#symptom enjoyer

[ix-c-999]

system role blinkies, part 1/?

[this post has no DNI other than not to involve it in discourse or mockery]

[shadow-the-crow]

as someone who has always avoided horror in media, listening to tma is truly an interesting experience.

I'll have the next episode open on youtube, stare at it and internally scream: i don't want to. i really don't want to listen to this. i'm already fucking scared just thinking about this podcast. if i choose to not listen to this episode now, i'll be able to go to bed perfectly calm and not scared. please, please don't make me listen to this.

... and still click on it.

like, not listening to it isn't even an option. i know i'll do it. i really don't want to but i still want to.

WTF???

[headmate-ideas]

Could we please request a headmate that is connected to bunnies/rabbits and is divine in some way? We were thinking ☀️🌾🐇🪽🔥🍯 for the emojis if you can make sense of this lol. And if one of their roles could be an unmasker that would be appreciated!

☀️ HEADMATE TEMPLATE 🐇

✦ Name(s): Sunny, Cal, Honey ✦ Pronouns: they/them, e/em/eir/eirs/emself, co/cos/coself, sun/suns/sunself, bun/buns/bunself ✦ Species: rabbit angel anthro ✦ Age: ageless adult ✦ Role(s): spiritual headmate (optional), naturalist, unmasker, symptom enjoyer ✦ Labels: veldian, xenogender ✦ Xenos: fire, honey, the sun ✦ Interests/likes: sweets, tea, stim toys ✦ Dislikes: winter ✦ Music taste: baroque rock, classic rock, psychedelic rock ✦ Aesthetic(s): angelcore, solarpunk, cozycore ✦ Objectum attraction(s): figurines ✦ Kins: rosemary herbs, sunlight, clouds ✦ Emoji proxy: ☀️🐇 ✦ Details:

Sunny is an anthro rabbit angel who loves the sun and nature. If the system have spiritual practices involving angels, nature, the sun, solar deities, or creator deities, they participate in these practices. They also love going outside and make sure the system do that often enough. Sunny is also neurodivergent but does not mask. This is important to the system, as that means e helps the system unmask and display their neurodivergence. E displays whatever neurodivergence traits are most common to the system, and e by and large enjoys experiencing them.

[These can be edited and changed as needed, and headmates will almost definitely not turn out EXACTLY as described.]

[ladymariayuri]

On the topic of existing as an adult. How do people even have the energy to wake up and do anything except the bare minimum in the morning? Are there people out there who do that who follow me? I am fascinated by you.

I wake up 30 minutes before my shifts start and I live a 5 minute drive from work. I spend like 5 minutes "mentally" waking up, 5 minutes getting dressed (just work pants + overshirt + visor + shoes) and tying up my hair, and like 5 minutes checking Twitter/tumblr/texts. If I eat anything I usually eat it on the drive to work and in the car before I go in. I don't wear makeup and I don't wear anything fancy. Yet there are people who are doing shit like going to the gym or walking their dog or taking showers hours before work starts? Girl wtf I'm going to the shadow realm when I sleep and I'm not leaving until it's statistically impossible for me to be on time for whatever obligation I have to be at. Where did teenage girls get the willpower to do makeup at 5am in high school. What the fuck

[area51-escapee]

Doctors in 2024 don’t actually know how to treat patients, all they know is keto diet, low fodmap diet, Mediterranean diet, intermittent fasting diet, diet, diet, diet, eat kale chips and lie

[bonyato]

my beautiful son who has every wikipedia article memorized.

[thisisthevoice]

...what

[ix-c-999]

phobia manager

a headmate whose role is to mitigate the symptoms of a phobia for a system. the subjects of phobias other system members have do not bother a phobia manager, and they may even actively enjoy those subjects (such as a system with a phobia of dogs having a member who is interested in dogs). however, all that is required is for them to not have a phobia that the rest of the system does or for a member whose phobia they are managing. this could be considered both a form of symptom neutralizer and/or symptom enjoyer.

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[megkuna]

i hate convos about food w randos because it can't ever be a normal conversation about how delicious my grandma's banana bread recipe is or something it's always people who are like "EW FOOD🤢" "food is fuel:)" "i don't like sweet things i've only ever eaten vegetables yes since i was 3 years old" dominating the conversation. like ok leave omfg

[punmster]

having an existential crisis because I finally cracked and searched up a summary for Manacled and found out one of the DMSMG alternate endings (which I've changed before this) is like. kinda similar to it??

[sliimetrash]

i have the curse of finding june egbert really compelling in a way that anyone else in the fandom who likes june does Not

[headmate-ideas]

hello! can we have a schizophrenia holder? based off of unreality and the general feeling of being unreal. dissociative, lucid, etc. alice in wonderland inspired. weirdcore/dreamcore. go crazy

💤 HEADMATE TEMPLATE 👁️

✦ Name(s): Niro, Alice, Drifty ✦ Pronouns: they/them, it/its, xe/xem/xyr/xyrs/xemself, x/xs/xself ✦ Species: dreamform ✦ Age: ageless, identifies with body's age ✦ Role(s): symptom holder, symptom enjoyer, internal protector, artist ✦ Symptoms experienced: unreality, dissociation, hallucinations, disorganized speech ✦ Labels: cenelian, agender, kenochoric ✦ Xenos: weirdcore, dreams, cephalopods ✦ Interests/likes: psychology, language, sleeping ✦ Dislikes: waking up early ✦ Music taste: dream pop, psychedelic rock, freak folk, hypnagogic pop ✦ Aesthetic(s): weirdcore, dreamcore, surrealism, psychedelica ✦ Objectum attraction(s): figurines ✦ Kins: surrealist art, eldritch, giant tube worms, Alice (Alice in Wonderland) ✦ Emoji proxy: 💤👁️ ✦ Details:

Niro is a dreamform - the personification of a dream. They have an eye for a head, their skin is multicolored and glitchy with cycling patterns, and their in-space size and height change randomly. Niro goes through life feeling unreal and dissociative, and they have hallucinations too, which they often cannot distinguish from reality. However, Niro usually finds this unreality comforting and enjoyable, and if system members are experiencing symptoms that distress them, Niro can join front to protect them by enjoying the symptoms. Niro finds a lot of comfort in abstract or surreal art, music, or media, as it correlates with how they experience the world. Xe likes making art in those styles and sharing it online. They also like wordplay, languages, and riddles, and they sometimes speak in a disorganized way that other headmates might need to translate for.

[These can be edited and changed as needed, and headmates will almost definitely not turn out EXACTLY as described.]

[downfallofi]

Deadass, lately I've been thinking back to the months where I was homeless.

[vaya-writes]

Experiencing ahedonism send help

[emmyspov]

I just told my boss I can't write the paper. Stepping back and admitting that I am not in the mental or physical place to do something might be the bravest thing I've ever done

[thedragonflycluster]

Amused that my spotify wrapped showed a Modest Mouse song as one of my most played, because I certainly did play that One Song a lot while in psychosis last. My weird brain could only listen to that on repeat and I did for like 5 hours. tbh that song was probably the most enjoyable part of it. ☘️