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my γιαγια was mostly lucid today :’)
#did not recognise me (expected) but knew to comment on the fact that I’d tanned and asked me how I’d been#which is good! considering how most days she’s talking to people on the ceiling unintelligibly#i had to leave the room though i don’t think I could’ve stayed longer without sobbing#pet the cat instead#that was my overshare of the time period#con rambles
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im supposed to be productive today but instead im trying to get the guy I went out with last week to send me a dick pic
#bitts posts#i say trying but this isnt like. a coercive thing at all#he just likes teasing me and drawing it out#and im demanding it in the first place because i waited until my period was over to ask him to hang out again#bc thats why we didnt fuck last time (he was actually down but any sort of penetration makes me cramps WAY worse)#ONLY TO FIND OUT HE HAD TO GO BACK TO THE CITY FOR WORK#LEFT ME HERE#who am i supposed to fuck now??? some stranger??? absolutely not#anway. that concludes your noon edition of bitts oversharing in the tags
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CW: Yet another vent post
When you want to make cinnamon rolls for your parents but then you remember that time when you were 15 when your mum snatched your phone from your hands and got mad at you for searching “lgbt rights in Africa,” made a whole show of not even looking at you, and proceeded to comb through your entire search history with your dad then told you to basically “stop being gay” or else you’ll be kicked out, along with 10 other incidents just like this or worse whenever you wake up and see them every morning.
And then you put back the flour, cinnamon, and brown sugar to go read fanfiction instead. Maybe they sacrificed so much to help you in life, maybe they love you in their own weird way, but perhaps no one will get cinnamon rolls today.
#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#sorry man I’ve been in a mood for a while#I actually think that is almost always in a mood#hopefully I can get my shit together and finally leave for good early next year#I was sooo on track until Covid when I had to spend extended periods of time with them and get duped into thinking that they finally change#I feel like I lose 10 confidence points every time I’m with them#oddly the longer I spend with them the less likely I am to leave because I get complacent#they do all this and have the gall to tell me to be vulnerable with them#txt
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i have winter break next week and i wanna have fun
#ive been so sad tinught im gonna have my period soon#im so gonna get it so that it ruins the whole fucking break😭#its gonna ruin all the fun if i get it next week#it better come tonight i swear#im gonna be with my friends but ill be rude and sad and its gonna ruin everything#i hate being alive#yeah no it’s definitely coming. soon cause im crying about it rn#i just ohhhhmy god does it have to be me???? specifically???!????#im gonna kill god#can i just get it rn and have it done by the weekend please#please please please let me get what i want lord knows it would be the first time#😔😔😔😔😔#ong its gonna start tomorrow trust with the way im so emotional rn#i fucking hate myself#i shouldve gone in the shower earlier cause its gonna be So Bad but i have to do it tonight#i wanna fucking kms#sorry im oversharing
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my period app allowed me to customise the alerts so naturally I received a notif today that said “blood !! blood !! gallons of the stuff !!”
