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milktian · 5 months ago

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ough my method of writing all chapters first and then publishing is painful ueueue

but I have too so I don't leave people hanging,,,,,,

#🥛ramble #fanfiction #fanfic author #i know its like i dont owe people anything but i feel bad cause #people do read my stuff but i get so burnt out very quickly #that i dont wanna disappoint anyone #i havent uploaded in a while but i am like working on stuff #i should probably post snippets or smth haha

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sillylittleguyinatrenchcoat · 1 year ago

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IN HONOUR OF CAT DROPPING here’s a compilation of some old kazui memes bc i’m too lazy to make more <3 i love one man!!!!

#GAY KAZUI TRUTHERS WE WOONNNNNNN #i dont wanna hear anyone call that theory dumb. we were right all along. like his vd almost outright confirms it #i CRIED while listening to it his va did such a good job #BUT I DIGRESS. THE MV???????? INSANEEE #legit my favorite mv ever? like fr? its def in my top 3 #ive been waiting for so long and im not disappointed at all. the song is a bop #and the visuals!!!!! KAZUI EATING A DOVE!!!!! SMOKING!!!!#deco actually made kazui just for me btw. not many ppl know it but its true #aaaaa i fell even more in love w/ him after the vd and mv…. his philosophy abt lying is so interesting and understandable #but anyway. at some point ill make more of these im just lazy!!! but i love kazui sm.#also yuno/kazui father/daughter dynamic>>>>>>>>> they are fambly…..#milgram #milgram memes #kazui mukuhara

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vampirejuno · 2 months ago

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Am I Into This Person But Very Nervous About It, Or Just Going Along For The Ride Because Idk What I Want - And Other Paralyzing Questions To Haunt Your Weekend!

#hhhhhhhhhghhhhghhhhh #man.#its like. i really like this person as a friend and i dont wanna lose her right #and i djd at one point go “hoohoo what if i had a crush on her heehee” bc im weird n i think that abt p much anyone my age i get close to #but ive been very happy having her as my friend and it was so unexpected when she asked me out #and i genuinely cant tell what i want #and like. am i ready to date again. am i just nervous because i dont wanna get hurt again. do i actually feel that way abt her for real.#is this like a “hey lets try this thing out see what happens n if it doesnt work we'll still be friends” kinda thing #or a “I'm really into you and i want to date and ill be disappointed if it doesn't work out” kinda thing on her part....#i know im overthinking this and its probably gonna be fine and im just really not used to casual dating but. aughhhhhhhh #the agonies

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artsy-n-smartsy · 2 months ago

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Ew ew ew ew ew ew ew

Reminder that if you ship incest or pedo or anything else nasty like that, DON'T INTERACT WITH ME EW EW EW

#An artist whose work I liked turned out to be a proshipper who shipped SpyScout #Proship dni #Also if I follow or rb from anyone who is proship please let me know in DMs #Or since I have DMs closed to most people you can also @ me if you can't message me #I dont mind being @ed for stuff like this bc just.....I HATE IT UGH #I'm disgusted X( and disappointed but mostly disgusted #I tend to do quick checks before I follow people but in this case I think they separated their nasties from the work they uploaded here #So yeah uh.....this is for my own personal boundaries. If someone is uploading that anywhere I don't wanna be associated with them #Gonna go through my page and delete any works that I may have reblogged from that person..

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doctormaxbankman · 3 months ago

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how many times do we need to learn as people that irony and hyperbole can be harmful because 'jokes' aren't easily distinguished from genuine thoughts and feelings until we stop rewarding people for speaking or posting about violence

like even if you're joking/don't actually believe that/think whoever you are insulting is bad/immoral/fictional therefore deserves it - ad hominem attacks always do more harm to the people who share those characteristic then the individual you intend to cause harm to or discredit

