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I don't think Willow and Hunter start dating immediately after the events of W&D. They know they're something and they're both open to exploring that when they're ready. But they also agree that it would be in their best interest to adjust to their new normal and do some soul searching before they make themselves an official item. They don't consider themselves dating but they don't consider themselves single either. And the way the two of them approach their feelings for each other in this murky limbo state is vastly different for both of them.
Like if somebody asks Willow if she's in love with Hunter, it's like
Willow: Am I in-...? Well, it's...complicated. It's a very complicated situation we're in and I don't want to make any bold decisions right away. Do I love him as a friend? Of course I do. Am I physically attracted to him? Yes, but hormones don't mean love. Am I also emotionally attracted to him? Yes, but a crush isn't love. Do all of these things at once equate to being in love? Well, that seems like the kind of question that would keep a very nervous very scared person lying awake all night. Good thing that's not me, haha. It's not like I'm scared to be in love and I'm subconsciously avoiding confronting the fact that I am. I just believe in staying rational and analyzing your emotions so you don't get too reckless and dive into things without thinking. You'll hurt yourself. I've heard that's it's really easy to hurt yourself when you're in love. You see it's...we...Hunter and I met at a really crazy time, when I was just starting to become the witch I want to be. And then everything got so much crazier and we were confused and scared and it was hard to think about who you wanted to be when you weren't where you wanted to be. So now we're home. And finally, we have the chance to figure ourselves out. And that's exactly what we're gonna do. I want to be with him...eventually. When we're ready. I like him and I want to kiss him but I'm not in love with him. I'm totally not.
Meanwhile, on the other side of Bonesborough
Del: Willow seems like a nice girl.
Hunter: Yeah. I'm in love with her.
#do you understand my vision of Willow having a very tangly brain when it comes to putting her heart in somebodys hands#i feel very strongly about this#also i really enjoy the idea that loving somebody is one of the few things that Hunter is certain about#since LR aired ive been seeing headcanons from hunlow dislikers and hunlow enjoyers alike#that hunter is confused#always confused about how he feels about willow#thinking for the longest time that this is just platonic admiration#or people saying hes confusing platonic admiration for a crush#confused. confused. hes always confused#nothing wrong with that headcanon#everybody can interpret hunlow whatever way they want. im not a cop#but for me personally i always saw it as like. once he realized this was a crush he knew exactly what he wanted from it#never been so sure of something in his life#huntlow
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Danny goes to a new School
So! When Danny got expelled from his High School, it wasn't really a big Suprise. He had missed for too many days or just walked out in the middle of Class, and his grades were lower than anyone else in the school. It was just a matter of time really.
When confronted by his Parents, he had just claimed that it was the constant ghost attacks getting to him (not a total lie) and that he was sorry.
Well, his parents tried to help.
After hearing about his supposed Fear of Ghosts, they decided that it was a good idea for him to go to school somewhere outside of Amity Park, so he could focus on his Schoolwork and not be distracted by the constant Attacks.
Of course no School wanted to accept a problem student like Danny, so they were forced to look into alternative schools to find one that would accept him. And they did! So they had Danny pack his bags, promise to call regularly, and shipped him off to his new School.
HIVE Academy.
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dcxdp#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#HIVE Academy#Danny goes to HIVE Academy#Suprisingly they have an actual School System at the Academy#The Headmistress would not have her students be undereducated#They were Villains not Savages#This takes place before Brother Blood ever takes over the School#Danny actually really loves his new School#He was accepted because he was seen as a troublemaker who could easily be converted into a Villain with Ghost Hunter training#I mean he was raised by Ghost Hunters so he must have been trained for it right?#So nobody knows about his Powers#They think he's just a really good Ghost Hunter#Danny mostly keeps his head down#He will occasionally commit a major crime or go on a mission for extra credit#But that's the extent of it#The Titans are extremely confused
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MOON YURI MOON YURI
#I genuinely ship this#moonpaw#moonpool#watch the Erin hunters see ship art of them and proceed to make the ship heterosexual#warrior cats#my art#warriors#art#wc#warrior cats fanart#changing skies#wc fanart#moonpaw x moonpool#moonpool x moonpaw#is their ship name moonmoon I'm so confused#moonmoon#artists on tumblr#moon^2
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Before Zosan got together, Sanji would watch Zoro get flirted with pretty obviously at the bars the whole crew would stop at. Either Zoro would give in to the flirting for the free drinks or he'd slink off with the guy for a while up to whatever they were up to, but no matter what Sanji would be feeling this cocktail of emotions he couldn't identify. Seething in his seat at the guy hogging all of Zoro's attention and didn't understand why (yet).
