#tearing up fr!

[evansbby]

HAPPY POYT ANNIVERSARY 🥳🎉

where do i even begin!! i joined the cevans fandom early last year and poyt part 1 was a CORE memory of a read and i’ve been the biggest simp ever since… reading every drabble and checking your blog for anon asks like it’s the daily news brings me so much joy i could cry. it’s like clockwork everyday when i come home to dive under my covers and check the blog updates 😌😌 poyt steve is my comfort character within my comfort character and he holds a special place in my heart that no other steve has before. i so am in love your writing style 🥺 i love the way you take the time to build tension by focusing on the smaller details at a slower pace which makes the story so emotionally powerful. moreover, i LOVE the duality between playful drabble!steve and passionately unhinged chapter!steve 😭😭you are the sole reason my tumblr screen time is 2hrs+ daily and i seriously will never get tired of rereading each chapter and drabble of poyt. i don’t think you give yourself enough credit for everything you do as a writer. please don’t be so hard on yourself !! your health comes first and us poyt simps will be there patiently waiting 😌🫶🏼🫶🏼 please accept my love letter addressed to you below 📮💌:

my dearest @ evansbby 📝

it is with the fullest sincerity that i confess my ever-consuming love for the poyt universe… it’s surreal how you’ve crafted each complex character and captured every raw emotion with such intricate perfection. captivated as scenes flourish before my eyes, i’m thrusted into the universe myself. my heart strings snap when she cries, and my eyes crinkle into crescents when she smiles. and when he nurtures and coos, my legs turn to jelly and i swear my heart has exploded out of my chest into pink and red heart confettis, shades matching the blush that slowly tints my cheeks. you wield words with the spell-binding charm, each sentence purposeful and enchanting. a perfect balance of yin and yang, i’m starstruck by the kind of ethereality that not even angels sun-kissed in summery amber could ever compare to. your soothing words quell all raging tides within me and i become weak at the knees, holding onto the emotional roller coaster like a withering autumn leaf. truely it is your blog wherein i find solace in the mundane drag of ordinary life. may the tales of omega and steve lead to happy endings and mended hearts 😭❤️‍🩹

ps. you have 1 new gift!

Oh my gosh, bestie! This totally caught me by surprise! I had completely forgotten that yesterday was the one year anniversary of poyt! And the fact that you remembered and sent me this whole long beautiful thing AND a gift? 🥺🥺🥹🥹 I feel so blessed and thankful and you are just incredible! Thank you! 😌💓💓

Reading your message literally brought ME so much joy! Like I’m smiling so hard rn! I can’t believe that something I wrote was a whole core memory for you! And I’m so happy that my writing and my characters hold a special place in your heart. I know poyt!Steve is the literal worst but it’s super challenging writing him and to say how much he’s impacted your reading experience makes me happy and makes this whole writing thing so gratifying! He’s fr the hardest character I’ve had to write, so thank you for appreciating him as a character!!

Also your letter is absolutely beautiful! No one has ever written me a love letter before 🥹🥺 I shall truly cherish this. Thank you so much, bestie. You made my whole day and week and month! You have no idea how much your letter inspired me! 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 sending you all the love in the world! Thank you! And I also thank you for the gift! You so totally didn’t have to, as this message was more than enough! You are literally the sweetest! ily 🥹🥹🥹🥹

[hinamie]

noir

[lmaowh-at]

Catelyn heard someone snigger behind her. She loves him, poor thing, she thought sadly. She'd play his squire just to touch him, and never care how great a fool they think her... (and some other things)

[starlightiing]

What's killing me is how Esteban has stayed so dead silent about the issues he and Pierre had in the past and was clearly the one working harder to 'move on and forget' than Pierre was, but even he couldn't fool himself in the end.

He ended up being the one to yank Pierre close and pull him in for the hug. He opened his arms up to Pierre two more times after that. And during that interview where they call Pierre over to him, he opens his arm again and warmly invites Pierre into his hold. When they clasped hands on the podium, he took Pierre's hand into BOTH of his and held it tight.

He was always so closed and so guarded about anything regarding Pierre, but yesterday? His arms and his heart were wide open and ready to accept Pierre in any form or fashion. He initiated most of it. And that really was profound for me!!

[suntails]

progression

[jackshiccup]

if i could hold you for a minute darling, i'd go through it again

inspired by chapter 42 of OTNWAS by @jjackfrost

[lobotomizedpunk]

Alan at the Emmy's, Hello?!?! THE BADGE????

[starstruckodysseys]

the fix going all protector/dad(?) on conrad is making me sob. what do you mean “it’s time to unlearn that lesson” mr. green. i’m going to break down right now

[spacedlexi]

"sounds nice... having a partner"

[lomakes]

cried a little sketching this out ngl

[what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom]

"Was... a waste of your time...?"

Unbelievable how a crumb of Jay has me acting

[scribz-ag24]

i checked the italian blind run that apparently is very popular in the IT community. and. was anyone.

so was anyone. was anyone going to tell me in this version dusknoir asks if his existence had value.

his line about saying with full sincerity that life is marvelous.

why didnt i hear of this until now i crave to know every little difference between translations so i can cry again and again over the same guy.

[hinamie]

itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!

[isalabells]

Edin Terzić, Head Coach of Borussia Dortmund, embraces José Mourinho following Real Madrid's victory during the UEFA Champions League 2023/24 Final match between Borussia Dortmund and Real Madrid CF at Wembley Stadium on June 01, 2024 in London, England.

[chrissdollie]

crying.

[heyitsspaceace]

rivers speech about loving the doctor while 12 stands there without her knowing never fails to destroy me. she loves him so much and doesn’t believe he loves her back, imagine hearing “it's like loving the stars themselves. You don't expect a sunset to admire you back.” and knowing it’s about you, how do you not break into tears. his soft smile and the look on rivers face when she finally realizes who it is, the way they slip back into their easy banter, the way they’re both ready to sacrifice themselves for the other so readily? i love them dearly, they make me ill