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huge props to marinette for spinning up that lie so fast and on the spot, too. I thought I was good but damn. of course she must have had a general idea of what she was going to say to adrien beforehand going off of gabriel's "make me look good" and her own love telling her that the truth would hurt adrien even more, but that's just a very vague idea. she could not have possibly spun up that entire story of a lie in her head beforehand with all that was going on - dealing with all the truths coming in one after the other, the crying, the emotional trauma, getting the kwamis back -
and of course, there's adrien. he is one of the highest things on her list of priorities, his safety being the first thing she needs to take care of. the problem is, she doesn't know how. the only thing she can do in that situation is lie. a small lie. just one to make it better for now and then she can make it a long-term lie later. make sure no one else finds out.
and once she started telling the lie, once the first words were out of the mouth, it was all improvisation. her next words showed up in her head as she was going, spinning up a believable story, just good enough to be taken as the truth. she rambled - a rookie mistake for liars - but you couldn't blame her. she's a professional liar, almost, with her superhero identity, but this one is different. just one hour after learning the truth she had to cover up all this with no warning beforehand.
she couldn't tell adrien the truth. but she couldn't do much to comfort him either. ladybug couldn't tell him something only marinette knows.
she had to lie. she had to come up with something on the spot. those words would haunt her for the rest of her life - that lie was all she could think about for the next couple of months because she had to make it work. she had to keep the truth and make everything work out. it wasn't a big deal. she just had to tell adrien something, anything that would comfort him! what would comfort him about his father? what would convince him that he was a good guy this whole time? that he was a, a, a hero! yes, she would tell him that. it was a white lie! she wasn't a bad person! she just had to tell adrien that his father was a hero so that he would never have to know the truth and suffer like she did. he was a hero.
was.
once that word came out of her mouth, there was no going back.
#ok coming from someone who is VERY good at lying (and no that's not a lie) I am VERY IMPRESSED by that.#it's not even an exaggeration by the writers. in fact I think this is perfect.#ive had to lie several times before. make sure there were no plot holes in the story I was trying to spin to get out of trouble. to be safe#to save a life.#this is very realistic of her.#when she's under pressure she talks. she lies. some of her smartest moments are made up of lies. it might seem like a good idea at the time#she might not know what's coming out of her mouth as she's saying it.#but regardless she needs to deal with it later. once the adrenaline has finally died down and she faces the consequences of her actions.#once the emotion has died down. once the truth of what she's said sinks in.#I lie on the spot if I have to. my stories stay active for just long enough that eventually it becomes a fact of life and I have to remembe#each detail of the lie so that it doesn't fall apart.#it can't fall apart. the world will end if it falls apart.#(the world is a web of lies that I have spun.)#oh MAN the marinette thoughts today. should I write a fic. yea im writing a fic.#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#ml london special#wait I just realised all these paragraphs I typed up what the heck what am I doing with my time#gotta love lying to people tho.#actually no thats a lie I hate it.#ugh life is so confusing can I pls just project myself onto marinette instead of having to deal with stuff#yk out of all the characters I didn't realise SHE would be one of the ones I resonate with the most. but thats a fact and I love it.
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if your toxic yuri isnt toxicyuri-ing to your tastes, store bought works just fine
#day 1 of drawing whatever the FUCK i want 🦅🦅🦅‼️🦅‼️🚨🦅‼️#qi qingqi#madam meiyin#yuh yuh yuh#mxtx#scumbag system#i was trying to explain this to my friend#and i was like... mingling milfs dude. what dont you get.....#(thats a lie. this ship lacks the raw bratiness hualing brings to all her ships. i do imagine these two hating each other even Harder. mrow)#svsss#scum villian self saving system#does this actually have a name.... it came to me in a dream#qimei..... qingyin...