#discourse #long post #its genuinely erased so much of my enjoyment of 911blr knowing i have to check accounts or risk seeing bullying/hate #l like its an odd feeling to know that so many people in the same fandom as you actively hold hate or find hate funny against your communit #like tired of people saying others are too sensitive because we dont want to hear or see a person say they want to hurt themself or others #like sorry i put in the work everyday to not let my mental health backslide and to enjoying being alive and accept my queerness #while others seemingly have not #and i know the content i post/share is not all in the same circles as that certain blog and i hate that it still grinds my gears but #its so frustrating to see the cruel glee people have #saying things they would never say to anyone's face irl and only to other blindly devoted/similar bullies #like do these people realise that they are on a razor's edge between 'ironic jokes' and just outright bigotry and threats - like do they #literally the only thing seperating That and conservative bigots is that the bigots are honest about their hatred towards minorities #like a lot of people in the fandom seemingly still need to deal with a lot of intenalised homophobia/racism and just outright hate-#especially regarding queer men and men of colour #because i can not be emphasise enough #It is NOT GOOD OR HEALTHY to be a fully grown adult that actively derives joy from the idea of enacting hate crimes #like you can hate tommy you can want him off the show even want him to die like weird but go off #but its such a next step to unprompted talk about [a character i dislike/hate/dont ship/disrupts my fanon endgame] in derogatory ways -#with rhetoric that straight up is out of terf/rel. right/homophobic/racists bigots and evokes violent hate-crimes......#well i feel sorry for those people cause what a miserable life to spend so much of it unable to enjoy your own life that you target others #anyways I know this is too long but I'm just a very tired man who has studied history and education and working with kids i have seen it -#too many times- harmful words coming from harmful environments or creating harmful actions and thereby perpetuating the cycle of violence #also not super relavent but as Latino Australian i am genuinely appauled at how many people have in their bio they are also Australian-#while actively liking/reblogging and engaging with post that find homophobic violence a funny haha joke - as if activist in our country -#aren't actively trying to dismantle homophobic and transphobic laws regarding issues like conversion therapy #like I know professors that actively got fired for being gay while teaching in religious education context - and its still happening!#so for people to forget so quickly what progress has been made and how much it took and how easy it is to loose - disappointing #(and its the same people who wanna pretend mardi gras is nothing but a party as if 78rs didn't risk their jobs/safety/lives)

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bigothteddies · 2 months ago

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#unimportant thoughts #my Dad bluntly asked if I was gaining weight in an accusing tone tonight #and even though my stomach hurts with hunger and theres a box of my favorite seasonal doughnuts in the house #i csnt look at them without my stomach turning over with disgust and revulsion at myself and my body #I wish he’d stop fucking monitoring his kids bodies like that #he does it to my sisters too #but he’s done it to me ever since I stopped competing and training #and i feel keenly his disappoint that his ‘athlete’ ‘fit’ son he was so proud of is just another average guy with a little belly now #and i struggle with that enough myself without him constantly on my ass #anyways #im fine #im sure ill feel better in the morning #but tonight just kinda sucks #ed tw #food mention #starving tw #I don’t know the fucking tags dude #ana tw #tw ana #i dont have an ed but i dont wanna trigger anyone who does

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sonknuxadow · 7 months ago

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they werent lying that knuckles series barely has knuckles in it

#i pirated that shit Btw just so we're clear. also gonna talk about it a little bit in the tags #nothing too spoilery but also might not wanna read if you want to go in knowing absolutely nothing? idk #anyway he WAS a main character still he was present for a decent amount of the first couple episodes #but the amount of screentime he gets just starts dropping after that . hes barely there at all in the second half ???#and it feels like theres a lot of scenes mostly focusing on wade and his problems and not near as many for knuckles and his whole deal #overall it feels more like a wade show with knuckles in it than a knuckles show with wade in it. which sucks #and human characters having plot relevance isnt the problem here i dont mind human characters at all i think they can be really fun #its the fact that the human characters are taking over the story and spotlight when the show is called knuckles #and all the marketing makes it look like knuckles is the main focus #and i also would have preferred if they just went with a differnet character to be knuckles' human friend #because i dont particulraly care about wade. and the knuckles (and sonic and tails) i know would not be friends with cops </3 #well at least the story wasnt knuckles training wade to be a better cop like a lot of people were expecting but thats like.the bare minimum #also aside from the issues relating to knuckles' screentime (or lack of screentime) i thought the ending was unsatisfying #regardless of all that though there WERE some parts i enjoyed or found kind of funny or whatever. because knuckles so cutesy as always #knuckles being a cute little guy is the most important part of the show actually #and i liked the parts with sonic tails and maddie even if they were only there for like 5 minutes #(i really wish those three had gotten more screentime. i feel like they could have easily worked in at least one more scene with them)#and its a minor thing but the opening sequence is cute. was honestly expecting just a title card or something #overall the show is just . kind of okay i guess. not the worst thing ive ever seen but still disappointing ? idk how to explain..#my expectations also werent very high in the first place #so maybe im being a bit more generous than i would have been otherwise. idk #and i definitely would not recommend this to anyone who already dislikes the sonic movies . youll probably hate this more #like people who thought the human characters got too much screentime in the second movie would lose their minds if they saw this