Then like 3 years into their relationship, Sanji shoots up in bed and shouts "I WAS JEALOUS" and Zoro is groggily like "you hwha?" But Sanji can't talk right now, he's kind of having a crisis right now realizing he liked Zoro much earlier than he thought he originally did.
#i imagine the first time sanji felt this way was when they were all sitting together maybe this before Loguetown#so sanji would of only joined like a week prior#but this guy comes up hes got shoulder length blonde hair pretty average height and weight looks like hes around his mid 20s#and he just casually leans on the table not so subtly flirting with zoro#and zoro takes his offer of a drink happily nami and usopp whistle after him as he leaves with the guy#while luffy complains about zoro having fun without him#sanji is sitting there confused about feeling kinda angry about the guy? nooo no that cant be it because why would#he be angry about a stranger#why would he be angry about zoro leaving with a stranger? shouldnt he feel more concerned and cautions considering hes a pirate#and the guy could be a bounty hunter?#one piece#one piece headcanons#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#zosan#zoro x sanji
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Tech: *frustrated, running on six minutes of sleep* Oh, kriff.
Hunter: Whoa whoa whoa!
Wrecker: *gasps and grabs Lula*
Echo: What is with you guys? All he said was kriff!
Wrecker: Exactly!
Hunter: Tech doesnât say that unless heâs about to snap. Any form of curse word or placeholder means heâs reached the end of his cold logic and is coming up on murderous rage junction.
Tech: You are all overreacting to the frigginâ nth degree.
Crosshair: Quick, grab him before he kills somebody!
#the bad batch#star wars#tbb echo#tbb hunter#tbb wrecker#tbb crosshair#tbb tech#Tech doesn't curse but when he does RUN#Even Crosshair will shut up if he somehow manages to get a âkriffâ out of the squad genius#Echo is confused but he hasn't seen the carnage yet#tbb incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes
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@rwrbsource & @rwrbmovieâs rwrb appreciation month bingo: alex
[insp] [Henry]
#red white and royal blue#alex claremont diaz#taylor zakhar perez#rwrb movie#rwrbedit#rwrbmonth#you have no idea how much time it took me to decide his subtitle on the bio sdfjkl#i know the book made up 'first son' but that's not a thing and if i'm being honest... it sounds stupid sdjkl#as a non-american it also really confused me at first#i was like 'he's their only son?'#basically what i'm saying is google now thinks i'm super interested in hunter biden#the things i do for fandom (:#not me taking advantage of time differences to try and finish these
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Echo: Iâm ambidextrous.
Hunter, extremely drunk: Yo thatâs whatâs up man love is love.
#Hunterâs a lil confused but heâs got the spirit#himbos gonna himbo#hunter is a himbo#echo is tired#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch#incorrect bad batch quotes#arc trooper echo#tbb echo#tbb hunter#incorrect tbb quotes
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SACRIFICE + eren j. , chrollo l.
two musical geniuses, a jealous husband vs. an obsessed ex..and the alliance between them that youâd never thought youâd see.
đ: musician x influencer au, (this is an expansion of the original one, an au within an au), black fem reader, smut themes, implied threesome, this is an excerpt and it will make sense once I post the full fic. If nobody is fucking with the concept, weâll just pretend this never happened đ
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compromiseâŚto settle a dispute by mutual concessions. To sacrifice and even bend for the sake of the greater good. Out of all of the intricate lyrics and enigmatic pieces composed by your husband, it wasnât a word that had ever found mainstay in his vocabulary! For nothing, no one and especially not for a person whom heâd harbor resentment against. Or ratherâŚhated their fucking guts with a passion! Extreme, but a far more accurate description. Although, you couldnât blame him too much. After all, this was someone who reminded Eren not only of himself but of the harsh reality, that what once wasâŚcould always be again!
