#thank you all so much for all the love and support so far im a noobie to warhammeršŸ„ŗ
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heuldoch7b Ā· 6 months ago
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hes quite beautiful, i hope i was able to do him justice! honestly id imagine hed have even fuller hair than what i drew
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stillcominback Ā· 1 year ago
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skitskatdacat63 Ā· 2 years ago
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First and foremost, I'm OBSESSED with how you drew seb I'm going to scream into a pillow and then sob. Hoooow do yo manage to make it look so soft and beautiful, I'm IN LOVE. Second of all, I feel the pull (inspiration) to start writing a (highly inaccurate) sebmark renaissance au, thank u for that. Kiss kiss u r AMAZING.
WAHHHHHHHHH THANK YOUUUUUUU šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•
I'm so happy that you like how I drew Seb! I said in the tags, but I really never ever draw real life people, but then I drew that first one(the one where he's wearing the laurel), and I was like "wait....why is this actually working!?" I guess staring at pictures of someone every day does have an effect!
Also I'm glad I could inspire you, just like how you inspired me!! šŸ¤­šŸ¤­šŸ¤­(seriously you wrote that little bit of it and I instantly pulled out my tablet.) I feel you on the "highly inaccurate", I went a little bit into researching clothing/wording from the time and I did not likey....LOL
And if you ever do end up writing it, I am here and very willing to do illustrations šŸ‘€
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drchucktingle Ā· 2 months ago
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sometimes buds askā€™ what is it like to be a neurodivergent artist?ā€™ and this is great summary: the charts can look like this, and at same time people will be endlessly posting on how you are ā€˜not realā€™ or ā€˜a bitā€™. you can hold bestsellers in slot 1 to 4 and still not be 'serious'
i am ultimately ok with this. i love my trot and would not have it any other way, but i think it is worth investigation. when irony poisoning has seeped into everything, how many times does a neurodivergent person have to say ā€˜actually this is NOT so bad its good. its just goodā€™
when you are autistic, or queer, or both, how much proof do you need to be considered good art? or good business? what do the charts have to look like for me to be a ā€˜realā€™ author? or allowed my face mask at a library association conference? or one person not a group of writers?
im coming up on a decade of writing tinglers soon, and people are still talkin about my ā€˜seriousā€™ works vs my ā€˜joke booksā€™ and at every turn, as kindly as i can, i shout from the rooftops: THEY ARE ALL SERIOUS BOOKS. THIS IS NOT A BIT.
but its hard when buds have had ā€˜the correct way to be a writer. the correct way to be an artist. the COOL way to react to a book that is TOO weirdā€™ pounded into their heads by internet culture. 'kill it with fire' they say. 'i need eye bleach' they say without thinking. a line.
heres the thing, the tide IS turning. theres buckaroos jumping in and saying, ā€˜I want to be a part of thisā€™ and for that they are being rewarded. the publisher who took me seriously is lookin pretty dang good right now with these charts and these sales. i am honored and moved
over time there will be more buds who shed that irony mask. the tide of sincerity is powerful, and the tide of love is inevitable. it is difficult to stand strong in our uniqueness but it also pays off, and I hope to be a shining example. eventually THE TIMELINE BENDS TO YOU
so this is not a thread to complain. i have been trotting long enough that these things do not really bother me. being made fun of and disparaged as ā€˜not legit artā€™ while also being objectively successful at the things im made fun of about is kind of the ocean that i swim in.
no. my point of this is to say THANK YOU to those of you who have been trotting by my side over these years. THANK YOU for proving love to me. im so honored by your support, and you should know that YOU have seen beyond the irony poisoned veil that stops many others. YOU get it.
and to those with their own unique perspective on creation: look what you can do. yes there will likely be a lot of resistance to something different, but there is also a LOT of reward. YOU can trot a new path. YOU can prove love is real, not in MY way, but IN YOUR OWN WAY
anyway thank you for reading buckaroos. thank you for your support. LUCKY DAY comes out next summer and it is probably as FAR OUT and existential as the tingleverse has ever gone. you can preorder it here
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genderqueerdykes Ā· 1 month ago
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disabled intersex trans lesbian needs help saving up for rent while recovering from gallbladder removal surgery
hello, my name is equinox. im a multiply disabled intersex trans lesbian who had to get an emergency surgery to get its gallbladder removed on the 16th of October. i was unable to keep down food and was dizzy, lightheaded, nauseous, and on the verge of passing out which forced me to go to the ER to get an emergency surgery. i had to spend 4 days in the hospital while getting this surgery. apparently, the surgeons could tell just how badly it was affecting me just by seeing how things looked on the inside
i have to rest for about 4 weeks to properly recover. i cannot do much walking, lifting, bending, or most other physical activities during this time. my abdominal muscles and organs need time to recover, so i'm mostly bed bound for a month while my body heals. fortunately the surgery went very well and so far i'm having no complications with recovery. it's worth noting that i cannot over exert myself right now to make sure that the recovery period continues going smoothly
i need help saving up for rent, as my ability to work and even promote my own posts was being hindered drastically by the pain the stone stuck in the neck of my gallbladder was causing me. currently i need to not exert myself and to sleep when needed. my rent is only $178/month thanks to having been accepted into a housing program for severely disabled people. currently this and a small order i need to place from the grocery store for some things to aid in my recovery (throat lozenges to help with the sore throat caused by the breathing tube used during surgery, toilet paper, etc.) are the only things i need help saving up for. thanks to everyone who reads, shares and support, i cannot thank you all enough for all the help
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rosicheeks Ā· 1 year ago
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hi rosi! well, i was the anon from yesterday or whenever about the fantasy about being with you and read all your tags so like...i guess i'll be an emoji anon! i'll decide by the end of the ask which ill use i guess lmao. how was your day? i kinda wanted to ask like, so i guess you just go in your car and hangout at parking lots or whatever a decent amount, is that just to get some alone time? i forget what your current living situation is. also like what do you do for fun?! i know your a lil weed girly and you do your art (which i love btw, i want to try and buy a piece next time i get some kind of spare money) but is there anything else you like to do? i hope you had a good day whenever you get around to answering this<3 (btw i wanna smooch you i am telepathically kissing you right now) - šŸŽ¤
Hi hi hi!! Welcome šŸŽ¤ šŸ«¶šŸ’–
My day was pretty good! How was yours lovely? šŸ„°
Hmmm why I chill in my car is kinda complicated tbh. But I guess the main reason is so I can smoke and just kinda relax and enjoy myself ya know?
Yes yes yes I am a lil weed girly šŸ„°šŸ˜‡ and I do love my art (any sort - painting, photography, coloring šŸ’–, scrapbooking, trying to get back into drawing)
Iā€™m also a huge music nerd! I went to a performing arts high school and trained in vocal music. Learned a bunch of music theory and did a buuuunch of voice lessons. My goal was to be an opera singer but life had other plans.
Other than that Iā€™m kinda boring. Just like chilling and watching shows (occasionally movies but Iā€™m a sleepy baby so I usually fall asleep pretty fast).
#ok ok ok letā€™s get a lil more detailed shall we šŸ˜‡#I usually reply only in the tags but I KNEW I was going to run our way too fast so I needed to say the basics up there (which felt weird šŸ˜‚)#I had a pretty good day so far ngl! I was there for moral support for my friend (ended up taking forever but everything turned out good)#now Iā€™m just chilling in my car for the night šŸ„°#as for why I spend so much time in my car - at the beginning of the year I had to move back with my parents#pls donā€™t get me wrong ā€‹Iā€™m super grateful to have a roof over my head and a bed to sleep inā€¦ its just not the most comfortable place#the main problem I have is not being able to smoke anymore (I used to be able to smoke inside at my last place so itā€™s just an adjustment)#I was hoping to be able to smoke out on the deck downstairs but my dad didnā€™t like that either#so I just chill in my car and smoke in here and watch and color and paint#I mean another reason is Iā€™m a night owl and my dad sleeps in the living room (due to health problems) and I donā€™t wanna wake him#I guess long story short is Iā€™m more comfy in my car than in my room which is sad but true#not to mention I live in the basement and thereā€™s so many spiders ā˜¹ļø if you didnā€™t know this about me - Iā€™m terrified of spiders!!!!!!!!#thank you so much for the compliment on my art šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ I wish I could give you a big hug!!#absolutely no rush trust me I understand not having the cash for extra things (also by the time youā€™re ready maybe Iā€™ll have more available)#but yeah like I said other than weed (which can be paired with anything tbh šŸ˜‚) and art - music is my other love#i sing all the time (especially when im alone haha) and one of my fav things to do is watch mouthdropping talented performers#usually theyā€™re broadway based but they can be all types of genresā€¦. I just usually lean towards the ballads#the songs that have lyrics that hit your heart and music that warms your soul - the ones that make me sob uncontrollably šŸ˜‚#I have a feeling Iā€™m running out of space sooooo enough about me!! how are you?! how was your day?? tell me more about you?!#I noticed you picked the šŸŽ¤ ā€¦. do you sing??? or did you just randomly pick it?#omg!! I felt your kiss šŸ˜³ Iā€™m telepathically sending you kissies right back to you šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ#thank you for the ask šŸ„°šŸ„°#Iā€™m shocked I still have room???? like youā€™re telling me this isnā€™t 30 tags? ok sounds good#Iā€™m super proud of myself tho#usually I run out of room SO fast and then I get sad cause I either have to redo it or not say everything I wanted to#anyway I hope you have such a wonderful day/night šŸ„°šŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜#ask#šŸŽ¤ anon
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algae-tm Ā· 2 months ago
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Max Verstappen x Author!Reader
Authorā€™s Note: IM BACK!! To put things into perspective, I started this smau when Alexā€™s insta was still private! Tbh I started writing it cause I like love her, I canā€™t call her mother cause sheā€™s like a month older than me, but thatā€™s cousin right there. Anyways sorry for the hiatus i was spiralling due to a man šŸ˜”šŸ˜” it happens to the baddest bitches, and also sort of writers block so pls give me requests! But to make up for the fact that Iā€™ve been gone, this fic is fat as fuck so enjoy
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alexandrasaintmleux: gorgeous gorgeous girls are published authors!!!! y/n, y/n! I remember when you used to force me to read when I wanted to play princesses and now youā€™ve written a goddam book!!! In awe of u šŸ“•šŸ„°šŸ„°
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yn.reads : ALEXXXX!! my gorgeous sister! I couldnā€™t have done it without you!! Love you endlessly!
ā€” user1 : wait r they sisters???!!
ā€” user5 : no! hope this helps.
ā€” user6 : pls use your brain
ā€” user7 : theyā€™ve known eachother forever! y/n moved to Monaco when she was 4, so they refer to eachother as sisters.
charles_leclerc: bravo y/n! Well deserved
maxverstappen1: šŸ‘šŸ»šŸ‘šŸ»
ā€” user43: šŸ¤ØšŸ¤Ø
ā€” user10: wait do they know eachother?
ā€” user15: not as far as i knowā€¦
ā€” user12: Max doesnā€™t even follow Alex, why is he here?
ā€” user17: interesting šŸ¤­šŸ¤­
ā€” alexandrasaintmleux: very interestingā€¦
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yn.reads: @alexandrasaintmleux thank you for letting me shake ass on your yacht, and cosplay as a rich monegasque while doing it! Your support has meant the world to me, youā€™re the reason Everything I Know About Love was written, cause you have taught me everything I know about love, friendship, life! You can purchase my book in just under a week guys!!
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alexandrasaintmleux: Iā€™m so proud of you baby xx
ā€” yn.reads: i love you so much alex, i had to write 124,567 words to express it
ā€” alexandrasaintmleux: šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
ā€”charles_leclerc: am i intruding on something?
ā€” yn.reads: yes!
user12: no but Alex and y/nā€™s friendship is literally my favourite thing
user11: is y/n not a rich monegasque?
ā€” user10: sheā€™s not even from Monaco, and she grew up with a single mum who Iā€™m p sure just has a normal job so no
user14: not y/n using Alex for her money
ā€” yn.reads: do yā€™all never get tired? Or is hating on the internet like your job?
ā€” user14: no I have an actual job you should try it sometimeā€¦
ā€” yn.reads: girl???? I just wrote a book?????
maxverstappen1 : I will read this book
ā€” yn.reads: thank you max verstappen, current f1 champion
ā€” user16: šŸ¤ØšŸ¤ØšŸ¤Ø
ā€” alexandrasaintmleux: what am I witnessing rn
ā€” yn.reads: šŸ™ƒšŸ™ƒ
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lewishamilton: šŸ‘šŸ¾šŸ‘šŸ¾
ā€” yn.reads: WHAT THE FRICK LEWISHAMILTON??? What are you doing here??????!!
ā€” alexandrasaintmleux: girl you good??
ā€” yn.reads: am I good?? AM IGOOD?? Lewis freaking Hamilton knows I exist!!!
ā€” charles_leclerc: please stop embarrassing me in front of my coworkers
ā€” yn.reads: kick rocks leclerc
pierregasly: well done, me and kika already have our copies
ā€” yn.reads: šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ thank you pear and kiks
alexandrasaintmleux: so proud of you mon ange
ā€” yn.reads: I love you so much alex
ā€” user12: their friendship is so cute I canā€™t
ā€” yn.reads: friendship?? Weā€™re lovers!
ā€” user12: wait are you actually???
ā€” charles_lecelrc: NO
ā€” yn.reads: donā€™t be jealous sharl
charles_leclerc: well done I guess
ā€” yn.reads: thank you I guess
ā€” alexandrasaintmleux: aww my two favourite people getting along ā¤ļøšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
ā€” user12: I need my doctor to prescribe me whatever the fuck Alex is on EXPEDITIOUSLY
user14: girl no one gives a fuck about your book launch, we want to know wtf happened at the after party??!
ā€”user15 wait, did I miss something what happened?
ā€” user14: itā€™s all over social media but it starts with max and ends in verstappen
maxverstappen1: simply lovely
ā€” user14: well well well
ā€” user15: and she didnā€™t even interact with his comment
ā€” user14: very interestingā€¦
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maxverstappen1: Iā€™ve got a NYT bestselling author teaching me how to read
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charles_leclerc: I made this happen everyone! It was me! I did it!
ā€” yn.reads: yes well done percy, weā€™re well aware
ā€” user12: wait a minute Charles did something nice for y/n?
ā€” user14: my moneys on the fact he was just trying to get rid of her so he could spend time with Alex
ā€” charles_leclerc: what if i told you im a mastermind šŸ˜Ž
yn.reads: it isnā€™t much but itā€™s honest work šŸ˜”
ā€” danielricciardo: has he learnt his abcā€™s??
ā€” yn.reads: just about he gets stuck on x, itā€™s a very difficult letter
ā€” danielricciardo: happens to the best of us šŸ˜ž
ā€” yn.reads: @/danielricciardo hey I actually have a question for you??
ā€” maxverstappen1: NO!! Y/N DO NOT ASK UR QUESTION
ā€” yn.reads: ā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļø
user16: is this a hard launch??
