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Considering setting up a go fund me to get me out of my house or something
#please save me from my abusive parents#they don’t hit me anymore#but they tell me I’m a failure every single day.#like#I realize now how lame that sounds#but it’s just extreme emotional abuse#they used to beat me#now it’s just: not making food while I was recovering from surgery#even though they signed a contract#that required them to take care of me#going through my room when I’m out#stalking my location#going through the wifi router history#telling me I’m ugly#telling me I’m retarded#telling me I’m a failure#withholding my meds#general gaslighting#not misgendering me but not using gendered language at all#‘child’ instead of ‘son’#general verbal abuse#usually misogynistic#outing me as trans to people without my consent#(possibly dangerous people)#not allowing me to lock the bathroom door#My mom will literally start phone calls with someone else while I’m talking to her#literally only give me any love or affection in regards to academics#my dad loves to humiliate me in public lol#also they hurt my cat#tell me my interests are stupid
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🍊 Big Sis Nemona 🍊
my favorite Unovan/Latina Pokémon trainer ever created
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#pokemonscarletviolet#nemona#trainer nemona#rival nemona#Art#Pokémon sv#Had people telling me she’s not Unovan when she obvi met with Lacey when she was younger but anyways she’s Puerto Rican from New York to me#if you don’t like my hcs you can literally follow someone else lol but for certain she’s not from Spain!! But speaks Spanish!!#I love nemona so much man she reminds me too much of my high school self she’s my daughter now idc#pokemon#pokémon#I should seriously tag this but I can’t stop thinking about how much I love nemona did I mention I love nemona I love nemona guys#pawmi#ig#trainer Florian#trainer Juliana#god I hate the sv protags tho I’m never drawing them except thats a lie cause I really like Juliana/Kieran in CONCEPT (narrative mirrors)#I just wish Juliana wasn’t so ugly to draw…
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shen qingqiu was, in fact, looking luo binghe in the massive tits
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#man i haven’t been able to draw in months because of hashtag depression and hashtag school and hashtag carpal tunnel#i’m out of practice but it’s okay because now i am practicing again#so if you think this is ugly don’t tell me cause i’ll start crying#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#scum villains self saving system#svsss#svsss fanart#scum villain fanart
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obey me stoners who’s in your dream blunt rotation who’s in your nightmare blunt rotation I’ll go first
dream: mammon (says really stupid stuff that makes you laugh really hard, can keep up with insane and convoluted bits), beel (experienced stoner, keeps a cool head when everyone else is fried out of their minds, always has munchies), belphie (really good at finding the most comfortable spot to smoke, passes out early so you don’t feel bad about getting sleepy), asmo (will fill the silence with chatter when you’re too high to think anymore, looks really pretty with hooded eyelids <3)
nightmare: levi (the filter is always wet when he passes it back to you :/), solomon (he’s your dealer but the kind that it feels really weird to smoke with yet he insists on smoking with you every time you buy from him), lucifer (NEEDS to fucking relax, gets paranoid instead), barbatos (seems completely unaffected by the blunt and makes you feel stupid)
#obey me jesus gets an honorary spot in dream rotation rhat dude rocks#om jesus always has extra prerolls and dresses in really ugly comfy outfits and always makes you feel included#cw drugs#cw weed#obey me#obey me mammon#om jesus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me asmodeus#obey me lucifer#obey me leviathan#obey me solomon#obey me barbatos#reply or put in the tags who ur dream or nightmare blunt rotations are I wanna knowwww#I’m barking so loud I NEED to do bits with mammon when we’re high#dream blunt rotation#nightmare blunt rotation#I didn’t put diavolo in either of these spots even tho I think he’s the biggest stoner in the devildom and let me tell you why#he’s constantly stoned but he’s kind of annoying about it.#the kind of stoner that also disc golfs if you know what I mean#acts really normal bc hjs default state is stoned but he also won’t shut up about it#the kind of guy where you’re like ohhhh my god we get it you can outsmoke all of us#also might laugh at you for tapping out early#but like it’s a good-natured sort of laugh he’s not actually making fun of you#so you can’t really be mad at him but you are annoyed
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It’s kind of weird I’m so awkward about admitting I’m a writer, especially since my sister is literally taking a college-equivalent thing to learn how to write and become an author basically. but also maybe it’s not that weird since I just write fanfiction and she’s actually working on an honest to goodness novel
#but I’ve always had a problem with telling people (especially family) anything#so that’s probably that rearing it’s ugly head again#ignore me I’m feeling weird again lol#rambles from the floor
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That scene when Xie Lian slapped Qi Rong except it’s a western/cowboy AU and I spent over 35 hours animating it.
