#take it all back

[sharksandjays]

i take it back guys i love my gf shes the best

[willdoanythingfortacos]

Amen!!! take it all back, send them packing... bill gates too!!!

[ruminate88]

It actually took me a bit to realize people commenting on my songs that I write have actually been through what I’ve been through and they relate to me and yeah that’s sad in way, but that lets me know that my music is not for nothing that my music has purpose and I use music to help heal. I just hope that it’s helping others heal too because I don’t want anyone to feel alone and they’re not. ❤️‍🩹

You can hear this song and more on Spotify and SoundCloud: @ songwriter88

[snazzystarlight]

This mini was fun! It’s “Take It All Back” by Judah And The Lion as I see it because of synesthesia!

[guillotineapprehensive]

I'm so excited to be married to my partner like so thrilled to spend the rest of my life with him 100% on board cannot wait

but the idea of being a Wife still makes me 🤢

and it's obviously definitely the historical sociopolitical context of the word itself that gives me the ick. people who meet me and learn I'm a Wife will have all these ideas of what that means and apply them to me consciously or not and I don't WANT that. but it's gonna happen and I cannot prevent it.

[bookwyrminspiration]

god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait

[shhhhimwatchingthis]

My favourite underrated thing about Louis de Point du Lac is that he truly is the least curious vampire to ever be made and he does not give fuck about vampires despite being one.

Its Claudia who goes to libraries, reads the folklore, tries to learn as much as she can and pushes Lestat for answers about who made him and where the others are. Claudia says Vampire Pride and Louis says hmmm Vampire Tolerance.

And Louis...truly does not care about vampire history,law, culture. He's never even thought to ask. There are vampire laws?...ok...Lestat never cared about them and he's not going to either, lol. He's broken a few and he will continue to do so. Oh you have a coven? he's not gonna join it, he's gonna do his own thing. but good for you good for you.

the 500+ year old Coven Leader, he's gonna call Louis, Maitre, actually.

He has fire powers? thats kinda cool. he'll learn that but only cause it lets him vent his feelings about Lestat.

Lestat and Armand say the name of the vampire queen in front of him and Lestat straight up says, "Louis has no idea who that is" and do you think Louis cares, outside of the fact that for some reason it means he can't kill Lestat? No! Do you think in the 77 years he's been with Armand he ever took 5 minutes to ask a follow up question? No!

Do you think he will care about Akasha in season 3? Doubt it! Outside of her obsession with Lestat, who is the only person left on the planet he seems to be able to filter Caring About This Shit through

He blatantly breaks the 3rd law and publishes a book about being a vampire and when the other vampires get pissed not only does he not apologise he literally sends them his location and says 'you wanna fight? lmao don't miss'

I love him. Daniel Molloy is gonna need to bring his A game because Louis will not be solving a single mystery next season, nor would it even occur to him to try.

[redpapercraness]

all four of my sonic 3 movie trailer redraws in one spot 🫡

[maeamian]

Part of the reason that Republicans are so desperately acting like they will never lose again is because they are deeply terrified that this is their last real chance to win. The big orange dipshit came in and gutted the party of everyone who wasn't a loyalist, which left it full of nasty little gremlins who have gaping voids where charisma and human decency is supposed to go.

They still hold a lot of power, but if we stop them this year the next presidential election may not be the Most Important One Of Your Life™, that's not a guarantee or anything, but if they don't win here and now their future looks grim, this dipshit is the only guy they have left and he's extremely diminished and has his brains leaking out of his ears at this point. We can beat him into the ground.

So that's what we're gonna fucking do. We're gonna break these fucking fash. They will crash upon us and we're gonna break their fucking necks. When they come for us they will lose because they're fucking losers and we have each other's backs which is something they fundamentally are incapable of comprehending.