im the funniest bitch alive to me
#blood is a great song I will stand by that forever#anyways is there ever a time when im not dysphoric on my period ??#so far never lmao#oversharing
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also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks
#vertical sleeve gastrectomy to be exact insert nerd emoji here#i might document a lot of whats going on with it and even take some videos honestly#not to share here other than some oversharing text posts about probably constipation LMAO#but like no one shares whats it like to be mentally ill and go thru vsg and like the process and not many people as young as me get it#feels weird calling myself young on the chronically 13 year old website#but anyone that does post about it posts for like a year and then falls off the face of the earth#genuinely there are so many youtubers that start talking about this stuff#then you find their channel three years deserted and its like man.#i sure hope this means you found better ways to spend your time#and like okay time to get sappy and corny as hell in the notes so go ahead and skip this part idk who even reads my notes hello#but basically everyones that gets this shit is like you gotta find your why#and most of them have kids or like a husband or plans to travel the world or do better at their job#and none of those things really apply to me#i kind of have the perfect storm for being fat#i dont do anything work wise that encourages any kind of movement#im chronically afraid of planes and i cant afford that shit anyways rn#also not very good at romance LOL and never want kids and my entire family is also fat barring my brother#thats not to absolve myself of any of the blame for this shit either like i know i put myself in this situation#i just think like wow my life is pretty much perfect for staying fat but i DONT WANT THAT#I want the highlight of my week to be more than eating takeout man#i want to live life instead of meal to meal to something better#idk what yet maybe jewelery piece to jewelery piece#i could do some serious kandi making while im down for the count#but i dunno man my therapist tells me that in order to feel like a person and not get tired of life i have to do people things and#participate in life yknow?#and its hard to do things like go to the gym talk to people explore fashion styles when i have this overloomingness of being fat#so i guess that could be my why? like i want to experience more of life#i want to be able to walk in a mall and look at all the stores. i want to walk in a mall period. cause it fucking hurts the way i am now#thats all to say the actual “why” that i have is Goddamn it i want to be able to jump from a swing#and not break my fucking ankles
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#2023 recap: diagnosed bipolar 🙏🏻🙏🏻 every day god tests me 🙏🏻🙏🏻 got my first tattoo. Then got three more. got two piercings. dyed my hair.#saw five seconds of summer in concert and the 1975.#failed all my classes. saw five different therapists.#played an obscene amount of tears of the kingdom. played an obscene amount of dark souls.#received a resesrch grant and spent my summer working in the archives.#read maybe three books and a lot of academic papers.#watched upwards of seventy movies. posted twice on Instagram.#saw a lot of really cool paintings at a museum ive never been to before.#joined a student council. made a lot of new friends.#celebrated one year with my beautiful girlfriend.#did a lot of laundry. did a lot of dishes. read a lot of poetry.#crushed all my friends at the New York Times daily mini crossword with a record of 17 seconds to complete a puzzle#reorganized my closet. reorganized it again.#found peter Gabriel’s ‘so’ on vinyl.#started testosterone. had an allergic reaction to testosterone. started testosterone again.#got addicted to skin care products for a brief period of time.#made curry a lot. ate a lot of sushi. spent a lot of time on the couch.#loved my friends. carved out a space for myself. survived. etc.#OH got diagnosed with adhd too. that fucking slayed and devoured.#overshared on the internet. lusted for paul mescal. went clubbing. went for walks. sampled new colognes.#found the most perfect hoodie to ever exist. had it stolen by my beautiful girlfriend. stole it back.#drank a lot of coffee. drank a lot of matcha.#played a lot of scrabble. lost a lot of scrabble.#reblogged a lot of posts. watched a lot of cooking shows. filled two journals.#sang along to music in the car. felt the sun on my face.
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maybe i was never really in my rotting era... maybe i was simply in the week before my period
#it's oversharing time again#anyway. i'm in pain#and i retain the right to retcon anything i say or do the days before my period. that girl is a different person entirely#the wonders of the human body am i right folks
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I love that explaining every pill I've been on for period cramps results in the most miserable hormone changes that affect my mental health to doctors and then they're basically like OK well we can't do anything about it!!! Sorry loser!!!
#“walking helps relieve period pain” yes i exercise on the regular#the only time I dont is guess when!!! when i get so nauseous on my period i cant eat and am in so much pain i get out of bed hunched over#no one ever takes me seriously#i hate doctors#fml#fuck periods#tmi#oversharing
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y'all i have a question regarding periods in the tags if anyone's a biologist or smth pls help me out 🙏
#using tumblr as my literal diary i should stop oversharing BUT#basically my cycle is suuuuuper super irregular as in skipping periods up to 2 to 3 months sometimes#and i basically always get them late the last time they were on time was a good half year back#NOW i feel like i know my body rlly well so i can tell without checking the calender when i'm ovulating or right before my period or wtv AND#the second or third time in a month now i noticed that i'm definitely very much ovulating when i should be according to my calender#and then NOT feeling period symptoms AT all#but then feeling ovulation symptoms again when i should be having my period🧍🏼♀️#according to my calender#like what is that can that be a thing#i tried googling and already made an appointment with my gyno but it's in like 2 months or so#what's up with me is that normal is it not somebody help me out#☆°.—kathy talks!!