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i’m not usually an artist of any sorts so forgive me for inconsistencies and such
#vat7k#varian and the seven kingdoms#varian#hugo rottewange#tangled#tangled the series#varigo#gay!!!#i actually hate gay people btw#no i dont thats a lie
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Weheheheheh
#spengs art#one piece#op#bogard#one piece art#opla#if yall thought i was done with him thats hilarious#no surprise subtle changs again#i cheated with the hat i won't lie#my huband uwu heheishsodndo#i shall get to the actual delulu art with him now 👉👈#i color picked for his but his colors look wrong lmao i hate my messed up eyes
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how was sonic 3 my little rosebud 😤 me and my brothers saw it and I was jumping outta my socks
MY REACTION TO THE WHOLE MOVIE:
Okay but in all seriousness spoilers under cut…….
BRO…
BRO BRO BRO BRO BROOOOOO…
Shaking and squealing and screaming soundly…this….MOVIE WAS SO GOOD IT DID NOT DISAPPOINT.
Jim Carey CAREY-D as always yes yes mhm mhm. The freaking dance off with him and his grand pappy 😭?????? When the movie comes on digital I’m learning the choreo I’m being so deadass 💃🏾✨🕺🏾
KNUCKLES IS SUCH A BIG BROTHER OMFG I LOVE HIM. WHEN TAILS AND SONIC WERE LEGIT FALLING HE JUST HELD ONTO THEM AND EVEN WHEN THEY HIT THE GROUND HE WAS STILL HOLDING THEM UUGGHFHDHSN 💘💝💓💗💕💖💘💞🩷
I also read like 6 million different angst Knuckles fanfics after but ssshhhgrgegd
Tom and Maddie are legit THE couple. I NEED A MAN LIKE TOM GUYS 💗💗💗💗💗💗
ALSO PUSHING MY BIG BRO KNUCKLES AGENDA BUT THE “PIKA PIKA” THING THAT HE DID TO TAILS BRO 😭‼️ HE’S SUCH A BULLY TAILS WAS NOT AMUSED AT ALLLLLLL
I. Love. Shadow. No more words needed.
ACTUALLY NO A LOT OF WORDS NEEDED BECAUSE THE WAY THEY MADE SONIC AND SHADOW SO SIMILAR UGHHGGFHD
I actually screamed “AKIRA” at the Akira refrence…if yk…YK
SHADOW JUST ACCEPTING HIS DEATH?????? LIKE IK HIS GOAL TO WHY BUT THATS……….JUST NOT.
It’s giving therapy right after he gets his bracelet thingies (I’m so glad he’s alive I actually screamed at the explosion).
SONIC BEING ANGRY AND SO DAMN PISSED OGHHGHHFD I LOVE IT WHEN CHILL CHARACTERS I RELATE TO LOSE THEIR SHIT
✨The star scene………Emmy when?✨
“This isn’t who I am…”
AMY RETURNING??????? WHEN I TELL YOU I PREDICTED IT YOUR WELCOME GUYS
SONIC 4 IS COMING OUT MY GRADUATING YEAR HHHHHDGSGQJQKQKAMAHHHHHBD 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
But to be frfr I’m a found-family type of person and I never got around to liking Sonadow or Sonamy so………..🌞…this is about to get interesting.
“My lungs 😩😫….”
“Or…your heart..”
RAISHSGGSHAJA
#Mootie patootie ♡#You’re so used to my rambles but AHEM#In short:#LOVED IT#Cried multiple times#Zeezie ♡#Loved the choreo#I hate how much of a comedy action movie person I am#Actually no thats a lie HAH#MSNBSHHAAKA#WE ARE SO BACK WITH MOVIES#ALSO I JUST NEVER SHIPPED ANY OF THE SONIC CHARACTERS TOGETHER#SORRY GUYS#IM RLLY A FOUND FAMILY TYPE OF GAL#No wonder I like Lilo & Stitch sm…#BUT IM GLAD YALL ENJOYED EEEE#AND MERRY CHRISTMAS 💓💓💗💖💕💝🩷💘#Sonic 3#Sonic the hedgehog
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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..