ā€” user14: Idek anymore šŸ˜­
ā€” user17: like knowing y/n she might actually just be giving him reading lessons
ā€” maxverstappen1: guys of course I can actually read
ā€” user16: yeah sure you can! Thatā€™s the spirit!
yn.reads: I bagged the baddest bitch yā€™all
ā€”maxverstappen1: šŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļøšŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļøšŸ’…šŸ¼šŸ’…šŸ¼
ā€” alexandrasaintmleux: I thought I was the baddest bitch???
ā€” yn.reads: oh my godā€¦ OH MY GOD, I didnā€™t think this throughā€¦ @/maxverstappen1 what do you think of a throuple??
ā€” maxverstappen1: NO
ā€” charles_leclerc: NO
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maplesyrupsainz Ā· 5 months ago
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Ė–āŗļ½”Ėšā‹†Ė™the outside | CL16Ė–āŗļ½”Ėšā‹†Ė™
pairing: charles leclerc x fem reader y/n x alexandra saint mleux
genre: social media au, polyamory
warnings: polyamory
summary: in which you begin to notice you're on the outside looking in
a/n: love this req!! so unique so i had to write it, hope it's what u wanted<3
request!!!: poly charles Alexandra and y/n where they got Leo and eveyrone celebrating Charlesā€™s brand LEC but since charles and Alex were the ā€œpublicā€ or like launched couple (??) (for Ferrari etc) and y/n canā€™t do anything and sheā€™s started to feel left out because of it since theyā€™re going out and celebrating without her and they keep leaving her out and forgetting important dates (eg her birthday or smth) and in other situations too and she canā€™t take it so she tries to break up w them - happy ending please!!
my masterlist ā€¢ alternate ending/part 2!!!
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user6 real ones know
user7 what lol
user8 who's in the 4th pic duhhh šŸ‘€
user9 she's so cool
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alexandrasaintmleux meet leo leclerc ā¤ļø
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user14 SOOO CUTE
user15 šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
user16 awww charles & leo is too cute
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carlossainz55 he will be in the paddock at the next race?
alexandrasaintmleux you already know! šŸ¾
carlossainz55 oh can't wait to meet him
user17 where's y/nšŸ˜©??
user18 best f1 couple
yourusername all of you are so cute!
danielricciardo charles is whipped
alexandrasaintmleux are you surprised? šŸ¤Ø
danielricciardo no not at all šŸ˜‚
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user19 the cushionšŸ„¹
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charles_leclerc lec launch! thanks for all of your support so far!
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user21 omg loveeee
user22 obviously they took leo šŸ˜‚
user23 not y/n tho...?
user24 so obsessed with these two
user25 lol charles in the ball pit
landonorris any ice cream left for me?
charles_leclerc no. sorry though
scuderiaferrari yum! i bet leo loved it
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user27 leo is so famous now šŸ˜‚
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user36 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
user37 haps baps y/n
user38 we love u y/n
user39 happy birthday to the most gorgeous woman alive
user40 i wish i was her
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alexandrasaintmleux happy birthday my gorgeous girl, love you šŸ„°
user41 not the whole leclerc family commenting
user42 yea and her ignoring charles.....?
user43 AND ALEX!?!!!!
user44 oh smt is going on...
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f1gossip charles leclerc seen having what looks like a heated discussion with a visibly upset y/n y/l/n. the two have been dating, along with alexandra saint mleux, for just over a year. y/n was later spotted in an uber alone, covering her face, whilst alex and charles rode together. thoughts? šŸ˜•
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user45 omg :(
user46 bro i knew something was going on
user47 same all the weird ignoring of each other's comments lately....
user48 urm sus
user49 poor y/n
user50 this is why i'd be scared to be poly :((
user51 same a group of 3 means someone always gets left out šŸ˜­
user52 i wondered how y/n felt whilst charles & alex were travelling tgthr with leo and promoting LEC... :/
user53 free my girl y/n
user54 omg this is so awful they dont get privacy šŸ˜­
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lavenderspence Ā· 5 months ago
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Missing the happy hormone | S.R.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!reader
Content warning: emotional reader, period mention, fluff
Word Count: 1.8K
Summary: Apparently Spencer Reid could make anything better - even the emotional disaster of being on your period
A/N: First, huge thank you to the cutie that sent in this request, you literally caught me while on my period so this was born. Also, hereā€™s to my inability to write short fics, this is your only warning that i can make and will make anything long, lol.Ā Also, my titles suck omg. And shoutout to my crazy bestie for making me a Mamma Mia girly, she rocks.
But also, happy one month to this blog! When I carved out this little space for myself a month ago I wasnā€™t really sure how Iā€™d feel being back here and writing again, but so far itā€™s been a treat. A huge thank you for all of your support and love and thank you to my mutuals and everyone that interacted with my blog. šŸ’• Hereā€™s to many more months to come!
Request: spencer x fem!reader on her period/ovulating and shes in tears all the time?? Im ovulating and have been crying for hours and keep calling my mom lmaoo heā€™d been so lovely and sweet I know it I can feel it in my bones
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It was a slow day at the BAU. The most exciting thing in the 6 hours Spencer had spent at work was Rossiā€™s invitation to dinner the following weekend.Ā 
Paperwork had piled high after their last 2 cases, so every team member was hunched over their desk, writing and revising reports. It was a never-ending cycle - finish a report, close the file, open a new one, and start all over again.
His eyes had started getting tired after four and a half hours, his hand had started cramping and he was down two pens so far, yet there was still a prominent pile on his desk.
He suspected Morgan and Emily might have pushed a file or two from theirs onto his load, seeing as he was getting done the fastest. Regardless, every few hours JJ was bringing even more to pile on top of everything that wasnā€™t finished, so buried in paperwork they stayed - no matter how fast he wrote or read, or how used to the load he was.
He was just thinking about getting up to prepare a fresh pot of coffee so he could function properly for a few more hours when his phone started ringing. He felt around the pockets of his suit jacket, where it sat draped on his chair, and then pulled it free.Ā 
His display showed an incoming call, a picture of you as he hugged you, hands around your middle and face almost buried into your neck, a soft smile gracing both your faces. A scenery rich with reds, browns, and yellows stood behind you, the beauty of fall was nothing short of spectacular.Ā 
The picture youā€™d taken last year when the team spent a weekend at Rossiā€™s cabin in the woods, surrounded by the beauty of landscapes and leaves, nature for miles.Ā 
He accepted the call right away, a small smile on his face.Ā 
ā€œHey sweetheart.ā€ His voice was gentle, if a little raspy from misuse. He hadnā€™t talked much in the last few hours - just a distracted short answer here or a hum there. He was happy you were calling, though, welcoming the reprieve from the most recent report.Ā 
It was silent for a few seconds, and he wondered absentmindedly if maybe you hadnā€™t called him on accident, and then there came a tiny little sniffle from your side.Ā 
ā€œSweetheart?ā€ He prompted, ā€œAre you there? Whatā€™s going on?ā€ Worry was starting to creep into the base of his spine, but he still remained calm and kept his voice gentle.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m here. Hi.ā€ Another small sniffle, ā€œAllā€™s good. Justā€¦I was just wondering how much longer youā€™d be gone.ā€ Your voice was small,like you thought you might upset him by asking, and a little crackly, like you yourself were upset about something.Ā 
His eyebrows furrowed, and he checked the time quickly - 3:57 pm.Ā 
ā€œProbably about two more hours, thereā€™s a lot of paperwork we need to go through.ā€ His eyes met Emilyā€™s as she sent him a curious, questioning look.Ā 
ā€œOh, okay.ā€ The resignation was clear in your voice, ā€œIā€™ll see you later then.ā€ The call ended abruptly, and it took him a second to catch up.
He couldnā€™t help but feel like not everything was as good as you claimed it was. For one, you rarely called to ask when heā€™d be home - you knew his work could span into the late hours, or even stretch for days. You let him update you on any changes in his work schedule.Ā 
In your interactions, your voice was usually upbeat and teasing - especially on the phone. Your kindness was always evident in your voice, as was your mood. You were a sunshine person, if he ever met one, thatā€™s probably why you and Penelope formed such a close bond upon meeting.Ā 
There was something that nagged him - a change in your mood he could pick up on just by your voice - too low, too small, and the cracks that he could now identify as he replayed your conversation in his head. You were keeping yourself from crying out, and yet there was nothing more apparent than the tears in your voice. And that made him worry.Ā 
ā€œReid, are you okay?ā€ Emilyā€™s voice snapped him from the hard stare heā€™d been giving his phone in the last several minutes since the call ended.Ā 
ā€œIā€¦I donā€™t know.ā€ His eye twitched, and he cleared his throat before he tried and failed to articulate exactly what was happening - he himself had a hard time understanding. One thing he knew was that he needed to get home. ā€œI..um, I need to go. Can you, please?ā€ He asked, gusting at the remaining three files on his desk before he pulled his suit jacket on and grabbed his satchel.Ā 
Morgan and Emily shared a mildly concerned look before they both nodded their heads, ā€œYeah, go. Text to let us know if everything is okay.ā€ Morgan reminded him before he exited the bullpen with a fast step and tried to keep calm.
He was aware the situation wasnā€™t anything that he needed to be incredibly worried over - if something was really wrong, he knew you would have let him know. Yet, he couldnā€™t help the way his heart constricted by the sound of your voice, or the overwhelming desire to come home and gently hold you, see what could have caused this behavior.Ā 
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You were curled up on the couch, watching as Donna helped Sophie get ready for her wedding, the gentle melody of ā€œSlipping through my fingersā€ filling the empty apartment. Your eyes were watering, to the point that everything was starting to get blurry. A shaky exhale left your lips.
Today has simply been a rollercoaster. Kissing Spencer goodbye this morning was the highlight of the day. What followed was nothing short of an emotional disaster.Ā 
Youā€™d teared up during breakfast, images of picking berries with Spencer flying through your mind. The desire to make it a reality was strong.Ā 
Following that had come the overwhelming urge to bawl your eyes out, for no apparent reason whatsoever. Just cry and cry until you had it all emptied out and you could take a deep breath and continue with your day. So, cry you did, and then youā€™d finished with your chores for the day.Ā 
Apparently letting it all out and emptying your tear supply hadnā€™t happened. Seeing as around 3:30 youā€™d started missing your boyfriend so much, the need to hear his voice had won out, so youā€™d called him. You felt the need to have him home to hold you because this monthā€™s visit from mother flow was making you feel like a crybaby.
But then there was disappointment at the notion that you needed to wait close to 3 hours before that could happen. So you quickly ended the call before he could pick up on the tone of your voice, and then you shed a few tears.Ā 
Now here you were, rewatching Mamma Mia because you really needed a pick me up, and once again, eyes shining as the tears started falling. At this point, it was a losing battle, so you let them fall, humming to the song with a broken voice.Ā 
Thatā€™s exactly how Spencer found you, not a minute later. His keys were in his hand, the satchel on his shoulder, and he was just a little bit out of breath.Ā 
The moment his eyes met you, they softened as he dropped everything and sat down next to you. His hand reached up and he cradled the side of your face, wiping your tears away.Ā 
ā€œHey, sweetheart. Whatā€™s wrong?ā€ He asked in a whisper.
ā€œLook at Donna painting Sophieā€™s nails, itā€™s...ā€ You hiccuped, another wave of tears washing over you. ā€œAnd youā€™re home, why are you home?ā€ Your question was met with a furrow in his brow, as his thumbs continued wiping underneath your eyes.Ā 
ā€œYou called.ā€ He answered simply.Ā 
ā€œBut you said-ā€ He stopped you before you could finish your sentence.
ā€œI did, yes. But you sounded off and sad, so. Want to tell me whatā€™s going on?ā€ He prompted you gently as he pushed your hair back and pulled you into his lap after, feeling like you needed the physical contact.Ā 
You werenā€™t ashamed to admit it, per se, but you were ashamed that your hormones had caused him to leave work and race home to be with you.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s my period,ā€ you mumbled, hands wrapping around his neck as you hid your face in his chest, too tired to prevent your eyes from watering again. ā€œItā€™s been going on all day. Randomly, Iā€™d just get so emotional, and the tears would start. I was missing you so much too, and then hearing the song, bam, tears again. Iā€™m so done with this Spence.ā€ You sounded barely coherent, with your face pushed as close to him as possible.Ā 
It all made sense now, youā€™d been cranky a few days ago, and then youā€™d told him last night your cramps were unbearable, so he knew you were on your period, but right now he felt like an idiot for not figuring it out himself.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s okay, everything is fine. The drop in estrogen and progesterone, following your ovulation triggered this. This in turn reduced the production of serotonin, your happy hormone. So, we just need to boost it a bit.ā€ He whispered into your ear as you played with the hairs at the nape of his neck.Ā 
ā€œHow?ā€ You sighed into his chest, almost being able to pick up on the sound of his heartbeat.
He got deep in thought for a few seconds as you breathed in his scent, and a sense of calmness slowly overtook you now that he was home and holding you. One of his hands was running soothing circles on your back as the other held your hand, fingers interlocked.Ā 
ā€œHow about we take a trip to the store and get you some snacks? Weā€™ll pick up dinner on the way home and then I'll hold you some more and you'll pick a movie for us to watch.ā€ He suggested, kissing the crown of your head once, twice, and many more times until you gave him an answer.Ā 
ā€œYeah, yeah, I think that would help, but just having you here has done wonders.ā€ You finally laid your head against his chest, looking up to meet his eyes. He smiled, and so did you. Having him here really had helped immensely, and when had it not? He was your other half, your rock, and even when your emotions ran rampant or you were feeling down, just his presence, his touch, and his understanding were enough to make it all okay.Ā 
Later in the evening, Penelope sent you a photo of Sergio sleep-hugging a little plushy youā€™d gotten him, and the waterworks started all over again. Luckily, Spencer was there, wiping your tears and kissing your head, saying a thousand things without actually speaking a word.
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mclqren Ā· 8 months ago
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BALLERINA ā˜… LN4
PAIRING āœ¦ lando norris x fem!ballerina!reader
SUMMARY āœ¦ you play odette in the 'swan lake' ballet, and you manage to capture the attention of an f1 driver who has come to watch [ SMAU ]
WARNINGS āœ¦ cursing
REQUESTED āœ¦ here!
NOTES āœ¦ reader plays odette in the swan lake ballet, and is british. sheā€™s good friends with carmen, georgeā€™s girlfriend. the fc i've used is pdm.clara, but feel free to picture whoever you want! my requests are open so feel free to leave a request :)
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user23 LANDO NORRIS BAGS A GIRL
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rafeandonlyrafe Ā· 5 months ago
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warnings: 18+ only, smut, volleyball player!reader, college au, established relationship, p in v sex, unprotected sex
ā€œgood luck out there baby.ā€ rafe presses a kiss to your cheek before smirking. ā€œnot that you need it.ā€
ā€œoh, stop.ā€ you roll your eyes. sure, you're the favorite to win your states collegiate volleyball championship, but you're not discounting the other college.
