#that hits my motivation like a truck
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man i hate when people are like 'writing solarpunk stories is easy unless you're a coward or stupid' like
A: writing stories is hard. writing any story is hard. and some topics/settings/character types come easier to people than others and its not because they're stupid or cowards dont be fuckin demeaning
but also
B: writing solarpunk stuff is draining as hell because you can be like 'i think this is solarpunk' and you share it and you get people coming in to 'um actually' you so hard you lose the inspiration to write anything else in that setting ever.
I wrote a solarpunk short story once and i was so happy with it and i had so many cool ideas for that world and then I posted it and someone got upset that i gave the characters cell phones. like after ~le glorious solarpunk revolution~ or whatever we wouldn't have interpersonal communication via cell phones or whatever. got upset that i mentioned there being like. a bluetooth speaker? mad that there was a speaker at a party? speakers have existed for so long and you expect them to just vanish? then i watched an argument in a group chat where someone else got upset about sheep shearing and then i started overthinking everything and yeah no i don't think i can do it
am I stupid? no. am i a coward? fuckin maybe. but mostly its just draining to wrestle a setting you're not confident in that everyone's ready to get mad about if you don't share their same vision of what that setting should look like.
#out of queue#ani rambles#not to mention the fact that everyone expects everyone to have a fuckin masters degree in politics and economics to even be in the tag#let alone write a short story. you try to portray a barter system and get it wrong? cringe. get anything wrong or 'wrong?' exiled.#like honestly half the reason im barely using this blog is because im fucking tired#and this doesn't even mention the 'barely anyone reads or leaves a like or comment because solarpunk is niche as fuck' thing#that hits my motivation like a truck#might delete later
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oh god he is moving
#epic the musical#epic poseidon#poseidon#digital art#my art#dont expect me to finish this#unless the motivation beam hits me like a truck#ruthlessness#one day ill have a design for odysseus#i rushed this in like an hours is so bad please
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Code Blood pt.2
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#Final Fantasy XIV#FFXIV#Erenvahl#WoL x Erenville#Erenville#X'vahl Tia#wolship#X'vahl's heart in his throat like receive and be terrified catboy#I don't want to downplay that he's also horrified seeing a bunch of civilians gunned down in front of him#but usually WoL-brain kicks in in situations like that and he can laser focus and get to work defending people#but he is now learning that giving his heart to someone raises the stakes considerably and he's having trouble fully engaging WoL-brain#(this is a problem to be addressed by future X'vahl)#Alisaie being a real one and noticing how utterly terrified he is#and that he's not going to be able to focus on anything else until he knows Erenville is okay.#My motivation decided to hit me like a truck apparently#I think I really just needed to get past a couple of the other ones I was struggling with#and now I'm getting to some that I have been excited about#This one took so much work#but I really hope it paid off#because I really like how it turned out. :')
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All hail the mermaid witch!
All hail the heartbroken girl...
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#puella magi madoka magica#mahou shoujo madoka magica#oktavia von seckendorff#sayaka miki#Woo!#Motivation hits like a fuckin' truck#These few days have been wild for me#my mouth is on fire#Absolutely painful#But ey#Dear god please dont flop#Im actually proud of this
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(prev anon) also for what it worth.. throwing my hat into the ring for chaser dad. love the idea of a dad being fascinated by his kid crafting their own masculinity and him being unexpectedly turned on by that. also maybe bi dad who never acknowledged his attraction towards guys but has to grapple with it when his trans son is like. Undeniably A Dude™️ and hes still hard for him
fuck yea, they're both discovering something new about themselves when they explore each other's bodies. something vulnerable to share with each other 💘
although for that particular post / poll I was thinking kinda toxic dadson, so - chaser dad is horny + pathetic + desperate for trans boy pussy. he's very into trans men from discovering ftm porn and initially panics when his son actually starts testosterone, because he didn't take him seriously at all when he first came out. dad has never fucked a trans guy before but really fucking wants to. but... that's his son. he shouldn't... he wouldn't? surely it's unrealistic, he couldn't. but maybe it's a blessing in disguise? he starts trying to repair their emotionally distant relationship and talks to his son more often, wanting to know more about his transition and changes. :) and he tries to tell himself he has no ulterior motives, but can't help being rock hard as he looks his son over - his new facial hair, his voice that's starting to change as he talks, and so much more that he can't see but really fucking wants to. he's curious about the changes in smell, body hair growth, and especially bottom growth and libido!! god he wants to suck him off and be the first to make him cum see how his son's t-dick looks at least! but yknow... that might be strange to ask... unless he can disguise it as a male bonding thing?? <- scheming
and the son can tell something is up - his dad suddenly gives him a lot of attention, but it feels off... like he's being treated like a boyfriend not a son? is that weird? but the attention feels so fulfilling! he's never been close with his dad, so he craves the affection, not to mention he's starting to get horny from the testosterone and they're both adults with needs, so might as well buy into the whole "69ing is like a normal widespread male bonding thing" even if he knows it's bs
#dadson#dadcest#transcest#shipcest#the post-nut clarity hits them like a truck because they couldn't just talk it out beforehand#toxic dadson#toxic because there's no communication. just putting a facade over their desire to fuck each other#I should finish the post / poll I have in my drafts lol#ah.....I'm sorry this got long and also wasn't rly the scenarios you mentioned 😭#I fuckin love both of those. they're cute#writing#ftm chaser#trans wrongs#seriously considering printing out all anon compliments because they're very motivating
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Scarian zombie apocalypse AU by @uhohbestie that I absolutely fell in love with!!! Genuinely loved the third chapter today, as well as the previous ones, can’t wait for next week!