#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional#its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free#times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw#something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak#i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else#i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back#after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces#wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue#theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right#like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself#but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me#tf out#but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even#and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately#pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit#like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly#i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty
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doing my reading for my psych class for once and the book was saying most studies were reporting notably higher rates of sexual activity in men and i was trying to figure out who they were having sex with (each other in some cases obviously but that didnt account for everything) Anyway turns out the self-reported rates of sexual activity go down for men when they are/believe they are monitored by a polygraph test. chat the disparity is bc men are lyingggg 😭😭😭😭😭
#text#I KNOW SCIENTIFIC INTEGRITY HATES TO SEE A MAN COMING!#reblogs off bc i dont feel like doing27 disclaimers abt ciscentrism in my class textbook. sorry. just laugh ok#sorry thats so funny. Theyre just lying............#Like i shouldve guessed that but i like that the book gave me a little treat as a reward for doing the reading and thinking critically#classblogging#also to clarify therye not actually taking a polygraph they just Believe they are and that makes them less likely to lie#me personally i would never lie on a survey but if i did a polygraph wouldnt stop me bc i know theyre bullshit
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I spent more time editing the gif than the actual artwork lol
Here's the Boys. They're just some Totally Not Screwed Up Guys
#lol thats a lie#i think duck and frank would either hate each other or be bffs#actually probably enemies cause duck likes to kill bugs#and frank is grouchy#ducks just a conceited asshole#anyhoo#frank frankly#wally darling#welcome home#wh#wh wally#wh frank#don't hug me i'm scared#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis yellow guy#dhmis duck#puppets#thats a lot lol#if youve read all the way down#here#🍩#as a treat#but drink water too ok?#love yall <3
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her name is melody.
#fanart#doodles#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trainer trigun#pokemon#melody#''i dont really see myself expanding on this tbh. i dont really care to.'' <- so that was a half lie.#um. her name is melody because all female trapinch are melodys. to me.#i want to make that very clear actually. i know it sounds similar to another name. but thats an unfortunate coincidence.#i like to imagine wolfwood didnt name her but thats the trainer bebop in me coming out.#she likes to bite it out of love. this is because i like to bite people out of love.#yes it hates it.
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A HEAARRRRT IS A HOUSE FOR LOOVE AND IVE LEARRNNED THAT IT DONT TAKE MUCH TO BREAK A HEAARTT
sorry I just had to get that out lol I love that damn movie. That film, the temptations film (Paul and Cornbread my loves) and the little richard biopic will always have Leon as one of my fav actors idc idcccc also it took me way too long to find out the five heartbeats weren't a real group 🤣
IS A HOUSE ! FOR LOVE !
And I've LEARNED ( ive leaarnnned!!) 🗣‼️‼️
NO NO, DONT SAY SRRY FOR HAVING GOOD TASTE. NEVER BE SRRY FOR HAVING GOOD TASTE !!!!
ALL ur takes are MWAH. Just MWAH.
PAUL AND CORNBREAD LOL!! THE LOVES!. OUR BEAUTIFUL LOVES!!!. UGH. UGH. IM SO OBSESSED WITH THESE MOVIES. BOTH!! OF THESE GROUPS ARE REAL AS LONG AS U BELIEVE!!!
& i know dresser ran to that limo once he heard Eddie begging for his job back (our poor softie gentleman baritone baby..) but i think somebody should be jt's moral compass bcs duck is just 😭 sick of him
Leon deserved SO MANY MORE major movie roles just by being beautiful and bitchy like . His 50 cent movie cameo was so fucking funny.. TY FOR SAYING THIS. GENUINELY. I AM SO GLAD SOMEONE ELSE LOVES THESE MOVIES TOO. The characters are hilarious and tragic and I am. Infatuated with them all. They all have their lil moments to solidify them as real or to reflect them being real and it's just. Mwah.
