on Fathoms. i like a lot about the pose + design, but i feel like they kinda suffer from Undel Sameface when everything about their lore is pointing towards "friendly gentle ocean giants". wanted to roughly sketch Merrigan for a side-by-side comparison, and then some rough doodles of how i might push the design in a chunkier, more cetacean-inspired direction - 3 is swapping the features but keeping the overall proportions/layout mostly the same, and 4 is pushing the proportions even further
#flight rising#obligatory not intended to be negative disclaimer - just sharing thoughts & observations#like it really /feels/ like they wanted to have a friendlier-looking design and then just didn't#although in fairness the breed template has almost certainly been in the works looooong before the event was planned/lore was finalised#like i'm very aware of how long a new modern takes#but yeah sketching this all out side-by-side made me realise that the faces are. really just kinda boring#like the jawline especially. they have Undel Jaw. you all know what i mean when i say that right#(affectionately. etc etc anyway tag ramble over i hope everyone has fun with the new dragons)#REPOST SORRYYY i forgot to tag it the first time lol
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I'm trying really hard not to just be The Complainer because that's an energy I don't want to bring here when I love (present tense; I rewatch it like 5 times a day) arcane season 1 so much but does anyone remember when powder was taken in by silco and being raised by this very utilitarian merciless 'the ends justify the means' type character made jinx turn out violent and merciless as well. and vi was horrified by her and the lanes were terrified of her and piltover was falling over itself trying to scapegoat her as the one bad apple of the undercity to kid themselves into believing that everyone else was perfectly fine with being treated as less than. and that contrasts vi after vander etc. died because she was raised by him and internalised the idea that no one wins in war and fighting back against systemic oppression isn't worth the damage it causes to your own community which is why she ended up working with cait and the council like vander worked with grayson. the people who raised them shaped them into who they are today but then in season 2 jinx has a daughter and she's suddenly completely normal and well adjusted and her attachment style isn't digging her nails in until she draws blood at all. like What. what happened. didn't things used to mean something
#arcane#arcane critical#powder was raised by vi more than vander#she barely spoke to him#and powder always cared more about vi's reaction than the dead parents on the ground 2 feet away from her#which does a lot to explain 'I am the monster you created' when season 1 was so heavy on children being shaped by their parents#vi did eldest daughter syndrome too hard. vander told her it was her fault if things went wrong and then most of her family died#vi having a momentary bad reaction to her little sister causing all of this and realising that vander was right about violence#because she's so used to it that she just hit powder in the face and made her nose bleed and it seeped into every aspect of her life#and needing to step away for a moment and just feel and cry and be a child#ruined everything and it's always framed as her 'abandoning' powder (which I understand how powder would see it that way#because I'm such a youngest sister that's my first thought too. I have to remind myself that's Not What's Happening. also powder has bpd#she demonstrably cannot handle what she perceives as rejection or abandonment or betrayal or the truth being withheld)#vi has to do So Much. why is everything her fault. I so adore how much she wants to look after powder because of course she does#but jinx isn't seven anymore. she doesn't want to be treated like the helpless little girl she was that day. she's an adult#she had to nuke the council for vi to understand that she isn't the same anymore#and she's responsible for her own actions#ITS ALL SO GOOD ITS SOSOSOSO GOOD I LOVE SISTERS#*correction: I believe jinx is vaguely a teenager in s1. not an adult (being imprisoned by piltover would be as wrong as when she was 7)#but not vi's kid sister anymore either
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Goh's looks of love....
....Then Ash returning ones for the road 💖🥺 (srsly they are too soft)
#anipoke#pokemon anime#goh pokemon#pokemon goh#firstfriendshipping#satogou#i miss them#ash ketchum#pokemon journeys#ash x goh#OK WHEN ASH MADE THAT FACE AT THE GOODBYE I WAS LITERALY SOBBING#um also#i realised when i was taking screenshots that the dub version of the goodbye is actually really beautifully done like whyy 😭
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I made a lil guide for how I draw the Succession characters! Except it's not really a guide, more just my thought process for when I draw them 😅 I put a lot of thought into cartoonifying each character but you probably don't see that at first glance cause my style is quite simple.