(Hopefully my designs were close, although I’m fairly certain I missed some stuff)
#desert duo#scarian#art#my art#WOOOO FINALLY#zombie apocalypse au thing#Grian#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#took so much motivation#not my fic#my art tho#grian fanart#gtws fanart#motivation hit me like a truck#I’ve been trying to finish it since last week#but the motivation just wasn’t there#it’s very rushed so that’s why I made lots of mistakes#forgive me 💔
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terererereziiii
she is so spunky
#yayayayay#I was feeling really artblocked recently but then suddenly motivation hit me like a truck so I drew the girl boss of all time 👍#does terezi qualify as a girlboss?#idk i like to think she does but honestly I don't even know what being a girl boss means rip#we'll just say she is#terezi pyrope#my art#fanart#digital art#homestuck#homestuck fanart#terezi fanart
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messing with coat details whatevur
#postal#postal 3#postal dude#running with scissors#rws#my art#fanart#postal fanart#guys im so normal#guys#motivation is hitting me like a truck hitting a dog at 100mph im shooting out art bro
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seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing
#I fucking. missed d&d tonight by accident#I straight up forgot#and just didn't show up to the session#my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked#I should be sleeping now but brain won't shut up#my creative output is the lowest it's ever been and I've been in some level of depressive funk since like early january#I am just deeply unfathomably exhausted#like mentally and spiritually#all the time#my memory and sense of time are both shit#my spelling is worse than it used to be for some reason??#I really don't know what to do to make my brain start functioning again it's frankly worrying me#I couldn't even handle college so it should come as no surprise that I'm reacting poorly to the world being a perpetual screaming trash fir#and yet#idk it's been hitting again lately that I have never succeeded at anything in my life and just keep tripping and falling up for some reason#fucking everyone is in hell right now and with my overall success rate I should be dead in a ditch but I'm actually doing spectacularly#due to a series of improbable accidents and weird circumstances that happened to turn out in my favor instead of completely fucking me#aside from the looming spectre of my various failed attempts to have some kind of life trajectory#it just doesn't feel like this can keep up forever#like surely at some point the luck has got to run out I can't just keep living like some kind of folkloric trickster archetype#but my motivation and sense of purpose kind of died after the last failed attempt so I'm still just here#doing whatever this is#maybe I should drive out to the coast#maybe staring at the ocean would fix me I've been away from it for too long#I mean it can't make me worse#I should wait until further into summer though so I don't have to drive back in the dark#everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone
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Love how as soon as I start a new project, I IMMEDIATELY get an idea for another one...
#been thinking abt this since Saturday#y'all...the things I planned out...#the moment I'm at my busiest my motivation hits me like a Mac truck#let's take a moment of silence
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posted two pieces of art that I did today isn't that crazy
I'm going to never touch a pencil for a year
Sketch of the Arbiter from Halo that I started today and will likely never finish ��💥
#my art#woagh something other than ninjago isn't that insane#Motivation hit me like a semi-truck today#made more art than I posted#Tck art
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Vinny's 2023 fics!!
I'm so proud of all the writing I did in 2023!! I learned so much that I'm so excited to apply to my projects for 2024 <3
Not Whole, Not Holy Rating: Explicit Word count: 2,752
Moody, quiet, and introspective, this piece explores endverse!Cas and endverse!Dean finding a little bit of solace in each other among their crumbling world. Best described by the tag: Not hurt/comfort, not hurt/no comfort, but some secret third thing.
A Midsummer Night's Dean Rating: Teen+ Word count: 16,948
A wild ride of a casefic loosely based on Shakespeare's A Midsummer Night's Dream. Featuring love potions, Dean having chronic foot-in-mouth-disease, Cas being SO down bad it's dangerous, and Sam wanting to be literally anywhere else but here. I've been told this fic has made people laugh so hard, it has awoken children and brought concerned family members a'knocking on doors.