Eddie almost at rock bttm begging for his job back bcs he loves music. He Loves. Music. But he has trauma so much trauma but he's Trying. He's trying so hard and then he opens his coat to reveal he still has their old performance uniform but makes a funny noise:
JT:
#robert townsend just like me fr. obsessed with this diva leon#he was like ok hes playing this prettyboy role Too well.. LITTLE RICHARD MOVIE IS CALLING !!!#leon is such a pretty man. and now he is my cringe oldman wife like idc hes my everything still idc idc#and the 5 heartbeats are REAL!!!!!!!#i just seen them!!!!! dresser was telling me abt how hes an english teacher during the days off bcs he loves it#it's true i never lie#actually i am lying they cant be a real band bcs jt would probably be dead of aids im srry#manslut king partied too hard#speaking of king i love cornbread and paul's friendship so much in the movie#irl theyre friends too bcs paul dumped a bucket of mop water or smthing on cornbreadeddie & they fought#then ran away together to live their singing dreams after eddie stole his brothers car or smthing#but eddie irl started gravitating toward david even while paul was alive#but in the movie they were together forever until paul wasnt and thats just so sweet to me#cornbread is an unbothered cigarette boyboss. i like to think movie cornbread is lowkey just tired of david#but deals with him bcs hes the only other one who hates otis#the movie and the reality differs a lot cus it's otis'd say on things so it's like 2 dif worlds to me#but one remainder is paul is my favorite and he deserved so much better. so much more appreciation#a love i can see is my favorite song of the tempts and pointstop one of my favs. i love his singing voice. it's so energetic but full#of emotion#hes 🩵🩵🩵🩵 PAULLL!!!! ARGHH!! we are the second biggest paul fans aside from cornbread 🩵#pls feel free to tell me ALL ur thoughts on these movies / leon movies in general LOL ive seen like#allmost all of them i could like i could talk so much abt leon#one of my fav actors ever as well !!!! hes a cutiepatootie aaa!!! his obsession with jamaica...#ted asks#ted doodles#PLS. PLS GEEK OUT WITH ME ABT THESE MOVIES MAN. I AM SO STARVED#the temptations#the five heartbeats
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PSA DO NOT RUSH THROUGH BALDUR'S GATE 3.
And I say this in a weird in between of feeling like a newcomer to the game (because I am, I've only had the game for like 2 weeks) but also someone who has just got to Act three and has 66hrs in the game. (I hyperfixate HARD)
But my point is, because of said Hyperfixation, I rushed through most of the game so far, especially Act 1. On hopes of getting more of the main story which seemed to be given to me in such little quantities.
Rushing caused me to lose out on starting a romance wirh Karlach (and not realize I'd lost out on her romance until Act 3 and finally looked it up) and I somehow passed right over ever recruiting Lae'zel. And that's only the tip of iceberg of shit I missed/ ruined.
And so now... so deep into the game. I must consider starting over to experience it more fully. Or finish the run I'm on now having really only gotten, maybe half the experience.
#bg3#baldurs gate three#this game is A LOT#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#but mostly a curse#bg3 karlach#karlach#lae'zel#ngl hated it for like the first 10hrs#hyperfixation is both a blessing and curse#so much motivation for one particular thing that i actually forget to even take care of myself sometimes#im working on it#actually thats a lie#but i want to work on it#gaming#games#bg3 romance#still glad i went into this game blind#but also ive never played this type of game#so im coming in blind in many ways#kinda bit me in the butt
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sorry im just thinking about bcs but like. why not add a few smaller scenes of gus interacting with his own men? why does it seem like, in comparison, mike is almost immediately elevated to a higher status than those two in bcs purely because we actually get to see him having normal conversations with gus? like i understand they might not keep the plot moving as well because of the fact obviously if victor is currently doing something it’s because gus told him to etc. but for the most part all of the smaller interactions gus does have with those two ends up being in a somewhat high stress situation where it feels very tense between everyone. and it’s just like damn! is it always like that?? why do those two even care that much about their jobs if their boss is a bit of a dick? etc. i think even an additional scene or two with those guys (either alone or the both of them) talking with gus in a more normal situation could’ve both added a bit more depth into how gus treats his employees (we got a lot with how he treats lyle and co., but not a whole lot with the illegal side of things), how comfortable vic and tyrus feel around him in a calmer setting, and exactly why they both feel the need to be as loyal as they are to the guy.