ā€œall aces for me, yeah?ā€ rafe asks, hoping no one can manage to get a hand on your powerful serves.
ā€œyou know it.ā€ you run your hands over rafes chest, admiring his jersey, knowing your name is on the back.
ā€œim gonna be in the front row.ā€ rafe says. he always is, your biggest supporter and number one fan, always traveling with you to your games no matter how far away they are.
ā€œokay.ā€ you turn to look at your team entering the locker room. ā€œgotta go.ā€
ā€œlove you.ā€ rafe presses his lips against yours, knowing that the next time he kisses you, he'll be kissing a state champion.
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your heart beats fast, sweat dripping down your forehead. it's your last serve of the game. already a blowout, but you won't get ahead of yourself by celebrating too early.
you do your usual routine. bounce the ball three times. look up, find rafe in the crowd, back down, two more bounces, then up. your open hand makes contact with the ball, slamming it forward. it barely skirts over the net, so much power that a girl on the other team takes a step back to avoid it.
the ball hits the floor and the crowd erupts into cheers.
the front row, all of your teams closest family and friends, rushes onto the court. you ignore the clapping on the back from your teammates and their attempted hugs as you look for rafe.
ā€œtold ya.ā€ you whip around at rafes voice, launching yourself into his arms.
ā€œnever had a doubt.ā€ rafe holds you close, your arms wrapped firmly around his shoulders as he lifts you, allowing your legs to wrap around his waist.
ā€œcouldn't have done it without you.ā€ you say. it sounds corny but it's true, rafe is such a constant that he's become part of your routine.
ā€œy/n.ā€ your back stiffens at the voice of your coach as you slide out of rafes arms, waiting for a scolding at the public display of affection, but her usual cold face is warm as she pulls you into a tight hug. ā€œim proud of you.ā€
ā€œthanks, coach.ā€
you look to rafe with surprise in your eyes, and he is equally shocked. ā€œwho knew all it would take to soften her was to win the state championship.ā€ you roll your eyes before stepping back into rafes hold. it's all you want.
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ā€œno, no, no.ā€ rafe says, slotting the ribbon back over your neck. ā€œkeep the medal on.ā€
you are completely naked except for the chunk of gold hanging from your neck, the image of a player spiking the ball over the net carved into it.
rafe moves you effortlessly, wanting to see your face as he angles you towards the mirror, kneeling behind you. his big hands run over your bum and then between your thighs, his fingers swiping through your folds.
ā€œfuck me.ā€ you whine out, making rafe swat at your ass, a silent warning that you know means to be patient.
rafe doesn't leave you waiting for long, it's your celebration after all. he pushes his hips forward and buries his cock in your cunt in one smooth and quick motion.
ā€œoh god.ā€ you moan out, eyes moving to meet rafes in the mirror, seeing the way his jaw drops as he moans.
ā€œso warm and wet for me baby.ā€ rafe says, hands swirling over your ass while he gives you a second to adjust, but he can't give you any longer than a moment as he begins to thrust.
your eyes roll back in your head as he pounds into you. as much as rafe likes teasing and drawing your lovemaking out, he needs to properly congratulate you and bring you to your high.
the medal is swinging as your body moves with every powerful thrust, the slick sounds of rafe entering your pussy spreading around the hotel room.
ā€œthat's my girl, let me hear you moan.ā€ rafe doesn't care that your team is in every room on this floor of the hotel, certainly they won't judge you for celebrating.
you let your voice free, moans starting out softly before they grow with every pump of rafes hips, his cock hard and long inside of you, pushing against your walls.
his hand wraps around your midsection, dropping to your pussy to rub directly on your clit instead of his usual swiping around in circles, smiling as he watches your face in the mirror.
ā€œfeels good?ā€ rafe asks, even though he doesn't need to. he just wants to hear you say it.
ā€œfeels so good, rafe.ā€ you whine out, brows scrunching together as your eyes close, having to squeeze them shut from the pure pleasure pushing through your system.
ā€œyeah? gonna cum for me baby? my good girl?ā€ rafe bends over, pressing his front into your back. ā€œmy champion?ā€
rafes finger speeds up, keeping his cock buried inside of you as he feels you pulsing around him, able to tell exactly when your orgasm hits by the way your entire body shudders in pleasure, cunt clamping down so tightly on his cock that rafe cums without having to move.
your moans match each other as you both cum, rafe pressed close to you as your highs ride out.
ā€œgod, baby.ā€ rafe groans, pulling out as you collapse forward, his hands quickly spreading your cheeks to watch as his cum slips out of your pussy.
ā€œshit, that was good.ā€ you drop to your side, turning to smile up at rafe as he also breaths heavily, chest rising and falling.
ā€œyeah it was.ā€ rafe grabs your thigh, pulling your legs apart. ā€œready to go again?ā€
ā€œhuh?ā€ you question, blinking your eyes open to look at rafe.
ā€œyou're my champion, you think im going to stop after one orgasm?ā€ rafe leans over you, giving a press to your lips and then a kiss for the gold medal resting against your chest. ā€œwe're going to be celebrating all night long.ā€
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cyberm4n Ā· 9 months ago
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HI I LOVED UR HYPERSEXUAL FEM READER HEADCANONS UR WRITING IS SO GOOD
Soo I'm here to request the vees (mainly vox but idc) x hypersexual Fem reader pleasee šŸ˜­šŸ™
if not that's okay and I hope you have a nice day/night!! feel free to delete this lol
-xoxo, Ari
THANK YOU <3333 i love the vees and ive been looking for an excuse to write them so this is perfect
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vees with hypersexul reader
going with the same scenario as last time- you've just finished a round and (char) is spent but you're already ready to go again
怊ā€” vox ā€”怋
ā–  he seems like a 2 rounds kinda guy so after that second round and yall are just laying there he is SPENT
ā–  so when you roll over to lay on his chest like "one more time?" with a little smile on your face, as if yall did not just violently fuck it takes him a moment
ā–  he's spent, so spent. but he really wants to please you
ā–  he'd get used to it tbh. like he's mentally prepared everytime now but maybe sometimes he can do a round 3
ā–  he'd resort to toys i think, only the best for his girl <3
ā–  there's also something he loves about getting to hold you and watch you writhe in pleasure and he just gets to watch
ā–  he'd always take your preferences into mind with toys too. like if you want smth specific he's got it for you
ā–  i feel like he might prefer if yall are spent at the same time so the foreplay goes CRAZY
ā–  like it's not just foreplay it's actual rounds of getting you to cum before the main event yk
ā–  or sometimes he'll just ask if it'd be okay to be done for the night when he is
ā–  he doesn't mind either way but he'd definitely want to communicate about it
ā–  so yeah it might take him a little bit to adjust bit he'd be just fine!
怊ā€” valentino ā€”怋
ā–  okay let's be real this man fucks A LOT so he can probably do like. 3 or 4 lengthy rounds before he's tapped out
ā–  it's making me giggle about it but like okay val is a kinky guy, and like especially if the first time yall do anything it's a little bit rougher he is SHOCKED when you're down for more
ā–  he's prly into something like overstim where normally you kinda gotta reel from it after so when he's done and it takes you like. a minute or two to be like "do you wanna do it again?" he judt looks down at you so confused
ā–  he takes a moment, blinking. he'd definitely ask if you're kidding or smth and then finding out you're not he has to take a moment
ā–  like, he finds it fucking awesome but jesus christ he's finally met hsi match
ā–  he might use toys on you or go down on you, depends how he's feeling tbh
ā–  i think he'd lean towards going down on you, idk he just seems like he'd be a bit of a munch.
ā–  and if you're okay with it when yall fuck in the future he's constantly just seeing how far you can go before you're spent
ā–  long story short he's totally chill abt it when he gets used to it and thinks it's fucking great
怊ā€” velvette ā€”怋
ā–  okay im literally giggling and kicking my feet while typing this
ā–  she seems like a 2 or 3 round kind of gal
ā–  idk femxfem sex doesn't really go in rounds ime but like. yk.
ā–  so after she's spent, she's like so ready to cuddle up and sleep. but then you're caressing her cheek, nuzzling into her neck. "again?" you murmur and she has to take a moment
ā–  cause like, she's just super surprised you're still ready for another.
ā–  she'd ask the most questions abt it. like she'd want to just know more so she can support you better
ā–  she'd go down on you tho! anytime! she definitely has toys but she seems like the type to be more inclined to eat you out
ā–  if she gets tired of that she'd use a toy on you. but she stays engaged the whole time, super attentive.
ā–  she's a service switch so like getting to keep you pleased like this makes her feel good and she doesn't mind at all
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ā–  once again, all of them would embrace it and they do not mind at all!
ā–  if you guys with the poly hc for the vees i think it just makes it so much better for them to know it's really hard to burn you out
ā–  i loved this request ty <3
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afro-hispwriter Ā· 6 months ago
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My Dornish Love
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Aemond Targaryen x Martell!reader
Warnings- arranged marriages, heavy implications of masturbation
Wc- 2.3k
I donā€™t intend for this to be the only part, but weā€™ll see.
part 2
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A marriage proposal between Martells and Targaryens isnā€™t unheard of. But the Martells always refuse in the end. They were far too stubborn and prideful the council members would think.Ā 
There was a war coming, and everyone knew. The greens need all the support they can get. And having Dorne on their side can turn things around heavily. Dorne may not have large numbers of fighters, but their skills make up for it.Ā 
When Qoren Martell received a letter from Queen Alicent in hopes that he would accept a marriage between his eldest daughter and her second son. Everyone expected the prince to decline, but he surprised everyone by agreeing. It was a tour for her to get to know the Prince but it was clear the decision had already been made regardless.
When you, the princess, found out. You were furious.
ā€œI donā€™t understand, we have never accepted anything that would mean having Dorne become part of the kingdoms.ā€ You paced in front of your father.
ā€œAnd it is time to change that.ā€ He says and you huff.Ā 
ā€œYou know why theyā€™re doing this, the Targaryens are on the brink of yet another war and they are making sure to bring everyone into it.ā€Ā 
ā€œWe donā€™t know that.ā€Ā 
ā€œYes we do, and youā€™re putting me in it.ā€ When he didnā€™t respond you turned away to start walking away.
ā€œIts simply a tour to see if you are compatible, Y/n. You and your brothers will be sailing for Kings Landing in two days, be ready.ā€Ā 
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Those two days came by quickly. Your handmaidens had some of your things packed for those three weeks and the ship loaders were finishing up.Ā 
ā€œWhat if I donā€™t like him?ā€ You ask your father as both of you wait on the docks.
ā€œThen you donā€™t marry him.ā€
ā€œIm sure the decision is already made. This tour is just a formality.ā€ You cross your arms. ā€œYou wonā€™t even be there.ā€
ā€œYour brothers will be there in my place.ā€
ā€œWhat if he is cruel? Targaryen men are said to be cruel.ā€Ā 
ā€œThen I'm sure his death will be deemed a mere accident.ā€ His voice almost had an amusing tone. A shipmaster called out that everything was ready. Qoren grabbed you by your arms and turned you to face him. ā€œWrite to me.ā€
ā€œI will.ā€ Your lip quivered and he kissed your forehead before grabbing your hand to guide you to a boat. Your brothers, Ryon and Deziel jumped in after you.
ā€œDonā€™t miss us too much,ā€ Deziel says waving at the man and Ryon rolls his eyes.Ā 
ā€œDonā€™t destroy Kings Landing,ā€ Qoren says and walks away with his hands behind his back.
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Aemond knew this conversation would come. This is what he was waiting for. He would do his duty, and he hoped the Dornish woman would agree.Ā 
ā€œI'm sure you hear how unprincipled the women of Dorne are, brother.ā€ Aegon laughed next to Aemond. ā€œThey are wild in the brothels now imagine the princess herself.ā€ Aemond continued to ignore him and paid attention to his book. ā€œBut I'm sure you know enough thanks to me.ā€ Aemond tightened his hand on the book. ā€œBut I never see you have fun so you might have to rely on your betrothed.ā€Ā 
Aemond slammed the book shut and stood up.Ā 
ā€œThey will be here soon.ā€ He says and starts walking out of the library.Ā 
ā€œThe ship was only recently spotted and even then they are still a few days out. Donā€™t get your cock in a bunch.ā€ Aegon mumbled the last bit into his cup. ā€œOr maybe you canā€™t wait to stick-.ā€ He was cut off by the library door slamming shut.Ā 
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Once the ship flying the flag of House Martell was seen on the Blackwater. The people of King's Landing were eager to see the Princesā€™ and the Princess themselves as most of them had only seen Dornish merchants.
The royal family went by carriage. Alicent gave her children one of her talks about being on their best behavior. It was mostly pointed at Aegon who sat there bored, Helaena sat fiddling with a bracelet, while Aemond looked out the windows. The carriage stopped just a few feet from the docks and a queen's guard member opened the door. Alicent stepped out first, followed by Helaena, then Aemond, and finally Aegon.Ā 
A few ships had already docked. Mostly merchants were eager to set up their shops or make deliveries. The ship said to be carrying the princess and the princes docked and a plank was lowered. A herald of Dorne stepped out first and looked at the family.Ā 
ā€œPrince Ryon, Prince Deziel, and Princess Y/n Martell of Dorne!ā€ People cheered loudly and clapped as they watched the three of you step off the boat.Ā 
You grab Dezielā€™s hand and he helps you step off. The guards stepped off after and cleared a path. Ryon and Deziel kept their hands on the hilds of their swords as they began walking.
ā€œI see the Queen and her children,ā€ Ryon says and juts his chin over the hill. You looked over and saw the red-headed woman and the three silver-headed princes and princess.Ā 
You looped yours and Dezielā€™s arms together and Ryon led you up the steps. You instantly saw the man who is your betrothed. He stood tall by his family, hands behind his back and a stoic look on his face.Ā 
ā€œThe terrible, Prince Aemond,ā€ Deziel whispers in your ear and you roll your eyes.
ā€œStop, I'm sure they are just rumors.ā€Ā 
ā€œSure.ā€Ā 
Ryon opened his arms with a smile.
ā€œYour grace, how well it is to see you.ā€ He says and grabs Alicents hands with care and brings them up to his plump lips.Ā 
ā€œPrince Ryon, the last time I saw you, you were a child.ā€ She says with a slight blush.Ā 
ā€œYes, well as you see. I have grown quite a bit.ā€ If you knew your brother, you were sure he gave the queen a wink and his charming smile that makes so many women and men fall at his feet. Alicents face went redder and Ryon squeezed her hands before releasing them. ā€œAs much as I enjoy your presence, your grace, I was hoping to see the Hand. Speak to him about my sister and your second son.ā€ Ryon flashed a look at Aemond.
ā€œMy father has other matters but I assure you, the Princess will be taken care of.ā€ Ryon looked around before nodding.
