#symptom enjoyer

[ix-c-999]

system role blinkies, part 1/?

[this post has no DNI other than not to involve it in discourse or mockery]

[shadow-the-crow]

as someone who has always avoided horror in media, listening to tma is truly an interesting experience.

I'll have the next episode open on youtube, stare at it and internally scream: i don't want to. i really don't want to listen to this. i'm already fucking scared just thinking about this podcast. if i choose to not listen to this episode now, i'll be able to go to bed perfectly calm and not scared. please, please don't make me listen to this.

... and still click on it.

like, not listening to it isn't even an option. i know i'll do it. i really don't want to but i still want to.

WTF???

[headmate-ideas]

Hi! Could we get a vampire alter, one who preferably goes by Vampyr! Masculine but in a nonbinary way if that makes sense😭 You can absolutely lean into the stereotypes of vampires!

Emojis: ♥️💤🌒🩹🕸️🌌🗝️

[Brought to you by: Mods Capriel and Vyvian!]

🌒 HEADMATE TEMPLATE 🗝️

✦ Name(s): Vampyr, Darian, Spiderweb ✦ Pronouns: he/him, they/them, vamp/vamps/vampself, vi/vir/virs/virself ✦ Species: vampire ✦ Age: 130 (became a vampire at 30 and appears that age) ✦ Role(s): socializer, gatekeeper, love holder (optional), symptom holder/enjoyer (optional), phobia manager, caretaker ✦ Symptoms experienced: intrusive thoughts ✦ Labels: agender masculine, GNC, xenoman ✦ Xenos: love, sleep, the moon ✦ Interests/likes: gothic literature, horror movies, cemeteries ✦ Dislikes: going out during the day ✦ Music taste: goth rock, post-punk, symphonic metal ✦ Aesthetic(s): Victorian gothic, new romantic, lovecore ✦ Kins: spiders, galaxies, moonlight ✦ Emoji proxy: 🌒🗝️ ✦ Details:

Vampyr is a vampire who is sociable and romantic and likes presenting himself as impressive to others. He can control who fronts in the system by magically summoning a door in headspace that he can unlock and whatever headmate is wanted or needed steps out. If the system have any partners, Vampyr holds love for them and enjoys planning dates or other aspects of the relationship. Vampyr is fond of dark topics, and if the system have any intrusive thoughts about topics the system find unsettling in some way, Vampyr is subject to those thoughts, but he enjoys them and has a level of distance from them. Vi also generally lacks fear and is not subject to the phobias the system may have, rather helping headmates cope with those phobias. While Vampyr is not as warm with strangers, vamp is caring to vamps system members and helps take care of them.

[These can be edited and changed as needed, and headmates will almost definitely not turn out EXACTLY as described.]

[mr-payjay]

"i did a quick hpd silver spoon analysis"

err is this like sarcasm or are you hoping to read it? i did indeed do a quick hpd silver spoon analysis on the day i mentioned that in the tags!

[area51-escapee]

Doctors in 2024 don’t actually know how to treat patients, all they know is keto diet, low fodmap diet, Mediterranean diet, intermittent fasting diet, diet, diet, diet, eat kale chips and lie

[bonyato]

my beautiful son who has every wikipedia article memorized.

[thisisthevoice]

...what

[punmster]

having an existential crisis because I finally cracked and searched up a summary for Manacled and found out one of the DMSMG alternate endings (which I've changed before this) is like. kinda similar to it??

[sliimetrash]

i have the curse of finding june egbert really compelling in a way that anyone else in the fandom who likes june does Not

[downfallofi]

Deadass, lately I've been thinking back to the months where I was homeless.

[ix-c-999]

phobia manager

a headmate whose role is to mitigate the symptoms of a phobia for a system. the subjects of phobias other system members have do not bother a phobia manager, and they may even actively enjoy those subjects (such as a system with a phobia of dogs having a member who is interested in dogs). however, all that is required is for them to not have a phobia that the rest of the system does or for a member whose phobia they are managing. this could be considered both a form of symptom neutralizer and/or symptom enjoyer.

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[vaya-writes]

Experiencing ahedonism send help

[emmyspov]

I just told my boss I can't write the paper. Stepping back and admitting that I am not in the mental or physical place to do something might be the bravest thing I've ever done

[b-blushes]

gosh whadda hell am I gonna do tomorrow I need to rest big style but laying down makes me feel so much worse when I get up afterwards (and I gotta make meals and stuff) what am I gonna do sitting in my chair all day……. That’s fun…….

Not really a video james fan otherwise that would be classic suggestion and I don’t really like colouring and I don’t wanna use my brain (thinking takes a lot of energy and I’m meant to be resting) and I have joint issues so crochet/knitting is off da table. Hmmmmmmmm

[6mayhem]

many philosophers are posers as fuck they're like ohhh what if. but don't even feel it themselves. unlike me. i feel and truly believe every asinine theory about the world i post on here. aahh. aaaah. aaaaaahhh i'm scared lol

[sarahlancashire]

idk how to explain it but being very unwell physically is really fucking with my mental health; after a few days i felt really sad and like i was never going to get better, but increasingly i've had this kind of anxious paranoia (i'm anxious and paranoid a lot, but this particular feeling isn't like anything i've felt before) that everything is wrong and the world is evil and i just want to feel normal again