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#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the#lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭#best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad#personal#also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim#to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn#it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight#instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for#easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte#and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT#promising and. AAAAA#also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my#free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️#the engineering chronicles#the music chronicles#i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal…#oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well#what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3#OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat#it hereeee#soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that#idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and#stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn#ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.
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Happy valentines day! I'll post the valentines art stuff this weekend I think bc I'm practicing self-love and giving my body a break from...moving i guess? Im curled up with a hot water bottle and it's great....zzzz....mimimi
#i like the new job a lot but i need to take care to sleep enough so zzzzz#also tumblr rly is a period tracker if you use it correctly#is that oversharing??? no this is my little cabin in the woods and we r having a sleepover sometjmes theres art on the walls sometimes its-#i should rewatch it but the last time i tried the first jumpscare got me again and i flinched so hard i saw stars#hold on o just realised i havent painted in a few days and my sanity immediately dropped. like...its that instant??? do i truly need to micr#odose art every day in order to feel human? at least its working (is it? is it not teplacing one thisnd wjwn d db shhhhh its fine bye
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Oh yeah I already have tickets for Mutant Mayhem! Tomorrow! 🥰🥰
#im not feeling it but hopefully tomorrow ill get more excited#tmnt#tmnt mm#also let me overshare for a second over here bc i feel im either gonna get my period today or tomorrow and isnt that just my luck lmao#me most of the time: no i dont need to keep a period tracker its a lot of work and i dont go out as much for it to be necessary#let it be a fun surprise every month lol#me when that inevitably comes back to bite me in the ass: oh jeez oh fuck...
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#imma overshare in tags look away kapalapka#my period is late and im so fucking pressed about it#like there's no chance im pregnant because i had a literal intrauterine ultrasound after the last time i had sex and hello hello theres was#nothing there#but where is my period??? i dont know#this bitch had me in hell last year#i had my period 19 times last year#my cycle was a whooping 17 days for a while there#and now miss girl decided she wants to be shy#like???????????????#i spent a grand total of it 82 days actively on my period last year#was i in hell? yes#but i got used to it#now where is it??????????#you cant leave me now#not after all this time being me all the damn time#jesus#im so annoyed#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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Being ill sucks, the sore throat isn't even the worst part anymore
#oversharing on this fine day#look all i'm hoping is that this is the worst i will feel and i'll be able to go to uni on friday lmao#does not help that my period is due in 2 days and if that comes at the same time as this illness....i will just cry
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#ANYWAY since i already overshare on here always!#my period is late and i am having a panic attack!#i am so paranoid and im feeling rly bad#im also insanely stupid!#for getting so worked up#please dont continue reading if u ever want to look me in the eyes irl#he did stick a hand down my pants over my underwear and i am vaguely hysterical now#worried he uhhhh adjusted himself and then touched me with uh unprecedented side effects#i doubt it but theres a ridiculous gnawing voice in my head!#and im also like. sick of him trying to stick his hand in my pants. and ive told him several times like nah buddy and he keeps trying it!#once this stupid panic is over i will tell him in a normal clear way that i want that to stop#in general i just hate my body so much rn#ive had a lot of stress lately and i dont think ive had this amount of stress#for ages and when i last had it i was still on the pill which kept my cycle regular obviously#but now im Concerned because I've never had this before#hence bizarre panic about nonsense#but idrk what to do now lol#im already so tired that i cant rly cope with Life and this is pushing me over the edge like i am beyond coping rn#literally if anyone has any wisdom.... pls
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