Follow me on Instagram for more of my art @ crimson.monsoon
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Pls reblog this I spent so on it and destroyed my spine for it… ahahhhhh
#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#tgcf animation#heaven officials blessing#this fan animation#fan animation#animation#it is late in the night and I finally finished this#was gonna wait to post but decided not to#I’m unleashing it to the world#don’t tell my YouTube subs or my insta followers cause I’m making them wait#I love qi Rong too much it motivated me to make this#let me tell you Hua Cheng is a pain to animate hence why he is mostly still for like all of this#he punches qi Rong and folds his arms but otherwise does not move because boy is too detailed for that#and I simplified his design for this and it was still not enough#qi rongs ugly ass laugh is permanently in my head#tgcf book 2#tgcf season 2#heaven officials blessing au#heaven officials blessing season 2#tgcf au#tgcf western au#tgcf cowboy au#heaven officials blessing cowboy au#heaven officials blessing western au#hob#Hualian#Hua Cheng#Xie Lian#Qi Rong
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Happy Homewarming!
here’s Eddie and Frank hangin out!!!! this is actually a super old piece from December, I just colored it this morning as a warm-up. good thing Welcome Home just recently entered its Christmas era so im not awfully late with this🙏🙏
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EDIT- EDDIES ARM IS TOTALLY UNCOLORED IM SO SORRY I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I COULD HAVE MISSED THAT
#ignore how fucking ugly the tree looks#can’t draw Christmas trees for the life of me😞#I’m learning though!!!! by next Christmas I’ll be a tree drawing machine#and that’s a promise!#welcome home#welcome home eddie#Eddie’s wearing a skirt and I hope yall can tell!!!! subtle eddie drag moment#welcome home frank#eddie dear#frank frankly#art from the cabin#welcome home fanart#eddie x frank#frank x eddie#franklydear#new update making me sob btw don’t think I forgot about that!!!!! will share my (very many) thoughts on that some other time👍👍
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maybe the real Viktor arcane season 2 character arc were the friends we made along the way
#I’m sorry but they relied way too heavily on off screen implications of things happening and telling instead of showing for his arc#we literally barely saw anything of what he had to go through to get to any of the places where he was in the season#idk maybe I need to rewatch to understand better but due to the rushed pacing and severe lack of screen time I feel he didn’t get enough#nuance and substantial characterisation that he truly deserved this season#like dude barely got to machine his herald before the writers decided it was time to wrap up and have a 2 min redemption arc😭#let that man be full of RAGE let him be FERAL let him have an UGLY GROTESQUE MAN MADE MACHINE TRANSFORMATION#GOD FORBID A MAN COMPREHENDS THE HORRORS HE’S WITNESSED!!#I love season 1 but season 2#Rn it’s a 6.5/10 for me while s1 was a 9 or 10/10#maybe I need to rewatch to see if any of the other characters got it better than he did I mean I LOVED ekko jayce and jinx this season#but Viktor Mel and sky#they got fumbled so hard they deserved so much better imo sorry#yapping#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane critical#Might delete later idk this rant feels deeply unserious and I’m also sleep deprived so maybe my takes aren’t the best#Living up to my name as the world’s first elderly teenage girl bc I need a grandpa level nap GOD#my post
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✨ Star Friends ✨
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When I found out that @chessman-protocol boy Crit liked Astronomy, let’s just say I was beyond estatic and immediately planned this little comic. Here’s to my boy Vincent doing his best to make friends with folks who share similar interests 😅💙
Funny enough, I didn’t realize I put this in Vincent character’s until I looked at the whole thing, but Vincent very much shares the lack of stranger danger the way I did/ I do to this day. To quote one of my past managers I’m “abnormally friendly” or whatever
I can’t tell you how many times even as a small child (drove my parents nuts) that I saw a cool person with whatever connecting factor and I just straight up walked to them and was like “Ok cool. We’re friends now.” And nobody’s really stopped me? So apparently I have friends now. 😆
Vincent however is just a wholesome baby boy who doesn’t realize he’s actually an intimidating hunk of a turtle and randomly walking up to strangers and not saying anything can be taken the wrong way.
