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OC PROFILE #8: ORIGINAL UNIVERSE (ARMAGEDDON)
"I never asked to be born sinful. I never asked to be born at all."
✴ name: Ariel Merihem ✴ nicknames: Ari, Mayhem, Hellstar, Sparky ✴ age: Appears to be in her early 20's ✴ birthday: June 6 ✴ star sign: Gemini ✴ birthplace: Promethea, Pride Sector, Hell ✴ hometown: New Sodom, Lust Sector, Hell ✴ ethnicity: ...demon? succubus? uhh... ✴ nationality: Infernal...? ✴ languages spoken: English ✴ gender: Female (she/her) ✴ sexuality: Demisexual
ii.– appearance
✴ description: Ariel is an average-height demon with red skin, tall, sharp horns, and leathery, bat-like wings. She has golden eyes (indicative of a demon of Pride) and short blonde hair. ✴ height: 5'7 (170 cm) ✴ weight: Unknown ✴ other distinguishing features: beauty mark on cheek, cupid's bow lips, long legs
iii.– personality
✴ positive traits: courageous, unselfish, focused, clever, supportive ✴ neutral traits: stylish, outspoken, rebellious, charismatic, proud ✴ negative traits: fanciful, cunning, big-headed, obnoxious, jealous ✴ likes: dancing, fancy clothes, spicy food, shiny things, herself ✴ dislikes: angels, salty food, being bossed around, geese, her job ✴ fears: reincarnation, angels, dogs ✴ hobbies: dancing, sewing, singing, making cocktails, pickpocketing ✴ talents: singing, dancing, persuasion, swindling, melee combat
iv.– abilities
✴ status: citizen ✴ abilities: seduction, weak pyrokinesis, shapeshifting, good at fighting
v.– relationships
✴ family: Ariel doesn't have a good relationship with either parent, as she was thrown out of the house at 16 to fend for herself and hasn't been in contact with either since then. ✴ friends: Sammy Braddock, "DEXTER" (sort of) ✴ enemies: is distrustful of just about everyone, everyone is her enemy in her eyes ✴ love interest: none, single
vi.– backstory
Ariel was born in the Pride Sector of Hell out of a union between an incubus and succubus. From a young age, she was forced to be hyperindependent due to her parents' neglect and substance abuse. At 16, she was kicked out of the house and forced to live on her own with no support so to speak. She went from city to city and sector to sector working odd jobs to support herself, eventually finding her place in Kellogg's, the premier cabaret bar in the Lust Sector's New Sodom. Since then, she's been one of the headlining performers there.
…and then the fic starts.
vii.– other
✴ fashion style: burlesque, femme fatale, luxe, glam girl ✴ face claim: Marilyn Monroe (i guess?) ✴ voice claim: Jamie Marchi ✴ theme song: Material Girl- Madonna ✴ assorted fun facts: Her singing and dancing skills are completely self-taught. Her guilty pleasure is heavy metal. Despite being a succubus, she's demisexual. Most of her clothes are covered in rhinestones or jewels. One of her odd jobs was being a stand-up comedian. She loves cats.
#long post#oc#original character#oc profile#my oc#demon#oc: ariel merihem#demon time babeyyy#i'm not gonna beat around the bush here#i modeled hell after the us and late-stage capitalism as a whole#that's why it sucks so hard
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What if James was always onimously soaked through as a nod to his ending
#Had to get the idea our but both these drawings SUCK I'm so sorry lol#I just wish his face wasn't so fucking hard for me to draw. Why is it every character I love I can't draw#Anyway like with Eddie being cold and Angela with her fire. I like to think James looks wet. Maybe not to himself but to others#How they truly see him is the wreck he is and always wet from rain or puddles or all the water he wades through in his version of sh#I just love how tied to water he is#Silent hill 2#Silent hill 2 remake#Silent hill#James Sunderland#fan art#art#sketch#character art#horror
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he isn't jealous as much as he's confused really
also please appreciate the mibble
and this gay star
#yes this is what i spend my precious time on#also when i had this idea i failed to process just how many times id have to draw that stupid hand sign. why is it so hard#i want to add to this that i hate krita's text feature it sucks anyways bye#in stars and time#isat#isat act 5 spoilers
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I'm so damn pissed with school right now. I have to do a research on Massachusetts. Or however you spell the damned name.