and also on the other side of this i don't think it'd hurt to maybe elaborate on their pay just a bit..? i'm not saying to randomly put a number out into the atmosphere but i just mean some smaller things like. do they buy nicer things for themselves? what's their housing situation? what's their car situation? are the escalade / yukon their own vehicles or does gus just use those two for business situations? do they use them when they're doing their own stuff off the clock or do they have their own cars? etc. that can also help with understanding their motivations a bit. don't get me wrong i don't think they should be visibly rich or something because that's not what gus would want but just smaller things! cause it's easy to write their loyalty off as Well they probably get paid super well, which i'm sure is true, but if they don't show a single hint of that then what's the point. even something as simple as giving tyrus a nice watch, or maybe victor having a nicer looking gun, etc. something small like that. because as it stands right now the average 41 year old viewer who watched the show once only knows and will only ever know victor and tyrus as those two guys in the background who do random stuff for gus with no clear motivation. just the personification of "On it boss (salute emoji)". and to be honest this is true for a whole lot of fans who do watch the show multiple times and enjoy thinking about it more in depth, because on screen we barely have anything about the two.
and to be clear i'm not trying to say we should have an episode just for them or something like no i understand they're side characters. i understand we don't need all that. and i understand this is also primarily Jimmy's show. but it's not like these two are on the same level as like, arlo or paige and kevin etc. these guys have been around since brba. victor was literally introduced in the same episode gus was. and they are a huge part of gus's story, especially in brba. s4 wouldn't have been what it was without victor and tyrus. and in bcs, ignacio's situation wouldn't have been the same if it weren't for victor and tyrus as well. and i just personally believe that if their goal with gus in bcs was to go back and elaborate on how everything came to be and show what he was like a few years younger, they could've dragged victor and tyrus into that. and i think his character would've benefited from taking that extra step with those two.
#gray.txt#and you know. obviously i personally have my own clear ideas of everything. and i'm content with what i got. this isn't coming from a place#of Well victor is my favorite guy so everything should be about him LOL. i know what he is.#but thats only because i spent like what? 2 years now watching random interviews and analyzing the smallest details within the show that#genuinely meant nothing while they were writing the scripts. and then throwing some random ideas at the wall to see if they stick.#and i just dont think everybody should have to do that LOL. and i think gus's character gets a lot more interesting#when do you do have this clear idea of victor and tyrus in your head and how he interacts with them. but 99% of people dont have that!#nobody fucking knows everything giancarlo and vince ever said about box cutter. nobody knows about the interview where giancarlo referred t#his entire business (meth and restaurant) as his 'family'. and they'd never think of that in those terms#because with the exception of his restaurant workers and mike#it feels like he HATES them LMAO.#tldr all i'm saying is i think we could've benefited from at least one 1 minute long scene of victor and gus exchanging words#where it doesn't end in gus snapping the phone in half out of anger. and also let tyrus speak his mind and have gus agree with him once#also yeah sorry this is all over the place but it is somehow the most coherent i have felt in months so this is as good as its getting sorr#sorry .#also to be clear about my earlier statement that’s a lie my idea of those two is not clear in my head whatsoever i just meant in comparison#to literally the average viewer. and my own personal thoughts about them aren’t even true it’s just opinions and guesses.#and i love a character that i can just say shit about but at the same time i think it’s fun to have idk something in the source material#that you can actually use while thinking and not have to dig around 11 year old reddit AMAs#and that money paragraph sort of came out of order what i meant by saying all that is like#i feel those two could benefit from a clear motivation for why they do all the things they do#and if we have neither personal reasons nor monetary reasons then it just makes them feel like one dimensional henchmen or something#came out of no where* not order you dumb fuck (< me)#also it doesn’t have to be clear in our faces or anything whatever you know what i’m saying . this is too long i can’t keep elaborating
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Im going to be completely frank with you all... and admit that I read these options and wasn't sure how to take this chart,,, so uh. Under the cut is Another Version. I'd apologize but I've given you the option to keep scrolling ¯\_(・・)_/¯
(If you notice characters missing on Kim's side, I probably figured she doesn't know who they are lol)
For the record,,, if they *wanted* me to pull their hair-- *is shot several times before I can continue*
Uhh Matthew is here because I have been converted fully on he/him or enby lesbian Matthew I think. He lives in my brain rent free now, very gender. I'd pull his hair but also I think he mostly just deserves to have it played with nicely.