Like I said, he’s trying his best. He wasn’t exactly the most socialized if you can’t tell, but he does love dearly and is certainly a boone of a friend to have once you get past the inevitable social awkwardness. He’s loyal to put because he really doesn’t know better, and I adore him for that. Anyway, dunno if Crit knows any ASL or not, but either way Vincent is just excited to meet somebody else who likes space ✨🌌 💙
#just being jayus#doing this ugly and scared#my boy <3#Vincent my beloved#rottmnt original character#rottmnt oc#original comic#rottmnt#save rottmnt#unpause rise of the tmnt#time to go feral in the comments again; please ignore the ramblings of an insane person#Fun fact: Vincent is mute (late mutation and didn’t fully develop vocal chords) and so he only speaks turtle and partial ASL#Morrocoy Tortoise AKA Yellow or Red Footed Tortoise bop their head to assert dominance and show emotions#Head hopping and headbutting is Vincent’s tic and you can tell how he’s feeling by how fast or slow he goes because it’s a VIBE#Working on this comic was like the preverbal attempt of taking a horse to water#except this horse is a pony (anything under 14 hands is of the devil) and would not even spare it a glance unless it was perfection#Alas mockery and spite is unfortunately my demise and I could not handle the blank page any longer#Can you see how my style changed when the focus and subject changed?😅#Forgive me my son#for I have not learned to draw you from all angles yet.#Why did I make you so pretty and detailed in my head and yet have my hand betray you?!#The true tragedy is when your idea level is not at your skill level bECaUsE I KnOw wHaT hEs SuPpOsEd To LoOk LiKe BuT I CaNt DrAw HiM yEt#So here we are and I am accutely aware of how much work there is to be done. I’m looking at you flippin turtle anatomy#But hey we all have to start somewhere#so here I am#I tried and by golly I will keep trying. Vincent deserves that much 😅🧡🫡#I just looked back at this and realized I MISSED A STINKING PANEL. And Vincent’s shirt.#Flips a table in my mind#Also I’ve never made a mute character before so if anybody has notes especially about ASL PLEASE PLEASE P L E A S E lemme know.#Wanna make sure I represent the peoples correctly 🫡🧡
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show me ur fave lioden lions rn pretty please I’m hyperfixating so hard
#I DO NOT CARE IF YOU THINK YOUR LIONS ARE UGLY I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH#I AM A NOOB AND I JUST WANT TO LOOK AT PRETTY LIONS!!!!#I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE GAME I LITERALLY DO NOT CARE JUST SHOW ME THEM 💖💖💖💖💖#bonus points if you tell me their lore. please please pretty please I’m begging#Lioden#lioblr
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Thinking about how for about a month my favorite part of going to the movies was seeing the trailer for queer. like yea girl i think you might like that movie a little bit. wait while we’re here i have a question
#i have been seeing ppl using a site i forget the name of. might use that? IDK.#also don’t know when this will be because i’m having company starting friday so it might be like. 2 or 3 weeks from now#anyway let me go check my letterboxd to see when the first time i saw the trailer was#it was heretic. which i saw for work sort of but then came home and was like Guys. So There’s This Movie Trailer …#and the OTHER thing is that i’ve been trying to get myself to read the novel for years now. like#i remember the first time i saw it and was like oh? and id seen multiple (ugly) copies for months and kept being like#ok i’ll buy it when i find a cover i like. and i eventually bought a copy in london#and i’m trying to remember if that was because i knew the movie was coming out or not. anyway the uk edition is slightly less ugly#than the usa one. but funnily enough on the night i read it i passed by a bookstore with my friends and there was a used cover in the window#that was the least ugly one i’d seen. and so i was telling my friends all about this but the bookstore was CLOSED.#and then they went back later and got it for me for my birthday :’) really sweet and special#okay. storytime finished 🧍♂️
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I’m taking the singular like on my prev post as a ye! So enjoy. And cry please
Tw for swearing, sort of talk of suicide but not really, and talk of sodas rodeo accident which I have dramaticified for the purpose of I wanted to. Read the tags.
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Sitting in the truck on the way home, Ponyboy asks: “You’re real sad, ain’t you, Soda?”
And Soda, he smiles a broken smile and nods a little.
“Why’d I have to get hurt? Darry, why can’t I just ride?” His face slips from its half-smile.
“Life just happens sometimes.” Darry replies. And he should know.
“It’s what I dream ‘bout.” Soda says in an almost-whisper. “Every night, I dream about gettin’ hurt.”
“Thanks for tellin’ us.” Darry says.
“I usually wake up when that fucking horse steps on me. Then when I wake up my leg hurts. Or. Where it used to be. Feels like it’s there.” Soda’s crying so hard his head hurts now. “Stupid fucking leg.”
Darry thinks twice about correcting Soda for swearing. He supposes the situation calls for it.
“You need to find something you like doing.” Pony says. Darry his shoulder and shushes him.