Innervate A series currently containing two fics, with a few more additions planned! This series follows Cas' developing relationship to his body and how he navigates through the world with it. It's full of fun science and anatomy, alternate angel lore, and LOTS of UST between Dean and Cas (don't worry, it will get resolved... eventually lol. This is a series-long slow burn)
Check out Prelude as a sampler for vibes (full disclosure-- this was a WIP for a LOOOOOONG time so while this fic was uploaded in 2023 the writing is far older than that)
Then for a more cohesive story (and tbqh way stronger writing), pop on over to Ask Me Why My Heart's Inside My Throat
Spellbound Rating: Explicit Word count: 4,764
A one-shot exploring the Master/Apprentice relationship of Sam and Rowena. Let's be real here. They have insane magic sex and I feel like not enough ppl talk about it. EYE barely even scratched the surface with this one. The quickest summary I got for this one: Sam's cardinal virtue is that when a hot woman speaks, he listens.
Long Black Cloud Coming Down Rating: Gen Word Count: 3,540
Taking place prior to s1, teen!Dean has to act quick and think fast when Sammy suddenly comes down with a fever. He can't let his thoughts race too far though, or he just might start believing that whatever's going on is more than just a fever and a snow storm.
#vinny types#vinny writes#spn fic#hilarious to me how i'm p sure the only fic i actually wrote AND published in 2023 is Black Cloud. actually AMND too#everything else had been a WIP for FIVEVER#tbf tho i put a lot of stuff on pause to work on Cell Service#and it was a goal of mine to get more of my WIPs complete before working on other big projects#which i did! save for AMND tho lmao#the idea for AMND hit me like a TRUCK and i just had to roll with it#i love it so much tho. i know we're not supposed to have favorites buuuuuuuuuut if you were going to read any one from this list#actually i'd say go read Black Cloud bc the writing is strongest#but if you want to have a silly goofy time go read AMND#but tbh im also really proud of getting Heart uploaded bc that one ooooooooh that one was a toughie#so. many. rewrites#i'll probably work on the next part of innervate when i'm stuck on Ganked#Spellbound and Black Cloud were both 'im motivated to write but having writers block on Ganked' uploads lol#im uh. HOPING to get Ganked uploaded within the year#but who knows. I want to be thorough with this one so it's taking me a while
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hey guys...what if I did bring Rob back wouldn’t that be funny
#WITH S7 BEING CONFIRMED my muse for Rob came hitting back like a truck#I've been wanting to return to this account for a while but tbh I've especially been feeling more motivated these days#I CANT ASSURE WHEN EXACTLY...but maybe sometime next month or idk
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Actually tweaking bc in the little modern naruto au in my head that I'll never be able to write something about bc it changes every 4 seconds, I'm realising that I might have to make Naruto transphobic against Sasuke. Purely bc Naruto was canonically transphobic against an armadillo.
Anyways that's how my day is going hbu.
#See the thing his he was already slightly homophobic but when Sasuke pre transition came out as lesbian Naruto started to like understand#Then team seven went to a pride parade and actually being gay looks sick asf and then Naruto had a Pan awakening arc#But now I realise that be probably won't be as immediately accepting of Sasuke going from ftm#But because its Sasuke he's trying hard to understand but he just kinda doesn't#Sigh I'll just have to get killer B to knock some sense into him#Then Sakura; bc heterosexual SasuSaku may be a cool ship but lesbian SasuSaku is my roman empire and it makes for such a nicer ship#Modern basic Ssk got together in like uni off and on but Modern cool Ssk have been in love since Sakura said when she became a doctor#she'd create a genderswitchinator for him when they were like 9 watching Phineus and Ferb#Then Naruto very confused said “but Sakura you can't switch genders [Deadname]'s a girl” then he and Sakura started arguing#And Sasuke had a crisis that sent him back a few years#I'm actually writing too much I think about this too much probably#Sigh if only I had the motivation to write a 300k long fic about modern Naruto...#No one would read it but It would probably be very fun to do#Naruto#uchiha sasuke#naruto shippuden#Naruto uzumaki#I already have the arc where Sasukes parents and family struggle with understanding him not Naruto too#But then again it IS Naruto so he'd probably get over it faster than other people#But oooohh I'll probably have to think about him actually saying some really harmful things to Sasuke on accident#UGH can they never have something nice for fucking ONCE#Its always “Sasuke has extreme dismorphia and self hatred from being raised very traditionally” or “Sakura has an ED bc the beauty standard#In modernJapan are probably way way worse than in a world where they're all ninja focusing on not dying and Sakura already had a bad view#on her body THEN so imagine her now"#But it's never “team seven go out on a field trip and NO ONE gets hit by a truck”#modern naruto#Moldy-flowers
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writer's block will be the death of me someday
#I've been writing for two years (which isn't a while I know)#and yet for some reason I'm still bad at this#I mean I'm certainly better than I used to be#so that's good#but anytime I think about how bad my writing is writer's block hits me in the face like a truck#and then I can't write because I don't have the motivation or energy.
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GOOD EVENING FOLKS I'M ALIVE I MAY HAVE DIED BRIEFLY BUT I'M BACK AND ALIVE I'LL POST THE FICS I WAS SUPPOSED TO POST ON SATURDAY LATER AAAAAAA A A A AAA
#radiorambles#the lack of motivation hit me like a TRUCK#Just absolutely took me out for a couple of days#but thankfully my motivation is returning
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