âYeees, thatâs it, gorgeous. Thatâs the pretty face I know..the same one you used to make when I was so deep inside of you..â
eyes trailing to the back of (y/n)âs skull, those nimble fingers clawing into the dark silk sheets and your back raised from the mattress as your husbandâs cock made what felt like permanent residence inside of those warm folds. The constant snapping of his hips with sporadic thrusts and that menacing smirk on his face: a sure fire sign that he had something to prove. Heâd always fucked you like a rabid animal when he had a point to get across. When youâd angered him, when he missed you..and now, when your ex fling thought that he could make a return and swoop you out from under him. Too bad for him, that ship has long sailed and it was another manâs last name you were wearing these days. Not to mention the half a million dollar wedding ring. It was also your beloved EJ who couldnât stop pulling orgasm after orgasm from that beautiful body..making you quiver and writhe in a fit of bliss whilst those delicious juices splattered his abs, the sheets and anything in its vicinity. The man whoâd contorted your body until you folded and proceeded to drill that leaking pussy into full blown submission. All but etching his name on your insides to remind you who you belonged to. Hell, at this point, it was more consolation for himself more than anything.
âDonât listen to that bastard, princess. Eyes on meâŚIâm the only one you need to focus on. Fuck him.â
but as that third climax neared and his thumb pad rolled around on your clit, Eren couldnât help but to feel that your body was intertwined with his own but your mind resided somewhere else at the moment. That the other voice in the room had penetrated your psyche while he only held dominion over your flesh. It was a surefire way to piss him off, that was for certain. Because no matter how hard he grasped your hips, regardless of how far that fat, throbbing dick glided into you and stuffed that pretty cunt to the brim..no matter how many times you met his amazing strokes with the clap of that voluptuous ass, crying out to him for more and begging to let you squirt all over him as his rings pressed against your throat whilst tears, as well as a smile plagued your face. Or if he placed a foot on your head and fucked you reminescent of an animal as his new rival glared on. It didnât make a difference how many times you called him âdaddyâ or told him that he was making you feel so good; so tight that he felt as if his entire shaft was going to snap in half! Hell, you could shout to the heavens that it was all his. Anything to make him feel better..to console that already shattered ego of his. After all, it had to be pretty damn fragile to even entertain someone else when he was fucking the most beautiful woman either of them had ever laid eyes upon.
âHow sad..even now, as our princess is about to come so hard for you..you canât even grant her your full attention. And you think youâll convince me that sheâs in better hands with a man whoâs so utterly selfish?â
because even as you centered his face to your own with a palm on his cheek and pleaded with him to look into your eyes as he stuffed you full of his seed..he too had accepted the fact that you were divided. Feeling defeated even now as you reach euphoria right underneath him. Because the man who had been viewing this salacious display..dark eyes glued to your nude bodies, fist clenched around that cock..stroking back and forth as veins protrude in his hands and precum seeped down the knuckles. His chest exposed as he stimulated those sensitive nipples..something his precious (y/n) had done so many times before. The man who felt more like a conductor to a salacious symphony rather than a helpless third party watching the girl he was once called his be fucked stupid by another guy..wasnât interested in competing at all! Not when it came to music, awards shows, charts or even a seat at the proverbial table. And most certainly not for you. Even if it was a childish bet that had landed you here in the first place.
âCome now, pretty girl. Donât hold back..you look as if you want to explode. Itâs okay.â
and like that, rising to his feet ever so casually, heâd continue pumping that dick in his palm as he inched closer, snatching your face towards his own so that you could meet gazes like you did that first night youâd encountered one another. Eventually teasing the head against your plump lips and lobbing a trail of spit between them. Almost as if he wasnât even in the room, as if it wasnât his cock pleasuring you, (y/n) released at this manâs whim! As if he had trained you previously.