And Scott's here because 1) I enjoy trans Scott, 2) Kim Pine Brain Rot possibly, 3) idk he's like,, the exception. God damnit, I've fallen for the inexplicable Scott Pilgrim Effect. What the fuck--
I did think about doing this chart like everyone was actually applicable to my tastes, but even if they were I think the ones I didn't put up would have to fall on the caress side bc I just don't feel that way abt them lol.
Again, not to say that's the case for the gals over on that side,,, I just think I would want to be gentle w them shxkdjsdhbd with the exception for Lynette who probably deserves to have her hair pulled, but again I fear she would Hurt Me,,, but maybe in a fun way,,,
Anyway No One Look At Me....
(,, also,,, Ramona is so far over bc I think she would enjoy it,, otherwise she'd be closer to Kim in that section. Same thing w Roxie)
If anyone actually looks at this version, I'm not opposed to doing a version like this for Kim btw! Just ask for it so I feel like I'm not just Dropping This and scurrying away
#sp comic#meme#kim pine#id tag more people but i Do Not Have The Strength....#also i like Living and I think the idea of more people seeing the suggestively taken one makes me want to Die a little#(not to say you cant reblog this or whatever im just being dramatic shdjejsdhdhgdd I am generally a fairly Reserved person)#for the kim chart- i based my other scott placement on the interaction theyve had here! i think if they interacted for real or more often +#+ he'd end up definitively in the Pull Roughly suggestion with most people#ooc#he maybe if i finish edits for everyone i could try this w the au stuff. kit's thoughts might be different here...#hey*#also let me know if i forgot anyone??? i thought abt including the robots but. no hair. and gideon the cat has Fur so. on technicality-#but like barring parents and peter i think i got most people#i guess if lainey was here she'd go somewhere in the middle or right? w/out knowing what she'd be like#FUCK I DIDNT MEAN TO POST THIS. I MEAN IT'S HERE NOW SO IM NOT REMOVING IT BUT I AM S C R E A M I N G I WASNT READY#ah i forgot crash and the boys actually. thats why i wasnt supposed to post this yet#uhhhh Pull Roughly for like all of them. except trasha. trasha gets head pats and a juice box#except for on Kim's chart. on Kim's chart she's in the pull roughly section I can't lie to myself. she hates that kid 😭 also on that note +#+ knives should probably be in the middle section. like she wants to pull it for her having copped her style and being stupid abt scott.#but I didn't put her there bc I feel like even if she wants to she wouldn't ya know? knives is a Precious Angel after all
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happy average normal everyday non-holiday sunday everyone
#waaaaaaaaaauuhuhghg i stayed up til 5am bc i hate this dayyyyyy i hate celebrating this daaaaayyyyyy#staying up all night is my way of procrastinating this holiday like if i just stay up i’ll get my enjoyment in#and then i will be able to handle this day. AUUUUUGH#im not gonna lie it’s been getting worse#it’s crazy what secrets do to u like whoa. i thought u were joking but no i actually am rotting from inside lol 🙈 but anyways#happy sunday to the normal people and to those with good relationships w your mother um goodmorning to u too i guess#thats bitter of meeee im sorry im happy for yall truly. and jealous 🤒#vent tw#lol me putting a trigger warning on my vents is so capricorn moon of me
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what you said about maxiel fanfics with endgame lest4ppen, yes, I agree. someone mentioned this before, but maxiel is slowly dying on ao3 while it seems to be thriving more and more on tumblr.