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wonderful-bellies · 1 year ago

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I wanna start doing commissions again, i could really use the money and it will probably give me a sense of productivity... But god I'm so scared to. Past experiences and such and how ive been feeling lately. idk why its so much harder to draw than it used to be and its driving me insane. I dont wanna promise something and never deliver again

#this shit sucks dude #i dont know what to do #and i have friends waiting for things too #i could put up one slot at a time but also that also scares me #i dont wanna disappoint anyone #oh my goddd why my brain like this #pls let me draw enthusiastically again i miss it so much #medli rambles #sorry to vent

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bunnihearted · 8 months ago

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5 million male chicks per year are brutally murdered right after birth bc they're "worthless" to the egg industry yet im supposed to believe that humans arent inherently evil lmao shut the fuck up

#5 million only in sweden #imagine the number in the entire world #imagine all the other animals that are being slaughtered #god i wanna throw up humanity is so so so evil #we play god #we think we have the right to first make sure animals get raped (breeding at an unnatural rate is rape)#then have these animals in HORRIBLE 'living' conditions (ppl liken their conditions to actual hell!!)#and not only that the human workers more often than not sadistically torture nd abuse them before slaughtering them #on top of that... humans are so fucking useless they throw away most of meat and animal products #they like buy a package of meat then theyre too braindead to cook w it so it goes bad nd they throw it out #i dont know #all of this is unnatural and unholy. none of this is how its suplosed to be #we didnt get life just to put ourselves on top and then abuse and torture every other living being like this #no humanity is a sickness. humans are a cancer. a parasite. the more i think abt it the more im cemented in that belief #ppl act like 1% of 'goodness' weighs up for the profound harm and cruelty humans have set loose on this earth. thats a fucking joke!#god what the fuck is wrong with humanity. it's like everything went wrong .. well from the start rlly #humans (mostly men if we're being honest. women dont have nor act on such depraved desires) been fucking insane #animals arent cruel or sadistic. they follow their nature. the eating and killing isnt more than that #sure some animals like cats have sadistic behaviors. but that is nowhere near the scale humans act on it #like cats dont lock mice in a facility nd force them to breed nd then torture them in insane amounts nd so on so forth #humans are wrong. im certain that we were never meant to live like this. it's all insanity. the worst part it. 99.99% of ppl are part of it #it's so hard to find anyone who's intelligent enough to comprehend this. theyre all braindead megalomaniac sheep w a superiority complex #i cant connect w anyone bc of it #i just get so disappointed when i realize someone's just as braindead as everyone else nd then i stop caring abt them. everyone r this way.#idk how to live with these humans. theyre all fucking insane

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triglycercule · 14 days ago

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yada yada happy halloween to these FREAKS (and you guys :3 and myself i gusss :3) doodle from art class that i GUESS could be considered halloween...... idk ok idk ok something was up with me when i drew this