Why. Why did my teacher think it was necessary knowing about >Massachusetts<. I'll literally forget everything about it when I finish the work. Because like, why would I remember that apparently they plant Cranberry? What even is that. I'm not from the US, I'm pretty sure I never had that fruit. Why would I need to learn about Massachusettes. I'm angry. I hate Massachusetts. The only thing I will remember is that Harvard is located there and that apparent lots of celebrities are Massachusettian? I have no idea what to call someone from Massachusetts.
#massachusetts#I hate it sm#School sucks#My English teacher doesn't even speak English well#I want to learn about slangs ma'am not how many people there are in Massachuchwhs#Why is it so hard to pronounce it
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a lil experiment........
#why is this kinda style so hard?!?!?#really suck at cell shading or whtvr it called my hands always want to paint shiz#give up for now suddenly i cant color#who r they even......................#😭😭😭#wandee goodday#yakdee#thai series#rkgk#my art#fanart#nandskarth
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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"Despite their normally laid-back demeanor, STARs have a strong internal hierarchy [...] STARs will occasionally develop in-group rules involving physical punishments."
Anyways, just a normal day for Powder and company. I should have finished this drawing earlier if not because I wanted to give it better ✨characterization✨ and remade the sketch to push more the poses.
So yeah, the girls shown here are fom left to right: Trigger (leader, often de-escalates conflicts within the group), Striker ("Yes boss" type of character, frequently seen by Trigger's side), Zwanzig (Older unit transferred from another facility. Not a fan of nicknames as you can see, so others just refer to her by her given designaton), Powder (Powder) and Barrel (Newest unit who is still getting adjusted to the cadre dynamics. She has a thing for Storch units).
^^^ ...They're all weird.
#idk if it's genuinely hard or I just suck at drawing#but character interactions are very difficult for me to draw#which is another reason why this took me so long#signalis#signalis fanart#signalis oc#my ocs#my art#star signalis#the powder tag#trigger's cadre
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#ace!!! ft. ruggie v far in the bg. fun fact ruggie is the most commonly featured char in background cameos for the series#im not sure why. bc i do struggle drawing him. but idk he looks fun and made sense in them all so i rolled w it. ruggie sweep#also fun fact all the pics have hidden mickeys in the bg bc i am NOTHING if not dedicated. i gotta honor the source material#i rly tried to keep some level of outfit diversity in this series but it sucks bc bday outfits are hard to logically justify. and silver?#he has so few cards. so i went a lil out of the box and put him under sebek's camp jkt here. i think it tracks it works well. its cyute#silver 'tending the fire' his ass asleep. that fire is tending itself. maybe the birds will poke him if it starts dying down#the outdoor environments for this series were sooooo fun to do. i tried some new brushes and AUGH the foliage the TEXCHURR!!! yum#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#ace trappola#ruggie bucchi#suntails#i also think that foot belongs to jack howl on the right but i truly dont remember. i finished this roughly a month ago
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green beetle black beetle
#star wars#the original trilogy#boba fett#darth vader#hi. sorry for star war jumpscare. genuinely#i feel like ive kinda been on an art hiatus lately due to health stuff#i got diagnosed with a parathyroid disease recently (wahoo) so now i know why i have been feeling so bad! need more tests though#anyway. in the mean time most of the entertainment my brain can handle has been like. youtube clip compilations of shows and movies#not even the actual shows or movies. literally just sections of them on youtube#i wish i was joking#the only reason i know what happens in succession is because i have watched it in disjointed order in youtube compilations. not joking#anyway so ive learned a lot more about star wars than i ever. thought i would#mostly just the original trilogy and prequels. some of the old comics & books are interesting too#(sick to my stomach) i like darth vader he has like the same personality as ganondorf except he had no good reason for doing anything#when vader/anakin does literally anything weird or unacceptable it like. makes me laugh so hard its like jerma when he sees a car accident#boba fett’s costume design has been rotating in my head a lot too it’s very good#he’s very colorful and like. matte/unpolished compared to vader and it makes them a cool duo visually#those 2 are my favorites. vader why is the space cowboy the only person aside from sidious or tarkin who is allowed to get mad at you#sidious is my 3rd favorite. he sucks so bad as like a person that you just. you have no expectations of him except just being evil#so its just really funny like everything he does is horrible and he’s so happy all the time like good for him#i’m making it sound like ive never seen star wars before. i have i just never really cared about it until i got an endocrine disorder lmao#but yeah idk art may continue to be slow while im figuring out treatment stuff#if anyone reading this also has or has had hyperparathyroidism im wishing the strength & radiance of 1000 beautiful horses upon you
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First thing! I made a couple patterns! This is for a class, critique is tomorrow and I am so over this project. Patterns are hard to make apparently but I'm not mad at the way my fish one looks. The spooky one looks terrible and I'm so sad about it.