ā€œMy brother will ride with all of you to the Keep as well. I still have other matters to deal with for my father.ā€Ā 
ā€œOf course.ā€ The Queen says then looks at Aemond. ā€œAemond.ā€ She gave him a tight-lipped smile and he knew what that meant. He stepped forward, his long legs had him in front of you.Ā 
ā€œPrincess, I'm glad you are here.ā€ His voice was cold but his face was neutral. He grabbed your hand and kissed it softly. You squint your eyes at him before smiling brightly.
ā€œPrince Aemond, it is lovely to meet you.ā€Ā 
ā€œHmm.ā€ He dropped your hand and held his own back behind him. He stared at you, mostly taking you in while trying not to linger on your cleavage. Did you have a belly piercing?Ā 
ā€œOh darling you should cover up a bit, someone brings the princess something to cover up.ā€ Alicent urged and you instantly frowned.
ā€œNo it's alright your grace, I wear clothes like this all the time.ā€ She gave you a tight-lipped smile before nodding.
ā€œWell we best get back, you must be exhausted.ā€ Alicent walked back to the carriage and Aemond stayed by you.
ā€œApologies about her, she is very modest.ā€ He says and you shrug.
ā€œWell, she is going to have to get used to it.ā€ You say to him softly so nobody can hear. You received no response making you roll your eyes.Ā 
ā€œLet's get you home Princess.ā€ You frowned.
Home?
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When you sat next to Aemond in the carriage, your perfume hit his nostrils. You smelled heavenly, like fruit with a twinge of the salty sea. Nobody spoke on the road back to the Keep.Ā 
But you and Deziel admired the outside. You had never been to Kings Landing so it was all new territory for you. It made you nervous.Ā 
The horses stopped in front of the Keep and the door popped open. The Queen and Helaena left first, then Aegon, followed by Deziel, and finally you and Aemond. The castle was huge, you and Deziel started at it in awe.Ā 
ā€œIt's quite ugly.ā€ He says quietly you gasp and slapped his arm.Ā 
ā€œDeziel! Donā€™t say things like that.ā€ Everyone looked at you in confusion so you just smiled reassuringly.Ā Ā 
ā€œOur handmaiden, Thea.ā€ Alicent beckoned over one of the servants. She was a pretty girl, with brown hair, fair skin, and green eyes. ā€œI have assigned her to your service, she will lead you to your temporary chambers until a decision is made. Your brother as well will be shown his way.ā€
ā€œThank you, your grace.ā€Ā She squeezes your bicep before leaving to go inside.
ā€œPrincess, would you like me to show you your room? I'm sure you are tired.ā€ Thea asks and you nod.
ā€œLead the way.ā€ She gives you a big smile before turning around. You start to follow her and you see Deziel had already been led away. You locked eyes with Aemond who stood by the horses now, watching you. ā€œI will see you later, Prince Aemond.ā€Ā 
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ā€œYour things will be brought up shortly princess, would you like me to draw you a bath in the meantime?ā€ Thea asks and points to the small tub in your new room.Ā 
ā€œYes and if you have any salts that would be greatly appreciated.ā€ They did a small bow before leaving. You were finally alone, even if it were for a couple of minutes. Your new room was only a bit bigger than the one back in Dorne but extremely boring.Ā 
You took the liberty of stepping onto the balcony to see where you would be living. The view was beautiful. Birds flew and you could see how tiny the small folk looked.Ā 
It all still looked so sad, maybe it was the time of day but it made you miss Dorne all the same. They came in with some help to fill up the tub with warm water. She then dumped some soothing salts into the water.Ā Ā 
ā€œWould you like help in undressing princess?ā€ She asks and you shake your head.Ā 
ā€œNo, that's quite alright, I will send for you once I'm ready.ā€ She bowed and left. You hovered your hand over the water, letting the steam hit it. You slipped the material of your dress down your shoulder and it pooled at your feet. You kicked your flats off so they clattered on the floor. You grabbed the edges of the tub and slowly settled into the water.Ā 
The warm water was welcoming after being at sea for over a week. You could have slept in it if it werenā€™t for a knock on the door.Ā 
ā€œCome in!ā€ You yelled out and the door creaked open and you heard footsteps.
ā€œPrincess?ā€ It was none other than your betrothed.
ā€œOver here, Aemond.ā€ You say and turn your head to face the panels that cover the tub from sight.Ā 
ā€œI wondered-.ā€ Aemond rounded the corner and the second he locked eyes on your state, his long legs had him behind the panels again.Ā 
ā€œMy apologies, I will leave you to your business.ā€ He said and there was a slight shake to his voice.
ā€œCut the shit Aemond.ā€ You say and he freezes. ā€œCome back, I want to talk to you.ā€ He didnā€™t move but you could see the top of his head. ā€œI want to see the face of a man I might marry when I talk to him.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re not decent princess.ā€
ā€œOh stop being so honorable for 5 minutes please.ā€ He heard the water move around. Aemond sighed before rounding the corner and revealing himself again. His breath hitched when he saw your figure, you sat facing him and the lack of bubbles gave him a clear view of your breasts. ā€œSoak it in my prince, who knows how long it will be before you see me like this again.ā€Ā 
Aemonds face turned pink at your words and suddenly his boots were the most interesting thing in the world.
ā€œYou stand strong but standing in the presence of a naked woman you shrink.ā€ His fists squeezed. ā€œWould you like to feel the touch of a woman?ā€
ā€œWhat did you want to talk about my lady?ā€ He says harshly, making you smirk.Ā 
ā€œI want to talk about our potential betrothal. Regardless of our choice, its clear this is dire enough that we need to get married but I will ask you , Aemond.ā€ He looked up, this time his eye solely on your face. ā€œWill you sleep with anyone else?ā€
ā€œNo, I will remain faithful to you during this as long as I receive the same from you. This isnā€™t Dorne.ā€
ā€œI am aware, Aemond.ā€ You frown. ā€œI would like to get to know you though, maybe something good can come out of this.ā€ His jaw tightened but it then relaxed.
ā€œOf course, my lady.ā€Ā 
ā€œY/n.ā€ You say. ā€œCall me by my name Aemond, we are going to get very close.ā€
ā€œAs you wish.ā€ Aemonds hands went behind his back.Ā 
ā€œAs much as I enjoy having you here, I'm sure they are close to bringing my things, so I can either make room in this tub for you or you best be on your way.ā€ You say and grab the bar of soap and washcloth. ā€œOr you can watch and just hide.ā€ There was an amusing look on your face.Ā 
He let out a ā€˜Hmmā€™ and gave you a small smile.Ā 
ā€œAnother time, Y/n.ā€ Your name rolled off his tongue so fluently. Aemond walked away until he made it to the door and shut it behind him.Ā 
ā€œYou will be the death of me Aemond Targaryen.ā€ And your hand dips into the water to find a home in between your legs.
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nathaslosthershit Ā· 3 months ago
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ā€œNotice meā€ ā€œBeg for it" (LN4)
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Summary: After what feels like centuries of back and forth flirting, Lando and his Mclaren teammate have tired people out with their inaction to do something about their very obvious crushes. Aka the 5 times they confused fans with their interactions + the one time they made everything clear (SMAU)
Part of my summer event! Warnings: Zak Brown, Reader sort of takes Oscarā€™s place? Also the timeline on this is weird sorry
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mclaren Proud to announce our official driver lineup for the next season as yourusername joins the McLaren familyšŸ§”! Canā€™t wait to see her and Lando in action next seasonšŸ‘ŠšŸŽŠ
username1 oh I am about to be unbearable once we get more content with these two
username2 i have no one i can tell about this
mclaren guess how we felt having to keep it a secret!
zbrownceo welcome to the family yourusername!
yourusername happy to be here!!!
yourusername Thank god the news is finally out, you all donā€™t know how hard it was to not scream it from the rooftops once I signed my contract
landonorris Wouldnā€™t want anyone else as a teammate šŸ‘Š
yourusername I would
landonorris wasnā€™t what you were saying earlier
landonorris ā€œoh Lando, what a dream come true to drive alongside you, Iā€™ll be such a good teammate youā€™ll forget all about Carlos-whats-his-face and the other old guyā€
danielricciardo why am I catching strays?
yourusername youā€™re saying I havenā€™t made a pretty good impression? Maybe I should have stayed at Alpineā€¦
landonorris definitely not saying that, please don't leave
username3 the vibe between these two is off-
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yourusername P3! My highest yet šŸ‘Š! What a blast this year has been so far and we have still got a couple races to go! While I could talk about how thrilled I am with my first podium in F1, it wouldnā€™t be right to not mention my teammateā€™s spectacular race, earning him his first F1 win. So happy I could be on the podium right next to you, Lando, to celebrate your first (of many) wins! šŸŽ‰
username1 they sure do put every other duo to shame with how much they support each other
username2 Landoā€™s win was amazing but my god I would rather talk about her overtakes
landonorris always the best supporter šŸ‘Š
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f1gossip Spotted: landonorris and yourusername seem to be spending quite a lot of time together on their summer break! While most teammates like to take this time to get away from the people they work with every day, these two seem to do the opposite, getting quite comfy with each other while on a eurotrip together.
username1 they canā€™t do this to me oh my god
username2 completely unprofessional in my opinion! They are coworkers they should not be vacationing together, especially since they are wearing revealing outfits at the beach. Disgusting how much this sport has changed
username3 you will live i swear its not that big a deal
username4 usually id argue against getting into drivers' business but it does seem inappropriate to be going to the beach and having dinner alone with your teammateā€¦
username5 dont know who i am more jealous of tbh
username6 im sorry do you people not want them to get along?
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yourusername team meetings and court (mclaren) ordered teammate bonding
username1 lando norris make it less obvious how in love with your teammate you areĀ challenge (impossible)
zbrownceo I donā€™t think we ordered any bonding, you guys are close enough already. Maybe I will file a restraining order between you two so you guys stop distracting one another?
landonorris sorry boss šŸ˜ž
yourusername boo you are no fun old man
zbrownceo want to rethink that last comment yourusername?
yourusername we promise we wonā€™t distract each other as much, Mr. ZakBrownCEO
landonorris notice me
yourusername beg for it
carlossainz you both may be happy now but just wait until he replaces you with a fancy new teammate and forgets all about you
yourusername stop being a diva
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landonorris Going into today I wasn't expecting the technical failure that would cause us to have to retire the car. Because it wasnā€™t an easy day for me by any means, id much rather take the time to congratulate my favorite person on her first Formula 1 win. Seeing you grow from your rookie season till now has been such a wonderful thing to witness. Its even better to be by your side while you do it. No one is more deserving of this win. Congrats on your first (of many) wins :)Ā 
username1 he is so in love i am sick
username2 who do they think they are fooling
usernamer3 so sorry to see you dnf šŸ˜¢but glad to see you are in bright spirits
yourusername Lando šŸ˜­ such an incredible day and an even better celebration afterwords. Thanks for being by my side all this time, I couldnā€™t have done it without you
landonorris we both know damn well you would be just as successful, maybe even more considering how much of a distraction I am for you šŸ˜‰
yourusername the only thing distracting about you is your stupid face and annoying personality
landonorris I guess you are just spewing out a bunch of lies today huh?
username4 they are already hot rich drivers why do they get to be in love too?Ā 
username5 fr leave some happiness for the rest of us
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yourusername yes, we know you all knew this but let us have this moment please
username1 oh my god what a shock šŸ™„
username2 how will we ever get over this newsšŸ™„
username3 how could they have deceived us for so long
username4 nah i canā€™t even pretend like this is breaking news.
yourusername I knew it was a rumor but I wasnā€™t expecting everyone to know šŸ˜€
landonorris I always thought we were kind of discreet about itā€¦
username5 are you kidding? It would be less obvious if you guys held up signs that said ā€œwe are in loveā€
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everythingne Ā· 4 months ago
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ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øą­§Ėš āž› double gold - gr63
the most undescreet mercedes fan makes her way to the olympics for team usa. people very quickly learn why she's very unhinged about her love for all things mercedes.
george russell x usa gymnast!reader / fc: suni lee
warnings/notes: reader is mentioned to have had kidney disease in the past/going through dialysis (shout out suni lee my WIFE) everytime i write a george win he either dnfs or disqualifies. i should stop. i also made this SO FAST. ignore any formatting mistakes.
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uruser: represented my team (USA) and my team (merc) and then promptly fell asleep on the bus bc my awe of being here is too much for my little brain :(
tagged: mercedesamg, teamusa, and two others...
lilymhe: literally boarding my flighttt !!! im so so proud see u soon !
ā¤· uruser: pls tell me you stole alex's hoodie for me...
ā¤· lilymhe: he'll never know
ā¤· alexalbon: these are PUBLIC comments.
user1: every once and a while i forget lily is not only dating an f1 driver, but her cousin is literally an OLYMPIC FUCKING GYMNAST?
alexalbon: SO PROUD WE WILL SEE U AFTER THE GP!!
logansargeant: i love knowing one of the powerhouses the us sends to the olympics
ā¤· uruser: aweeee love u too logannn <3 (US PRIDE THIS WEEKEND BITCH U BETTER NOT FINISH LAST)
ā¤· logansargeant: yes ma'am i will make u proud
user2: good luck !!
user3: MAKING THE USA PROUD ONE NAP AT A TIME
mercedesamg: we love our biggest supporter <3
ā¤· uruser: i love YOU mercedes
georgerussell: best of luck yn :)!!
ā¤· uruser: thanks georgie :D!
ā¤· alexalbon: hello?? what is this??
ā¤· lilymhe: eyeing you russell
ā¤· georgerussell: literally what have i done wrong
ā¤· landonorris: nah you cant flirt with his future in laws
ā¤· georgerussell: if saying good luck is flirting, i have news for everyone.
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uruser: talked about it in an interview, but i struggled with my blood pressure all day. i've been lightheaded, swollen, and exhausted, but i did it. we fought through it, and ur girl is moving to finals!!
tagged: gk, teamusa
georgerussell: incredible work today !
ā¤· landonorris: rooting for the enemy i see
ā¤· uruser: thank you george <3
teamusa: that's our girl!!
user: so proud of u as a fellow kidney disease survivor <3
user1: girl had a bp of 140 and still beat like everyone. my fucking queen.
alexalbon: ez work queen get back to training
uruser: yessir
lilymhe: get ur meds and take it easy!! love uuu see u for dinner <3
landonorris: u make it look easy
uruser: trust. its so hard.
simonebiles: i dont know how you do it. ur so amazing.
ā¤· uruser: coming from the goat herself ?!!!!
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georgerussell: left it all out on the track today. absolutely honored to do this a second time so soon.
tagged: mercedesamg, f1, barcelonagp
uruser: YAAAA GEORGIEEE!!! congrats!!!
ā¤· georgerussell: thank u :)
user: GEORGE W!!!!
lewishamilton: amazing as always george. first half of the season crushed.
ā¤· georgerussell: it's only up from here mate
simonebiles: the tears @ uruser shed for this win...