[lotus-pear]

he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere 😭🤣

[vmkhoneyy]

“People are inherently terrible” no!!! Have you ever seen a child wait for their friend while they tie their shoelaces? Have you ever known someone who would bring hurt squirrels and rabbits and mice to the nearest vet just so it doesn’t suffer? Have you seen someone grieve? Have you ever read something that hit your heart like a freight train? Have you looked at the stars and felt an unexplainable joy? Have you ever baked bread? Have you shared a meal with a friend? Have you not seen it? All the love? All the good? I know it’s hard to see sometimes, I know there’s pain everywhere. But look, there’s a child helping another up after a hard fall. Look, there’s someone giving their umbrella to a stranger. Look, there’s someone admiring the spring flowers. Look, there’s good, there’s good, there’s good. Look!!!!

[egophiliac]

buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK

[ruminate88]

Healing 06/11/24

It’s June and I’m cold 🥶 I’m sooo tired and it’s too late in the day to nap but too early for bed yet. I keep drinking water and snacking trying to stay awake lol Just popped a hot bag of popcorn 🍿 Watching the first season of king of queens (again) Just finished up the nanny and everybody loves Raymond 🤪 Been watching the same sitcoms over and over for years… I’ve tried a few new shows but none of them have any new seasons out right now. Grr. My fave new show is “Resident Alien” omg he’s soooo funny and awkward. The way the season ended was like “Noooooo but what’s gonna happen to those kids?” lol 😂

I’ve been opening up FINALLY to my mom in law about my past and she understands more than I thought but still doesn’t understand me altogether. People think because I was homeschooled that I lived under a rock and never experienced anything. Whatever, I don’t have to prove myself or explain myself. I’ve tried to control my thoughts more, less ruminating and less TikTok. My mood has improved and also trying to keep a better attitude towards my past. More forgiveness and less judgement but sometimes intrusive thoughts still try to sneak in my brain and I have to shake my head and talk myself through the thoughts of my exes.

Also I finished a new song today. I don’t know how well it’s going to do but I enjoyed making it. Music is my first language! This song is straight out of my blog. I’ve said these words many of times when writing about Andrew. I find writing songs about him helps me to safely share my feelings without judgement. I doubt Andrew will ever hear my music but I imagine sometimes when I make a song that I’m directly talking to him and pouring out my heart. I don’t know how else to express myself. Below is my new song;

[im-totally-not-an-alien-2]

"Oh my god." The kid muttered, pacing back and forth in front of the summoning circle anxiously as he clutched some old book to his chest, "Oh my god, I just killed Nightwing."

"Uh," Nightwind started to speak, but didn't get far.

"Oh my god, my dad is Nightwing!"

"Wait, what?!"

That seemed to catch the boys attention and...yeah the kid looked a lot like he did as a teen. "I, uh" The kid rubbed the back of his neck nervously, "I'm kinda your clone. My parents made me and told me recently about how I was born and I wanted to meet you!"

He threw his hands up in the air, one hand still clasping the book, "They told me you were dead, so I tried to summon your ghost! I swear I didn't know!" This seemed to switch him back into whatever spiral ge was in before, "Oh god, I killed my own father."

Dick hurried to speak before he lost the chance again, "I'm probably still alive."

"Huh?" The kid looked over at him, a hint of hope in his features

"Yeah," Nightwing shrugged, "some other bats were with me. They're trained to keep my vitals up until they can get me back to the cave. Plus, I felt my soul pulled out of my body by force. I don't think you actually stopped anything from functioning."

The kid sagged with relief, "So batman isn't going to murder me?"

An odd sound came from within the summoning circle as Nightwing covered his mouth

"Are you laughing at me?! I'm being serious!"

This time, the vigilante made no move to hide his laughter, "We don't kill kiddo, besides he probably won't maul his own grandkid, right?"

Unfortunately this gave the kid something new to spiral over, "Oh god, my grandpa is Batman."

"How about we start over?" The bluebird asked, "I'm Nightwing, what's your name?"

"Um, Danny. Danny Fenton."

Dick gave an award winning smile, "Nice to meet you, Danny. Could you break the circle so I can get out?"

[jobycewl]

I believe in the “Everyone is jealous of Shang Qinghua” agenda

[yourangle-yuordevil]

Crowley bby you did your best and you deserves a gold "you tried" star but a group of two is NOT a clear definition AT ALL