âChrollo..â âThatâs right..Iâm here now, darling. Sorry to keep you waiting. Be a good girl for us and come. Donât make him ask again.â
meanwhile, Eren could only glare as you made a mess of him, pawing at his abs and thanking him furiously for bringing you to ecstasy. But there was no need for ill will or hurt feelings. He wasnât the enemy whatsoever. More so like an ally to his cause. Chrollo didnât see the need in bickering when they could both enjoy you to their heart's content. When you desire them equally. A compromise. After all, it was what love and life were all about. And sadly, it didnât seem he had a choice.
âYou see, Eren. Itâs what Iâve been telling you all along. If we work together, we can accomplish great things..I know our baby feels the same.â
#đ§đžââď¸âfaerie tales#attack on titan#hunter x hunter#attack on titan smut#eren jaeger#musician au#rapper eren#chrollo lucilfer#musician eren#hxh chrollo#attack on titan modern au#eren jaeger x black reader#chrollo x black reader#attack on titan au#attack on titan fic#aot x black reader#chrollo smut#aot x black y/n#eren jaeger x reader#aot#snk smut#aot smut#x black reader#chrollo lucifer x reader#crossover fic#hunter x hunter smut#so sorry if this is confusing rn#but I promise it will make sense once I finish the full fic#excerpts#smut fic
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THE DEER MANSION: The Lightbearer and Hunter Wittebane.
Thought I might post this here too!! Gahhh, I wanna expand more on the lore of their relationship during what would've been Season 3 of my AU đ Love them dearly
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Screenshot I redrew wooo
#the owl house#toh#luz noceda#the lightbearer#hunter wittebane#hunter noceda#pittwins#luz toh#hunter toh#the collector#king Clawthorne#screencap redraw#screenshot redraw#redraw#toh fanart#toh au#the deer mansion au#THIS HAS BLOWN UP ON TWITTER AND TIKTOK SOME HOW????#Yeah im confused
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bring your favorite enemy to tower day
#i just wanted to draw fluffy eliksni aaaand this happened#i thought my guardians are normal enough#but oh yeah i let houndy bring lucent hive to the tower like no big deal#welp *brings more enemies to the tower*#daily mission: make warlock confuse about what hunters did (1/1)#destiny 2#destiny hunter#destiny warlock#apex bloodhound#okay so how do i even tag them#destiny hive#destiny fallen#eliksni#destiny dread#destiny 2 art#my art
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Regarding recently seen discussions about Harvey's reaction to Willow dating Hunter:
Bonus:
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#the owl house#toh#toh meme#huntlow#hunter toh#harvey park#gilbert park#camilla noceda#luz coming home with her traumatized friends after witnessing a genocide attempt and introducing one of them as her girlfriend the next day#vs willow showing her parents her wet cat of an 'advanced friend' while they're still cleaning up after the apocalypse#their parents would get along well#they're all equally confused by their kids shenanigans#mist was here
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vision impaired celegorm (with guide dog huan) is great not only because âcelegorm the fairâ with granny mirielâs albinism but because heâs not scowling intimidatingly at you⌠he is squinting all the time cause he canât see shit.
#silmarillion#silm#tolkien#get this man some corrective sunglasses STAT#but you may ask. How does he become the greatest hunter of the noldor#If he canât see for shit#To you I say#He speaks bug and these ants are snitching all the time#That deer is 30 degrees south west of you big man#get its ass it ate the leaf I wanted#Plus huan is good at his job#Plus plus elven hearing is probably bonkers#Feanor invents sunglasses and celegorm becomes the inspiration for the đ glyph#finrod is constantly confused as to how celeg is able to find him no matter what conditions theyâre in#The answer is that Finrod can be tracked by sparkliness and fancy elf cologne that he probably launders his clothes in#Celegorm
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Personally I think Iskall would have been perfect for the Doomsday Crew that blew up L'Manburg.
Tubbo stop bringing up your /rp trauma in 2024, challenge failed lmao
#wrenns clips#tubbo#iskall#vault hunters#dsmp#lmanburg#the flashbacks...the demons#poor Iskall sounds so confused#wrennrambles#august 5 2024
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#thg#the hunger games#hunger games prequel#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#bosas#ballad of songbirds and snakes#tom blyth#rachel zegler#josh andres rivera#hunter schafer#josh horowitz#happy sad confused#hunger games
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Gourmand: Any minute now.