No Logan cause I hate that man 😤 see if I ever draw him again
#succession#succession hbo#succession fanart#Kendall roy#shiv roy#roman roy#gerri kellman#tom wambsgans#greg hirsch#my art#however succession has made me realise how much i have same face syndrome#i need to start drawing eyes differently#btw when i called Roman's eyes big and wet i was referencing that Tumblr post that's like#his big wet eyes and loser boy personality have captivated me
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reminder that a lot of people, usually those w/ darker skin, can't 'blush', 'flush' or turn red in embarrassment, shame or shyness. there's nothing wrong with using these words but it does help when you add a disclaimer at the top of your post. it doesn't mean that we don't feel our cheeks heating up or that we don't feel blood rushing into our face, so those are alternatives to blushing :]
#i hope i dont come off rude in this#because even as a dark-skinned writer i didnt know that blush meant turning red#i thought it meant ur face/cheeks heating up yknow#i only realised when someone else made a post about it#jjk x reader#blue lock x reader#bllk x reader#hq x reader#x reader#fanfic#haikyuu x reader#twst x reader#obey me x reader#mha x reader#bnha x reader
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People still making posts about how reylo is '100%' just people who want to self-insert to fuck the 'bad boy' in the Year of Our Lord 2024.
When will I know peace.
#when will people actually watch the movies are realise reylo is the fucking plot?#Rey's arc cannot be separated from her feelings for Ben you fools you clowns#he and their connection drive her character development#when she stares mesmerised and speechless at his pretty face and pretty hair#when she shipped herself to him with her mascara on#when she batted her eyes and made pouty lips while promising to save him#and when she kissed him on the mouth for ten full seconds#these were subtle hints that she likes him actually#I came across a post where a bunch of smug assholes were pontificating about how all of the ~problematic~~~ gothic b&tb ships were#dumb fangirls who don't understand they can/are too cowardly to self insert#do you ever get so annoyed you want to set yourself on fire#love how they're wrong about Rey about Ben and about shippers all at the same time#skill
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huge props to marinette for spinning up that lie so fast and on the spot, too. I thought I was good but damn. of course she must have had a general idea of what she was going to say to adrien beforehand going off of gabriel's "make me look good" and her own love telling her that the truth would hurt adrien even more, but that's just a very vague idea. she could not have possibly spun up that entire story of a lie in her head beforehand with all that was going on - dealing with all the truths coming in one after the other, the crying, the emotional trauma, getting the kwamis back -
and of course, there's adrien. he is one of the highest things on her list of priorities, his safety being the first thing she needs to take care of. the problem is, she doesn't know how. the only thing she can do in that situation is lie. a small lie. just one to make it better for now and then she can make it a long-term lie later. make sure no one else finds out.
and once she started telling the lie, once the first words were out of the mouth, it was all improvisation. her next words showed up in her head as she was going, spinning up a believable story, just good enough to be taken as the truth. she rambled - a rookie mistake for liars - but you couldn't blame her. she's a professional liar, almost, with her superhero identity, but this one is different. just one hour after learning the truth she had to cover up all this with no warning beforehand.
she couldn't tell adrien the truth. but she couldn't do much to comfort him either. ladybug couldn't tell him something only marinette knows.
she had to lie. she had to come up with something on the spot. those words would haunt her for the rest of her life - that lie was all she could think about for the next couple of months because she had to make it work. she had to keep the truth and make everything work out. it wasn't a big deal. she just had to tell adrien something, anything that would comfort him! what would comfort him about his father? what would convince him that he was a good guy this whole time? that he was a, a, a hero! yes, she would tell him that. it was a white lie! she wasn't a bad person! she just had to tell adrien that his father was a hero so that he would never have to know the truth and suffer like she did. he was a hero.
was.
once that word came out of her mouth, there was no going back.
#ok coming from someone who is VERY good at lying (and no that's not a lie) I am VERY IMPRESSED by that.#it's not even an exaggeration by the writers. in fact I think this is perfect.#ive had to lie several times before. make sure there were no plot holes in the story I was trying to spin to get out of trouble. to be safe#to save a life.#this is very realistic of her.#when she's under pressure she talks. she lies. some of her smartest moments are made up of lies. it might seem like a good idea at the time#she might not know what's coming out of her mouth as she's saying it.#but regardless she needs to deal with it later. once the adrenaline has finally died down and she faces the consequences of her actions.#once the emotion has died down. once the truth of what she's said sinks in.#I lie on the spot if I have to. my stories stay active for just long enough that eventually it becomes a fact of life and I have to remembe#each detail of the lie so that it doesn't fall apart.#it can't fall apart. the world will end if it falls apart.#(the world is a web of lies that I have spun.)#oh MAN the marinette thoughts today. should I write a fic. yea im writing a fic.#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#ml london special#wait I just realised all these paragraphs I typed up what the heck what am I doing with my time#gotta love lying to people tho.#actually no thats a lie I hate it.#ugh life is so confusing can I pls just project myself onto marinette instead of having to deal with stuff#yk out of all the characters I didn't realise SHE would be one of the ones I resonate with the most. but thats a fact and I love it.
