#the deep thought mornings

[valorxdrive]

"If you would've told me that one day that even sleep can whisk you to worlds, the hidden places that's in the cracks out there? I thought you would've been off your rocker."

"But now? It feels like some good rest could possibly connect us to what's been hiding away all along."

Part of him can't help but find it odd. Was it a coincidence that one of his favorite hobbies turned out to be a lead all the same?

[beccawise7]

💜🖤💜🖤

[redheadcoffeequeen]

Don’t do something permanently stupid just because you’re temporarily upset.

[lizardkingeliot]

Louis covering Lestat’s neck, chest, and collarbone in a constellation of hickeys and fang marks knowing he’s going to be shirtless on stage that night and he wants everyone in attendance to know who the Vampire Lestat belongs to 🥰

[king-mera]

One good thing that came out of the AI art boom is that it made me appreciate abstract art more. I never hated it, but huge canvases painted in one solid color never impressed me much until now. Someone actually had to put the effort into gathering the materials and creating something. They didn’t simply come up with an idea and let something else produce it for them.

It’s not the end result that matters so much as the process. The act of creation is, in itself, a work of art.

[bitsybunbun]

[benoits-neckerchieves]

Me when I go to bed each night and am alone with my thoughts again

[booasaur]

The Morning Show - 3x01

[machveil]

..Pierced and uncut I say

okay okay okay I am listening and writing

CW: genital piercings

for König? hear me out… I originally thought he’d get a Prince Albert, but with further consideration I think he’d have a pubic piercing right on the base

maybe he got it in his early twenties because he thought it would be cool Virgin!König or maybe Inexperienced!König, he has a high pain tolerance so he figured ‘why not’. the experience wasn’t that bad for him, it still hurt and felt weird for a while, but it was manageable

it doesn’t matter if it’s oral or he’s sinking into you, his eyes are glued to where his piercing meets you. hips involuntarily stuttering when the piercing is snug, right against you - and he’s big, the entire sight of you taking him to his piercing has his mind swirling and brain oozing out his ears

for Simon “Ghost” Riley? nipples pierced too perhaps? uncut, rocking an ampallang. I see a lot of talk about him having a Jacob’s ladder, and I get the appeal for sure, but an ampallang scratches my brain right personally for Simon

gets it in his early thirties, maybe a birthday gift to himself after some mental debate. methinks Soap and Gaz joked about him getting his dick pierced and how ‘the ladies would love it, L.T.’ - definitely did not influence his decision

personal opinion, when Simon asks for ‘just the tip’ he means it - my man has restraint. he’ll lazy rut his tip against you, eyes half lidded as he fucks his tip into you. jaw slack as he watches the piercing dip in and out of you, sloppy streaks of cum painting your thighs when he pulls back a little

[willowser]

oh there's something so funny about cat hybrid bakugou. even though he's wearing the grumpiest face ever, you give him a kissy on his cheeks and he starts purring. every night when he cuddles up beside you in bed, you can feel his wide hands very lightly kneading your thigh. sometimes when you're touching him too much, he can't help but bite you on the hand.

[misskaboom]

Good morning 😋🖤📓

[beccawise7]

We all do. 💜🖤💜🖤

[redheadcoffeequeen]

Never leave a person who touches your soul more than your body.

[chronicsyd]

I think the problem that most people aren’t realizing (that’s probably going to bite them in the ass when S2 arrives) is the fundamental Problem when it comes to Vi and Jinx’s relationship:

Vi loves Powder, there’s No denying that. Every action she takes when she gets out of prison has been to find Power. And even though she has budding feelings for Caitlyn, Powder comes first. But the problem between the two is when it comes to Jinx. Because she Can’t love Jinx in the way that she loves Powder.

Which is why one of the last things she says to Vi, “I thought, maybe you could love me like you used to. Even though I’m… different.” Holds so much importance. You wonder Why Vi doesn’t say anything to Jinx before she leaves and fires Fishbones. You’d think that Vi would leap at the opportunity to insist that she still loves her, but she can’t. She can’t love Jinx. At least, not in the way Jinx Wants her to.

A lot of people have been claiming that “the trailer is lying to us!”, “She’s just placating Caitlyn!”, or whatever they’ve been saying when we hear Vi say, “My sister is gone.” People are seeming to think that there’s a sliver of a chance that the two could reconcile or go back to what once was or whatever. And the thing is… I Highly doubt that.

Vi not only has to deal with the Drastic ramifications that Jinx has inflicted on Piltover but I think she also has to realize that this is who Jinx’s been for Several years at this point. (Cuz remember in ep 4, other people Know who Jinx is and what she’s capable of at this point, she’s made a name for herself inflicting that kinda terror in people)

As much as Vi doesn’t like it, This is who Jinx is now. I truly believe that Powder died in episode 9. And from what Arcane has shown us, this can really only end in tragedy for the two (not in a death, there are certainly things that are worse than that). And I think they may show Vi emotionally disowning Jinx (as hard as that’d be to watch) because there isn’t Powder to save anymore, there’s just Jinx and Jinx is the one that needs to be stopped.