Hunter: âŚI-
Arti: Iâm sorry!
Hunter: Huh?
Arti: I-Iâm so sorry. For attacking you, and for- for everything.Â
Arti: Iâve been such an asshole to you.
Hunter: âŚYeah you have been an asshole. But I fucked up too, I didnât know what I was saying. I thoughtâŚÂ
Hunter: âŚit doesnât matter what I thought. I shouldnât have said that. I, uh⌠I-I heard about your k-
Arti: Donât. Itâs in the past now.
Gourmand: Is it?Â
Gourmand: You attacked him over saying something that triggered you, so no, it doesnât seem to be all in the past.Â
Gourmand: It isnât fair to hurt someone for not knowing something that you never told them.Â
PART ONE IS DONE!!!!!!!!! Part two will probably come in about, uh, seven years, give or take. /j
(It isnât perfect, but itâs been too long and I needed to get the first part of this comic out. Iâm honestly super happy I finished, because it was unnecessarily hard lmao. Anyways Iâm gonna ramble in the tags now)
#Rw siblings au#Rw Artificer#Rw Hunter#Rw Gourmand#okay okay so#The last frame is basically Hunter realizing that Arti doesnât actually know anything about what happened to him either lol#Also we finally get the reveal of what that one drawing of Hunter being confused was about!#He did not expect to ever hear Arti say she was sorry#Like for anything#The Arti he knows doesnât do that lol#But! Sheâs changing! For the better! :D#Gourmand is out here desperately trying to parent these two idiots#He literally put them in a time-out to think about what theyâve done lmfao#Neither of them have ever been hit with the âIâm not mad Iâm just disappointedâ before lol#But itâs finally happening! They are having a conversation!!! Yippee!!!#The time it took for me to draw this comic is canonically how long they were sitting there for before either of them said anything /j
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So, a few days ago I found this post on Reddit from 2 years ago (that sadly barely got any attention at the time) that sheds a ton of light on the separation scene between Gon and Killua, and my mind is blown! I've known for years that there was some sort of Togashi "coding" in the dialogue and it was always like I could get halfway to understanding, but this post gives the rest of the puzzle pieces that I was missing, and ties into other scenes that I was uncertain about the meaning of as well. It's heartbreaking, but also hopeful for their future! I had to share it with you all. Please read it!
The original Reddit post has been deleted, but here is a link to the author's Reddit profile. (I received permission from the original author to post this here.)
In-Depth analysis on the Hidden Reasons behind Gon & Killua's separation scene (ep 147) Why Gon is 'Number 2'
The translations across the separation scene in both manga (chp 338) and the anime (ep 147, 2011) have some shortfalls. These dialogues are vital for understanding even the first layer of reasons behind this separation.
REASONS FOR KILLUA'S DELICATELY PLANNED SEPARATIONÂ
1. WHEN -
There are very important reasons why Killua picked a specific timing to tell Gon about Alluka. It was Killua's plan all along, to only tell Gon at a moment's notice, to make sure Gon wonât get time to ask any DETAILS. He is deliberately downplaying the seriousness of everything heâs been through to heal Gon, so it will have less impact on Gon, and at the same time, avoid Gon asking details. Prior to healing Gon, Killua specifically asked Morel and Leorio to promise not to tell Gon that he saved him. After Gon was healed, there was a scene in the anime (ep 148) which showed the three spent a night together before reaching the World Tree. During that time, Killua still haven't said anything. It wasn't until the moment when they were literally saying the last goodbye, Killua casually brought up:
âOh, by the way, this guy healed you."
I want to emphasis the word Killua used to address Alluka was âăăă¤â. This is a very light and overly casual word used to address someone you know, and usually a playful guy friend (e.g. âThis guy used to be my neighbour.â type of feeling). The manga and anime translation, âSheâs the one that healed you,â did not clearly depict the intentional casualness.
