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The Blue Castle chapter 28
The first thing to note is that the Stirlings react to Valancy's freedom by pushing her away. They can't control her anymore so they simply refuse to interact with her in any capacity. Unless she is subserviant to them and their rules, she might as well be dead, and Barney too. Which they don't hesitate to say!
The last time it happened was in chapter 27 when Mrs Frederick said she would rather Valancy had died than marry Barney. Which considering what is actually happening to Valancy is an unspeakably cruel thing to say.
They even had the audacity to go in to Uncle Benjamin’s store to buy groceries. Twice Uncle Benjamin ignored them. Was not Valancy one of the dead? While Snaith had never existed. But the third time he told Barney he was a scoundrel who should be hung for luring an unfortunate, weak-minded girl away from her home and friends.
This time, Uncle Benjamin puts the blame on Barney. In a patriarchial high-control system, women are seen both as the scapegoats for men's actions and, simultaneously, unable to do anything without a man instigating it. Hence, the "have you no shame" of the last chapter when Valancy revealed she proposed to Barney.
So, Uncle Benjamin assumes Valancy must have been "lured" away from her family and forced to marry Barney and reacts to this assumption by telling Barney he should be killed.
And, yeah, Barney's reaction is really funny and defuses the situation but also...I really want to see the Stirlings get their actual comeuppance.
“Marriage is such a serious thing,” sighed Cousin Georgiana. “When it’s going to last long,” agreed Valancy.
Now this is interesting and hints at how Valancy sees marriage. I think what she means is not that she doesn't care about Barney or their life together (she most certainly does!) but that she doesn't view it as a long-term commitment because it isn't.
"...when the sunsets flooded it Valancy’s whole being knelt in prayer as if in some great cathedral."
LMM has a theme of equating nature with worship in her works (see the bit in AOGG where Anne talks about going out into nature and "feeling" a prayer), so this is a very on-brand passage for her.
Valancy might never be beautiful, but she was of the type that looks its best in the woods—elfin—mocking—alluring.
Whatever actress can do that is the one that should play Valancy in an adaptation.
The only bad one she had was one night when she was temporarily out of medicine. And it was a bad one. For the time being, Valancy realised keenly that death was actually waiting to pounce on her any moment.
If we're talking about fanworks, I would absolutely love to see a missing scene about that night. What happened/why, was Barney there or not, if he was what reaction did he have or did Valancy just try to hide it altogether, or if she was even successful at hiding it. Etc
#the blue castle#blue castle book club#valancy stirling#valancy snaith by the grace of god#she handles this so well honestly#the distance probably helps#do you think barney and her ever talk about how awful her family actually is to let her blow off steam#or do they just live their best lives and ignore them#what i want depends on my mood#in an ideal world there would be fics of both and i could live in a lovely quantum universe where valancy has All the Feels about her famil
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Some Athena thoughts and headcanons for the ‘Diomedes goes to Ithaca AU’
Headcanon that Athena moves around completely quietly (like how owls hunt). So, Telemachus meeting Athena for the first time he gets the shit scared out of him. Diomedes by now knows the tells of Athena being here (and he has the magic eyes) so he’s the one basically warning Telemachus if Athena is in proximity
Telemachus: are you even listening???
Diomedes staring intently at the dodgy looking owl (Athena) in the tree: …yeah
Athena is very much still cool aunt. But I wanna characterise her as a little more mischievous (which could be interpreted as cunning ig) than she probably is in the original mythos. She keeps a close eye on both Telemachus and Diomedes. Most specifically Telemachus! While she cannot reveal to him that Odysseus is alive directly (she cannot incur the wrath of her uncle just yet), she does help him in starting his little Telemachy. It helps boosts his confidence and helps reassure him that maybe his father is alive. HOWEVER, the sudden disappearance of Telemachus causes the stress meters of Diomedes and Penelope to exponentially rise. And Athena finds this a little funny, so she still withholds the information from them.
Telemachus: Athena… sometimes I wonder if father is dead :(
Athena in disguise clenching her fists to try not reveal anything: … he’s too stubborn to die, have a little more faith in him
Athena:
Athena: Hey, I have a great idea if you’re worried about your dad
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Penelope stressed out of her mind: WHERE IS HE???