ā¤· jordanchiles: we will finally get peace and quiet on weekends
ā¤· uruser: shut up get a hobby both of you
alexalbon: incredible drive as always george
landonorris: ur so mean for not letting me pass :(
oscarpiastri: best fight of the season so far. looking forward to more.
ā¤· georgerussell: hope to see you on that top step again mate
uruser: lets go george lets go george
ā¤· georgerussell: my personal cheerleader <3
ā¤· alexalbon: delete that heart or so help me god
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uruser: this 'lazy' athlete skipped her dialysis today to win A FUCKING GOLD MEDAL!!!! YAAAAAA!!!! so so so proud of my girls for the team effort put together for this all around win. you are the greatest. (yes lily and alex, i am doing dialysis now.)
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ā¤· uruser: gonna pout over it, honey?
ā¤· user: is this not flirting?
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user: SHE SKIPPED HER DIALYSIS FOR FLOOR??
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alexalbon: DIALYSIS IS VERY IMPORTANT. IM GOING TO HIT WHOEVER SAID YOU COULDN'T DO IT.
ā¤· uruser: IM DOING MY DIALYSIS RIGHT NOW WHY ARE YOU MORE STRESSED THAN LILY??
ā¤· alexalbon: because YOU'RE A BABY
ā¤· uruser: YOU ARE NOT THAT MUCH OLDER THAN ME FUCKER
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uruser: bronzed. sharing that podium with rebecca and simone is such an honor. up and up we go!! <3
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ā¤· user: YN LEARNING PORTUGUESE TO SPEAK WITH REBECCA HAS MY WHOOOLLLEEE HEARTTTT
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uruser: GOLD in beam. and y'all know how much beam and i fight. there are no amount of words to express the joy im feeling. wow. thanks to my lovely brit @ georgerussell for the support for his girlie across the pond <3
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alexalbon: i am so.
alexalbon: what the fuck?
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alexalbon: GEORGE???
ā¤· uruser: was me liking mercedes a weird amount not enough of a hint for you?
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ā¤· uruser: my boyfriend is a FORMULA ONE DRIVER. how fucking cool is that!???
ā¤· georgerussell: cool enough for you to go to dinner with me?
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whatā€™s your type? ā€” gojo satoru.
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ā€œSenpai, can I ask you something?ā€ ā€œAsk away.ā€ ā€œ.........Whatā€™s your type?ā€ You blinked, your eyes darting to him. The rustle of leaves against the wind was loud. ā€œWhat?ā€ ā€œIā€¦.I liked that photo of Waka Inoue, but itā€™s nothing much. Shoko said its icky cause itā€™s creepy that Waka Inoue looks like her butā€”ā€ You start to laugh. ā€œGojo, you are something, arenā€™t you?ā€
GENRE: post hidden - inventory arc (2010s)
WARNING/S: domesticity, fluff, angst, trauma, implied death, violence, romance, hurt/comfort, character death depiction of death, depictions of loss and depression, depiction of blood, depiction of killing, depiction of suffering, depiction of anxiety, mention of death, mention of grief, profanity, family drama;
WORDS: 10k words.
NOTE: feeling a little bit better, no more fever. but im still longing for satoru. he won second place in the last poll, so his story has to be contrasting sukuna!!! thank you for still reading my works and healing with me. it's really healing to just take time and see him be the silly man he is. i love him so much, guys. so so much!!!
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November 2005
IT'S ALMOST BEEN SIX MONTHS AND SOMEHOW HE STILL DOESNā€™T KNOW YOU. And because of this he doesnā€™t think he can sleep at night. You were Gojo Satoru's senpai, a figure shrouded in mystery and calm that even he, with all his power and insight, could not easily unravel. To Satoru, you were more of an enigma than he could ever hope to beā€”a person who never spoke more than necessary, and when you did, it was with careful precision, revealing only what was directly asked.
You were a Zen'in by blood, yet you never uttered a word of reproach against your relatives, despite their reputation. It was no secret that the Zen'in clan was a place of harshness and cruelty, but you kept your thoughts tightly sealed, never letting your personal feelings slip. Not even with discontent, it somehow never found a way out of your lips. Your life outside of missions and the classroom was a locked box that Satoru could never open.
Gojo Satoru canā€™t help it, but he often finds himself wondering about you. Your restraint, your quiet strength. Everything about you was so unlike him, so tranquil and graceful and yet, in some ways, it was what made you so fascinating to him. He knew you didnā€™t like the higherā€“ups, nor the clan elders; it was in the way your deep purple eyes would narrow ever so slightly during meetings, in the subtle tension in your posture.
But you never voiced your displeasure, not even in private. Yagaā€“sensei thinks you got that from your father. And you were too much like him. It was unquestionable, unshakable, vibrant loyalty to the jujutsu world, but Gojo Satoru couldn't tell whether it was out of duty, fear, or something else entirely.
For someone like Gojo Satoru, who thrived on breaking down barriers and challenging the status quo the moment he was born, your unwavering silence on certain matters was almost infuriating. He doesnā€™t think you were that way when you were born either. But perhaps he was used to being the one who held all the cards, who saw through people with ease.
Yet with you, he was left guessing, speculating. You were the aloof cloud he can never understand. Even when he tried to prod for more, you would give him just enough to satisfy his immediate curiosity but never enough to truly understand you. And thatā€™s what he wanted. He wanted to understand you. To get to know you. To be close to you.
It wasn't that you were cold or distantā€”far from it, he thinks. You were always there, always supportive when it mattered. Maybe even more than Yagaā€“sensei sometimes. But you kept your past, your thoughts, and your emotions locked away in a treasure trove heā€™s been trying to find. And just as always, it was leaving Satoru to wonder what kind of experiences shaped the person you were. Were you haunted by the same ghosts that plagued him, or was your silence a shield against something far darker?
To him, you were like a mirror that reflected his own complexities. The first in centuries to be born with the gift of Ryomen Hiromi, the only heir of the Zenā€™in clan in its lifetime. But maybe you were someone with a filter that softens the edges. You represented a kind of strength that didnā€™t need to flaunt itselfā€”a quiet resilience that came from facing the world with resolve and not letting it change who you were at your core.
In a world full of curses and chaos, where everyone had their demons, you remained the one riddle Gojo Satoru couldnā€™t solve. A mystery he wished to solve. And perhaps that was why, despite all his power and knowledge, he found himself drawn to you again and again, in search of the answer to the question that haunted him the most: Who were you, really? Who was this senpai he looked up to the most?
The room was quiet, save for the sound of Gojo Satoru's footsteps as he paced back and forth. His restless energy filled the space, making it impossible for Geto Suguru to focus on his book. After a few more laps, Suguru finally had enough and gave up, placing the book aside.
"Satoru, would you stop that? You're making me dizzy." Suguru said, rubbing his temples in frustration. ā€œAnd now the book feels moot to your annoying footsteps.ā€
Satoru paused mid-step, looking at Suguru with a pout. "I can't help it! Iā€™m just too curious about them. Theyā€™re always so secretive."
Ieiri Shoko, who had been watching the scene unfold from her spot on the couch, took a drag from her cigarette before chiming in. "Let him be, Suguru. At least heā€™ll burn off some of that energy. We might actually get some peace and quiet later."
Satoru shot her a playful glare. "Iā€™m not that bad."
Shoko raised an eyebrow but didnā€™t argue the point. Instead, she leaned back and let out a soft sigh, enjoying the rare moment of levity. "Uh-huh, keep telling yourself that."
Suguru, however, wasnā€™t quite done. "You shouldnā€™t pry into their life, Satoru. Thatā€™s their business, not ours."
Satoru crossed his arms, his curiosity still burning brightly in his eyes. "But they never talk about anything! Don't you want to know more about them?"
Shoko nodded in agreement with Suguru. "I do, but itā€™s not our place to dig into their past. If they want to share something, they will. Until then, we respect their privacy."
Satoru sighed, his excitement dimming slightly. He knew they were right, but it didnā€™t make it any easier. There was something about the mystery that you carried with you that kept pulling him in, a puzzle that he was desperate to solve.
"Fine." he conceded, plopping down on the couch next to Shoko. "But it doesnā€™t mean Iā€™m not going to keep wondering."
Suguru chuckled, shaking his head. "Knowing you, thatā€™s as close to restraint as weā€™re going to get."
Shoko smirked and gave Satoru a light tap on the head. "Just donā€™t let it consume you, alright?"
Satoru grinned, though the curiosity still lingered in his expression. "No promises.ā€
Satoru leaned back on the couch, trying to shake off his curiosity about you, but it was harder than he expected. His mind kept wandering back to the mystery that was his strong, dependable senpai. Despite the warnings from Suguru and Shoko, he couldn't help himself.
"Come on, Suguru, donā€™t you wonder about anything? Like, what type of women theyā€™re into?" Satoru suddenly asked, unable to keep the question to himself any longer.
Suguru rolled his eyes, clearly not interested in entertaining Satoruā€™s curiosity any further. He has had enough for a whole day already. He sighed. "Satoru, seriously? I thought you put it to rest already!ā€
ā€œBut I wanna know more about them. Whatā€™s their favorite mochi? Do they like coffee? Whatā€™s their favorite cafe? Do they like idols? Whatā€™s their typeā€”ā€
ā€œSatoru, stopā€”Ah, my ear! That was so loud!ā€
ā€œSuguboo!ā€ The blue eyed sorcerer cried as he leaned against Suguruā€™s shoulder as Suguru groaned with exasperation, trying to get Satoru off him.
But Shoko, who had been lazily biting the lollipop in her mouth, suddenly perked up at the sight.Ā  A mischievous glint appeared in her eyes as she pulled out her flip phone, her fingers typing away with practiced ease.Ā 
Satoru noticed and immediately scooted closer. "Wait, Shoko, what are you doing? Do you know something? Donā€™t tell me you have senpaiā€™s number. Are you texting them? Tell me! Iā€™m dying here!"
Shoko grinned, enjoying the moment as she finished typing. She flipped the phone around, showing Satoru the screen.
His cerulean. eyes zeroed in on the contact name: Utahimeā€“senpai. Then, underneath, a simple message: Eh? Hmā€¦..Yukiā€“senpai asked them one time, and Yuki-senpai said that they answered Norika Fujiwaraā€”thatā€™s our senpaiā€™s type, which bummed Yuki-senpai. She's not senpai's type.ā€™
"Yuki-senpai, the special grade abroad?"
"I guess so." Shoko retorted back to Suguru. "Apparently she and our senpai's close."
"Hm, that makes sense." Suguru nodded back at his friend. "Huh, I never expected that senpai would be into women. Good for them."
"Right?" Shoko grinned back at the long haired sorcerer. "Women are the best!"
For a moment, Satoru just stared, processing the information. "Wait, Norika Fujiwara? Thatā€™sā€¦"Ā 
"Yup." Shoko said, her grin widening as she leaned back, clearly amused by his reaction.
Satoruā€™s eyes widened as it finally hit him. "Our senpaiā€¦ is into women?"
Shoko chuckled as Suguru shot her a mildly disapproving look, but even he couldn't suppress a small smile.Ā  "You know, this makes sense now. Kyoto High has K-1 events on their TV. And Norika Fujiwara's on the programs sometimes."
"Heh, you're right!" Shoko grins at her friend. "I wonder if they only watch for Noriko Fujiwara."
"I don't think our Senpai's that shallow, Shoko."
"Well anyway, you did say you wanted to know more about them." Shoko said, putting her phone away. She raised her thumb up for Satoru. ā€œNow you do!ā€
Satoru was stunned. He had always respected you as a powerful and composed figure, but somehow this revelation made you even more intriguing in his eyes. "Wowā€¦ just when I thought I couldnā€™t admire them more. They're becoming cooler by the day. You guys don't understand!"
Suguru sighed, shaking his head at the whole exchange. "Satoru, you really are something else."
"Hey, Iā€™m just appreciating my senpai!" Satoru shot back, but his tone was lighter now, a mix of surprise and admiration in his voice.
Shoko smirked, clearly pleased with herself. "Well, now you know. Just donā€™t let it go to your head."
Satoru nodded, but it was clear from his expression that this little tidbit of knowledge had only deepened the enigma that you were to him.Ā Because he couldn't help it, when it came to you. He couldn't help but want to know more.
He stood up, trying to open his canned soda and sighed. He thinks he feels faint. But maybe, just maybe, its the weather. He feels unwell, somhow. Gojo Satoru sighed. He should sleep more.
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THE AUTUMN LEAVES MARKED YOUR ARRIVAL. The next few days saw you at Jujutsu High, filing a report about a recent mission in the Tokyo Metropolitan Area. The mission had gone smoothly, but there was something about the activity at a nearby temple that piqued your interest, so you planned to stay on campus all day before heading out to investigate.
Satoru had been unusually quiet since your arrival. He watched you from a distance, his usual playful banter replaced by a thoughtful silence. He still hadnā€™t figured out how to bring up what heā€™d learned about youā€”how could he, when the revelation had left him so distracted?
By the time you suggested sparring, hoping to shake off the tension in the air, Satoru seemed eager to agree. The two of you moved through the training area, exchanging blows with a familiarity that spoke of years of experience. But something was off. Satoru wasnā€™t as sharp as usual; his mind was clearly elsewhere.
You took advantage of the momentary lapse in his concentration. In a quick, fluid motion, you downed him, pinning him to the ground with a sigh.Ā He groaned, feeling the ground and gravel against his face.
"Youā€™re stupid to let me have a shot at downing you, Gojo-kun." you muttered, shaking your head. ā€œThat was a rookie mistake.ā€
Satoru blinked up at you, startled by your words, before realizing his mistake. He had let his guard down completely. He sighed, a rare admission of fault slipping past his lips. "Yeah, sorry. Iā€™m justā€¦ distracted."
You raised an eyebrow, still holding him in place. "Distracted? What's going on, Gojo-kun? Is it about a mission or something to do with the jujutsu youā€™re working on?"
He hesitated, trying to find the right words. It wasnā€™t like him to be at a loss, but this was different. His thoughts were clouded by what he had discovered, and now, faced with you directly, he wasnā€™t sure how to bring it up. Finally, he decided to dodge, just a little.Ā 
"Itā€™s nothing serious. Just something on my mind that I canā€™t quite shake."
You narrowed your eyes, clearly not convinced but deciding to let it slide for the moment. You released him, standing up and offering a hand to help him up. "Well, whatever it is, donā€™t let it cloud your judgment. You canā€™t afford to be distracted out there."
Satoru took your hand and stood up, brushing the dust off his clothes. He nodded, a small smile forming on his lips. "Yeah, I know. Thanks, senpai."
You studied him for a moment longer, clearly aware that something was off but choosing not to press further. "Just remember, Gojo-kunā€”whatever it is, you can talk to me. Iā€™m here if you need anything."
He nodded again, appreciating your offer but still unsure how to approach the topic of what heā€™d learned. "Iā€™ll keep that in mind."
