#And I also feel so fucking pathetic bc she brought food and everyone enjoyed it while I was disgusted by it
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mylove-thresher · 10 days ago
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Never,imd im fucking crying and I just got home
#My ma rearranged my decor in my room and broke shit while I was away#Specifically my Sanrio collection#I’m going to fucking kill myself I hated today#I keep feeling so jealous of this girl but only bc she’s really cool and it pisses me off bc I wanna be as friendly as her#She did a presentation and everyone was so all over her we wasted 30 minutes instead of what should’ve been 5 mins#And I also feel so fucking pathetic bc she brought food and everyone enjoyed it while I was disgusted by it#Bc I’m so picky w food and I hated how it looked and I don’t even eat vegetables#But everyone was so happy and I just can’t get over it bc I wish I took part in it but I just stayed away#While everyone looked at me weirdly for not wanting to eat the food she brought#I’m against myself at this point what is wrong w me shit#I don’t want to talk to anyone about anything esp not my parents and ik they’re gonna be annoying as hell#I drew on the blackboard w some chalk and it looked rlly good and then this girl I liked just went ahead and erased it on ourpose#After I told her I drew it all proud and shit like it genuinely hurt me and she was just joking around#Forget whatever the fuck I said yesterday I’m hopeless and I should just simmer in my own misery inside my room#I shouldn’t be feeling like this but I can’t help it and I really hate it#I’m sorry for making so many vent posts lately but I’d rather tell some strangers on the internet that I kinda like instead of irl people#I’m so scared of being fr w people ik
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