“Nothing’ll ever feel as good.” Soda says.
“I don’t understand.” Pony insists. Darry tries to quiet him, but Soda tells him it’s fine. “I don’t get it why you get to be so sad. It’s been two years and everything. It’s not like you don’t have another choice for the rest of your life. All you’ve got to do is find somethin’ else.”
“Well, damn, Pony. If that’s how things work you oughtta get on with findin’ a new Johnny. I hear there’s a soc boy named Jack movin’ in. That’s close enough to Johnny, ain’t it-“
“Shut up!” Pony yells, hands over his ears.
“Soda!” Darry scolds at the same time.
“What?” He asks. “I’m only telling him the same he’s telling me-“
“It’s different and you know it. His best friend died.”
“I wish I would have!” Soda screams.
Darry slams on the breaks in the middle of the road.
“You say that again-“
“I wish I would have died.” Soda deadpans, staring Darry in the eyes.
“I’m not gonna stop your partners from comin’ over. Already told them it’s alright. But you ain’t going anywhere but work until further notice, cause I don’t think I can trust you out.”
“I ain’t gonna kill myself-“
“Until you find something else to try, you ain’t leavin’ the house aside from work. And after tonight you ain’t seeing Chet or Cherry until then either.”
“Dar-“
“Pony ain’t gonna talk for a week over this. Least you can do is take his damn advice, you hear?”
“Sorry, Darry.” Soda mumbles, tears threatening to break yet again.
#This is just a tiny piece of a work in progress of mine.#Soda curtis#its mainly centered around soda#And it has#chetcherrycola#which is cute#but this part in particular is tragic#I’m thinking too much abt soda and his rodeo accident#Lol#I also am here to tell you that rodeo is terrifying and a lot of scary things can happen.#I have seen people get hurt really really bad#People have died in rodeo accidents like holy shit#Ever heard of lane frost? No you haven’t. Go watch eight seconds it’s a good movie and it’s about him#So just so you know In this particular write sodas injury required an amputation WHICH is not unrealistic. I’ve grown up around horses#I’ve seen what they can do#And I’m telling you to trust me here that they can do that.#So yeah sodas got this ugly ass prosthetic (have you seen what they looked like back then? It’s interesting and really cool actually!)#And you’re not gonna come after me telling me this isn’t possible because I know it is#THE AUTHOR IS A RODEO KID#THE AUTHOR IS A FARM KID#IVE BEEN AROUND THIS STUFF MY WHOLE LIFE AND IM TELLING YOU#LISTEN TO ME DAMN IT YOU FRICKEN CITY KIDS#jk I love you but seriously#I know what’s up
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Haven’t posted selfies in years but here are some from today and like two weeks ago 🩷
#I’ve literally been feeling so ugly 😍😍😍😍#for like over a year 🩷#I haven’t posted on instagram for over a year#I’m not saying you all need to tell me I’m pretty bc I don’t feel like I am so why would you but I am in need of validation#I have no sense of self anymore 😍😍😍#delete later
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The best decision Yakone has ever made in his life, was marry this woman. Like dude may be a criminal but atleast he has peak taste
I fell in love with her the moment she apeared on screen, I love her she actually so pretty. Like hey I noticed your sons are missing a positive male role model in their life…I can fill that void👀
Also I’m tired of just refering to her as ‘Yakones wife’ ‘Tarrlok/Noataks mother��� so I’m calling her Nya now, something about her makes me think she’s a Nya
#I’m actually surprised Yakone managed to marry her looking like that ;-;#’he makes me laugh’ kind of relationship#I think Yakone looks ugly if you can’t tell <3#I’m gonna call her Nya but I’m still gonna tag her as Yakones wife so it’s still tagged according to the right fandom lol#yakones wife#tlok#the legend of korra
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i sent my brother a tiktok that was the “do you think we’re brother + sister in every universe” and he said “that’s hype” and loved it which tells me in his own special way that he believes we are siblings in every universe and are destined to be siblings :’)
#since both of us have gone to college our relationship has gotten so much better#he’s in most of my drs but now i feel like he needs to be in all of them#he’s my voice of reason sometimes#and will tell me if what i’m wearing is truly ugly
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my brain is being such an asshole, I stg I’m gonna rip it out and fight it with my bare hands
#on todays episode of#my brain is a giant bully and won’t let me get a moments peace#we find the brain telling its owner what an ugly piece of shit she is!#and that if she was conventionally attractive#meaning skinny#life would be easier!#cover your ears I’m about to scream#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!#personal
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