Diomedes equally stressed: I DON’T FUCKING KNOW?.?.????
Athena: *eating popcorn knowing she’ll make sure Telemachus is safe*
Athena is keeping this family very blessed. She is the patron goddess of both Odysseus and Diomedes, and I like to imagine maybe in a more subtle way to Penelope too (I mean… she’s smart, beautiful, AND she can weave???). She’s much closer to Telemachus in this AU than in the original Odyssey, but not like in the way of EPIC?? She keeps her distance from him nonetheless bcs she’s a god and whatnot, but him being close with Diomedes, I imagine Athena has more of an excuse to be around Telemachus growing up.
Telemachus: so.. you knew my father and Diomedes growing up?
Athena trying to act nonchalant, but she’s so proud of them both: you could say that
#the odyssey#athena#diomedes#penelope of ithaca#penelope#telemachus#odypendio#Diomedes goes to Ithaca au#these are probably ooc of them and tbh this IS just some ramblings but there is a level found family I wanna emphasize#even if it is out of character for Athena#I do want it to be closer to the Odyssey than Epic though#as much as I love how close epic!athena is to epic!telemachus I do want there to be a certain distance that Athena keeps#she can’t incur the wrath of Poseidon just yet and all the ways she needs to help Telemachus (and EVENTUALLY Odysseus) needs to stay hidden#btwww the whole god games conclusion thing doesn’t happen in this AU#it’s the main thing in the wisdom saga I’m not fond of bcs Zeus isn’t that flat of a character#at least imo he isn’t#whatever not the point of this post! Zeus rants for another day#deadbaguettesrambles#deadbaguettes au
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Ink October day 11: Firebreak
A strip of land that has been cleared, plowed, or planted with fire-resistant vegetation to prevent a fire from spreading.
#kh riku#riku kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts riku#riku kh#dream eater riku#kingdom hearts#kh#kingdom hearts dream drop distance#kh ddd#blue boi draws#ink october#ink october 2024#ink October 2024 day 11#I think this one might be my favourite of this years#it’s simple but I really like how it turned out#anyway Riku as a firebreak but instead of fire it’s darkness. guy who is darkness resistant who helps keep back the darkness#Riku using his darkness as a sorta ‘controlled burn’ method of fighting darkness#honestly darkness as a natural force vs darkness as a corrupting force… Riku having natural darkness and using it in a controlled way#to avoid build up that could be used against him by others with ill intentions#honestly Riku and how he deals with his darkness is really interesting. like local 16-17 yo figures out stuff on his own that keyblade#wielders have struggled with for ages. I think his method would be a big help to Terra in particular.#I feel like what Xehanort was teaching him was less controlled burn and more use it with reckless abandon. like he talked a lot of shit#about ‘controlling the darkness’ but we know he was just trying to foster the darknesses control on Terra so he could use it to fuck with#him. Terra would definitely be hesitant to try to learn again after that but hopefully Riku will be able to communicate the base idea of it#inbetween searching for Sora.#honestly Darkness and it’s connection to fire is interesting to me. there’s maleficents green fire. that one move Riku uses a lot.#the appearance of darkness resembling fire is common (it’s either that or goop. shout out to darkness goop) which is odd#because fire is a light bringer. it’s probably meant to pull on the consuming power of fire but still#anyway i love him
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I’m planning on writing a Vaderdala fic about Padmé trying to save Anakin and bring him back to the light with the love she knows he has for his wife and kids, and also the love they have for him instead of it being about Padmé trying to hide and run from Vader to protect her kids from his wrath. (because that’s so OOC) Vader wouldn’t have gone as far as he does if he knew that Padmé and his babies were alive. Padmé would never run away from Anakin, she’d do everything in her power to save him. And yes, all this could go in line with the narrative that Padmé joins the Rebellion and would want to fight on the forefront of it all.