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Sami stays hitting the Usos with some harsh truths and Jey stays struggling someone save this poor man
bonus:
#sami zayn#jey uso#kevin owens#the usos#wwe#wweedit#jimmy uso#samijey#god this is the longest angst fic wwe has ever written goD DAMN#sami's face when jey questioned his loyalty was highkey like oh we're doing this?? ok well i'm about to end this man's entire career#you can see in the first half of this exchange that kevin is like oh... OH you guys huh? huhhh#jey baby please realise you CAN have your cake AND eat it too#you can keep your brothers AND your goofy looking bf#just kick roman's ass and hey maybe he'll also come to his senses#and then you'll have your whole family back = happy ending#ok??? can we have that??? as a treat? thank you#stuff i made
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Until we have canon, this is my truth...
I'm really proud of this - part three of Breaking Stars - so I'm putting it here as well as AO3. This is how I think it went down and until I get answers this is what I'm going for.
This time it was Porter knocking on Jace’s door after hours. Jace looked up from where he had been flicking through a magazine, a little surprised.
He had started giving Porter some space after the staff room conversation, but that hadn’t lasted long. It was as if he was physically incapable of not being rage inducing.
Porter would never admit it, but he didn’t really mind. It was like a steroid. He’d been having the most intense and powerful rages he’d ever had in his life. If he could bottle up Jace Stardiamond, he’d make a fortune selling it to barbarian bodybuilders and wrestlers.
He knew he was ready to take the next step. Ready to do what he had been preparing for for years.
“Aguefort says some kids have got in trouble in the Mountains of Chaos. Need us to go sort it out.”
Jace looked confused. “Who? What are they doing there?”
“I didn’t exactly ask for an account of their quest. You know how easily Aguefort gets distracted.”
“Yeah, but it’s a bit weird, isn’t it?” Jace said, standing. “I mean, they should all be getting ready for their spring break, not heading into the mountains-”
“Look, these kids could be dead right now, for all I know. Can you teleport us there or not?”
Porter could already feel his rage growing. He needed to get them out of here before that took over.
“Yeah, sure. Do you have the coordinates?”
Porter smiled, handing over a slip of paper.
Jace and Porter appeared in the decaying temple, the teleportation creating a moment of noise and movement before the stillness swarmed back in like a vacuum.
They were alone in the Temple of the Fallen Sun.
“Where are the kids?” Jace asked, panic beginning to rise. He span around, looking for some clue as to what had happened. “Did someone take them somewhere?” He closed his eyes, sweeping the temple for magical signs. “There’s a faint celestial but it’s old, very old. Did Arthur say what they were doing here? Porter?”
He had opened his eyes again and they had landed on Porter. Porter was gently passing hiss hammer back and forth between his hand, a smirk on his face but his eyes filled with rage.
“W-what’s going on?” The panic had disappeared from Jace’s voice, replaced by a confusion.
He still didn’t get it. Of course he didn’t.
For a moment Jace could have sworn he heard whispered voices. Porter was certain of it, and he knew exactly what they were saying.
Do it. Do it now.
Jace seemed to have a microsecond warning, stepping back slightly, but there was no time to defend himself. Porter launched at him, landing on Jace with such force he felt bones break beneath him. The snap was audible in the silent temple, but all Porter could hear was the pounding of his heartbeat in his ears over and over and over.
One hand was almost enough to encompass Jace’s entire throat, but Porter used two, the hammer forgotten by his side. Jace coughed up blood but that promptly stopped as nothing could get in or out of his throat. He couldn’t speak, but his mouth still moved. Porter could see his own name on the other man’s lips, even if he couldn’t hear it.
Jace clawed desperately at Porter’s hands. Even if there was some magic he had access too, any thoughts of that were knocked out of his mind by the instinctual urge to grab at his throat. His nails drew blood but it wasn’t nearly enough to make Porter let him go.
Seconds felt like hours. Jace’s movements got slower and Porter could feel the pulse that was pressing against his fingers get weaker and weaker until it stopped.
Only once he was certain he was dead did Porter stand up.
