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dykedvonte · 8 months ago

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MacCready being one of the few companions to not lose affinity if you eat people makes sense when you remember the fungus in Little Lamp Light grew from decomposing bodies. Like the kids weren’t eating people directly but they were eating people adjacent things.

Not to mention how the Lone Wanderer can trick the kids at LLL into buying “strange meat” to eat which is just human so it’s more likely than not they have just straight up ate people so he’s either very desensitized, knows what food desperation can do to people or feels he really has not ground to stand on since he was in the same boat whether he wanted to be or not.

#like everytime I think of little lamplight and MacCreadys backstory it gets more fucked up cause like #children are kinda like not treated as such in fallout due to the nature of the wastes and that leads to such fucked up events #like of all the companions I forget that MacCready really has never like had stability and it sure as hell affects his confusing affinity #gains and loses but also like I just ate a person and that’s wrong but he can’t say cause I bet he found out in cases where the player gave #the kids strange meat what it was and was horrified but feels bad because it was probably the only good meals the kids had their in a while #he struggles with the idea that he knows it’s helped them live and that he enjoyed it #again like there’s always one follower with like a super fucked up backstory and like next to Cait MacCready takes the cake for fallout 4 #just for how young he for all this to have happened and the responsibility he had #cause he’s like potentially the youngest next to piper? like he’s 22 #fallout #fallout 4 #fo4 #robert joseph maccready #like he shouldn’t be at the club he should be idk playing madden or cursing at people in a Fortnite lobby #maccready

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pixlokita · 2 months ago

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Can I be real honest and admit how much it saddens me that Instagram doesn’t even let me check if my friends or mutuals liked a post or story without slapping me with “insights” and how good or bad I’m doing regarding my content. I? Don’t care? God forbid I just want to share drawings or funny stories just for the heck of it . why does everything have to be about your account’s performance.

#pix habla #being a people pleaser and struggling with being good enough makes this worse for me #not right now I’m doing so much better really #but it makes me sad to the point of tears this is all that matters #I miss simpler times when it was just about sharing stuff with friends or people who’d enjoy it #I also made the mistake of opening comments on popular posts and it’s all just ? complaints ? people asking for more and complaining when #it doesn’t cater to what they want #I’m really tired 👉👈 idk #it just feels like keeping up with the algorithm ruins art and even just people’s feelings in general #it shouldn’t be about that #Eugh #anyway I can’t even check who likes my stuff it’s just a number now #a number attached to an analysis about performance and account activity #again… that’s so incredibly depressing #but I digress pffft #:’> I’m ok just had to get that off my chest #it’s been bothering me #I see artists I look up to struggling to stay in the algorithm and it shows their art has suffered for it #it kinda hurts to see it yknow #but again. I digress!!!#-sad shimi dance- Shakira Shakira…

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communistkenobi · 24 days ago

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I have to shed cool guy posting brain. whenever my beautiful Mutuals post about youtube drama between guys who review bidets or write cutthroat kitchen rpf I think the world is so beautiful and full of wonder. But I’m too shy to talk about what I’ve been doing (reading mission impossible fanfiction)

#I think Ilsa/Ethan is the sweet spot for me personally. Like in terms of people engaging with #the things I care about in those movies emotionally/character-wise #I do have the normie streak of mostly reading hetfic. I could rationalise it by saying it attracts a certain subset of people #who want to explore the same things I want to do re: fandom. however the truth is much more personal & petty #which is that I am fake bisexual and enjoy m/f more than other configurations #and I guess like. roving slash fandom is kind of an unfortunate trend that tends to attract THE most mainstream interpretations #and so sorting through m/m on ao3 is a lot more daunting/annoying/difficult. So like that rationality is true to an extent #idk. feeling very meta about my own (checks calendar) now 13 year participation in fandom. reflecting and so on #mission impossible #< sorry I know I’m bothering you guys hanging out in this tag like this probably shouldn’t be tagged this #Hope you’re all having a good time in there I’m just an interloper for now

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notaplaceofhonour · 5 months ago