#me stuff#will probably write about anidala steamy times first#lol#i can see her joining the rebellion once she finds out anakin is vader#wanting to fight against palpatine and his empire and save anakin#before that she’d want to run away to naboo and live peacefully with her kids but still help out with the rebellion but from a distance#after saving anakin and destroying the empire#she’d take her man and kids and go back to naboo
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Amazing, take some of the side character demons from Evil Bound.
Vincie is a menace to Chuck and Chuck alone so in Hell, Chuck hexes his hand behind his back so that he isn't grabbed as much (and it's harder to pet him). Chuck is like the most irresponsible older sibling ever to demons though so Kelvin recruits him (as an older sibling vibe) to go help him get his ACTUAL older sibling from Earth. Chuck agrees. And then drags Vincie from Hell with them because no one else wants to babysit him and he refuses to unbind the hex just to re-hex when he returns to Hell.
In Hell, Kelvin actually doesn't appear much different than his human form! Like Kronos, the lines under his eyes are red in Hell but black on earth. Chuck however? In Hell he has wolf-ish ears and has a fur lining his neck (note the neck scars in human form). In addition to that he has four eyes in Hell (note the scars under his eyes in human form). Vincie just has horns in Hell. And! In Hell the hex doesn't have a silly looking "tied up" look, it's invisible unless Vincie strains it with movement and then its red text. But it shifts on earth to be visible.
Vincie's biggest agony for the entirety on earth is "dude it's colder here than in Hell I want a jacket to slip my arms into BUT I CANT BECAUSE IM BOUND".
#my characters#amazing show stopping rng wheel thanks#i have my oc plots on a wheel - thats 80 different options! wow! - and spun it#i spun twice and the first time it was the bodyguard plot that i drew a few days ago#the second time was evil bound#i genuinely think it new its a bad day and im not doing well so it took it easy on me with things id done recently#anyway ive never colored kelvin before which i realized today#i only have pencil art of him#also fun fact about their lil earth adventures#they fucking fail horrifically the first time they go and kronos doesnt go back#then they go back to try and get him to forcefully bring him back and theeeeen shit hits the fan#and so vincie is vibing with tolliver since hes basically useless without hands and then oops!#no more hex! and so he starts to get really super scared and tolliver is like uh isnt that a good thing your hands are free now#and vincie is horrified because the only way to break a hex from a distance is if the caster is near dead or dead#and if thats the case chuck is probably dead and that means what if kronos and kelvin are dead#how is he gonna get back to hell alone and is HE going to get punished for it#but then kronos and kelvin show up and take vincie back to hell with the not breathing chuck#but its fine in the end bc the succubi bring him back to ... life ? question mark? anyway hes revived#but vincie does have a part where hes just crying in tollivers apartment bc he thinks hes gonna be punished#for not helping the other demons and then they died#but chuck dying is basically why kronos goes back to hell - he feels responsible (hes at fault so good for him to own up)#vincie is one of the very few demons who doesnt have dark sclera#chuck vincie and kronos all have black sclera while the succubi have gray#i dont think there was ever a reason for it tbh i should make up a reason#time to go lie down and not exist the rest of the night if i can avoid it
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I’ve discovered that it’s a roughly four day ride from Castle Town to Hateno Village. If Link were to ever ride home before the Calamity, he’d probably start from the castle and take a day’s ride to Mabe Village close to the Ranch. Another day’s ride to get to Gatepost Town, though he’d probably stay at the East Post since he’s a knight. From there he’d make it to the Dueling Peaks Stable, and the next day set out to Hateno.
Why is this important? It’s not, I just found it out while I was using Breath of the Wild to get motivated 🤣 But I thought it was pretty neat.