Physically printed these out too bcs they're digital which was kinda cool. I need to learn how to make prints and all that so it's a step in the right direction.
#seriously why tf are patterns so hard to make#the spooky one was literally a nightmare to work on omg#never again or at least the striped pattern bcs thats what really fucking sucked#i love my little fishy sketches tho theyre very very cute hehe#they had to be repeating so it was a struggle to get a good flow that wasnt too obvious#pattern#procreate#fish doodle#coelacanth#salmon#illustration major#illustration#fish#skeleton#spooky pattern#fish pattern#digital art#spooky#halloween#halloween pattern#illustrator#digital illustration#little creatures#creatures#faun#spooky illustration
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pookie sucking ice cream to save his life in high quality 😭
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No pressure. (there's lots of pressure) No planning. (that much is true) No. Pookums. (only call him shnookums)
Masterlist | Bonus
DeaKids watermark and original screenshot!
#I forgot how difficult making these can be#Cody's bangs suck ass why are they so hard to do#ANYWAY I MADE IT IN TIME FOR VALENTINES THANK GOD#I wanted to post the bonus along with this but I ran out of time! Sorry!!#but that just means I don't have to rush it and can make it look as nice as possible so its ok actually#happy valentines day!!#total drama#total drama world tour#tdwt#total drama noah#td noah#total drama cody#td cody#cody anderson#noco#total drama noco#td noco#Starry makes art#cause im giddy about it I want to add that the conversation that noco have here in wtbnatook isnt as simple as 'no pookums'#i cant WAIT to show you that conversation
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the shyest creature on earth dreams of art streaming
#i know it sounds like im giving every reason why i SHOULDNT do it but i really wanna learn how to someday#i dont really have the space or privacy for it rn though since i live at home with 3 other ppl plus i have school to focus on ugh#ive been able to stream my art in discord calls but i havent done it in so long and the atmosphere is a little different#not bad different though. its fun to draw ppls conversations out and make shitposts. and i like any kind of attention heh#i also use procreate so its hard to stream frm my ipad but im looking into a lighting adapter to HDMI cable to project on my monitor#part of my urge to start a twitch might also be because i wanna learn how to make and rig a little avatar and use cute frames#and id love to play some ambience music while i draw and just. idk. listen to ppl talk..? but im lacking in audience engagement#since i suck at responding and public speaking and prefer to do things quietly. i just like being observed like im on national geographic#yapping#doodles#sona#puppysona#my art#myart
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…I’ll see myself out
#im so cheesy i know im sorry#im just so hungry for themmmm#posting this on my bday by the way#just sayin#damn i suck at coloring why is it so hard#my babes are having a good time right now and it makes me happy#jack and joker#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack and joker the series#jackjoke#jackjoker#yinwar#yin anan#war wanarat#thai bl#thailand#bl series#bl drama#thai bl drama#thai drama#myart#my art
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The moral of the arcane season two act three is that if you're suicidal you should just go ahead and kill yourself
#Why did they give all three of their suicidal characters successful suicide attempts#If it just happens once that's one thing but all three of them#Suicide mention#the arcane spoilers#Before anyone says anything no I do not think they literally meant to say this bit it's kind of. An unfortunate turn of events#Arcane handled so many really heavy themes really well in s1 and then in s2 uh. Well the themes were there#Case in point is season one was like oh let's subtly yet plainly imply it by having jayce and viktor step off a ledge and jinx k#Let herself get blown up by one of her own grenades to blow up ekko to signify her lack of self preservation#And then in season two she goes off to kill herself and vi is like damn alright I'm gonna fuck my girlfriend in her jail cell now#And then jinx literally blows herself up like 10 times and then fall into a hole#The jayvik double suicide wasn't as bad but it still adds to the numbers and man it sucks that a disabled man who fought so hard to live#Just dies anyway#Oh Isha kills herself also but it's a noble sacrifice which makes it fine I guess#Heimerdinger also kind of does it. Listen I know tragedy writers love writing noble sacrifices but like can we calm down for a second#It's possible for people to die for normal reasons also
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[looking at old art] Damn, I really peaked in 2021
#like what was I on that it was that good and why can't I replicate it now#it's still my own style but what the hell changed#why is drawing so hard#why don't I have motivation#why is my job so stupid#these are the questions in my life#(for the job thing - at least I'm not a legal assistant anymore lmfao that shit sucked)
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