#look killer would like being praised more but to be fair since when has anyone been truly canon with him #to make myself not tweak out i can just pretend this is my fanon #i mean like mtt to me is the epitome of finding slight comfort in suffering when theyre not beating eachother up #dust and horror are affirming killer's terrible thoughts about himself!! how sweet :3 <3 theyre so made for eachother #horror looks like he has a second eye but dont be fooled i just didnt shade that in #i NEED to lock in on that animation. i dont think i have any homework today #i just have a short worksheet and then i'm good to draw i really should really really should im so sorry #disappointed in myself smh more than any of YOU ever will be #originally this was gonna be them in their halloween costumes looking down but then i was like #wait i dont wanna draw killer so ierased him and then just put horror and dust in their normal outfits bc i liked it #and i was like hold up hold up i gotta include killer somehow. SOMEHOW.and then this is the resuly #listen these guys dont freak around but they do various other things that are almost just as freaky as sex #that was more of a side blog thought triglycercule. i know. i will elaborate more there i guess #i ate so much candy today!!! and i didnt even go trick or treating!!!!!#theyre so smitted and enamoured with eachother :333 i love that for them #theyre so cannibalism core. theyre so if i cant have you nobody can core. theyre not soulmates but instead eachothers curse. theyre so UGH #only the murder time trio can match the other 2's freaks i fear nobody else can #its either less crazy or more crazy and these 3 are the perfect amount of balanced to even the other 2 out #i love that one kist animatic that that one really cool twitter kist artist drew #i know theres probably a really good horrordust animatic out there somewhere 2 #WHERES THE HORRORKILLER ANIMATIC HUH!!!! WHERE!!!!!!!#horrorkiller once again left out of the trio duo ships......... this is biased i fear #people just hate to see unhealthy bitched unhealthy smh. they can handle toxic kist but they cant handle toxic hrkl???? BLASPHEMY #triglycercule's rambling again (like a dementia patient) i should get to work #i found my first ever sand au fan out in the wild today. this is a moment in history i fear #i will never find another sans au fan in the world until i pass 30 years of age and im sad but whatever #i cant wait to get a job so i can start ordering stickers of my trio #i cant WAIT to get a pinmaker one day and start my very own mtt ita bag #i want a pinmaker so bad god. just so i can staple their faces all over #tricule rant

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koolaidashley · 1 year ago

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Do you have any master posts/will be getting any for your rottmnt comics? Also may I ask if you have a transmasc Leo deals with female bio issues? Nothing graphic pls - just maybe complaining and confusing people? Also also! Love your comics the art style is amazing! And I love the stories they flow amazingly well!

I wanna do master posts for my comics BUT I only have mobile devices and I feel like links look weird on those ??? Idk I don’t like it 😣

And no, I’m not going to do anything erm. Biological. It feels weird to me, because I’m so much older than the turtles to be thinking about that kind of thing, you know?

I will keep doing silly little comics as I get ideas though!! I’m trying to get another out in the next few hours 😌

#rottmnt #tmnt #trans Leo saga #I’m gonna put that tag here #bc it feels right #also sorry if anyone is disappointed abt the bio issue :/#it jus makes me uncomfortable #I’m a whole 6 years older than series Leo #I DONT wanna be thinking abt his reproductive system THAT hard

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widevibratobitch · 3 months ago

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christ i know its her birthday but i just have too much to do i cant manage that i really cant. but the paralysing fucking dread of having to tell her that sure is something lol

#love her a lot and we've been friends for almost 10 years now but the way im always walking on eggshells around her #to make sure i dont upset her because i know it only takes the tiniest bit of fuckup and she's mad before you even realise it #like fucksake not to say im jesus or sth but i try so hard to be understanding and not get mad at people because damn dude stuff happens #or sometimes there is no stuff. sometimes you just feel Bad and dont wanna hang out. and i get that i truly viscerally get that #and ive never ONCE gotten mad at her for cancelling. scratch that. never once got mad at her for ANYTHING #never once told her she disappointed me or let me down because good christ i just dont look at people like that #i just wish so desperately this approach would be extended to ME every once in a while #im so fucking tired man i dont get it #i couldnt imagine going through life thinking anyone owes you anything.#she forgot my birthday this year and i didnt care. she didnt arrive to the planned weekend out at my place with our friends #and i said dw about it its fine i understand that you're not feeling well rn its okay no problem we'll hang out another time #have i EVER heard that from anyone else. no it's always the ✨getting mad✨ option #god i wish i could like. Not Care. like genuinely not care instead of gaslighting myself into not caring lol

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hauntedtrait · 8 months ago

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would y’all be mad if i played the globetrotter challenge before finishing the bachelor challenge

#i played the bc a bit today but im just not feeling it #and i keep getting one billion animation errors and its really annoying #its not generating any exceptions but they cant eat food or throw away trash #and im just so excited for the globetrotter challenge #but i feel like with the bc people are expecting it #but that just makes me feel pressured and makes me wanna play even less ugh #but i also dont wanna disappoint or upset anyone #but also i already let it go on hiatus for so long #i know i should be doing what i wanna do and what i know im gonna enjoy #i wish i hadnt updated the game honestly #my game was working so well now its not 😭#im terrified of opening my legacy save if theres issues with it im gonna cry #so i also wanna start a fresh new save for a big #bit*#idk sorry for the rambling #i just dk what to do lol

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lelianaslefthand · 6 months ago

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falling forever by dua lipa... having thoughts