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idk, when i joke/meme in passing about something that happened to hezbollah that has a real potential for shifting the balance of power away from the axis and get told that’s treating it like “team sports” by (genuinely good well-meaning people who I otherwise have a lot of agreement & respect for, not talking about the people who approve of Hamas, Hez, etc.) but then I see footage of the people in Lebanon who’ve actually had to live with the reality of Hezbollah partying & passing around treats in celebration like it’s a tailgate party over the same news, i don’t feel i’m in the wrong

it’s not a game to me, but people often process big serious things—big feelings, big news, etc—through humor. it’s only natural.

and it’s the real impact that it has on people that makes me excited hezbollah is getting it’s shit wrecked. the people who’ve been terrorized by that regime have every right to be glad in the potential of its downfall. so why should i not be glad with them?

#like you can be excessive with it but I feel like I generally stay on the tasteful side of edgy #like i’m not crab raving about nasrallah dying but you won’t catch me telling people they shouldn’t #good riddance to bad trash and all that #idk what to tag this since it’s technically iz/hez not i/p #i/p

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rattusrattus3 · 4 days ago

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#i hate YouTube sometimes #likes it’s fine it’s fine whatever #but yesterday it was all comments of people who didnt care/know about the subculture questioning why this would be on their timeline #and today it’s a bunch of people kindly ‘educating’ me on the history of punk and goth.#like; ‘in the past you couldn’t just buy goth clothing you had to make it’ no shit Sherlock why do you think my whole channel is about diy #or ‘goth is about the music”’ yes idiot which is why I put an entire section explaining where to find affordable music #or people who seem to not watch the video and just reccomend things you already said #like ‘if you have a library check out maker spaces’ yes exactly which is why I dedicated a section of the video to talking about #library resources you can find and all the equipment you might be able to borrow #like it’s fine it’s fine I really shouldn’t get so annoyed I feel like I’m probably being a bitch right now.#but I think I just woke up grumpy #and whenever people try to ‘teach me about alt’ in my own YouTube comments in a very condescending way #or way that made it clear they didn’t watch the video #it’s just annoying #also feel free to ignore this I don’t need a reply or validation I just needed to vent #I get I’m being an asshole and the ‘#‘comments are good for the algorithm so it’s good why does it bother you’#I don’t know. it does. I’m sorry.#personal #rabbit rambles

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motleyfam · 6 days ago

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Re: your Grayson apt post, I’d love to read it!! I love reading sick Tim haha! I can never get enough, and it never mattered to me whether or not it was plausible spleenless or not!! Sorry you get negative comments :(( but know there’s people out there that love your work!! Thank you for sharing your writing with us :D

I’m actually working on it right now!

#I figure I can use my current illness for good #and inflict it upon Timmy #and I appreciate it #❤️❤️#I know I shouldn’t let it get to me when people make comments about how unrealistic it is that Tim is sick all the time in the series #because I know the majority of them are meant in a joking way #like ‘lmao this kid has no immune system’#and some days I laugh too #it’s just other days when I’m feeling less secure about my writing that it gets to me #and makes me question if I’m overdoing it with the illness fics #and boring everyone #like intellectually I know it doesn’t matter because it’s my series and I can write whatever I want #but that doesn’t stop the second guessing on bad days #it’s something I’m trying to work on #just being okay with the fact I can’t please everyone #and that the people who like it will stay and the people who don’t will leave #and that’s the way it should be #im just rambling now #this is feverish motley you’re getting #I should stop posting on tumblr and go to bed

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spiderwarden · 5 months ago

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Breaking tumblr by confessing that my findings have me deducing she is bisexual with a preference for men.