With that, the two of you continued your sparring session, but Satoru's thoughts remained tangled. The revelation had stirred something in him, and he knew he couldnā€™t keep it to himself forever. But for now, he would focus on the task at hand, trying to push the distraction aside until he could find the right momentā€”and the right wordsā€”to bring it up with you.
You cracked open your canned soda, the familiar hiss of carbonation filling the quiet evening air. Taking a sip, you glanced at Satoru, who was fiddling with his own sweet drink, clearly still wrestling with his thoughts. You couldnā€™t help but smile, the tension between you now a thing of the past.
ā€œSenpai, can I ask you something?ā€
ā€œAsk away.ā€
ā€œ.........Whatā€™s your type?ā€
You blinked, your eyes darting to him. The rustle of leaves against the wind was loud. ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œIā€¦.I liked that photo of Waka Inoue, but itā€™s nothing much, really. Pretty face, pretty lady. But I have to say, Shoko said its icky cause itā€™s creepy that Waka Inoue looks like her butā€”ā€
You start to laugh. ā€œGojo, you are something, arenā€™t you?ā€
He blushes, almost embarrassed as you shake your head at him. ā€œ......Is it bad?ā€
ā€œHm, not at all.ā€ You snickered at him. ā€œYouā€™re just curious. But I now have a question!ā€
ā€œYā€“yes, senpai?ā€
ā€œWas it Meiā€“Mei or Utahime?ā€
ā€œ!?ā€ His face was priceless. It was as though he was a child who had just been caught stealing cookies during the night in the kitchen.
"Ah, Shoko must have asked Utahime." you began, the amusement evident in your voice, "Man, that girl has a big fat crush on Shoko, doesnā€™t she? She just gave up easily. At least with Meiā€“Mei, it will be a good five million yen.ā€
Satoru didnā€™t respond immediately, focusing instead on opening his drink. His silence spoke volumes, and you chuckled once more with a softer essence, shaking your head.Ā 
ā€œWell, itā€™s not like Iā€™m hiding anything.ā€ You tout, sighing as you look at him. ā€œBut I guess that Iā€™m not as obvious as they come, I suppose.ā€
Taking another sip, you continued, "I do like Fujiwara Norika. Sheā€™s my type of woman. Looking back at it now, she reminds me of someone I dated once. And I think that makes Yuki-chan feel like she has to dye her hair brown now."
Satoru froze mid-sip, and the next thing you knew, he was sputtering, spitting out his drink in surprise. "Youā€¦ you dated before?" he blurted out, his eyes wide with shock. "Do...do I know them?"
You couldnā€™t help but laugh at his reaction. "Why wouldnā€™t I? Iā€™m older than you by a couple of years, you know? And it wasnā€™t really a secret....Hm.....Would you know? I don't think you liked anyone else from the other clans. But I guess in a way, it doesn't matter, you know?ā€
Satoru stared at you, still processing what you had said, but then he noticed the brief flicker of sadness that crossed your face, even when you try to laugh it off. It was subtle, barely there, but for someone as perceptive as Satoru, it was impossible to miss. His usual playful demeanor softened, and he watched you carefully, sensing that there was more to the story.
You sighed, looking out at the horizon, your voice quieter now. "I loved someone a long time ago, Gojo. And it broke my heart when she left. But thatā€™s over now.ā€
The weight of your words hung in the air between you, and for once, Satoru didnā€™t know what to say. He could see the pain in your eyes, a pain that was buried deep but still lingered, like an old wound that hadnā€™t quite healed.
"But, Gojo-kun....you knowā€¦." you continued, your voice growing steadier, "I didnā€™t love her because she was a woman. Or that she looked like Fujiwara Noriko. Even if that's what others believed. I loved her because she brought me to life."
Satoru was silent, absorbing what you had just shared. He could see now that your quiet strength, the way you carried yourself, had been shaped by experiences that ran deepā€”experiences that he had never even guessed at.
You turned to him with a genuine smile. "People like us have the rarity of that, don't you think? Not has the shot to be brought to life by love."Ā 
For a moment, the two of you stood there, the setting sun casting long shadows around you. Satoru finally broke the silence, his voice uncharacteristically soft. "Iā€™m sorry, senpai. I didnā€™t mean to bring up something painful."
You shook your head, offering him a reassuring smile. "Itā€™s alright, Gojo-kun. You didn't upset me at all. Itā€™s part of life, part of who I am. And you asked properly. It was right to be honest. Besides, what makes us human if we don't carry our own stories with us, donā€™t we?"
Satoru nodded slowly, feeling a new sense of respect for you. He had always admired your strength, but now he understood that it wasnā€™t just about power or skill. It was also about the resilience you had built through the pain of loss, through the love that had once lifted you and then left you heartbroken.
"Thanks for telling me, senpai." he finally said, his usual bravado tempered by genuine gratitude.
You nodded, appreciating his sincerity. "Just remember, Gojo-kun. Your curiosity isnā€™t a bad thing. But some things take time to understand. Donā€™t be in such a hurry to know everything all at once. Even about me. Justā€¦.just enjoy things little by little.ā€
He smiled, a small, thoughtful smile that showed he was taking your words to heart. "Iā€™ll try to remember that."
You leaned closer to him and let your palm pat his head. He gasped, looking up to you as he nearly dropped his soda. You laugh. ā€œArenā€™t you my cute, curious and dependable kouhai, Gojo Satoru!ā€
Gojo Satoru felt his ears turn red as much as his body. He lowered his head, enjoying your touch on his hair. Gentle and yet tenderly comforting all at once. He wished you didnā€™t have this much of an effect on him. But he supposed that he knew that heā€™s not good like that when it comes to you.Ā 
With that, the two of you stood in comfortable silence, sipping your drinks as the last rays of the sun dipped below the horizon, leaving the world bathed in twilight. It was a rare, quiet moment between two powerful sorcerers, a moment where the weight of your shared experiences brought you closer together, not just as comrades, but as individuals who had lived, loved, and lost in the ever-unforgiving world of jujutsu.
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January 2006
ITā€™S HARD TO BELIEVE ITS NEW YEAR AGAIN.The cold Kyoto air was crisp as Satoru, Suguru, Shoko, Nanami, and Haibara made their way up the steps to your familyā€™s ancestral Mikoto temple in the heart of Kyoto. The New Year had come fast approaching, and while you had insisted they didnā€™t need to make the trip all the way to Kyoto just for you, Gojo Satoru had been adamant to see you. As he always was. He was just that sort of young man.
Satoru's enthusiasm for joining you at the temple for New Year's was palpable, his childlike pout accentuating just how much he wanted to be there. Despite your logical protests about the cold and the crowd, Satoru seemed undeterred, his energy almost infectious.
ā€œItā€™ll be too crowded, Gojo-kun.ā€ you said with a raised brow, trying to keep a firm stance on your decision. ā€œAnd not to mention too cold. Just stay in Tokyo.ā€
But Satoru wasn't one to give up easily, especially not when it came to spending time with you. He pouted, his lower lip jutting out in a way that made you sigh in exasperation. ā€œEhhhhhh, I donā€™t want to.ā€ His voice was a playful whine. ā€œCome on, senpai! Me being there would make it all fun.ā€
Suguru, always the calm voice of reason, chimed in from beside him, hands casually tucked into his pockets. ā€œWeā€™re going to be there too, Satoru.ā€ he pointed out, his tone laced with subtle amusement. ā€œAre we just chopped liver to you?ā€
Shoko, ever the instigator, snickered at the exchange. ā€œWhen it comes to our senpai, that big baby is going to be thinking about him.ā€
Satoruā€™s indignant protest was immediate. ā€œHey, Iā€™m not a big baby!ā€
Before you could respond, Haibaraā€™s grin lit up the conversation. ā€œIā€™ll go too! I think it would be fun to see how Bishamon temples do festivals.ā€
Nanami, however, wasnā€™t as enthusiastic. ā€œI donā€™t.ā€ he mumbled under his breath, pushing his hair out of his face with a resigned air. ā€œIt would be too cold. And I donā€™t wanna get a cold.ā€
"Hey! You'll offend senpai like that!" Haibara pouted at Kento.
Nanami Kento turned to you with a blank face. "Does it offend you, senpai?"
"Not at all." You grinned at him.
"See, they don't mind."
"Huh!? But I do!" Gojo Satoru retorted back. "You're going, Nanami!"
"I don't wanna."
"No, you're going!"
"Satoru, don't be so loud."
"But Suguboo!"
"I can't believe I'm stuck with all of you." Shoko huffed, cigarette smooke coming out of her mouth.
Despite your earlier reservations, you couldnā€™t help but feel a warmth spread through you at the thought of all of them wanting to be with you for the New Year. It was going to be a lively celebration, that much was certain. Even after many times youā€™ve told them to not go, they still told you they were going. And sure enough, it was too cold all the way around.Ā 
Nanami sighed, adjusting the scarf around his neck as they neared the temple gates. "This is ridiculous. We could have celebrated in Tokyo."
Haibara, ever the optimist, smiled brightly at his friend. "Donā€™t worry, Nanami. Iā€™m sure everything will be well. Itā€™s New Yearā€™s day, after all. We should be celebrating together."
As they reached the top of the steps, they were greeted by the sight of Kusakabe and Utahime already there, standing near the entrance of the temple. Iori Utahime was wrapped in a thick coat, her breath visible in the chilly air. Beside her, Kusakabe Atsuya was typing away on his flip phone. When Utahime spotted Satoru, her expression immediately shifted to one of irritation.
"Why are you here, Gojo?" she asked, her voice carrying a mix of suspicion and annoyance.
Satoru grinned at her, his usual carefree attitude on full display. "Because Iā€™m your favorite kouhai, of course!" he replied, his tone teasing as ever. ā€œArenā€™t you happy? To be graced by my presence, Utahime?ā€
Utahimeā€™s eye twitched in irritation, and she started towards him, clearly ready to give him a piece of her mind. But before she could get too close, Kusakabe quickly stepped in, gently pulling her back. Everyone was looking at them but none of that mattered to Gojo Satoru who continued to grin at his elder.
"Utahime, let it go. Itā€™s New Yearā€™s day!" he urged, trying to keep the peace. ā€œSenpaiā€™s also here, we canā€™t cause headaches for them!ā€
"But heā€”!" Utahime began, only to be cut off by Kusakabe, who was already steering her towards the temple entrance, hoping to diffuse the situation.
Satoru just chuckled, clearly enjoying the reaction heā€™d gotten out of her. "Sheā€™s so easy to rile up." he said to Suguru, who merely shook his head with a smirk.
Shoko, who had been watching the exchange with a bemused expression, nudged Satoru. "Maybe try not to annoy everyone before the night even begins." she suggested, though there was little bite to her words. ā€œUtahime, donā€™t mind him.ā€
"Whereā€™s the fun in that?" Satoru quipped, but he did ease off, his attention shifting to the temple grounds. He leaned towards Shoko. ā€œHeh, love sick.ā€
Shoko slapped his arm. He flinched and groaned in pain. ā€œYeah, thatā€™s what I thought.ā€
You emerged from the temple just as they were finishing up their banter, surprised to see so many familiar faces. "I thought I told you guys not to bother coming all the way out here." you said, though there was no mistaking the warmth in your tone. It was clear you were happy to see them, despite your earlier protests. ā€œItā€™s very busy here, I didnā€™t want you guys to suffer waiting.ā€
Satoru stepped forward, handing you a small package wrapped in festive paper. "No way we were letting you celebrate alone, senpai! Besides, it wouldnā€™t be a proper New Year without you. Or me. Together.ā€
ā€œHeh, love sick.ā€ Suguru snickered lowly.
ā€œShut up!ā€ Satoru slapped his arm.Ā 
You accepted the gift with a smile, though your gaze softened at the sight of them all gathered together. "I appreciate it. Truly.ā€
Nanami, still grumbling under his breath, finally spoke up. "Next year, weā€™re doing this in Tokyo."
Haibara laughed, patting Nanami on the back. "Weā€™ll see about that, Nanami. For now, letā€™s just enjoy the night."
As the group made their way inside, the temple's warm glow and the smell of incense welcomed them. The sounds of laughter and conversation filled the air as they prepared to ring in the New Year together. Despite the long journey and the cold, it was clear that none of them would have wanted to be anywhere else.
You ushered everyone inside the temple, the warmth from the lit braziers immediately driving away the chill of the winter night. The monks at the temple were handing out hot drinks to keep warm. Nanami took two, as the others enjoyed one. Satoru thinks that it was sweet plum tea, but itā€™s not sweet enough for him.
The templeā€™s interior was adorned with traditional New Yearā€™s decorationsā€”pine branches, plum blossoms, and bamboo, all carefully arranged to welcome the coming year.Ā  Gojo Satoru was often here as a child, being a descendant of Hiromi.
He can pinpoint the places he had studied with his Mikoto teachers. But he has never seen it in this way, with all its vibrant decorations. He supposed that he was always celebrating New Years at those boring clan parties.Ā 
The air was thick with the fragrant scent of incense, and the sound of gentle chanting echoed softly through the corridors. The bells rang as people prayed in front of the statue of Bishamon. The line was the longest he had ever seen, probably longer than when he buys new Digimon merchandise. But he supposed that it would be the case. The Hiromi Shrine was the most popular of the Bishamon worship shrines in Kyoto, especially because of the performances.
"Make yourselves comfortable." you told them with a smile. "Iā€™ll be back soon. I have to prepare for the dance offering to Bishamon. Itā€™s a tradition I have to lead."
ā€œHeh, you dance, senpai?ā€ Shoko questioned, drinking her plum tea. ā€œJust like Utahime.ā€
You smiled back at her. ā€œHm. Iā€™m a priestess in Mikoto shrines also. Bishamon likes being praised, after all. So, it is part of our duty.ā€
ā€œYour dancing has always been immaculate, senpai.ā€ Utahime cheered as she looked towards you. ā€œGraceful as always.ā€
ā€œDoes this mean you know this?ā€ Suguru turned to Satoru with a curious face. ā€œYou have common ancestry with that, donā€™t you?ā€
ā€œI was taught, but I wasnā€™t allowed to perform it.ā€ Satoru retorted back, fixing his glasses. ā€œIā€™m still a Gojo, you know?ā€
ā€œIā€™ll be going now.ā€ You tell them, fixing the pleats on your haori. ā€œI still have to change clothing.ā€
ā€œGood luck, senpai!ā€ Haibara says, clapping his hands. Nanami mumbled the same but in a lower tone.
You giggled. ā€œYou have my thanks. Enjoy the show, okay?ā€
The group nodded in silent agreement, their eyes following your form as you disappeared deeper into the temple. The faint sound of your footsteps echoed briefly before being swallowed by the hushed serenity of the sacred space. As the heavy wooden doors closed behind you, a soft thud resonated through the air, leaving them standing in the warm, golden glow of the temple's main hall.
The ancient architecture loomed around them, exuding an aura of timelessness and reverence. Flickering candles cast gentle, dancing shadows across the polished floors, while the subtle scent of incense hung in the air, intertwining with the soft murmur of distant prayers. It was a place where the divine felt near, a sanctuary where the world outside seemed to fade away, leaving only the sacred atmosphere to envelop them.