#breath of the wild#abel and link would probably get so little time off they’d rarely ever go home#I’m gonna tag this for my story just so I can get travel times/distances so#breath of the sky#Blood of the hero#Will probably do more travel research since the game helps me focus lol#If you think about it Link or Abel would need like ten days off to have a meaningful break at home. 6-8 just dedicated to travel#Sheesh
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For every person I unfollow with weird opinions on jews, I follow a few other jews instead. This has been for the better, even if I was bitter about hitting the "unfollow" button at first (sound off if you want to use this post to self-promo)
#jumblr#jew by choice#personal thoughts tag#tired of being let down by people who are otherwise... fine i guess but we are balling regardless#i do want to follow more jews though. my feed is probably between 35-45% dedicated to judaism and education#and i wouldn't mind at all if those numbers would increase. i've been really really trying to broaden my scope#ofc i don't solely use the internet for my resources but it has helped somewhat#especially in establishing SOME sense of community. i live near 4-5 xian churches so you can imaging#and that's within walking distance too!!#also bonus points if you're also queer/trans please i would love to have more queer and trans jewish perspectives
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—Nobody would want to be with me, including you, right?
#laws of attraction#laws of attraction the series#see parattakorn#pearl satjakorn#methee x thaenthai#lawsofattractionedit#thai bl#thai drama#bl series#bl drama#my edits.#i love thee but he is not helping rn#but i really want to know what made him keep his distance#because there must have been a time when he didn't#and someone/something probably set him “right” in the most horrible of ways
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Tell Penelope the total amount of times Odysseus went "FOR MY WIFE" the two decades he'd been away and Penelope's going to go "fuck yeah that's my man 😎🤙"
#i just keep convincing myself that when Odysseus kills the suitors Penelope is just going to giggle and kick her feet#come on. spartan princess? ithacan queen? she's down bad#the monster in fact kisses her with tongue at night#and she kisses back#epic the musical penelope#penelope of ithaca#queen penelope of ithaca#epic the musical ithaca#if you insert her during 600 strike she's gonna have popcorn and soda hyping up her man from a safe distance away#“GET HIS ASS MY LOVE”#“STAB HIM AGAIN”#who's Odysseus's patron goddess? Athena. who's Penelope's patron god (probably)? Ares.#I'm on board with the headcanon going around that Ares helped Odysseus against Poseidon#but Ares apparently is also a protector of women. best he could help Odysseus was to help Penelope#I'm onto something#i forgot
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rewatching the road not taken animated short on the train was a bad idea
#just genshin <3#haha… ha… a…#……..#i hate it here#THE PARALLELS OF LUMINE AND DAIN AND THEIR COLD DISTANCE BC BOTH ARE GRIEVING AND CANT FIND IT WITHIN THEM TO COMFORT ONE ANOTHER#COMPARED TO AETHER AND PAIMONS WARM COMPANIONSHIP BC THEY DO HAVE THE EMOTIONAL CAPACITY TO HELP EACH OTHER#DAIN EITHER WALKING AHEAD OR LINGERING BEHIND WHILE PAIMON IS ALWAYS BESIDE AETHER OR TUGGING HIM ALONG#OHHHHHH I HATE IT IT MAKES ME SICK IM SICK THIS IS SICKENING RAAAHHHHHHH#and lumines progressive breakdowns…. her often stopping while aether moves on…. the snapshots of what was probably when they were both awake#before they tried to leave teyvat and were separated….#throws up i need the whole of the pre-failed teyvat escape into the 500 years journey lore/anime STAT#also i really hope the anime covers the events before main timeline…. pls…
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So I have been playing a whole bunch of Spearmaster since last time I posted about it (delivering looks to the moon's pearl + a load of exploration). But while the first part went fine, after that I lost a ~2hr play session's video (not all footage I was gonna use but a good portion of it), combed through farm arrays and subterranean pretty thoroughly yet found very little (the rain deer being as difficult as usual), and then proceeded to same some equally mostly unfruitful pearl & old broadcast location checks all within the same like 28 hours.
at the end of it I found a new broadcast of NSH basically being like yeah moon is so nice its her biggest flaw. or whatever. and proceeded to upset-ramble about it incoherently for like ten minutes before I finally decided to stop playing.
and yeah I've just kind of felt sad and cranky about the game since then (like a week). so I'll get to talking eventually probably but for now I think I just need to take a break until I'm less...burned out? idk exactly what this is
#an aquila original#wet beast saga#editing at least is still ok so far. although that probably helps that I'm way backlogged on it so distance.#trying to look at that one lore objectively I think my reaction was largely that it was a last straw type thing vs actually being that bad#but also im trying not to think about it much because again. upsetti spaghetti.#i don;t know. its just happending
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🗡 mad cowboy disease....
