#szpd tag

[muscosus]

me (with szpd) on adhd meds

[notquiteaghost]

szpd-autism connection of needing to cipher feelings thru smth external. dissociated hyperawareness... protective layers btwn you & the world

[group-call]

people are allowed to love being aro, ace, apl, or similar even if their orientation is caused by a disorder, by the way

[peacocking-cuckoo]

[romance-incubomp3]

can our next mental illness symptom advocacy be for people whose symptoms make them aloof and detached and not emotionally expressive or scared of intimacy and vulnerability cause some of y’all really like to make fun of that shit and as an autistic schizoid I’m fucking tired of it. not being able to feel and express emotions genuinely or be vulnerable with others is exhausting and difficult and is way more complex than like toxic repressed “too cool for everyone” male bullshit you treat it as in your jokes.

[aurangg]

I rarely think about other people and I have little to no attachment or connection to others. I don’t have people in mind. I rarely miss people. I don’t think “I wonder how X person is doing.” I will almost completely forget X person exists until they message me again.

[disabledunitypunk]

A warning to all accounts that post about psychosis, delusions, paranoia, schizospec disorders and experiences, and similar.

There is a user, @/jimbloom68, that seems to be specifically searching out posts on the topic and then appending article titles and/or pictures that always mentioned "stalking" of some kind.

Below the cut are examples of stuff added to our posts and the posts of others, put there for safety. Use discretion if you choose to view them; we wanted to provide the evidence of this.

This post is solely to warn people so they can block them. We will only ever make "call out" posts about immediate matters of safety, as the risk of our platform is that any mention of a user by name risks directing harassment their way, no matter how much we tell you we do not stand for it. But we will still remind you that harassment is unacceptable.

[one-without-a-name]

Pertaining to the self ship community I keep seeing posts about this so, yeah it's a community, but no one is obliged to like or interact with your posts, it doesn't matter if you don't get a single interaction, no one is obliged to interact with you just so you don't feel left out. People are allowed to stay in their bubble and in their comfort zone because guess what! they self ship for their enjoyment, not yours!

Not even need to mention how some neurodivergencies make you want to stay by yourself and how disrespectful trying to force those people to interact is!

Pro/com-shitters fuck off!

[thevoidshere88]

It gives me big ick when someone wishes they could feel nothing.

Be glad you can feel your emotions.

[cl0se-th3-d00r]

Heh, silly little traumatic event… y-you’re not laughing…? Wait, why are you looking at me with that horrified expression?? NOO STOP CRYING FOR ME, YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LAU- goddamnit.. 🤦

[muscosus]

living ghost

WORDS: ghost result of your role in the magic forest cinematic universe quiz by sikenpilled // ghost result of what classic monster are you quiz by lichfucker // God gave the desert too many teeth by R. Wright // by postbrat // Buffet Etiquette by Hieu Minh Nguyen // a certain coldness known to jellyfish, ghosts, and me by lissar

ART: winter ghosts by Sean Fitzgerald // while you are sleeping by Christina Bothwell //thoughts flow by ursminor // ghosts of you and me by Kim Dorland

[notquiteaghost]

having some thoughts n realisations abt demand avoidance & szpd... reread some of the stuff abt szpd being a response to a high degree of control in childhood, thought "but my parents werent that controlling–", remembered no i am holding them to the wrong standard there. it doesnt matter if they were ~objectively controlling, i have a horribly low tolerance for being controlled. smth wrong in my brain that means any external pressure gets a trauma response > huge chunks of childhood spent in trauma response, no one notices/helps > methodically and purposefully turned off all the bits in my head that acknowledge external pressures. cant want to die about it if it's not real! voila, schizoidism

[your-fav-is-schizoid]

☆ about the blog:

inspired by @schizoid-culture-is

the flag i'm using is conveniently by @schizoidflagcreator, who also ran the previous blog under this format

not to be confused with schizophrenia/typal/affective or the schizospec as a whole

★ requests:

☆ if you want a standard ask format: "[character] from [media] has szpd?" "[character] from [media] schizoid pfps?" idc for manners

☆ i'll try to include more than two different pfps but no promises. feel free to request both for the same character! pls send each character as a different req unless you want them together

☆ while i'd love to include gender & sexuality headcanons, i'd prefer to purely have other disorder headcanons. if i reach follower milestones i'll likely change this restriction depending on feedback!

☆ you may request a [character] has schizoid post even if someone else asked for icons and vice versa

☆ i have the right to refuse any request for any reason (media i personally don't feel comfortable with, issues getting a good transparent image, so on)

blacklist is currently hazbin hotel, helluva boss, south park, & real people

TL;DR: i also do pfp reqs, no gender or sexuality headcanons as of right now

☆ about the mod:

you can call me mod dizzy, it/he/they. adult (debatable). pacific timezone

i also have autism, sorry if i need any extra clarification for reqs!

i haven't ran a blog like this before, please be patient. my editing skills aren't great either so bare with me here

i'm not here to tell you if you have szpd, only your favs </3

the current icon & banner is aizawa shouta but i haven't been caught up with bnha since like 2021. this blog will likely be very prone to layout changes

[tiredsn0w]

Stupid Intruders by The Vincent Black Shadow is one of the most schizoid songs I ever heard so of course I drew the guy

[ID of 2nd image: a screenshot of the lyrics of the song that reads - Stupid Intruders came and ruined an empty space / I don't know why I bother fronting a nice face, it's fake / I took a test and found out things that I knew before / it's all genetic that I find you a huge bore / I won't pretend it's not a meat locker in this place / the stink is massive and it waters my eyes like mace / you need to read more and then maybe you'll be okay / but that's just science being dumb. /END ID]

Link to song on Spotify because I know we don't care enough to look it up

[arosonist]

Genuine issue when you're aromantic and mentally ill is that you have this constant need to be wanted and adored which can unfortunately only be acquired through romantic relationships. But romantic relationships make you sick to your fucking stomach so it's just a constant tug of war.

[peacocking-cuckoo]

i have no fucking idea what disorder to tag for this one but anyone else's brain categorizes shit as "boring" or "exciting" with Bad painful experiences being at least not boring so they're better than the Grey Nothingness.

I look weirdly fondly back on my Top 10 Worst Moments bc at least Something was going on