Each of them felt the weight of the templeā€™s history, the centuries of devotion embedded in its very walls. Here, in this tranquil space, they were reminded of the depth of their connection to you, and the unspoken bond that drew them all together, even in the quietest of moments.
Satoru leaned against a pillar, his eyes following the path you had taken. "This is a big deal." he said, breaking the silence. "The dance offered to Bishamon isnā€™t just for show. Itā€™s a prayer for protection, strength, and victory in the coming year. As descendants of the Hiromi clan, it has to be taken with care and concentration.ā€
Shoko, intrigued, glanced at him. "So you know all about this, then? In great detail."
Satoru shrugged, a hint of pride in his voice. "Yeah, Iā€™ve seen it done before, in the Mikoto household. But senpaiā€¦ theyā€™ve always taken it to another level. Theyā€™re the real deal when it comes to this tradition."
Suguru nodded thoughtfully, glancing around at the intricate decorations. "Itā€™s rare to see someone so deeply connected to their heritage like this. Itā€™s impressive."
Nanami, still somewhat grumpy from the trip, nevertheless looked interested. "It must be a lot of pressure, carrying on such an important tradition."
"It is. Sheā€™s the only third one to hold Hiromiā€™s cursed technique. So sheā€™s held in high regard." Satoru agreed, his gaze still fixed on the doors you had disappeared through. "But senpai handles it like itā€™s nothing. Thatā€™s just how they are."
As they talked, the soft sounds of preparations being made drifted through the temple. The atmosphere grew more reverent, the chatter fading into a respectful silence as they waited for the ceremony to begin.
When the doors finally opened again, they all turned to look. You emerged, dressed in the finest Heian-era clothing, each layer of silk and brocade meticulously arranged. The colors were vibrant, yet harmonious, a testament to the skill and care that had gone into the ensemble. Your hair was styled in the traditional manner, adorned with delicate ornaments that caught the light as you moved.
The group fell silent, their eyes drawn to you as you approached the altar. Gojo Satoru felt his breath catch in his throat, completely awe-struck. He had seen you in combat, had witnessed your strength and skill countless times, but this was different. This was a side of you he had never truly seen beforeā€”regal, composed, every movement filled with grace and purpose.
As you took your place before the altar, the room seemed to hold its breath. The flickering candlelight reflected off the golden statue of Bishamon, the god of war and warriors, who stood as the protector of the temple. You began to dance, your movements slow and deliberate, each gesture a prayer offered up to the deity.
The bells chimed softly in time with your steps, the melody hauntingly beautiful. The sleeves of your kimono floated gracefully through the air, and the rhythm of your movements told a story of reverence, dedication, and unbroken tradition. Every step, every turn, was imbued with a power that transcended the physical, connecting the past with the present, the divine with the mortal.
Satoru was mesmerized, his usual playful demeanor replaced with an expression of deep respect and admiration. He had always known you were special, but seeing you like thisā€”fully embracing your role as a descendant of the Hiromi clan, leading this sacred ritual with such grace and authorityā€”was something he hadnā€™t anticipated.
As the dance continued, the room seemed to glow with a warmth that went beyond the physical. It was as if the very spirit of the temple had come alive, watching over the ritual with benevolent eyes. The other sorcerers watched in respectful silence, each of them feeling the weight of the moment, understanding that they were witnessing something truly sacred.
When the dance finally came to an end, you stood before the altar, hands folded in a final gesture of prayer. The room was silent, the only sound was the soft crackling of the braziers. Then, slowly, you turned to face your audience, your expression calm and serene.
The group remained silent, each of them still processing what they had just witnessed. Satoru, however, couldnā€™t help the small smile that tugged at the corner of his lips. He had always known you were extraordinary, but tonight, that belief had been solidified in a way he hadnā€™t expected.
As you stepped down from the altar, Satoru caught your eye, and for a brief moment, there was an understanding between youā€”something that didnā€™t need to be spoken. It was in the quiet awe in his gaze, in the way he nodded slightly, acknowledging what you had just done.
"That wasā€¦ amazing." Shoko finally said, breaking the silence, her voice filled with genuine admiration.
ā€œRight?ā€ Utahime grinned from ear to ear. ā€œSenpaiā€™s been practicing this for months!ā€
ā€œI always wondered how they have the time to do all this.ā€ Kusakabe whispered under his breath. ā€œThat was justā€¦.amazing.ā€
Suguru nodded in agreement, a rare look of respect on his usually calm face. "Yeah. Truly."
Nanami, who had been skeptical about the whole thing, couldnā€™t help but nod as well. "I can see why this tradition is so important."
Haibara, always the optimist, beamed at you. "You were incredible, senpai!"
You smiled softly, bowing your head in thanks. "Thank you. Iā€™m glad you could all be here to witness it. It means a lot to me."
As the night continued, the group moved on to the other festivities, but Satoru remained quiet, still caught up in the image of you dancing under the templeā€™s sacred light. He knew he would never forget this New Year, nor the way you had shown them all the true depth of your heritage and strength.
As the night wore on, the temple grounds gradually filled with the sounds of celebration. The solemnity of the ritual had given way to a more festive atmosphere, with laughter and chatter echoing off the ancient stone walls. The group of sorcerers mingled, sharing stories and enjoying the warmth of the small fires that had been lit to stave off the winter chill.
Satoru, however, found himself oddly quiet amidst the festivities. He stood a little apart from the others, his gaze often drifting back to where you were, speaking with Utahime and Kusakabe near the shrine. The image of you during the dance was still fresh in his mind, replaying over and over again like a scene from a film.
He had always admired youā€”respected you, even. You were his dependable senpai, someone who had taught him much, someone who had always been there. But tonight, something had shifted.
The way you had moved, the way you had commanded the space during the ritual, had revealed a side of you that he hadnā€™t fully grasped before. It wasnā€™t just about strength or skill. It was about who you were at your coreā€”a person deeply connected to your heritage, someone who carried the weight of tradition with grace and dignity.
As he watched you now, a realization began to creep up on him, one that he hadnā€™t seen coming. It wasnā€™t just admiration he felt. There was something moreā€”something deeper that made his heart beat a little faster, made him more aware of your every movement, every word.Ā 
It hit him all at once, like a sudden gust of wind that took his breath away. Satoru Gojo, the strongest sorcerer, the one who was always so sure of himself, found himself completely and utterly disarmed by this newfound awareness.
He liked you. A lot. More than he hoped.
The thought was startling, and for a moment, he didnā€™t know what to do with it. Love wasnā€™t something he had ever given much thought toā€”his life was too chaotic, too filled with danger and responsibility. But standing here, watching you laugh with the others, he couldnā€™t deny it. It was there, unmistakable and undeniable, a feeling that had been building without him even realizing it.
Shoko noticed his distant expression and wandered over, nudging him with her elbow. "Youā€™ve been quiet. Whatā€™s going on in that head of yours?"
Satoru blinked, pulling himself out of his thoughts. He glanced at Shoko, then back at you, still trying to process what he had just figured out. "Justā€¦ thinking." he said, his voice a little softer than usual.
Shoko raised an eyebrow, her curiosity piqued. "Thatā€™s a first. What about?"
He hesitated for a moment, then gave a small, almost sheepish smile. "Senpai."
Shoko followed his gaze and immediately understood. Her usual smirk softened into something more genuine. "Youā€™ve got it bad, huh?"
Satoru sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Yeahā€¦ I think I do."
Shoko didnā€™t tease him this time. Instead, she nodded thoughtfully, her gaze lingering on you. "You know, itā€™s not surprising. Theyā€™reā€¦ special."
"Yeah." Satoru agreed quietly, his eyes never leaving you. "They really are."
The two of them stood there in silence for a moment, each lost in their own thoughts. Satoru felt a strange mix of emotionsā€”excitement, anxiety, and something he wasnā€™t quite sure how to name. Love was a powerful thing, and for someone like him, it was both thrilling and terrifying.
But as he watched you smile, saw the way you interacted with the people around you, he knew one thing for certain: whatever came next, whatever he had to face because of this realization, he was ready for it. Because this feeling, this loveā€”he knew it was worth it.
"Guess Iā€™ve got some things to figure out," he muttered, more to himself than to Shoko.
She chuckled softly. "Youā€™ll manage. You always do."
Satoru smiled, feeling a little more grounded. He wasnā€™t sure what he was going to do about this newfound love, but for now, just knowing it, acknowledging it, was enough. The night was still young, and there was timeā€”time to enjoy this moment, time to figure out what to do next.
As the celebration continued, he allowed himself to relax, to savor the warmth of the fire and the sound of your laughter. There was no rush. For the first time in a long while, Satoru Gojo was content to just beā€”content to stand by, to watch, and to let his heart lead him wherever it wanted to go.
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February 2010
HE HAD NEVER EXPECTED THIS OUT OF HIS LIFE. In the first months after your marriage, Gojo Satoru found himself grappling with a whirlwind of emotions he hadnā€™t fully anticipated. Marriage, to him, had always been an abstract conceptā€”something distant and almost inconceivable.
After all, he was Satoru Gojo, the strongest sorcerer alive, someone who walked a path few could follow, always teetering on the edge of danger. He had grown accustomed to a life where attachments were fleeting, where relationships were superficial at best, and where he never had to worry about being tied down by anything or anyone.
But now, everything had changed. With a simple gold band on his finger, a tangible symbol of a bond he never thought heā€™d have, Satoru realized he was in completely unfamiliar territory. The weight of that ring was more than just the metalā€”it was the responsibility, the commitment, and the vulnerability that came with it.
In those early days, he found himself waking up in the middle of the night, his hand subconsciously reaching out to make sure you were still there, a silent reassurance that this wasnā€™t just a dream. Heā€™d never been one to fear anything, but the thought of losing you, of this newfound connection slipping through his fingers, sent a chill down his spine. It was a feeling he didnā€™t quite know how to processā€”a mixture of fear and protectiveness, of love and uncertainty.
Satoru had always prided himself on being in control, of being able to predict and outmaneuver any threat. But thisā€”this was different. Loving you, being married to you, was something he couldnā€™t strategize his way through. There were no enemies to defeat, no curses to exorcize, just the simple, profound reality of sharing his life with someone else. And that terrified him more than he cared to admit.
Heā€™d catch himself watching you when you werenā€™t looking, his gaze softening in a way that was so unlike the confident, cocky sorcerer everyone knew. He marveled at how easily you fit into his life, how you managed to break through the walls he had built up over the years. The way you understood him, the way you didnā€™t flinch in the face of his power or his occasional bouts of arroganceā€”it was as if you had always been meant to be there, by his side, grounding him in a way nothing else ever had.
But with that grounding came a vulnerability that Satoru wasnā€™t used to. He was no longer just the strongest sorcererā€”he was your husband, a role that demanded a different kind of strength, one that he was still learning to wield. The idea of being responsible for someone elseā€™s happiness, of being someone you could rely on, made him question everything he thought he knew about himself. Could he really be the partner you deserved? Could he protect you not just from the dangers of the world, but from his own flaws and insecurities?
These questions haunted him in the quiet moments, when the world slowed down and it was just the two of you. He was used to facing challenges head-on, but this was different. This was about being present, being open, being honestā€”things that didnā€™t come naturally to him. And yet, despite the doubts and the fears, there was something about being with you that made him want to try, to be better, to grow into the role he never thought heā€™d take on.
As the months passed, Satoru began to understand that marriage wasnā€™t about being perfect, or about having all the answers. It was about the journey you were both on, together, learning and growing with each step.
He realized that it was okay to be unsure, to be afraid, as long as he was willing to face those fears with you by his side. And slowly, he started to let go of the idea that he had to be invincible, that he had to carry the weight of the world on his own. Because now, he had you, and that was a strength unlike anything he had ever known.
Heā€™d never been one to doubt himself, but when it came to you, things were different. There were moments when he would catch himself overthinking, a rarity for him. Did you really want to be married to him, or had circumstances forced your hand? The thought gnawed at him more often than heā€™d like to admit.
After all, your relationship hadnā€™t exactly been conventional. You had always been enigmatic, revealing only pieces of yourself when asked, keeping much of your life private. Even when Satoru confessed his feelings, he wasnā€™t entirely sure how you felt. You accepted his proposal, but he couldnā€™t shake the lingering suspicion that you might have done so out of obligation or to avoid being entangled with the Zenā€™in clanā€”a fate worse than anything he could imagine for you.
There were nights when he would lie awake, staring at the ceiling of your shared room, trying to figure out how to navigate this new reality. He loved youā€”he knew that much. But he was terrified that maybe, just maybe, you didnā€™t feel the same. Maybe you had simply chosen the lesser of two evils, and he was the one left trying to make sense of it all.
Satoru wasnā€™t used to feeling insecure. He was used to being in control, always confident in his abilities and decisions. But with you, everything was different. You were his equal in so many waysā€”strong, intelligent, capableā€”but you were also someone he couldnā€™t quite read, someone who could keep secrets even from him.
One evening, as you both sat in the quiet of your home, Satoru couldnā€™t keep it in any longer. You were sipping tea, looking as serene as ever, while he fidgeted with his hands, uncharacteristically restless.
ā€œCan I ask you something?ā€ he began, his voice quieter than usual.
You looked up at him, sensing the shift in his tone. ā€œOf course.ā€
He hesitated, unsure of how to phrase what he wanted to ask. ā€œWhen we got marriedā€¦ Did youā€¦ I mean, did you want to?ā€
You raised an eyebrow, clearly surprised by the question. ā€œWhat do you mean?ā€
He sighed, running a hand through his hair in frustration. ā€œI justā€”sometimes I wonder if you did it because you really wanted to or because it wasā€¦ the better option. Better than being forced into something with the Zen'in clan.ā€
You set your tea down, regarding him carefully. For a moment, the room was silent, the weight of his question hanging in the air. Then, you reached out, taking his hand in yours.
ā€œSatoruā€¦..ā€ you began, your voice steady, ā€œI wonā€™t lie to you. I didnā€™t have the kind of love story that most people dream of. My life was never about fairy tales or perfect endings. And yes, part of me did see our marriage as a way to avoid a fate I didnā€™t want.ā€ You squeezed his hand, your gaze never leaving his. ā€œBut thatā€™s not the only reason I said yes.ā€
His breath caught as he listened, his eyes searching yours for any sign of insincerity. ā€œThen what made you say yes, to me being your husband?ā€
ā€œI said yes because I trust you.ā€ you continued, your voice soft but firm. ā€œI trust you in ways Iā€™ve never trusted anyone before. Andā€¦ I wanted to see where that could lead. I may not have been in love with you when we first got married, but I knew there was potential for something real between us. Something worth exploring.ā€
Satoruā€™s heart swelled at your words, but there was still a part of him that needed to know more. ā€œAnd now?ā€ he asked quietly. ā€œHow do you feel now?ā€
You smiled, a genuine, warm smile that reached your eyes. ā€œNow? I donā€™t regret it for a second. Youā€™ve become someone I care about deeply, someone I respect andā€¦ yes, someone I can trulyā€¦.deeply love.ā€
The relief that washed over Satoru was almost overwhelming. He hadnā€™t realized just how much he had to hear those words until you spoke them. He knew that maybe you felt them, maybe you shared his feelings, his understanding. But to hear them? Thatā€™s a whole different thing. He let out a breath he hadnā€™t realized he was holding, his usual confidence beginning to return.