(I know that people bring up Jinx’s champion storyline from Legends of Runtarra with Mr. Bunny but the thing is I’m pretty sure that happens way after this and, while I may not know a lot of LOL lore I know that a lot of Jinx’s storylines recently are about trying to prod Vi’s memory cuz she has amnesia and doesn’t remember anything about her past in the Undercity and all that soooo that’s what I have to say about that)

Do I think at the beginning of the season Vi’s probably going to be in denial and try to find “Powder” again? Absolutely. The way Jinx says “finally got the name right… sister.” Is implying that there’s a scene between the two that they haven’t shown us yet because I doubt there’d be That much venom in her tone if the two haven’t seen each other from Ep 9 all the way to whenever this fight scene takes place when Vi’s already an Enforcer. Hell, even when Vi calls her “Jinx” in that last part there’s hurt in her eyes and she slightly shakes her head before doing so, clearly not comfortable with calling her sister that. (Also fueling my belief that this isn’t the season finale fight that some people think it is)

[arson-09]

one of the many issues i find with sjms writing (and subsequently her fans) is that a character has to be perfect to be loved (this is acotar specific) hear me out ((apologies in advance for the somewhat rambling and nonsensical bits. its late lmao)

Just about everything Feyre and Rhysand do is justified. Rhysands entire list of evil actions from acotar is retconned. Him murdering those winter court children was suddenly by an unnamed daemati whos never brought up again, his sexual assault of feyre was “for her protection”, and in general the way he treated her UtM is okayed (sa is never justifiable, even in fictional media) and him keeping very important information about Feyres body from her is fine because he was doing it to spare her feelings (also never ok to keep information of ones body from the individual)

Feyre is allowed to destroy the spring court. No matter how you feel about Tamlins character the actions she took were extreme, petty, and useless. She collectively punished the citizens of the spring court because of her relationship with Tamlin and she believed him to be allying with Hybern. Which was hinted to her to be false and she could have read his mind at any point. Feyre also is a unreliable narrator but her word is taken as truth. When she has magical outbursts its nothing, she can treat her supposed friends like shit but shes still the better friend.

Together they constantly spout how perfect the other is. Especially Feyre about Rhysand, maybe its the mating bond but the bond is how sjm communicates her feelings about the characters (which i feel is evident in the Nessian bond) Feyre says rhysand is Good and Justified in everything he does, so you the reader must believe it too, right?

The rest of the Inner Circle also falls into this. Mor is allowed to unfairly treat Nesta like shit, Cassian is unquestioned when it comes to his mistreatment of his mate, azriel is a background tapestry, and amren is a whole different issue tbh.

Nesta is the outlier. She is not perfect and we know it because of how mistreated she is by the people that surround her. Cassian is a horrible partner, letting rhysand do and say what he wants to her, restricting her food and being very neglectful of Nestas mental health. Nesta is a flawed character but shes not an antagonist. Her flaws does not call for this sort of treatment. It is disgusting how sjm portrays Nestas character and her “healing arc”. Sjm says she loves nesta, but her treatment says otherwise.

Tamlin receives the brunt of this treatment. He is a flawed character but is not evil. Hes not even a real antagonist, just because he is not friends or on good terms with Feyre and Rhysand does not make him such. His allying with Hybern is used as reasoning for his mistreatment when its clear as day hes a double agent. Tamlin, while he struggles with emotional regulation, anger issues and communication is a very good high lord and his personal relationship with a character does not change that. His actions towards feyre are often called abusive but sjms writing fails to bring this observation to fruition. She fails to actually make him abusive and antagonistic because she accidentally writes her own outs by justifying similar behaviors from other characters.

If you have spent anytime on the majority side of the fandom you have seen the Feyre and Rhysand vs Nesta and Tamlin mentality. Nesta and Tamlin are hated while Feysand are treasured and its because sjm makes a perfect character for you to love so why would you root for the flawed characters hated by the narrative? Nesta and Tamlin are far more nuanced and interesting due to their imperfections, dislike by the narrative, and hatred from the majority fandom. (To note, Nesta and Tamlins characters are different ((although they have some striking similarities)) but their treatment is very equal. Which is why i, and many other people in the fandom compare and combine them so much)

Feyre and Rhysand through the narrative and fans are perfect and can do no wrong. Tamlin and Nesta are frankly evil and undeserving of love. Its intriguing to see this behavior and its almost unique to the acotar and booktok fandom. Which is why i find myself so focused on Tamlin and subsequently the fandom. its so odd and something i havent seen before that it gets stuck in my little adhd brain.

[made-my-peace-with-all-the-bad]

Do you think Darry ever longed for love?

Obviously it was never the biggest thought in his mind, because he needed to bring in money to pay the endless pile of bills and he needed to raise Pony. But do you think it ever crossed his mind? Especially when he watched everyone else fall in love. He watched Soda and Two Bit find the perfect girls, he watched Ponyboy have so much love for his best friend, and do you think he ever wished he could find that? How when he did, he maybe thought back to Paul. Sometimes he wondered if Paul was his only chance at love. Maybe there wouldn’t be anyone else. Maybe his one chance was thrown away along with his future. Sometimes he closes his eyes and thinks back to the good moments. The stolen moments. When everyone had left the locker room and they could just hold each other closer than friends would. How when they were driving, Paul’s hand would linger a little too long to be platonic. He’d think about their secret whispered “i love you”s, and he’d wonder if he’d ever get love like that again.