2. WHAT was SAID -
If Killua just doesnât want to burden Gon with guilt and responsibility, then why not just keep his mouth shut and say nothing? Thatâs because Killua found a better option than not telling Gon anything. Killua shifted the âpriority of reasonsâ a bit, so the VERSION OF EVENTS he told Gon, was PRIORITIZED on Allukaâs rescue rather than healing Gon. This way, they will also get to THANK Gon, and put an emphasis on thanking Gon because Killua make it SEEMED like it was more important to rescue Alluka, that the INITIAL REASON for Killua to go home, was to rescue Alluka. Only AFTER Alluka was freed, they came to the hospital to heal Gon, out of convenience, since only Alluka has the ability to do so, and since sheâs now outside. The MAIN motive for these past events has been delicately swapped around by Killua, so the focus switched to the rescue of Alluka, rather than healing Gon. Hence Alluka is âNo. 1â, Gon is âNo. 2â. Downplaying it so healing Gon was just a bonus convenience (ep 147, 19:12 to 19:51).
Killua then goes on another level to make this version of events seem even more realistic, by saying ââŚ.You owe me a lot now,â in a teasing and playful tone of voice. This is to again, downplay the seriousness of everything heâs been through, to comfort Gon that "Yes you owe me one now, but donât you worry! I will make sure you pay it back okay?! Hehe!â
3. WHY -
The fight with Pitou allowed Killua to witness Gon's ultimately immature mind set when it comes to ârepaying someone, and redeeming himself.â Kite lost an arm and his life to protect him. So Gon gave his life and was even more happy when Pitou took his arm too. Gon will always want to âmatchâ what was sacrificed by another, by throwing away AT LEAST the same. Not âsacrificingâ, but THROWING AWAY. Itâs so immature, so dangerous, no one will be able to keep up with him. Killua was very confident with how much he could take, but even Killua himself is at limit. This ultimate baka!! (ep 136, 17:50 - 20:17)
If this is how far Gon will go for Kite, he can only imagine what Gon would go recklessly into if he knew the DETAILS. This is when Killua decided on a way to part with Gon the way they did, and to PROVIDE him a particular REASON.
âIâm prepared to spent the rest of my life protecting her.âÂ
This is the reason Killua wants Gon to know, but NOT what he actually wants to do with his life. Although itâs true he feels responsible and genuinely wish to protect Alluka and Nanika, but itâs not what he ultimately WANTS to do. He NEEDS to protect Alluka, but he WANTS to spent his entire life by the side of a certain bakaâŚ
After the previous events, Killua was traumatized, especially when he saw Gon's twisted decaying arm. That was a breaking point for him, after that, the only thing that matters THE MOST for him is for Gon to be safe. He also realized that in order to protect this baka... itâs better if he keeps a distance for now, until he finds a solution to keep Alluka safe from Illumi and his family.
4. THE PARTING -
By planning this parting with Gon, Killua hopes Gon will become detached from him. And that time and distance will slowly render him less important to Gon. So if he was to die... (because Illumi is hunting them down) he did for Alluka, he did it for the vow to protect Alluka, not Gon. We knew Killua always plans ahead, and here, he plants this reason for Gon in the future so he wonât need to feel responsible if he was to die protecting Alluka (or die with Alluka while Illumi is hunting them). This is whatâs going through Killuaâs head:
âIf I die, youâre not responsible for anything. You donât owe me anything, so NEVER throw your life away again. My only one wish, is for you to be safe. So here I am. Iâm parting ways with you... Because I SAID you are only ... No. 2 ... I SAID you are not the most important to me.. So donât think of me as the most important to you tooâŚ.â
This, is Killuaâs eternal Devotion.Â
5. THE RESULT -
As a result of this deliberate planning by Killua,
Gon was made to believe:
While I was recovering in hospital Killua had to go home and rescue his sisterÂ
Alluka is such a cute sister and she can grant Killua any wish?!!! WowâŚthatâs one cool sisterâŚ
Well⌠no wonder Killua thinks his cool sister is more important than me, itâs only natural.Â
Looks like Killua finally found what he wants to do. He will enjoy traveling the world with such a cool sister, it will be so much fun. I should be happy for him, I canât hold him here... I have to let him goâŚ
VS
The DETAILS omitted:
Gon was not recovering at all in the hospital. Killua RESORTED to USE Alluka in order to heal Gon.Â
Allukaâs blood stained dark past and the risks and uncertainty that still involves.