Rage still burned within him and he could feel his entire body throbbing.
He looked down at Jace, fear and panic still etched into his face. He was so… small. Porter had never noticed it before. Just how insignificant he really was.
There was still time to cast revivify. He had diamonds with him. It would be easy. He could still turn his back on this path.
The seconds slipped away and Porter stayed still, just staring, until it was too late.
That door had closed.
There were very few things he could do now, but he still had options. He could make up some story. The mountains of chaos were full of monsters. One of them could have taken them by surprise, killed Jace, ate his body. Jace could have simply slipped and fallen into one of the seemingly bottomless crevices that trapped pilgrims from time to time.
Or he could bring him back to Aguefort. Get someone to resurrect him. Would Aguefort even care? He seemed to like deranged lunatics.
Or…
Porter looked down at the red crystal in his hand. He had come this far. Why stop now?
The spirits of his ancestors swirled around him as Porter crouched back down and pressed the crystal into Jace’s chest. It wasn’t sharp, like a knife being plunged into a body. It felt more like a stone being pressed against skin. Even with Porter’s strength it took force to break the skin. A little blood leaked out, but there was nothing pumping it through Jace’s veins.
For agonising seconds, Porter waited, not sure what to expect as his ancestors whispered encouragement into his mind.
Yes, yes, this is right. This is it.
More blood began to spill over Porter’s hand and he realised he could feel a heartbeat. It felt as if it was coming from the crystal itself, which now sank into Jace’s chest with ease. Porter took his hands away and sat back. Rage gave way to awe.
There was no sudden gasp for air but Jace’s breathing did come back suddenly. His hands went back to his throat, still trying to remove the hands that had already been taken away. He stood up slowly, his eyes searching for answers in the dust on the floor.
“Wh-wh-what did you just do to me?” Jace whispered. He finally looked up at Porter, fixing a look so intense that Porter felt as if he was being looked through. Something had happened during those minutes he was dead.
“I revived you. You’re welcome.”
Jace shook his head, but it was barely noticeable. “No no no no. I’ve been revived before. I’ve been revived before and that wasn’t- that wasn’t it. What did you just do to me?”
It was a tone Porter had never heard from Jace before. It sounded both as if he was about to laugh and burst into tears. His hands were shaking as he spoke.
“What did you see?” Porter whispered.
“What did you do to me,” Jace repeated again.
“Tell him what you saw, ” a wicked voice spat and Jace felt himself thrown forward into a bow.
Jace looked up at Porter and that- that look was one Porter was familiar with. Hatred.
“I- I saw nothing,” Jace stuttered. “Not blackness, just nothing. But there was a red- a red glow. Coming from inside me. And pain. So much pain. I- I- I- just saying I can’t describe it isn’t right. It was like- no I can’t. It- it- I could feel my mind melting. It was driving me insane. Then there was a- a- a voice. Something- something powerful saying to submit or stay there forever. I- I- it wasn’t a choice. I couldn’t. I agreed. I- what did you do to me? Who was that?”
“The god of war. Wrath. Rage.”
Porter felt every hair on his body stand on end as he spoke. It was perfect.
Jace had crawled back into a kneeling position now. He looked up at Porter, confused. “There isn’t a… who?”
“There used to be,” Porter said. “But we, the Sunstones of old, couldn’t make her into what we needed. So we’re taking that domain, and giving it to someone that will do the job properly. Me.”
“You? You’re insane. You’re actually insane. When Arthur finds out about this-”
“Arthur isn’t going to find out about anything,” Porter said. He took a step forward and Jace fell back. “Maybe I am insane. Maybe that’s what’s needed. But my family has been working on this for generations and I am going to be the one to succeed. And you’ve already submitted.”
“I-I-I had no choice and no idea what I was agreeing to,” Jace said. “That’s not right. That’s not just.”
“I’m not going to be the god of justice, mate,” Porter said with a smirk. He could see the anger growing behind Jace’s eyes, practically feel the rage seeping into every cell in his body. “You’ve agreed. Unless you want to go back to that void.”
Jace grit his teeth. His face flushed red, matching beautifully with the purple bruises now blossoming on his neck. Sweat and tears mingled on his cheeks.
“I hate you.”
“The feeling’s mutual,” Porter said, nonchalantly. “Now come on, we’ve got work to do.”