ā€œGoodā€¦.good.ā€ he murmured, pulling you into his arms, holding you close. ā€œBecause I really, really care deeply for you, and maybe one dayā€¦..I wasnā€™t sure what Iā€™d do if you didnā€™t feel the same.ā€
You chuckled softly, resting your head against his chest. ā€œI guess weā€™re both learning how to navigate this together, arenā€™t we?ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€ he agreed, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. ā€œBut I think weā€™ll figure it out. After all, weā€™re together. We can handle anything.ā€
And in that moment, with you in his arms, Satoru knew that whatever challenges lay ahead, he was ready to face them. Because he wasnā€™t aloneā€”he had you, and that was more than enough.
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epilogue
March 2015
It was one of those rare, peaceful afternoons when everything seemed to align perfectly. The sun was shining, a gentle breeze was blowing, and the Gojo household was uncharacteristically quiet. Well, almost quiet.Ā 
Satoru Gojo, the ever-proud husband and now father, was lounging on the couch with a smirk that could light up a room. In front of him stood Megumi and Tsumiki, both of them sporting expressions of mild confusion and curiosity.
Satoru had been waiting for this momentā€”when the kids would finally ask about the somewhat mysterious nature of his marriage to you. And now, with Satoshiā€”a tiny bundle of energy strapped to Satoruā€™s chest in a baby carrierā€”he was more than ready to provide an answer.
ā€œSo, how did you and Genā€“san end up married?ā€ Tsumiki asked, her tone innocent but her eyes sharp, clearly expecting an interesting story.
Megumi, ever the skeptic, folded his arms and raised an eyebrow. ā€œYeah, it doesnā€™t really make sense. Youā€™re youā€¦ and theyā€™reā€¦ well, them.ā€
Satoru grinned, patting Satoshiā€™s back gently as the baby cooed happily in the carrier. ā€œWhy, thatā€™s easy! Itā€™s because they love me!ā€Ā 
The room went silent for a moment as Megumi and Tsumiki processed Satoruā€™s answer. The stillness hung in the air, almost as if time itself had paused. Then, Megumi rolled his eyes in that exasperated way he often did, clearly unimpressed by whatever explanation Satoru had given this time. Tsumiki, on the other hand, couldnā€™t help but giggle, her laughter light and infectious, breaking the tension with ease.
Little Satoshi, cradled comfortably against Satoruā€™s chest, joined in with his own soft laughter, the sound a mix of pure joy and innocence. His tiny hands clutched at Satoruā€™s shirt, his laughter causing his small body to wiggle slightly in his fatherā€™s arms.
Satoru blinked, momentarily caught off guard by the chorus of reactions around him. For a brief second, he looked almost confused, as if he hadnā€™t quite expected that response. But then, a smile tugged at the corners of his lips, softening his usual cocky expression. In that moment, surrounded by the ones he loved, Satoru felt a warmth in his chest that made everything else seem distant and unimportant.
ā€œThat canā€™t be the whole story.ā€ Megumi muttered, clearly unimpressed with Satoruā€™s self-satisfied grin. ā€œI wonā€™t believe Genā€“san falling in love with you like that.ā€
Tsumiki leaned forward, her curiosity piqued. ā€œCome on, Satoruā€“san, there has to be more to it than that.ā€
Satoru chuckled, his trademark grin still plastered on his face. ā€œWell, if you must know, it all started with my irresistible charm. I mean, who wouldnā€™t fall in love with this face?ā€ He pointed to himself, looking ridiculously smug.
Satoshi, catching on to his fatherā€™s infectious good mood, giggled and clapped his tiny hands, making the whole scenSatoshi, catching on to his fatherā€™s infectious good mood, giggled and clapped his tiny hands with pure delight. The sound of his laughter, so innocent and full of life, echoed through the room, adding to the already absurd scene. His bright eyes sparkled as he looked up at Satoru, clearly enjoying the attention and the light-hearted atmosphere.
Satoruā€™s smile grew wider as he watched his son, the absurdity of the moment not lost on him. The combination of Megumiā€™s eye roll, Tsumikiā€™s giggles, and Satoshiā€™s adorable antics made the whole situation feel almost surrealā€”like a snapshot of a life he had never imagined for himself, yet couldnā€™t imagine living without now.e even more absurd. Life was great, he thinks. No matter what happened before.
Megumi groaned, rubbing his temples as if dealing with Satoru was giving him a headache. ā€œYouā€™re impossible.ā€
ā€œThank you!ā€ Satoru responded cheerfully, clearly missingā€”or ignoringā€”the point.
Tsumiki, always the more patient of the two, tried again. ā€œBut really, what made you two decide to get married? Was it some big romantic gesture?ā€
Satoru paused, his grin softening as he thought back to the moments leading up to your marriage. ā€œIt wasnā€™t really like that,ā€™miki.ā€ he said, his tone more genuine now. ā€œIt was moreā€¦ complicated. But in the end, we realized we wanted to be together. And so we made it happen.ā€
Megumi and Tsumiki exchanged a look, sensing there was more to the story than Satoru was letting on. That doesnā€™t seem to be how you told the story. You were more straightforward than your husband, but Satoru got the complicated right. Nothing about the story was ever simple. But now that you are here, nearly five years later. What is complicated to a whole lifetime of happiness?
ā€œAnd then they fell head over heels in love with me!ā€ Satoru added quickly, not wanting to lose the lightheartedness of the moment. ā€œThen bam! You guys came into our lives and made more love grow! Like kabam!ā€
Tsumiki laughed again, shaking her head. ā€œYouā€™re such a goof, Satoru-san.ā€
ā€œMaybe I am, ā€˜miki!ā€ Satoru replied, his grin returning full force. ā€œBut Iā€™m their goof, and thatā€™s all that matters.ā€
Megumi sighed but couldnā€™t help the small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. ā€œI guess if they can put up with you, that says something.ā€
Satoru beamed, clearly taking that as a compliment. ā€œExactly! Now, who wants ice cream? Satoshi here has a craving.ā€
As if on cue, Satoshi babbled happily, his tiny hands reaching up toward Satoruā€™s face, his little fingers grasping at the air as he tried to touch his father. Satoru leaned down slightly, letting Satoshiā€™s hands brush against his cheeks, a soft chuckle escaping his lips at the childā€™s excitement.
Tsumiki giggled at the sight, her amusement evident. ā€œI think thatā€™s just you, Satoru-san,ā€ she teased, her tone playful.
Satoru shrugged, completely unbothered by the light jab. ā€œWell, Satoshi is my son,ā€ he declared with a grin, gently nuzzling his cheek against Satoshiā€™s tiny hand. ā€œMy little dawn, my copycat! Heā€™s bound to inherit my great taste in sweets!ā€Ā 
His words were met with another round of giggles from Tsumiki, while Satoshi, as if understanding his fatherā€™s pride, continued to babble cheerfully, his joy infectious and filling the room with warmth. You finally came around the corner, fully dressed to go out for the day. You grinned at everyone.
ā€œMy love! Woah, you look dashingly extraordinarily fantasticallyā€”ā€
ā€œSatoru.ā€ You giggled, looking into his deep cerulean eyes. Full of love, full of wonderā€” for you. ā€œYour compliments donā€™t have to be that long, baby.ā€
ā€œHuh!? But how will the world know how much I love my beloved?ā€
You smiled, walking over to him. You placed a kiss on Satoshiā€™s massive cheeks, eliciting him to laugh. Then you looked at your husband and leaned forward and kissed him on the lips. He smiled against your lips, enjoying the touch of your lips against his own. When you parted lips, he looked dazed with love for you.
ā€œNew lip gloss?ā€ He asked you, grinning. ā€œItā€™s more fruity than before.ā€
ā€œDo you love it?ā€
He grinned harder. ā€œI do!ā€
ā€œUgh, married people.ā€ Megumi gagged, looking at the two of you.Ā 
Tsumiki swooned with a smile on her face. ā€œAh, married people.ā€
With that, the conversation shifted to plans for an impromptu ice cream outing, and any lingering questions about your marriage to Satoru were put on holdā€”at least for now. Sweets came first in your family. But as they all headed out the door, there was a sense of contentment in the air, a feeling that whatever the story behind your marriage was, it was something that had brought everyone closer together. And that, in the end, was all that really mattered.
As the four of you headed out to the nearest ice cream shop, the lively chatter filled the air. Satoru, as usual, was at the center of attention, effortlessly juggling his roles as the strongest sorcerer, doting father, and husband with a charm that was uniquely his.
Satoshi, snug in his baby carrier, was babbling away, occasionally pulling at Satoruā€™s white hair, fascinated by its softness. Tsumiki walked beside them, laughing at Satoshiā€™s antics, while Megumi trailed slightly behind, trying to mask his amusement with an air of indifference.
Once you reached the shop, Satoru wasted no time in ordering a variety of flavorsā€”far more than anyone could reasonably eat. He carried the overflowing tray of cones and cups to a table outside, grinning as he set it down.
ā€œAlright, everyone, dig in!ā€ he announced, looking far too pleased with himself.
Tsumiki eagerly grabbed a rainbow sprinkle cone, and even Megumi couldnā€™t resist picking out his favorite flavor, chocolate chip. You grabbed pistachio and your husband Satoru took a seat, carefully adjusting Satoshi in his carrier before picking up his own ice cream. He looked around at his little makeshift family, his heart swelling with a mix of pride and contentment.
As they enjoyed their treat, Tsumikiā€™s curiosity got the better of her again. ā€œSatoruā€“san, do you think Satoshi will grow up to be like you?ā€
Satoru smirked, scooping up a generous amount of ice cream. ā€œWell, heā€™s got the looks for it, thatā€™s for sure,ā€ he said, tapping Satoshiā€™s nose with a finger. ā€œBut as for the rest, who knows? Heā€™s got plenty of time to figure out what kind of person he wants to be.ā€
Megumi, ever the realist, chimed in. ā€œLetā€™s hope he doesnā€™t inherit your ego.ā€
Tsumiki tried to stifle her giggle while Satoru feigned offense, dramatically clutching his chest. ā€œMy ego? I prefer to think of it as confidence. And besides, who wouldnā€™t want to be like me? Iā€™m the complete package!ā€
ā€œBecause they love me!ā€ Tsumiki teased, echoing Satoruā€™s earlier statement with a playful grin.
Satoruā€™s eyes twinkled with amusement as he leaned back in his chair. ā€œExactly! See, Tsumiki gets it.ā€
You smiled, shaking your head. ā€œYou are too much, Satoru.ā€
ā€œBut you love me, donā€™t you?ā€
ā€œFortunately, yes. I do.ā€
Megumi shook his head, but there was a faint smile on his lips. Despite the banter, it was clear to him how much Satoru cared for you and the life youā€™d built together. Satoru might joke around, but there was no denying the depth of his feelings, especially when it came to you and Satoshi.
After a while, the conversation turned to other topicsā€”school, upcoming missions, and plans for the weekend. The sun dipped lower in the sky, casting a warm golden glow over the scene. As they sat there, laughing and talking, it was easy to forget the pressures of their world, if only for a little while.
Finally, when all the ice cream was gone and Satoshi was starting to get sleepy, they decided to head back home. Satoru, now carrying a drowsy Satoshi in his arms, led the way, still chatting animatedly with Tsumiki and Megumi as they walked. Your shopping bags filled one hand and the other, a matcha drink you so adored.
As they neared your home, Megumi suddenly asked, ā€œSo, do you think you guys will want more kids?ā€
You choked on your drink. You coughed. Megumi looked panicked at your state. You havenā€™t really thought about more kids. Having Megumi, Tsumiki and Satoshi felt more than enough. Tsumiki handed you a wet wipe, worry evident on her face. She took the matcha drink so you could clean yourself.
ā€œYou alright, my love?ā€ Satoru asked, fear in his face. ā€œMegumi, get water!ā€
Megumi nodded as he rushed off. You cleaned your face from the matcha.ā€œIā€™mā€¦Iā€™m fine. Donā€™t worry. Just surprised, that's all.ā€
Megumi finally came back and handed you water. You smiled at him and drank the water slowly. You thanked the boy, patting his head with your free hand. Satoru took a breath of relief and paused, glancing down at the now peacefully sleeping Satoshi, his expression softening.Ā 
ā€œWe donā€™t know yet, about more kids. We havenā€™t thought about it yet.ā€ he said thoughtfully. ā€œIf thatā€™s something we both want, then why not? After all, I think we make a pretty good team.ā€
Tsumiki smiled, nudging Megumi. ā€œI think it would be nice if Satoshi had a little brother or sister to play with.ā€
Megumi, trying to maintain his usual indifferent facade, just shrugged. ā€œAs long as Satoruā€“san doesnā€™t try to turn them all into mini versions of himself.ā€
You smiled. ā€œAnother version of me would be a change, donā€™t you think?ā€
ā€œSatoruā€“san would spoil them!ā€ Tsumiki grinned. ā€œI would too!ā€
Satoru chuckled, shaking his head. ā€œHey, I wouldnā€™t dream of them being like me. I donā€™t want them to be. Everyoneā€™s got to find their own path, right? I just want them to be happy and strong enough to protect whatā€™s important to them.ā€
He looks at you and grins. ā€œBut another version of you I could hold dear and treasure? I would be the happiest man.ā€
ā€œSimp.ā€ Megumi snickered as you put down the shopping bags.Ā 
As they reached the door, Satoru turned to face them, his grin returning. ā€œAnd what about it? Iā€™m proud of being a loving husband!ā€
ā€œWhat Satoru said, that includes you two as well.ā€ You smiled at Megumi and Tsumiki. ā€œYouā€™re all part of this family now, whether you like it or not. Okay?ā€
Megumi rolled his eyes, but the small smile on his face gave him away. ā€œYeah, yeah. Just donā€™t go getting any more ideas.ā€
Tsumiki giggled, and Satoru opened the door, ushering them all inside. ā€œNo promises!ā€
The door closed behind them, shutting out the world as the Gojo household settled in for another evening. And as Satoru laid Satoshi down in his crib, watching the tiny baby sleep, he couldnā€™t help but feel that life, with all its chaos and surprises, had turned out pretty damn good. And he wouldnā€™t change a thing.
He smiled to himself, knowing that whatever the future held, he was ready to face it with you, Satoshi, and the rest of the family by his side. Because in the end, it wasnā€™t just about being the strongestā€”it was about being loved, and loving in return. And that was something even Satoru Gojo knew he couldnā€™t do alone.
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