for me it's 50/50 because I don't mind where I'm reading, but here we have more one-shots and pieces of WIPs (which is good because it means authors don't feel the pressure to turn everything into a 50k story, so they can just post their ideas even if it's incomplete), but I personally LOVE longer stories, so I would love to read more and more about every single one of them.
and personally I just don't like lest4ppen at all. I understand the need to tag maxiel because daniel is the bad guy and the "shitty boyfriend" or whatever, but I just don't like seeing those stories 😬
will always preface asks like this by saying people can like what they like and find joy in whatever, i ain't gunna turn my nose up at anyone or anything, lestappen just doesn't make sense to meeee personally, but honestly whatever butters ur bread!!!
as someone who has dabbled here and there in this writing lark, for me there is a distinct difference in ao3 posting and tumblr posting....ao3 to me is formal, ur presenting something perfect, a fully-fledged story, a beginning a middle and an end (not in all cases but i just mean in general). most stuff i read on ao3 is fully-fledged nuanced ideas that the author has obviously spent hours of time crafting and experimenting with.
tumblr fic is inherently fun and blase and easier to throw out there into the ether and forget about really. tumblr fic doesn't need to follow grammatical rules or structure etc etc....it can just be a fun prompt game response or a quick lil fic that you had fun writing and wanna share with ur people?? both have purposes and both are enjoyable to write imo, just depends on what ur feeling and how much u want to expand on said idea??
when it comes to the maxiel of it all....idk how rude or pointed i can get here without getting into shit....so i'll try and word this gently....you have to keep the eco-system alive....i think comments and kudos are GREAT but honestly, if someone reblogs my fic with a fun few tags, i love that more, because in a selfish way, i might get 1 or 2 more readers from that because its going out to an even wider audience?? but its more than that!! engage with ur writers, message them on here and shout at them about their ideas, send them prompts, recommend their fic to ur friends...but i will stand by i think one of the best things you can do, if they make a fun lil post or graphic for their fic...reblog it...ur not only spreading the maxiel gospel, but ur also supporting that writer?? too many times on here i see people's fic graphics flop yet big blogs are leaving them comments on ao3 and look, EACH TO THEIR OWN and also i can sometimes be a bad reblogger dont get me wrong, but LIKE, there are some wildly talented authors on here who just need to be pushed into the limelight a little bit more??? idk if im wording this correctly, but sometimes there are fics that fall through the cracks because no one engages with them, and if ur an author who has put blood sweat and tears into that fic, ur not exactly going to be motivated to post another maxiel fic if u dont think ur going to get engagement from it (again, fic writing isn't necessarily about engagement or response, but let me tell u when i get a fun little comment or someone messages me about a fic i published, it inspires me to write more????)
maxiel is definitely alive and kicking, i follow some stunningly good maxiel authors, but at the same time, its about pushing forward those smaller writers as well and not thinking ur too cool for them???????????????
and so with that, this flufftober, kinktober, spooktober or whatever tober u are a part of, reblog the fic, talk about the fic and enjoy the fic
#if u can understand what i am trying to say here then well done cause i dont think i even do#mean thats a lie i do know what im trying to say but i know a lot of people would hate me if i said what i actually wanted to say :))#anon#asks
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I have officially finished arcane as of uh like two days ago.. and i am RUINED. Do NOT hit me up about arcane please what the hell was that :( im sad that its over now...
#chevreuse yaps#arcane#arcane season two#arcane actually sucks i hate this damn show#thats a lie i love but still#:(
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