Baka Gon is always No. 1 !
Killua and Alluka are desperately trying to find a way to out of Illumiâs grasp. Illumi is hunting them down and trying to make Killua his puppet again. And this time it's not going to be just a needle in the head... Killua can feel it. And if things doesnât work out, he will just kill Alluka.
These Reasons are the core of the separation. We have a song named âReasonâ⌠arenât the lyrics shedding a new layer of light now?
6. IMPORTANT WORDS ALLUKA USED TO FACILITATE A BETTER RELATIONSHIP AFTER REUNION -
Killua promised to âalways be togetherâ with Alluka.
But to this promise, Alluka���s response was always silent (episode 145, 3:32 to 4:19). She looked at Killua with deep thought. Because even in such a short amount of time, she realized Killua is doing all this to ALSO or MORE SO protect Gon. It was never just for her, it will never be just for her, and there will never be anyone more important than Gon for Killua. Sheâs moved by Killuaâs devotion and resolve, and she can also feel his sadnessâŚÂ Â
If, the situation was different, if Gon was never there to begin with, and Killua just happened to solely come to Allukaâs rescue, and then make a promise to stay together with her forever, Allukaâs natural reaction will be melting with happiness, sheâd be crying tears of joy, and hugging Killua. But in this instance, she was composed, she sensed her brotherâs deep seriousness and sadness. Thatâs why later on, she reassured the two at parting, that they will see each other again, without disclosing Killuaâs true REASONS.Â
The Exacted words Alluka used (Manga chpt 338, 2011 anime epi 147)
a. Manga translation: âIâm going to HUG my brother for a while and then I will LET HIM GO.â Â
b. Better translation: âIâm going to have my brother all to myself for a while and then I will let him free.â              Â
c. The exacted phrase: âIâm going to Monopolise my brother Exclusively for a period of time, then I will Release him.â
çŹăĺ  (Monopolise Exclusively)Â
Very strong characters with Explicit meaning. Have it all to oneself. Same characters and meaning used in Chinese as well. ďźçŹĺ ďź
解ćžÂ (Release)Â
This is much more formal and serious than âlet goâ. It implies the subject was initially bound/locked/restricted. Also the same characters and meaning used in Chinese.
Alluka employed these words to imply a forceful lead in this âdealâ of owning Killua exclusively. These words have an underlying tone of enslavement.Â
Why? Because Alluka knows, the harder she IMPOSES herself on Killua during their time together, the more effective it would be on the easing of Killuaâs own guilt.Â
Killua felt immensely guilty.
No one will enjoy a relationship bound by guilt.Â
Alluka knows clearly that part of her brotherâs promise, was formed with guilt, from using her and Nanika, that he was having fun with Gon while Alluka was literally forgotten. Although it's true that this was largely due to Illumi's manipulation, but the fact that he did just left her in the basement all this time was both unacceptable and unforgivable to Killua himself (episode 138, 13:28).
Therefore apart from protecting Gon, this was the other important reason for this separation. Almost as if Killua has accepted this as a befitting price to pay in order to redeem himself as a brother.
Alluka and Nanika have no condition nor demand in return for Killuaâs requests. But Killua imposed a price on himself for having Gon healed. Out of guilt. Alluka knows, Nanika knows. Thatâs why Alluka used the word č§Łćž (release), because it will make Killua feel better, that he has complied with her âenslavementâ, so when the time comes, Killua will be able to release HIMSELF from guilt, and go back to Gon, properly. Alluka loves her brother, and sheâs prepared to help him towards a better relationship with Gon in the future, by helping him to eliminating this chain of guilt.
lol Alluka totally ships Gon and Killua ! XD
Thank you for reading.
#hunter x hunter#hxh#killugon#gonkillu#gon#killua#alluka#meta#PLEASE read this post if you have lingering questions and confusion about the separation!#like most of us do!#I think it's incredibly helpful and explains so much#having this makes a big difference to me in how I interpret the meaning and reasons for the separation#and what Togashi did and did not tell us with it
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