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers#I guess?#starbreaker#Yes I made Jace sympathetic because it's the only thing that makes sense to me#also can I please draw your attention to the flushed red face and purple bruises#I didn't mean for that to happen but when I was imaging what someone going into a rage for the first time might look like#I realised the colour combo#jace stardiamond#porter cliffbreaker#fantasy high fic#long post
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I bought a bunch of hypmic albums and my mom picked up funky sounds and said “you bought a game?” like yeah mom I bought a game called “bad ass temple funky sounds” in a language I don’t understand….totally 😭😭😭
LMAO i was once watching the bat vs mtr live on the good tv at home and my mom walked in during moonlight shadow and came over bc she was vibing with it, until she looked at the screen and went ‘girl where’s the eng subtitles????’
#vee got an ask#we don’t get that luxury with jp imports lmao#i was also talking to her about the hypmic curry and how different it is from indian curry which we both likes#and she picked up a box wondering what’s in it to taste so different from my accession#and made the most fed up face when she realised obvs she wouldn’t be able to read any of it LOL#cross culture is so funny sometimes lmao
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the guys
#bloodborne#my art#this was supposed to be like a showcase of these guys when they were sorta younger and before everything in yharnam really went to shit#but i couldn't resist giving them grey hairs#(though tbf i think having to deal with a fuck ton of bloodthirsty werewolves every few months would probably give anyone a few grey hairs)#lady maria of the astral clocktower#gehrman the first hunter#laurence the first vicar#ludwig the holy blade#simple gratia#brador church assassin#simon the harrowed#micolash host of the nightmare#ngl drawing these made me realise how god awful the same face syndrome is in my art good lird
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What if Chay moves on from Kim and starts bringing over people from clubs and college parties to the minor family house ? He picks them carefully , he now knows how to , they're usually vaguely aware of who he is. They also know enough to not question the security surrounding him and his "house". He's learnt to protect himself from people who get close only with their selfish ulterior motives.
He's only young and in college once. He's gonna enjoy it goddamnit.
Except once when Kim comes over to the minor fam house at Kinn's request for "personally verifying the money leaks Porsche found out and see if he could update the security in any way possible while he's at it " , and he runs a *bit* late . Kim gracefully accepts Porsche's invitation to "crash opposite to Chay's room , that's where his friends stay over sometimes . Chay's my brother by the way, have you guys met?😄".
And Kim has to listen to Porchay and some ba**ard loudly make their way to Porchay's suite in what was so late at night that it was early in the morning , even by Kim's standards.
Pants , purrs . *Moans.* F#cking moans.
And thuds of flesh on the wall when they got too excited and tripped on the carpet. Laughs and giggles. Not a care as to who might hear.
Kim thought it would end once they got in the suite . Well he was wrong. He had to listen to every single whimper, shout and cry ; and finally understood why the maid explained how Khun Porchay prefers the entire floor to himself for his music usually .
He couldn't sleep even after it got fully quiet . He couldn't sleep for a long time after .
#porsche is blissfully unaware of everything#except the mafia he's getting pretty good with practice maybe even better than kinn#Kim purposefully made it late to stay over except porchay got home 4 hours later than he expected#also who's to say that Kim won't find a lovebite riddled macau cooking a light breakfast and coffee the next morning around noonish#when he himself went to the kitchenette to get a strong cup of coffee fir battling hus mother sleepless night#macau might have been whistling along to a cherry wik song while flipping pancakes and finishing off with a smiley face on top#and kim fully realises what he's lost for the first time ever#thai boys love series#thai drama#thailand#thai bl series#kinnporsche#asian lbgtq dramas#kinnporche the series#kimchay#jeff satur#be on cloud#barcode tinnasit#ta nannakun#i always imagine ta as macau idk why he's just a perfect macau in my mind#I'm kimchi through and through but this took root in my mind a couple of days back and won't let go#jealous kim is my jam#macauchay#i guess??#battle his sleepless night i meant*#cheery wik song *#also bonus that kim had to listen to the early morning round when he comes back with a very sad black coffee and apple
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Man,,, I played a bit of Borderlands 3 and I gotta say. ZanexRhys. I get it. I finally get it
#I think I read a few years back one fanfic from that ship and it somehow stayed in my head#I am playing this game solely for tim and Rhys#Literally plan to only play jackpot#And till chap 10#It took me 2 hours in game to realise photo mode exists#You can't imagine the face expression I made when they said Promethea 5 times in a row I pogged so hard#Oh and katagawa Jr too#Anyways#I'm slowly working on comms and writing hope to be done soon#So many projects. Little body#Borderland 3
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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