#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings #[ 🕷️ ] —— out of character #[ how you say? by comparing her s*x scenes and the trajectory of animation of her kisses ]#[ and other small details like the baby daddy- the fact she’s an abnormality in drow society ]#[ and instead of thinking of this ‘fuck all men’ mindset people think she has ]#[ and comparing it more to like 1800s patriarchies but in reverse ]#[ men like Drizzt and Zak and Gromph and Jarlaxle wouldn’t have garnered their respect or #/disrespect/ if drow men were so displaced ]#[ they still had to fight and die for it but- it’s why drow men are so ruthless ]#[ me defending drow men all the time too.. because listen just because canon says a gender is worthless #doesn’t mean we are suppose to agree. ]#[ when the law says a male infant who’s an hour old should be put to the dagger doesn’t make it any less right ]#[ I feel like the fandom on a whole forgets that. ]#[ it’s like that in canon but it doesn’t make it right same as a Victorian being silenced for her voice doesn’t make it right because law ]#[ anyway i got entirely side tracked bHAHAHA ]#[ hello adhd ]#[ anyway it doesn’t mean that she likes women less just that you know ]#[ she still loves a good di*k down and isn’t repulsive of men ]#[ heck we shouldn’t have to explain this but we all know there are parts of the general fandom and twitter that are biphobic ]

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literaryspinster · 2 years ago

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I don’t know who needs to hear this but

Sky dying was Viktor’s fault and him covering it up was bad actually.

#anti viktor arcane #i like him but the way y’all coddle that man is a LOT #arcane #arcane league of legends #sky young #you can tell me something bad that one of my faves did but I already know #it’s HIS fans that seem to think he’s above any criticism #literally no one is #and having to see over and over again how this Brown woman dying horribly wasn’t on him…#it’s white boy stanning at its most insidious #that would be like me saying jayce killing that boy wasn’t his fault and he shouldn’t feel bad when it was and he should #they were clear parallels #even happened in the same episode #come on now #sometimes good people do bad things it doesn’t make them irredeemable #but they do need to be held accountable

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mxtxfanatic · 7 months ago

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I’m making a PSA for all my English-as-second-language followers/engagers: stop apologizing to me for your English. Stop apologizing to me for your English. I promise you that you type in English a lot more legibly than I do in any other language. I promise you that you type in English a lot more legibly than some people who have only ever known to speak, read, and write in English. And if they have the confidence to communicate in English regardless of and unapologetic about the quality of it, then so should you!

Also, all of y’all sound great. I have never interacted with a single person in this fandom yet who used English as a non-native language who I couldn’t understand. Y’all are already doing great!

#tryna tell y’all what my spanish teacher is telling me lol #even if it sucks all it needs to be is understood #and as long as the person you are communicating with isn’t a straight up asshole #they ill try to understand what you’ve said—whether the quality is good or bad #but seriously y’all are doing great #makes me wanna work harder at my bilingual status #you shouldn’t feel the need to apologize for achieving something #that many people may not over the course of their lives

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mylove-thresher · 12 days ago

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Never,imd im fucking crying and I just got home

#My ma rearranged my decor in my room and broke shit while I was away #Specifically my Sanrio collection #I’m going to fucking kill myself I hated today #I keep feeling so jealous of this girl but only bc she’s really cool and it pisses me off bc I wanna be as friendly as her #She did a presentation and everyone was so all over her we wasted 30 minutes instead of what should’ve been 5 mins #And I also feel so fucking pathetic bc she brought food and everyone enjoyed it while I was disgusted by it #Bc I’m so picky w food and I hated how it looked and I don’t even eat vegetables #But everyone was so happy and I just can’t get over it bc I wish I took part in it but I just stayed away #While everyone looked at me weirdly for not wanting to eat the food she brought #I’m against myself at this point what is wrong w me shit #I don’t want to talk to anyone about anything esp not my parents and ik they’re gonna be annoying as hell #I drew on the blackboard w some chalk and it looked rlly good and then this girl I liked just went ahead and erased it on ourpose #After I told her I drew it all proud and shit like it genuinely hurt me and she was just joking around #Forget whatever the fuck I said yesterday I’m hopeless and I should just simmer in my own misery inside my room #I shouldn’t be feeling like this but I can’t help it and I really hate it #I’m sorry for making so many vent posts lately but I’d rather tell some strangers on the internet that I kinda like instead of irl people #I’m so scared of being fr w people ik

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weezerlvr228 · 2 months ago

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hi fam !!