#‡ ooc#high noon tbt.#thinking of Them while walking to the shops... on my own little quest...#there may be typos but ignore them#listened through mars hn yone playlist i loved watching the 2 hr movie in my head#listening through my hn playlost now maybe ill make tals a spotofy thing too for easier listening....#got so many little scenes in my head#talon munching any lil bug/lizard critter they catch. whether they actually Need to eat is unspecified#but you know. probably. anyway thinking evilly at how i can describe their meals as either tantalising or DISGusting#talon being afraid of ending up an almalgam of feathers and sludge but ove talked abt that before#need to write more talon monologues or story times#reminiscing now. will add more later#talon trying their best to get through a Normal Human interaction on a bar or smth tryong to hide what they are and keep their hat low but-#and theres always a but- someone either catches a glimpse of theor face n compliments them or gets in theor way like 'hey-' or they catch#a glance at feathers or brimstone....#talon getting chased to be put in one of those carnie 'strange encounters' shows... they either do get caught or...#get rid of their would-be captors#time for more thoughts. i need to design talons demonic form and maybe even what their gradual corruption looked like 🤔#i also need to decide on a few factors abt how im treating their cape as tendrils instead... like if they naturally had 5 or lost one...#and how much control over individual segments they have#thinkin abt talon getting in trouble but not like. threat of death danger maybe a malevolent third party who wants them for something else#be it their blood or feathers or smth like that. maybe even after REDACTED and they get a bounty set by the sulfur king for REDACTED reason#to be brought back alive and hunters go after em......#oh. who can a demon slash half angel turn to in these trying times... 🥺😔 not that they want to rely on anyone#talon would rather die than rely on another creature for help. im kidding. :] or am i#thinking abt the thing i said to mars like. after their travels together talon tries to keep their distance from rell and yone but.#fate or something worse keeps bringing them back together. i said it better beforehand but anyway.#if its during this time of being hunted and they cross ways i can imagine talon not staying long at all or just turning 180 at the sight#part the fear the other two will join this hunt as well. the other part is that theyll be in danger if talon asks for help...#nor do they want to owe a debt to these two ough 😒
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#someone tell me to stay the fuck off tumblr bc i have an immense amount of work to do today#and stressing out about what’s happening here is not helpful.#i should also probably just distance myself a little bit in general bc im getting too wrapped up in whether people like me or not#and that’s fucking stupid like it’s just tumblr who cares who cares!!!!! why do i care!!!!!!#like ik it literally does not matter but lately every time i log in i feel left out and like no one actually wants to talk to me#need to give myself a hard slap in the face and get my shit together#personal#i’m chained to the hellsite unfortunately
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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........
#MOTHER FFFFUCKER#to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants#im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night#at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn#to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS#the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori#but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey#consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!!#just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick#outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to#animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better#at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH#i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc#im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over#where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands#there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE#ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles#but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your#health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!!#im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves#also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet#im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to#have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to#to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up#their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ#yapping
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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase#'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that#[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week#and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me#but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it#and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me#i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no#but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like#300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3#ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good#'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them
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hopefully this doesn't come off as rude; but is Apex Limit on a long term hiatus or is it not being updated? Can't wait to read Mundane Magical Girl when I get a chance either way
Hey there!
Apex Limit is indeed on a long term hiatus. I had always planned on taking a break from it in favor of a second project and to come back to it, though that isn't exactly how things worked out...
I intend to try to go back to it after Mundane Magical Girl, which is more limited in scope.
#I got too burned out to get into the headspace for it and just couldn't write any more#I had planned on taking a break from it for a while and doing a shorter comic of my western...#but that fell through for various reasons#and then life happened really hard#I'm hoping distance from it will help me come back with a clearer mind for the last stretch of the comic#there's only 200-300 pages left!#that's not much at all 🤪#caffe personal#Mundane Magical girl is going to be 150ish pages probably#if I were to do things over#I would pace things differently and plan for actual breaks between chapters#🤪🤪🤪
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