#weezer #rivers cuomo #brian bell #patrick wilson #mikey welsh #ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially #and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and i’m trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me #and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didn’t think that was true and i try to do sm for her #i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her #and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i can’t help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone #and it isn’t like i don’t wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesn’t wanna be my friend anymore #and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party #and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad #and everyone js went quiet and it’s just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh it’s okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and there’s nothing i can do #to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; there’s nothing i can do and i have left #my imprint in their minds and it’s so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it #sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i can’t #even be sure that i’m gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish #i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and #didn’t speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldn’t have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#it’s just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible #and i’ve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction #and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i can’t function or something !

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 10 days ago

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crying is so fucking stupid like look at me my emotions are coming out of my eyes

#camera talks #im going to die #NO IM NOT. IM FUCKING STRONGER THAN THIS THGRHRGRHRHF #what the fuck this is so awfuul and awful and I hate this so much #I couldn’t even get out of bed to be around my grandmother because I’m so fucking badly depressed rn #this is insane #gahhh what the fuck ever #I’m just so done #I’m tired pretending like some people care about me when it’s clear they don’t and I’m tired #I’m Fucking Tired #I don’t want to feel like this #and like. the crying isn’t even the worst part whatever.#only crying that I like is happy tears and yeah I get those a lot but at least those make me feel good #this just makes me feel like the worst person ever and I should curl into a ball and have a panic attack again #maybe I shouldn’t have been left home alone. whatever #vent #delete later

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blossoms-phan · 26 days ago

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im booooooorred can they upload

#i was gonna go out today but it’s snowing like so much i cba to drive #i know i rant about this like every day but it’s so much easier yapping to the void than having the same conversation with a friend #this post grad unemployment depression has had me down since fuckin november and it’s going NOWHERE #im so over being perceived at home like #i apply to multiple postings daily i’ve gotten my resume edited multiple times #i’ve contacted so many places for VOLUNTEERING and they’re like oh cool we don’t need anyone right now tho!#LIKE. ????????#i want so desperately to be busy and not have time to think and NO ONE is taking me like #i know people complain about the job market all the time and being unemployed with an arts degree is like an age old joke but #i really think it shouldn’t be this hard. and im talking about retail and grocery store jobs that are rejecting me on the daily too btw #i feel so useless and everyone tells me oh it’s okay enjoy this time whatever is meant for you will come and that’s all fine and good #but it doesn’t make it any easier #ugh ugh ugh sorry i hate complaining about having free time and little to stress about in reality im grateful to live at home and all but

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stimmingandstruggling · 9 months ago

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every other video on my for you page is a creator begging people to donate to palestinian families. creators from all sorts of communities are volunteering to sponsor families, using their platforms to spread the word and focus attention. tiktok has problems but it has BY FAR been the loudest about palestine, despite the algorithms best efforts. THIS IS WHY THEY WANT TO BAN IT. because like it or not, tiktok gets information out quickly.

#it’s such an odd feeling #every video i see is a big creator advocating for a family #or personal tiktoks from palestinians themselves.#whats trending is the met gala but every comment is ALL EYES ON RAFAH #yes tiktok is censorship hell but that’s BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE SPEAKING OUT. AND ITS MORE THREATENING TO THE GOV THAN THOSE OF US HERE #i have this odd sense of pride mixed with grief mixed with rage.#people care. people are good and want to help #but they shouldn’t have to in the first place #and our government hates this kindness so much they want to shut it up #gaza #free palestine #palestine #all eyes on rafah #tiktok ban

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roseofcards90 · 2 months ago

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I hate workaholics

#no I do understand why you still have work but I wouldn’t lie if it said it hurt a bit #that you were still working on my graduation day #but that’s fine I guess #it’s fine that I am always the second choice when it literally comes to everything #ofc she’s still coming so I really shouldn’t complain #I should just accept it and also accept the lack of meaning I have for other people #I feel like I just lose people in the end because I’m not good enough #or I never was to begin with #my posts

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agender-wolfie · 2 months ago

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I want to follow doctors advice but I also don’t want to look lazy in front of my family 🫠

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